#like you are fighting demons bigger than me my pride and ego isn’t above anyone or above God and I learned so much from this
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#…i literally finally broke this weird feud me n my brother have like I truly don’t understand him but I love him so much even though#he’s done terrible ass things n like. I’m not gonna sit there and think I’m above anyone telling them what they’ve done wrong like the guilt#you have to live w for ur actions is already enough like that doesn’t mean accountability but I literally physically can’t go to bed#with this on my conscience any longer like i will just pray every single day in ramadan for him and ask Allah to forgive him and forgive me#for being so petty but it’s like those that can’t hear must feel and I know I broke his heart bc he didn’t expect me to take it there#and for MONTHS at that but he knows now don’t ever try that shit w me ever again bc when I love you you never have to worry#but when I’m not you will feel misery n I really don’t ever resort to that but I had no choice and like all that anger was poisoning me#like you are fighting demons bigger than me my pride and ego isn’t above anyone or above God and I learned so much from this#idk if this will change anything I sorta felt like if I do this am I betraying myself for what he’s done but forgiving him frees me not him#so in a way I’m also responsible so I’m rlly proud of myself for standing up for myself with dignity n conviction I’ve dealt w enough pain#one by one I’m gonna let go of everything and free myself and live my life I’m not a victim
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