#love yourself because you're wonderful || mun ||

[bp-zb1fics]

Can you do "cuddles and kisses with lee jeonghyeon", i'm glad if u do something suggestive like lap sitting maybe?? thank youu!!

Ridiculous but you're mine~

pairing: leejeong x reader

genre: fluff, suggestive themes (pls see tags!)

tw/tags: flirting, kisses, making out, hand-holding, lap sitting, non-explicit/implied s*x acts, korean pet names, leejeong being the biggest simp and pretending to hate it (spoiler: he doesn't)

wc: 1592

summary: jeonghyeon values a lot of things but he’ll make an exception for you

a/n Hi anon~ I may have gotten a little carried away with the suggestive part but I hope it's somewhat similar to what you had in mind and it's not too much. Kind of played with a different format writing this fic, idk if it works or not but I am very proud of how it turned out. Any readers for this, please, please do let me know what you think and if I should add additional tags to this, ty!

Check my pinned for more fics~

Jeonghyeon wasn’t a touchy person. Not at all. No thank you.

He’ll accept skinship if he’s feeling indulgent, he’ll freely offer a hug if someone needs it but aside from that, he generally likes to keep his personal space, well personal. 

Until you, that is. 

You don’t even need to do anything. It’s a little infuriating actually. 

You look at him and his brain completely short-circuits.

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“Leejeong-yah~”

He really regrets letting Mun Junghyun tell you about their “leejeong, mungjung cross.” God, that was embarrassing. And it was even more embarrassing because of how cute you thought it was and how cute he thought you were and now he has the displeasure of becoming even more flustered by his own damn name.

“Hmm?”

He’s putting his socks on, getting ready to go out because you wanted sushi and god forbid Jeonghyeon doesn’t give you what you want. It’s a little chilly so he throws on the black hoodie that you like because of how soft it is. 

He reaches for his earrings and his eyes meet yours in the mirror as he looks up to put them on. Jeonghyeon nearly drops the damned earrings. 

Don’t ask him to explain why. Literally no thoughts, head empty. He’s only beginning to recover when you walk over and give him a back hug, burying your face to the fabric of the hoodie while he just stands there, frozen like the idiot he is.

“Wahh so soft.” Your voice is muffled but Jeonghyeon is desperately fighting back the blush that threatens to bloom on his cheeks.

“We should go.” He manages to get out, glad that his voice didn’t crack.

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You hold his hand and any rational thought is reduced to ash.

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As soon as you get outside, the cold hits and Jeonghyeon immediately shoves his hands into his hoodie pocket. Before he can check on you, you’re already linking your arm with his and sliding your hand into your own pocket. Seriously, how can his heart take this?

“Are you cold?”

You shake your head, bouncing up and down a little. It’s very cute and really not great for his health.

“Sushi, let’s get sushi~”

You make your way to the restaurant. Jeonghyeon can’t help but look at you, glancing around occasionally to make sure you were following the right directions but eyes always coming back to you. And he can’t help but wonder what he had done right for the universe to decide to send you his way. Someone who loved him with all his scrappy imperfections and flaws.

Suddenly a gust of cold wind tickles the back of your necks and you yelp, one hand slipping out of your pocket and into his. Jeonghyeon freezes as you wiggle your fingers between his, pressing yourself closer like you want to sink into his side.

“It’s cold.”

You say in the way of justification, not like he even needs one. For the rest of the way, you walk like that and he can only ever feel your hand in his.

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You pout, just a little, and whatever values he has, personal, moral, family values, all out the window.

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The restaurant is a sushi train. You’re directed to a booth and left alone with a tablet in case you wanted to order something that wasn’t on the train.

Jeonghyeon begins taking plates. And it was only after you had a sizable serving in front of you that he realised he took all your favourites. Really, when did he become like this? When did it become an instant serotonin boost to see your face light up like that? 

“Leejeong say ahhh~”

He mindlessly opens his mouth and lets you feed him. It’s good. Any food that’s given by you is automatically better than any other food. He’s never been one for public displays but you look at him expectantly, your bottom lip protruding ever so slightly.

It’s like he’s been hypnotised, carefully picking up a piece and feeding it to you. And no, he’ll never admit to anyone how endearing it is to watch you eat, your cheeks puffing out as you chew.

He’s a weak, weak man. And it’s all your fault, seriously it is.

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It’s ridiculous. 

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You stumble back home, bellies full. Kicking your shoes off, you tug him towards the couch and switch on that one drama you insist he watch with you. Both of you started off seated. He sits cross legged while you tuck your feet to the side, his arm resting around your shoulder.

It’s not a new drama you’re watching. No, it's one of those that you like to come back to, one of those you watch without needing to think too hard or wonder what to expect. 

Junhyeon sighs as you lean against him, comfortably pressing against his side. He watches you fondly as you mimic the dialogue on screen, the audio almost like white noise at this point. Suddenly you’re reaching up, fingers skimming feather-light across his jawline leaving little sparks in their wake.

“So handsome~” You murmur, letting your thumb ghost below his bottom lip. Jeonghyeon’s breath stutters. 

“My Leejeongie, naekko!”

He’s going to die. You’re going to kill him. Belatedly, he realises that you’re just imitating the drama. Still, his stupid heart is ready to pound its way out of his chest. Before he can think twice, he gently grabs your hand in his and presses a kiss to your knuckles. You go quiet. Before he can drop your hand, you pull yourself closer, nudging at him until you’re kneel-sitting between his thighs, his legs stretched out on the couch. 

You drop his hand in favour of resting your palms on his shoulders to balance yourself. His arms are limp by his sides. Jeonghyeon almost stops breathing as you lean forward, your noses nearly touching, trying to keep his cool. You peck the corner of his mouth. He’s an absolute goner at this point. 

For the next few minutes, he lets you litter kisses all over his face, sweet on his forehead, making his cheeks flush hot, his teeth clenching as your lips brush a trail along his jaw. You chip away at his sanity every time you bring your lips to his and pause just before they touch, leaving his mouth a little more dry every time. The last straw is when you bite playfully at his collarbones, giggling at the look of utter distress that washes over his face as you tease up his neck. By the time your lips once again ghost against the corners of his, his hands grab needily at your waist.

“Dammit aegiya, please.”

Jeonghyeon breathes out shakily and you flash him a coy little smile that does bad, bad things to his heart before you finally kiss him. 

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God, you’re ridiculous. 

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Jeonghyeon can’t stop kissing you. 

His teeth scrape slightly against your bottom lip and you gasp. Your tongue flicks out to drag across the roof of his mouth and something so good just bursts in his brain. Hands squeeze your waist again, you squeak and they stroke your sides as if to soothe, sliding down to rest on your thighs. You shift, gripping to the front of your boyfriend’s hoodie and just like that, you’re fully on his lap, straddling him.

If nothing, Jeonghyeon only gets needier.

He’s mouthing at your neck, tongue teasing mindless patterns at the places he knows are sensitive. The little noises that escape you set off tiny firecrackers in his head. Your hands clench uselessly before finding their way to his hair and tugging. Heat blooms at the pit of his stomach and he bites a little harder than he meant to. The strangled noise that it draws from you is delicious and your hips jerk forward, creating friction that has him groaning. His mind is empty, save for the thought of you, how desperate he is for you.

Fingers slip under this hoodie to fidget with the waistband of his pants, every touch against bare skin has him inhaling sharply, his eyes dark and pupils blown out, staring at you in a way that has heat coursing through your whole body. He’s become bold enough to rest his palms over your ass, slipping them into your back pockets and squeezing. Your hands go a little lower and he bites back a curse, resting his forehead on your shoulder, eyes fluttering shut. Any sense of composure is tossed aside, neither of you bothering to see where it’s gone.

It’s all shaky breathing, gasps swallowed up by lips on lips, fabric rustling and the desperate repetition of each other’s name like a plea to the universe to mould your bodies together so that you’d never be apart from each other.

Jeonghyeon’s basking in the afterglow, both of you struggling to catch your breaths. He’s as boneless as you are, languidly draping yourself on top of him, sprawling almost, limbs loose and liquid-like. You giggle and that’s when he notices the drama still playing in the background.

Hands reach for his own, and he swears he can see the stars in your eyes. You’re absolutely going to be the end of him. His heart and his mind and his body and his soul, dangling into the precipice that is you. It’s absolutely idiotic, letting himself drop in so deep, not caring about when he’ll have to hit the ground, running.

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And yet, he’s the one who’s ridiculous enough to fall for you, over and over and over again.

[electricea]

@pupmusebox sent - Crashing into your box just to say this since the post isn't enough to yap at you due to so much words haha. Ahem... This bean here is a real joy and wonderful mun, even when chatting occasionally on here or discord. Give yourself some well deserved love and credit for how you write Ryuji too. Bury them with love and more, they deserve it and by darn it this precious bean is wonderful as is their muse. Okay okay... I'll stop yapping like a puppy and let you be. But never forget! You're pawesome in all that you do.

I appreciate that a lot - I'd really loe to remedy the 'occasionally' part and I am trying to give myself more credit - you know it's funny because I looked over at my first blog for a while because I was looking for something and while I do in a way think of as akin to viewing home movies like embarrassing and sometimes cringey, I can definitely say that I've become a lot more comfortable in finding his voice and it was definitely a small moment of pride to know that flailing and insecure mun was gonna be alright in the end. As for yourself, you've got some wonderful muses yourself and I'd love to speak with you more - you just seem incredibly funny and kind and I'd like to get to know your muses. Plus, we love puppies here!

[askfairyromano]

not to be a debbie downer, but these laws seem really antiquated. i can understand wanting to uphold tradition and maintain a certain way of living, and i can even understand wanting to keep certain laws in place to strength your sense of history or understanding within your culture, but not being able to marry or even be in a relationship? for both of you, that seems rather....isolating. honestly, the word i want to use is cruel. i can understand the idea of using relationships and marriages as a form of alliance and being more or less a transaction between kingdoms, but it still feels rather cold. is that something that could ever be changed? maybe when you take the crown? BUT on a lighter note, i wanna hear about what you consider eye candy. tell me about your type, im curious about what you find attractive! and speaking of attractive, you're stunning whether you accept that within yourself or not! even if you're only in public during special events where you have your ass out, there are those who do still look at your face. not everyone would objectify you so blatantly. and your servants and workers count as people, too! they see you daily, or near daily, i would assume, and im willing to bet all the money i have that some find you handsome and gorgeous (because you ARE) but choose to stay quiet for one reason or another.

(oooh mun that webtoon style format is stunning!! you make it flow so well with how you do your art!!! and SPEAKING of gorgeous!!! hello i saw your itabro art on twitter!!!! i cant tell which i like more, theyre both so beautiful! i do love a good nsfw picture and you always make them so ~blessed~ with their junk, the one with them fully dressed is also so cute, and i love how you pick the colors for their clothes to look so nice on them. another wonderful piece!!)

[slytherinshua]

HAPPY 1K TO ZANNA Z TO A TO N & N TO THE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. You deserve it. I MEAN?????? YOU ALWAYS ATE AND LEFT NO CRUMBS!? YOUR FIC ARE AMAZING AND ANOTHER LEVEL (If you deny this.. I'll make you unloyal to gyehyeon 🥰) MY FAV IS LITERALLY THE ONE YOU WROTE FOR MY BIRTHDAY :((((( I LOVE IT, I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE EVERY FIC YOU WROTE. IT MUST BE TIRING FOR YOU TO CARRY THE WRITING COMMUNITY 🤞🏻

YOU'RE SO

Talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show-stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely not ever been done before, unafraid to reference or not reference, put it in a blender, shit on it, vomit on it, eat it, give birth to it. bro’s beautiful, handsome, pretty, elegant, breathtaking, gorgeous, attractive, charming, heavenly, stunning, exquisite, cute, magnificent, divine, alluring, pleasing, lovely, delightful, appealing, engaging, winsome, ravishing, gorgeous, glamorous, irresistible, bewitching, beguiling, graceful, elegant, exquisite, aesthetic, magnificent, hot, sexy, foxy, tasty, divine, beddable, pulchritudinous, dazzling, fascinating, fine, good looking, graceful, grand, splendid, superb, wonderful, sublime, statuesque, ravishing, radiant, ideal, nice, excellent, enticing, classy, admirable, fancy, angelic, beauteous, luscious, fetching, adoring, adorable, scrunkly, embellishing, flawless, perfect, personable, desirable, seductive, snazzy, striking, showstopping, glossy, eye catching, fabulous, prime, top notch, sensational, premium, tempting, magnetic, captivating, prepossessing, bright, my light, curvaceous, dollish, tantalizing, enchanting, pleasant, flamboyant, glorious, spectacular, fantastic, dandy, hunky, jaw dropping, droolable, rapturous, blissful, sumptuous, luxurious, palatial, swanky, extravagant, extraordinary out of this world, well formed and refined.

(Don't question this.🥰🥰)

Remember don't rush yourself yeah 👀👀👀 I'm very very very excited for your 1k event. The amount of ideas for this event 👀🤞🏻

I came to this app because of enhypen and I guess your hashtags never popped out in my feeds 😞 if it wasn't because of SO MUN 🥰🥰🥰 (Dw I'm back to my So Mun era, he's my one and only) glaresatjihoon&minhyun.

But 🤌🏻 I FEEL EXCITEMENT WHEN I SAW YOU WRITE FOR JO BYEONG GYU!$??"?$$??$?"??$ 🥰🤞🏻

You're slaying so hard (i could never 😞💔)

Everyone on this app should be reading your works cause WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING IF THEY DON'T READ YOUR FICS?! If haters ever appear here, damn they probably never been loved by their parents so they throw hates 🥰

CONGRATS ONCE AGAIN 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ YOU DESERVE A REWARD

MyPinterestaregonnabefullofjbagain 👹

KSJFHSKD I GUESS I CANT REFUTE YOU CAUSE UM IM ALWAYS LOYAL TO JO GYEHYEON BEFORE ANYONE ELSE FR 💪💪 TYSM MIZU IM LITERALLY SO 💔💔💔

so proud to be hot, sexy, foxy, tasty, divine, beddable and most of all hunky 👹😭

THANK U FOR THE JB'S >>>>> WE LOVE A BIEBER 👹

HEY UR BACK IN UR SO MUN ERA CONGRATULATIONS (i started watching sky castle and its currently just me being slightly confused at ppls names and giggling whenever byeonggyu is on screen)

OMG THE BIEBER FEVER AWARD 😭😭😭😭😭

[familylightfox]

Ya'll Are Sweethearts: Accepting

@supcrsxnic-cxmct asked: (it won't let me tag the main blog)

💌 I just think you’re amazing✨ I think your portrayal is on point, but it also intimidates me☀️ I want to rp with you, but I’m not sure how

@sxturn-bxrs asked: (same issue as above)

🎉 We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy! 💌 I just think you’re amazing

@stardusted-hearts asked:

🎉 We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy! 💌 I just think you’re amazing 💖💖💖 and sparkle hearts bc you're so sweet and I'm so glad we're friends!!

@champiionic asked:

🎉 We’ve been mutuals for ages, and this makes me so happy! 💌 I just think you’re amazing

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

OOC: So much love, but I'm sending it all back to you tenfold. Each and every one of you are just as amazing. Keep being that way.

Ryu, I know my writing can be intimidating. I prefer to stick to long, descriptive, paragraphs that can be overwhelming but you need to keep in mind that I don't need partners to match my length. Give me something to work with and I'm happy. I don't reblog a lot of memes but you're welcome to send stuff in, you just HAVE to start labeling your asks with your blog name. It helps me a ton.

Nathan, I think you're a wonderful person and can be a little too hard on yourself sometimes. It's okay. You don't have to be perfect and I'm very happy we've been able to start writing together as we have. I know all my threads run on a queue so it takes a bit for me to get to replies, but I do enjoy writing with you.

Raven, you're so amazing. One of the sweetest muns I know. When we started writing together, I was always worried that I wasn't good enough. I'm so glad that those thoughts faded over time because you're one of my best friends. I am always so happy being able to write with you and see the antics Star, Horizon, and Snowy can get into. Bonus points if I can help. ;3c

And Zay. I know we haven't written in awhile, but I'm also so glad that we've been mutuals for so long. I love following along with the lore and things you build for your muses. You put so much care and effort into them.

[soulrph]

mun! mun!!! i just realized sth!! even though i love love LOVE you, i don't know ANYTHING abt you!! is that by choice, or do you have an about me page that im missing? i understand not sharing things on the internet if not!! i just thought id ask, since youre my favorite person regardless of whether you share more info abt u :D

hello my wonderful, kind, darling nonnie!! this is such a sweet thing to receive these days, thank you so much for taking the time to send this in!!

honestly, my mysterious vibes aren't deliberate or cautious, i'm not even a massively private person! i just like to drop memes and psas here, and then vanish into the clouds, leaving you wonderful angels confused and bewildered by my writings, but much more importantly, forever unaware of when i'll return. i'm like santa clause, but if santa clause didn't have a calendar and just showed up with presents sporadically, and more often than not presents that NOBODY asked for!

but i'm happy to share some little bits about me! so my name is blue, i'm currently going through a phase of making pancakes every time i'm stressed. i'm also very very busy right now with college work, although i'm approaching the end of it now! so i'm hoping to be back and posting much more often in october. it sucks a little bit because i wanted to write some autumn prompts, but alas, there's always next year! i'm currently writing up some dramatic prompts inspired by the shadow and bone season 2 trailer release; it's honestly a good thing that i'm not able to be around as much, because i'd end up writing prompts from the six of crows duology ENDLESSLY!

i also love rewatching shows. i don't know why, but i can't seem to watch the final ever episode of anything! like if i know a new season is coming out, i'll watch every episode aside from the last one in the latest season! thanks to tudum, i'm currently undecided about whether or not to rewatch shadow and bone, bridgerton or stranger things. it's a big decision! i run an rp blog alongside this one, and i recently started writing a multi, so that's an entire experience that really just enables me to add as many characters as i like. it's fantastic!

i don't know what else to say, it's like when someone says "tell me a little about yourself!" and suddenly you have no idea who you are! but always feel free to ask me stuff; i'm never not happy to see my inbox light go off! i'm just slower than a wet week of sundays when it comes to actually answering them!

anyway! ily nonnie!!!!! SM!!! you're a wonderful person and i hope you're having a fantastic weekend! be safe, be well, drink some water, and know that you are loved!

your loving friend,

blue.

[all-that-is-youtiful-and-void]

Dear Mun,

I'm sorry to see you struggling like this and I'm here to tell you that I feel for you. It's painful to feel like your existence and your muses don't matter, but I'm here to remind you that's not true. Your muses are wonderful and unique because you're the one that is writing them. Yes things maybe be hard at some point but there are people that care about you and love you. Please treat yourself as kindly as you treat others because you deserve it too. I'm sure people will get more active again and maybe they will let you know what kept them away. Just please don't lose up. I'm sending love and hugs your way.

I'll try, though it's very hard. But I do thank you! It means a lot.

[ruhrohrps]

what’s your opinion on aurorabayrpg?

oh boyyyyyyy

please be advised this is my OPINION

so let me start off by saying i forgot if i joined in the past, so i was waiting to have time to attempt to join. i want to show a screenshot of this ask that perfectly displays the date i received this so the muns cannot act as though i set up the group or were targeting them by sending myself this ask, or whatever else they may say cause idk them, they seem catty asf when called out (you'll see in the screenshots) and wanna cover my bum because i know one of their muns will probably see this - show it to them, and then it'll be a thing~ so...

i started to look around the rp. around the time i got this anon, it seems they were struggling with diversity... and weren't nice with their responses, nor did they make any sense?

^i mean.... *slow clap* way to respond to an anon trying to voice a problem with GLOATING about your initial app count (almost all white).

^fun, it gets better. so.... like.... what? no one is forcing anyone? if someone doesn't want to be a diverse fc, they just wouldn't apply for a second character rather than a third, if they were to tweak it to the second chara rather than the third? it's almost like they're coming up with an excuse for having their rp being white-focused. As it is, the admins brought in mostly white fcs; admin bex having brought in two white fcs (maya hawke & elizabeth gillies) before finally bringing in an aisha dee character (2/3 of their charas WHITE), admin dani has natasha liu bordizzo, daisy edgar jones, florence pugh, chase sui wonders, olivia cooke (3/5 of her characters WHITE), admin kell has zendaya, samantha logan, madelyn cline, axel auriant, tom holland, timothee chalamet (4/6 of their characters are WHITE). altogether, 9/14 admin characters are WHITE - only 5/14 are PoC... way to set the tone for your own group, and then having the AUDACITY to tell an anon you're looking forward to seeing who THEY'D add to YOUR diversity? uhhhhh maybe you should do that yourself and show people you're for diversity? lmfaoooooo diversity isn't solely on your players... but, then again - they obviously don't care judging by their response. "invisible quota" damnnnn the privilege is strrrooonngggg. i didn't even check all the players' characters cause i feel as though i'd only be more angry/upset; but just by judging off of the admin stats - the players are probably at the same rate... i did only get 3/4 of the way down the females list and it's mostly white fcs... so.....

^ like.... YIKES. shoulda just let the top admin talk, cause the second addition is just.... distasteful? uncalled for? hm.

so, if you search their blog they get asks about the group being cliquey or not kinda frequently. i think more than they post tbh cause they're a bigger group. uh, i attempted to join today to see if that were true (even was gonna take up a wc to see if it would help me), and they're really strict on occupations, alone? like... kinda bizarre but they have a set occupations list, you can only apply as one of those or you have to run the occupation by the admin staff if it's not 'vague' enough? weird. controlling, even.

^i, in fact, did NOT understand. there's more to an aquarium than keepers..... idk, the admin team just screamed snarky and controlling at this point, so i didn't join and just decided to put this out there as an honest opinion on my part. ALSO - controlling that you need to change your name/alias to join the group if someone else shares a name with you :) LOVE being told I have to CHANGE MY NAME. LMFAOOOO TF?

also, just as a note: they spam the rp tags. their 2 months of running as a group was back in MARCH and they're still using 'new rp' as a tag... lmfao - y'all have 40 muns, open for over 3 months now, and STILL calling yourselves NEW? you're established at this point. also, their promos clog up the tags - i just had to block their promo blog cause it was all i could see.

BOTTOM LINE:

no care for diversity

rude/catty admins

lack of creative freedom for writers

basically a spam blog

*please note that this is all my opinion based on interactions i've had and from what i've seen. this opinion does not give anyone the right/nor does it ask of anyone to send hate

[your-sweet-cookies]

Figured I'd message here instead of DMs, so whoever the fuck the anon is can read this. No one else is annoyed by Kukki but you. No one is being forced to write with either the mun or the muse, and no one writing with this lovely, wonderful human being is preventing them from writing with you. Though if your attitude is anywhere near as bad as it is in these anon messages, I'm not surprised you have to blame someone else for the fact people don't want to write with you.

I, personally, share a shit ton of memes. Why? Because I want people to send them. I always reiterate how people are welcome to send me as many memes as they wish, and I know I'm not the only one. If you want to write with someone, maybe stop hiding behind a grey face, and send the meme yourself. We're all constantly posting them, pretty much everyone in this fandom is nice, and they're great ice breakers.

Stop coming at Kukki, both as a writer and her character just because you're feeling self-conscious and jealous. If you don't like her, block her.

Kukki's writer, and the character herself, are amazing, wonderful, and sweet, and I'm honoured to write with them. So by all means, fuck off.

((I love you. I figured since they're sending you the anons, it'd actually be more likely for them to see it if I sent it to your Ask, instead of posting it on my own blog. If you need anything, DM me, babes <3 <3 <3)

Message from Mun: Gosh, seeing this message pop up in my inbox really warmed up my heart! It means a lot to me to see that people like me and Kukki! <3 Thank you sweetheart, you are truly an amazing friend and person and I am truly grateful for your support! Ily! 💗

I also appreciate everyone else who reached out to me to show their love and encouragement for Kukki! <3 You are all such amazing and wonderful people that I can't even begin to describe in words how much each and every single one of you means to me! 🥹

As for the hateful anons, I just hope they'll find their inner peace one day and happiness. Being like that really won't help or improve their life and I just wish they'd understand that too. But if they want to block me, it's okay, I can understand if my writing isn't to everyone's liking and it's totally fine. I am not leaving anywhere and neither is Kukki. I still have plans and stuff I want to do in this wonderful fandom and community, so I am here to stay. One or two grumpy grey faces won't be enough to make me want to abandon everything I built and the people I love! X3

[antvnger]

Ant-Man and Ant-Mun: A Little Birthday Celebration

Scott couldn’t help but feel incredibly guilty. He should have paid better attention. After all, with this peculiar version of quantum entanglement he shares with his dear friend, he's privy to a lot of her forefront thoughts and feelings as she is with his. He should have honed in on her exuberance and understood it for what it was. And he should have checked his calendar better.

He approached her from behind to surprise her, and he silently covered her eyes. She squeaked out an ooh! as he did so, but she kept still, curious to see what was going on. "Guess who..."

She giggled and shrugged. Even without their connection, the voice was unmistakable. But still, it was more fun to mess with her friend. "Ummmmm, are you that one guy who guest-starred on that one popular sitcom in the 90s?"

"Ha ha," he said flatly as he turned her around, but he couldn't keep his straight face for long as she started laughing at her own joke. "You know I'm younger than that version of my face, right?"

"Yeah yeah yeah," she waved dismissively, still giggling. "I know. You like to mention that every time he's mentioned."

He shrugged. "Yeah well, I just want it to be clear."

"Oh it's clear, my friend. Very very clear."

He raised an eyebrow and smirked. "Speaking of ages..." Now she raised an eyebrow and smirked. He presented her with a big plastic bag which carried three wrapped gifts and a card. "Happy birthday!"

"Aaaw, Scott," she grinned wide. "Thank you! You're so sweet. I was beginning to wonder if I'm being honest."

He ducked his head a bit, looking a little sheepish. "I kinda sorta thought today was the 27th."

"Ah." She nodded once. "I see."

"Yeah, a friendly little Anon bird pointed out the day to me, so I booked it to make sure I fixed this. Sorry it took me so long," he said quietly as he offered his bag of gifts.

"You're too hard on yourself," she answered as she accepted the bag. "I understand, Scott. It's okay, really. I've definitely gotten my dates mixed up before too. No harm done." She looked down at the bag before looking back up at her friend excitedly. "Can I open them?"

"Of course! It's your birthday. Just do me a favor and save the card for last."

"Last? That's unusual."

"You'll see."

The gifts were certainly good ones. He knew his friend very well, indeed. A red and black beanie - for she loved beanies - and a new copy of one of her favorite books that had been accidentally damaged and...

"Where did you get these earrings, Scott?" she asked him excitedly, laughing as she pulled them out of the box.

"I have resources," he answered with a chuckle. "Besides, I know you're just as fond of my merch as I am."

"You got that right! They're so cool! Now I can be nerdy and chic, my favorite combination." He laughed at that as she pulled out the card. "If there's tickets to some concert or NFL game in here, I'm going to lose my mind."

"No no," he shook his head, "sorry, nothing that cool."

No, instead there was another gift per se, one right from the heart.

If someone had told me before all this Ant-Man stuff happened that I would literally be sharing a brain with someone, I would have laughed and said to lay off the sci-fi. Yet here we are. And I couldn't be happier to share this weird brain and quantum entanglement thing with you. Are you sure you're not a variant of me? It just makes sense because we're so similar. If a person can have more than one soulmate, then I'd say we're definitely the platonic kind. You're one of my best friends, and I'm so glad we get to go on this crazy adventure together. Happy birthday BFF, Scott

She swallowed the lump in her throat before she quickly tackled him in a hug. "You are one of my best friends ever, and I'm very blessed and thankful to know you. Thank you, my friend."

"No," he said as he returned the hug. "Thank you."

[munsonthemisfit]

I know this sounds cynical af but you have no obligation to stick around and bring joy to people that would not do the same for mun or just to be 'someone's outlet' when you, yourself don't have one. I see lots of people here saying 'feel free to message me' etc and while that is SO wonderful and kind of them, from my experience it does just perpetuate the fear that they won't like YOU because yes sure, you could message them first but you are taking a risk in doing that. You could message any random person first and whether or not they like you is yet to be decided. You're not Eddie. They don't know you. It's fucking hard. I really feel for you. I'm sorry you have to feel this way after spending so much time putting love out into the world and making people happy. If you haven't already, I suggest setting up another ST blog completely separate from this one and not shared here at all so that if you ever decide to retire or delete you are not just leaving the fandom. There's no reason to give up ST all together. ❤

ooc: I’ve got a personal blog that I’ve had since I was like 14/15 or something, I’ve got a ST blog where I just reblog fandom stuff and post stories on there that seem to do well, I’ve made a twitter to match my ST blog and I’ve made an AO3 account for if I decide to leave tumblr completely. I’m still in the fandom but I just don’t really get interactions outside of likes and reblogs and everything just seems so artificial nowadays. Like I don’t have a solid group of friends I just have a bunch of people liking my posts but never talking to me. It just feels yucky. I don’t know. I signed up for this and I don’t expect anyone to stick around for the admin just cause their account was kinda fun for a while. I don’t expect anything from anyone but I can’t say it doesn’t hurt to feel like I’m excluded unless I’m providing a service for them.

[revoltwithlcve]

SO I know I’ve talked about this a lot but, I want to talk a bit about Pink’s wording when she told Spinel to stay in the garden.

So at first we see her look at Spinel like this, it’s what I would say is her done expression. She knows this can’t go on. If there’s anything she’s learned from the other diamonds, its that outside of this garden playing is practically forbidden for a diamond, and playing is all that Spinel knows how to do. Thus, Spinel can’t come with her, or go to the other diamonds lest they do something horrible to her. They have no use for a gem made to play. Not to mention Pink is annoyed by Spinel, though she’s been working really hard to hide that from Spinel.

Here’s Pink thinking, how can she tell Spinel (a gem made to be her best friend) that she can’t come with her, without hurting her feelings or letting the other diamonds get the chance to shatter her?

“ Here in the garden, lets play a game. I’ll show you how its done. Here in the garden, stand very still. ”

She phrases her leaving in a way that Spinel understands, and would enjoy doing, so its not necessarily something bad for Spinel to hear. And she’d stay in the garden, someplace that’s safe where Spinel wouldn’t be looked down on or taken away like gems Pink had played with in the past had been. Seems like a win-win in Pinks mind, she even walks away with a big grin on her face probably thinking she handled that smoothly!

This way, she can move forward with being a leader like Yellow, Blue and White, and Spinel stays safe and wasn’t hurt by her leaving!

At least, that’s what Pink thought. We all know that wasn’t the case. :”(

[fledermoved]

Shoutout Saturday still arrives, even on murky days!

Here’s this week’s top picks, and why they’re top picks!

🦇 @chainsxwsmile​ - We actually used to interact on an old blog of mine! I once ran a blog called twinevitable that held some kid OCs that I scrapped and repurposed. That's actually where Manor!Phil's son, Sandy, came from 🥺💖 BEAUTIFULLY creative mun, wonderful art and writing, was always very kind to me.

🦇 @ladiesandwitches​ - We aren't very far in our threads yet, but I am in LOVE with your writing style. You really get into the minds of your muses!! And hands down, whole-heartedly, seeing your ooc and headcanon posts are one of the BEST parts of my day. I absolutely love it.

🦇 @rdldr​ - We haven't interacted yet!!! And I don't really know anything about Eddsworld?? I remember watching it for a short bit WAAAAY back in the olden days but I remember absolutely nothing lmao. I love your energy and writing, though!!! It flows really well and it's just *chef's kiss*

🦇 @thehorsefrom​ - again!! Haven't had much time to get to know you, but you seem to be a very open and genuine person which is, of course, something I deeply respect. You really don't see many Bojack Horseman rpers these days?? Which is a bit of a shame because despite all of the more sensitive moments that could make people flinch, it's a really good show imo.

🦇 @twobraiined​ - POINTS AT YOU....... You have that one energy that is so hard to describe but I ADORE it and am HERE FOR IT. I wasn't as interested in Word Girl as a kid (probably because I've always been a huge furry and if I saw a human on the screen I was instantly bored out of my mind) BUT your writing has a certain charisma that just lures you in and even when you're not writing ic I'm just so happy to see you on dash. You should remember to be gentle and kind with yourself!!!

[cesca-untoldstories]

Honestly I'm really glad you're sticking around. You bring so many such happiness and you seem like you really have fun with everything here on your blog. You and your musings and art are wonderful and anyone who hates on you is just upset that you're enjoying yourself while they can't. Keep strong, Mun Fran, you're a joy to have here. 💕💕💕

Hello dearest Nya! 🐤

What beautiful words you just said to me, you give me a lot of encouragement to move forward for you all and me! I think that hatred comes and goes and what can be learned from this is that... don't stop doing what you like because it bothers others.

People are going to hate you the same, be it for A B C reason, you continue to be happy to do what you do and soon you will find a circle that is made up of people who really are in harmony with what you like. Sometimes I get to think, maybe the anons are jealous that I have close mutuals and that we love each other reciprocally? Whatever it is, I hope they don't show up around here or around me or friends anymore. because in this blog what you are looking for is love & caring, entertainment, ocs, stories, canon, enjoy stone ocean when it comes out, and many many memes! 🐤💕

[cursedfortune]

♛ ME LOL

[ ♛ ] send me a url and i'll tell you the following; @kneelbeforeagod

my opinion on;

character in general: What beautiful, powerful green bean did you put into my soup here?? Zamasu (and Black) were characters that I always had strong opinions for and was disappointed in seeing the execution of. But damn, do I love them still. Especially in the context of DB they are such unique villains. I both cheer on for them to get some fucking help but also want to knock them out cold. Or put them in the evil containment jar and shake them up like, enjoy, we call this ride the scrambler or some shit. how they play them: I love how you write this boy/these boys. You never neglect Zamasu's roots but you don't allow them to diminish his ambition. I love the thought put into Zamasu vs Black, the differences between them that you've elaborated on. From feelings to perspectives to how they go about things due to the differences in their bodies now - how that change alone has fractured both versions into being entirely their own. I enjoy seeing how you explore his competence, what emotions he is capable of but simultaneously unable to handle, or the sheer madness he has thrown himself into because of one obsession or another. I fucking LOVE seeing what provokes him to make each and every decision, whether it's impulsive or thought out - and that you take the time frame the situation and act accordingly. Each personal headcanon you've shared with me so far I adore. There's nothing that I don't love about your portrayal, okay?? the mun: Ilu. I've had a blast talking and getting to know you, shooting the shit for a while. You've always been max chill to get along with and I enjoy our banter so much, you destroy me every time we chat sagdfhgfj my god. But like, we vibe. We simultaneously progressed naturally and backwards all at once and I'm so okay with that. Being friends is real good and I enjoy you not just for rp stuff but as a person, too. I appreciate your support and checking in on me and just all around being fucking rad, especially when I'm still a mess of a thing trying to socialize. You're always clear in expressing yourself which makes things really fucking nice and I never am second guessing shit. You're just swell, wonderful and real cute and fuck you if you disagree dude x'D

do i;

follow them: Hell yes. You were one of the first peeps I followed and chatted with when I came back to the rpc on here on my prior blog. And defo one of the first when I switched to this one. rp with them: Yes. Hell yes. want to rp with them: Always. I feel like our potential for content is just endless, ahahaha. ship their character with mine: UHHH I guess we do?? I love it even if I have no name for the mess they are. I love how we just cracked our knuckles at first and were like, "let fused Zamasu go fucking off cause Mortem can regen and take it" and it has grown into different au's, an entire timeline, backstory, alternate endings. Like. These two and their back and forth of punishing one another, him trying to kill her off for good and Mortem trying to exhaust him of this concept into potentially restoring some aspect of him that could be a decent god. Since... all sentient life is wiped out. Or being threatened, in earlier plot points. Like, it's such a harrowing journey for the two of them and they are both villains to one another. Which is absolutely hilarious because a lot of their views and points and efforts are so similar, expect how they go about it and the extreme negativity he ends up drowning in makes their path part. Boi. I just love seeing what new reactions she gets from him. But likewise, the rawness he pulls from her is also wild to me. There are no games between them and I love it. Even the content with Black is just a disaster I live for. And any of our stuff that isn't on the verge of murder and has more of an emotional weight to it is just fascinating and HURTS ME because goddamn. I hate what we've done if only because I love it so much x'D

what is my;

overall opinion: Good. You're a good bean. You write good things. You've put a lot of heart and soul into your content. Even your other bloggo is fucking good shit. I focused on these two since they are your pride and joy tho. I'm enjoying how our content has developed, friendship has grown and I just have a good time with you. I'm thankful you've been supportive and I'm always here to support in return. Thank you for spending time with me and writing with me and just everything. ;////;

[hirako5hinji]

Anna, firstly i'm so glad you came back to writing!! i was super excited to see your muses again around the end of last year, because it's always sooo fun seeing their shenanigans on the dash!! second, i want to thank you for being a really good source of encouragement and love to all in the rp community. you truly are like the big sister of this bleach place. you're an amazing writer and an even better human being and i enjoy seeing your boy's development with hiyori! wishing you all the best!

//asdfldsjf Mimi, when I came back last year, I was so, so happy and excited to see you around, like you cannot even believe! I still remember how you were so warm and welcoming and you made it so easy for me to rejoin this wonderful little tight-knit RPC, refreshing my memory of all that things I once loved and adored about this community - the wonderful, kind muns like you! 

Thank you for your message - I was hoarding it and it made me smile every time I read it! I just want you to know that it’s thanks to the influence and presence of individuals like yourself that I’m enjoying myself so much on here lately. 

I wish you all the best too in 2020, dear fren! May all your ships sail smoothly, may you never run out of inspiration, may you always be surrounded with warm and lovely people such as yourself!