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hmm as i write the alt ending for my oneshot.. im a bit confused as to how to go about it because i want it to be realistic (which like well it’s not actually real it’s all fiction well im big on making sure everything makes sense) but in the time that lalo and gus have their whole scene, it starts from 13 minutes, in that duration the whole scene takes place for nine minutes but i dont think in their time frame it actually takes that long. The main reason im asking cause in this alternate ending lalo and nacho actually survive with nacho being wounded cause he attempts to save lalo instead, but in that time frame i wanted lalo to basically treat him and get him out also make some form of love confession cause woah.. u just saved my life… and then on top of that have them burn down the lab.. im like how the fuck am i gonna make this make any lick of fucking sense oml 😭😭😭
#obviously the struggle im having isnt gonna stop me im still gonna make it happen just… how am i gonna make it happen???#lacho#ramblings#fic musings#my writing#tp#also where the fuck would nacho have the bullet wound#if u havent read my fic yet these sre technically spoilers but it is its own seperate thing tbf#like am i just overcomplicating myself idfk#ALSO AT THAT TIME ARE THERE ANY FLAMMABLES IN THE LAB????#okay done now
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see like ive been feeling okay but lately i have had Not A Fucken Clue on what is happening? "oh its the middle of the week and i thought it was sunday" or just straight up forgetting shit that shouldn't be that hard to the point that im having to sit and write down "ok today i fed zurg so dont go out tomorrow and try feeding him again because i just damn did" or reaching a point where id usually go sit and read somewhere to cool off but in the middle of grocery shopping. like i dunno why its all of the sudden happening because it didnt used to be a problem i had to think about. like "oh why arent you driving" its bc i don't trust myself to not fucken forget where im going or something amd it rustles me bc hey lets just tally that up on the Dumb Shit That You Probably Overthink And Upset Yoursef list. and i don't know how to like. bring it up to anyone for help or w/e without it sounding like ur typical antisocial fuckhead having a Dramatic Scene but it probably is bc guess who's well-know for overcomplicating obscure things. idfk im angery at myself now amd am going to have a glass of milk and sit until dad gets home and probably have to sit in my room
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92 Truths Tag
i was not really tagged by @amazzjin
i really need a distraction from writing this monster of a one-shot TT
THE LAST…
1. Drink: water
2. Phone Call: mah lil bro
3. Text: my best friend who’s contact name is ‘walnut’ for some reason
4. Song you listened to: Holiday by Green Day
5. Time you cried: few weeks ago
HAVE YOU EVER…
6. Dated someone twice: yep
7. Been cheated on: yeah
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: ohhh yeah
9. Lost someone special: mmhm
10. Been depressed: bruh
11. Gotten drunk and threw up: yep
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: viridian, teal, indigo (because for some reason i like to overcomplicate things)
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15. Made new friends: surprisingly, yes
16. Fallen out of love: i think so, yes
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
19. Met someone who changed you: lots
20. Found out who your true friends are: painfully so, yes
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: don’t have fb
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in really life?: don’t have fb
23. Do you have any pets: i wish
24. Do you want to change your name?: hell yes, i fucking hate my name and everythign associated with it.
25. What did you do for your last birthday?: i had two finals rip
26. What time did you wake up?: idfk man, it’s a surprise everyday
27: What were you doing at midnight last night: writing
28. Name something you cannot wait for: the day i see Bangtan (if ever)
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: five minutes ago
30. What is one thing you wish you can change about your life: how restrictive my parents are
31. What are you listening to right now: Halsey b/c i’m so hyped for her next tour
32. Have you talked to a person named Tom: yep
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: MY PARENTS
34. Most visited website: this blue hell (i’m kidding)
35. Elementary: done
36: High School: i’d rather not specify
37: College: i’d rather not specify
38. Hair color: dark brown
39. Long or short hair: my hair was down to my elbows before and i just chopped it all one day. i like both, but short hair is easier to maintain.
40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
41. What do you like about yourself: physically, my eyes and eyelashes. personality wise, my ability to constantly put others before myself
42. Piercings: two on each lobe but i want more
43. Blood type: don’t know
44. Nickname: i only have one, and it’s what my brother calls me. Eemz
45. Relationship Status: single as fuck, yall. my love life is a mess
46. Zodiac sign: capricorn
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite tv show: Supernatural
49. Tattoos: none but i want a bunch
50. Right or left hand: righty
FIRST…
51. Surgery: my jaw when i was 13
52. Piercing: my lobes when i was 5
53. Word: probably mom
54. Sport: ballet. i quite it reeaaallll quick. i am not graceful.
55. Vacation: i believe it was Disneyland
56. Pair of trainers: ?????
RECENTLY…
57. Eating: chocolate
58. Drinking: water
59. I’m about to: fall asleep
60. Listening to: Young God by Halsey
61. Waiting for: the day i’ll be able to see Bangtan live
62. Want: move tf out of this place
DO YOU WANT TO…
63. Get married: tbh i can’t see myself getting married mainly b/c i don’t think someone would want to put up with me for life lmao
64. Have a career and if so what: nurse practitioner
WHICH IS BETTER…
65. Hugs or kisses: depends on the person
66. Lips or eyes: eyes
67. Shorter or taller: taller
68. Older or younger: as long as the gap isn’t hug i really don’t care.
69. Spontaneous or romantic: both?
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: all tummies are nice though
71. Sensitive or loud: both
72. Hook up or relationship: depends on how i feel at the time. i would be 100% committed if was in a relationship, though.
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: both
HAVE YOU EVER…
74. Kissed a stranger: yes
75. Drank hard liquor: yeah
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t need ‘em
77. Turned someone down: yep
78. Sex on first date: nope but i’ve had sex with no date lmao
79. Broken someone’s heart: i hope not
80. Had your heart broken: lmao yes
81. Been arrested: nada
82. Cried when someone died: yes
83. Fallen for a friend: nope
DO YOU BELIEVE…
84. In Yourself: i want to say yes but i don’t think so. it varies.
85. Miracles: nope
86. Love at first sight: nah
87. Santa Claus: no
88. Kiss on the first date: if both parties are ok with it then yeah
89. Angels: nope
OTHER…
90. Current best friend: i have two, my best friend of six years ‘walnut,’ and my best friend of two years, ‘smalls.’ (those are their actual contact names in my phone)
91. Eye color: hazel
92. Favorite movie: i can’t choooooosssee
any of y’all that read this are tagged b/c i’m ‘bout to pass out for the night. pce.
#tag games#thanks for the tag even thought i wasn't directly tag#ily mazz#goodnight everyone#i'm so tired#this fic is a literal monster i;m not even kidding#it's full of angst and other stuff#i want to get it out before monday but honestly i cant write it tha fast#it's gonna be so long i can feel it#it will be the death of me#its kinds my baby#anyways i really need to go to sleep#goodnight cuties ily#also if you guys remember the whole buzz lightyear thing i mentioned a while ago to help me remeber vocabulary in bio#it worked bc i got an 85 on that bloody test#ok goodnight for reals
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