I have this theory that ‘Bigger than the whole sky’ is from the midnight she couldn’t sleep from worrying about her mom’s health and spiralled down into the worst possible what if scenario .
She’s talking about a grief so big that ‘No words appear before her in the aftermath’ and we know words are exactly how she processes romantic relationships so it cant be about them.
Every single thing I touch becomes SICK with sadness.
Cause its all over now, all out to sea and going out to sea could be a euphemism for dying?
Did some force take you because I didn’t pray seems to link back to Desperate people find faith so now I pray to Jesus too
Every single thing to come has turned into ashes 'Cause it's all over, it's not meant to be
So I'll say words I don't believe ( saying Soon you’ll get better when you’re unsure of it yourself)
And the chorus is self explanatory.
Idk it just makes sense. Especially with it being the saddest song on the whole album and about someone bigger than the whole sky
those photos of scott & andrea bedazzling the guitar are genuinely making me so emotional because like. she’s taylor swift, but she’s just their baby. like. the way they’ve always believed in her & shown up for her? yeah. they’re always gonna bedazzle her guitars & write 13’s on her hand.
Had a dream that there was some kind of intermission during an Eras show and tons of people left. I looked around and saw Momma Swift maybe 30ft from me and couldn’t convince myself to “bother” her. I just hoped she’d look in my general direction so I could just wave at her. She never did since other fans were going up to her & talking to her & getting hugs, while I sat there, trying not to be “a bother.”
She walked by me and I was able to squeak out “Hi Ms. Andrea” which she obviously didn’t hear.
So that’s a pretty spot on representation of how my real life has been going lately 🥹
@taylorswift @taylornation hello Taylor!! How’s The Eras Tour!? I hope it’s great! I hope to see you on July 28th at Levi Stadium. Only problem is, I don’t have a ticket.😭 It’s perfect because I have NO BIRTHDAY PLANS! I’d LOVE to see you live and spend my 31st birthday with you screaming my heart out to all your songs!! Think you can make it the best birthday ever and save me a ticket?! 31 is 13 backwards after all and Santa Clara is my hometown so it’s a sign that I need to see you!! Please please please!! I’d be the happiest girl alive!! I hope you see this!! I love you Miss Girl!!