#letter to sya<3

[folklorebae]

OMGGG I LOVE THE INSTAGRAM AU!!! IT'S UNIQUE AND CREATIVE

AAAA THANK YOUUU!!! I'M GLAD YOU LOVE IT AS MUCH AS I DO<33

Making insta au is one of my favorite things! Thanks to the content creators on harry styles x reader tag that inspired me to do it (love you all) and my narcissistic ass who wants to have people obsessed with me

[voidsteffy]

Telugu Baalasiksha with Manu

Part 1 | Part 2📍| Part 3 | Part 4

Hello and we're back! Omg the response I got for the first part (where we covered vowels) was deafening, we're tagging a lot more people and even @aasthuu has started her own Bangla Shikkha Prokolpo📝📝 which I'm loving so far!

I'd love to see y'all writing whatever we do in every post so that you'll remember. As my grandma says, "Whatever curves you think you'll remember, you will not. So write them down." Just reblog my Baalasiksha posts with your input/homework/doubts or mention me or tag it as 'telugu with manu' and we can work on it together❤️

Today, we are going to get to our second checkpoint - consonants aka "hallulu" like " हल्लुलु "

Consonants

(there are a lot of these so buckle up, don't freak out, i can give you tips to remember them too)

క = क = ka (write it like an S and put a tick over it)

ఖ = ख = kha (write a coil type 2 but extend the end upwards, put a reverse tilak at the bottom)

గ = ग = ga (an inverted U and put a tick over it)

ఘ = घ = gha (write the vowel 'ఎ' and put a tick over it, then stick a follow up curve like a tilted half U. top it off with a reverse tilak at the bottom)

ఙ = ञ = inya (write the vowel ఒ (short o), then put a perpendicular sign) ****in telugu inya is used instead of gya, so "gyan/ज्ञान" is pronounced "inyan"

చ = च = cha (like chair) (start with a half च but take it for another bump, top it off with a tick - i'll show dw)

ఛ = छ = chha (like "achhoo!") (write చ, put a reverse tilak at the bottom)

జ = ज = ja (hard g) (write the vowel ఒ (short o), then put a coil at the neck)

ఝ = झ = jha (i'll write and show down below)

ఞ = इणि = ini (write ఇ and put a perpendicular sign at the neck)

ట = ट = hard t ("tip") (i'll write and show down below)

ఠ = ठ = ttha (force the hh sound also with the hard t) (write ठ without the stem, top it off with a tick, also dot in the belly)

డ = ड = da ("don't") (write ఉ without the stem or the rod bisecting it through, top it off with a tick)

ఢ = forceful ढ ("dhol") (write ఉ without the stem or the rod bisecting it through, top it off with a tick and reverse tilak at the bottom)

ణ = ण = roll your 'na' (a flipped '3' and make a standing coil, i'll show)

త = त = "tabla" (i'll show an easier way to write below)

థ = थ = "thaali" (a reverse heart, top off with a tick mark, reverse tilak at the bottom, dot in the belly)

ద = द = "the" (a reverse heart, top off with a tick mark)

ధ = ध = like a bang, dhum (a reverse heart, top off with a tick mark, reverse tilak at the bottom)

న = न = "no" (i'll show an easier way to write below)

ప = प = pa (write the vowel ఎ (e) put a tick mark without touching the body) ****do not confuse for the vowel ఎ

ఫ = फ but without ph emphasis = fa (write the letter ప and put a reverse tilak at the bottom) ****do not confuse for the vowel ఎ

బ = ब = ba (write the letter ఋ but without the 2 trailing half 'U's) ****do not confuse for ఋ (ru) or ఒ (short o) or జ (hard g)

భ = भ = bha (write the letter బ, top it off with a tick mark, put a reverse tilak at the bottom) ****do not confuse for ఋ (ru) or ఒ (short o) or జ (hard g)

మ = म = ma (write the vowel ఎ (e) put a tick mark touching it, put a trailing tilted half U, i'll show below) ****do not confuse for ఘ (gha) or ప (pa)

య = य = ya (write the letter మ but with a bigger circle) ****do not confuse for ఘ (gha) or ప (pa) or మ (ma)

ర = र = ra (don't roll it) (a circle with a tick, easy peasy)

ల = ल = la (a bulging U coiled on the top left end)

వ = व = va (write the vowel ఎ (e) put a tick mark touching it) ****do not confuse for ఘ (gha) or ప (pa) or మ (ma) or య (ya) or vowel ఎ (e)

శ = स्य = sya (or sa as in "Sally") (sort of like a half 8 with a tick, i'll show y'all below)

ష = ष = sha (write the vowel ఎ (e) put a tick mark without touching the body, put a small flipped comma/small '|' beneath. it can be written in another way, i'll show) ****do not confuse for ఘ (gha) or ప (pa) or మ (ma) or య (ya) or vowel ఎ (e) or వ (va)

స = स = sa (write న except don't let the tick mark touch the body) ****do not confuse for న (na)

హ = ह = ha (write ప (pa) and drag a reverse sigma 'σ' from the body's top)

ళ = the ल equivalent of ण (ळ in Marathi) = roll your la (sort of like a half 8 again, with a tick, will show) ****do not confuse for శ (sya)

క్ష = क्ष = ksha (write క (ka) and draw 2 and a half 'U's below) ⁘⁘⁘ so we're technically writing it like क्-षा

AAAAAAND we're done! (phew)

Okay that was long, 35 consonants and some sounds that are inexistent in English. These can be confusing at times, but i really want you all (whoever is planning on sticking through this and learn Telugu) to write every letter down till you can remember how to read it/pronounce it. Reading should come as first priority as you'll seldom be asked to write only in Telugu, but reading can unlock a lot of lingual fun. So make sure of that my honeydrips.

Here's a picture encompassing all the consonants we have learnt today, written by hand so that we can have a good idea of the shapes outside of print.

homework

write this down at least 5 times (the 5th time try to have learnt it by heart), post it and tag me or dm me/send via asks

so that's it for today phew sorry baccho aaj class thoda lamba gaya😜 aur kya haal chaal, did you understand what we did yesterday? take care ha, i need to go scramble for french and maybe some kathak

tagging: @mentally-a-sea-walnut @maybebees @rambheemisgoated @timetravellingkitty @bookish-alone @kuhuchan @aasthuu @remen-nyoodles @lemon-ooruga @bluebeadss @ourstv @budugu @hissterical-nyaan @lite-teesko @ree-wantstochange

let me know if you want to be tagged!

[seeyouafter]

SYA Extended Notes Ch. 28

Notes for "See You After" Chapter 28: July 3: Shouto

“Oh, I think Ginkgo had her babies,” Shouto said as he spotted the large koi that had several golden fan-shaped markings on its back. The swelling in her abdomen had disappeared since he’d been here a few days ago. He wondered how long it would take for the eggs to hatch. “You named the fucking fish?” Shouto just shrugged and pointed at a white koi with black spots, “That one is Ushi.” “Why, ‘cause it looks like a cow?” Bakugou asked, “Holy shit, you really suck at naming things.”

As I mentioned in this post, this chapter (as well as Shouto's text threads with his siblings and with Katsuki in the previous one) didn't exist until a few weeks ago when I was going through and organizing all the chapters for Part II.

As frustrating as it might be, Shouto and the rest of the family going away is a necessary part of the story because:

a) it's part of (this version of) Shouto's journey coming to terms with everything that happened

b) plot-related things that become relevant in later sections

but mainly: c) having the physical distance between Shouto and Katsuki was necessary for the basic premise of this story (because the epistolary format, especially the letters, wouldn't make as much sense if they're able to see each other all the time and interact in person)

The main reason I added this chapter was that I realized it didn't make sense for Shouto to leave without saying goodbye after all the progress he and Katsuki have made in recent chapters. But also, I just really wanted them to be able to see each other.

In regards to the Todorokis' destination: As far as I know, there's nothing in canon that specifically says where Rei's family was from so I'm just making things up to fit this story. I needed somewhere far enough that it would be inconvenient for them to see each other and I figured that families with ice quirks might be more likely to gather in colder climates like Hokkaido.

As for Katsuki's comment about Endeavor (“Fuck him. Why does he get to stay here and be a hero while you clean up the mess he made?”) Yeah...I feel the same way. But we'll get to that eventually.

[kulet1003019]

🩷

It's been 3 years and 7 months.. Who would have thought na aabot tayo ng ganito katagal? I could feel na hindi na ganun ka exciting yung mga monthsaries natin and I'm really trying to understand na siguro part na yun ng mga changes sa relationship natin, which is sad kasi I'd never expected na mawawala yung excitement. First 2 years it was so good. You made me feel na I was the luckiest woman kasi ikaw yung partner ko. You never fail to make me the happiest woman on earth. You never fail to make me feel how important I was, lalo na sa mga special na ocassions. You wrote letters for me every monthsary, you gave me flowers on special ocassions, minsan nga kahit simpleng pag so sorry mo lang sakin, binibigyan mo ko ng bulaklak. You would surprise me, You would hug and kiss me me all of the time, madalas mo ko lambingin at landiin, you would send me long sweet mesages, you would call me no matter how busy you were. You would lower your pride para lang magka ayos tayo pag nagkaka tampuhan, you would do everything para lang maging better ako. It was just so perfect, and you don't know how happy I was sa mga panahon nya yon. Sobra sobrang saya at kuntento.

Then one day, nagbago lahat... you just stopped giving me attention, you stopped maming efforts, you started yelling at me and feel irritated with me lalo na pag nag dedemand ako. You stopped writing me letters on monthsaries and special ocassions. You stopped giving me flowers, you stopped making me feel loved, you stopped sending me long sweet messages, it seems like you just stopped loving me. You just stopped everything and turned into somebody na kahit kelan ay hindi ko pinangarap na makita mula sayo. It seems like may sarili ka nang mundo at hindi mo ako gusto sa mundo mo, pero eto ako willing na mag adjust sa sarili mong mundo. You are making me feel na okay lang kahit mawala na ako sa buhay mo kasi kaya mo naman na ikaw lang mag isa. Pero siguro nga, yung mga magagandang bagay na yun, may ending din.

You stopped making me feel na worth it ako bigyan ng oras mo. You focused on other things and you're probably expecting na okay lang lahat satin, na okay lang yung relationship natin pero yung totoo, hindi na. Hindi na sya ganun ka exciting. . To be fair, siguro hindi ko na nagagawa o nabibigay yung mga gusto mo and ganun ka din sakin. These past few months, I've been begging some attention from you. Dumadating ako sa point na literal na napapagod na ako. I was in pain whenever iniisip ko na wala na, di na kita maramdaman, di ko na ma feel na mahalaga pa ako, na mahal mo pa ako, at ang sakit sakit isipin yun, kung alam mo lang. Pero kinailangan kong mag kunwari na okay lang ako, na okay lang lahat, kasi kung hindi, may possibility na bigla mo na lang akong iwanan. Palagi kitang iniisip, palagi kong iniisip kung pano ba kita mapapasaya, kung pano ba ako magiging enough sayo, kung paano ba kita makukumbinsi na mahalin mo ulit ako. Pero feeling ko isa akong malaking sagabal sa mga bagay na gusto mo.

Minsan naiisip ko din, siguro kaya di mo ako mabigyan ng time and attention kasi hindi mo ako nakikita sa future mo. Siguro kaya di mo naiintindihan yung nararamdaman ko kasi mas pinipili mong bale walain na lang, kasi siguro di ako yung gusto mong makasama habambuhay. Nalulungkot ako. Matagal na akong nalulungkot sa relationship natin. Nasasaktan na ako sa relationship natin. I WAS GRIEVING, and wala kang idea kung gano kasakit yun sa part ko. Pero palagi akong nagtitiwala na one day, baka bumalik din lahat sa dati, baka pansinin mo ulit ako, baka mahalin mo ulit ako, kaya palagi akong naghihintay. Hindi ko din maiwasang tanungin ying sarili ko, ANO BANG MALI SAKIN? ANONG INAYAWAN MO SAKIN?

Sa mahigit 3 years natin, palagi akong naghihintay hanggang ngayon, pero hindi pa din ako yung isa sa mga priority mo. Mas nag iinvest ka ng time sa bagay na di mo alam kung hanggang kailan nandyan para sayo, samantalang ako andito, willing na mag stay hanggat gusto mo. Alam mo naman na palagi ko naman iniintindi yung situation mo, pero ikaw ba? Kino consider mo ba yung feelings ko? Gaya mo, di din naman ako bumabata, gusto kong maramdaman yung mahalaga din ako. Minsan gusto ko din tanungin sayo kung ako pa din ba yung gusto mo sa future mo, kasi kung hindi, atleast di tayo magsasayang ng panahon pareho diba? Ang hinihingi ko lang sayo ay yung itrato mo ako na isa sa mga priority mo kasi sa buhay ko, ikaw yung priority ko. Umaasa ako na kakayanin pa natin. Na kakayanin ko pang umintindi. Alam ko na kaya mo kong bigyan ng time attention mo, kaya palagi pa din akong umaasa at naghihintay. Minsan pakiramdam ko yung relationship natin parang wala ng love. Parang routine na lang sya. Di ko alam kung ano bang love language mo pero madalas di ko ma feel na mahal mo ako. Siguro mahal mo ako pero minsan di ko lang talaga ma feel. Siguro magka iba lang talaga tayo ng priorities, pero sana konting effort lang sa time kasi deserve ko din naman yun. Kahit konti lang. Ibalik mo ulit yung happiness na pinaparamdam mo sakin nun. I really wanted our relationship na mag work kaya I'm trying palagi na maging mas undertanding pa.. Mahal kita, sana mahalin mo ulit ako gaya ng dati.. 🩷

[atamabs]

Nung isang araw problemado kami ni aj sa 60k. Tas naging 15k na lang kasi nakautang. Kaninang umaga, may nagpahiram ng 10k. 🥺 Buti may 5k ako so sakto na yung pambayad sa bahay.

Nakgwithdraw muna kami sa bpi, napikon nga ako at yung isang branch — mahaba ang pila; yung isang branch — both atm offline!! Sorry na, 30mins pa lang tulog ko tas ang init kahit 9am pa lang at wala akong ligo. So i decided na i bank transfer kay aj yung pera tutal mag over the counter naman sya.

After magwithdraw, dumaan kame sa bayadan ng bahay to ask if pwede pa ba magbayad. Sa letter kasi 30 days lang palugit — pero pwede pa daw. Aba, tanggi pa sila cash yon. Char.

Now, this is the miracle.

Pumayag sila na walang penalty yung babayadan. Nakiusap si aj kung pwede stop na muna sa amortization eme eme kasi wala pa namang naitatayong bahay, so parang nag nangyayari nagbabayad kame ng interest. Pumayag naman sila. So yung 60k sa letter, naging 30k na lang!!!! 🥺🥹

Grabe, imagine yung anxiety mula nung mareceive namen yung letter. 60k? Saan kami kukuha non?!

Sobrang naramdaman ko yung gaan sa feeling ni aj. Thank you, Lord!

Umalis kami sa office ng 10am kasi may check up si aj sa pulmo. Dumadalas kasi yung asthma attack nya. Sabi ng doctor, natrigger daw gawa nung twice nagkacovid. Parang effect sya ganon. Kasi may mga patients sya na same scenario. So ang advise sa kanya: nebules & antibiotic tas after non maintenance na ng inhaler. Nakakahiya nga sa doctor at hindi na nagpabayad gawa ng chief medtech yung kapatid ni aj sa ospital, nirefund yung binayad nyang cash.

After check up, bumalik kame sa office para isettle na lahat. Tas umuwi kami kasi may dadaan na tita si aj para kunin yung food para sa fiesta sa batangas.

We had Sisig Hooray at Master Siomai for lunch. May kwento yan, nanghingi kasi ako ng toyo sa sisig hooray for may sisig kaya lang wala sila maibibigay, so bumili si aj ng siomai AHAHAH cute.

So our next plan is to save 180k within 3 to 5mos for the bahay. Please, sana kaya ko kontrolin sarili ko huhuhu.

[seyruhfaye]

November 10

Did you know that on November 13, the world celebrates World Kindness Day? World Kindness Day is an international holiday that was formed in 1998, to promote kindness throughout the world and is observed annually on November 13 as part of the World Kindness Movement. Sa ngayon, may mga bansang nag-ccelebrate nito, tulad ng United States, Canada, Japan, Australia and the U.A.E. World Kindness Day presents us with the opportunity to reflect upon one of the most important and unifying human principles. On a day devoted to the positive potential of both large and small acts of kindness, try to promote and diffuse this crucial quality that brings people of every kind together.

Nung Nakita ko ito, napaisip lang ako. Hindi ba bilang tao we are “hardwired” to be kind? And as a Christian, hindi ba sya something automatic sa atin. Jesus Christ himself modeled kindness, and he made sure that early Christians were able to embody this vistue as well.

In Paul’s letter to the Ephesians, he has this to say about kindness:

Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. (Ephesians 4:32)

While in another letter to the Colossians, he wrote:

Put on then, as God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience (Colossians 3:12)

This means that being kind to others is your own way of following in God’s footsteps. It’s an expression of your love for God. It’s how we tell Him that we are choosing Him in as much as He chose us.

Proverbs 11:17 also tells us that a man who is kind benefits himself, but a cruel man hurts himself. Indeed, kindness not only makes others happy. It uplifts your spirit too.

By nature, or by biology, human beings are meant or made to be kind to one another. Ito ay dahil we are actually made to rely on one another. Among most mammals, tayo ang may pinakamatagal na gestational period. Human babies spend a long time relying on their mothers, compared to other species. Other creatures rely on support for a brief time before becoming self-reliant. We are powerless at birth and depend on our caregivers to provide for our needs. Therefore, kindness is sewn into the framework of our DNA. We are literally wired for kindness.

In the dictionary, kindness is defined as the quality of being friendly, generous, and considerate.

In the Bible, kindness extends from just being nice. Ngayon mag-reflect tayo sa mga verses na nagsisilbing example sa atin ng kindness.

What Does It Mean To Be Kind?

1.       Kindness Involves Making a Choice

What makes someone truly kind is because they keep choosing to be kind. This is what distinguishes someone who wants to be “kind” from a person who wants to be “nice”. Kindness means choosing what is right, and fighting for it. No matter how unpopular their opinion is. Sabi nga sa Galatians 6:10 “So then, as we have opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith.” Kaya kung mayroong pagkakataon para maging mabuti, kailangan naten gawin ito. Mahirap man, pero kailangan piliin naten lagi ang magmahal, at piliin naten maging mabuti.

2.       Kindness is love

Love is kind, and kindness is love. And love is not just an emotion. It involves an action. Ang pagmamahal ay higit lang sa salita di ba?

In 1 John 3:18 “Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.” We share love with others through kind acts such as a smile, a nice word, an unexpected deed, or a planned surprise. When we offer these acts to others, we pass along hope; we promote peace; we show the power of kindness. That’s because kindness is a chain reaction. It’s a wave that keeps rolling, and all it needs is one person to start it. One small kind act can cause a ripple effect that impacts an entire community. If we are all focused on being kind, we are creating a movement of change. Alam mo yung quote na "be the change you wish the see in the world"? That quote isn't just about change, and it isn't only about one person being able to change their world. It's bigger; it about a movement that can be started from one person acting with intention.

3.       Kindness is not always enough, we also need social action

Sabi nga sa Jeremiah 22:3 – “Thus says the Lord: Do justice and righteousness, and deliver from the hand of the oppressor him who has been robbed. And do no wrong or violence to the resident alien, the fatherless, and the widow, nor shed innocent blood in this place.“

A single, random act that you didn’t think much about can potentially change the world. Pero mas maraming magagawa, kung mas marami tayong kumikilos. Social action, defined as “activity on the part of an interested group directed toward some particular institutional change,” generally involves a group of people who work together to bring about institutional change so that society advances and people experience improved safety, freedom and equity. Institutional or systemic change can take place in a school, a community or society as a whole. Kindness can set a foundation for social action because it fosters empathy in young people and motivates them to help others.

Para magkaroon ng pagbabago, kailangan naten maintindihan ang pinagmumulan ng problema. Halimbawa, some of us are passionate about the problem of homelessness, the tendency might be to have young people volunteer at a homeless shelter or soup kitchen or read aloud to children who are homeless. These are wonderful activities that will promote empathy and a sense of connection on a human level. But if we want to consider to transform the problem of homelessness, we need to help them understand the economic and social roots of the problem and consider ways to advocate for affordable housing and improved economic conditions for all people, especially those living in poverty.

We should teach, model and promote kindness as much and as often as we can. But we also need to teach and empower young people to engage in social action: that is the only way we can ultimately change societal inequities and bring about a truly just society.

Being kind has, in some cases, become synonymous with not making it about race/social justice. Kindness has been reduced to being polite or not engaging with discomfort, even if that discomfort is experienced by our fellow people. If we don’t name and label the issues and inequalities that are happening, our culture and the educational system have no hope of ending the injustices that happen in our schools, in our communities, and across our nation.

 Ang pagiging mabuti ang simula, hindi ito ang dulo. It is a step in the process; it is not the final product. Kindness is integral to understanding and unpacking things like disability, ableism, racism, and racial prejudice, but it does not inherently solve or stop ableism, racism, homophobia, transphobia, anti-fatness, or xenophobia. Policy, action, empathy, disruption of norms, and visibility will take us beyond kindness.

Kindness without justice is an empty gesture. Let the two motivate and inspire each other and always be connected.

 Let kindness be the spiritual push that moves us into justice as purposeful action.

[year-2024]

March 06,2024

Buo na ang desisyon ko. MAGRERESIGN NA KO.

nung March 5, nagchat sakin si Gloraya kung hanggang kelan daw mag maternity leave ko. Siguro ego ko ang nasagi kaya nainis ako. Pero alam ko sa sarili ko na tama naman na itanong na nya. Siguro, lumaki lang ang ulo ko na dapat hindi nya ako kinekwestyon. Kabago-bago nya sa opisina, ang tingin nya sa hindi kamag anak ni madam ay karapat dapat ng paalisin pag hindi sumusunod sa maling pamamalakad.

Nag-usap kami ni Jun.

Sabi ko, kelangan ko rin naman sagutin. Dito din naman papunta ito. Nagdecide kami na magreresign na ko.

1. Hindi naman namin papaalaga si Calis.

2. Kung magtatarabaho ako, hindi makakatagal si calis ng 1 hr na hindi dedede. Or kaya 2hrs na hindi iidlip. Yun ang sistema namin ngayon. Pag pumasok ako, hindi na magagawa. Maghihirapan sya makatulog sa opisina.

3. Wala na ring paraan pa para bumalik ako. Kung work from home, hindi ako makaka-commit ng 9-5. Or kaya ay matatapos ko ang project ng mabilisan ng hindi ko napapabayaan si calis.

Kung magreresign ako.

Ang sahod ko 20k or less than 9k a month ay mawawala. Ang tanong ko kay Jun, nung sumasahod ba ko may kabawasan ba sa alalahanin ng panggastos?

Wala.

Kung si Jun ang magreresign, hindi ko kaya ang income na naipapasok nya sa amin. Kasi sya, may incentive or percentage sa project, ako pahirapan pang makakuha ng construction project sa opisina. Design naman ay matagal ang incentive. Taon or buwan ang bibilangin. Sinabi ko na hindi ko kaya ang income na ipinapasok nya.

Kung may kamag—anak na mag-aalaga. Mama ko? Hindi pwede. Inaalagaan si papa at hindi na nya kaya to. Sino pa ang pwede?

Nagdede si Calis. Pag nagtrabaho na ko, magfformula na sya.

Kahit na darating din naman sa pag-fformula, hanggat kaya ko, magpapabreastfeed ako. Bukod sa kabawasan sa gastos, mas masustansya.

Kaya nagdesisyon na kami, magreresign na ko.

Kanina, dumating si Jun para kunin ang ipad para sa meeting nila sa barretto. Dala nya ang letter na sinasabing tinatanggal na nila ako sa obligation ng opisina sa paghuhulog ng SSS, Philhealth at Pag-ibig since September 2023.

May part ako na nainis. Ego ko siguro ito. Pero uli, alam ko na dito na rin papunta ito.

Napansin ko na walang pirma si Boss. Lumakas loob ko na sila madam at gloraya na ang nagdesisyon ng walang alam si boss.

Nagdedisyon na ko na gumawa ng resignation letter para ibigay bukas.

[oisean00]

Naaalala ko pa nung sinabi ko dati na "may pagmamahal pa akong kayang ibigay, pero hindi na yun para sayo."

It feels so good this time. Not the ideal love that I know but the realest one. My partner and I have gone through pain, trials, and being distant to each other. Made mistakes. Pero nandito pa rin - nagmamahal at nagpapakatatag. Susuko na sana ako dati pero nandito pa rin ako. Akala ko hindi ko na sya mahal at na fall out of love na ako pero hindi pala. Mahal na mahal ko pala.

Dahil sa mga takot, ako mismo yung pumipigil sa sarili ko na mahalin sya the way I show love. Takot sa rejection. Takot sa maling tao nanaman. Takot na hindi naman pala ako talagang minahal. Traumatic na kasi sakin yung ganun. But this man showed me that he deserves all this. All these things na pinagdadaanan namin showed me na it's time to break my chains na pumipigil sakin. I remember back then kung gano ako ka showy. PDA, post ng sweet long messages. Writing love letters. Buying gifts. I stopped doing those pero this time I know it will be worth it.

I used to say I don't want to marry. I even told my partner about it. Na okay na ko kahit di kami ikasal. Narealize ko how scared I am of being committed to the wrong person and giving love sa hindi naman talaga deserve. And yet he proved me na iba sya. Magbabago sya. He'll be better.

Nung nagkabalikan kami last year, July? He kept on telling me na papakasalan nya ko. Di ako naniniwala hahaha at hindi pa rin naman buo loob ko nun. Not until this Feb 2024 na sinasabi nya sakin ulit na magpapakasal kami pag uwi nya. Ngayon lang ata ako naniwala. And this time hindi ako natatakot kung matutuloy man. I want it to be intimate. Just the 3 of us. Pakiramdam ko kasi un yung mas totoo.

Madami pang pwedeng mangyari. Pero sa punto na 'to. Sigurado na ko.

[break404]

grade 2 confusion

alam kong iba na ko sa lahat, grade 2 palang ako. but because i am not that privileged kid na kayang mag rebelde sa kung anong tama sa paninging ng nasa paligid ko.

God & ME is the only person who knows me. I know. 1995 quiet know about my confusion, pero kahit ilang beses nya yon ipag-kalat until hindi lumalabas sa bibig ko, talo sya.

You know what? hindi naman ako galit sa kanya e, sa ginawa at ginagawa nya before .. sobrang galit ako. she always push people away . Alam ko naman na may something sya sakin kaya ganon sya mag act. Pero, di nya kailangan manakit ng ibang tao just to make me feel miserable. Actually alam ko naman na defense mechanism nya lang yon kaya nga lagi ko syang iniintindi. Pero nung dumating na sa point na may iba na syang natatapakan because of me, that is when I start thinking na hindi sya yung taong nagustuhan ko. Hindi na sya yung taon inaadmire ko.

Pero let's go back to my confusion life.

as i was reading the book of John Bevere the "Undercover" i am a little bit confuse with the life of Cain as a first murderer in the bible.

'The greatest form of worship is OBEDIENCE" John highlighted.

Pero anong mean nya sa kind ng obedience? God didn't exactly say na He doesnt like gays, lesbians, etc. He only said that He created man and woman. pag nag instruct naman ang Lord, derecho e.

Wag papatay. wag sasamba sa diyos diyosan. wag mag nanakaw. mahalin ang kapwa gaya ng pag mamahal sa sarili etc.

pareparehas lang naman tayo ng gusto, it is to please God. But we ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God - Romans 3:23

that was very clear.

sinong mas mabuti? yung lalaki at babae na pumapatay at nag nanakaw.

o ang tinatawg nilang bakla at tomboy na nag papakain ng mga walang magulang na bata?

this letter *if in the future will be read by someone and will be published, the purpose of this is not to argue with what is right and what is not. It is an open letter for a close minded heart, mind & eyes of those who are not yet accepting the fact that we are all created in the image of GOD.

Pati pastor namin, against. Pano magagawa ang palaganap ang salita ng Diyos kung at their own perspective of acceptance is not yet established.

Actually, i have a plan...

[folklorebae]

I really love ur smau. Thats all

I– OMG AAAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCHHH. YOU REALLY MADE MY DAY😭❤️

I LOVE YOUUU!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT<33

[blessedantang]

Paano manligaw?

Marami sa mga lalaking TORPE. Ni hindi magawang pansinin ang isang babaeng gusto nila. Naiintindhihan ko kayo at napag-daanan ko na rin yan. Pero sa mga nanliligaw, wag pangunahan ng kaba at hiya. Manliligaw ka kaya dapat malakas loob mo, kung gusto mo makuha paghirapan mo. 

“EFFORT” wag daanin sa puro salita, ipakita mo sa gawa. Pero di ko rin maintindihan sa ibang babae kung bakit nadadala sila sa mga salita at sa huli magsisisi. Sa panahon nga ngayon chat, direct message at sa text na lang nanliligaw ang ibang lalaki. Di na uso ang sulatan at harana. Mga kerekeng na ibang babae na masabihan lang ng “I love you” mag “I love yo too” na. Kilitasin nyo rin ang mga nanliligaw sa inyo.

Paano nga ba manligaw?

Maraming paraan. Dapat lang EFFORT

1. Una, wag mo na tanungin kung “pwede bang manligaw” kasi pwedeng sabihin ng isang babae HINDI. edi UNA palang BASTED ka na? Sabihin mo. “Liligawan kita, sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, hayaan mo muna nang ipakita sayo kung gaano kita kamahal, at baka sakiling matutunan mo rin akong mahalin”

2. Syempre dapat may komunikasyon kayo, para matanong mo sya kung, ano gusto nya? saan tayo pwede magkita? at syempre para makilatis nyo rin ang isa’t isa. COMMON SENSE na lang dito sa no. 2

3. “BAWAL MAHIYAIN”, basahin mo intro ko.

4. Syempre, di mawawala jan yung bagay na magpapasaya sa isang babae, Flowers, Love Letters, chocolates o anumang mga favorites nila

5. Alamin mo kung ano mga hilig nya sa buhay, para kung sakaling magkasama kayo, di ka ma OP kasama nya. Pag-aralan mo ring gustuhin ang mga hilig nya.

6. Pinaka magandang paraan para mahulog ang isang girl sayo. Sopresahin mo sya. 

at ang pinaka huli

maging handa sa resulta. kahit anong mangyari dapat matanggap mo. Kung ayaw talaga sayo wag mong pilitin, pag pinilit mo ikaw din magsisisi sa huli. At ang maganda dun EXPERIENCE para pag sa susunod mong panliligaw alam mo na gagawin mo at nag IMPROVE ka na

[seeyouafter]

SYA Extended Notes Ch. 16

Notes for "See You After" Chapter 16: June 21: Katsuki - SGH Discharge Summary

This chapter was a late addition in the revision process for the "Hospital Letters" arc. It's a bit info-heavy but I felt like I needed an outside perspective of what's going on with Katsuki recovery-wise because it's not something that he would talk about in depth in the letters.

As I am not a medical professional, I spent quite a bit of time searching the internet for relevant information on conditions similar to what I imagine Katsuki would be dealing with. The discharge summary form is a compilation of several example templates I found online: [1] [2] [3]

I also spent an entirely unnecessary amount of time coming up with names for the various doctors even if they're only mentioned once. (I just really like name etymology, especially in Japanese, where the meaning can change depending on which kanji characters are used).

Below, I'm listing the literal translations of the doctors' names based on the kanji used. I've also listed the meanings of the acronyms for their titles (other than the standard MD) *In keeping with Japanese standard, the name that appears first is the family name, followed by the given name

Nakayasu Makoto, M.D., F.J.C.C. - cardiologist 中康 (Nakayasu): 中 = inside; 康 = ease, peace 心一朗 (Makoto): 心 = Heart; 一 = One; 朗 = Melodious, clear, bright FJCC = Fellow of the Japanese College of Cardiology

This one's pretty straightforward, I thought it was a pretty good name for a heart doctor/someone who deals with internal medicine.

Honetani Reika, M.D. - orthopedic surgeon 骨谷 (Honetani): 骨 = bone; 谷 = valley 羚力 (Reika): 羚 = antelope/wild goat; 力 = power

Her given name is a bit more abstract, but she's a bone doctor so her last name is pretty fitting. I basically wanted something that had the character for "power" and I liked the flow of these two names together. But also, 羚 appears in the word for kamoshika (羚羊), a type of serow or wild goat which is thought to be a symbol of luck in Japan, and are known for being agile and strong.

Iyama Shinsuke, DPT (M) - Cardiac Rehabilitation Specialist 医山 (Iyama): 医 = doctor, medicine; 山 = mountain 心丞 (Shinsuke) 心 = heart; 丞 = help DPT = Doctor of Physical Therapy

Again, a straightforward name for someone who deals with heart health.

Tateishi Takeru, DPT - Quirk Rehabilitation Specialist 健石 (Tateishi): 健 = health, strength, persistence; 石 =stone 剛 (Takeru): 剛 = strong, hard, durable

Obviously, this is a made-up medical specialty for the purpose of this fic, but I figured DPT would work since I'd imagine the general process for quirk rehab would be similar to other types of physical therapy.

Fun fact: the kanji for Takeru can also be read as "gou", and it appears in the first section of Kirishima's hero name "剛健" (read as "gouken"). That wasn't intentional but it was an interesting coincidence that I realized afterward.

Also, I know Hound Dog is canonically listed as "guidance counselor" but I decided to give him a relevant degree for this fic so that Katsuki could have someone to talk to about the things he's been through.

LHMC = Licensed Mental Health Counselor

[pasagip]

Date Questions

1. What is the best way to confess your true feelings to someone?

2. What is the best way to ask someone out?

3. What are red flags on a first date?

4. Is sex on the first date okay? Why or why not?

5. Describe is your ideal date.

1. Letter or sasabihin ng direct

2. Ask for fun muna kesa ka magseneryoso na gusto mo sya ayain talaga

3. (di ko alam, balikan ko to pag may idea nako)

4. Okay lang ata pag gusto nyo parehas pero ewan ko sa inyo HAHAHAHAHH

5. Kumain sa popeyes sa moa

[atamabs]

13/365

All of my calls this day was soooo good na kaya kong sagutin lahat. I'm so yabang with my calls na pinapanalangin ko na sana eto yung makuha ng qa kada tapos ng call.

ETO NA NGA...

Last 7 mins na lang pa-out na ako ng makareceive ako ng call from other department— transfer call. Ampotangina ni ate girl kung di ka ba naman bobo kahit social number di nya nakuha!!! TINANGGAP NYA YUNG FIRST 3 LETTER NG ID NI CALLER THEN OK NA SA KANYA YON. AMPOTA NYA!!!! SOBRANG GIGIL KO GUSTO KO PATAHIMIKIN YUNG KABILANG TEAM NA NAGHA-HUDDLE. TAENA SABAY SABAY SILA NAGSASALITA — SA HEADPHONES KO AT SA KATABI KONG GILID. TANGINA TALAGA. DI KO KINAYA RAMDAM NA RAMDAM SA BOSES KO NA NAIYAK NA KO SA GIGIL KO SA KATANGAHAN NI PREVIOUS REP. NUNG ITATANONG KO NA YUNG MEDICATIONS NI MBR LALO SYA NAGALIT!!!! NAGTANONG NA SYA NG NAME KO AT ID NUMBER KO TAS NAG ASK NG SUPERVISOR. POTANGINA

Yung gigil ko lalong nagescalate, hindi na ko naluluha ng mga oras na to. Naiyak na kong tunay.

After the call I told my tl about it, pinakalma nya ko pati ni nicko 🥺 I appreciate.

Bye, kakalimutan ko na to kasi kakain ako ng samgyup later

[heeracha]

have u ever had a stalker story, kase nakakatakot slight mhie ewan q kung kikiligin aq or what. so like, theres this guy na may crush sa'ken so sinabi yon saken ng ex friend q before. then like, tinext q sya sa discord as a joke saying 'someone told me u like me' (BOBO TANGA SHUNGA AMPOTA) and then like kase para mapaamin q sya sabe q "dw i like u too" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA tsngina. then now like, i ride a bus to school diba. then i got home and he sent me a pic of me getting up the bus kase yung bus its like in a line and the bus he rides is beside the one i ride. so like sinend nya saken and i just got creeped out pero sabe nya 'u look so pretty' so ni nevermind q nalang pero na creep paren aq..

tas i joked about my friend saving my address then he started to annoy me for my address....and phone number. I HAVE STRICT PARENTS I CANT EVEN TALK TO BOYS BRO.

so then like wala tinawa q nalang then when nag fall out kame ng ex friend q (Cus shes a bully)tapos bigla nalang nya q tinext sabe 'we're friends right?" eh kase lagi qng sinasabe na we can only be friends sabe q pa "BESTFRIENDS." PUCHA TAS PUMASOK UNG FRIEND Q SA CLASS TAS SABE NAG ILOVEYOU DAW SAKANYA YUNG SAME GUY. eh bale parang, ung ex friend q nireto lang din aq sa kanya tas before me may lima na sya sa friend group q na crush nya so nag j-joke kame na inii-spin the wheel nya lang kame HHAHAHHA.

pero may sweet moments din sya, like once napilit nya q mag zoom call with him and he played fortnite while i was reading harrypotter. tapos he gave me Ferrero Rocher and a letter for late valentines pero kase yung school namen may harang sa gitna cus like bawal maglapit boys n girls, so pinabigay nya sa tchr q OMGOOSIASOAD.

anyways yun yung chika. take care !!!!!

tw // stalking

uhhh yes (?) idk if this is considered stalking medjo bobo ate niyo. HAHAHAHA pero there was this guy in class dati nung shs pa ako, he's kind of uhhh what do u call this,,, anti social ig? pero at the same time hindi, pero my classmates (including me huhu) didnt like him in general kasi he's the type of guy na mayabang pero wala namang iyayabang talaga. i didnt express it talaga na i dont like him like pag may tanong siya or something i talk to himnicely. tapos inamin niya sakin na crush niya ako lol sabi ko i appreciate it HAHAHAHAHAHAHA alangan naman sabihin ko i like u too eh hindi nga HAHA tapos ever since that, he followed me everywhere. like, babe everywhere talaga. gugulat nalang ako agad na andyan na siya sa likod ko sumusunod. i even tried to walk in the middle of the field kung saan sobrang init talaga, jusq sinundan pa rin ako HAHAHAHAHA i got scared syempre, ba't ako sinusundan, malala pa kasi half of the time im alone, hindi ako nagpapasama kung saan san ako pumunta HAHAHAHA tapos ever since non i started to express na i dont like him, i dont play nice anymore kasi natatakot nga ako HAHAHAH ayon,, there was a time (during pandemic) i was in uni, coincidentally he was too tapos ??? he just stayed in his car and stared at me sabi ng friends ko ayorn HAHAHAH TAKOT AQ NON POTA

so did he like,,, force u to give him ur address? T_T girl ang lala non, kung ako sayo sinapak ko yan HAHAHAHA bhie,,, ang lala nung "napilit", ang bait mo, u didnt get annoyed? tapos yung spin the wheel hello ??? WTF HAHAHAA pero bhie, hopefully di mo na yan na-cocontact? parang ang ?????? kasi namimilit ? big red flag, no is no kasi dapat huhuhu. tapos yung picture bhie, send loc babatukan ko lang HAHAHAHA ingat ka lagi ha huhuhu

ang init ng tsaa wOOH HAHAHAHA chika me more sometimes <3 take care din mwa

[folklorebae]

Still so mad abt them making a 2 part movie for the rest of the manga and not a whole series!! It wont fit!!

IKR... my biggest nightmare is they'll cut some scenes. they do us dirty for no reason😭