#like i know they use steroids

[comediakaidanovsky]

okay i still think about wembley all of the time, but like, they OBVIOUSLY had so many storylines set up that were hastily scrapped because of injury. hayter, saraya, pac, nigel vs bryan. they just keep fucking over their biggest events and culmination of storylines because they can't keep their roster safe, and they can't write long-running stories with pay-offs months away because with this track record they Know people will be injured by then. not to mention all of the workhorses that shoulder the belts for a week or two just to drop it to someone "important", needing to cover for everyone who's injured over and over. the way they'll give the belt to someone for a cheap pop not caring that it fucks up most ongoing storylines, and then resort to them dropping the belt immediately afterward. it's insane to me that they don't do more about it because at this point it's actively hurting business - why get invested in the set-up of a new story, why buy tickets to the biggest event of the year, when it'll fizzle out like the outcasts, the devil and literally everything else

[oozeandgoo-art]

friend of mine showed me these shirts ("no matter where i go, trouble always finds me" and "trouble", couples thing) and until i play it i am choosing to believe this is what Alan Wake's American Nightmare is like

[manipulatorkaleidoscope]

hello AvA tumblr. This is my first post (in AvA tumblr I mean-)

Anyways im going to begin by saying that victim is a fucking loser-

(/hj)

[perilegs]

ive been thinking it would b fun to learn a new language but i dont want to go back to swesish bc that's boring. i don't want to go back to spanish bc im just unable to nail the pronunciation down and it's critical in a language that's spoken so widely bc ppl WILL make fun of a white boy trying to speak spanish. thai could b fun but i don't really feel like learning a new writing system. my native language is finnish so i think i could thrive with another phonetic language and i want something that's simple but has challenge, like, a lot of conjugation but easy to grasp grammar rules. do you guys see my problem. the problem being it's starting to sound like i need to learn polish

[likesplatterpaint]

She got some peanut bubber icey creams, I got a good cry in.

I am simultaneously grateful for the time to spoil her, keenly aware how fast it is going by, and deeply afraid of how much it will hurt after Monday.

She’s just so sweet and good. She always has been.

[bottom-slut-unionizer]

I'm so glad I'm attracted to bears bc being like naturally attracted to men with bellies already feels 80x healthier than whatever the fuck is going on with muscle fetishists. Definitely better for my self esteem too

[a-lil-strawberry]

I was excited to wear pink shorts with a black mock neck tank top tomorrow but then I remembered that my bacne has flared up all over, including my shoulders :( now I'm all depressed and worried about what I'm gonna wear tomorrow. I'm wondering if I should just wear what I originally planned on and just try not to worry about people looking at my shoulders or if I should wear something else... The thing is I have four (FOUR) different engagements tomorrow and I felt like this outfit was gonna be perfect for all of them all day and I would stay comfortable and happy with how I looked, and now I just don't know :(

[six-of-ravens]

yaaaaay my parents got their special government health insurance coverage that means mom can get her $1500 asthma shots for $25!!

not that we doubt they'd get covered but dad was in such a snit about having to apply for New Insurance that I was worried any barrier would cause him to just give up.

[always-a-joyful-note]

@lady-merian Sorry for replying in post but....KNOW HIM??!?! YEAH I KNOW HIM!!!!

He is literally one of my favourite authors. The way I SCREAMED when after two or so years of silence we heard from him again (with relief that he was all right).

I strive to match his chaotic writing style, his balance of emotional beats and ridiculous humour, the way he looks at his plot and goes "actually, we need more threads," the way he blends genres of portal and time travel and gaslamp fantasy and westerns and and and.....and also the way he shows his love for literary mythos (he has done his RESEARCH) with not just fairy tales and myths but also childrens lit and gothic fiction (the jekyll and hyde short story!!! the hints of dracula we're going to get in the next crockett and crane book).

Seriously, I love how he will make you cry with laughter and then actually just cry, but also how despite how heavy his books can get plot-wise, there's such a thread of lightness and fun even during the darker moments. Also absolutely obsessed with how all his characters will commit theft, arson, crimes against the time stream continuum and multiverse, and still believe they're the most sane of their group.

Sorry, this got a little rambly but I really love KRS.

[petitgalaxy]

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[vampyrfag]

it actually makes me so so fucking mad how hard it is to get testosterone wtf

[asteralien]

the neurologist being like “you take too many otc meds for your unkillable headaches, have this more expensive prescription medication instead” and i take it and it makes everything So Much Worse

[0dotexe]

Every 6 months or so, I get a cortisone shot (I call it my butt shot) right in my ass && it helps me not feel like I'm being atomized from the inside. Today I got that shot again.

Now that it's kicked in, I have a hell of a lot more spoons to talk about the ordeal.

Before getting the proverbial butt shot, I enter this state of "what's wrong with me" limbo, where a lot of symptoms are happening all at once. Fatigue so bad I either sleep for 12-16 hours or stay up all night no in-between, clinical/seasonal depression, achy and poppy joints, stiffness of said joints, I crave specific foods (primarily sweet or salty foods), said foods flare up my IBS and make me nauseous/diarrheic. For a while, every morning is dramamine and tylenol until it reaches critical mass, where if I don't have a heating pad on me at all times I feel like my joints are being pulled apart slowly, agonizingly, in the wrong directions. It's at its worst on my right hip, where the joint is misaligned that several doctors have told me I need to get realignment surgery. Hence the name, butt shot.

Then, I get the shot. Mind you I swear these shots didn't hurt as bad first thing like 4 years ago. Maybe the dose here is just more powerful or my ass is more sensitive; I dunno. But anyways, the shot hurts for like 10 minutes then my body circulates the cortisone and I start to feel instantly better. It feels like the colour rushes back to my face, my joints don't creak and pop harshly, and like 90% of the symptoms disappear for 3-6 months, then the cycle repeats itself.

Next time I need to get this shot, I'm gonna to do a blood test before && after getting the cortisone shot because I suspect I have something called Addison's disease or hypocorticoidism. I'm not gonna say I have it but I can't doubt that there's something definitely wrong with my hormones. I'm mainly writing this to remind myself when the time comes, but I need to test my sodium, potassium, cortisol levels, && also have a test called adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH). Also really need to figure out what my blood type is because not knowing it off the top of my head at this point is asking for trouble.

I'm standing in front of the long road of diagnosis once again. But it'll be worth it to feel just even a little bit better. Being eligible for social security will definitely help, so long as Mexico isn't weird about a 27 y/o cripple. I'll write about it if it does happen, but so far everyone just treats me nicely because I can tell their understanding of autism is more "this person is mentally challenged, do not provoke" than anything else.

Like a blind friend of mine said on Facebook, "The expectations for people with disabilities in Mexico are very low. Or they expect you to just get over it and act like nothing is wrong. Accessibility is a very new thing to Hispanic culture [and living with a] disability in Mexico pretty much means you're a beggar or a shut-in with family." The latter is unfortunately my truth, it's not intentional, but it is something that does affect me ever so slightly.

Anyways, I've gone on long enough and I have some new skeins of yarn to roll into balls.

⬖.Exe

[petrovna-zamo]

Emily V Gordon (co-writer of the Oscar nominated script The Big Sick & wife of Kumail Nanjiani) is such a big fan of UNHhhh she’s tweeted about it multiple times so it’s actually really sweet that she’s casting her Emmy consideration vote for them! AND posting about?!

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Oh yeah forgot to tell you all about the dream I had last night about this console port/mod for .flow that was somehow scarier than the original.

And it was for the fucking Wii.

[beaversatemygrandma]

Losing my absolute shit bc i can’t chew with my mouth closed without my wisdom tooth jabbing into my cheek

11 days until these fuckers are gone and so is all my money