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#me personally I'm not a bootlicker idk
detectivebambam · 2 months
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"BLOCK ME IF YOU HATE RIKO"
lmao okay 😭❓
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shiny-meowstics · 4 months
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disclaimer: this is not up for discussion or debate. if any of y'all try to "uhm actually" me about my opinion on palworld (that being, that it's overly derivative garbage and a cheaply made cash grab) i will just block you without a second thought, lmao.
also, before anyone wants to cry "bootlicker": i've been bitching about pokemon since before it was "acceptable" to do, begone
sits over here, another thing that annoys me about palworld is like. just from an artist's perspective: even if the the devs didn't use ai to make the monster designs, it's so blatantly clear that they just ripped shit off from like 4 different sources.
like?? the art styles for the monsters don't match up. you've got pokemon here, some ghibli there, and a little dragon quest here stuck in an overly realistic environment with player models that look like generic anime-styled protagonists. there's no consistency, the art style is all over the place. it's so abundantly clear that they literally just threw whatever they could at a wall and rolled with what stuck.
it's frustrating when other indie projects or games in general take the time and effort to create their own style and form an aesthetic that matches what they want to go for, but apparently none of that matters if the subject matter is controversial enough! fuck gamefreak and its lazy developers, am i right!
it's also equal parts hilarious and frustrating the amount of people saying palworld can get away with it because it's supposed to be parody, but as far as i've seen/heard the actual developers and people in charge have said nothing of the sort 😳 people really need to learn that "absurd, potentially controversial" premise does not automatically equate to parody- and even THEN that would have nothing to do with the designs of the mons???
"it's a parody of pokemon" then explain the ghibli and dragon quest """inspired""" designs. or the gameplay loop being more like ark or fortnite instead of a direct pokemon clone. i'll wait
idk, as a person who's been in the creative space for over 10 years and spent All This Time building on my own work and trying to get better at designing, it's absolutely frustrating to witness, and i'm not even officially a professional, lmao. i can't imagine how much of a punch in the gut this is to people who actually do these things (character designers, environment designers, game designers) for a living
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styxnbones · 10 months
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for sev: 4, 10, 11, 19 :)
4. Why did you give them the name they have? What is the in-universe reason for their name?
I was actually super stumped on what to call them bc mentally I had just been using "sombie!harper" while i was stating them out and my brain really did not want to let go of calling them Harper bc that's,, yk,, the character I actually wanted to be using. But I did decide they should get their own name, if only so I could at least try to make them distinct from Harper. So I basically just spammed the random name generator on Behind The Name until it spat out "Vsevolod" and I went "huh. 11th century slavic prince eh? sounds exactly like the kind of shit a transmasc closet nerd with russian heritage would pick. could shorten it to Sev for everyday use." Then I realized that actually Sev hadn't come out to anyone until after they got embraced, so they wouldn't have ever actually used that name, but I still wanted to keep "Sev" so I justified it as being derived from "Sever" which was the nickname they got from their Sabbat pack.
10. What is your favorite trait regarding your oc? tie between all his traits that are actually harper's
It is actually the Forced Redemption Arc, though, which I did steal from Harper. I just find that aspect of "I will be a better person, not because it's the right thing to do but because I have literally no other options and I'm going to hate it the whole time" really fun to explore with/inflict on a character. I also specifically enjoy how Sev's version of it compares to Harper's because in some ways Sev is a lot farther along in it than Harper is, but also they haven't had nearly as much ground to make up or put in nearly as much effort. Like, Sev was 10 Years In The Sabbat evil but they weren't Killing And Eating Whole People For 30 Years And Liking It evil. They also have only had to get to a point of being acceptable for a Camarilla neonate, (if an ambitious one), rather than a heavily scrutinized Scourge who's continued existence is balanced against how well they can thread that needle. And on top of that, the big thing that Sev is covering up is the fact that they're caitiff and ex-sabbat rather than the fact that they're actively a cannibal. idk idk it compels me
11. What is your least favorite trait regarding your oc? the fact that they aren't harper
🫵 (at sev) BOOTLICKER!!! Not to the same degree as Harper because he hasn't had nearly as much time to perfect the art of kissing ass, but he's well on his way. I don't think they'll ever be quite as bad as Harper, though. Circling back to the contrasts between Sev and Harper's arcs: Sev has a much easier time being Civilized TM but he also chafes a lot more under authority. Part of his attitude that lends a lot of credence to his cover is that he clearly would prefer to be the one pulling the strings, rather than getting yanked around himself.
19. How might your oc react to finding out you are the one responsible for their life?
Oh, Sev would straight up kill me. No hesitation. Then they'd go have an existential crisis over their newly shattered belief in free will. Then it's like a 50/50 whether they kill themself or decide to pretend the whole thing never happened and carry on like normal.
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I really like how fgo said Kirschtaria is the pride of the clock tower and he's a role model. Then you see him and the truth of it is he's a rich kid with numbed emotions and he's so detached from humanity that he sees his way is right. Also, it says a lot about how detached he is when he considers BERYL of all people his closest friend. Idk what the fgo fandom is smoking thinking this guy is a hero. First he needs serious psychiatric help and then he needs an actual human for a friend.
I think.... This is like the normalcy of how magus thinks, which LITERALLY not a single soul I've known has a normal common sense of knowing how human behavior and relationship works
But yeah as you said, there's a lot of things are partially relating to his past that shapes his outlook on both humanity and the world. Yet I don't know? Maybe some things between are genuine friendship? This is me personally hoping there's more than Beryl other than another fucking bootlicker for Mash for his whole characterization.
Though I'm not sure which part of the fandom thinks he's a hero, or the least is I've not encountered one who think he's a hero? I feel he's someone who does want better for humanity with everything just doing wrong. Gudas need to bring him out to touch more than grass and read Fairy Tail on the real meaning of Nakama friendship
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cookiescr · 1 year
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Thanks I’m literally harassing all my friends about this stupid visa and when i finally get it, it’ll become a national holiday jsjsjsjs rn I can’t sleep bc I’m nervous about tomorrow
Yeah I started with it and visit some courses, so it’ll be a long road until I actually finish. Brain already gave up tho
You just need to visit your gf and bet you’ll see snow, it’s fun but pls don’t touch the yellow one. Or who knows, maybe climate change will make it snow someday over there too 💀
Yeah kinda it’s the same process as painting digitally but at the same time it’s completely different. But nothing goes over doodles on paper during school, best treasured memories
Yes ok im a Flight attendant mainly, but I’m also working in the on board kitchen as a flying chef because I got extra wine sommelier and business class service training which makes me basically a bootlicker but at least I don’t have to interact that much with ppl as the others due to my assigned position. Ngl idk if I regret doing this or not cause I’m missing out on juicy gossip from the expnomy crew 💀
Yeah pilots are obsessed with fitness they spend most of their layovers in gym. Except for the old married ones they either drink and eat or hide in their rooms. Either way most of them are so boring and they don’t even earn good anymore to see past the dull personality
hslakdjsa i think as you sent this I'd just fallen asleep but hell yee celebration when ur visa gets processed
how lond does it usually take to finish masters is it like 4-6 years as well :0 or is it like a take your own pace thing?
I'm thinking of like uhh starting patreon properly after the trip and try to see if it can be like a proper income thing that i can pay taxes for so i can finally travel around askdla like i wanna make a snowman with my gf hhhhh or snowball fight. Also that would be kinda scary asdkjla
oh damn ye the back of my notebook was always full of doodles like I still kinda remember my teacher writing a little note at the back of my notebook complimenting a shitty drawing but it stuck with me
job mystery solved 😎 also that's dope like for some reason I never thought there would be like a chef on a plane like it never crossed my mind lkajsdal
dang i thought pilots like earn a lot or something
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smurphyse · 2 years
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Started following because i needed easy access to the rest of over your shoulder and stayed because of room 405 and mutual irritation (legit this i think is my fave series of yours i genuinely squeeed in delight when i saw the latest chapter get posted cause i thought you didnt want to write it anymore (which is absolutely fine! Your blog. Your work. Your word goes)). Stayed for everything else.
Awhh!! Honestly that fills me with immense joy because Over Your Shoulder is my BABY and my favorite story I've written besides OSL. I'm very ACAB and anti-bootlicker but there's something about writing military stories that just... I just love writing them. I think it's the idea of hard people being able to be soft, and I've been told by many exes and family members that I'm a hard person to love and be around and idk I just think that's why it draws me to them.
I do love Mutual Irritation, and it has been... slow going lmao. I had an original path in mind for the story and it's still going to follow that closely, but there were some details I needed to ruminate on before really writing more.
I hope you like whatever I put out in the future! I've got some stuff planned!
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austenmarie · 2 years
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just say you fucking hate poor people and move on cunt
How dare I, a professional long time freelance artist, show that clip studio is actually making subbing OPTIONAL and making it so you can just stick with the version you have for free, so people don't have to spend money. Like I get your vibe must be being nasty and hide behind anon, and it must be exhausting having to take everyone at the absolute worst bad faith angle, but at least go through the bare minimum steps to comprehend what you're trying to be mad at before you embarrass yourself in my inbox??? Babes!! You know I gotta reply to anon publicly right? I mean I'm also assuming its you who called me a bootlicker (in a separate ask?? You're so mad??) which is also hilarious cause... again, complete lack of comprehension but that's on you babes Anyway, while I have people here, I also wanted to point out that a lot of the past updates for clip, which would fall under similar vibes (educated guess) of the 2.1/2.2 etc that will all be behind the battlepass DLC (until the next full version releases with them all) will PROBABLY be tools that the average person has no need for. Besides liquify (which rules) I don't see a LOT of the updates being handy for 99% of artists who are outside of the full time webtoon/webcomic making and who use Clip full time. like one of the updates was to view your webtoon as a preview on a phone which is handy but also if i had the choice to, even as a professional, i wouldn't sub and would wait. Oh also, one was like 'better shadows on 3d models' which again, I don't even know a lot of professionals who use the shadows on the models either. IMO would be a waste for a lot of artists and this way you can at least SEE what is going on and make an educated purchase if you want to. ANYWAY- if you have Clip now, hell yea, it whips ass and is extremely cheap for desktop if you can get it for a sale, but RIP the fellow artists already on that ipad sub. At least for me it has paid for itself every year, but I'm also on EX and the price is definitely steep and not recommended for the hobby artist. If you're not making any money right now off your art, which is totally fine, I wouldn't recommend doing any kind of sub and just vibe with the very free options for desktop, or if you did get an ipad maybe procreate since its $10. But it would also be 27.7(and some change) YEARS before the EX yearly sub price would come out to the same price as an Ipad pro and an apple pencil, so for the people saying 'just get procreate' -- its only a viable option if you already have the very expensive hardware. Got it? ok cool!
So ultimately you can just not buy anything and then see if these updates are make or break for you as an artist, and if they're not you save money. Cause wouldn't it suck if you DID sub and then none of the updates were for your version??? or for you specifically? (yes it would.) Also the clip team is a small team and a far cry from adobe saying they'd sue people who used older versions so, idk, cry more Anon? I already know you're not a professional artist cause no professionals would speak that way to someone trying to help, so I hope you sort it out soon and touch some grass weirdo! xx Or don't! I don't care lol. Ask your parents for money or something cause it seems like you're a big baby who is way too entitled. Hope this helps :)
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luckyscorpion · 9 days
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Sorry to hear it was such a rough experience, thats a really shitty thing to do :(
Also I saw Twitter being Twitter w the cop discourse, fuck all these chronically online bitches, I hope you’re doing okay <3
thank uuuu i probably could've been cooler about it, but i was def triggered and idk :( it felt inconsiderate!! & dude fr everyone is acting crazy toward me wtf!! i'm not taking it personally, bc these ppl don't know me irl. imagine calling me a bootlicker, but in my everyday life i work in the cannabis industry (in a place where the cops constantly fuck w us), i've been arrested (more than once), and have protested against police brutality. but i'm a bootlicker ??? these people don't even know what they're talking about so i just HAVE to ignore it lmao!!
i appreciate this message a tonnnn <3
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homiro · 3 months
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YOU CAN THANK WHATEVER FOR THE SHARD OF SANITY TO PUT THIS LUNACY UNDER A READ MORE BREAK. SCROLL ON
I'm on so much xanax because my mind is running at a million miles per hour and it's like a salad of shit swirling around of absolutely insane thoughts like I want to get naked and go outside and dance under the moon with the CATS I want to SCREAM I want to streak into the highway and run along the middle of it yelling KISS ME UNDER THE MILKY TWILIGHT SWING ME UNDER THE MOONLIT FALL DIG ME IN THE BURLY BARK BARK DUDE IM ACTUALLY FEELING INSANE LIKE ARKHAM ASYLUM LOST MY MARBLES IDK WHAT'S GOING ON AND IM ALSO LAUGHING LIKE A MANIAC ABOUT THE FACT THAT THE CLIQUE OF CUNTS IN THE TOP GUN FANDOM WHO WERE SENDING HATE TO PEOPLE DIDN'T LICK THE BOOTS OF THE SELF APPOINTED LEADERS OF THE MINUSCULE FANDOM ABSOLUTELY OBLITERATED THE FANDOM LMAO LIKE HOW STUPID CAN YOU FUCKING BEEEEEEEEE FEELING SO ENTITLED ABOUT A FANDOM FOR A FILM "FRANCHISE" WITH TWO FILMS THAT WERE RELEASED 40 YEARS APART AND ARE BASICALLY CARBON COPIES OF EACH OTHER LMAO BECAUSE TOM CRUISE DOESN'T LIKE SEQUELS UNLESS IT'S MISSION IMPOSSIBLE SINCE EVERY FILM IS A STAND ALONE AND I GUESS THE CRAZY BUGGER LIKES THE VIBE OF DU DU DU DU DURURU DU DU DURURURURUR!!!
AND IM NOT GONNA BE GASLIT ABOUT THE HATEFUL PEOPLE IN THE TOP GUN FANDOM, BUSTERS, I HAVE SEEN WAY TOO MANY COUNTS OF PEOPLE REPORTING RECEIVING HATE ON THEIR FAN CREATIONS AND EVERY SINGLE TIME IT WAS SOMEONE WHO WASN'T A BOOTLICKER OF SOME LOSER WHO SELF-APPOINTED THEIR CRINGE ASS AS THE LEADER OF A TINY FANDOM FOR A "FRANCHISE" OF BRO FILMS LIKE LMAO TOP GUN IS A DAD FILM FRANCHISE WHY DO THESE FRUSTRATED MARRIED STRAIGHT WOMEN FEEL SO ENTITLED TO IT. GET A FUCKING GRIP. IT'S NOT THAT DEEP. YOUR OMEGAVERSE FANFIC FEATURING TOM CRUISE'S CHARACTER AND VAL KILMER'S CHARACTER WON'T WIN YOU A PULITZER AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MILES TELLER'S CHARACTER AND GLENN POWELL'S CHARACTERS LMAO PLEASE IT'S FANFIC AND FANART IT'S NOT THAT DEEP LIVE AND LET DIE WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE NASTY TO PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST TRYING TO HAVE FUN WITH SOME SHIT. SOME OF US LIKED TOP GUN NOT BECAUSE IT WAS TURBO GAY BUT BECAUSE WE LIKE JETS OH NO THE MILITARY PROPAGANDA ON NO THE NAVY OH NO THE USAF LIKE BITCH I JUST LIKE FIGHTER JETS IT'S ONE OF MY SPECIAL INTERESTS THEY GO WOOSH AND I LIKE THAT THAT'S WHAT DRAGGED ME TO TOP GUN THAT'S WHAT DRAGGED ME TO SENTOU YOUSEI YUKIKAZE THAT'S WHAT PULLED ME INTO COWBOY BEBOP THAT'S WHAT DRAGS ME INTO ANYTHING WITH JETS AND PLANES IN GENERAL. YES I EVENTUALLY FIND THE GAY SHIT AND GIVE IT A GO BECAUSE IT'S FUN AND IM QUEER BUT THAT'S SECONDARY WHEN THE MAIN POINT OF THE MEDIA IS WOOSH FIGHTER JETS GO BRRRRRRR LIKE SOME OF US ARE NEURODIVERGENT, JANET. WHY DO YOU THINK I KNEW SO MUCH ABOUT TOP GUN AND MIRAMAR AND FIGHTER TOWN AND THE JET CARRIERS IM NOT AMERICAN AND IVE NEVER BEEN TO THE MILITARY. AND THE RANDOM SPECIFICS ABOUT THE JETS DUDE YES I DOUBLE CHECKED BECAUSE MY BRAIN IS FRIED AND I LOVE THIS SO I WANTED TO MAKE THE JETS PART ACCURATE BUT I ALREADY KNEW THESE THINGS BY HEART AND THESE PEOPLE FEEL ENTITLED TO SOMETHING THAT I PERSONALLY LIKED INITIALLY FOR WHAT IT WAS - A STORY ABOUT JET PILOTS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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tazzasoon · 5 months
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responding to shitty people in the comments section makes me feel activated which makes me feel like... i shouldn't, right? like, heart racing, shaking, clammy, buzzy.
but! it's the same feeling/physical response i get on the rare occasion i witness some fuckshit irl, or when i was forced to respond to hostile people working service industry (i'm v proud of how i handled the work things at least but my hands shook like mad every time)... so maybe it's actually a discomfort i should practice feeling and dealing with from the safety of my own home with a block button handy??
idk, i welcome opinions.
i also waver back and forth about the kill them with kindness approach versus pure menace. in person when i worked with the public i mostly preferred the bemused kindness approach, cos i genuinely found it fucking absurd that people got so stressed over pizza or a latte, but online i think i feel braver/more emboldened to talk shit, as many have noted tends to be the case, but like, that's probs not a good thing. people don't hear you when you come in blazing like that. back in 2020 when i made a burner to search cops'/bootlickers' instagram accounts and give them shit i felt like i had more luck with coming from a "praying for you to see how you're a part of a terrible system and find your integrity" kinda approach rather than a straight "fuck you pig"
but obviously cops should hear the latter message too!!!
idk today i told someone i hope he gets visited by three ghosts tonight. that seems like a good middle ground.
i am also trying to work on my road rage.... it was getting so much better but recently has been right on the surface again, probably because existing in society during this brutal and horrific genocide we're funding has brought all the bad emotions to the surface!
if i feel brave behind a computer screen it's nothing to how i feel in a car, which i would describe as "bulletproof" despite knowing that is not reality at all.
but the other day i had already honked at this guy and flipped him the bird for cutting into my lane mid-turn and then i was behind them at a red and when it turned green they just sat there for like a minute and i was so pissed but i just had this feeling they were trying to start me up again so i held it all in because like, it's not worth getting shot!
idk i hate conflict and confrontation and also communication and negotiation hahaha so i feel like these are skills i need to work on for The Vast Unknown Future After American Empire (may i live to see it 🙏🏻)
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cuppa-ale · 8 months
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I don't really know what to say or do that isn't already being said and done. I can only say that I deeply wish that I wasn't such a coward for so long, and that I stood up for myself instead of seeking the approval of people who turned out to be bullies and abusers like I feared, and should have listened to that fear instead of feeling guilty and blaming myself for feeling that way.
There's so much I could say but I don't want it to be in bad taste.
All I can say is that if you think “proship/anti” discourse is stupid, that’s because IT IS. It’s fucking stupid and shouldn’t exist. But the reason so many of us DO take it seriously is because fantis/anti-shippers take it very seriously.
Antis take it so seriously, in fact, that they see it fit to stalk, doxx, harass and ruin a person’s life over what ships or art they like/create.
They take it so seriously that they would rather someone be harmed or killed rather than dare to enjoy dark, taboo or uncomfortable fiction.
The absurdity of all this is what makes it so terrifying.
There will never be an excuse for spreading someone's personal art around to slander them in a dangerous climate, and there is nothing wrong with liking kinky and taboo and weird art if it's not targeting anyone. Likewise, there is nothing wrong with liking any and all ships. (yes, even whichever ones you're thinking of right now.)
Especially, especially when that was done with the intent of getting someone denied from work and falsely accused of being "dangerous" over their personal cartoon drawings. Especially when it was done by jealous ex-friends who already had a bone to pick. Especially when the person they targeted was disabled with chronic health issues, and had their healthcare tied to their employment.
Like. idk what to say bc it's not about me, and all of this is bigger than me. I could go on and on about "what could I have said back in the day that would've stopped some of this?" but idek. I didn't even know about all this until after the fact, but holy fuck.
All I want to say to the people who hurt those they call “friends” over fiction is this:
You are the mean nerds that you claimed to hate, while pretending to be “cool and chill jocks.”
You are the bullies that you couldn't be in middle school when you got picked on for having "weird" interests.
You are bullies and bootlickers wearing a rainbow hat, and I’m not afraid of you anymore.
Actually, calling you "bullies" is too generous- at least some bullies grow up and move on. But y'all never do. You never did. You fell for r/adfem rhetoric and anti-kink rhetoric and gladly marched someone to their grave because of your own disgust and discomfort- to protect your own image from the jackals who you pandered to- to assuage your own egos and petty grievances- to project your traumas onto someone who had nothing to do with it- and whatever the fuck else y'all think was justification enough.
All I am now is angry, and sad, and I don’t know what I can do or what I could’ve done that would make anything better.
If i seem reclusive or stand-offish, a lot of it was in part due to the fear and anxiety I took away from seeing this behavior play out for years and convincing myself that it was "normal" and that I should doubt my own judgement, and now I find it hard to trust or form connections w/ most people because I'm afraid of going through the same things. I just feel so fucking stupid.
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everything-is-crab · 8 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/hyperdemona/729543034667220992/why-exactly-do-you-have-so-much-respect-for?source=share
Did you see this? Now I completely understand what you meant when you once said most Indian radfems are just bootlickers. Forget Meloni, she's even defending Indira Gandhi. I wonder if she's simping for Gandhi because she doesn't know anything about the emergency or she does and just don't care. I feel ashamed to say I'm from the same state she is. This is so embarrassing.
Yes I saw this. Replied in the comments too. She was always like this tbh. Too edgy but I think she crossed a limit this time. And she knows. Oh she definitely knows. Which Indian person that isn't a child doesn't know what she did?
But first of all, Indira Gandhi was definitely not that much of a hated politician as much as she's making it out to be. She isn't the only person who defends her to death. I have come across so many in my personal anecdote. People still love her for how she dealt with all the international wars during her tenure and everything. BBC once called her woman of the millennium or something. I don't remember. She was a woman and the only female pm till today yes, but the country still loved her. We know why. (Obviously she had haters too but I think there was equal love for her as well. After all why would so much of north India riot and kill so many innocent Sikhs after her assassination?). Anyways, nationalists in our country were inspired by Hitler and Mussolini, especially the latter more. It's not a surprise this woman is going down the same route. They always claim to be against any form of imperialism but are the West's foremost supporters and they always idolize and ally with their right wing leaders.
And don't feel ashamed cause you share a state with her lmao. That doesn't mean anything. And I am glad you're getting what I mean, although I would say most Indian radfems wouldn't die on this hill that she did. Yes I still think Indian radfems and tbh even liberal feminists lack consciousness in many ways when it comes to race,class,caste etc but this is just.....😬😬
Also not many people are talking about it but her repetitive action of talking about lesbians the way she did here just rubbed me off the wrong way. If you have seen her blog before, yk she's a het woman who worships lesbians (or at least it appears she does). Probably to satisfy her own female liberation daydream fantasies that way or something idk. But then straight up pretending lesbians don't face anything serious in Western countries? Acting surprised after people told her lesbophobia exists there? That annoyed me a lot. Like what does she think of lesbians as cause it's definitely not someone she would ally for politically but just for her own sense of feminist power.
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freezerbreak · 4 years
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ight so tonight was a night 😐 /neg
#vent/rant incoming oops#idk i guess this just hits too close to my experiences (trauma? am i allowed to call it that?)#and i've been trying to solve the self destructive habits that i've developed from it#a huge part of that is people-pleasing. i'm trying so hard to accept the fact i cant make everyone happy and#if i change myself to impress others#they're not really happy with *me* they're happy with an act that i have to stress to keep up#so ive been trying to. care less yknow#but having a mob come for me for stating my opinion#much less one pertinent my own community! one they are not part of!#i didn't take them seriously but i couldn't stop myself from getting anxious#it's my father's birthday and i just wanted to have take-out & cake & watch a movie with my family#but instead i was too nauseous from anxiety to eat#but yeah you're protecting mlm by spouting your dumb shit and turning us into your petty discourse#/s /s /s#i try to be a respectful person but i do honestly want to say fuck you#fuck you for turning my sexuality into discourse for you to earn your pretty internet points off#i hate that discourse has reached the point where we're no longer normalizing mlm relationships#we're now casting them off to the side into categories of 'normal content' and 'mlm content'#feels weird as fuck to me when i just want to be seen as an equal to non lgbt people#and i'll get called a 'bootlicker' for that? fuck you.#i'm not a bootlicker for wanting to live a normal life#othering myself was so stress inducing. i was so constantly tired when i acted so high and mighty for being lgbt#i have gotten so sidetracked here#i dont know what the hell im talking about#vent
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chit-a-to · 2 years
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So this is the continuation post of my previous ask regarding the allegation of whitewashing in Shiori's portrayal in HNY. As we all know that antis have brought it up many times before since the episode was first released. But several days ago, between 10th to 12th February, a discourse on twitter about it was happening again. It was, in my opinion, one of the worst discourse I have, not-so-accidentally, involved in because several antis that spoke up about the problem (including me) are native, dark-skinned Asians yet our arguments were shot down by non-Asians, saying that we're the racist one because we're stirring problems when there is none. So, in favor of trying to understand what did they exactly mean, I summed up yesterday's discourse to see their arguments as objectively as possible.
Just keep reading but please brace yourself because this one is gonna be long af 😂😂
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1. So we all know that Shiori's skin getting gradually lighter in HNY is a problem that antis have brought up multiple times. Of course the assumption that would arise is that she got whitewashed remembering that colorism is still a huge problem in Japan, no, East Asia, hell it's prevalent in the whole Asia continent!
Here I added more comparison how she used to look like vs now in HNY vs her human form. Please judge for yourself whether she got "whitewashed" or not.
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2. Sunrise bootlickers The opposed party chimed in, saying that her dark skin is a demonic trait she inherited from her father. That's why during her human day when she looses her youki, she'll loose her dark skin, too, replaced with fair/pale skin tone that came from her mother.
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3. After hearing their reasoning, at this point all antis involved in the discourse stated that it's sort of wrong to assume that Shiori's dark skin is just a demonic trait because it can be implied as if no full human in Inuyasha universe would have darker skin tone. Her tanned skin can also be seen as the representation of indigenous Japanese that have naturally dark skin color. Therefore, linking Shiori's dark skin as a mere demonic trait that will disappear once a year is rather harmful because it implies that a darker tone is not a normal skin tone in Japan. It indicates a possibility of colorism that occurs in the studio that creates anime Inuyasha and HNY for there is a favoritism of lighter skin tone over the darker one.
4. However, pro-light skin Shiori once again reaffirmed their arguments that it is not racist nor colorist. More so because everyone's born with different skin color.
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5. Someone pointed out that Towa and Setsuna, as hanyou, also show changes in skin color during human night making them resemble their demon father more, or not, idk what exactly this person wants to say 😭😭
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6. Also not racist because "human" in Japanese all have light skin tone.
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7. From these tweets, I gathered that this person believed that antis saying "associating Shiori's dark skin as just a demonic trait is a bad thing" means antis are stereotyping Shiori's father as a bad demon (but please CMIIW though ✌).
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8. You may want to read this person's statements first and then analyse by yourself what exactly the message that did this person want to convey. In my case, after a long thought, I assumed that this person argue that the skin tone diversity is within Shiori's body herself. If antis don't like her fair skin, then that means we're the racist/colorist one. Furthermore, any POC that have problem with it is having a color complex.
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(And I'm sorry but for me the most insulting part is that s/he said that no Latam POC have that problem because they aren't self-conscious like Asian/non-Latam POC. Feels like s/he invalidates the struggle and discrimination that we grew up with :) But, thanks to this person, I now understand the perspective of Sunrise supporters, why they think that antis are actually the racist/colorist one, not HNY directors. Nope. Could never be them, right? 😉
9. This one is a special shoutout to user TrapMagician for pointing out that Shiori is a black person, therefore other POC, including the tanned-skin Asians, are not allowed to say that there is a colorism problem with Shiori's character 😂😂👏👏👏👏
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10. This is another honorary mention to TrapMagician for pointing out that one of the biggest anime studio (back then) was having a limited color palette, that's why Shiori's skin tone is getting "upgraded" now 😂😂👏👏
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Conclusion? I let you readers to make your own conclusion. If by the end of this post you still think that Shiori's getting whitewashed, then you're with antis! But if you changed your mind, okay then 😁
One more slot for picture I reserved for this, compilation of "endearment term" from Sunrise stan to anyone that opposed with them 🤣🤣
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fairycosmos · 2 years
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girlll i feel ya about being shit at work thing so there's this "district restaurant manager" who came to visit us every other month and he like to scream at our faces right and this trainer crew at my workplace said to me "when he came i want you be less like you am i clear" what does that even mean lmaoooo
what the fuck dude my blood is boilingggggggg for you swear to god :( can't believe employers/higher ups think it's ok to literally just abuse the staff under them and everyone is supposed to keep sucking their dick over it so we have money to live. it's SO gross SO perverse and exploitative ugh it gives me chills in a bad way. i'm really really sorry you have to deal with it. and that trainer person can fuck off as well, they're just a bootlicker LOL idk why they would have any loyalty to the company or any reason to put you down? i really hope you find a better job soon and i hope you can quit on them suddenly and i hope it's very satisfying for you and your mental health. also IDK how things work where you live but im pretty sure you can report treatment like this if it's consistently terrible, though i'm sure HR will drag their feet about it. but, if there's anything you can do, i encourage you to advocate for yourself because you don't deserve to be spoken to like that. you know? nobody deserves any of this, it's such slave wage bullshit. manifesting a better job for u soon i mean it. sending u a big hug.
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wizard-hubris · 3 years
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I think the issue with Orym is less that he’s an actual killjoy in game (because as you’ve pointed out that basically isn’t true) and more that early on in eXu he was one of the PCs pushing against pursuing the plot hooks that were offered to the party. From an audience perspective that can look like being a killjoy. Saying, “this obviously bad idea is a bad idea,” is a totally reasonable thing to say, but it a little bit violates the D&D social contract of “DM give scenario, PCs react to scenario” that a lot of people expect.
Now obviously that’s not a hard rule and I honestly don’t even think that’s what Liam was doing by playing Orym as more cautious, but I can see how it looked like that early on when eXu was having a much harder time finding its footing.
So you have the vague appearance of being a bootlicker/killjoy at the beginning, mixed with a frustrating eXu start, plus the people who just hate Liam, and you’ve got a recipe for people to be bizarrely furious at a chill little dude.
This is a really interesting point. For one thing, because I'd never thought of his input as "pushing against pursuing the plot hooks" because they'd still have interacted with them. Idk if I'm taking this too much from a (amateur) DM's perspective, but if the party had decided to go to the guard instead, then the guard ropes them in to assist with catching the criminals, sends them as a party to investigate the place that Poska name drops during an interrogation and *bam* the party has the vestige and instead of Poska wanting it, it's actually a mysterious higher-up of the Nameless - basically Poska's boss, let's say, that's after the item and, thus, the group. Maybe there's an insider in the guard so they have to skip town because they get hunted by them too to bring the item in. The thing with this storytelling is that you don't keep the building bricks at static places, you're ready to move them along into the direction your players run.
Saying "This is a bad idea" also shouldn't be enough to immediately get on anybody's bad side, I think. He went along with it, after all. But maybe I'm a bit biased because one of my current D&D characters started out as a bit of a pessimistic worrywart who was saying "This is a bad idea" regularly while going along with what our party was doing anyway because that's how this game works. Idk if people just don't think about that while watching, but when I'm playing I'm keenly aware that nothing can happen when I just stomp my foot, going "I don't wanna", so obviously I'm not going to actually do that.
But I also can understand a bit that people might see Orym's reaction at being a bit of a killjoy - I don't share that view, but I can understand it somewhat. But that bootlicker thing has always thrown me foor a loop. Maybe it's a cultural thing that I just don't get as a European person? Idk. Then again, I also didn't really understand what many people found so frustrating about the ExU start, but I wasn't that active in fandom during ExU because real life stuff, so I can only contribute so much to that matter without starting to pull things out of thin air.
But yeah, the more negative views of Orym got really out of hand, I feel, probably especially because Liam is playing him, so here we are. But hey, now there'll be plenty of time for people to get to know this funky little halfling better and see for themselves that he's really just that: a chill little dude.
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