#maybe 1 or 2 friends of mine acc know me other than that none of my family not even my own mom ever knows or cares abt what i really feel

[shingogf]

i truly do feel that no one will ever know the real me

[changji]

Wow you really went off the other day but at least it was worth it 😪 I normally look at the scenery when I’m on a road trip, but then I get bored of it and decide to sleep bc there’s nothing else to do. Motion sickness must suck :(( do you take gravol or something to help with it? Coffee literally drains the life out of my funds it hurts me

Yes omg pls make me cookies I love them. Maybe you can even open a bakery with pastries and sell some good /cheap/ coffee. Ilyt my dear baker 🥺 ye I’m not the biggest fan of my bday either but gotta celebrate anyway!! One year closer to death woohoo 🎉🎉 your birthday is the most important day of the year!!! You can’t fight me on this I’m right

Pearls are so good. Like most places I go to don’t add anything to the pearls so it’s just bland squishy balls but the place I frequent adds I think honey to sweeten them. It gives the pearls life istg. It tastes so good 🤤 hollering is a funny word. For some reason I always associate it with yodelling which makes me laugh

Ksks you must be op if you can make a joke in the wall with a door slam. I can’t relate my arms are literally sticks and I have no strength in me. Chrome books are terrible in general. Add my schools terrible wifi and you get one big recipe for disaster. I’d never fight u either (unless it’s for your bday) ily too much for that 🥺🥺🥺

Hahah I think it’s me. I haven’t heard anyone say “go ham” except for the people who go to my school. I find it really funny tho so I try to incorporate it whenever I can LOL easily burnt? Can’t relate but apparently I easily tan. There’s this one diagonal stripe on my shoulder that separates pale me and tan me which ??? How did that happen and what was I wearing for that to happen??

It’s all fun and games until you go outside and see a mountain of snow waiting for you to be shovelled. But there are some good aspects to winter, like skating and skiing and all that fun stuff. Snow is so heavy?? Or maybe I’m just weak but after I finish shovelling I’m beat. Gardening is not my thing. There’s too many bugs involved flying around 🥴

Kind of? I always thought it was short for cappuccino but I could be wrong. They don’t taste like fraps tho, they’re sm better. I was always a frap hoe until I discovered lattes. My old elementary school was close to a Starbucks so whenever frappy hour was happening, my friends and I would go almost every day LOL

I heard that dunkin coffee is really good. Oof there’s so many things that the us have that Canada doesn’t. But apparently you guys don’t have ketchup chips?? How can one live without them? You know that’s what soulmates are, we’re stuck together forever and I don’t mind that. I’d never leave you 😌😌

YES OMG LATTES ARE SO EXPENSIVE. I pay around the same amount and my wallet cries every time. If you ever yeet yourself off a bridge I’d come visit u in hell and bring u iced coffee 💖 we really are soulmates wtf I get almond milk in my lattes as well!! I used to get normal milk and was like “I’m a bad bitch milk can’t hurt me” but that didn’t really work out. Sigh what we do for coffee 😔

Washing dishes is disgusting. I hate doing them but yk someone’s gotta do it and that someone is me 😤 I’m acc lazy when it comes to smoothies, I usually ask my mom to make them LMAO. Pancakes are pretty much made of flour if you think about it so technically when u eat one plain ur eating cooked flour,, how barbaric. Waffles are Built. Like. They have a 20 pack 😪😪

I love angst personally so pls go ham but not too ham I’d like to keep my heart. Honestly at this point my last brain cell has given up on me. But yes I love angst and I love torturing myself with heart wrenching angst that leaves me crying into my pillow at 3am (I’m talking about this one haikyuu fic that I forgot the name of. I was literally dying inside jalsjwo)

Pls do send me peet’s I’ll send you an iced capp in a cooler so it’ll be somewhat melted and probably spilt everywhere 🤪 tumblrs probably gonna block me again, I’m looking at how much I’ve typed rn and it’s a lot lmaoo. Yes I managed to save myself. I redid the whole last with less detail bc I was not Having It but it turned out better?? How is ur drawing now?

I start after labour day in September. But starting in 3 weeks?????? On a Thursday?? I could never wtf. When do you end? I’m so confused with these ap and honours thing, like there’s none offered in my school nor majority of the school district. Are they just advanced classes or something? It is 7 classes a semester or the whole year?

Stan talent i think you meant yourself??? Jsjsksk I am not only ur coffee soulmate I’m not #1 fan as well and I support u bc ily 🥺🥺 the read more tag had me laughing for a hot minute. Like we really could make an essay out of all of our replies. I don’t have any pets (besides fish does that count?) unfortunately bc my moms allergic to fur 🥺 hbu?? (I can’t believe tumblr blocked me again they can fight me)

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i didn’t even pay LOL i freeloaded off my cousin 🤧 i like to look @ scenery sometimes but like i can’t bc my head hurts LOL and the scenery is always the same for me, mountains and fields with cows. i try to take dramamine but it makes me so drowsy that i’m just basically dead,,, i live off of my cousins money so i’m okay 🤪

tbh i use nestle toll house pre made cookie dough, like that shit actually slaps. it’s the best it’s so good omg, perfect for lazy hoes 🤧 death here we go ! the order is ur bday, then skz debut date, and then christmas i don’t make the rules sorry sis 😤

pearls are Dangerous, i once drank a smoothie and there were pearls in it and i couldn’t see them bc there were like. only 3 and they were Buried under the smoothie but i choked and almost died but i chewed one of them and it’s like. so weird. HOLLERING AND YODELING IM- i once went to some public yodeling class and left in 2 seconds bc it was a bunch of white boys dressed like the kid from walmart 😪

it’s not even strength i’m actually rly weak,, i always think the doors are closed but they’re not and so i like slam them open and the walls are thin so it’s just. a sad hole. terrible wifi,, my school has pretty good wifi tbh but we have like three connections, one for the chrome books only, one for the teachers & staff, and one for students and guests. like it works rly good but everyone has a VPN bc of stupid social media restrictions 😤 & ilyt 🥺 u would probably win in a fight tho LOL

go ham is so interesting. the first time i heard it i thought it meant go pig and i was so confused but ig,,, i live lathered in sun screen whenever i go somewhere with the sun. ppl are like “i smell sun screen” and im just there like 🙃 it’s me u got a problem u burnt chicken nugget ??? i wish i tanned easily, i have a tan friend and when i showed her when my legs got tan she was so confused. i thought i was tan tho? bc during marching band season my sock tan becomes So Bad i’m basically white. she said she was blinded when she saw me pull my sock down and i laughed so hard LOL & i hate those dumb random tan lines like. where u @ bro? where u come from??

snow is fun for like a day and then i get tired LOL i csn only handle wet socks and a red nose for so long 😔 i tried skiing one time and i did so bad that the instructor had to hold me down and walk with me down the slope. i fell so many times i think he hated me 😳 i’m also rly bad at skating? i went w my friends once and i held both of their hands and still managed to bring both of them down when i fell. a cute guy once helped me when i was struggling to walk so 🥴 not my brightest moment tbh,, trying to walk in skates while on ice. do u enjoy skiing/skating? also gardening is. gross. worms and dirt and the sun i’m not here for it.

u: cappuccinos! me: ...ice bergs,,, now that i think about it fraps kinda suck,,, i used to think i was So Cool for drinking starbucks but now i’m like. wow. i used to think there was coffee in a frap but it’s just. sugar and ice LOL also speaking of tmrw is bogo fraps here,, idk if it’s all over the world but myb u should check it out 😪

dunkins okay it depends on what you get, i once got an iced latte and it was good but my dad got an iced coffee and he like. hated it so we had to switch and it was so bad like. it was coffee crime. it was horrible and not strong it was basically milk 😤 also,, ketchup chip? i just googled what that was and. that’s literally so weird. fun fact i hate ketchup and all other condiments i can only eat bbq sauce and i tolerate steak sauce

UR LITERALLY SO CUTE OKAY UR MINE NOW HHHH

i mentioned this in the other ask but. we going broke bitches club 😪 when u come visit me it’ll be old town road the one w mason ramsey on a loop. nothing will top the og remix but no, i’ll be stuck listening to some 5 year old rap for all of eternity

I USED TO BE SUCH A GOOD KID AND DRINK MILK EVERY MORNING ever since i got to middle school i preferred sleep over waffles and milk and i hardly drink milk but when i do. my stomach does not have it.

my mom made me wash dishes today and she just stared at me when i put ziploc bags on my hands bc we didn’t have gloves but i just painted my nails and i’m not abt to put myself thru chipped nails. not yet 😤 waffles are so good like i love waffles and lattes only 🤧

well i’ll go very ham (am i doing it right LOL) 😤 the angst ending is a lot better than the open ended or happy ones LOL i’m so excited for it 🥺 i’m rly tryna get it out before the end of this month bc the edit says july and it’ll make me Mad if i don’t get it out before the end of this month

i wanna start in september 🤧 and i usually end in the first week of june. also on a wednesday LOL it’s gross. stupid. ap means advanced placement so it’s just. a college level class. lowkey mad bc i’m taking ap euro (as a sophomore 😒) and other schools take it in their senior years? apparently this is normal? and honors are just faster paced classes with more weighting so,, idrk oops 😬 some people take 7 classes in a semester but i took it for the whole year! this year i’m dropping orchestra i’m Not for that spit in the carpet life

the only talent in this house goes by ada and jisung. i don’t make the rules. i’m ur #1 fan 🥺 as soon as u post anything i automatically smash that rb button LOL also put a read more here bc like. we’re really out here writing a whole ass essay. i’ll look @ all our convos bet it’ll be like. a lot. i don’t wanna say smth and be off so i’ll just not. i have a dog! he’s the cutest in the world and i love him sm 🥺 tumblr can fight me first like. what’s this ask limit bull hhhhh

[theroyalromance]

92 Statements Tag

Rules: answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

I was tagged by @endlesszig​ (thanks :])

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water  2. Phone call: my mom 3. Text message: the bf 4. Song you listened to: there’s nothing holding me back  5. Time you cried: i shed some tears when whitlock was about to kill Hex & then didnt lol (that was like sometime last weekend lol)

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: yes 9. Lost someone special: lol yee 10. Been depressed: LOL 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. black (safiya nygaard is my aesthetic except i do like other colours LOL) 13. purpleeee (i love pastels so like lilac is my face shade probably, but i love all purples) 14. all pastel colours LOL (but also like corals & peaches)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: not rly lol 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: probably 18. Found out someone was talking about you: not that i recall but probs 19. Met someone who changed you: sure 20. Found out who your friends are: ye i have 2 friends now LOL 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes the bf is on my fb list LOL

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all, i have like maybe 2 internet friends? 23. Do you have any pets: none </3 24. Do you want to change your name: I mean tbh i kinda call myself Rikka these days LOL, but i like my given name 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i got sick? so all i did was sleep and watch despicable me 3 (and then went home and took another nap, woke up at 10pm to eat something LOL and then went back to sleep for the night) 26. What time did you wake up: like noon lol 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: um i think i was listening to take a hint (lmao imma listen to that now) 28. Name something you can’t wait for: vacation! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: sometime yesterday 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: financial security would solve some of my problems 31. What are you listening right now: take a hint LOL 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i know a lot of tommys if that counts lol 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: those paint videos where u dont get to see the completed mixed colour at the end 34. Most visited Website: youtube lol 35. Mole/s: i have like tiny dots all over my body lol i dont have any big ones 36. Mark/s: i have a burn on my elbow lol 37. Childhood dream: apparently an author LOL 38. Hair color: DARK BROWN (black) 39. Long or short hair: long :$ 40. Do you have a crush on someone: i have celeb crushes lol 41. What do you like about yourself: im pretty funny 42. Piercings: on my ears 43. Blood type: IDK LOL 44. Nickname: eric 45. Relationship status: in a relationship 46. Zodiac: cancer 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show/s: parks & rec, running man 49. Tattoos: i kinda want a white tattoo but they kinda look gross (on pale skin like mine T_T) when not under a blacklight lol 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: nooo 52. Hair dyed in different color: not yet 53. Sport: lol 55. Vacation: yes? i like vacation? 56. Pair of trainers: ….??? is this like shoes? or wat? like the shoes i want or like the shoes i wear what? i currently wear black keds lol

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: nothing 58. Drinking: nothing 59. I’m about to: idk... maybe put on a hair mask LOL 61. Waiting for: nothing atm 62. Want: a lot of stuff LOL 63. Get married: its looking like i will LOL 64. Career: idfk 65. Hugs or kisses: both :) 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: the age matters more to me than the older or younger lol 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach 71. Sensitive or loud: neither LOL 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: either is fine lol

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex in the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: refer to 77 lol 80. Had your heart broken: yup lol 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: well yeah 83. Fallen for a friend: yes? LOL

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: i try to 85. Miracles: yes 86. Love at first sight: not rly lol (but i mean i fell in love with annelyse at first sight so lol) 87. Santa Claus: no lol 88. Kiss on the first date: why not 89. Angels: no

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: SAUCE (yeah i dont feel comfortable sharing name of person who doesnt have a tumblr acc) 91. Eye color: DARK BROWN 92. Favorite movie: despicable meeee

yeah i saw a lot of people do this already so idk who to tag :$ but if you havent pls use this as an opportunity to fill this out yourself :P

[chill-that-ur-inmyhead]

I’m probs sick oh well #1

1 - Who was the last person you texted?

Holly

2 - When is your birthday?

10/02 - get me loads of gifts plz 

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

Taylor Swift omg yasssss or maybe chilling with J since we never get to 

4 - What sports do you play?

NETBALL!... badminton, tennis (sometimes), that reminds me I should really practice netball!

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

Aaron! (uni american flatmate)

6 - What is your favourite song as of the moment?

DELICATE - T SWIFT

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

Taylor Swift we need some one to one time I feel or someone who can acc get me off the island right!

8 - What do you feel right now?

So chill a little anxious for this essay I gotta write for Sunday

9 - What chocolate is your favourite?

Guylians (belgian shell chocolate!)

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you?

5 

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

My horoscope told me to 

12 - Who is your favourite blogger?

Me ofc

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

Wouldn’t mind being on a sunny island somewhere not having to worry about this essay (not too hot an island tho I don’t want to melt)

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

Happy

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

When I went to see my family back home I always get so emotional 

16 - Are you happy?

Not much to complain about I guess

17 - Who do you miss?

I miss Charlie and the juiciest js

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

I can’t be playing God that’s not me, he gave me this life and I am blessed in many ways

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

My friends got me a princess cut pandora ring for my 17th and it shocked me majorly I was so happy 

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

Mother

21 - What is your favourite dish?

Chicken chow mein probs

22 - Who is your best friend?

Charlie (I have many close friends but I’ll always call him first)

23 - What is your biggest regret?

Jump into relationships because I don’t wanna be alone

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah yeah, not my proudest moment

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

All kinds of people!

26 - Name someone pretty.

Liv ( I met her yesterday she seems pretty cool)

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

John

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

EVERYTHING rn always taylor swift 

29 - Are you over your past?

Only way is up!

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

Victoria

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

Someone with a great sense of humour just like mine

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

Sometimes if there is something on my mind

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

Holly

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

Jeans

35 - How’s your heart?

Confused

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

Well I have a J rn but whether he’ll be my boyf or just something casual who knows

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

Yes

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

You’re great

39 - Do you have any phobias?

Probs being forgotten

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

Yes ofc 

41 - What’s the nicest thing someone has said to you?

When I first met one of my ex boyfs we were messing around and I forbid him to talk so I said to him his first words had to be legendary and he said “You’re so cool” and it had me shook I acc blushed

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

No, too many things have changed I’m different

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

Neutral

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

God

45 - Describe your dream date.

Spending time with someone who I’m comfortable with and makes me laugh

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

White and gold and expensive and big and full of sunflowers because they’re so pretty

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

None v day is not the one 

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

Yeah

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

Like 6 months

50 - Do you regret your past?

I regret moments but I gotta keep learning and moving forward

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

Yes

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

UM YES

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

Sure

54 - Are you a crybaby?

When it comes to certain things yes

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

Sometimes

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

YEA

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

Yeha

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

I am my own worst enemy so maybe

59 - Does anyone hate you?

Probably

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

Nah not about that violent life

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

BLONDE FOREVER

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

I wanna be able to speak loads of different languages

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

Yes

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

ooooo deep but no 

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

Nah

66 - Can you live without internet?

Not whilst I’m studying but other than that sure

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Delicate - Taylor Swift

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

I TRY but sometimes that just leak

69 - Are you cynical ?

Depends on my mood tbh

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

I feel like I have

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

Yea super kawaii

72 - Do you study hard?

I wish

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

Noting comes to mind, I’m still young tho

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

Nooo I want to

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

Yep

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

Nah

77 - What kind of person are you?

Act like I’m tough but I’m so weak on the inside!!!!!1!!!!!1!!!11!!!!!!!!!!

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

Nope

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

HAHAHAHAHAHA ME? JEALOUS? FUCKING ALWAYS RAH

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

Running away from them pretending I don’t think about them 24/7.... yeah that’s normal right

81 - What are you thinking right now?

The amount of work I have to do 

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

One of my exes

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

YES 

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

Yeahhhhh

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

Probs

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

YEAH alla time

87 - Do you have trust issues?

I might do but what do I have to entrust anyone with I got no secrets open book most of the time

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

Always

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

Charlie

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

Good question I’m going to say yes

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

NO GO GET WHAT YOU WANT try your hardest and if it doesn’t workout re evaluate 

92 - Who do you want to marry?

Prince Harry but he’s got Megan so I’m screwed!

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

Ah nah

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

Ah nah

95 - How do you look right now?

Like a bee

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

Mmmmmm if its true love then no it will never die

97 - Have you found your true love?

Eh nah

98 - What should you be doing right now?

Writing my essay

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

Shijo 

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

Ha ha end on a deep question why don’t ya... but yes ofc