#let him OUUTTTT

[milkchocimono]

well, anyways, you know what I’M passionate about? kabukimono halfway losing in mind in the shakkei pavilion. one little detail everyone skips over is that he woke up before katsuragi found him and we don’t know how long he was in there before he got out. do you know what a few days of isolation does to the mind? a month? imagine YEARS of isolation. maybe even a century of just. Nothing. Nothing to do, nothing to look at but a few maple leaves on a tree. that bitch was crazy before he was CRAZY.

[sluckythewizard]

'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

[tojigasm]

BUTCHER DAD VOICE <3 <3 <3 UR A GENIUS i feel like he would be the type to yell at you everytime you do something dangerous and get pissy with you afterwards

YES YES YES

And he's just like... he does the disappointed dad sigh while he's sat on the couch, pinching the bridge of his nose when you make your way into the room.

"What in the bloody hell were you thinking?" Is all he gives you through a deep breath before just sighing your name. And it's soooo bad because he will let you know you fucked up. You're on punishment for at least a week where you're not allowed to come on any other excursions and he's out practically 24/7 so it's even more frustrating because you've got nothing to do besides lay low. You learn your lesson for about 15 minutes once it's all over though. You stress him the hell ouutttt 😭😭😭

[mx-t4t0]

RICHAS MY BOY. LET HIM OUUTTTT

[sakurabl0ss0m]

okayokay imagine taking diluc out on a date and you take him to a secret spot where you can both breath out in public but also in private. but, here’s the catch;

kaeya took you here once. he’s the reason why you even remember that place at all. and when diluc find ouutttt, he immediately feels the need to:

a) whisk you out of there

and

b) fuck you senseless

now, see, he does that. but in reverse.

now diluc, as you said, heavily dislikes having to feel superior or above someone else because he could really couldn’t gaf less. esspecially when it involves kaeya. and having sex outside, even if it’s a private space, is incredibly risky. but see the thing here is it’s you.

the fact you mentioned kaeya at all means that you meant to rile diluc one way or the other, and judging by the way his grip on your body becomes clawing, you definitely achieved your unspoken wish.

Come off anon I need to give you a kiss to ur face 😘

“I don’t like him,” Diluc said, referring to the cavalry captain when you asked about him. “-For obvious reasons,” Ah he was such a sweetheart, sidestepping any boundaries. “I don’t quite like any of the favonius knights really.”

You had given him some hard puppy eyes. “-except you, obviously.”

So you both agreed to rarely speak of him. After you eventually get over him, you feel more lax using him as the butt of the jokes you cracked in private. But Diluc doesn’t. He doesn’t want to hear you speak a single syllable of his name. Seeing you give a smile while saying kaeyas name made the barista quite irritated. He hated feeling jealous, it really was the worst feeling in the world. You already told him many moons ago that there was nothing to even be jealous of, ut still.

It’s not that he was afraid of you leaving him, the two of you tied that knot up long ago, it’s just… He really hated the sight of you grinning with the thought of Kaeya in mind. In all honesty, he would have preferred if you were still a bit downtrodden and hesitant to even think about him. But no, because then you’d still have a frown on your face and archons did Diluc hate it when you frowned.

So , one night in bed, your beloved came to you upfront about it. How he disliked hearing his half-brothers name roll off the same tongue you kissed him with. You had almost laughed in his face if it weren’t for the way he looked so serious about it. Thus, you instead let out a sensual chuckle and slithered your way up his body. “You are too cute.” And it took Diluc his all to not break out into an uncontrollable blush. “Tell you this, every time I speak Kaeyas name, you can feel free to do whatever you want with me. “ That was a challenge he’d accept.

Thus, the wheels were set in motion. Whenever you made a slip up and mentioned the knight, you’d find Diluc gripping some part of your body like it was some precious item. You’d only pull these stunts in the privacy of the Dawn Winery, where you’re sure you’d get all the privacy needed to commit such adulterous acts. It was painfully noticeable how Diluc was getting increasingly more irritated to the point you’d be on your knees in the same breath.

He really didn’t want you saying that name.

And one day, it hit you. Diluc seemed like he was reaching his limit with the amount of times you’ve uttered the forbidden into the air in his vicinity. Slowly yet surely losing sense of self-control and submit to a mixture of jealousy and carnal desire, both completely out of character for the reserved gentleman.

A plan hatched into your brain, one that’d give the results you wanted.

“This is where Kaeya took me, on our first date.”

You had worn a pitiful smile, making it seem like you were truly reminiscing old times. But Diluc knew better, he knew you. “I only know it even exists because of him, in fact.” Every word you spoke, you could tell you were tipping him over the edge with. The look in his eyes told you that he was contemplating whether to take you here, in public although secret, or run you home first.

“He even stole my first kiss here, too.”

Fuck you into the ground it was.

Not like anyone would ever visit this place anyways.

It didn’t take long before you were violently pressed against a tree, the same tree Kaeya corned you up against and kissed you at, all sense of gentlemanliness from Diluc having been thrown to the wind. Your legwear was pulled down to reveal your bare plump ass. No underwear, of course. You’d plan this just for him to drill into you out in the (not so) open. At this point, he didn’t even care. he just felt the need to give into his selfish desire and thoroughly wreck you. “Haa- I thought you, hng, h-hated the idea public sex?” You questioned in between your own moans as he rubbed his rock hard erection against your ass, a throbbing already growing. He was really going through with this, you sincerely thought he wouldn’t. Alas, you should've known better than to challenge a mans sensual urges.

“Th-the risk of getting caught is-” He snatched whatever you were going to say left in a passionate kiss, feeling your lips vibrate with a submissive wail. “I don’t give a damn about that right now.” And you felt your knees buckle at the dominance in his voice.

Being Diluc, he’d find one way to make it so that you won’t scream too loud, but you’ll be screaming nonetheless so be prepared.

[br0adwa5]

some important™ things from when i saw deh

hello it’s me i saw deh in july with the obc and it was the best day of my life,, here are some highlights:

so know when in sincerley me jared is like “lol stop hyperventilating ur totally hyperventilating” and evan goes “im not hyperventilating jared!” before singing his part? 

me too.

but guess what?

that part rolls around and ben freaking platt just goes right into will’s face and just yells

just incoherent, jumbled yells while he shakes his head super fast

i Died™

also,, know the part during sincerley me when connor skips around the little wall thing and sings “well anyWAYYYY”

so during that part mike faist skips around, and i kid you not, does a full on freaking heel click

he hauled his 10 foot legs into the air and clicked his heels together and i’ve never been the same

moving on

i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: ben platt’s voice is. just. incredible. insane. 

during his speech before ywbf at the end of act 1 when he dropped the note cards he was on the ground for a solid two minutes just visibly shaking

it really did feel like it was real 

oh also, speaking of ywbf, the harmonies

goosebumps. goosebumps all around.

same goes for good for you

rachel bay jones was just so amazing, you could hear how broken heidi was in her voice and ohmygod

and when evan starts singing “sTOP it sTOP it just let me oUUTTTT”

jared, alana, and heidi are all surrounding him and the look of pure panic on his face when he goes to leave and realizes he’s surrounded is just heartbreaking

speaking of heartbreaking

so big so small man

rachel bay jones just killed it

and evan is just literally half on the couch, clinging to her and by the end of the song he’s just on the floor and she’s hugging him so tight and ohmygod

so. many. tears.

speaking of tears? REQUIEM

laura was soooo great

when she sang “that yOU WERE NOT THE MONSTER” she just crumpled all of the papers in her hand into a ball and i just,, gasped because w o w 

this was w a y longer than expected, but pretty much deh was life changing anddd i love it with all my heart

[mendesforpresident]

Double date? Pt. 2

As the night went on 7:00 turned to 8:00 and 8:00 into 9:00. The restaurant was empty aside from the four of you, laughing and talking the night away. Every so often Shawn's voice or deep bellowing laugh would make you feel butterflies exploding in your stomach. "alright I think Tristan and I are going to head back to our place, does that sound good to you Y/N?" Aaliyah said while making her way out of her chair and standing up. "Well then I guess I'll just walk around town for a bit, I'd like to avoid walking in on anything that you two uh lovebirds have planned" you replied. Aaliyah and Tristan blushed but Shawn laughed loudly considering that he was quite tipsy and didn't really understand your statement. " you can come over to my place Y/N" interjected Shawn. " Yeah we wouldn't want you wandering around the city late at night alone" added Aaliyah, giving you an obvious wink. " um yeah sounds good" you replied. Time alone with Shawn was nice. You talked about uni, tour and other things. He wasn't like you remembered. Before he became big he was this awkward teenage boy with raging hormones. But now he's this suave but klutzy kinda adult with less raging hormones. You kicked a pebble along the sidewalk and Shawn told you about the new album "SM3", and his fans. "Oh you'd love them, their all so damn intelligent and kind. Sometimes it gets hard to deal with the privacy issue but I mean I'm living my dream so it's worth it. And I can't wait to release the new album, it's amazing if I do say so myself. The vibe is just so fuckin great and I love every single song with everything in me. You should come over sometime and listen to a couple tracks." Shawn rambled on and on but it was honestly adorable and you loved every minute. The way his hazel eyes lit up at the thought of music and his fans and the life he gets to live. " do you uh wanna grab a coffee?" he asked you, snapping your thoughts in half. You realized that you'd been walking for so long that you were in front of the Starbucks, that was a few blocks away from Shawn's flat. "You want coffee? At 9:40 at night" you asked him with a slight smirk on your lips. " well I mean not a coffee but like maybe hot tea or decaf" he scrambled quickly for an answer, running his hands through his brown locks. He was absolutely and completely adorable. "Sure yeah" you said as he grabbed the door handle and pushed. "Shawn, you're supposed to pull" you said laughing. Shawn's face reddened as he pulled on the door, letting the smell of coffee and the warmth of the shop wash over you. You stepped inside and looked around. Making your way into the line, you felt Shawn close behind you once again. You walked right to the register, and ordered a medium hot tea. Shawn ordered a decaf latte, once your drinks were ready you made your way back outside and onto the street again. The warm tea made you feel fuzzy inside. Well it was either the tea or the perfect boy walking next to you. The two of you finally reached Shawn's street. Your tea was almost gone and Shawn had downed his coffee only minutes after receiving the cardboard cup. There was a comfortable silence as you drank the last few sips of tea and threw away your cup. Without the hot tea running through your system, you were cold as hell. An uncontrollable shiver raked through your body as a strong breeze filled the pedestrian barren street. You suddenly felt a strong, warm arm wrap around your shoulders and shoot heat throughout your body. You walked for a bit longer until Shawn's voice rang out in question " is this ok, I just noticed you looked cold so..." Shawn asked "no it's nice and um warmer" you replied looking over at him. Actually it wasn't nice it was fan-fucking-tastic he's like a walking fire place, you thought to yourself. 10:15. It was 10:15 when you reached Shawn's flat. Shawn smoothly opened the door showing the way into a dimly lit penthouse/apartment. Once the lights were fully on you noticed the whole kitchen was very modern and messy in a twenty-year-old-on-his-own-messy-but-acceptable-and-understood kinda way. The living room was very cozy with a big white couch, a few candles and blankets. The view was incredible. Yours and Aaliyah's apartment didn't compare. You turned to Shawn finally escaping your trance. " I love your apartment, it's very cozy and Shawn-like, I guess, I mean it suits you" you complimented him, looking up to his face. "Thanks, do you uh want anything? Water or snacks, I don't know." He replied " no I'm fine, thanks though" you replied, looking at the knick knacks and awards on his shelfs. You heard rustling behind your back and turned to see Shawn in the living room looking at a tablet stationed on the wall. "Any music preference?" He asked glancing your way " anything's good, I like just about all music" you replied softly. Gravity by John Mayer began to play lowly throughout the room's speakers. " ah Mayer, always a great choice" you told Shawn whilst slowing swaying around the room "yeah, do you like his music?" He questioned from the enormous couch. "Hell yes, oh my god are you kidding? When you would go on tour, Aaliyah and I would go into your room and listen to your vinyl records. John was always my favorite. Of course I'm sure you didn't know that fun fact until now huh?" You informed Shawn. "No way, really" Shawn asked standing up from the couch and making his way over to you. You nodded slowly in response. By this time, Slow Dancing In A Burning Room had begun to play. You continued to rhythmically sway until Shawn grabbed your hands and pulled them around his neck as his hands found a perch on your hips, so that the two of you swayed together. You put your head to Shawn's broad chest and his mouth came down by your ear, humming the song for you to hear. Too soon, Shawn pulled his head away. You looked up at him, finding his soft yet dangerous eyes. His hands came up from your hips to cup your face. The touch sent electricity through your entire body. He leaned down you and his lips connected to yours. You were almost too surprised to respond and kiss back. But you did, luckily you did. The kiss made you wanna scream,(yeah I wanna shout it ouutttt and I hope she hears me nooowwwww) the kiss made you wanna dance and cry and laugh all at once. But you didn't, you just stood there kissing him back with all you could. Until finally, you came up for air. His soft lips were swollen and you assumed yours were too. He tasted sweet but still savory like maple trees, chocolate and fresh air. And he smelled so good, like burning wood but still clean like laundry. He smelled like a musician though, like old guitars and paper. You were in heaven. Then Shawn's voice cleared the air "next time we go out with Aaliyah and Tristan let's make sure it's a real double date, sounds good eh?" - - -I'm baaacccckkkk! Please leave feedback, you can request something if you'd like❤️❤️❤️