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41 | Reservation

A few moments later his eyes wander to his phone back and he decides to dial another number.

Voice: “Fusionics”, Mr. Blakeshire speaking, how can I assist? London: Hey Jake, Canoway here. A table for two, please. Um, tonight at 8, if possible? Blakeshire: Set up as usual? London: No, private purpose. Blakeshire excited: Oh Mr. Canoway I’m happy for you. Pardon, my curiosity but is it a date if I may ask?  London smirks: Yes, it is but keep it to yourself, Jake! Blakeshire: Take it for granted, sir. Mind if make sure to be it a bit romantic? London: It’s our first date, even if she denies it. I just don’t want to go overboard, Jake. But a small nice fresh bouquet of flowers would be nice. May white lilies and a little candle should be fine, right? I like the smell of lilies, hope for me that she loves it, too. Can you arrange it? Blakeshire: Of course consider it as done, Mr. Canoway. A table for two with a candle and white lilly at the best place is set up for you. London: Thank you, Jake, see you later. Blakeshire: You're always welcome Mr. Canoway. We’re looking forward to seeing you tonight, Sir.

Well if a host at a restaurant gets excited for him, it must mean something. London rubs his hand right hand. This just reminds him of how long he has been a single. Actually, since Imani was gone. Five years can be a long time still London could not complain, he always had a sort of fling here and there or an affair for a while but this time it feels different with her, she is different. Bachelor Life is history once she tells him that she loves him and he has this strong feeling that she could be that kind of soul for him.

The weather forecast wasn’t promising a sunny day today but even the dark weather outside could not make him feel depressed, quite the opposite he feels, he feels like dancing in the rain. Just waiting until he will see his sunshine tonight. London whispers: “Imani, I wish you could have met her, I’m sure you would love her”. I wish that I could tell you that I’m going to date her tonight. Who would have thought that I would develop years later feelings for Diosa’s little sister? The sister of my best buddies wife who passed away, recently? How will he react once I tell him? Miss you so much, baby sis. Your “bear” is about to be taken off the single market if all goes well.” Imani knew about Vivi simply because of Diosa and RJ but she never had a chance to meet her in person. He strongly believes that his sister is always with him, in his heart.

He feels good. Yes, London is happy but somehow he thinks if he only could talk to RJ about such things. Right now he can’t talk to him about his happiness while RJ struggles to find a way to be himself again after such a loss. As sad it is for his bro, he feels for the first time, for a long time something like happiness. He will tell him, once he feels better.

London looks out of the window and smiles.

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31 | Tease Me, Babe   [🔗]

He approaches her and steps closer. His wet skin looks so inviting and some of the water pearls still run down his chest. Vivi feels a bit aroused by his sudden naked dominant, masculine appearance. She tries to focus on his eyes but deep down she can’t deny that she likes a lot what she sees and blushes slightly. She presses her lips together trying to focus her attention on him and not his body.

Vivi reluctant: All good, we are friends, right? London chuckles: We are but we both know there is more between us as you know... Vivi’s eyes widen: What do I know, 'Big Ben'??? London smirks: Okay, touché. You want me to suffer, huh? Vivi raises her eyebrow: Do I?

London feels today bold. They play this cat and mouse game for a while now and for the first time, he crosses the invisible friendzone border. He steps so closely that she can feel his hot breath on her skin. Vivi knows that he won’t let her escape until he is satisfied with the outcome of this conversation.

London confident: You know there is a tension going on between us. Vivi muttered low: Which tension? I don't know what you mean? Can you please step back a little, your girl is waiting for you. You should let me go. London thrilled: Vivi, look, here is my offer. Please, have dinner tonight with me, will you? Vivi mocks: For real? Her for breakfast and now you want me for dinner? You must be damn hungry, aren't you? Um, how about NO?

He grabs her left arm, holds it firm and looks deep into her eyes. London obviously enjoys seeing her how she is twitching, trying to escape his firm grip. Her lips speak another language compared to what she actually says. Unintentional her lips talk to him clearly that they crave to be kissed. Her mind starts to spin, she can almost touch his wet skin, probably super soft and he smells so addictive but he hasn’t used any shower gel yet, she thinks. Of course not, he just had fun with this chick who is calling him Big Ben. Is he really that big??? London smirks: Earth to Mars, Viv are you still on Earth? Vivi: Um, yeah sorry I just drifted away for a sec. London pleading with a smile: Viv, come on, seriously? You can't blame me. Officially, I’m single and we are friends, right? Vivian pensive: Friends, yeah I guess. We are going to have one dinner as friends and that's it, understand? No mingle, or whatever crosses your mind. London grins: Don’t tell me you don’t want to be kissed...I can see it in your eyes and your body talks to me, Viv.

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32| Almost

London ignores her wording “as friends - no mingle etc, etc..” He is obviously relieved that Vivi is not so mad and that she doesn’t hold grudges towards him for having fun as a single man. Damm he even didn’t plan to have Leonie here. Their bodies are now just an inch away from each other and London is almost a bit intrusive. His index finger lifts up her chin and he looks straight into her soul.

London clear: 8 pm at Fusionic! It's a date, awesome. Vivi rolls eyes: London, please. London whispers: Don’t please me. Viv, if you don’t want this happening between us? Nothing is easier, simply don’t show up tonight. But tell the truth, would you kiss me, now? Vivi challenging: You want to kiss me but you want me to convince you that I want it? Really? London: You’re playing a tough cookie all over sudden! Huh? But I can feel how I make you tremble. Vivi firm: I don’t date players and you try to play me, right now! London snickers: I can play but do not underestimate me, Vivi. look I’m so close I could kiss you, right now. I see how much you desire my sweet, tender lips, but you know what? I changed my mind. I will wait until you want to kiss me and you will want it sooner or later. How about that, sweetie? Vivi feisty: You wish...Big, Ben! London mused: You want to challenge me? Watch and learn... Vivi smiles: I’m so sorry that you can’t kiss me now. London: Viv, I know what you want and trust me. Oh how much I would want to kiss those cherry lips of yours right now. But I think considering the circumstances this is not the right time for us, right? And how sweet it would be to win this challenge. Vivi notifies: Now I’m a challenge for you?

London brushes with his finger over her lips, unleashing a hot electrifying fever running through her whole body, down her spine. She closes her eyes the feeling is wild and urgent it wants to be quenched right now but the way how he teased her she could not give in, not now and not like this. She wants him to suffer like she does and thinks: “Okay you think you can play? I play better.” She grasps his muscular left upper arm with her tiny soft tender fingers at first a bit gentle and then stronger. He feels how her cute little fingers try to escape his embrace and can’t help but smile.

London dreamy: So close, almost, so delicate and yet so far away…ts, ts.. so sad.

The tease is real, this man is going to be her death that’s for sure, she thinks.

Leonie: Big Beeeen, are you coming? I’m dyin’ over here Schätzchen* Vivi teases: London, you should go to your what did she say? “Schätzcken”*??? Whatever that means but she's hungry to ring your bells, go on ‘Big Ben’! London confirmed: I promise, I'm getting rid of her, okay? Vivi: Sure thing! I'm leaving now. London teases: 8 pm, Fusionics, still stands right? Vivian smiles: I don't know if I will come, I need to think about it. London serious: I'll be there, if you don’t show up we will have a serious talk, girl. Vivi confirms: We will see. London snickers: Do you mind if take care now of my business? Vivi: Sure, go ahead, guess I will see your poor ass later. London laughs: You wish Viv, you wish...

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*Post 29 explains the word - go and check out ;) if you haven’t read it yet!

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36 | German Chick

He goes back to the bathroom. Leonie expects him to join but London stops in front of the shower. He looks serious.

Leonie sweet: I’ve got some sweet treats for your ‘Big Ben’, hottie. Will you come?

For a second he was thinking about to join and enjoy it, he is a free man after all. But Vivi was all over his mind and that made him rethink to join, he couldn’t continue…regardless of how seductive this situation was. It didn’t feel right anymore. But he does not miss the opportunity to enjoy the beauty of Leonie’s flawless natural shape of her body at least for a moment. 

London dry: Look, as soon you’re done with the shower, you need to leave. Leonie: I heard a female voice, is that the reason why it took you so long to come back? London: Your guess is correct.  Leonie surprised: What? What did you just say? You know we just fucked and we wanted to “shower” together. Because of her, you don’t want to continue? Who is she? London: Yeah, sorry changed my mind and for your information, it’s none of your business. Leonie speechless: Wow! A few seconds ago you wanted to fuck me right here and now you’re talking to me like this? I thought we connected? London: You said it, “wanted” past tense. Connected? Physically, yes but that’s it. Leonie pissed: Why? Wait, nevermind, whatever… *Fick Dich!  London: I’m leaving you alone now and I will overhear what you just said, so much I know what that means. Be ready in 20. I need to leave. Leonie: Oh yeah, let me teach you a bit more. How about that? **Gibt’s dich auch in Nicht-Scheiße? London raises his eyebrow: Seriously “Scheiße”? come on, Leonie Leonie feisty: Oh yeah? I didn’t insult you I just described you, learn fuckin’ German if you want to understand. London: Fine, good thing is that this will be a one-time-only experience with you, sweetheart. Thanks for the good fuck, tho. Much appreciated.

Leonie was fuming, she slammed the glass door of the shower and turned on the hot water. London sighs he had no time to deal with this type of behavior right, he went to the kitchen.

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*Fick Dich = F* you ;) ** Gibts dich auch in Nicht-Scheiße? = Is there a non-shitty version of you?

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38 | Calling

London get’s up and walks slowly towards the fireplace while he dials RJ’s number. His line is free. After 30 seconds, he becomes a little impatient.

“RJ, man pick up your damm phone.”

“You’ve tried to reach RJ Holmes. I’m currently unable to answer your call. In urgent cases and if business-related contact my partner London Canoway. If this is not urgent, and you’d like me to callback then please leave your name and number after the beep.”

Beep... “Damm RJ it’s noon already. Sleepyhead, I know it’s a rainy day and you’re probably not in the mood for a chat after last night...pause... sighs... Look call back, you know I have to be back at the office on Monday and I just checked our quarterly financial report, we need to talk.”

London sighs...ends his call, sits down on the armchair and bows his head. He has to close his eyes simply because his mind is spinning and RJ is giving him a headache. He wishes he could help him somehow, he could bet that RJ is still in bed, he saw that he called. A new habit since he lost his wife and children.

“I know you do see that I just called. Damm, your ass needs to get kicked, bro.”

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37 | Rainy Business

Leonie didn't leave him without missing the opportunity to leave a last side blow, of course, he ignored her strike. Sure he could understand her, after all, London wasn't the nice guy next door towards her either. The way he just dumped her was the only way to really get rid of her without having to explain why, excluding the attached typical drama.

After his breakfast, London goes to his home office lights up the fireplace, tells Alexa to play his favorite “Rainy Jazz Lounge Music Playlist” via Youtube just to fit the rainy day outside  🎧  why not, right? Within 30 minutes the weather has switched, probably it wouldn’t be a bad idea to check the weather forecast for tonight, as well. Even tho, London loves rainy days but just not today. Nonetheless, he is looking forward to tonight's dinner with Vivi. Having her on his mind makes him start to dream for a few seconds. Around his lips, a little smile starts to show up as his eyes brighten and he recalls his memory about their little exchange this morning. She reminded him of a walk through a wild forest. A familiar emotion he used to have, a feeling that felt like being at peace.

In his mind, he walks through a green lavish forest and he visualizes her eyes in every hue of the forest, rimmed cooly with moss. If you are early in the woods you can literally smell the fresh morning dew which covers mother nature like silk in the morning. Her eyes are like those sparkly waterdrops on those leaves, who light up the shades of their green diversity. Their lightness reminded him of summertime when the sun-rays warmed each extended leaf. Next to the shade of her wonderful hair, a thousand shades of gold that made new mosaics each moment promising a warm summer air. She is alive in the same way birds are, casually wild and wonderful to enjoy.

But London already figured her out a pure raw emotion lies beneath her sweet leafy shade and if you observe her closely, her eyes will reveal the exact thought that crosses the marvels of her fantastic mind. Vivi’s eyes glow with humor and playfulness and seem as if they would never escape her eyes, regardless of how hard destiny would play her.

He whispers more to himself “Fuck this woman is killing me before we even kissed”, focus man, get back to work”, he smiles.

He has still some business correspondence to do today, regardless if RJ is mourning or not but the work needs to be done. It does bother him a little that RJ is not able to get back to work even if he understands his situation, more than anyone in his family could but their company is still in that phase of the first three years which means they need to keep the focus on business until their enterprise will be truly established as a successful one. Especially when you consider the phrase “make it or break it”.

The fact is their team is waiting for further detailed instructions on how to proceed with their “RED” Project which is up in smoke and he has to get in touch with the San My City Committee on Monday. London has to make sure that this project will be executed very well. A tremendous possible amount of revenue for their company is in the pipeline for them too and they need this money to get off the ground. More new engineering projects will come with that and RJ needs an assistant sooner or later either way. So who knows maybe an assistant can help him to focus his mind on his work again. London wants to make it easier for him to come back. Therefore he writes his assistant via email and asks her to place a job advertisement that Holmes & Canoway Engineers Corp. is looking for a technical drawing assistant. RJ needs to get back his ass to the office soon, he can't let loose like this.

London checks his mail of the latest quarter financial report and thinks: 

“Once we finish this project successfully our reputation will grow immensely and this could end up well for us. We will be flooded with inquiries and new construction contracts. Our company needs that opportunity if we want to expand and get recognized in our field of profession. After this weekend I need to go back to our headquarter. For fuck’s sake RJ, man I need you - our company needs you”. 

He sighs, how else can he support RJ to heal, quicker? Maybe he should contact his mother Lala simply because she has usually a great connection to him and she feels his pain, too. Mr. Holmes Senior, on the other hand, seems to be the typical Holmes man who doesn’t show any sort of emotions on the outside. Those Holmes men are truly a piece of work, always in the need to be in control of any situation. But when life happens, you can’t control everything. How else can he make RJ accepting his fate and motivate him to keep him moving?

London leans back in his chair, closes his eyes for a short moment and listens to the crackling fire sparkles between the piano tunes accompanied by a rainy sound. Life is a bitch it hits you mercilessly when you expect it at least and yet it grants you hope then again. A hope of true love at a time one expects it at least.

Imani was right... luckily he could leave Farrah behind and a new unexpected journey awaits tonight. Hope, laughter, and love that’s what he wishes for his buddy RJ to find again, as well.

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33 | Mist [🔗]

After Vivi had left, London loses himself in his mind and strolls by the fireplace up to the window. He needed a second to collect himself before he could face Leonie, again. London looks out of the window, sometimes he wishes to have a balcony in this apartment. He envisions he would inhale the cold morning breeze that also strokes his skin. He would feel lighter, he really is needing this right now. His mind is filled all over sudden with so many bright but also some melancholic thoughts. He didn't expect Vivi to show up. If he would have known this, Leoni wouldn't be here. 

The first time RJ introduced him to his wife’s sister made them both instantly click. They were gushing about their lives within seconds with smiles lighting their faces. Whenever they have seen each other afterward they developed a sweet playful banter. A little tease here and a little tease there always filled up with a genuine sincere heartwarming feel and yes it felt natural like home. He liked her, he liked her a lot.

Surprised by her appearance out of the blue in front of his door and before she started to talk he noticed a small movement that might be negligible for others, but definitely not for him. It lasted only seconds, as her head was first lowered before she gazed at him, he already smiled, simply because he knew he would see her unique smile. As soon she raised her eyes, she evoked instantly that sensation of warmth in him, as her eyes were filled with rays of light. Her smile is like a sunbeam that falls on your face in the morning and warms you. You enjoy this moment as the glittering of the sunrays is illuminating you too.

Inwardly he cussed “For fuck’s sake” how badly he would have liked to accept her invitation if he would have been alone. Inevitably he had to get straight to the point and disclose to her that he had company.

Despite the fact that he wasn’t alone, the tease and tension between them felt real. He had to challenge Vivi and show that he is not disinclined. Their little flirting felt like a tender bond that needs to be protected. Luckily the unfortunate situation did not destroy their bond. Seeing her like this, feisty and challenging made him like her even more. It felt good to find out that she seems to love to challenge him. It wasn’t his intention to switch their relationship into this game they just ended up doing because In her presence he felt he could be himself. Her sweet feminine charm made him melt with her disarming smile, he truly adores her. How stupid must he have been to make it a condition that he won’t be the one who is going to kiss her first? A little sigh with a smile escapes his lips.

Although her gentle smile tried to hide her grieving eyes, which also revealed a profound inner pain. Underneath all those layers of deep pain in these eyes, he saw a wonderful bonfire blazing, all deeply rooted. Nevertheless, he craved to have that fire burning for him. 

London did not expect to fall in love anytime soon although Vivi is absolutely capable to make him fall in love with her. They have the time and he is willing to wait as long as it takes. He understands that she lost her sister Diosa, therefore, he didn’t want to rush anything at the current stage with her. London knew why she came, nobody could understand her better but him. Beside RJ? She had really nobody she could talk to about her sister, not her parents or brother even. 

Based on what he heard about them between Vivi’s lines, especially about her parents who seem to be pretty selfish and self-centered he had an idea how she was raised. Her connection to her brother was not really clear to him, either. Simply because they haven’t really talked about him that much but he will find out soon all the details about her life. Sometimes you start to wonder why such parents want kids in the first place. You have to have a driving license to drive a car but why does not exist a “raising license” for future parents? Some should not be allowed to raise kids, period! Vivi needs to overcome her pain and it will take time but he will be there for her. London will hold and comfort her if she needs him.

The pain of losing a sibling is impossible to describe. The hurtful truth to face the reality that you will never see their laughter ever again? It breaks you and your heart feels unspeakably heavy. You fall apart because you lost a part of yourself. An understanding without even expressing it, another thing they had in common: The loss of a beloved sibling.

He looked at the cold morning that swept over the city at the dawn, you could literally feel the inscrutable mist that surrounded San My. So you are roaming in the haze, hoping for the smoke to die and for the rising sun to rewarm all of your soul.

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34 | Pinky Promise  [🔗]

Five years earlier. Oasis Springs Private Hospital Center.

London: Fancy hospital, Ima. Imani smiles: Thanks to your friend RJ. Otherwise, I would have to die ugly in a public community hospital. You found a very supportive friend in him. London: He is and I honestly don’t know how to thank him. I mean he offered it and I was first hesitant but you know him when he wants to do something he goes for it. Once I finish my degree he will get the money back. I can’t take this money from him. And you, young lady, you’re not gonna die. Imani. I need you to rest, you need to be fit for tomorrow. Imani snickers: Do I really need to rest? I want to stay awake as long as I can. I will have enough time to rest forever tomorrow if I don’t make it. London stares emptily: Not, funny sis, not at all. Don’t fill up your mind with negativity. You have to think positive, please. Imani soft: Big Bear, come here to me, don’t be sad. London chokes at his own words: I don’t want to lose you, Ima I think we should cancel the surgery and take the time we have? Imani: Does it make that much of a difference if I die tomorrow or sometime soon either way? London devastated: It does make a difference to me. At least we can create at a few more memories, we could spend more time together before...before you..., sigh! Imani smiles softly: Before I leave you? Do you think I want to die? London bites his lip: No, of course not but I’m not ready if I’m going to lose you tomorrow. You’re all I have, Ima. Imani nods: We will never be ready for this but it will happen. Sometimes we don’t know when and sometimes you know. The second option gives us at least the opportunity to say all that needs to be said and done. But there is something that makes all that easier, bear. London: What’s that? Imani smiles tender and bright: I know that you love me unconditionally and even if I should die tomorrow during the surgery. I will take your love with me and before that happens I want you to know you have all my love. Thank you for taking care of me, protecting me, saving me and loving me. You’re my hero, brother bear.

The feeling of powerlessness spreads and his throat gets tight, he suffocates. Her words are filling his eyes with tears. He fights inwardly hard not to burst into a river of tears.

London in a monotone voice: It sounds like a goodbye. I don’t like the sound of your words. Imani tender: Hey don’t cry now. I’m still alive, right? I will fight but there is something you have to do for me as well. London: What? Imani: Call RJ, he is a good guy. I love to see you both together. He’s like the brother you never had. Let him be there for you if I don’t make it.  London's voice breaks: Ima you are my sister.... hell no, it won’t happen. Imani insists: Call him, bear! I want to be in the know that he will catch you if you fall. Because if so I won’t be able to do this for you. You will soon graduate and I’m sure you will be a great man, a father, and a best friend. With RJ as your “bro” next to you? He will do the job for me, I just know. Never let him down, okay? London covers his face with his hands: Okay, you talk as if this is set in stone, already. Stop talking as if it’s already over. Imani sad: I’m realistic. If I don’t try, I will still die and even if I should lose? At least I tried to stay alive for the sake of both of us, right? London clenches his chin: Yes.. short pause... They removed your beautiful hair...Ima. Imani: Sexy, huh? This is fucked up I know but at least I can die bold. London laughs with tears in his eyes. Ima, are you trying to cheer me up?  Being bald makes you bold?  Imani smiles tearfully: Time fries when I’m with you, bear.

Both fall into a peal of short laughter, it’s a little insider joke from the past when times were rougher. Afterward, she gets serious her following lines burn into his heart. It was unspeakable painfully hard to face reality in the eye.

“Bear, pinky promise that you will be happy in case I’m gone tommorrow. Pinky promise me that you will find someone who loves you unconditionally like I do. Someone who would do everything for you as you did for me, my big brother-bear. Promise me to get rid of Farrah, she is a time-waste. I know you love her but she doesn’t love you”.

“Pinky Promise, I swear, Ima.”

London is rocking from one side to the other on the bed. Suddenly he trembles, he stands up quickly and wraps his arms around himself. Imani follows him. 

Imani reaches out with her hands: Let me hug you, bear. You know I love you, right? As soon she taps his shoulder he grabs her and turns her around to hug her from behind, she feels how his body is shaking. He hugs her hard, a little too much almost, as he lays his head on her shoulder. It’s a protective big brother hug wishing he could save her.

London cracks: We only have us. I love you, Ima, please don’t leave me. I need you. Don’t try to comfort me! Fuck I should hug and comfort you, you’re my baby sis. Please fight tomorrow, promise me.  Imani sobbingly: For you, I will fight.

As a big brother, sometimes a day comes in your life when you have to respect your baby sister’s potential last wish as a mature and intellectual woman. Pinky Promise it is and he has to fulfill her last will.

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30 | Unexpected   [🔗]

He enters his foyer and opens the door, surprisingly Vivi greets him, cheerfully.

Vivi: Hey London, good morning. I hope I’m no bother but I was just around the corner and thought it would be awesome to stop by. Wanna join me for breakfast, maybe? Did you have breakfast already? I see you had a shower, um sorry for barging in... London uncomfy: Aaah, hey Viv… nope had no breakfast yet but you should have called I'm kinda busy right now. The door to his bed and bathroom is half-open. Vivi hears suddenly a high pitched, chirpy voice, coming from his bathroom.

“Big Beeeen, are you coming? The shower is half fun without you... if you want me to ring your bells you should come soon. Tell the mailman to hurry up.

Awkward silence.

Vivi: Oh, oh you're quite busy, um sorry that I interrupted you guys. You’re right I should have called, I guess! Um, I...I  need to go. Bye London. London sighs: Wait, Viv, it's not what you think… Vivi questioning: Not what I think? I’m curious what do you think is on my mind?

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35 | Grief Moment

Present time.

The memory overwhelmed him, he wished that Imani would be here now and that he could share all the moments of life with her. How he would have loved to kick the shit out of the guy who could even remotely grasp the idea of dating his sister. Every horny goat would have to pass him first and prove to himself that he would be worthy of being loved by his sister but this will never happen.

She lost a long fight against a devious malignant brain tumor close to her hypothalamus, she was only16 years old. The paths of fate are sometimes beyond comprehension. London misses Imani dearly, every day, always and forever until they meet again.

There is nothing else that he desires more but finally to make it happen to be happy again. He had sworn a pinky promise to his little sister before she died...that he will find someone with a generous, supportive heart and mind. Vivi could be that one soul when he pictures “unconditional love” Ima used to talk about.

After this failure with his last Ex “Farrah”, he has chosen not to fall in love for a long period of time, at least he avoided love. He has been living as a successful bachelor single who had from time to time a sweet affair now and then, with no strings attached and nothing substantial until Vivi came into play.

Leonie? Ok, she belongs to this lifestyle he tries to avoid. She offered herself freely, last night and well yeah he is a man and sure he would take advantage of having some fun, who wouldn’t? She’s a hot, blond with a perfect body! Why not? Her high pitched voice was quite annoying, except when she does the “German Dirty Talk Thing” then she lowers somehow her voice to this smokey seductive smooth talker but besides that? Well, she has skills. Damn, she knows how to rock his Big Ben. London smiles, another chick who calls him Big Ben, he is used to this name as a reference. He admits, he had to smile when Vivi heard how another woman refers to his best piece. Now this word will probably be deleted in her vocabulary for him, he wonders if he could make her say it to him, tho. This would be a new challenge, he will keep it in mind. Interrupted by his thoughts the high pitched voice reminded him that Leonie is still waiting for him.

Leonie chirps: Big Ben, are you coming? London verifies: Yeah, I'm on my way…

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29 | Morning Delight   [🔥 Simspice] @ London’s Apt. [08:49 am]. The day after.

London: Let’s go for the last round afterward I need to get ready and leave. I love such morning showers. We’re hotter than the water, right? Leonie giggles: We are *Schätzchen. London groans: Leonie? I love it when you talk German, usually, it doesn’t sound sexy but when you talk it is so fuckin’ sexy. Say something else. Leonie inviting: **Ich werde deine “Bälle” zum klingeln bringen. London: Oh, yeah whatever that means, show me. Wait..., let me show you something first.

The next thing she remembers, he slammed his lips on hers and nearly knocked all wind from her lungs. She hardly had a moment to react before he pressed his tongue to the seam of her lips, at her grant of access he smiled mischievously lustful. As soon he entered it was a very demanding, pure lascivious kiss with the full animalistic force of his testosterone.

Her fingers tangled around his broad chest, moaning in contact with body heat against her own. With the other free hand, he activated the shower handle and the hot water poured over their bodies but London didn’t stop to kiss her he went deep and seeped down her throat with every push of his tongue against hers. After this little but intense, hot and steamy exchange, he finally allowed her to gasp for air. A few seconds later she went down on her knees.

Leonie seductive: Now, it’s my turn, Big Ben. Let me give you my good morning treatment as I promised, it’s time to ring your bells. London groans: Holy fuck, you’re so good. Damm Leonie, you’re killing me! Leonie low: I’m not done yet, I just started, be patient you will get there. London husky: Feel free to do what you desire, Leonie.

Leonie starts to please him, London closes his eyes and enjoys his ride to the promising finale. Five minutes later suddenly the doorbell rings. London starts to curse and sighs, it’s Saturday, pretty early and London doesn't expect any visitors, so who the fuck is it now? He didn’t reach the mountain top, he needs to climb up hopefully sometime later. London wonders who could that be. Half wet, he gets quickly out of the shower, wraps a white fluffy bath towel around his hips as he leaves the bathroom.

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*Leonie is from Germany and “Schätzchen is the cutie-fied word for “Darling”.  ** I will make your “balls” ring ;) Big Ben, Balls, Ring... you know? Teaching some German “Dirty Talk” LOL, oh boy!

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13 | Grief, Sorrow & Hope [🔗]

San My City Memorial Park, 10:56 am

Manny holds Malea who is still in disbelieve that RJ has to face such an experience so early as a young man, he thinks fuck we are so young we shouldn’t deal with this shit already. How painful it must be to lose the love of his life and not only that the most precious gift his children as well. He lost them all at once in a blink of an eye. Maela and Manny feel deeply with him. Manny himself remains calm but deep inside it does trouble him that his big brother has to experience such a rough time. May they should do something together tonight, to make him forget at least one night? He will ask Nicky if he would be up for a boy’s night out or something like that. Vivi finds comfort in London’s embrace. True real tears, fall down. Tears for still loving her, tears that she will never see her growing old with her even she promised, tears for never being able to find out how to be the best auntie for her sister. Somehow he makes her feel that it’s okay to feel the pain. He lost himself his sister to cancer some years ago so much does she know about him feeling his arm around her waist gives her peace and he is always so positive about everything in life. She likes London.

Vivi: London, it hurts so much. I will never have again with her our pillow talks. I miss her so much already. London: I know it sucks, but hey you need to tell me one day about all the secrets you shared with her. Vivi: Yeah, as I would tell you all of them. London: Hey it was worth a try but you can do the pillow talk with me, offer stands. Vivi: You want to be my sister, huh? London: I would not dare to try to replace her but we could create some new pillow talk secrets, how about that? 

He snickers.

Vivi smiles: Are you for real flirting with me during my sister’s funeral? London smirks: How else do you want to honor your sister’s life? Why not? Let’s create some new memories. Vivi: Well, think about it and let me know how you want to start off with creating new memories. London smirks: Do I hear a yes between the lines?  Vivi smiles: You do, give me a call and be creative for our first date. London: See and on top I could make you smile on your sister’s funeral, well if this isn’t something, what is? Vivi still can’t believe that he truly did that but on the other hand, she always was attracted to him and he was right, she needs to keep on moving. That’s life but one thing she knows for sure. Wherever she goes Diosa is always with her. Vivi smiles because one of their last conversations was actually about London. Diosa told her to be brave, to talk to London and let it simply happen, it feels as she helped out here, now that she is an angel. Could it be possible that she and London could be a thing? Only time will tell...

Neely is holding Nicky’s arm, seeking comfort in Nicky’s embrace. He turns around and hugs her, as he hears how she sobs into his coat. Nicky strokes her hair and holds her tighter. Nicky is deeply touched and he can’t imagine that something like this could happen to him too. All he knows if so, he would absolutely go fuckin’ insane and would not give a fuck about anything else in life, any longer. He understands RJ that he simply wants to forget and yes he will be there for his cousin, whatever he needs Nicky will make sure that his cousin will get all the time he needs to recover from this pain.

The pastor finishes his speech and asks all guests to go to the chapel as RJ has prepared a eulogy for the guests.

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