everything that's been going on has me thinking about jonghyun, and how he said he didn't want the life he lived as an idol. really do think he didn't mean performing and making music as much as he meant the industry as a whole, absolutely fucked from the inside out. i can only imagine his disappointment
"Your small shoulders, your small hands become my cozy blanket at the end of a tiring day. You did a good job today, you worked so hard. I hope my shoulders and my thick hands will become cozy comfort for the end of your tiring day as well."