#like papa like son <3333

[piierrote]

babys first arrest (aka he had to learn it from someone)

[ID IN ALT]

[lucreziaces]

thinking about how cesare's feelings for lucrezia got colored romantic because of rodrigo's ambition and him pinning the two oldest boys against each other and never showing cesare affection, thinking his eldest son was stronger than juan and that juan needed his gentleness and affection more. but the thing is, cesare did need his father's love and because he never showed it to him, cesare found that kind of affection elsewhere. in lucrezia-- her adoring gaze, her soft fingers playing with his chin or the strings of his clothes, in the way she melted into his touch. and of course he began to feel unnatural things for his sister (she felt safe in only his arms, sought out his advice on love and marriage because she trusted only him) and of course he didn't fight it, maybe he even encouraged it when he shouldn't have, but it wasn't with malicious intent. he didn't know what it was he was feeling, what she was feeling until it was too late. by then the damage was done, and as he himself said, "impossible loves.....I am very much afraid they can become an addiction". it wasn't like he wanted to feel these things for her. but how could he not when she was the first to understand he was miserable in his role in the church ("don't be sad, brother. maybe papa will become pope and you can be who you want to be"-- in their very first scene together!!), the only one who didn't run from his dark side-- she embraced it, even, and weaponized it when it suited her (and he was happy to let her, even using her desire to see their brother dead as an excuse to kill juan for his own ambition), creating this idea that he could trust only her to love him. I think, to him, it seemed pure enough not to question it even when there was undeniable sexual tension brewing between them because, above all, he just wanted to protect and serve her because their father wouldn't (and just because that is how he shows his love/how she receives it), and shower her in sweetness, with gentle touches because that's what she deserves (and because that is the other way she receives love & he shows it. speaking of love languages? i've geniunely never seen a ship have such perfectly complimentary love languages the way these two do!?! like oh my god?!! she wants someone to serve, protect, idolize her & show her gentleness? he does exactly that. he needs someone to love and adore him unconditionally & shower him in affection? she fits that 100% AJSKGLHGSLD but I digress lol) anyway....all this to say: do I really think cesare groomed lucrezia? no. or, at least, I think that's oversimplifying it. it was out of either of their control, and a direct result of their father putting his ambition above his love of his children. it's really fascinating how those daddy issues pulled ceslu closer together where it shoved a wedge between them and juan. (i'm sure @lucreziahelaena would be the more appropriate choice to write up an essay on the juan aspect of it all, though hahaa)

have I mentioned they're my roman empire? (because they are lol) <3333

[singsweetmelodies]

and finally, my darling:

piarles + soulmates ❤️

digging up another one of my 5-sentence fic prompts from a year ago because i reblogged this post and haven't been able to stop thinking about it, so naturally i had to write something about it <3333

this is... not quite 5 sentences, LOL, but it did make me smile a stupid amount. hope it makes you smile, too ❤️

Charles is busy talking to JJ and Pascale outside the Alpine hospitality when his soulmark - a blue swirl vaguely in the shape of a heart, located just below his collarbone, where Pierre loves to kiss - starts to burn with a gentle heat, like it always does when Pierre is close.

"Are you charming my parents again, my love?" Pierre asks, wrapping his arms around Charles' waist from behind and hooking his chin over Charles' shoulder. "Careful, or they'll never let you leave. Maman has been asking after you for months - I think she loves you more than me. Hi, Maman, Papa," he adds belatedly.

Pascale raises one eyebrow, but she's still smiling, soft and fond. "You can't blame me for asking about the man who my son has pined over for half his life, and you especially can't blame me now that you two have finally found your soulmarks."

"Maman!" Pierre protests, and Charles can't see his face, but he knows he's blushing. "It was only about ten years, and I'm twenty-seven. That's not half."

"Just as long as you don't make us wait another ten before you officially make him part of the family," JJ says, and now Charles is blushing, too. "We've waited a very long time for this, you know."

"Okay," Pierre mumbles in the way he always does when he's flustered and trying to hide it. "Well, Charles was coming to visit me before you distracted him, so I'm going to steal him away now, if you don't mind."

"We don't mind..." Pascale says with a sparkle in her eye that reminds Charles of Pierre before a good prank. "... As long as you throw in a good proposal while you're gone."

"Okay!" Pierre half-yells this time, tightening his grip on Charles' waist. "We're going now, thank you."

"It was lovely catching up with you!" Charles calls over his shoulder as Pierre starts towing him away. "I'll see if I can come visit over the winter."

Then Pierre is pulling him into his driver's room and shutting the door behind them, pressing Charles lightly against the door as soon as it closes. "They're terrible," he grumbles, dropping his head onto Charles' shoulder with a dramatic sigh.

"Must be where you get it from," Charles teases, carding his fingers through Pierre's hair. He takes a quick breath before he adds, "Besides, I don't think it's that terrible. Wanting us to get married."

Pierre lifts his head slowly. "Charles," he says, and there's something in his voice that Charles can't quite place. "We haven't even been soulmates for six months."

"No, we've been soulmates for our whole lives," Charles counters. "We only officially found out this year, but I... well, you weren't the only one who was pining for ten years."

"Oh," Pierre says softly, like he somehow hadn't known. Idiotic, wonderful man - as if they don't fit together perfectly in every possible way.

The next thing Charles knows, Pierre is pushing him up against the door with intention. "You know," he says, pinning Charles in place with his eyes as well as his body, "there is a chapel right here, in Vegas. Say the word, and I will go there with you."

"We are not getting married in the Race to the Altar chapel," Charles says firmly, even as his heart skips at the way Pierre's promise feels. Unconditional.

"But we are getting married?" Pierre checks, his gaze never leaving Charles' face.

"Yes, please," Charles says softly, and Pierre's gaze goes dark, like Charles knew it would.

"Good," Pierre says equally softly, breathlessly, and Charles shivers. That is... definitely one of the perks of having your best friend as your soulmate: knowing exactly how to push each other's buttons.

Pierre ducks his head, and tugs Charles' fireproofs down just enough to press his lips against Charles' soulmark. Charles melts against him, like he always has since that night in Zandvoort when Pierre drank a little too much champagne after his first podium for Alpine and "accidentally" kissed Charles on the mouth instead of on the cheek, and just like that, both of their soulmarks appeared.

"I love you," Charles says breathlessly, and not just because Pierre is kissing his neck exactly the way he likes. He also says it because it's true. It's been true for as long as Charles has understood what love is.

Charles can feel Pierre's smile against his skin. "I love you, too," he replies immediately. "And, Charles?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm so glad it was you all along."

[gayboyasher]

aughhhhhh Abbacchio <3333 thank you SO much for writing all my specific incredibly self indulgent requests 😭😭😭 so I'm back with another one SSGJGSJDG I FEEL LIKE IM ABUSING A PRIVILEGE 🧍‍♂️

can I have headcanons for Abbacchio adopting his teen son and officially becoming his papa? Like perhaps the two met while at the lowest points of their lives (after The Incident for Abbacchio) and once Abbacchio is in a mostly stable situation again after joining Passione he adopts the kid who offered him companionship and friendship back then AUGH

THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY SELF-INDULGENT

It’s okay!! It’s okay trust!! I’m actually fine with it. It rattles my brain /pos Abbacchio being a dad like, I love making those. I could write an entire one shot

So it was official. You got adopted by that former cop, who now was doing even more shady shit. But not minding that, now you have a home! You have love and care, a roof over your head, food, water, what more can you ask for?

Abbacchio actually refuses to tell you anything about his “current job”.

He doesn’t want you to get hurt.

He’s scared that you’re gonna get hurt when you’re out in public alone because you know him; he’s literally your adopted dad.

Ever since he took you in, he stopped drinking so much wine

Because he wanted to enjoy his time with you, and not cry about the past.

Definitely talks about you to Bruno, but in a good way!

He definitely has photos of you in his wallet

“Yea so, this was me & him celebrating his birthday. Yea, he’s a good kid”

He’s quite literally that one lyric from Hamilton; dear Theodosia

“Look at my son, Pride is NOT the word I’m looking for.”

No but honest to god he loves you.

If you’re having trouble with your homework he’ll try and help you with it himself, if not, then he’s gonna try to convince Fugo to help and to BE NICE!!

He can’t stress it enough

If you ever meet any of the gang he’s just worried

Not about Bruno, but the rest of the gang

He’s worried you’d get freaked out or something.

Still keeps you away from Giorno.

He doesn’t care how old you are he wants to do stereotypical dad things

Let him do them

He’ll randomly take you like, anywhere

Whether if it’s ice-cream, getting groceries, going to try American food, etc.

Just likes spending time with you

Calls you ‘Kiddo’ a lot.

[hella1975]

Same playlist anon, I can’t wait until more of tams rolls out and you can explain them all in order and everything, I love hearing your explanations for taob songs. If there’s any in tams that can be explained so far or any in taob that you haven’t gotten to yet 👀👀 let’s hear em if you want. Also! The depollute me playlist has essentially become my spring playlist, I listened to it last April and again now and I know I found your taob playlist in spring 2021 and I think this one around the same time, whenever you had made it. It’s just light spring vibes idk, it was completely accidental so far but I love it

ACH I JUST LOVE HEARING THAT PEOPLE LIKE MY PLAYLISTS AND ACTIVELY LISTEN TO THEM IT'S ONE OF MY FAVE COMPLIMENTS TO RECEIVE I GIGGLE AND BLUSH EVERY TIME <3333 i will gladly go through the tams playlist as best i can. here we go!

first part of this is going to be songs that got added for Vibes, aka they're just there because i think they feel very tamscore but you dont need to analyse the lyrics for any deep meaning and/or foreshadowing (bc i absolutely do put songs on playlists purely for foreshadowing in the hopes someone will see it and be unnerved hehe). there's some here where the lyrics ARE relevant, but it's either very surface level or doesn't really need much comment on it, so typically a lot of these carry themes of caretaking and sacrifice etc:

mary on a cross by ghost

everybody wants to rule the world by tears for fears (this is very atla coded anyway)

something in the orange by zach bryan

mind over matter by young the giant

soldier, poet, king by the oh hellos

no one won the war by matt maltese (!! heavy on this one)

come over by the crawlers

cleopatra by the lumineers

somewhere only we know by lily allen

meet me in the woods by lord huron

the view between villages by noah kahan

house of the rising sun by the animals (fun fact the most recent chapter was named 'bc rising sun has connotations of new beginnings etc etc' but mainly it's bc ive associated this song so strongly with tams that it wound up sneaking in)

tous les memes by stromae

mad world by tears for fears (why is tams zuko so tears for fears coded)

americano by lady gaga (for the more badass moments. they are feral)

9 to 5 by dolly parton. i am very funny

abraham's daughter by arcade fire (THE VIBES???)

california dreamin by the mamas and papas

the borders by sam fender

american pie by don mclean (this is quickly becoming THEE tams song in my head)

which leaves us with the below songs that are all on there for a specific Reason whether it be some lyrical analysis or some connection i have to the songs. if you're curious about any, please send an ask with the individual song bc id love to talk about it :) but in the interest of keeping this response at a reasonable length im gonna cut it off here lol:

rivers and roads by the head and the heart

waiting room by phoebe bridgers

evelyn evelyn by evelyn evelyn

down the river by the crane wives

scott street by phoebe bridgers

fine china by lana del rey

come by adrianne lenker

house song by searows

eleanor by cake bake betty

brother by cake bake betty

fourth of july by sufjan stevens

leader of the landslide by the lumineers

wicked game by chris isaak

the moon will sing by the crane wives

evergreen by ricky mitch and the coal miners

blood orange morning light by andrew montana

a better son/daughter by rilo kiley (!!)

bust by lomelda

the gold by phoebe bridgers (!!)

safe and sound by taylor swift

white blank page by mumford and sons

sick in the head by the lumineers

the cave by mumford and sons

dust bowl dance by mumford and sons

my tears ricochet by taylor swift

no surprises by radiohead (!!!!!!)

because dreaming costs money, my dear by mitski

slipping through my fingers by abba

ozymandias by sammy copley

[sh4tter-maj1k]

REDOING MY TGWDLM X REGRETEVATOR AU IDEA X333

(Some characterz are recasted ofc, I may accidentally make some new shipz with diz, AND I’m not sorry for spive n wallmark not being canon in diz au >XD

Thiz AU can go any way cuz of how the actorz play diff characterz but I’m not doing dat lolzerz

Paul- Pest(Info 4 au lol: Pest iz da main mc, being the title guy n cuz I feel like Paul suited him best XD. He’z the average guy you meet on dat street n never bat n eye to til he getz hiz moment to be in da spotlight(Albeit, he wuz forced to by da plot n our lord n savior Nick Lang/silly)

Bill - Mark(Info: The papa barely getz to see hiz daughter(Well- son in de au XD) He juts wanz to connect wif tem, trying to share n indulge in their intrestz. Felt like Mark being Bill made sense cuz A) Wallterz canonically snobby n full o himzelf(apperently) n B) I like Mark being wholesome papa :33

Ted - Infected(Info: MANWHORE- *Explodez* I like Ted :33 I don’t even know Y I decided to give da roll to Fected when I originally gave it to Poob, I meaan, they’d bof work betr in smoke club but.. idfk.. P.S. Tedz fav thingy 2do iz screw around wif anothr manz wife..

Charlotte - Pilby(Info: Jus kinda felt right lolzerz, Charlotte strugglez with her marrige n Pilb stgglez with their job :P pluz, personality wise, it workz XD

Emma - Emerson(Info: Uh- they hate their job XD, plus, Emerson n Emma would be friendz if they met, PROVE ME WRNG >XC

Hidgens - Bive(Info: Crazy conspirisy theorist :DDD Pluz, Bive would theoriez THIZ SAME FUCKING THINGY!!

Das iz, BAIIIII <3333

[fueledbyapplepi]

hellooo if you can could write on mikey, ran, shinichiro, takeomi or any characters you like when their s/o has gone for some time and they have to take care of the baby:,))) have a great day <3333

Daddy Duties | Timeskip Hanma, Bonten Ran, and Takeomi

- Taking care of their kid while their s/o's away.

genre: fluff, crack

warnings: minor cussing, manga spoilers

A/N: Hi! Someone made the similar request as yours so I kind off like combined them. I hope it's okay. Also, this is my first time writing for Takeomi and I hoped I pulled that one off. Thank you so much for the cute request, anon (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

Hanma Shuji

Being daring and adventurous is something that Hanma has always done throughout his life.

However, when it comes to fatherhood, he tries his best to not be too audacious. Something that he fails to do most of the time.

Most of the time, rather than baby-talking with your 1-year-old son, Hanma would talk about how amazing he is at fights.

Most of the time, rather than baby-talking with your 1-year-old son, Hanma would talk about how amazing he is at fights. Sometimes, he'll even tease you by telling the baby stories about how he gets involved in fights and how he punches his men whenever they fail missions. Stories that would make you clutch your hand in his mouth just to shut him off.en whenever they fail missions. Stories that would make you clutch your hand in his mouth just to shut him off.

So it was natural for you to worry when you had to leave your son in your Husband's hands when you had to go on a vacation with your friends. But, Hanma, being the considerate husband that he is sometimes, promised you that he'll take care of your son.

You were quite unsure, but you love your husband so you had to trust him. It's also his son after all.

Surprisingly, Hanma handled it well. Two days after you left, he was able to manage taking care of your son as well as his gang business.

Currently, Hanma was busy teaching his son his first word. He made a note to annoy you that by the time you get back, your son would be able to speak.

"C'mon now, say papa. Pa-pa." Hanma tried to get the toddler's attention by making gestures with his hands, only for his son to stare at him.

"Papa. Say it. Pa-" He caressed the baby's face softly, as if he's touching something fragile "..pa. Pa-"

Suddenly, Hanma was caught off guard when one of his subordinates barged into his office. A look of panic on their face. "Sir! One of our clients has called for an emergency meeting."

"Bitch! Do your damn job and learn how to knock." Hanma glared at one of his workers, causing the man to tremble. "I'll be there quick. Geez."

"Yes, sir!" The subordinate quickly shut off the door. Leaving Hanma and his son alone again.

Hanma stretched his arms to carry the baby when his son suddenly spoke.

"Bitch." The toddler casually said as it nibbled on his pacifier.

Hanma's eyes shot wide. Sure, he wanted his son to learn to speak. But not like this.

"No. No. That's Bad." He waved his finger onto the toddler as if he's going to understand him. "Say pa-pa, instead."

The baby stared into Hanma and held his thumb. "Bitch."

Hanma kneeled and facepalmed in front of his son.

Oh, he was sure fucked when you get back.

Takeomi Akashi

In contrast with his how strict and tough he looks, Takeomi was rather a sweet and loving husband.

So when you asked permission if you could go out on a 3-day vacation with your girlfriends, he immediately agrees. After all, it's your well-deserved break for looking after your daughter.

What he didn't put much thought though was how is going to deal with your baby daughter now that he's Bonten's advisor. He's aware that the gang's full of scary guys and bringing his daughter to their meeting isn't a good idea.

But much to Takeomi's dismay, he didn't have any choice but to bring his 2-year old daughter. His right arm carrying his daughter while his left hand holding her bag of toys as they walked towards Bonten's office.

As he opened the door, Sanzu immediately snickered at his brother's look. A tough man carrying a cute girl in a princess-like outfit.

"Hehhh, daddy duties aren't we?" Sanzu grinned at Takeomi.

"Shut up, you idiot." Takeomi rolled his eyes off.

The other Bonten members gave Takeomi either a weird or funny look. While Mikey, who seemed to understand the situation, allowed Takeomi to bring his daughter.

As he sat down, everyone was surprised, including Takeomi, at how his daughter looks.

She stood up on her toes on his father's lap. Her eyes gleaming and dazzling at everyone while her hands supported her on the long meeting table.

"Tea party!" Takeomi's daughter beamed.

"Huh?" Rindou gave Takeomi a questioning look.

Takeomi sighed at his daughter. Patting her head, he tried his best to explain the situation. "Baby, this isn't a tea party. You at daddy's work."

"But...", she looked at everyone with a sad look in her eyes. A pleading look on her face as she made eye contact with Mikey "...I brought my princess toys."

With a faint blush on his cheeks, Takeomi pinched the bridge of his nose as he tries to hide his embarrassment. "Princess, we don't-"

"Okay. Where's the tea?" Mikey cut him off.

Takeomi's eyes widened, along with the other Bonten Executives. "Mikey is it okay?"

Mikey nodded. Smiling as he looked at Takeomi's child preparing the toys that she brought. "Yeah."

Takeomi exhaled. Sitting more proudly than earlier. "Then, it should be okay for everyone."

Good thing that the meeting doors were heavily guarded.

As no one would expect to see these scary men with crowns and flowers in their heads and teacups on their hands as they proceeded with the meeting.

Ran Haitani

Ran was too positive with his parenting skills. Maybe even too overconfident.

So when you had to accompany your best friend for their check-up, Ran immediately insisted that he'll take good care of the kid. Leaving your 6-month old child to your husband alone quite worried you as you weren't sure if Ran knew the basics of taking care of a baby.

But your husband claimed that it'll be "a piece of cake". And oh boy, how he wished he could take those words back.

With the spacious office that he has in one of Bonten's hideouts, the baby had enough space to crawl and play with. So Ran let his son roam around while he was busy doing some paperwork.

However, he can't focus as some weird smell bothered his nostrils. He just can't seem to find the weird source though.

A faint knock was heard before the door opened. Welcoming Rindou into his office.

"Eh, Rindou? What do you want?" Ran bore his eyes into his younger brother as he put his chin into his right hand.

Rindou walked towards Ran with a number of folders in his hands. "Mikey wanted to - wait, what the fuck is that smell???"

"Do you smell it too?" Ran stood up. Leaning into his decks with his arms as he pondered where that weird smell came from.

Rindou roamed his eyes in his brother's office until he landed his eyes on his nephew. An imaginary lightbulb suddenly popping on his head. "Ran, I think I just know now."

Ran landed his eyes on the space Rindou was staring on. Until he saw his baby crawling quietly on the carpet with an evident lump on his diapers.

Ran looked at Rindou with horror. His eyes pleading for help from his younger brother. "Rindou..."

"No." Rindou immediately shook his head. "I don't know how to change diapers. And I don't want to."

"Fuck. I even told Y/N I'm the better parent." Ran carried his son and placed him into the crib beside his table. His mind wandering off as to how would he be able to change his child's diapers.

"Rindou, ask Sanzu for a face mask. I'll need it." Ran immediately took out his phone. His fingers swiftly typing on the keyboard.

"Hehhhh. So what's the better parent's plan?" Rindou took a peek at what his brother was typing.

"Tutorial on How to Change Diapers" Ran immediately hit off the search button.

"I am the better parent. And I'll prove it to Y/N." Ran said cockily as he scrolled through hus phone. Rindou could do nothing but only roll his eyes at his brother's remark.

Ran knows you're the better parent. But there's no harm in trying.

He's still the dad after all.

[crystalirises]

Request? Coraline AU, Fundy with Georgebur parents.

Oh. My. Gosh.

You. I don't know who you are. But I love you /platonic.

But AAAAAAAAA oh my god Coraline, I loved and hated that movie as a kid. Like it was essentially on par with Spirited Away as like, one of the movies that scared me cause well Spirited Away has Chihiro getting yeeted into the Spirit Realm and well... the parents turning into pigs kinda traumatized me lmao.

But Coraline, oh my god, I was scared by this movie when I was a kid. Definitely taught me to never enter strange doors to other realms lmao. PLUS THE DOLLS AND THE NEEDLES. Like, two things that I fear. Needles most of all just... ugh no.

But anyway, I do apologize cause I kinda changed it up a bit. Cause in the movie the Beldam had like a bug aesthetic (spider thing) going on for her. In this, I kinda changed it so they have the fox aesthetic. Cause Foxbur and Foxgy yes <3333

Also also, I apologize for the shift in between. I wanted to keep this short so as not bombard you cause you do not understand my obsession with this movie. But yeah, the first half is Fundy first meeting other Georgebur, the second half is him getting stuck in their world. Also no, they don't keep him trapped just to eat him like in the original movie. (But either way, I might just make another one-shot of this on my own because you have reminded me of another childhood obsession and I just skskksks I need to write about it)

Anyway, I will stop talking. XDDD

Do be warned though, as this is a Coraline AU, well beware of the triggers that comes with the movie. Especially since this has a bad ending in the end and is not as happy as the original story.

He stumbled out from the small blue door, surprised to find himself back inside the living room that he swore he'd just left. Fundy shook his head, glaring at the portal behind him. Well, it was a very stupid portal if it didn't even go anywhere! He huffed, ready to head back to his bedroom before papa or daddy came to call him for dinner. Daddy was in charge of dinner tonight... that meant he was eating gruel.

"Fundy? Is that you, baby?"

He froze. His dads never really sought him out... He followed after his papa’s voice, surprised to realize that it came from the kitchen and that he could smell actual food in the air. He slowly opened the door, scared that he’d startle papa and get lectured for playing a prank. His papa doesn’t like it when Fundy spooks him. He entered the kitchen, blinking once he realized that daddy was already at the table, his guitar in his arms while he hummed a song underneath his breath.

“Dinner’s almost ready, honey. You should go wash your hands with daddy first.”

He didn’t even realize that daddy had moved until his feet left the ground.

The moment he looked up, he shrieked. That was not daddy! Daddy didn’t have button eyes or fox ears or a tail. He looked over at papa and he was the same.

“Oh no, little champion, don’t be scared!” Not-Daddy placed him down on one of the dining chairs, settling down on the chair beside him. He hugged his knees to his chest, shaking underneath the monster’s button gaze. Not-Papa had stopped cooking, his face blank while he stared at them. “We’re your other parents, son.”

“I’m your other papa and he’s your other daddy. Please don’t mind the button eyes and the fox features. It’s a part of who we are and it’s rude to gawk, love.”

“... I have an other papa and an other daddy?”

“You do, and we both love you very much.” The other daddy pressed a kiss against his forehead. Fundy couldn’t help the tears that filled his eyes. He couldn’t even remember the last time his papa or daddy had given him kisses or told him that they loved him. Papa moved closer, petting the top of his head with a gentle caress. “Now, why don’t we go wash up before dinner, huh Funds?”

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He couldn’t see. His eyes hurt. His body hurts. Everything hurts.

He wanted his papa and daddy, but he didn’t know where they were...

A hand brushed against the top of his head, brushing against one of the ears that the monsters had sown onto him. He squeaked, batting the hand away but it continued to pet him. It sent spikes of pain through his body, whimpers escaping his lips. Everything hurt. They made him hurt. They said they loved him, but they had lied. “Shh, it’s alright, kit. It hurts, we know. Dads are very sorry, baby.”

He felt arms wrap around him, careful not to touch the tail that they had also sown onto him. He thought the sewing had been the most painful part of the process. But then they took his eyes. They blinded him. He felt a hand run down the side of his face. “We’re sorry, little champion, but this is for your own good.”

He’d spent so many nights with them, playing around in the other world that they swore they had made just for him. Other papa would make him dinner, he’d even let him join in! Other papa didn’t get mad when he swiped the goggles on top of his head, letting Fundy wear them. Other daddy would sing with him, he’d even listen to him play the piano. Other daddy let him borrow his beanie and didn’t get mad when Fundy took it without permission. He thought they really loved him.

But then they hurt him. He thought they’d never hurt him.

“The pain will go away soon, Fundy. We’d never hurt our own kit.”

“And you’re our kit now, right? We promise to protect and love you from now on.”

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Also don’t worry about Fundy’s eyesight, he’ll get it back. Just realized that when baby foxes are born, they’re usually blind so... ya know...

[imjaebeomtrash]

Turbulence in LA Hi-Touch

Here it is!! Finally had time to sit down and write about this. I was supposed to post this like two days ago but I got sick and I’m preparing for my snowboarding trip!! Hope you enjoy reading about my experience~

For those interested in Part 1, you can read it here!

@honestlygot7makemewannadie @defsouljaebum @whaaaalep @defjaesbum @marksonmandu @husbandsjjp lol I finally wrote about the hi-touch LOL

 ♥ Okay so the concert ends and we were chillin in our seats and Danny tells people with P1 to get in line and P2 people to fill up the seats in the front. While we were sitting, Elliot Yamin and Sanjoy come out from behind the stage and my friend and I were the only ones that knew them so we said hi to them! They finished setting up for photo-op and the boys come back out. My friend and I move even closer and we sit front and center because the seats were empty!

♥ Jaebum was being a little dork while he was taking pictures so I obviously crack up and I guess I was laughing really loudly because he looked at me and that was basically our first time meeting eyes and I was like “fuck he’s looking at me” and he just smirks, sticks his toungue out, and looks away and I’m like EXCUSE ME YOU RUDE ASS HOE!! Literally I died and went to heaven like my bias did that to me!!

♥ The photo-op goes on and Jaebum and Jackson were talking and we decided to just fuck it and call out the boys’ names. We shouted, “Jackson!” and he like perked up his head and looked around to see who called him. JB pointed at us and Jackson looked and we threw finger hearts at him and he literally raises his arms and makes the biggest heart over his head and we died LOL JB and him started laughing and I wanted to cry because I was like “wow jackson i love you”

♥ We called out Mark’s name next and he was already looking at us and we also threw finger hearts at him. He gave us the cutest smile and gave us a little shrug and gave us finger hearts too <3333 A girl came up with a wedding veil and she sat in front of Yugyeom and he was so fucking confused he looked around and we made eye contact and we both shrugged our shoulders at the same time and I was gonna tell my friend that Yugyeom was looking at me but she was having a stare down with Jinyoung LOOOL basically the boys kept looking at us because we kept messing with them lol

♥ We finally get in line for hi-touch and we were stuck in the same spot in for a good five minutes probably and I didn’t realize that Mark’s family was sitting literally right where we were standing lol Papa Tuan was really nice and said hi to us and he asked us if we had a good time and he was just the sweetest!! Kylie and Leila were running around and bumped into us and I was like AHHH BABIES Tammy and Joey apologized and I was like no, I’m sorry for being in their way T_T 

♥ The line finally moves and we were getting near the stage and my friend starts freaking out and runs behind me and tells me to go first. I literally didn’t know what to say and I didn’t want to be basic but I couldn’t process anything!! Kevin was there again and he was like “have fun up there, ladies ;)” and we were like “thanks!!!” I was gonna tell the girls in front of me to take it slow so we can have more time but THEY FUCKIN RAN ACROSS THE STAGE AND JUST GOT HI FIVES I was like SHIT NOW WHAT

♥ The girls basically finished when I was still walking up the stage so the boys were all waiting for me and I didn’t realize until now but they were probably all staring at me while I was talking to each member FUCK MY LIFE

♥ JACKSON: The first person was Jackson and when he saw me he gave me the biggest smile ever cause he recognized us from when we were sitting in the front and he was like “Ahhh!” and obviously I was like “Ahhh!!!!” LOOOL I tried to stay calm but inside I was like holy fuck. I was just going to hi-five him but he grabbed my hand with both of his hands and he said “Hey! Happy New Year!” and I wasn’t expecting that so I literally said “Aww, you’re so sweet, Jackson! Happy new year to you too!” and his voice was soooo deep like is this what angels sound like?? My friend was taking her sweet ass time walking up the stage I didn’t see her until after the hi-touch was over HAHA

♥ JAEBUM: I was gonna say something else to Jackson but then Jaebum literally reaches over, moves Jackson’s hand and grabs my hand and I was SHOOK I was like excuse me I’m trying to talk to Jackson but at the same time you’re my bias so!! When I saw him up close I literally felt like it was just me and him there like y’all he is so so handsome it’s unbelievable. While I was talking to him, Jackson was still looking at me because my friend wasn’t there yet and I was so nervous! I spoke to him in Korean and I said “Oppa, you’re really handsome~” cause we all know he likes compliments and he does the eye smile thing and puts his head down and looks up again and says “No~ but thank you so much and I hope you had a good time” and he gives me the biggest smile and I was like AHHHHHHHH I LOVE YOU MY SHY BABY BOY I was literally holding on to his hand for dear life but I knew I had to keep moving :(

♥ YOUNGJAE: Next was Youngjae and honestly I didn’t really talk to him cause I still in shock about JB but Youngjae is so handsome. Like I finally saw him and was like damn you’re a cutie!! Literally felt like the sun was in the room HE WAS GLOWING. I said “Good job tonight, Youngjae, you killed it!” and he was like “Yeah, man~” and I could have cried right there and then like Youngjae speaking English is my weakness LOL

♥ YUGYEOM: This boy is tall af!! I remember I had to look up at him and y’all I didn’t realize how cute he actually is. He grabbed my hand and looked at me and I was so busy comparing our height difference I forgot to say something LOL So he was just grabbing my hand and I was like shit girl you gotta talk haha I talked to him in Korean as well and told him he was an amazing dancer and singer and that my friend behind me was in love with him lool but he literally was just staring at me and I just looked at him like “you good, son?” He was literally staring into my eyes and was like lost or something then I guess he collected his thoughts cause he was like “oh! thank you~” and did like a little bow and like was shaking my hand kind of

♥ MARK: Now I know why people say Mark is handsome!! Literally I was blown away by him. I stood in front of him and THIS FOOL LOOKS AT ME UP AND DOWN AND I WAS FUCKIN TRIGGERED I literally froze in place and I probably looked stupid af cause I didn’t know what to do!! I collected my thoughts and said “Hey, Mark~ I’m so glad you’re back in LA with your fam, I hope you had a good time here!” and he did his little lip bit thing he always does and he was like “yeah I love being home! I hope you and your friend had a good time at the fanmeeting” and I totally forgot about my friend and I was like wait how did he know I came with my friend and then I remembered how we gave him finger hearts and I was in shock again and all I could do was nod and was like “uh huh :)” 

♥ BAMBAM: While I was talking to Mark, I can hear Bam laughing and I looked over and I saw that him and Jinyoung were looking over at me and Jinyoung had his arm around Bam and it was so cute!!!! I said bye to Mark and scooted over to Bam and he held my hand and I stood there and was amazed again. I always said that Bam always had this like royalty feeling around him and I literally felt that when I stood in front of him. He started laughing again cause I was just standing there and my brain didn’t match what my mouth was saying cause I literally go “Bam..” and he raised and eyebrow and leaned closer and was like “hm?” AND I LITERALLY SAY “you are so. freakin. cute.” and Jinyoung and him crack up and then i was like DID YOU JUST FUCKING SAY THAT YOU DUMBASS and in my head I kept yelling at myself but he nods and smiles at me and says “thanks, cutie ;)” and i was like okaaay i see you :)

♥ JINYOUNG: finally it got to Jinyoung and I was like shit it’s over and my mind was just like ehhhh so I literally squealed “Wangjanim!!!” and he does that laugh where he’s like trying to hold it in and his little eye wrinkles showed and it gave me life!! Bambam literally mimics me and puts his hands up and was like “ahhh wangjanim!~ oh my god!!” and I laugh cause I wasn’t expecting that and Jinyoung laughed and slapped Bam on the shoulder. I said “wooow Bam” and he gave me a finger gun and winked and everyday I’m like Bam is trying to swerve and take JB’s spot T_T Jinyoung thanks me and tells me to be careful walking down the stage and I was walking away from the table but he holds onto my hand and literally doesn’t let go until his arm couldn’t go any farther and i crey 

♥ I stopped at the edge of the stage to wait for my friend and she was still taking her sweet time with Yugyeom HAHA She was holding on to his hand like her life depended on it SHOUT OUT TO THE STAFF FOR NOT RUSHING US! literally saved my life

♥ After that we went outside and wanted to see the boys go but there was so many people waiting near the van so we stood at this one area where no one was but we were able to still see the van. I didn’t realize until later but Mia- @soft-jaebum and Mina- @poeticyoungjae were literally right next to me LOL we will meet next time!!  Also said that I couldn’t meet Shannon- @whaaaalep :(((( for sure next time!

♥ The boys get into the van and Mark came to our side because he had to get to his car and I said bye to him again since he was literally right in front of me and he smiled and said bye in the softest voice everrrrrr 

♥ Mark left and then my friend and I were finding an uber and didn’t realize that the boys’ van was coming so we almost got ran over LOOOL I was like SHIT and just stopped at the side of the van and Jackson was looking at us from inside and he waved bye to us and we blew him a kiss and they left </3

And there is my experience at my first fanmeeting!! It was literally amazing and I can’t wait for them to come again! For those who actually read this I love you lol Sorry it’s so long~