Finished three quick doodles of designs based on a old dream I had that’s apparently a kh kind of dream. I think this is as close to what I can remember about their looks when I had the dream.
In order are: Bb (he/him), Aa (they/them) and Gg (he/him) because I can’t even remember any of their names from the dream and I think I just remember what pronouns each of them used.
Bonus note of the dream under the cut
Ignoring the fact that they have different pronouns in the note due to it being made around the time when I don’t remember the actual pronouns they used-
If I have to say what I thought about the note when I typed them like three weeks ago, it just feel like good potential idea for pretty much three OCs although not really planning on using them as OCs rn if not entirely since I’m not into doing some OC stuff that much tbh.
For Bb’s design, I feel like his outfit (even tho it’s kinda in a bust and not a fullbody) is not exactly close to how I think it probably look like in the dream, I dunno which part is off to me when I felt it’s not close and missing something, I guess it’s sorta the same with Gg’s outfit since it’s also missing something but I dunno what.
Enjoy it as the very last post from me, for 2022 at least.
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Here's another prompt! "Your promises, they look like lies." -Attack, 30 Seconds To Mars
Thank you for the prompt! I appreciate them!
Timing wise, we're getting into within where the main story is currently. They're here, still.
Attack: A Power of Memories short
Word count: 902
Attack
(Haru)
Betrayed. That was what Haru felt. Akio had thrown him aside, said he had never loved him. Lies, all lies. He was angry, but he couldn’t let himself stew on it, because…
“Not everything is about you, Haru.”
But Akio had sworn with the Wayfinder, long ago when they were kids, that they would always be together. When they found each other, Haru knew it was true. And perhaps it was still true, as friends…but it still felt like he’d lost Akio entirely.
And yet, Akio stood there, on that beach, explaining why he had injured himself, and saying that he was doing better than ever, it just was a slip up. Haru didn’t know how to respond. He had promised not to tell their parents, but it hurt. It hurt, so badly.
It was just a breakup, and yet it felt like Akio was saying goodbye. Even though he was still there, in the same house, in the same world, it was…
Akio promised that he would always be by his side. And it felt like a lie.
It was days later, and Akio seemed unaffected by it all. Didn’t appear happy, but didn’t appear sad, or upset, or guilty.
It was hard to look at him and think it was the same Akio. It was hard not to be angry. Had Yami, the shadow in his heart, somehow done this to him? Made him change? Made him throw Haru away?
That was what Haru felt. He felt as if he was discarded like a piece of trash. That his use was done, and so Akio stepped away.
Akio promised to always be there to save him, and yet when Haru told him that he couldn’t live without him, it was uncomfortable. Told he was creepy. Told that he should learn how to be okay without him, because who knew what would happen—
And that was why, when they broke up, it felt like goodbye.
Because what would happen? He had already said goodbye.
Why would he say that? Why would he do that?
He swallowed back his sorrow and fury and agony yet again to go out to the living room and try to just…exist. Be okay. It was hard living under the same roof as your boyfriend because of your parents, let alone when that boyfriend became an ex.
So many promises—I’ll save our parents. That had been true. I’ll keep you safe—true. And yet, they were thrown away now, after it all.
What was a lie and what was true?
Surely something was a lie. Surely Yami was doing something. The darkness in someone’s heart? Surely he had some kind of negative affect but—
No.
He couldn’t dwell on this. Especially since they were all setting out to another world to look for a few more missing people, because Akio didn’t want to be left behind here, and Haru couldn’t just…
Right now, part of him was so, so angry that it wanted to say he hated Akio. But that wasn’t true…It wasn’t.
(A Year Later, after Solace’s Defeat)
There was nothing about his that was easy to accept. The knowledge that the person he had fallen in love with was just…gone. But, it wasn’t about him. That’s what he kept telling himself. It wasn’t about him. It wasn’t about him.
“Not everything is about you, Haru!”
Had the Akio that was in the house with him now been the one to say those words, or the ‘other Akio’? He didn’t know, and it honestly frightened him. Because…well.
This was the real Akio. He believed it. He believed this was Akio, because who else could it be? And, he said he had the memories, and his apologies hit like a knife to his heart. This wasn’t Akio’s fault.
If it was anyone’s, it was Solace. Because…Solace had erased that part of Akio. That must’ve been what Solace meant when he said, ‘your Akio, your child, friend, love, is gone.’
They had all thought Solace was wrong, but he was right. Solace had killed this part of Akio, the shield that Akio held, and…
Haru was grateful for that.
The other Akio had never said that he loved him. Not once. The other Akio didn’t have the same softness, gentleness…
It was disheartening, really, that Haru hadn’t seen—hadn’t seen that the Akio he faced changed.
This was the Akio who had jumped in front of that spear. He had no doubt of that. No doubt that this Akio…loved him.
Someone wouldn’t sacrifice themself with no thought. Someone wouldn’t jump in front of someone they loved unless it was pure and true. And…
Haru looked away. It was just hard to bear. But it wasn’t about him. It wasn’t about him.
“Not everything’s about you, Haru!”
The was the Akio who gave him the Wayfinder. He said so himself, and he wanted to repair it. Repair what had been broken when the other Akio was in his place.
What hurt the most was that he had been right. He had been right, that there was someone else in place. That something was off, that it wasn’t Akio they were dealing with, but he didn’t know—
He didn’t know that it was almost literal, and that the one they knew before was…just an illusion.
Lies. So many lies…promises broken, and it hurt…
It hurt to be right.
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