#masakit besh

[complicatedweirdcutie]

ang panget ko potah

[sappyoldsoul]

The hardest part of letting go is realizing that the other person already has.

[fluffyshitpoo]

May 29, 2020

Around 9:30am, biglang nag-invite para sa meeting ng team. Earlier than nung na-set na schedule. It was not the standard meeting. Kamustahan lang. Nasabihan na to prepare our selves sa mga susunod na mangyayari. Round the table. Say what you want to say. Pero wala ako masabi. Nauna iyak ko. Ineexpect ko na eh.

Around 10:15am, nagmessage sa akin yung manager namin. Important matter. Alam ko na. Di naman nagmemessage sa amin yun. Naiyak na talaga ako.

Through Skype call kasama ang PRD (HR). Grabe iyak ko, wala pa sinasabi. "Are you ok?" Besh, umiiyak ako, malamang di ok. Then inexplain sa akin yung situation at bakit kinakailangan. Kasama ako sa malalay off na employee. Last in, first out basis. Naiintindihan ko at ineexpect ko naman kako. One year and 3 months pa lang ako. Malas nga naman. 😔

That same time, sinabi ko agad sa family ko. May ilang kaibigan din na nakakaalam. 😭

Inexplain sa akin yung termination contract. Mga matatanggap ko. Effective ng araw na yun mismo. Naka work from home pa ako. May personal na gamit pa ako sa office. Natatawa talaga ako kasi ito na, wala na akong trabaho. Pero inisip ko yung activities and action items na naka assign sa akin. Pano ko ieendorse? 🤣 Earned praise tuloy mula kay manager. Second job ko ito. Gaya sa nauna kong work, ayoko ng iniiwan yung trabaho ko na ganun na lang. Gusto ko maayos pa rin.

So ayun. Inayos ko lahat ng files ko, mga kailangan gawin. Nagpaalam at nagpasalamat sa team. Got some personal messages from them. Somehow, nakagaan ng loob.

3pm. Tapos.

___________

Ang sakit mawalan ng trabaho dahil sa impact ng Covid-19 sa aircraft industry. ☹️ For the past few months, nakadepend ang pamilya ko sa akin — ako lang may trabaho. Ngayon, nawala pa. 😔 Job security. Yan inaassure sa akin nung una dahil sa mga projects namin. Sa kasaamaang palad, Last In First Out. (May work naman na si mother this June, kaso magtatanggal na rin ng employees ang school. What more if kaunti talaga ang students na mag eenroll ngayon.)

Mabigat at masakit sa kalooban. Still grateful. Di naman sila nagkulang.

Compensation and benefits wise - masayang masaya ako.

Magandang working environment - matiyaga sa pagturo at pagguide sa akin ng mga katrabaho ko, para ko silang magulang (them being same age as my parents haha).

Di rin sila nagkulang sa panahon ng pandemya - WFH schedule, care packs during Enhanced Community Quarantine, provided ang shuttle service, masks, alcohol, etc.

Grabe lang talaga impact ng pandemic sa aircraft and commercial airline industry.

Minalas lang talaga. Sabi nga sa nabasa ko... 2020 is a leap year. That leap right into some bullshit.

Tough times, tough shit. I'm built for this. 💪

Maraming maraming salamat sa pamilya at mga kaibigang nagcocomfort sa akin.

May 30, 2020.

Nagising ako ng 4:30 am. Walang alarm clock na gumising. Inisip ko, ganitong oras naliligo na ako, nagpreprepare pumunta ng work; 5:30am, lakad na papuntang pick up point ng shuttle. 6:20am, nasa work na, ako pinakamaaga.

Pero sa isip ko na lang yan.

Gumising lang ako.

Nalungkot. Naglaba. At natulog muli. 🤣🤣🤣

Nya ngay garod. 😔😔😔

[itsmeviya]

Natawa ako, napagbintangan pa akong nangiwan. Besh, everyone knows why I left Philippines. My decisions were not all about me anymore, it's about priorities. Implied na sakin yun, people who know me understand my situation, mapakapitbahay man yan o kaibigan. I'm the f*cking breadwinner, pag hindi ako nakapagprovide, my mom and I will starve and we will be burden sa relatives namin.

And, yes, you're not even in my priority list. Bakit? Tayo ba? Responsibilidad ba kita? Huwag kang mag demand sakin kung sa una pa lang ikaw itong walang kasiguraduhan. Huwag mo akong asahan na susugal ako para sayo, dahil una pa lang alam kong matatalo na ako.

Let's just stop. I doubt magiging okay tayo even being friends. Naiirita kasi ako, yung tipong sinubukan kong intindihin ka pero ikaw yung ayaw magpaintindi. Duh, should I beg just to know you more? Gosh. 9 years na, tama na.

Yaan yung gusto kong isagot sayo pero tangina, hindi ko magawa kasi alam kong masakit ako mag salita. Kaya sige hahayaan na lang kitang sisihin ako sa lahat ng kamalasan mo.

[introvert-creature-blog]

One day millionaire.

Ganyan ako minsan. Galing ko no? Tapos pag naubusan na, mukmok sa tabi. Believe it or not, hirap akong pigilan sarili ko. Kinokonsensya ko na nga sarili ko. Sobra. Kaso wala, napakahirap. How worst am I? Yung tipong 5k a day, ubos ko. Hindi ako bumibili ng shoes, bags, makeup, or jeans. Puro T-shirt, books, skin care products, at pagkain. Yeah. Tapos pag wala ng pera, iyak dito, iyak doon. Hindi mapakali sa bahay. Last five months ginawa kong libangan ang panunuod ng vlogs sa YouTube. Try watching these vlogs kasi super matutuwa kayo dahil hindi lang siya tungkol sa beauty or fashion, may reality scenes na may matututunan kayo and will entertained you as well. Search Kris Lumagui, Nina Rayos, Anne Clutz, Philline Ina, Ronan Domingo, Lloyd Cafe Cadena, Rayebanned, Guava Juice, LadyLike, Exploring with Josh, and Purpleheiress. Sila yung top vlogs na naka notified talaga ako para mapanuod ang new vlogs nilang nakakaaliw. Kaya rin ako natuto sa mga skincare products dahil sa kanila kaya nasalba ko pa ang balat ko. Sa makeup naman kasi hindi ako ganun kahilig. Sa lipstick lang ako nababaliw. Anyway, binabago ko pa rin sarili ko kasi sobrang mali eh. Tulad ngayon, may kailangang bayaran kaya lang walang pedoy pa. Jusko.

Kaya sa mga taong katulad ko, save yourself guys. Hayaan niyong makarinig kayo ng masasakit na tatamaan talaga kayo para matauhan kayo. Kasi pag wala na kayong pera at biglang may emergency, wala na. Aatakihin ka na naman ng depression. Mas magandang mag tabi ka ng extra pera para pang emergency. Yes, sakin nanggaling ang advice na yan. (Slow clap). 😑

[helloitstinshappythoughts-blog]

Masakit ba besh? Let go na yan.

Have you ever found yourself crying in the middle of the night because your jowa cheated on you? Have you ever found yourself asking if you deserve to be treated like this? Have you ever wished that someday, he’ll see your worth and treat you the way you deserve to be treated?

 If YES lahat ng sagot mo sa questions na ‘to, then… I wrote this blog for you! (High five!!)

If NO naman, dahil iniisip mong “Ah, okay naman kami ng jowa ko. Ganyan sya minsan, pero bati na kami.” Ayy tehhh!!! This is for you, too.

 If NO naman, just because it’s a no… Keri lang. Gusto mo ituloy basahin, go! If not, okay lang din naman.

 So, ayan! HELLO SA MGA SIZZZSSST KONG YES ANG SAGOT SA MGA QUESTIONS KANINA!!!!

 GUSTO NIYO BA MAGKWENTO AKO? CHAR!!!

 Joke lang.

 Pero ito na nga kasi. Nag yes ka sa tanong ko kanina diba? Ako din e. DATI! All caps teh para intense.

 Have you ever found yourself crying in the middle of the night because your jowa cheated on you? Have you ever found yourself asking if you deserve to be treated like this? Have you ever wished that someday, he’ll see your worth and treat you the way you deserve to be treated?

 Those are the things I told myself before. Those are the things I felt when I was not in a Christ-Centered relationship before. You know, I used to have my moments where I would cry myself to sleep just because we fought about something, and he was just there. He won’t say sorry or anything. It hurts. It got me to a point when I asked myself, “Deserve ko ba ‘to?”

 Until such time, I realized that I don’t deserve this. But it feels like, I couldn’t find my way out. Or I don’t want to find my way out. Kasi nga, ang thinking ko noon, “Magiging okay din kami. Magkakakaayos din kami. Lilipas din ito.”

 Reality check: NO! IT’S NOT! Yes, lilipas din. But no, you are just making yourself believe na magiging okay din lahat. Yes, magiging okay din kayo for a couple of days, weeks, months.. But have you noticed? It’s just the same pattern each time. Diba? Mag aaway kayo, iiyak ka. Tapos tatanungin mo na naman yung sarili mo “Deserve ko ba to? Hindi ko deserve to.” Tapos may karugtong pang “Hindi ko deserve to pero magsstay ako kasi mahal kita.”

 Ayyy tehh!!! Pwede nang linyahan sa mga movies diba? But would you want to settle for something like that for the rest of your life? Your answer should be a clear NO!!!

  This is the time that you have to let go. Let go and let God.

 Palaging kang sinasaktan ng boyfriend mo, or girlfriend mo emotionally, physically, mentally? Let go of them. Let him go, set yourself free.

 Pwedeng sa’yo may mali kaya ka nasasaktan, pwede din namang sa jowa mo. The bottomline is, may mali. That’s it.

 Palagi kang sinasaktan? Regardless of which form.. Do you think it’s what the Lord wants for you? Come to think of it. Jesus died for you, and He saved you. Do you think, Jesus died for you for nothing? Of course not. He died for all of us because He sees us worthy. You are worth it. You are precious to Him.  

 My dear, it’s not what the Lord wants for you. Anak ka ni Lord.

 If this person doesn’t see your worth, palagi kang sinasaktan, pinapaiyak, and pinagsisinungalingan, let them go.

 Seek the Lord with all your heart muna bago iseek your boyfriend with all your heart. Experience the love of the Lord for you, and you will realize that the Lord’s love is more than enough.

 Wag ka matakot mag isa. Hindi ka naman mag iisa in the first place. The Lord is with you, sizzsst!!! ♥

 If hindi mo pa kayang mag let go, but you know that deep down your heart, ayaw mo na, just Pray. I hope, sa magbabasa nito. I hope you realize how precious and valuable ka in the eyes of the Lord. I hope you experience how loving is our Father God. Cheer up, sizzsst and bro! :)

[alicenowonderland]

Paalam, Patawad (Song Review)

I just heard this song this morning lang and while I am taking a bath, napa-iyak talaga ako sa sakit nung lyrics (+ may pinagdadaanan talaga ako ngayon 😂)

So here's the thing, the song is about letting go. Patawad (sorry) and Paalam (goodbye).

Masakit talaga yung lyrics niya mga mamsh, besh, baks! May salitang PATAWAD kasi may nasaktan or may nagawan ng mali. PAALAM, meaning may iniwan. Mali na iwan yung taong mahal lalo pa kung mahal ka rin naman. Hindi ba yun iyong gusto nating lahat?

Mahalin din tayo nung taong mahal natin? Pero bakit natin iiwan?

Well, of you are matured enough to hear the song and understand the deeper meaning of it, iniwan niya yung taong mahal niya to be more of his/herself to love that person better.

I remember I have read a book ( kay Ramon B yata yern) saying, hindi lahat ng nang-iiwan ay masama. May rason sila kung bakit. And maybe on reason is yung palaguin yung sarili.

Yeah maganda kung mag gro grow together sa isang relasyon. But, it does not mean na it is happening to others ay mangyayari yun sa lahat. Minsan talaga, someone needs to leave to fix his/herself. Lalo na kung toxic na yung relationship or hindi na sila both nag gro grow. After all sarili niya 'yun. But that does not mean na that person who left does not love his/her partner.

The one who left is saying sorry. Sorry for the pain na iiwan niya dun sa mahal niya but keep in mind that the one who also leave is also hurting. He/she just hopes his/her partner would understand that.

I do not know yung hugot nila @moirarachelle4 and @ibelongtothezoo sa song but for me ganun yung message ng song at nangyayari talaga yun in real life.

[professor-goodwitch]

Minsan hindi ko na talaga kailangan malaman..

Parang kasi pinapamukha mo sakin na naguusap kayong dalawa..

Medyo masakit besh..

Nasaktan na nga ako..

Mas lalo pa akong sinasaktan hindi na talaga nakakatuwa..

Masakit na nga na hindi na ako kakausapin kase

KAYO NA.

Gusto talaga kitang maging kaibigan.. 

Pero masakit..

Lalo na at alam ko.

KAYO NA.

[potathoughts]

Iba pa rin talaga yung feeling na ikaw yung iniwanan kesa sa ikaw yung nang iwan. Mas masakit besh

[winglesstinkerbell]

Dumating kami kahapon dito sa Baguio ng mga maga-alas kwatro na. Tapos dito natulog sila Tita. Hindi ako makatulog kagabi mygad hinahanap-hanao ko 'yung tunog ng mga sasakyan (home along the highway feels) eh sobrang tahimik dito sa gabi. Nagising si Tita kasi masakit tiyan niya bandang alas dos tapos naabutan nilang gising pa ako. Mygad sabi ng tatay ko dahil daw 'to sa kakapuyat at nasanay akong matulog ng ala una. Hahahaha ewan ko namamahay ako. Ang hirap matulooooog. Tapos ang aga naman nagising kasi alas siyete umalis sila agad pabalik ng Pangasinan dahil sa Bocaue pa uuwi 'yung tatay ko tapos may project pa ra na tatapusin si Tito. Grabe I kennat iniwan agad nila ako ng ganoon kaaga besh larga agad sila. Hahahaha.

Anddddd wait kinaya ko 'yung parang tubig-yelong pampaligo kaninaaaaa omaygad keri lang pala kaso tanghali ako naligo kanina eh hahahaha ewan ko.

[complicatedweirdcutie]

uy

Saka ka na mag-move on pag naging kayo na talaga.

[millennialtita]

Broken to Love You

What is wrong with walking around with a broken heart?

Like naisip ko lang -- broken hearts have always been perceived as negative it is highly associated to the negative. Bale yung kapag broken-hearted ka, ang mga description eh laging “guguho na yung mundo”, “hindi ko kayang mabuhay pa”, “wala na akong reason sumaya”. And generally pati yung actions/reactions natin would be on the negative -- hindi makakain, hindi makatulog and walang gana sa buhay.

Don’t get me wrong - I’m not trying to minimize the pain of a broken-heart (hellooo puso ko wasak na wasak right now parang kay Nasty Mac 😂) nor am I saying na dapat tayong magpa-party kapag masakit ang puso natin.

I’m just asking 😊 I’m actually thinking could there be something more to this pain? << tanong ko yan sa self ko hahaha

Samahan nyo kong mag-isip dito sa post na to 👵🏼

Habang nakikinig ako ng Sunrise ng Ben&Ben kapahon, bigla ko na lang naisip “HOMAYGAAAHD I just can't begin to say / understand / whatever it is — what am I doing with my life — what am I doing to myself”

It really hit me kahapon na I was in so much pain. Sobrang baba ng luha ko na I was silently crying sa Grab with all the mega thoughts in my head, the pain in my heart and my sappy playlist (hindi nakatulong yung BG music ko hahaha)

Even as I write this, I am still in pain.

Much of it, feeling ko I brought it upon myself. I guess may mga bagay na pwede namang iwasan tulad ng pag-hohol kht alam m nmang hindi magwowork-out or pag-amin ng feelings or pouring yourself out to a person (emotionally or physically or any --ally) ng wala naman kayong pormal na ugnayan or trying to talk to/ reach out to a person kahit parang hindi ka naman nya gusto munang makausap or trying to be friends again agad - showing na it wasn’t a big deal and parang nothing happened or walking away without saying anything.

Kayang-kaya iwasan, pero dapat ba?

I mean should these experiences be avoided?

Hindi kaya at that time, we just didn’t know any better? Or kahit alam natin what it could be, we just wanted to risk and see na maybe, just maybe, it could be a different story? Or baka it’s really smthng that we’re meant to go through to reach a better state - to see a better day?

Besh, hindi ko din alam (hahahahaha)

Pero in between feeling sh*t, pleading to God (for help and guidance) and pag-iyak sa corner -- I’m finding hope.

I’m seeing a ray of sunshine dun sa thought na “..baka it’s really smthng that we’re meant to go through..” which kung tutuusin mo, cya ang mother ng “..at that time, we just didn’t know any better” at “..kahit alam natin what it could be, we just wanted to risk and see na maybe, just maybe, it could be a different story”

Parang there’s an element of purpose -- na it was meant to be -- and the story doesn’t end with the pain or the circumstance that brought about the pain.

R u feelin’ meeeh? Does it make sense?

If it’s meant to be, it will always find a way.

So kung umamin ka ng feelings mo at sinabihan ka ng thank you, take it and continue to walk boldly in your life. As you walk, allow your fragile heart to mend through music, writing, going on adventures, meeting new people, joining an advocacy, learning new things, anything that suits you -- basta by opening your heart (and not hiding away)

Na kahit gaano ka-fragile at ka-beaten yung heart mo -- tumitibok pa cya. At hindi cya hihinto na tumanggap at magbigay ng pagmamahal sa maraming tao at sa maraming bagay kahit gulagulanit na cya because your heart is a muscle. Kaya niyang mag “muscle memory” -- na kahit anong sakit -- basta patuloy mo cyang gagamitin -- patuloy mo cyang ippractice, “mag-eexpand” yung capacity nya to give and receive.

By giving bits and pieces of it along the way makikita mo hindi lang ikaw ang may wasak na puso sa mundong ito. Their broken pieces might help mend yours and your broken parts might help theirs too.

I know it’s difficult to think of others, much more love them, when we don’t even have the will/courage/strength to do so for yourself. I remember in Luke 6:32 sabi “If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even sinners love those who love them.” -- let’s work on loving ourselves even if we think/feel that we are unlovable. Let’s try to love others and other things (apart from our own pains and hurt) kahit hindi natin alam kng paano or hindi pa natin makita or wala tayong idea paano magsimula. Small acts of love/appreciation/concern/gratitude/courage can go a long way.

This applies din sa sarili mo -- if feeling mo nagkamali ka, patawarin mo ang sarili mo. Hindi madali but work on forgiving yourself. Feel like locking yourself in the room to wallow in sadness? If friends invite at pwede ka naman, sama ka -- kht naka all black ka haha if you’d rather stay in, put on some good music, read, sing your heart out, write, start a passion project, take a hot or cold bath, wear smthng comfy or anything that would make you feel good. Hindi ka makakain with all the feelings? Take snacks - ideally healthy or try shakes/smoothies. Drink lots of water. Feed yourself - be kind to yourself - show yourself some love - you need it and you deserve it ❤️

Maybe it’s time for us to be an army of broken people trying/working in our small ways to help build/mend others.

Baka hindi naman natin kailangan maging perfect to be able to love/do good/bring joy to ourselves and others.

Parang naalala ko lang yung “I will be happy when I…” tas dugtungan m ng anong gusto mo ma-achieve para maging happy ka na like “...have a jowa, get promoted, get an increase, go to another country, buy a bigger house, get a new car, etc.”

I guess it’s not that

I think in every moment, there is an opportunity to find joy even in the most difficult of times or the darkest of days -- if we can only find it in our hearts to look beyond the pain that we have and look at other people who might be hurting around us na parang instead of magnifying our pains and hurts tas playing it over and over again, maybe we should pause and be concerned with other things/people. Our concerns are not the only concerns in this world -- we are just a “spec of dust”. We are small and just one tiny bit of the universe.

Sana hindi ako (tayo) mapagod magmahal -- not just in a romantic sense but to love anything, everything and everyone there is. Palagay ko, sa process ng pagmamahal at pagbibigay natin despite our pain and brokenness, we become who we were meant to be -- better versions of ourselves who know how to give and receive love accordingly.

Malay mo, sa bandang huli -- in God’s perfect time -- magiging kayo din pala. Yung evolved version nyong dalawa :) 

Applicable din yan sa mga promotion, increase, trabaho, or anything that can break our hearts -- let’s continue to give despite not receiving them. Pwede naman kasing “not yet” or there is something better for you.

Kakabasa ko lang sa Pinterest ng quote na parang “Let your smile change the world, but don’t let the world change your smile” 😃

So teka bakit “Broken to Love You” ang title nito??? Kasi bukod sa parang title cya ng isang #JaDine movie (hahaha faney din!), palagay ko yun ang premise ng lahat ng nasusulat dito ngayon. Minsan, we are broken in this life only to become better versions of ourselves -- more loving, more giving, more caring, etc. to be able to live out our purpose 🙌🏻

Excited na akong makita how I would grow from this pain 😋

Smile na and go brave your new world ❤️

PS - lahat ng ito ay thoughts and self talk ko (yessss! These are the things that I’m telling myself now or mga bagay na inuulit ko sa sarili ko kasi iz hurtz yah knowww 😂 ) If nakatulong sayo, yeay! Maraming salamat 😃 If hindi, feel free to proceed to your next activity online hehe If meron kayong mga tanong, thoughts, contributions o kung ano pa man -- kitakits sa social media. Kaibigan, usap tayo! Haha take care!

[blooody-maryy]

Mama: Anak bat ang sungit mo ngayon?

A: Bakit?

M: Wala kasi diba may ******** ka na?

A: Ano connect nun Ma sa pagsusungit ko?

M: Kasi inspired ka dapat masaya ka hindi yung sinusungitan mo tong mga bata.

A: Tyanak Ma, hindi bata. Kung di sila masakit sa ulo di ko sila susungitan.

[indiobotod-blog]

Tarot card of the day: The Hanged Man in reverse-- Dahil love reading itech, hahatiin natin sa 2 category ang babasahan-- Single & Taken. Simulan natin sa mga single: Baks, you have been repeating the same negative relationship patterns over and over at di ka pa rin matuto-tuto. Sumasakit na ulo ng Universe sa iyo; & lastly, mga Taken: Di na nagwo-work ang relationship nyo pero gumogora pa rin kayo ni jowa kahit toxic na for fear of being alone or starting over. Masakit din ulo ng Universe sa inyo. Oracle card of the day: Goddess Lakshmi w the message of 'Bright future' so "Stop worrying. Everything is going to be fine."-- Sa mga Single: slow down, beks. Itigil na kakahanap kay 'The One'. & review those nega patterns for you to learn from your mistakes at nang ilapit na ni Universe si 'The Right One' dahil maayos ka na; Sa mga Taken: Let go. Stop that fear of being alone or starting over. Payo from me yah mama Aries (ito din Ang life motto ko), "New beginning is my Mojo! The Universe is consistently watching over my back, side, front at pati top to bottom!". Hug, besh! 🔮♈🎨 #oraclecards #goddessoraclecard #tarot #tarotcard #tarotreading #tarotdeck #wheninmanila #manilalockdown #quarantinedaries #vaporgram #artph #art #artwork #asianart #asianartist #film #filmphotography #photography #oraclecardreading #oracledeck #asia #southeastasia #smithwaitetarot #smithwaitecentennial #art #artwork #artph #manilaart https://www.instagram.com/p/CCHuGlmBETL/?igshid=i8ue9ru750iq

[flexellesblog]

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[nothin---g]

October 24 2017

May friend ako na hindi pa tapos dun sa pinapagawa sa’min at sabi niya “huy hintayin niyo na ako“ eh sabi nung isa ko pang friend kailangan na raw lumabas pati iwanan na raw siya (pajoke na sinabi pero medyo gusto na talaga umalis). Sabi ko hintayin na kasi besh alam ko yung feeling na kailangan ko ng kasama pero nakakahiya kasi parang di ka naman ganun kaimportante. Ayaw kong makaramdam ng ganun pa yung friend ko kasi haha masakit kaya sige oks lang na malate basta masamahan at matapos niya.

Kami yung pinagbalik ng mga monoblocks eh walang kumikilos. Ayaw ko naman na idiin na naman na dapat gawain yun ng mga lalake so kasama ng help ng friend ko nagsauli kami ng dalawang gabundok na upuan. Sabi ko “pag nakita nila tayo, mahihikayat yung mga yon“ ayon may nahikayat naman kaso ang sad kasi walang pagkukusa talaga yung iba. Pero wait, pagkabalik namin sure akong nakita ako nung inaasar sa’kin sa room at ayon na naman siya biglang baba from 2nd floor tapos nagayos din ng upuan.

Huy super happy ko talaga pag kasama ang friends!!! Mapa-jeep, mall pati yung tawa namin pagkabalik kasi magiisang oras na kaming late sa seminar. Nag maiba taya pa kami kung sinong unang kakatok pati mageexplain kung bakit kami late. Wait eto sabi nung dati naming friend ��bilisan niyo aga niyo kasi eh no“ puta wag kami ha at lalong lalo nang wag manggagaling sayo kasi nabuo kayo dahil sa mas malaking kasalanan kaysa sa pagiging late (Ja, nabeastmode talaga ako sorry pero oks na ako ngayon hehe). Maraming pang tawa sa bahay nung nagmoma kami na tinigil rin kasi mabagal yung net at iba pa. Nagkantahan nga rin pala kami yung torete tsaka sundo uy gago gulat ako nung binanggit yung pangalan ni ano parang uy masakit guys tama na. Marami pa sanag ganto, pls! Once na maalala ko yung ibang blurry na agad sa isip ko, ieedit ko ‘to. Ganun ako kathankful sa araw na ‘to huhu.