#love and freedom in high concentrations etc etc. like im insane and i could never do that and i know if the wrong person sees this post i
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mutuals i do not use the word feral lightly but i am going to fly into a feral rage over the smallest thing that is not actually a big deal except it is. i am going to start attacking
#cosmo wanda i hope all alexa devicrs simultaneously malfunction.#purrs#like. good fucking god. i want a saturday to myselffff lol and i know im being an ingrate bitch but i really really really do not want to go#to the last e**** j*** concert and i really really really do not want the radio blaring for hours when im exhausted and i really really#really do not want to have more to do this rosh hashanah weekend than i already am going to be forced to do because i live here. lol.#mutuals i am not kidding you. i am INCHES away from snapping. i am INCHES away from running away and eating any candy / junk food / whatever#in sight like even dairy and meat and whatever and going into clubs and making out with random people and dying my hair wild colors and#putting my body and health at risk out of spite and years of stifling my desires to like. eat food that tastes insanely good and experience#love and freedom in high concentrations etc etc. like im insane and i could never do that and i know if the wrong person sees this post i#will be exiled but like….. god. why is this my life right now. i do not want noise. i want to choose what noise i hear when i come home from#work and how much. i want to choose when i come home from work. i want to choose what i put in my body what i do with my body what i do to m#my body. i want to choose what my room(s) look(s) like. and i want to stop being made to feel ashamed and embarrassed and wretched for#existing when and how and as i do. i want to get all the love i deserved and still do desrrve and i want to never look back.#delete later#food#ask to tag
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