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#mirror images but the words are backwards yk.......
mattodore
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#river dipping
#ts4
#matthias evanoff
#theodore doe
#echthroi
#GOD........... PUTTING THEIR CAS HEADSHOTS SIDE BY SIDE MAKES ME FEEL SO CRAZY. THEY JUST. THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THIS.......
#NEVER NEEDED [REDACTED] SO BAD IN MY LIFE..... EMBARRASSINGGGGGG. LET'S GET A GRIP.
#also i can't wait for when i get better at making scars and can make matthias's chin scar look how it's supposed to
#it's meant to be gnarly. like. well there's a lot of real estate on that chin first of all 😭
#but his mother threw a very heavy decanter at his face so. thick glass. it was fleshy and bloody.
#in my head the scar's more like a rough edged gouge than a thin line of scarred over skin. like his chin was torn open.
#the skin is probably lighter there and raised. ik my glass scars are like that (tho they're from a window so it's different)
#and i think i want the scar to be more vertical and kind of... reaching? like maybe it goes down underneath his chin too?
#hmmm...
#i wish i had a reference for the exact kind of scar but alas </3
#i do have a reference for the scars on his torso from the lung surgery he had in his teen years tho!
#...typing ! at the end of that unthinkingly only to sober up like two seconds later bc like. and WHY did he need that surgery exactly? GOD.
#matthias's character has so many scars but theo has zero... it really speaks to the different kinds of violence they faced
#mirror images but the words are backwards yk.......
#no one cared about appearances with matthias or worried about having to hide the evidence..... jesus. god............... well.
#christ.
#just sat here staring at my screen for two minutes.
#well. i do think it's interesting the way the does vs. evanoffs treated their kids. the abuse was so different but it still connects them..
#and that isolating distance vs. suffocating closeness shaped both matthias and theo's personalities in such an obvious way
#like you look at their character traits and it's like. well first off THAT'S a symptom! but also. jesus. it all traces back to the crib.
#yeah... well let me stop here. bc i realize i'll hit tag limit if i keep talking to myself and i don't want to type something only for it
#to delete itself after..... which has happened to me SO many times while rambling abt mattodore in the tags of so many posts 😭
#cw abuse mention
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