#last pic from the bunch is my favourite by far

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Have this spare pic of ✨Podcast Arnas✨ looking cute af 💞

Additionally have a bunch of meme-worthy Arnas pics I took to laugh at him whenever I'm feeling down 😅 (under the cut)

[ashbashsquashmabosh]

Went to the Boygenius show in Dublin yesterday and I'm trying to combat post concert amnesia by documenting everything before I forget it. So here's a bunch of the best bits

Openers

Phoebe just casually walking on stage in a hoodie to announce ye vagabonds and tell everyone to shut up while they're on

Muna have amazing stage presence like I already knew that but woooww

God bless whoever was in charge of the camera for all the beautiful shots of Jo I was struggling to breathe honestly

Katie's jacket was so low cut and tight

Naomis mic was ON

Katie crying during kind of girl

Phoebe silk chiffon verse, her voice was lighter and airier than I expected, everyone else came on for the 2nd chorus

No one in the crowd seemed to know Muna very well I heard them talking about "the bassist" and "the one with curly hair"

The energy was so good they are amazing performers

Katie being an "annoying American with Irish grandparents and a celtic tattoo" in her own words

Saw Catherine Clinch from An Cailin Ciun in the gold circle

Boygenius

Lucy resting her head on Phoebe's during without me without you ahhh so cute

Slippy floor on Phoebe's side of the stage, Julien checked it, Phoebe cleaning her hands with "purell' that's just funny to me cause it's so American

Julien telling the story of getting a minor chemical burn from just picking random things up in chemistry class, Lucy teasing her that she was the reason for eyewash in labs, Julien joking that she'd found her career.

Phoebe in her suit pacing around with her hands on her hips looking very Father

Everyone wore their suits, Julien took off the jacket halfway through and rolled up her sleeves it was awesome

Sound quality not amazing I would have loved to hear more of their harmonies, the balance of vocals to music was a little off in my opinion

The boys had to stop multiple times for people to be taken out, they passed around water

Julien sang the "best song love song you've ever heard", and "familiar characters" in Anticurse and I could not believeeee it

Lucy getting the words of bite the hand mixed up singing I can't see you in the first line instead of I can hear you and giggling about it

The band absolutely slapped, the trumpet was so good

Phoebe asking for the pics of everyones dogs before me and my dog

Julien giggling and screaming about the cute dogs

Julien playing the piano was amazing so beautiful omgggggg

Everyone being so respectful when phoebe asked for no phones, phoebe just sinking back into the crowd at the end of the song

The boys coming back on super fast for the encore and phoebe saying "we just go back there, get some water and high five, that's it"

Everyone saying they loved each other and Julien "dangling my feet off the edge of a tangent" but stopping herself because there was only one song left. What did she want to say????!!! I want to knowww

Lucy going down to the audience during salt In the wound to kiss the crowds hands

I underestimated how hard the songs would hit I was teary eyed for a good portion of the concert

Julien absolutely slayes the " gnashing my teeeeeeth like a child of Cain" part in Salt in the wound

Katie coming on for salt in the wound in a hoodie

Couldn't keep track of who kissed who all of the boys kissed each other I think

Phoobies

Everyone was on the ground in a pile kicking their legs in the air and then Julien got up again for some last minute zoomies to finish out the guitar

Katie trying to quietly leave the stage and Phoebe motioning for her to come back and take the last bow with them

Lucy and Julien hugging, piggybacking off the stage

Overall amazing show would 1000% go again, because I love Muna and boygenius so much I basically got 2 in 1 so def my favourite concert thus far

[moonchild-in-blue]

Gushing about animol crossing lil guys (gn) token. Expires never.

Hello Will I kinda really love you for this, you sweet sweet blue boy you 🥺💙

Say hello to the Hope World family 🌈

Deets and Pics bellow (very long):

Coco and Lily

My two favourites! Will get along with literally everyone 🥹

Coco is forever my number one spookie cookie bunny, but Lily is a close second - the sweetest froggy you'll ever meet!!! They are both incredibly sweet, and in my island lore they are besties 🥺🐰🐸

Their houses are next to one other, and often share books, baking tips, and whatever knitting project their working on! They hang out with Zucker a lot 🐙

Elvis

My cranky old man 🥹 Out of all of them, he's the least popular in the fandom 😔

Has been with me the longest - was my very first campsite villager, and has since settled well! He may be old, but likes to learn new slang from the youngins. Has the coolest study/library ever.

Zucker

It him!! My precious takoyaki baby boy!!!

He always has a silly outfit on - the pineapple hat was a MUST. Loves to snack, play games, and hang by the beach. A silly cutie patootie 🥹🐙

Marshall

Look at him!!! He so small and sassy 🥺

Marshall is the fashionista / coffee snob of our island. Literally lives off caffeine and compliments. Likes to visit Elvis and be Fancy™ for a little bit hehe. Great friends with Francine. Smol and Angy hehehe 🐿️

Bob and Chrissy

MARRIED. They are MARRIED and IN LOVE - 3 year anniversary coming up soon!!! 💜🩷

Bob is the coolest (and only) cat in the whole island. Chrissy was totally smitten with him hehe. He's also a silly boy who is a bit of a gamer - has a super cool set up. A literal textbook himbo 🤭

Chrissy is Francine's twin. They were popstars in their youth (listen to K. K. Bubblegum), and currently she's the only one still in the entertainment businesses. Always dresses fancy - pink and glittery and so so cute 💖. Sings all the time, also the most extroverted of the bunch.

Francine and Fuchsia

The Cool Girlfriends™ - kinda intimidating at first, but very friendly 💙💖

Francine is Chrissie's twin. Unlike her super chirpy sister, Francine is a bit more elegant and reserved. She now works as a designer - the spotlight was made for her Chrissy, not her. Best friend's with Marshall - The Fashion Duo ever (WILL judge your fashion choices) 💅 ✨

Fuchsia is our resident punk barbie deer. Dresses mostly in black and band merch - we talk a lot about bands and stuff. Very sensible and kind, always there for you if you need to vent. A true punk princess, Avril Lavigne wishes she was her 🖤

Genji

Our newest resident! Moved in last week after Pietro left. He's still getting to know everyone, but so far is getting along super well with Bob - he and Zucker often have game nights and Genji loves it (Elvis is too old to stay up so late, and Marshall prefers to go drink with the girlies).

Genji is a total gym rat but not obnoxious at all - he's just super active. He and Fuchsia will work out together sometimes 🏋️

-> Old family photo from when Pietro (clown sheep) was still in Hope World - taken during my birthday sleepover. You can see Fuchsia in her Sleep Token shirt 🥹

Bonus family photo but Silly™

If you read this far, have a little snack -> cherry pie, a Hope World specialty! 🍒🥧

[unhingedlesbear]

Fursona history dump!!

Literally gonna dump a bunch of art of EVERY past fursona of mine I could find. Some of them seem to have had every piece of art erased from existence so RIP Snowrush </3 but anyway. All sonas under the cut.

-Scruffy (Wolf)

Scruffy was my first EVER sona. By that I mean I made him when I was like 6-7 and would roleplay as him 24/7, I literally convinced myself I WAS him. My friends called me Scruffy, I drew myself as Scruffy, I was Scruffy y'all. Wasn't until I was like 10 that I knew what a fursona was though, but he definitely was one. Anyway my friends and I called ourselves "the secret animals" at the time. The tiger and fox are two of them, and the cat is still my best friend to this day (she's a bunny now ofc but back then she was a black cat called Starlight) god I am getting nostalgic just typing this. Good times <3

-Alaska (Fox)

Last piece by @mungosaur-4

Alaska was my fursona for YEARS. I'm still attached to her bc she was the sona I had when I was getting really into the actual fandom. Online, people knew me as her. Technically she was a fox/wolf/hyena hybrid but primarily she was a fox so lets just call her that. She was blue because I watched a lot of Pocari Roo at the time. To this day, I think Alaska is still the sona I've kept for the longest and in general have the most art of, because other people would draw her at the time online.

-Moth (Fox)

All pieces except the first are by @bluedivvy

Moth was my reluctant break away from Alaska, when I was going through an identity crisis. They were still a fox because I wasn't ready to break FULLY away from that yet, but they also had an enfield form because literally why not. I liked Moth, thought they were cute but I didn't keep them for very long.

-Moth (Maned wolf)

Second and last pieces by @bluedivvy, other character in the first also belongs to them

Moth was literally just a test really. She kept the name of my last sona because I went by that name at the time and wanted to keep it for my sonas. She was a maned wolf bc I discovered that the animal was pretty similar to me, and I loved the way they looked, but I didn't keep either Moth for very long.

-Mulee (Mule deer)

Second piece by @mungosaur-4 and third by @bluedivvy, other character in the first also belongs to bluedivvy

I made Mulee when I was super obsessed with deer, especially mule deer, because at the time my daemon was near settling as one and I was filming some local deer for a school project. I loved Mulee, mainly because she felt more unique and distinct than my previous canine sonas, and also I LOVED her colours. That being said I was never really satisfied with her because I didn't feel like a deer fit me as an animal in the way canines and such did. Still, I had Mulee for a long time and loved her a lot.

-Corvix (Corsac fox)

Maned wolf in the second pic belongs to mungosaur

I was back on my fox bullshit with Corvix. I abandoned Mulee in favour of a canine eventually, and I went for a corsac fox. She was cute, I liked her, but I never got really attached to her as a sona. She was more of a temporary thing.

-Grizzlee (Bear)

Bird in the first one belongs to mungosaur, rabbit is my bestie obv

And that brings us to Grizzlee, my current sona and the first one since Alaska I've felt satisfied with. I went back to Mulee's colours for her as well, strayed away from canines for some variety, but didn't stray TOO far from canines. So pretty much I feel like I wanna make a suit of her bc she's my favourite and I'm glad I waited to find one I really liked.

Okay that's the sona lore dump of all time goodbye!

[mirika]

In June 2023 I went to the first edition of the summer variant of Dutch Comic Con. They moved it from May to June and it was terrible as it was WAY too hot to function, it was the first time I didn't even go in cosplay. Either way, I always post, so here goes.

I went for a whole weekend with my bestie Eneath, which was fantastic, because we could go by car instead of train. It was a delight. However, the weather was not great.

I do not have a lot to report though; I did not take any photos with other cosplay, also due to being insecure about not being IN cosplay myself. On day 1 I did visit with hobbit vibes in mind, and on day 2 I went more casual than I had ever been at a Comic Con I think? I don't actually remember how I went.

I did take some pics though!

These are some dice I bought! Tiny dice because they are CUTE as hell, dark glittery dice because they are COOL as hell, and a box of d10s in ace colours (in my opinion) because I thought it was awesome except I did not realize they were just d10s, rofl! All good though, just a bummer as I thought it was a whole set.

I went absolutely insane with finances this time around though. I bought a fan with my favourite Genshin Impact character on it, literally using the element anemo to cool myself down... a bunch of Digimon stuff that I can build and some TCG, and on my bag you can see a geo vision from Genshin Impact. The vision is actually why I made a new friend at my local grocery store, he recognized it from the game and now we chat on occasion LOL. Also a bottle of mead, sadly apple cinnamon, because they had no cherry cinnamon.

A bunch of artist alley merch as well. As always, love me some Miraculous Ladybug. I also got two fake Pokémon cards, gorgeous Ninetales, my favourite Pokémon... a sticker of The Last of Us, my favouritest game ever, and some Genshin Impact stickers... now also including Kaveh, another character I really like.

Also... gosh I love this so much, look:

Ellie and Joel figurines! Also a Kazuha waterprint art below it rofl. I ended up not liking the fanart as much so I kinda forgot I owned it.

And uh, super random but I fucking loved that they introduced an onigiri stand and I am *starts foaming*

The one on the far right was vegan, the two on the left are tuna. I had to try both, haha.

Last but definitely not least, they had a little Lord of the Rings thingamajig that we visited, where you walked a little bit through the journey. I remember being at the verge of tears somehow because I felt overwhelmed, but I'm a pro at holding in emotions sometimes. Here is the pics I took. Let me test this new feature, if it sucks I will edit the post.

They should all be clickable for bigger. We'll see.

That is all I have to report on this Comic Con. The next post will be absolutely epicly, because it was a huge staple in my life and it still brings me emotions. Thank you for reading!

— DCC - 2023 - no real cosplay WDCC - 2022 - scuffed Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) DCC - 2022 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) / scuffed Ellie (The Last of Us) RCC 2020 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) WDCC 2019 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) / Mimi (Digimon) ACC 2019 - no report, little happened

DCC 2019 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) / Mimi (Digimon) DCC 2018 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) ACC 2018 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) DCC 2018 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) RCC 2018 - Mimi (Digimon) WDCC 2017 - Mimi (Digimon) ACC 2017 - Mimi (Digimon) DCC 2017 - Mimi (Digimon) RCC 2017 - Mimi (Digimon) ACC 2016 - Hook (Once Upon A Time) DCC 2016 - Ladybug (Miraculous Ladybug) DCC 2015 - Sunday - Hobbit (Lord of the Rings) DCC 2015 - Saturday - Ellie (The Last of Us)

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[woodsybabe]

i be on my 🥺 shit

[jaylaxies]

PLEASURE PRINCIPLES

PAIRING : masseur!jay x fem!reader

GENRE : smut, unprotected sex (use protection y'all), fingering, use of word 'madam', jay being a gentleman, strangers to fwb, semi-public sex.

SYNOPSIS : after a long and stressful year of university, your friend convinces you to get a massage, letting you know how good their services are. you agree and gave it a try, not knowing that the massage you'll get will be life changing.

WC : 2.5k words

WARNING : 18+ content, minors dni.

A/N : hihi! aaa i can't believe i have 2k of y'all now <3 i wanted to write this concept for so long and it's finally here now as a thank you to y'all for supporting me this far! i hope y'all enjoy it :D all likes, reblogs, comments and feedbacks are highly appreciated ᥫ᭡

dishevelled hair, dark eyes bags and a small frown plastered upon your face. that's what your mirror reflected back at you, the frown soon turning into a pout. university has been horrible to you, constant exams and myriad of assignments left no time for you to take care of yourself and it clearly showed.

so when the exams finally did end a day before yesterday, all you did was–sleep, waking up only to order food from your favourite restaurant and eating while gushing about your new idol crushes, only to go back to sleep again.

'uni is all fun and parties' your older friends had told you while you were in highschool. "a bunch of liars." you rolled your eyes, trying to understand if the person in the mirror was actually you.

your ringtone snapped you out of your self-staring session. you picked it up without checking the caller id, knowing there's only one person who'd call you.

"hey, yeji." you greeted, no zeal in your voice.

"y/n! why do you sound so–" she paused, "lifeless?" she wondered out loud.

"the question is, how are you so energetic after those hell of exams?" you groaned, throwing yourself on the bed again.

"please don't tell me you've been sleeping ever since exams finished?" she asked, well knowing that it's exactly what you did.

guilty, you just shrugged your shoulders, forgetting that she won't be able to see it. the silence said it all and yeji sighed, changing the topic.

"i got a massage from the spa shop that opened recently." she squealed, always excited about self pampering.

"the one everyone's been gushing about on campus?" you asked, your eyebrow perking up on its own. yeji nodded as if you could see her.

"it's called luscious lather! it's as fancy as the name suggests. that place is so fucking cool, i could get weekly massages there!" she spoke all too fast and you were sure she was smiling from the way she spoke.

weekly massages? it sounded tiring to you, the same thing happening over and over again? what would be so amazing about it?

she continued before you could reply, "they gave me a coupon to use for my next visit—which i'll be giving to you, i bet you look no less than a zombie right now and that massage is all you need to be my angel y/n again!" she finalized.

"wait–" your eyes widened at the sudden situation.

"i'm sending you the e-coupon right away and fixing an appointment for you, be there at 3pm tomorrow!" she screamed before hanging up. typical yeji, you thought, smiling at her antics.

a massage didn't sound so bad considering how stiff your body had become at such an early age. maybe you should have exercised a bit more.

you grabbed your laptop, trying to search for the said spa. several images popped up, it looked modernly royal, the perfect aesthetic for you.

as per the photos, it had a big reception area and different rooms for each kind of package/deal. the last pic however grabbed your attention the most; the staff. each of them looked stunning, this is probably why the spa is talk of the town.

one of them stood out to you, his jawline being too sharp to ignore. strong jaw structure and deep brown eyes, that's all you could see by zooming in the low quality picture.

a text 'ding' brought you back to reality, you had stared at the attractive stranger for a bit too long. the notification was of yeji, she had sent the coupons.

yeji ᥫ᭡ :

*attached image*

have fun tmrw bb ;)

me :

will do, thank you babe ;)

the wink emoticon was confusing to say the least, it was just a massage after all, wasn't it? without much ponder, you decided to sleep yet again, a better way to skip time till tomorrow. your tired body gladly accepted the rest, going into a deep slumber in just a few minutes.

•••••

2:45 pm, you were standing in front the huge spa. the plot being bigger than what you had initially expected. the automated doors slid open, a gush of cold air hitting your face in the bliss. you could sense the change in your surroundings, dark counters and plush sheets indicating how posh it was.

the aroma screamed luxury and serenity, you walked over to the receptionist, a young lady with her hair tied up in the most perfect ponytail you've ever come across.

"hello ma'am! how may i help you today?" she questioned, a smile plastered onto her face which screamed business.

"hello, i've got a massage appointment under the name of y/n, please." you smiled back at her.

a few seconds of her checking and soon, you were being guided into one of the massage rooms by a guy with the prettiest moles on his face, you assumed he'd be the one who's assigned for your massage.

"you can change here, madam, your masseur will be here shortly." he handed you a single towel, showing you the way of changing room and leaving after flashing you a beautiful smile.

you were a bit disappointed that he wasn't your masseur but you looked forward to who it was now. you stripped down and wrapped the towel around you, sitting down on the sofa near the spa bed and scrolling through your phone as you waited.

a knock made you aware that your masseur was here. you softly said 'come in' and the door opened, revealing a tall man. the same man you saw in photos yesterday to be more precise.

"welcome to luscious lather, madam. i'm jay and i'll be your masseur today." he spoke in his low, deep voice.

you smiled at him for his honorific filled tone, thanking him with your expressions. you took a moment to take his appearance in as he took out all oils and towels he needed for the activity.

his jawline was sharp as you saw in the blurry photo, his face ethereal as if he was carved by gods themselves. your stare wasn't subtle which caused jay's lip to twitch from the corner.

he came closer to you, "you can lay down now, miss." he spoke, his mere voice sending shivers down your spine. you were in trouble and you knew it.

a sudden awareness struck your mind, you had to be naked in front of this attractive man, and he had to touch you. the basics of massage, right? but why were you so scared?

you laid down, still in your towel which had to be removed for further continuation. jay gently removed your towel, leaving you naked and your cheeks flushed. you noticed how his eyes lingered for a second too long on your body before he covered your breasts and pelvic region with two neatly half folded towels, barely hiding your intimate areas.

you tried to focus on the soft music and the faint aroma in the room but no avail, your eyes kept flickering back to jay. even in his plain white t-shirt, he looked attractive. he placed a rolled towel under your head to support you. soon, he poured oil on your shoulders, spreading it by softly massaging that area.

his touch was soothing yet powerful enough for your muscles to relax, all your knots started to open up, as his fingers digging into your skin pleasurably. you noticed a small pout on his face as he concentrated on his given work.

soon, his hands moved from your shoulders near your neck, gently massaging your sensitive clavicle, moving down to your boobs, but never once touching them. it was like all your workload suddenly went south, your body finally losing months of pent up tension. it went on for a good few minutes, all your knots opening up one by one, sending your body into bliss, you never knew you needed this.

you sighed, content with jay's large hands working on your body. he stopped to gather more warm oil in his hands, going down and massaging your thighs, now, kneading your flesh with expertise.

midst of his work, jay couldn't help but focus on how sensitive your body was. he worked on your inner thighs, the squeezes turning you on, making you close your legs to the maximum amount possible. jay noticed that. despite maintaining his decorum and professionalism, he couldn't abstain but imagine how your body would shiver against his.

biting his lip, he spread your legs, to massage further, of course. your eyes fluttered shut as you felt him near your cunt, fingers digging painfully close to your wetness, making you hiss out a curse.

"everything alright, madame?" he asked, a subtle smirk plastered on his devilishly attractive face.

"yeah! of course!" your eyes flew open, not expecting a question, voice suddenly high pitched. safe to say, you were embarrassed, but at the same time, you never wanted this feeling to end.

his dark eyes pierced into yours, as he continued to move his hand, so close but not once touching your now throbbing core. he hadn't even done anything and yet you were pathetically clenching around nothing. your breathing sped up, and before you knew it, a whimper left your mouth.

your eyes widened to see jay fully smirking now, biting his lip alongside. your body shivered under his touch, as he poured oil on your pussy, removing the barely there towel, leaving your lower body naked.

you weren't sure if this was included in your package but you were willing to take anything this man had to offer you. his thumb softly circled around your clit, looking at you in the process. you couldn't help but let out a soft moan, looking at jay with need.

"please." you croaked out with flushed cheeks.

"please what, madam?" he politely asked, not once forgetting his manners yet, seemingly cocky, making you word out your needs. 

through his actions went opposite to his words, his fingers now circling your clit faster, "oh fuck–" you had cried out loud.

"shh, we don't want others knowing now, do we?" he spoke, already semi hard with your pretty voices.

you were glad to know that he was on the same page but, it wasn't enough for you.

"want more." you whined at the slow pace of his fingers which teased your entrance.

"as you wish, madam." he spoke, getting closer and spreading your legs further, inserting two digits at once.

you clenched around his fingers as he pumped into you mercilessly, as if trying to finger fuck all the stress out of you. low moans resounded the room, toes curling as you reached the brink of your orgasm. jay felt you shivering under his touch, so he decided to take it a step further, rubbing your clit with his thumb, stimulating you further.

"ah, please don't stop!" you gasped at how he made a simple orgasm feel so intense.

and he didn't stop, making your back arch and legs quiver by the time you reached your climax. the knot in your stomach finally coming down freely on jay's fingers. you couldn't think straight for the next few minutes, breathing deeply to reach down from the euphoria.

meanwhile, jay was painfully hard, your low moans, fucked up expression and red watery eyes were enough for him to lose his sanity. this was the first time he went against his customer service policy and he wasn't regretting it one bit.

"tell me what you want." jay asked, carrying you to the couch next to your massage table and gently putting you down, brushing stray hair away from your face.

"is sex massage therapy a thing?" your hormones were speaking by now, making jay let out a pretty smile.

"let's discover it, shall we, madam?" he raised his brow, making you nod at once, still eager.

within seconds, he was naked on top of you, kissing and fondling with your breasts, massaging it in all the right ways. his cock rubbed against your wet core, sending shivers down your spine.

you had booked a stress relieving massage, and that's exactly what you were getting, his hands not leaving your body even once, giving you the outmost pleasure you're ever received.

you felt him prod at your entrance, kissing you straight before filling you up with his dick. the kiss successfully blocked the loud moan which you were eager to let out. jay was huge, he filled you up deliciously, rocking his hips back and forth until he was buried in you.

you held his broad shoulders for support, hands slowly gripping his silky hair in a fist. he groaned, particularly loving this gesture.

you let out a sob, clenching around his length as you felt another knot building up in your stomach. jay thrusted powerfully, heightening the sensation and further providing you bliss.

"jay–" you gasped, every part of your body was sensitive to the core. jay rubbing your clit only added more to it.

he loved it, the way his name rolled off your tongue, further encouraging him to do more. heat pooled your cheeks, being fucked by your hot masseur was never something you had expected to happen. though, you weren't opposed to this idea anymore.

"that's it, y/n, cum for me." he finally called out your name, chasing his own high alongside. you felt him twitch around you.

jay silenced you with a kiss yet again as you creamed his cock, toes curling with pleasure as you hit your second orgasm.

jay pulled out, emptying himself all over your stomach. he sat down to regain his breathing as he dick grew soft again.

you realised that you won't be able to see massage in any other way anymore.

jay realised that he won't be able to treat you much as just a client anymore, yet he stood up, helping you back on the massage bed and cleaning you up.

"that was nice." you softly spoke.

"glad to be of your service, madam." jay joked around making you laugh.

he made sure to complete the massage, cleaning you up and mentally making a note to get your number from the receptionist computer. you stared at him the whole time he did his work, highly nervous because no one had made you feel this relaxed with sex before.

you knew you won't be able to stop yourself from coming back to luscious lather. afterall, you weren't sure if anyone else could top the satisfaction jay gave you.

"you can dress up again, someone will soon be here to escort you out. have a great day, madam." he said it all with a smile, seemingly professional as if he didn't fuck you 15 minutes back. you let out a small thank you and he winked before leaving you alone. the same guy with pretty moles came to escort you out, smiling and wishing you a good day.

you had to take a cab back home as your body felt like a puddle with all the stiffness and stress gone. you knew you had to go back, you had to meet him again.

maybe you had liked jay a little too much because, soon you found yourself booking an appointment again for the next week.

weekly massages didn't sound bad to you afterall.

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© jaylaxies | 2021

[wildlyminiaturesandwich]

it’s been a minute...

but almost five months into 2021 and this year has already been way better in some aspects (for me personally) than last year. i don’t know if it’s because i’ve taken a bit of a step back from the sims community and most social media (i still go on twitter occasionally), or because i’m doing a lot of new things that make me happy, or both; but 2021 has been pretty alright so far.

tl:dr is i’m learning a bunch of new things, re-learning some things i used to know, continuing some of my favourite things, my hair is blue now, and I’m just generally doing things that make me happy instead of forcing myself to do things others want/expect me to do. If you wanna know what those things are I’ve put some info under a cut 😊

buying a house — mr sandwich and i have been looking at buying a house since last year but this year, hopefully that will become a reality... if covid would feck off and and even bigger IF i can ever stop procrastinating and get together all the documents we need for the home loan hehe 

continuing learning chinese — been at it for 160+ days now (the screenshot is from about a week ago) and still really enjoying it. i’ve reached the point where when i’m watching anything in chinese and i’m not looking at the screen or don’t have the subtitles on i can work out the generally gist of what’s being said by catching words i know. it was weirdly exciting (and made me kind of proud) the first time i understood a full sentence that was more than a few words long without there being any subtitles!

re-learning korean — because apparently i’m not enough of a masochist to just stick to take on one of the most difficult languages to learn (chinese), i also decided to start re-learning korean as well. i took korean classes all through primary school and high school but never kept up with it after i left and i’ve forgotten most of what i learned since then. it’s something i’ve always regretted (especially since i left school the year before my korean class went on a trip to seoul!), so i figured why not start from the beginning and re-learn it this year? it’ll help a lot now that i’m watching k-dramas and listening to a lot more k-pop lol

maybe thai as well — yup, thai dramas are fun to watch too so why not throw that in the mix as well. although, it might be a little harder to do because duolingo is frustratingly unhelpful in this area. apparently they’d rather people learn klingon and high valyrian than an actual useful language like thai, i guess? so if you know of any apps or sites that have good thai lessons let me know! i’d also like to learn japanese one day too but i think 2-3 languages is enough for now lol

re-learning keyboard/piano — my nan taught me to play when i was younger but, like korean (and a bunch of other things), i didn’t keep up with it after i left high school. so since 2021 is apparently a year of learning for me, and since electronic keyboards are less expensive than cellos (something else i never kept up with after high school), i figured i’d buy a cheap one and teach myself how to play again! there are a bunch of other instruments i’d also like to learn (kalimba, xiao, guqin, theremin, violin) and re-learn (cello, guitar, drums) as well but for now i’ll just stick with one lol 

listening to k-pop — listen, i know i’m late to the k-pop train but i’m here now and i’m enjoying the ride. i’ve listened to it casually in the past but never really considered myself a “fan” until recently. i’m slowly working my way through different groups (mostly boy groups because i just can’t seem to get into the girl groups) listening to their music and getting to know the members, it’s a lot like learning a new language because a lot of the groups have so many members LOL i’m currently listening to and loving ATEEZ! if you have any recommendations, feel free to fire them at my inbox! 

still diamond painting — it’s been almost exactly a year since i first started diamond painting and i’m still just as obsessed with it as i was back then. it’s weirdly satisfying placing each drill one at a time (i never use multi-placers, masochist remember? LOL) and seeing the picture slowly come together.

still journaling — sometimes i find it really hard to focus on and remember what i need to do each day and i quickly become overwhelmed and annoyed with myself when i can’t do even the most simple tasks that other people have no problems with. i’d honestly be completely lost without my journal, not to mention it’s just fun to plan out, draw, and colour a different theme every month! also, that pic is from my march pages, look at my crazy sleep tracker! normal sleep schedule who?

anyway, so that’s what i’ve been up to. nothing terribly exciting and not at all sims-related (i rarely open my game at all these days) but i figured since it’s been quite a while since i posted anything here i should probably let people know i’m not dead; i’m just enjoying other hobbies/activities. I may come back to posting regularly on tumblr and making cc at some point but i’m not in a rush because honestly, i’m the happiest i’ve been in a long time and that’s all that really matters 😊

[fireladybuckley]

17, 23, 45 for the ask game ☺️

Ohh thank you for asking! ^^ <3  Some of these answers are long, I kind of apologize haha

17. an earliest obsession you remember?

Hmm. Probably collecting rocks, and I LOVED Power Rangers when I was a kid, like definitely obsessed, but I wasn't allowed to watch it so I had to watch it in secret haha. My biggest obsession when I was younger though started when I was nine, at the beginning of the golden age of 90s/2000s pop when I discovered the Backstreet Boys and was smitten for the next 25+ years hehe.

23. do you have a collection of cool rocks?

Do I have a collection of cool rocks?  DO I?  Lmao I love that this is the next question when my first obsession was collecting rocks.  As a life-long rock and mineral lover and now a minor in geology, I absolutely have a very big collection of cool rocks.

Lemme go take a pic of my collection.

^ These hold most of my really nice specimens, the stuff I’ve been collecting for years from different rock and gem shows and the like.  Those containers hold about 20-30 specimens each, and the top smaller one holds a bunch of small fossils.

^ Then we have my larger fossil display in my room.  Some highlights are the sand dollar up top, some orthoceratids (the straight cone-like ones on the left), a small baculite, an ammonite and several small trilobites.

^ Then my amethyst display, because I love amethyst and my hometown is where some of the most beautiful amethyst is found.  The little brown piece on the top right corner is aragonite, though, not amethyst.  The blue and white piece at the bottom right of the pic is sodalite, another of my favourite minerals.

And this is far from the end of it.  There are larger rocks and some small displays all over the house, and I have an entire bag of minerals that I bought last year that I’ve still yet to put away into my collection containers (although I may need to get another new container lol).  I also have several large rocks that I’ve collected myself, some of which have fossils in them.

If you’re interested, let me know and I can snap some pics of the inside of the containers and show y’all the pretties ^^

45. favorite tea?

Ohh I like this question because I have a lot of favourite teas.  Most of them are David’s Teas, but some are other ones.

Herbal:  Banana Nut bread, Valerian Nights (for sleep, but tastes kinda fruit and coconut-y), Mighty Aphrodite (raspberry leaf), Celestial seasoning’s Sleepytime Tea (with vanilla) Black: Blueberry Jam, Cardamom French Toast Green: The Spice is Right (a nice spicy Fall taste), Movie Night (it actually has popcorn in it :O), Celestial Seasoning’s Candy Cane Lane (mint and vanilla, tastes like misty mints) Rooibos: Alpine Punch (kind of a Christmas blend), chai.

I know there’s others that I’m forgetting but this is what I can remember right now :D

Ask me questions!

[cecilie-does-a-thing]

Reading order

Here is the order in which i will read the books!

Since the delivery of my special edition copies of the "Mortal Instruments" series has been delayed i've decided to read the books following the in-universe chronological order.

Re-exploring the story of Tessa, Jem and Will in the beautiful setting of 1878 London, we're starting off with "The Infernal Devices". The reading order of the series is as follows:

- Clockwork Angel

- Clockwork Prince

- Clockwork Princess

Next up we have the story of Cordelia Carstairs, set around 1903 in London. "The Last Hours" is Cassie's newest trilogy and is not yet complete. I will admit that i have not yet read any of the books currently published... BUT! I have both of them on my shelf, ready to be read! The reading order goes as such:

- Chain of Gold

- Chain of Iron

- Chain of Thorns

And now... my favourite series... THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS *cheering*. This series was the first of Cassandra's i read, the one that made me fall head over heels with the world. The story follows Clary, Jace, Alec, Izzy, Simon and a bunch of other increible characters! The series takes place in New York in the glorious year of 2007. I've ordered the limited edition Litjoy version of the series, anoted by Cassie herself! I'll share loads of pics when it gets here, i pinky promise! Aaanyways, the reading order is:

- City of Bones

- City of Ashes

- City of Glass

- City of Fallen angels

- City of Lost souls

- City of Heavenly fire

Next up we follow Simon Lewis and his adventures at the shadowhunter academy. This is a collection of short stories, all taking place at the newly re-opened Shadowhunter Academy. The stories are star-speckled with well known characters such as Jace, Tessa and Magnus. The short stories are collected in a big ass book called "Tales from the Shadowhunter Academy". I'll be writing down my thoughts and feelings on each individual short story as i make my way through them.

Say hello to everyones favourite magic man, the highwarlock of Brooklyn, the most dazzling man alive... Maaagnus Baaaane! You guessed it, next up we have "The Bane Chronicles", another collection of short stories, this time with Magnus Bane front and center!

Next up we have yet another trilogy ! "The Dark Artifices" follows Emma Carstairs and her parabatai Julian Blackthorn as they go about life in the Los Angeles institute in the year 2012. The reading order is as such:

- Lady Midnight

- Lord of Shadows

- Queen of Air and Darkness

Now we have the last collection of short stories "Ghosts of the Shadow Market". This volume follows Jem Carstairs through the centuries as he tries to uncover an age-old mystery.

Lastly, we have "The Eldest Curses" trilogy! Here we follow Alec and Magnus on their world tour after the Mortal War. So far only two books are out, of which i in writing moment only have the first. Alas, the reading order is a follows:

- The red Scrolls of Magic

- The Lost Book of the White

- The Black Volume of the Dead

And now you know how I'll be spending my 2022! I'm sure this will be one hell of a ride and i cannot wait to begin!

[a-flamboyant-gay]

My head canons - Bunny Suit Undercover Mafia Organization: A Demon Slayer Au [yes you heard me]

Im so fucking pissed everything i wrote got deleted so now i need to redo everything-

So basically I got back into Demon Slayer and I had the idea to make this a thing. And this thing is has no name but its basically “My head canons - Bunny Suit Undercover Mafia Organization: A Demon Slayer Au” hear me out, this shit is definitely random but I love it so just hear me out. I haven’t thought of everything yet because I’m thinking of stuff as I draw. Yes I’m drawing this, expect this concept to pop up more. I’m basically ctrl c and v’ing this entire AU from a text I sent to my friend [who hasn’t responded yet what a whore smh] Here are my head canons cuz ya girl is drawing some good ol’ Hashira's in bunny suits.

I've only got Giyuu, Sanemi and Rengoku so far thought because I might make this into a drawing series with 3 Hashiras in bunny suits per piece.

Okay so like bunny suits:

Giyuu head canon:

He loves to show as much skin as humanely possible and is probably one of the sluttiest in the bunch therefore his bunny suit would be really tight/sheer/or little in amount of clothing he actually wears, loves to accessorize as well, his favourite would be the bunny tail because in many of his dances, he loves to accentuate his ass. Would wear basically g strings and mini bras/skirts, Giyuu’s just really proud of his body because his lovers compliment it alot, it makes him feel validated and happy since his efforts are being recognized. So basically his fit is not of the classic stereotypical bunny outfit. Let’s say he's doing a pole dancing gig or somethin, man's will just jump right into the horny shit, he don't waste nobodies time. Man's knows what his business is and will use that bussin bUssy to pop that shit. It's ironic too because I love the tropes where a character is seemingly really reserved but is just the total opposite once they come to like you or somethin.

Sanemi head canon:

This fucking guy is a huge ass tease and he knows it. He most enjoys the slow sensual parts of his routine where he'll take it so fucking slow and make eye contact alot while smirking, lip biting, moaning that kinda shit. He's hot and he knows it so he'll use that to his advantage. So once it finally comes to the climax where he's getting all hot and stuffy and unrelentingly slutty kinda stuff that feeling of finally being the release you deserve after watching his playful ass routine is heavenly. Because of the nature of his style, and his personality along with what I think actually goes well with him, his outfit would be the classy, chic, but also modern bunny suit. definitely accessories but there aren't major changes to his suit because he think he doesn't need decorations to improve his already perfect self. But whenever he does accessorize I know he would absolutely relish having an item to incite more feelings with his routines. Like for say a whip he’ll tie around himself whilst dancing, think of OnlyOneOf’s ‘LibidO’ dance where the performers use a black string as an item. Sanemi enjoys playing around with his audience while looking down on them. Absolute King. I need that energy in my life.

And last but not least.

Rengoku bunny suit:

Rengoku is a very out going person, which gives more reason for his dance style to be hot and wild. His whole dancer type style is elegant, messy but neat, big but not flamboyantly-extravagant-Uzui-style. Its basically best described as a passionate wildfire. He doesn't mind doing teasing or going straight into the good parts, but he mostly prefers to change in between styles, there's never a pattern too its always unpredictable like once more, a fire. His bunny suit would be modest, not so tight, like the titty areas are kind of loose so you would easily get a nipple pic if he bends down low enough, which he would probably allow if you were like Tanjiro or somethin but other then that no pics sir 🙅‍♀️❌Rengoku will break your nose over his knee and curb stomp you if you take unsolicited pictures. Likes to wear fishnets or thigh highs with a garter belt. His favourite accessory to put on would actually be something like a skirt of any type or a Haori like the one he has in canon demon slayer. just something really flowy as it makes him feel really excited. That’s all I’ve got figured out for now, I’m pretty hyped for this so expect future works to revolve around this concept. And maybe hey, tell me what you think, give me your own head canons on this little AU if you please!

[birdlord]

Everything I Watched in 2020

We’ll start with movies. The number in parentheses is the year of release, asterisks denote a re-watch, and titles in bold are my favourite watches of the year. Here’s 2019’s list. 

01 Little Women (19)

02 The Post (17) 

03 Molly’s Game (17)

04 * Doctor No (62)

05 Groundhog Day (93)

06 *Star Trek IV - The Voyage Home (86)

07 Knives Out (19) My last theatre experience (sob)

08 Professor Marston and his Wonder Women (17)

09 Les Miserables (98)

10 Midsommar (19) I’m not sure how *good* it is, but it does stick in the ol’ brain

11 *Manhattan Murder Mystery (93)

12 Marriage Story (19)

13 Kramer vs Kramer (79)

14 Jojo Rabbit (19)

15 J’ai perdu mon corps (19) a cute animated film about a hand detached from its body!

16 1917 (19)

17 Married to the Mob (88)

18 Klaus (19)

19 Portrait of a Lady on Fire (19) If Little Women made me want to wear a scarf criss-crossed around my torso, this one made me want to wear a cloak

20 The Last Black Man in San Francisco (19)

21 *Lawrence of Arabia (62)

22 Gone With the Wind (39)

23 Kiss Me Deadly (55)

24 Dredd (12)

25 Heartburn (86) heard a bunch about this one in the Blank Check series on Nora Ephron, sadly after I’d watched it

26 The Long Shot (19)

27 Out of Africa (85)

28 King Kong (46)

29 *Johnny Mnemonic (95)

30 Knocked Up (07)

31 Collateral (04)

32 Bird on a Wire (90)

33 The Black Dahlia (05)

34 Long Time Running (17)

35 *Magic Mike (12)

36 Before the Devil Knows You’re Dead (07)

37 Cold War (18)

38 *Kramer Vs Kramer (79) yes I watched this a few months before! This was a pandemic friend group co-watch.

39 *Burn After Reading (08)

40 Last Holiday (50)

41 Fly Away Home (96)

42 *Moneyball (11) I’m sure I watch this every two years, at most??

43 Last Holiday (06) the Queen Latifah version of the 1950 movie above, lacking, of course, the brutal “poor people don’t deserve anything good” ending

44 *Safe (95)

45 Gimme Shelter (70)

46 The Daytrippers (96)

47 Experiment in Terror (62)

48 Tucker: The Man and His Dream (88)

49 My Brilliant Career (79) one of the salvations of 2020 was watching movies “with” friends. Our usual method was to video chat before the movie, sync our streaming services, and text-chat while the movie was on. 

50 Divorce Italian Style (61)

51 *Gosford Park (01) another classic comfort watch, fuck I love a G. Park

52 Hopscotch (80)

53 Brief Encounter (45)

54 Hud (63)

55 Ocean’s 8 (18)

56 *Beverly Hills Cop (84)

57 Blow the Man Down (19)

58 Constantine (05)

59 The Report (19) maddening!! How are people so consistently terrible to one another!

60 Everyday People (04)

61 Anatomy of a Murder (58)

62 Spiderman: Homecoming (17)

63 *To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything, Julie Newmar (95) Of the 90s drag road movies, Priscilla is more visually striking, but this has its moments.

64 Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with Me (92)

65 *The Truman Show (98)

66 Mona Lisa (86)

67 The Blob (58)

68 The Guard (11)

69 *Waiting for Guffman (96) RIP Fred Willard

70 Rocketman (19)

71 Outside In (18)

72 The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (08) how strange to see a movie that you have known the premise for, but no details of, for over a decade

73 *Star Trek: The Undiscovered Country (91)

74 The Reader (08)

75 Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker (19) This was fine until it VERY MUCH WAS NOT FINE

76 The End of the Affair (99) you try to watch a fun little romp about infidelity during the Blitz, and Graham Greene can’t help but shoehorn in a friggin crisis of religious faith

77 Must Love Dogs (05) barely any dog content, where are the dogs at

78 The Rainmaker (97)

79 *Batman & Robin (97)

80 National Lampoon’s Vacation (83) Never seen any of the non-xmas Vacations, didn’t realize the children are totally different, not just actors but ages! Also, this one is blatantly racist!

81 *Mystic Pizza (88)

82 Funny Girl (68)

83 The Sons of Katie Elder (65)

84 *Knives Out (19) another re-watch within the same year!! How does this keep happening??

85 *Scott Pilgrim Vs The World (10) a real I-just-moved-away-from-Toronto nostalgia watch

86 Canadian Bacon (92) vividly recall this VHS at the video store, but I never saw it til 2020

87 *Blood Simple (85)

88 Brittany Runs a Marathon (19)

89 The Accidental Tourist (88)

90 August Osage County (13) MELO-DRAMA!!

91 Appaloosa (08)

92 The Firm (93) Feeling good about how many iconic 80s/90s video store stalwarts I watched in 2020

93 *Almost Famous (00)

94 Whisper of the Heart (95)

95 Da 5 Bloods (20)

96 Rain Man (88)

97 True Stories (86)

98 *Risky Business (83) It’s not about what you think it’s about! It never was!

99 *The Big Chill (83)

100 The Way We Were (73)

101 Safety Last (23) It’s getting so that I might have to add the first two digits to my dates...not that I watch THAT many movies from the 1920s...

102 Phantasm (79)

103 The Burrowers (08)

104 New Jack City (91)

105 The Vanishing (88)

106 Sisters (72)

107 Puberty Blues (81) Little Aussie cinema theme, here

108 Elevator to the Gallows (58)

109 Les Diaboliques (55)

110 House (77) haha WHAT no really W H A T

111 Death Line (72)

112 Cranes are Flying (57)

113 Holes (03)

114 *Lady Vengeance (05)

115 Long Weekend (78)

116 Body Double (84)

117 The Crazies (73) I love that Romero shows the utter confusion that would no doubt reign in the case of any kind of disaster. Things fall apart.

118 Waterlilies (07)

119 *You’re Next (11)

120 Event Horizon (97)

121 Venom (18) I liked it, guys, way more than most superhero fare. Has a real sense of place and the place ISN’T New York!

122 Under the Silver Lake (18) RIP Night Call

123 *Blade Runner (82)

124 *The Birds (62) interesting to see now that I’ve read the story it came from

125 *28 Days Later (02) hits REAL FUCKIN’ DIFFERENT in a pandemic

126 Life is Sweet (90)

127 *So I Married an Axe Murderer (93) find me a more 90s movie, I dare you (it’s not possible)

128 Guess Who’s Coming to Dinner (67)

129 The Pelican Brief (93) 90s thrillers continue!

130 Dick Johnston is Dead (20)

131 The Bridges of Madison County (95)

132 Earth Girls are Easy (88) Geena Davis and Jeff Goldblum are so hot in this movie, no wonder they got married 

133 Better Watch Out (16)

134 Drowning Mona (00) trying for something like the Coen bros and not getting there

135 Au Revoir Les Enfants (87)

136 *Chasing Amy (97) Affleck is the least alluring movie lead...ever? I also think I gave Joey Lauren Adams’ character short shrift in my memory of the movie. It’s not good, but she’s more complicated than I recalled. 

137 Blackkklansman (18)

138 Being Frank (19)

139 Kiki’s Delivery Service (89)

140 Uncle Frank (20) why so many FRANKS

141 *National Lampoon’s Christmas Vacation (89) watching with pals (virtually) made it so much more fun than the usual yearly watch!

142 Half Baked (98) another, more secret Toronto nostalgia pic - RC Harris water filtration plant as a prison!

143 We’re the Millers (13)

144 All is Bright (13)

145 Defending Your Life (91)

146 Christmas Chronicles (18) I maintain that most new xmas movies are terrible, particularly now that Netflix churns them out like eggnog every year. 

147 Spiderman: Into the Spider-Verse (18)

148 Reindeer Games (00) what did I say about Affleck??!? WHAT DID I SAY

149 Palm Springs (20)

150 Happiest Season (20)

151 *Metropolitan (90) it’s definitely a Christmas movie

152 Black Christmas (74)

THEATRE:HOME - 2:150 (thanks pandemic)

I usually separate out docs and fiction, but I watched almost no documentaries this year (with the exception of Dick Johnston). Reality is real enough. 

TV Series

01 - BoJack Horseman (final season) - Pretty damned poignant finish to the show, replete with actual consequences for our reformed bad boy protagonist (which is more than you can say for most antiheroes of Peak TV).

02 - *Hello Ladies - I enjoy the pure awkwardness of seeing Stephen Merchant try to perform being a Regular Person, but ultimately this show tips him too far towards a nasty, Ricky Gervais-lite sort of persona. Perhaps he was always best as a cameo appearance, or lip synching with wild eyes while Chrissy Teigen giggles?

03 - Olive Kittredge - a rough watch by times. I read the book as well, later in the year. Frances Mcdormand was the best, possibly the only, casting option for the flinty lead. One episode tips into thriller territory, which is a shock. 

04 - *The Wire S3, S4, S5 - lockdown culture! It was interesting to rewatch this, then a few months later go through an enormous, culture-level reappraisal of cop-centred narratives. 

05 - Forever - a Maya Rudolph/Fred Armisen joint that coasts on the charm of its leads. The premise is OK, but I wasn’t left wanting any more at the end. 

06 - *Catastrophe - a rewatch when my partner decided he wanted to see it, too!

07 - Red Oak - resolutely “OK” steaming dramedy, relied heavily on some pretty obvious cues to get across its 1980s setting. 

08 - Little Fires Everywhere - gulped this one down while in 14-day isolation, delicious! Every 90s suburban mom had that SUV, but not all of them had the requisite **secrets**

09 - The Great - fun historical comedy/drama! Costumes: lush. Actors: amusing. Race-blind casting: refreshing!

10 - The Crown S4 - this is the season everyone lost their everloving shit for, since it’s finally recent enough history that a fair chunk of the viewing audience is liable to recall it happening. 

11 - Ted Lasso - we resisted this one for a while (thought I did enjoy the ad campaign for NBC sports (!!) that it was based on). My view is that its best point was the comfort that the men on the show have (or develop, throughout the season) with the acknowledgement and sharing of their own feelings. Masculinity redux. 

12 - Moonbase 8 - Goodnatured in a way that makes you certain they will be crushed. 

13 - The Good Lord Bird - Ethan Hawke is really aging into the character actor we always hoped he would be! 

14 - Hollywood - frothy wish-fulfillment alternate history. I think the show would have been improved immeasurably by skipping the final episode.

[hollyxqx]

just business  //  shownu  //  final

↪ PAIRING: Reader / Shownu  ↪ SUMMARY: Y/N’s mysterious new neighbour has definitely caught your eye. He’s quiet but the two of strike up an unlikely friendship. He doesn’t speak about his work to you and you don’t ask, but when his job puts your life in danger questions have to be answered once and for all.

↪ WARNINGS: violence | stabbing | mentions of blood | sex

ONE | TWO | THREE | FOUR | FIVE | SIX | SEVEN | EIGHT | NINE

THREE YEARS LATER

Affectionate thumbs rubbed up and down your growing belly and you hummed in satisfaction. You weren't far along enough yet to really be showing too much, but laying in bed with your shirt bunched up under your breasts it was clear as day to see; you were pregnant.

"Did you feel that?" You asked your husband that sat behind you. The baby had rolled over, sending flutters throughout your body. It had only happened a few times thus far and every time it was surreal.

"I did." He smiled, flashing you a toothy grin. You beamed back at him.

"It feels so strange." You mused.

"It's incredible."

You placed your hands on top of his as he planted a kiss on your lips. It was soft and sweet, the kind of kiss he'd give you with the promise of something more. "Mmm," You murmured. "Do that again."

He didn't hesitate and pressed his lips to yours harder, with more fervour, tongue slipping past your soft lips. His hands glided over your stomach delicately as he reached up to cup your breast, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Let me know if I hurt you. I know you're sensitive right now." He breathed against your lips before returning to your mouth.

"You're not hurting me." You replied. "I promise."

He shifted, kneeling over you as you lay on your back so he could use both hands to push your shirt up to your collar bones. He pulled down the cups of your bra and kissed his way to your nipple, taking the hard bud into his mouth. "Your boobs are bigger." He hummed against your skin and you laughed breathlessly.

"Everything's bigger. I hate it." You replied, hands threading through his hair holding him against your chest.

"I love it. It does something to me." He kissed his way down your chest, along your bump and to the waistline of your leggings. "You're beautiful." Hooking a thumb in the band he tugged them down your legs, tossing them recklessly somewhere in the bedroom, leaving you in just your panties.

Soft, wet kisses trailed up your ankle to your thigh while his free hand massaged the other one. "Hmm," You sighed. "These pregnancy hormones are wild, I can already feel how wet I am and you've barely done anything."

"Don't lie, you've always been dripping for me." He peered up at you, flashing you a devilish smirk. He pressed a kiss to your clothed core and you shivered. He repeated the action again, except this time running a tongue where your clit would be under the material making you physically whimper. "So wet." He murmured to himself as he stretched your panties to the side.

"Hyunwoo," You whined. "Lick me. Please."

"I'll never get tired of you using my real name." He purred before doing as you begged, unwilling to leave his wife wanting. His tongue was sinful, having eaten you out many times over the years he knew exactly what to do. Arms wrapped around your legs holding you in place as he let you grind against his mouth and already your orgasm was lingering.

"Oh yes," You moaned. "Just like that."

Hyunwoo moaned in response against your wet folds before dipping down and slipping his tongue into your tight hole, nose brushing up against your clit. You struggled to keep your hips still at the sensation and he gripped you harder. "Feels good, huh?" He teased and you nodded. His lips went straight back to your clit and he started sucking and licking knowing this would make you cum the fastest.

"Fuck, Hyunwoo, I'm gonna cum. I'm gonna - " You were cut off by your own orgasm, thighs shaking underneath Hyunwoo's large, strong hands. He slowed his relentless pace, letting you ride out your high before pulling away and licking his lips.

"That - " He said, crawling up your body and hovering over you so you were face to face. "Is still the sexiest thing I've ever seen."

"What is?" You replied, blushing.

"You cumming."

"God knows you've seen it countless times. It should be boring now."

"Never." He pecked your lips. "It's my favourite."

You laughed, playfully rolling your eyes. "Can we have sex now?"

"Sorry beautiful, we're going to be late if we do." He rolled off you and your eyes went to the very obvious tent in his pants. "Let's get cleaned up, don't want to keep your parents waiting at dinner."

"Then let's just be quick then." You said suggestively. He looked at you for a moment, considering your offer. He could never resist you.

"I could never say no to you."

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Some weeks later you were shopping for baby clothes in a district you'd heard had excellent shops here. Hyunwoo was working, his private security business kept him busy, so you were alone. Not that you minded, your husband got bored with shopping very quickly unless it was toys for the baby you were after. He'd already bought more toys than any newborn could ever need.

You struggled somewhat as you walked, already having that slight pregnant waddle as you moved. In the last few weeks it was like the baby had a growth spurt and you were visibly showing in your dress. You wore black to try and look slimmer - you hated feeling so huge - but it was painfully obvious.

After managing to get a few of the items off of your list (deciding to wait for Hyunwoo to get a pram since you couldn't carry it) you thought you'd treat yourself to a hot chocolate. The lack of caffeine over the past 5 months was irritating but you allowed yourself to indulge in hot chocolate to compensate.

There was a small boutique coffee place you chose was cosy. It was decorated like it could have been someone's living room with mismatched oversized sofas and chairs. You noticed all the cups and saucers were odd too. It was cute. You ordered your drink and sat down in the comfiest looking sofa that you could find.

Your drink came and you smiled, snapping a quick pic to send to Hyunwoo, knowing he would smile when he saw how much whipped cream you had on it. It was a craving of yours. At one point you ate an entire can in one sitting.

As you sipped your drink, trying to avoid getting a whipped cream moustache, your eyes fell on a young guy sitting at a laptop, coffee in hand. You'd know that face anywhere. It was Kihyun.

Kihyun.

Your heart ached as it sank. It had been three years since you had last seen him in the flesh, let alone spoke to him. By his request, you remembered sadly. He'd made it explicit that he never wanted to talk to you again after you broke up for good. It hurt every time you thought about it.

The friendship that you once held so dear was long ruined. You tried to reach out once over the years but he blanked you, which you expected. It didn't stop you missing your friend, however. Despite everything that had transpired you missed that part of him.

As if by divine intervention he looked up and your eyes met. You held your breath.

Do you say hello? Wave? He hates you. Is it weirder to ignore him? Your mind was running wild. To your surprise he nodded his head in acknowledgement as if to say I see you but I need my distance. You looked down, feeling a little ashamed. You wished he'd talk to you.

The hot chocolate was almost finished when a voice pulled you from your thoughts. "Y/N?" You looked up to see Kihyun standing opposite, his laptop tucked under his arms.

"K-Kihyun." You were in shock. There was a long awkward pause, neither of you knowing where to go next. You made the first move. "Would you like to sit?"

"Um, sure." He walked round the table and took the only available seat on the sofa next to you. His eyes went to your protruding belly but he said nothing. "I did not expect to see you in my coffee shop." He gave an awkward laugh, shuffling in his seat.

"Yours?!"

"Yeah. I own the place."

"It's nice, I like it." You gave him a small smile. "It feels like...you."

"Thanks."

Another awkward pause. It was strange, you were used to feeling so comfortable and at ease with him. "Are you...well?"

"I'm doing good, yeah. Happy."

"Holly from the bar said you went to Europe, after we..." You trailed off, avoiding saying after we broke up.

"I did." He smiled this time. "Just needed to get away, y'know?" You nodded. "Are you well?"

"I am." Your hand automatically went to your bump, thinking of how satisfied you were with life at the moment. "I'm pregnant. Happily married. Work is great. I'm a boring old lady these days."

"I was going to ask about that - " He pointed to your stomach. "But you could have just gained 50 pounds."

You laughed. "Nope."

"It's weird to see you, and talk like this."

"I know." You said softly.

"I thought about calling you when I got back."

"Why didn't you?"

"Because getting over you was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I couldn't reopen that wound. Not then." He looked down at his hands that fidgeted in his lap. "It isn't easy to see you like this. Married. Pregnant. Happy...with someone else."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be." He shook his head. "I'm glad you're happy, really." The smile he gave you was wistful.

"You seem happy too."

"I am! Don't get me wrong. It's just not the future I thought I was going to have."

"Oh Ki," The familiar nickname just slipped out. You wanted to hold his hand but knew he wouldn't let you. "I'm sorry that things didn't work out. I still miss you though. I think about you all the time."

You do?" He quirked a brow in surprise.

"Of course! Just today I was buying baby clothes and got a little pair of the converse you used to wear. It reminded me of you."

"That's sweet."

"Mostly I just worry about you. I just want you to be happy."

"Classic y/n. Worrying." He teased. You laughed a little at his joke. "I have to ask this, and I'm not proud of myself for it but I need to know. Are you, uh, are you married to Shownu?"

You'd expected the question. "Yes."

He nodded slowly as if he didn't need your confirmation. "And everything's good?"

"It's great."

"I'm glad." He said quietly.

"Do you think we could ever be friends again?" You asked in a low voice. Something painful flashed across his face. "I'd really like this little guy to meet you one day." You gestured to your bump.

"I'm sorry y/n. I don't think so. Maybe eventually."

You sighed. You had hoped enough time had passed but obviously not. "Will you please come find me when you think you can? I miss my Kihyunnie."

"I promise." His eyes looked watery and it made you want to cry as well. "Good luck with the baby, y/n. You'll be a wonderful mom." He stood now, and paused before leaving. "In another life it could have been us."

"It could have been."

"Goodbye. For now."

"For now."

You watched him walk away, disappearing through a door marked 'staff only' hoping you'd managed to do some repair to your relationship.

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fter 28 gruelling hours of labour you gave birth to a perfectly healthy baby boy. Hyunwoo held back tears the first time his son was in his arms. You however cried like an infant at the sight of it, hormones leaving you with little inhibition in regard to your feelings.

Even if you were exhausted, emotionally and physically from the labour you were beyond content. Hyunwoo sat next to you on the hospital bed as you held your baby. You didn't have a name yet for him, waiting to actually meet him instead. He was perfect.

Your life was perfect.

You never thought you'd ever have a safe existence with Shownu but he hadn't been that man in a long time. He was Hyunwoo now, his birth name, the identity he had tried to run away from when he got involved with gang activity. It took some time and convincing to get him to welcome the idea of being Hyunwoo again, but here he was.

Hyunwoo who ran a successful business. Hyunwoo who was now a husband and a father. Hyunwoo who didn't have a room solely for weapons anymore. A man who lived an honest life and all it took for him to get there was falling in love.

"I'm so glad I moved in to that building all those years ago." He grinned, eyes never leaving the bundle in your arms. "I never would have met you otherwise."

"I'm glad too. I love you Hyunwoo."

"I love you too."

THE END

masterlist

[testifytime]

hi ardent!!! im here to be government kin assigned. you pretty much know most things about me by now, but i really love music and art! i also really like sports n science!! so, uh, a pretty wide variety of interests ghjklgh. i try hard to stay kind and optimistic, and i really care about my friends!!! ty for doin these, they seem so fun!!

-Cracks my knuckles- You didn’t specify so I’ll do all.

- A Pokemon team/type theme (+ fun facts abt your team!)

You’re a fairy-type user! Your main pokemon is Sylveon, though you also have a lil Togepi, Florges, Alcremie, Marill, and Ribombee!

Fun facts!

Your Sylveon evolved without you meaning it to! You were going to evolve it into a Vaporeon, but you befriended it so quickly that it evolved before you got the water stone!

Your Togepi likes to ride around in a little backpack you made specifically for it. It’s a huge sweetie, but it also a bit of a baby; it knows Fake Tears, so it often cries whenever it wants some attention. 

Your Florges and Ribombee help you in your garden! Ribombee makes sure that all of the flowers are pollinated, and likes to help with watering them! Florges helped you plant all the flowers and how to place them beautifully, and now keeps a close eye on them for any signs of stress or illness - which, luckily, have never happened!

Your Alcremie was a gift from someone! It adores you with its whole heart, which can sometimes be a little messy; more than once it’s tried to jump into your arms, and you’ve ended up covered in sticky cream. Its sweet is a Heart, and its flavour is Mint!

Your Marill is a little different from the others. It’s a lot shyer, and tends to cling to your legs a little more. But it’s really good with kids!! It loves to go swimming with you in fresh water lakes. 

- Bloodcaste/lusus/chumhandle as if you were a Homestuck troll (+lore)

You’re a bronzeblood with a Paradise Flycatcher lusus! Your chumhandle is amiableGaitey.

You live in a small house in a meadow far away from society, living a fairly simple - albeit hard - life. There’s a stream that you get most of your water from, and a clothesline that you dry your clothes from, and as soon as the sun sets, you lose all power. It’s... a bit of a pain, honestly, but you kind of like it! You eat the berries and fruits that grow in the orchard and bushes that surround your home, and sometimes you go foraging for nuts and mushrooms, but only if your lusus gives the go-ahead. You’re pretty sure a bunch of the plants near your home are deadly. You might have even made poison once? It’s kind of weird.

You spend a lot of your time outside, going for walks and picking flowers to put into scrapbooks. Sometimes you’ll take your camera with you, and take pics of all the cool plants that you have around your home! It’s fun to show your friends later, when they’re all online, and it encourages you to go out every day just a little further to see what new things you can find. You’ve even turned it into a bit of a game! So far, you’ve managed to follow your river all the way down to the cliff that it drops from, have climbed up it, and have gone racing through the woods above. The exercise is great! You love it maybe more than anything else, and you couldn’t imagine giving it up for anything in the world. 

When you’re at home, you like to spend most of your time talking to your friends online. Your husktop is solar-powered, so you settle down in a nice sunny spot just outside your home and curl up against a big beancushion for hours until that itch to get going hits you again. Sometimes you draw - they’ve gotten you into drawing more and more frivolous things, things for you, things you might not have indulged in if they hadn’t encouraged you to - and sometimes you play games. Most of the time it’s just talking and having fun, though, and you love it! You’re pretty sure you’re all going to be friends for a very long time. You hope so, anyway. 

Your lusus is pretty small. They’re kind of fae-like, if you’re honest, and they often warn you against going in mushroom circles or going too deep into the woods. They’re a supersticious little thing, really! But they make a great navigator when you’re out and about, and they warn you of oncoming trouble pretty quick, so you don’t mind having to do weird things like hop on the stepping stones of a river after saying a little thank you.

- Symbol/guardian/chumhandle as if you were a Homestuck kid (+lore)

Your symbol is a styalised bass clef that looks like a heart, and you live with your auntie! Your chumhandle is appreciativeGuitarist.

You and your auntie live in a tiny cottage at the foot of a mountain surrounded on all sides by a field of wildflowers. The kitchen doubles as a dining room, and your livingroom really only fits a small, old-fashioned tv and a sofa that’s a little too worn for wear at this point. But you have your own room! And you’ve got all your things in there, including your bike, which is kind of a pain to get in and out all the time, but you make it work. You have a small desk for your drawingpad and laptop, and a tiny bed you just about fit on, and it’s maybe a little small? But it’s also filled to the brim with clothes you love and stuffed toys you’ve collected over the years, so it’s pretty good, all things considered. Homey, more than anything.

You love to draw! You’ve really improved in the last few years, you think, and you’re getting more confident about posting your art again - so you draw, and draw, and you think maybe you’re starting to see what your friends have been telling you! You like to draw fantasy things, of yourself in different scenarios or just spending time with your friends, all of which you do on your drawing pad. It’s a pretty neat little thing to have, admittedly, though you don’t always get to save your art in the process unless you send it to yourself and save it on your phone - but it means that you’re more inclined to send your art to your friends, and you’re pretty sure they love seeing what you’ve made. 

You love to go out and about, and your little space in nature gives you the perfect place to release all that pent up energy. There’s planty of beaten paths for you to follow, and a whole moutain for you to trek up if you want! You’ve gotten lost a few times, but that’s okay; the wifi signal is weirdly good up there, and it’s easy enough to figure out a way back down again before nightfall. It makes for a pretty good bike track, too, with plenty of dips and bumps that make your stomach flip whenever you go over them too fast.

You have a bunch of friends online! Actually, you have a bunch of people who just kind of flock to you for guidance and leadership, too? It’s a little weird, and it can be a bit intimidating, but you really like being able to help people, even if it means overwhelming yourself sometimes to be good at it. Your friends make it worth it, anyway. They make you laugh and make you feel better when you’re down - which doesn’t happen often, but sometimes it’s hard to keep smiling, and they remind you that that’s okay - and they make such wonderful things with you!! You love being able to talk to them, love spending time with them, and even love getting teased by them (which, you tease them back, of course). 

You like to sit out in the field of flowers just as the sun starts to set, and the sky slowly turns from blue to orange. The wind rustles the flowers around you and curls your hair around your cheeks, and sometimes, you wonder if maybe you’re not alone.

- A FNAF animatronic design and name

You’re a sweet, pink and white boardercollie with lots of hearts in your design! Your eartips are curled over, your pupils and nose heart-shaped, and you have cute little toebeans on each paw. Your chest fur, paws, belly, and the underside of your tail are white, along with your muzzle and a stripe up to your forehead, but every other part of you is a beautiful pastel pink!

You’re designed to be a friend to any child who seems upset or let out at a party, to make them feel special and to bring them back into the fun or even just to spend the whole day with them! 

You have a designated name - Collie - but you like to let the kids decide what to name you, too. It’s fun! And it helps to make them feel like you’re a Special Friend, so you often get trusted with their secrets - like if another kid is a bully, or if they’re maybe not too happy at home. You do your best to make their time at the pizzaria as fun and happy as possible to make up for all the bad things they have to deal with - and honestly, they love going to Freddy’s just to see you! It’s their favourite place in the whole wide world because they know you’re there. 

(You also tend to send information back to the owners about anything worrying you’ve heard while out on the floor. This has saved a lot of kids. They’ve often come back in smiling brighter than you’ve ever seen them, and they haven’t needed you after that, but that’s okay. You know that’s for the best.)

- A BNHA Quirk and hero title

Your quirk is Uplift, which allows you to raise the spirits of any person who hears your voice! It doesn’t matter how down they are or how villainous they may be; as soon as they hear you, their hearts are filled with brightness and warmth. The downside to your quirk, unfortunately, is that it can be draining on you: sometimes you Uplift others so much, that your own mood starts to drop, and you start to get emotionally tired. When this happens, you just need a little company, warmth, and love to get you back to normal. Cuddlepuddles with blankets and hot chocolate ARE common after training.

Your hero title is The Inspiring Hero: Restoraise! You’re more of a support hero than a daylight one, and not very high on the charts, but that’s not what matters to you. What matters is keeping people calm and full of hope whenever you’re on the scene - be that upset civillains, trapped victims, or even hopeless villains. You refuse to let anyone down if there’s even a slim chance that everyone can be saved or redeemed! 

[hyunjizns]

dating jisung (han)

⤷ han jisung is so cute omg pls this has me soft already

how you started dating

okay okay so basically you two met when jisung was still going to school right

and you guys were really good friends like really good

you’d always go with him to the music room and listen to his raps 

and you’d try to give him as much advice as possible

and whenever he composed a new song or wrote new lyrics you always listened

not gonna lie you also encouraged him to go audition for a company because you knew he would make it big !!

you had faith in your friend because he was just really amazing

and you know what, jisung really appreciated that

he lowkey had a crush on you for the longest time but he just held back because he figured you wouldn’t like him back

clearly this boy could not see all the love and admiration for him in your eyes

so fast forward two years and he's about to debut in this group called stray kids

and your admiration for him grew after watching the survival show, seeing how he tried to help everyone else and all that

so you called him and told him you two had to go out since it had been quite a while since the last time you guys went out

he was pretty busy as a trainee okay

jisung was like sure y/n bby i’m so stressed and i haven’t seen you in forever so this is perfect

and you’re like ofc i’ll treat you out  (つ≧▽≦)つ

so you two go to this lil cafe that you’d always go to back in your school days

and you ordered jisung’s favourite drink for him (ofc you still remembered wtheck)

and then you sat down and talked with jisung for hours, just like the good old days where the two of you would spend every minute you could with each other because you were each other’s back bone and support

jisung really appreciated this and after your little hang he was so smile-y back at the dorm

and all the boys are like ooohhh

and jisung can’t help but to talk about you, a lot

like he just doesn’t shut up

and the boys are like yeah okay he definitely has a crush

but gosh he would never tell you, how frustrating !!

until one day jisung introduces you to the boys and you’re talking to minho

and minho just casually slips it out like 

“y/n, did you know jisung has the hugest crush on you”

this was no accident by the way

and you’re like “what”

was that your face getting hot ???

minho just smirks and pushes you closer to jisung and porr jisung has no idea what had just went t=down

by the time he realised though, the boys were out of sight

he swore he was gonna kill them when he got back

but for now, he was taking your hands in his and taking a deep breath

“yes, minho’s right, i do have the hugest crush on you, every since high school you had always been there for me-”

and you cut him off by kissing him’this time you couldn’t help by smile s wide

“i like you too idiot”

jisung as a boyfriend

okay ladies jisung is basically the most playful that a boyfriend can get

we all know that he is quite the odd one,, like no one does han jisung quite like han jisung does

so that being said y/n, prepare yourself for lots of teasing, weird outbursts and nicknames and a lot of laughter in your relationship

jisung lives for happy y/n and your smile so you better expect lots of stupid jokes and cringy puns

gosh does this boy ever stop??

surprise !

no, no is the answer

tickling is like the main aspect of your relationship

you see those days where you two decide to have a lazy date and watch movies while cuddled up under a blanket ?? expect tickling, like a lot

don’t think that tranquility will last long bc it most definitely will not

the boy just not know how to keep his hands off of you

and sorry to say y/n, but he knows aLl of your most ticklish spots so don’t think that you’re getting away easily

that being said though, you also know all of his most ticklish spots so the competition is fair and even

you both have equal chances at making the other laugh until their tummy hurts

your other dates are usually those “fun” places though

restaurants and sit down dates are not your thing

so amusement parks, water parks, laser tag, etc

you name it, you and jisung have probably done it

even if jisung is a big scaredy cat with everything and screams extra loudly on the rollercoaster

i mean,, going there in the first place was his decision

oh and hanging out with the boys...

pda??? yes

i’m sorry but jisung just does not care

he likes showing you off okay

like “hey guys this is my amazing person”

and guess what ??

y/n is mine and no one else’s

the boys honestly just wanna know how you’ve handled jisung and his ??? personality for so long

like sorry but have you met han jisung?

he loves hugging you in front of the boys and giving you little pecks

and they’re like “gross!!!”

he would literally do anything for your attention and affection

he’s like whining so much and following you around

“y/n”

pouts and puppy eyes

and he’s not gonna stop until you give in because jisung is a task

he also really loves backhugs

backhug = signature jisung move

omg but kisses with jisung are so versatile

like the most common kisses between you two are those cute short pecks with lots of giggling in between

you two love to play games where the prize is a kiss

“y/n lets play rock paper scissors”

“what’s the prize?”

“if i win, you have to kiss me but if you win i have to kiss you”

and you’re just like “ok jisung,,,, that’s literally the same prize”

but of course you go ahead with it

forehead kisses and cheek kisses are not rare in your relationship

especially not cheek kisses because they get jisung all soft on the inside

but if you two are seriously kissing like making out style the kisses are quite messy because you two just can’t help but laugh and be playful

but it’s endearing

jisung actually is a really good kisser and is very much capable, he just prefers things the other way

so if he happens to get serious you better prepare yourself for some next level shit

he’s so t o u c h y

he will always be holding your hand and swinging it or rubbing his thumb on your hand absently

it’s your guys’ trademark okay

cuddling with jisung is another story

this is like his favourite thing to do with you

and omg shh but he really likes to be the little spoon

cuddle conversations can range from teasing you about whatever embarrassing thing you’d done that day to him confiding in you all of his worries about his music or the boys

he really cherishes those days that you get to spend together because y’know he’s pretty busy as an idol

if your relationship were to be revealed he would prefer it to be in like a controlled environment like him admitting at an interview

but NO

he would have done something stupid on vlive like call you baby or be caught on camera doing something intimate

and he’s like !!! oh no

jisung.exe has stopped working

okay but stays are very supportive of you two so yay for you

i mean who could resist the jisung x y/n charm

now as far as couple outfits go, jisung deadass wants you to wear super tight jeans with and all black to pull off that badass concept

and you’re like no way

pls, not everyone likes their blood flow to their legs cut off

but somehow he gets you to agree

y/n if you do, i’ll buy you food

deal

so then you both take a bunch of photos together for your “concept day”

those pics are precious to jisung and he cherishes them and that day

they’re in his favourites :((

he also uses you as inspiration to write songs

you kinda always have been an inspiration to him

so when he composes music for either stray kids or 3racha, you’re like in the back of his mind

if he’s not feeling it, you’re his extra boost of encouragement and confidence 

you mean the entire world to him

but yes you guessed it

jisung is totally, completely and undoubtedly whipped for you

he would literally do anything for you no matter how far out of his way it may be

the boys like to tease him about how whipped he is and he’s like shut up before i unhinge your foors

you guys rarely have arguments and if you do it’s over something dumb

the level of trust in your relationship is unreal

always there for each other

always a shoulder to cry on

everyone should experience your type of relationship at least once :(