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sunmisbf · 3 months

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i washed my hair n took a walk yesterday for the first time in a while so i am feeling unstoppable like maybe i will turn around my life this week wish me luck !

#that sounds like nothing but if u guys could see the way i have been living for like the past month😭 i can barely leave my room n the eatin #situation is so bad. there’s no place to go but up like! like the koala from sing said #i’m going to try to motivate myself to walk everyday n go to the library n clean my room n i have to go grocery shopping n maybe i will do #that animal crossing puzzle i have😭#i’m going to delete the tumblr app n try not to use my phone so much i will be back in a few days 🙏#wait also i thought of making a schedule for myself so i know what to do through out the day but first i need to see if i have the energy #to even do the minimum 😭#i really have to fix my sleeping schedule too. i go to sleep at 6 am 😑#if u see me back here tomorrow it’s bc i lost motivation sodjsksd #.txt

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alsojnpie · 7 months

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hey. um. i love him

#O_O i really love him #it's getting warmer every day and i can't draw him in a sweater for much longer #by the way. is this site going to. yknow. die #sigh........i kept telling myself I'd get better at it one day #kind of like the way i tell myself i can get together courage to speak up but i never do #using another website just sounds so depressing #im not good at social media. im tired of pretending like i can get good at it #but you can't even pretend like you can jump into a conversation if no one is having a conversation #i wanted to be part of a community here but i never could figure out what belonging looked like or how i could do it #and maybe it's my fundamental misunderstanding of that that prevents it but how can i understand it without experience #I'm so jealous of everyone who looks like they achieved what i couldn't even put my finger on. but since i didn't even understand it #i can't even be sure what exactly im jealous of #the other day i walked past a trio of friends and they had their arms around each other and were laughing as they walked #and i felt really strongly that even though I've always wanted a friend like that I'm actually fundamentally incompatible with that.#there's several reasons #but it made me feel really sad. but it made me feel a little better too. i guess it's really not my fault. maybe. i don't really know #in that moment it felt very much like something that was not my fault. and it was nice and sad at the same time #idk what's going to happen here. but one thing i know for sure is that i can have a happy tomorrow. no matter what #no matter what i have to give up on. i can find joy in other things. even in myself #and if there's one idea that he is about. it's that one

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mylittleredgirl · 6 months

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great news for mylittleredgirl survival enthusiasts: i stopped taking that stimulant med today and now at 5 pm i can finally sit up without feeling like my heart or eyes will explode :) unfortunately not taking it also means the severe fatigue is back so i don't want to sit up anyway. still a net positive i suppose.

#trying not to be devastated about this!!!#how am i going to survive the in-person work upon me #starting with: how am i going to both get dressed and walk from the parking lot to the office on the same day #maybe i'll try a half dose of the med tomorrow and split the difference :/#a doctor suggested i consider another partial leave so i can budget energy for things like Take Walk and Buy Grocery #but like come on. i can't be that coworker again. at that point can i just die in a pile of leaves #just gonna put off that option for a few weeks and Somehow make it thru until one of my colleagues gets back from overseas #the symptoms

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carnival-core · 2 months

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Hey not to make a political post but does it ever feel like we can just never win and the suffering will be forever and we're always going to have to fight with moments of peace being fleeting and not worth looking forward to

#behind the tent #neg #current events #the worst man alive got shot and lived #if he DOES die he will be martyred . we will be considered a violent threat . the right will revolt #if he DOESNT die he will martyr himself as a survivor . we will be branded as violent and worth stamping out . we're going to be killed #moments of celebration do not last #two innocent people died as a result #and we couldnt even fucking kill trump immediately #and joe biden aint much better!!!#and halfway across the globe innocent families are being ripped apart in the name of an ethnostate and by god Im not letting myself give up-#-hope for them . Im not allowed to feel hopeless for them .#but fuck if the knowledge in my mind every waking day doesnt add to it #and neither of our politicians care!!! and of course the entire fucking world ends up dictated by the whims of the US anyways so the fact #they dont care is crucially fucking important!!#And my right to live and exist in this country will probably be wiped away entirely in a couple of years when I just barely got to taste it #there's a chance I could be hatecrimed next time I walk out the door #And maybe its the ahedonia since childhood speaking too but I'm starting to not see the point !!!!! what is the point !!!!#the fact there ARE people who care about me is the only fucking reason I'm not gonna end it all tomorrow! I swear to god!#And at this point I am waiting for this to finally fucking affect me personally so I can have an excuse to fucking feel that way!#I feel so fucking selfish for being so suicidal when I've been one of the lucky ones but god its not gonna get better is it?#everyone encourages radicalization and change . demands it . begs for it . but it hasnt happened! it will Never happen!#my only god damn choice is to let it lead to despair!#suicidal ideation cw #God I wish I had access to hard drugs

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whentherewerebicycles · 3 months

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we had such a good time at the BBQ! perfect first party with a baby experience. he was so alert but chill and just let everybody hold him all night. no grousing at all! also he hasn’t been having big meltdowns at bedtime for the last few nights and I’m wondering if it’s because I’ve been a lot more diligent about keeping tabs on his wake windows and putting him down for naps at the first sign he’s getting fussy/overtired. like maybe getting good rest throughout the day is helping him avoid getting overstimulated so then he doesn’t feel so run ragged by bedtime? idk or maybe it has nothing to do with anything I’ve done and he’s just having a mellow few days lol. anyway he’s such a nice little baby. I was sitting on the other side of the deck for most of the night but I kept glancing over at him so I could covertly admire him for being the most perfect little guy. also he got mesmerized by trees again haha it’s so funny to watch him stare at them. obviously he can’t see that far away but what is he looking at?? the contrast between tree and sky maybe? he just goes totally quiet and stares for a long time.

#baby tag #tomorrow we need a recovery day I think #I have therapy at 11 because I forgot to cancel #I have no idea what to talk to her about but maybe will ask if we can move to once a month #then we’ll see liz at some point for a bit #and walk the dogs of course sigh #but other than that hopefully we can just rest and snuggle

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beeduoo · 5 months

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would u try

#i would take a bite #ctubbo #ctubbo fanart #i will never use the main cc tag thay is so scary i feel like im way too early 2021 pilled my username is gonna get me on a list somwhere😭😭#it is 2024 #sorreyyy no big pieces lately i am in School and actually that has nothign to do with it i just like to spend 3 hours walking around my Park #IT WAS BEAUTIFUL TODAY LIKE OMG.insanw ir was 80 degrees perfect weather i Trained to school and Back it was so nice and oughgh when i went #to the park after it was LIFERLALY THE PERFECT WEATHEE like all that crazy wind from the day before GONE i was so happy and the clouds were #so beautiful i love the park i lovvee my town i literallu]t live in heaven im so serious]d #tomorrow i will make zucchini bread.....i need to write this essay too but then IM FREE i can lock in i literally finished my part for this #history project in like an hour i am a Pro Procrastinator i got that😅😅#thays it for tofay i think nothing crazy ok good night #read gourmet hound on webtoon its SOO GOOODDS every time i think of sweets i think of thay damn Webtoon #omg i need to write a rant abour that but not today.....Tomorrow maybe i have so much to say about that ok bue

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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months

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#hm. some choices to make tomorrow #bc i could ask my advisor if thr lab needs a tech this summer so i could get paid to make media and do transfers #but then im at risk of getting sucked back into school stuff #but if i dont then i have to find a different job which is scary. i mean im sure i could find something but ya kno #but i would be getting a job i could just not think abt it when i leave. which ive never had before #and im feeling a bit better now so im like fuck u give me challanges. ya kno?#my counselor thinks i should just go back to ohio for the summer and i could but i dunno #i feel like it would b harder to live with my dad all summer. i dunno. maybe i should. maybe not. i feel like i could do more here #im just sorta lacking purpose rn. ugh.#i mean here i can just walk more places so i could potentially get out more than i could in rural ohio #but that assumes i would actually go out. bleh. i hate this. gotta make annoying choices #but whatever. im just lucky that ive got enough saved up that im not gonna b in trouble not getting paid much over yhe summer #so. could be worse. just wish it was better #unrelated

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steelycunt · 1 year

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almost got washed away walking home in the heavy rain with no raincoat BUT. home now…time 2 get in warm clothes and have some tea and watch the new episode of taskmaster happy fucking friday..

#giving myself the afternoon off…i can afford to tbh ive actually been very on it recently #im like two weeks ahead..and then tomorrow i can start thinking about the essays due next month…and maybe also go to a party : ^ ))#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again #it’s a smiths friday also ive been listening to the smiths all day. though i walk home alone etc

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fruitsclipper · 5 months

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ah... just bought my things for graduation.

#astr.txt #tdl #Ah... just presented my last undergrad research...#mama came i told her & she told dad & they are so proud of me & im proud of myself even if im not sure/ it all seems so small to me #they sell toiletries at the bookstore. i didnt know that. theres two weeks left until i walk & im running low on toothpaste #but i asked mama to come take me home tomorrow so she will. and ill get my toothpaste there and come back to my dorm covered in beans fur #and im gonna bug my brother maybe itll be warm. maybe we can look for bugs in the garden. maybe the bees will still make the walls sing

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triaelf9 · 1 year

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When someone tries to gotcha on twitter about something that is so intrinsically undependable that you literally don’t have enough time in your schedule (or a long enough thread) to explain it to them and like

You just give up and go to bed.

You can go be wrong on the internet, my friend, I have better things to do lol

#and that's how you walk away folks #it is something I WILL go tell my wife about so we can laugh together about it #but my twitter will stay disc horse free and I will actually get sleep tonight #and maybe not collapse tomorrow

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boyruggeroii · 2 days

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screaming

#I have to go to uni for the first time in two months #and in the early morning a lamppost fell in a street and now a major square I have to go through is completely congested #and I must go through there because the other possible itinerary is so long I might as well take a trip through the countryside #sto bestemmiando #I could walk but it's sweltering and I need my computer #I'm tempted to ask for an online meeting #or maybe we can move it to tomorrow #I can't believe thisssss COME ON #shit city #personal

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californiaquail · 9 days

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i wish trying to do things with groups of people was not the most horrible time wasting activity on earth

#just went to local palestine action group meeting because i wanted to figure out if i could carpool to protest this weekend and the answer #was yes but then i spent the next hour and 15 minutes standing in a circle with people repeating the same things back to each other #like ok we are all here because we know it's bad. can we not talk endlessly in circles PLEASE #they did have other things planned but their speaker couldn't make it or whatever but like a bunch of people turned up anyway and i feel #like we could have accomplished something besides talking about how bad genocide is and what documentary they're wanting to show later #i should have known better and just emailed but whatever.....i did connect with someone i can get a ride with who lives in my town but then #they did not offer me a ride back when they left and i wasnt sure if it was socially acceptable to ask so i didnt so then i had to walk 20 #minutes to the bus stop and supposedly the bus is coming in a couple minutes but of course. it won't #i'm so annoyed lmao i'm not going to get home until almost 9 and its going to be pitch black and there are no streetlights and i already #barely know where i'm going #not usually one to experience hanger but i definitely have barely eaten anything today and am angry but maybe for separate reasons #i can't even decide what i want for dinner!!!! goddammit #if i didn't have tomorrow off i might get lost in the ocean fr #me

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cicadasides · 16 days

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i should get super into birdwatching or something. maybe that will cure me

#rambles #no but fr. i wanna see owls <3 #maybe i should go walk around in the woods tomorrow and see if i can find that owl i heard earlier !! though i doubt it'll still be around

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6okuto · 23 days

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every year i forget how many people actually show up at the start of the semester

#💬nia.rambles #can you guys go home or like. walk on the right side of this fuckass mall. or walk faster. or move over. like.#theres vendors. in our mall.? for some reason?#i want to check some out but im alone so im embarrassed. will maybe try tomorrow if my friends are on campus...

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daz4i · 9 months

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started looking for apartments like as a haha goofy thing to pass the time (and bc i wanna move out soon so may as well) and Hm. found one that seems almost too perfect for its price. like the only downside for me is that it's not in a neighborhood i wanna live in but it's still considered a good area, and it's the neighborhood i grew up in so i know the area well (like literally, 2 minutes walk from my old house) which is a bonus. one of the sites i found it on said the owner also signed some guarantee thing? which is a good thing apparently ig idk real estate terms. i kinda wanna go look bc i'm scared someone else will take it lol but i. am too scared to take any step there. Sad!

#i looked through like 5 different sites and this was the only relevant option to my needs btw #i could maybe go for a higher price but :/ i don't wanna rely on my parents TOO much #i'm still gonna need their help for this price but like my disability funds thingie can cover it as is too (it'll just be tight. yknow?)#for an apartment with an elevator that's still a sick price tho. an ac in every room? and it allows animals. damn #the location thing is. like i said it's a good neighborhood. but it's also religious which for me is... uncomfortable #(this is one of the reasons my parents were eager to move away from there actually)#still the public transit there is relatively good and within walking distance. so. Hm #I'd say it's sus that no one took it yet but it was posted today. within the last few hours even. bc the site said january 3rd #idk ig i'll talk to my parents abt it tomorrow maybe. see if they can help me with making calls too. hm #anyway sorry for the ramble i just got hit with a wave of emotions with no name i needed to turn somewhere outside of myself

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whentherewerebicycles · 4 months

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I cannot survive this day lol

#it’s only noon and I need to go to bed immediately and start over #our one triumph today: at the dentist he had his first truly epic blowout - we’re talking poop all up his back inside his onesie #no changing table in the bathroom #and my mom had taken the car so no access to the more elaborate changing setup in the car #so I had to change him on the floor using the three remaining wipes in the pack #while he screamed like he was being tortured and kicked poop everywhere #but we did it we made it and then he chugged a bottle of milk like a soldier who’d just survived his first skirmish with the enemy #I have to take ruthie to the vet in a couple hours but she’s started acting fine today so I’m afraid I’ll be wasting a huge amount of money #meanwhile Pip has started vomiting everywhere #but I think he’s just stressed about baby/sudden change #naturally though I had to have a huge crying jag in the bathroom about the fact of his mortality #anyway friends I’m hanging in there #I need to just simplify simplify simplify #I will lie down for a bit now #then I will try to walk the dogs so it’s out of the way #need to leave by 2:30 to get Ruthie in #and I can listen to a hockey podcast and feel more human on the way #then once that’s done I can just do nothing tonight if I need to #my mom is leaving around 4 for the evening but #I’ve mixed the formula and cleaned all the bottles so I think I can just like #hopefully lie around with the baby #the other thing I need to do is write my mom a thank you letter before she leaves #I just haven’t had the energy but maybe I can ask her to take the baby for an hour tomorrow #and sit outside somewhere and work on it #postpartum tag #today has just been a higher difficulty level lol but I’ll have other kinds of days too #all will be well

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