#kin feels

[lycan-of-chaos]

I'm curious about everyone's opinion.

[paranaptime]

I had long wiry fur once to keep the thorns and ticks from my skin

I had great paws and longs razor claws 

I had a long snout and a nose that could smell the smallest fish miles away

I had great teeth and eyes that shone in the light

My eyes could see every small thing in the night

I watched gnats and moths fight over lamp lights

I ate like a king fed by fellow beasts of the wood

So large, so perfect

So scared were the people that none dared to cause trouble

None dared to bark within earshot of the woods

Shepards trembled as the sun died

Men gathered tight around their fires 

With their knives

And their guns

They prayed and prayed and begged their god

‘Keep the beast at bay’

My body was massive as it stalked the forest

So wonderful it was 

The power

The peace

Sweet peace sweet comfort how I miss you 

This small vessel not large enough to contain my fur and teeth

I curse it

Let me rip the flesh off and find my fur again

Somewhere my skull lays

Covered in litter and bugs and dirt

Silver bullet or stake through what was once my heart

Let it be mine again

Let my bones by covered in great muscle and fur and warm blood again

Let me run

Let me eat

Let me rise from the worm food to live once more

Let me be a wolf again

[dysphoricnegan]

I don't give a fuck about discourse. I just want to remember more about the people who mattered to me.

[thatonechaosentity]

[astertimberwolf]

Happy woofing to all fellow canine- and wolfkin out there! Awoooo

[yeenofchaos]

Just animal things: putting a scarf or bandana on to protect your throat when you go somewhere with the intent to be threatening and protect your mate.

[the-muppet-joker]

KERMIT. AS SAW? I FEEL VERY SEEN. I am genuinely feeling very intense emotions right now. It's not Kermit Joker, but fuck. It's close.

[fromfiction]

The moment when the new confirmation really, truly hits you full force, and you are sobbing alone in the living room before noon, to the sound of your song on the OST.

[gab-has-adhd]

My deepest apologies to every fictional character who was unlucky enough to go through my sluttifying kin ray. 🙏

[lycan-of-chaos]

Today feels like some kind of mix between werewolf and dragon. Wolf ears, dragon tail, wings....

What a weird beast I am! And I love that. I am powerful and strong (and so are you!)

[lvcifvr]

Could you imagine being so entirely loved by a freakin angel that he rebels against literally *everything* to keep you alive?

He goes against everything he was created to be and to believe just because of one fuck up of a human?

And it's a fight he wins against himself, through all his doubts and brainwashing, because he cares so much?

From that first touch in hell when his hand seared a brand into my skin and my atoms and my soul -

From that first touch -

He knew me.

But there was always a part of him that was imparted into me.

So I knew him as well, even if I didn't know that I knew, you know?

He says that I changed him but he was his own angel before I ever came along. He would have never broke free if he hadn't had the bolt cutters in hand before even coming near me.

He had questions and doubts and concerns since the beginning.

He had cared, so deeply, since a millennia before my existence was even close to being a thing.

Angel, Castiel, Cas.

You were always strong and you were always going to break yourself free, with or without me.

Chuck, the ass, said you were the one Castiel with a broken chassis, but I call bullshit because you were the only Castiel who had the heart and courage to stand up for what he truly believed.

You were always special and you were always destined to do amazing things. I am in awe of you, angel. Never forget that.

I miss you.

One day we'll meet again.

I can feel you out there among the stars and cosmos.

I can feel us being drawn to another, still.

It feels like home.

Let us come home to each other, Cas.

I never got to reply to your last words and, goddammit, it hurts.

So let me say it now and I really freakin hope it reaches you out there.

I love you too, Castiel.

I love you.

[dysphoricnegan]

I hate how well known t.wd is. I hate how many people recognize the name ne.gan.

On my own, I know how vivid my memories are, and I know how long I carried them well before the show ever came out. But to see how many people know the name, it makes me think I really am crazy.

[thatonechaosentity]

Y'all ever just...

*Bored, flipping jowl flappy thing up and down lazily.*

So borrreedd....

[fallensnxw]

I’ve been pondering this for like,, a week

But I’m pretty sure I kin Killer Frost too, but not in the way the show intended. She’s not a separate personality for me – I don’t have proper memories (yet?) but the kin feels are STRONG. In my canon I’m quite sure she was just an altered state of identity for me, like a cryogenic manifestation of my trauma, anger, negativity… all of that. Like, I wasn’t in my right mind as her, but I also wasn’t a whole new person.

I have far too much euphoria from seeing parts of my dyed hair highlights turning light (closer to white) and putting on makeup to have blue lips and for the eye look. I’m starting to notice how my behaviour in day to day life kind of goes from Caitlin-like to Killer Frost-like as well - not even intentionally.

I find this so funny as well because early last year before considering I was a fictionkin, I had such a big crush on Savitar. Like it was huge. It scared my aroace ass. (It’s in the past now though- I hope)(At least for now)(I fear my kinfeels may betray me soon)

[astertimberwolf]

Dis derg is going to slep now.

Blep