#like i cant cut food myself or press certain buttons on keyboards and i can*lt really use controllers
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#helo. i like cats#today was also fine but i feel like tomorrow wont be#i think im going to someones birthday party and that someone was mean to me the last time i saw him and i think je doesnt like me#idk how to explain it#last time i saw him was also the first time i went boating. it was fine but there were a lot of people and it was really loud and really hot#and they were doing something and wanted me to help but i didnt realy understand what they were telling me to do so i didnt want to do it#and i feel like he was mad at me#and like. whenever he looks at me it just feels bad#i dont know. i just dont wanna go but i dont have a choice#and also i was told that im gonna be doing stuff on the weekend. i dont want to#i just want to be alone and be quiet#but oh well#they made macaroni for me today. thats one of the only things i can eatso that was good#but also they forced me to sit at the table with them and jt was really uncomfortable#also they gave it to me with a plate and a fork >:( how tf do u eat macaroni like that you need a spoon and a bowl !!!#maybe thats just my motor skill issues though#theyre very mild but very annoying#like i cant cut food myself or press certain buttons on keyboards and i can*lt really use controllers#thats why i cang use grapple in DL. i tried for a really long time and bound it to different keys and everything i just couldnt#so uh. not looking forward to the next few days :(#i managed to buy frank in subsirf today :) i know its dumb but that made me really happy#i love him a lot#speaking of that im always nervous someone will walk into my room and see me doing stuff like playing that or watching childish content on#youtube and theyll make fun of me for it bc that happens a lot#i always hide what im doing on my computer unless its DL even though nothing i do really is objectively bad#i just dont want anyone to see and think even worse of me than i already do#alright i dont really have anything else to say tonight#also doing this makes me sleepy so thats probably why ill keep doing it. feels good sorry#so uh. yeah goodnight :3
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