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meowblivion · 2 years

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I hope my mutuals are ok, year after year I've only been getting lonelier and lonelier.

Oftentimes I now catch myself wanting so badly to go back and rewrite any costly mistakes. Return to a time when things were far simpler.

Moving forward has been an uphill challenge, I feel like I'm rebuilding rome twice. By the time I get to the third I might already be dead lol.

I hope I wasn't a bad friend, I hope I didn't get under anyone's skin or was a thorn on anyone's side (Even in moments where I knew I was, terribly sorry for that).

Constantly telling myself that nothing is my fault and that people just grow apart isn't doing my self esteem or moral compass any favors.

I miss them, I miss everyone, I especially miss having that one person who I could share anything and everything with, to be able to unload and unwind.

I still have ideas for comics and stories in my back pocket. Witches, Zombies, Murder Mystery University, definitely keeping up the horror theme strangely enough. You're looking at the man who grew up with Casper's Ghoul School and cried in the middle of Scary Godmother as a kid because I had literally thought Halloween was Cancelled forever. Hard to believe that even back then I was such a drama queen, Good grief!

I miss being able to share these ideas privately behind the scenes with my irl friends and I miss seeing their reactions whenever I bring up crazy plot twists, betrayals and returns of once thought to be dead characters.

I just want to go back, I want my old friends back. Some of them have gone off to greener pastures and left me in the wasteland (not that I blame them and I'm not being petty about it but still)

Sidenote, I'm also a bit affection starved and some hugs would also be nice.

#life sucks rn but can i afford to complain?#i live in my own head too much #is the fantasy dead?#I hate growing apart so goddamn much i wanna scream!#i want to hold it together #aaaaaaaa!!#fml

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apostate-in-an-alcove · 2 years

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hello hello! Really sorry this ask is out of the blue but uhh. It’s the beginning of lent and so I’m a little in my feelings rn. I just wanted to ask as an ex-Christian like… do you ever feel a little stuck in-between?? This is worded so badly aaa but you know. Like as if you will never truly be free of the church despite it going against everything you stand for

Just for reference I was raised in A very weird household - my mother is a Latin Roman Catholic and my dad was an African Eastern Orthodox Catholic so even from youth I’ve always felt like I was stuck in some kind of limbo due to the conflicting views on dogma despite technically belonging to the same branch of christianity and it only got worse when my dad left his religion and my mother basically became an extremist. I never felt like I did enough for my religion and leaving to live in a more secular country for a few years really compounded on that and genuinely made me break down from the back to back crises of faith I was having on my own

now I feel sometimes like I don’t want to be religious. I deffo don’t want to be a Catholic of any kind at least, esp. considering the stances they take on my lifestyle (being queer, pro-choice, unwilling to get married or have children etc.) and I don’t like to pray or visit the church anymore, but I never want to call myself an atheist bc I still?? Kind of believe in some of the scripture I was taught growing up?? and mostly I won’t lie I feel lost without religion as a blanket. I think most of all I miss the community but that is fully blocked off from me now ever since I came out. I just…. I dunno. I wanted to talk to somebody about my crisis and to vent but I obviously don’t have anyone to do that with irl.

I’m really really sorry to be trauma dumping out of the blue btw but I just don’t know who I can realistically talk to and it’s been eating me up for a while now. More so bc of the season and being away from my family and from faith as a whole, and I really admire how open and forthcoming you are about your own experiences so wanted to do the same - if this is upsetting to you honestly don’t feel pressured to respond!! I just needed to get this off my chest. Also if nt already obvious this is Not an opportunity for Christians to proselytise, I’ve had enough of that to last a lifetime

No, I get what you're saying. It took me awhile to even label myself as an atheist because I was still attached to Catholicism and my theistic beliefs for a long time. And there's times where I do miss the community and security that came with that and the answers religion could provide. The loneliness is tough to deal with but it’ll take time to pass as you find more like-minded people and move on to greener pastures.

It certainly does feel like the Church will somehow always have its grubby hands on you in some way forever and this seems like a common thing when I talk to other ex Catholics (though this could certainly apply to other denominations and cults). There's work to be done in terms of deconstructing what we were taught in the Church and the Church ultimately has no authority over you and who you are and the life you wish to build. It'll just take time.

You don't have to leave Christianity or religion entirely though. There's plenty of ex Catholics who join other, more progressive denominations of Christianity or they move on to other religions and spiritual practices. I came to the conclusion of atheism after reevaluating my faith and religion and chose to deconvert, but I respect that that isn't the choice that everyone will make.

I'm sorry you're experiencing this Anon, it's rough. I wish you the best.

#anon ask #anon tag #ex catholic #sorry for the late reply

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bastardbvby · 3 years

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hysterically, i’m not a george simp. watching y’all’s progression into madness is really funny and i am watching with a bucket of popcorn (literally irl i got popcorn) - 👉👈

the thing is . before this stream i was going to give up the george pfp and move on to greener pastures (probably just a dream pfp) but after this . i can never leave . i’m in hell and i love it

#god he’s so #asks #👉👈 anon my beloved

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brodingles · 3 years

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Happy Birthday, Kokonut!

Not to get sentimental on main, but I'm about to get sentimental on main, because I haven't done that in a while and this is very important to me.

tw/cw: suicide mention, dementia mention, hospital mention

I drew this 2 weeks ago because it was important for me to have it done, but I’m posting it on April 28th, his actual birthday, as a gift.

April 28th is also the day I graduated from college with my first degree. It was the close of an important chapter in my life. It was the first few years I was ever fully alone, and he was there with me through it.

A lot happened in that time. Some of it is outright devastating and I don’t like thinking about it. I still have nightmares sometimes.

I know it might seem a bit silly in the current landscape of things given how the years have gone, but his character was really important to me when I got into DR. I know we joke about comfort characters now, but he really was that for me. I hadn’t run into characters that thought so much like me up until that point (and to some people that may be concerning-- it’s less so than you may perceive) and I didn’t feel as alone in myself.

Of course, with the behaviors we shared that I liked, I found a bunch that I didn’t like too. Some of them I still do. Some of them I still struggle with. But I know they’re bad now. And I’ve had time to work on them and I’m still fighting every day to work on them.

There were other things that were the same that were outright terrifying. In hindsight, even seeing some of the discussion of them was and still is a little triggering. I have to type this part a bit slowly, because I’m trying to navigate those past feelings safely-- I was in and out of the hospital a lot around this time. I mean a lot. So, so much. My head was rattling, I was so exhausted and weak and I was forgetting so so much. I kept a journal and I reread some of the entries and I was so scared. I still get scared now.

I was diagnosed with a few things around that time, but between the scans and tests and visits, one day my doctor told me something that chilled me:

“I don’t mean to alarm you, but that sounds like dementia.”

It sent me down a spiral. I was so scared. I remember breaking down and crying a lot of nights because I was worried I would die.

And that was very specific for me. A lot of people completely gloss over this section of his character. Whether they believe he was telling the truth or not was a big contest and I had to stay out of it. (I think at the very least he was diagnosed. But with how his luck goes, who knows what’s actually happening) For me it provided comfort. To have had the wild life up to that point and to be told that specifically when you’re so young. I was young. We were the same age. He may have even been older.

We still don’t know what’s wrong, by the way. I’m about to go back to the hospital.

I started having self destructive thoughts around this time. They’d been dormant in my head for so long, but suddenly they were so much louder. I started posting more ‘vent’ art. It helped. It helped to write someone else saying them. Someone else who COULD say them. He would say stuff like that and it would be no big deal. It was like putting me somewhere more manageable.

I cut my hair for the first time that year. I drew sketches of him with shorter hair to make it less scary. My hair was long and wild and curly just like his was. It made me feel happier to have it. I had always liked my hair but...something about that made me feel more comfortable. We had the same hair.

but... somewhere in that gaggle I got too attached. So I HAD to cut my hair. I had to cut all ties with him. I had to burn every tie I had to this character to the ground because I couldn’t do it anymore. It became a sore spot. I don’t remember why. I think I was in the middle of a crisis and I had to destroy someone and this was the closest to destroying me I could get.

It’s even longer now than it was back then. I don’t think I’ll cut it again. At least not for those reasons.

Even though it’s ridiculous now, and I’ve definitely moved on to greener pastures, I have to thank this madman for helping me through so much. I don’t know if I’d still be alive if he wasn’t there. I would’ve definitely been so alone. I wouldn’t believe that I deserved better or could ever be better than I ever was if it wasn’t for him.

It made me so happy at the end of the Hope/Despair Animes that Komaeda was doing better, even if he still had his quirks and everyone wasn’t suddenly on his side. I nearly cried by that alone. Because there was hope for him that meant there was hope for me. That one day I’d find my friends and one day I could be free and happy, even if it wasn’t perfect and there were still things to pick up. It made my heart swell. So I wish him happy birthday.

This is very long. I’ve learned that about myself too, haha-- I also like to ramble! I guess some habits die hard. I’m trying to say that ironically, just by existing and getting better he brought me hope like he wanted.

Thank you Kodaka and the Spike Chunsoft Team for the game! I don’t know where I would have been without it! I want to honour your wishes and make something more because you’ve inspired me! Just like you wished!

I want to thank a lot of the characters that I had growing up for shaping me into a better me. I thank them for walking with me through my roughest times when I didn’t have anyone else to. I have more friends now. People who exist IRL to talk to and to bond with. I don’t need my comfort characters so direly anymore. But I still need them sometimes. And I’ve started writing my own! I made my own characters! I’ve grown!

I hope to make someone’s guiding light one day. To make things for them that they have for a season in their lives, and can look back and thank in the future. I have moved past that stage. But I would not be past it without them.

Happy Birthday, Komaeda.

#art #personal #ok to rb #I haven't actually gotten too personal on this blog in a while #I've admittedly been too afraid since my audience has changed so drastically #but I felt like this one was important #sdr2 #nagito komaeda

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cactuscryptid · 3 years

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this is gonna be long an personal but i need to get this out im sorry lol

i feel like i’m drifting apart from the people I care about the most?? my friends don’t tell me things about themselves anymore, so i feel like i’m oversharing things about myself with people who don’t care about me. like, it’s like i’m wasting their time just by being in the same room or chat as them, because i’ve decided they just simply don’t want me around anymore. and i’m sure that’s probably not true! i’m sure i’m just over complicating things... but still. we don’t talk often anymore, i have a few friends i talk to on instagram, but they’re new, and i miss my old friends. but idk i guess they’ve moved on to greener pastures?? i do love my new friends, though, yall rock (LOU AND MAX I’M LOOKING AT YOU)

but yeah even my irls don’t tell me things anymore, which is making me feel unwanted. it’s been like that for a long ass time, though, and at this point i just need to get over it, i think. i’m just being paranoid, i know, it’s just... hard not to think the worst, to think they’re just... done with me. i don’t blame them. i’m unfunny, i’m unattractive, i overshare about my interests that they couldn’t give a rat’s ass about. i have to be tiring, right? that’s it? is that why they left?

i don’t know. i think seeing so many posts from my irls today about how much they “love their friends” and how they’re thankful for them, but then... not including me in it. like wow, i really am just the last person on anyone’s mind. isn’t that cool. isn’t that dandy. love having loyal friends who claim they love me and support me when they see me, and then completely forget about me once i’m out of site. and ok. i guess i’m used to that, it happens every year, but then my cousin goes and does the same thing?? no one mentioned me anywhere, no one messaged me, no one responded to any of my posts. not even a like “yo happy thanksgiving” or anything. like ok :) thanks guys :)

AND MY MOM DID THE SAME THING. not really the SAME thing, but she just sent me a message like “happy thanksgiving hope to see you soon” AND THAT WAS IT AND I WAS LIKE OH. OK COOL THANKS MOM.

idk man i just. did not feel loved today and now i think everyone hates me bc yay paranoia ahahahahahahahahah so funny

ANYWAY

THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME

WE’RE JUST CHILLIN IN CEDAR RAPIDS, BITCH, LEAVE US ALONE WE DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU

#fuck dudes sorry i just needed that out lmao #can't talk to my family about this becuase. uh. um. no reason actually #if i show weakness in front of them i guess i'll just?? idk die #wouldn't surprise me #ANYWAY YEAH TRUMP IS COMIN FOR QUACKITY'S ASS THIS IS SO FUNNY #i'll probably delete this later if i remember uhhhhhhh if you see this on your dash no you didn't <3<3

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sapphicsylvari · 4 years

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The Sims 3 Werewolf Pack Challenge

My own spin on the numerous supernatural legacy challenges on here. I hope you enjoy! If you decide to play with my ruleset, feel free to post about it and inbox me the link!

The Setup:

Create two YA Werewolves. These will be your Founders/first Alpha couple. Move into a 64x64 lot, buy a tent and a fireplace, then set your funds to 0. Go testingcheats and delete your school.

The General Rules:

- You must always have an Alpha couple. That is the couple that reproduces and leads. They can be Male and female or same sex, if you have the Nraas Woohooer that lets same sex couples reproduce.

- You are not allowed to have a job. Make money collecting and doing other moneymaking activities.

- Set the age spans and seasons to whatever you want

- Each Rank has their own little hut, once you have enough money to build these poor people boxes to live in. Lock the doors and specify Sims to access them.

- You may only eat raw meat or vegetables/fruit you find and/or grow.

- During Full Moons, Max out and freeze everybody’s needs, but you must send everyone YA and up out all over the map to hunt. Both of your Alphas lead their groups to different areas. In the morning, when the feral change moodlet expires, drag everybody’s energy to about halfway and let them sleep. It was a long night.

- Teen Wolves (heh) and below may not leave the lot during a Full Moon. It’s too dangerous for them. They may hunt/practice hunting around the lot.

- Your household may keep dogs. I mean, they’re kinda kindred souls, aren’t they?

- Every Sunday, provided it isn’t a Full Moon, the entire Pack should go out on a little trip. Wolves are pack animals. Bonding is important.

The Ranks:

Alpha Like IRL wolf packs, your Pack has a leading couple. As mentioned above, they are the only ones that reproduce. They are also the only ones allowed to spread the Cursed Bite. Furthermore, they are the only ones aside from pups and the heir that may interact with human Sims.

The Heir Your Alpha Couple’s firstborn. They live in the Alpha hut until they turn into a teen. Once they Turn YA, and have participated on their first hunt, they should start looking for a mate. After they found one, them and their partner get their own hut. Your current Alpha Couple must turn the partner if they’re human.

The Main Pack That’s the bulk of your household. Everyone teen and up that’s not an heir or an Alpha lives together. These fellas take care of your garden, are your primary moneymakers and scavengers around the world. Most of them will be your Alpha’s children, so be nice to them! A Wolf’s strength is its pack, after all. Members of the main pack must remain good friends or higher with the current Alpha Couple and their heir. If they fall below good friends status, they will leave the pack for greener pastures.

The Pups Child age and below. These little puppies are your Pack’s future. Their hut is open to everyone and they are raised communally. They may not hunt yet, and are also not allowed to leave the lot, thus stepping out of their pack’s protection.

Retired Alphas That’s your Alpha couple in the Elder Lifestate. They’re too old to hunt, but the Pack still respects and cares for them. They will live with the Main Pack, so your heir and their partner may take over the Alpha hut. They are still allowed to spread the cursed bite!

Growing your household: If your Alphas make good friend with somebody, they might consider adding them to their pack – that obviously only applies to human and werewolf sims. Pack members that are not the heir’s mates or related to the Alphas are considered to have a lower rank than the main pack. That will only really show when food runs short, as they must wait until everyone else has eaten.

Scoring System: - 100 for every death - 50 for every child taken by social services - 25 for every time you had utilities shut off - 5 for every time bonked by newspaper (that’s just embarrassing) + 25 for every child born and raised to YA + 100 for every new generation + 50 for rare finds during hunts + 25 for every Sim bitten

#ts3 #the sims 3 #sims 3 #sims 3 supernatural #sims 3 werewolves #sims 3 legacy #simblr #lex's challenges #im not a furry i swear

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dauriculaire · 5 years

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Important Update

👋 Hi lovelies!

Dauri here, otherwise self-proclaimed ‘absentee trash mom.’

I hope you all have been well and 2019 has been off to a wonderful start for each and every one of you! ❤️

Before I launch into the “big update” (you probably know what I’m already going to say), I wanted to thank all of you for enjoying these steamy CDs as much as I do. While I have Namidame to thank or blame, depending on your perspective for me starting this blog (I’m not even joking, one of my first posts was on the first Namidame), knowing that other people would be there to partake in the joy that is listening to crying and moaning bois a good ol’ situation CD was, honestly, 80% of what made me keep going through those late nights spent making sure I translated those synopses (relatively) correctly.

Long story short, I’m moving! Tumblr is so 2015-2018. For more details, feel free to continue reading. Otherwise, you can find me @dauriculaire on Twitter, where I’ll do my best to rapid tweet updates and new releases as they come in, or dauriculaire.com (WIP) for the good stuff when it launches (TBA)! 😘

For the TL;DR, continue below!

First of all, 2018 was a mess for me IRL (it’s a long story), and I’m super sorry for not being there to fill you in on all the deets of the otome R-18 drama CD world. Trust me when I say my personal backlog of CDs is miles long because I was too busy trying to adult™ properly. 🙈

As I’ve mentioned, I’m taking my blog off Tumblr, to greener and hopefully spicier pastures! My new home will be dauriculaire.com since the freedom of my own standalone blog is much more preferable than a microblog on another site.

Other reasons for the move might be obvious, but here are some, in specific:

Search functionality is essentially broken on this blog, which is absolutely horrid

Posts from this blog no longer show up in their past home, the #dramacd tag 😢

Some posts have in fact been flagged by the algorithm and/or users, so I can assume this is a hostile environment to this content

Bitter? I’m not bitter. 🙂

The new blog is still a WIP, but expect the launch to be sometime at the end of this month (March), once I get everything imported... 👀

Content-wise, you can expect to see the following:

All of the old posts (incl. all of my shitposts and tags)

Synopses (The usual)

Release Lists (The usual)

Informational Guides (The usual)

Shitposts (Of course)

An ask box

...and maybe, just maybe... if I have the time, or a contributor joins me... reviews of these CDs...

I also might have a link to my shop, where I offload any CDs I no longer want to keep. You’re always welcome to take a look! 💁🏻‍♀️

In the meantime, I’ll mostly be reblogging on Twitter and adding the occasional translation if I have a moment. I’ll still be making posts here on this blog, but they’ll mostly be links to their permanent home on the site, where they’re actually welcome, Tumblr.

Hope to see you all there! 👋

Love you and miss you all,

Dauri

#dauriculaire fits her entire life story in these tumblr tags for the last? time #also why is everything so dark on tumblr now #me being passive aggressive to tumblr for 5 minutes straight #thank you again to all the wonderful lovelies who sent me messages in my ask box in support of this trash heap #love u all ❤️#listened to namidame before posting for maximum effect #sitting here watching 1137 posts upload to the new blog #one of the posts that was flagged was takuma from namidames ss and i'm still sad #i would find it endlessly amusing if this was flagged

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kusunokihimea · 5 years

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[ Art || Background ]

[ Hey y’all! So uh...while this iteration of my dinky blog isn’t three years old, I have been lurking around this site in total (for RP) for three years now, as of...technically yesterday, eh heh. And good golly there has been a LOTTA growth since then. My muses and I have come a looong way, in regards to writing, editing, and getting to know so many people over the course of three years. Some have come and gone, and some have stayed...though few since those beginning days when Sylvie had NO idea what they were doing, ha!

And though I’ve only recently gone through my second revamp, there’s still a gaggle a’y’all that have stuck around. Some even from those very beginning days. So, I’d like to take a minute to just...gush about some of ya, cuz you’ve made being in this community fun, welcoming, and honestly like a second family to us. While I don’t have time to ramble about EVERYONE, I’m gonna do my darnedest to do as much as I can, and just...say thank you for making me able to stay this long, and have as much fun as I’ve had. It means the world to me <3

Now, on to the ramblin’! Under a cut, cuz...it’s probably gonna get long xD Still, I’ll try to be brief so it doesn’t get too out of control, lmao ]

[ The Fam Jam ]

So these are the peeps that have stuck by me through thick, thin, and many blog changes xD Those who have consistently interacted with us, and have developed amazing bonds between muns and muses alike. <3

@13lilypetals - Little sib Ghost. Fellow SH trash. Also a multimuse juggler. You’ve been someone who’s become a close friend, wonderful RP partner, and a great member of the community as a whole. Keep up the awesome work!

@ascxndinggg Matt, my son, darling baby boy =P With such a creative, intelligent mind, wonderful diverse muses, and one of the few things keeping me sane both on this hellsite, and in life in general. Love you bud.

@duckbuttavenger / @cutelittlemuffins / @straycatanbu Sanjiii, such a sweetheart. I love your beans, and I love you! You’re always a blast to write with, even if we know some muses better than others. They’re all 11/10!

@despairinghxpe / @masterofwar Phoenix, omg I’m so glad you’re back. I’ve had some of my most in-depth threads with you and your boyos. I always look forward to your replies. And you’re such a darling - always a joy to talk to ooc about our beans!

@gentlegraceful-and-fatal Dani, I know you’re not on much anymore, and I hope life’s not kickin’ your butt too hard. You put so much love into your muses, and I love when they interact with mine. Here’s hoping you can creep around more soon enough x3

@frogprinceus / @redlineoffate / @red-winged-hero-hawks Omg Mitsuki where do I even start with you xD You have such a wonderful cast of muses, so many of which have bonded so wonderfully with mine. I always enjoy our interactions, no matter what combo of beans!

@flakclad I know you’re not on too much anymore Rhi, but I still love your boys (tho I think this is the only one I’m currently following after remaking, whoops). You give them such wonderful personalities, and I love writing with them any day of the week.

@yukaikokoro Another OC bean! Star oh my goodness, you’re such a great friend and writing partner - you let me drown you in all my OG verse shenanigans, and I love it xD

@twojackalsandahedgie Apricot! I’ve stalked you around through a few blogs now, haha! You’re such a sweetheart, and your muses are great. I can’t wait to see how your blog takes shape once it’s even MORE of a multimuse!

@hotmessofmuses I’ve loved all our threads, Bailey - you write all your muses so well, and I’ve been so psyched to get to interact with them, especially in the famjam verses. It’s so much fun. And good luck with all you’re doing irl!

@roaringxflames Lief dear, I know you’re not active much anymore, but I just want you to know I’ve enjoyed all of our interactions, here and on other bloggus. I hope life is treating you well, and you find greener pastures in new fandoms :3

@cinderspewed / @bitebxck Oh goodness Verona, you’re just! Such a cool person, and your muse is so dynamic and intriguing and drives my marshmallow nuts xD I hope school isn’t crushing your soul too badly, haha! Good fortune, friend!

@kyuuzuchiha / @thebubbledome / @xkaekox BOOOOO I LOVE YOUR BEANS. I know that feel about having trouble writing/catching up lately, but! No matter your pace, we love writing with you, and I hope you find your groove soon!

@quiet-kunoichi Ahaha, Jack, another fellow OC bean. I love your muse. I think you know that but just to be sure, lemme say it again. And you’re great. You’re both great. I love ya. And I hope you’re well!

@abyssaldespair Meeeg...your boyo has stolen my gorl xD We’ve had so many shenanigans since we met I can’t count them, but gosh you’re so fun to write with, and even tho you’ve abandoned me (jk, jk), I still love writing our babbs in drabbles. I will sink with this ship xD

@wanderingmelodies MEEEY I know you’re super swamped but I hope you know I love ya and your beans and I hope you get your zine work done! Good luck and stuff, and hopefully life lets up for you soon, dear!

@multicanon-rp Bruh, I love your Itachi (and I’ve seen snippets of your other beans, they’re great!). It’s been so much fun to see him and Ryū get to know each other from that initial drama. I love writing with ya!

@hushedsunflower *squints at* Who even is this nerd? Oh right, you’re the one responsible for me even being here! Not to mention one of my oldest friends, nbd =P I love your Hina, and I’m glad you’ve gotten back into RP, my friend~

[ The Inspirations ]

These are the ones I’ve maybe not RPed with as much as I’d like, but who inspire me to be better in my writing, my lore creation, and characterization! <3

@hyugainterior / @clanburden Your storytelling skill just...blows my mind, holy smokes. Though I miss bits and pieces, your narrative on HI has been enrapturing, and I always try to catch all the drabbles. I never know what’s gonna happen next, but I can’t look away - it’s like a beautiful, horrible car crash! With Hinata in the driver’s seat!

@sennenryuu / @raikirisms N, your OC is just...so amazingly in-depth. As someone who adores making lore and characters, yours has been one I’ve looked up to since being introduced to your blog. And don’t even get me started on your Kakashi, or how beautiful your art is, my goodness. I love it all!

@houndnin / @mactabilis A blast from the past! I know you’re uber busy so you prolly won’t see this, but omg your muses are the bee’s knees. Another well-crafted OC, and an awesome take on Kakashi. Definitely a blog that inspires me to keep improving!

@masshirohebi Oh goodness, this blog is one I’ve looked up to for a long time. You write Orochimaru so beautifully. They’re so intricate and full of life and detail. Your replies are so well put-together, it always blows me away. I know our interactions have been brief, but I’ve enjoyed them so much!

[ The Neat Beans ]

Those on the ‘outer fringe’ - maybe we’ve poked at each other’s muses once or twice, but we’re still workin’ on getting muses to know each other - here’s to more! <3

~*~ @silverfaxg ~*~ @ketsuekki ~*~ @i-minato-chan ~*~ @kotoanatsukami ~*~ @crackuzu ~*~ @the-younger-umino ~*~ @origami-goddess ~*~ @inumbratte / @willsoffire / @leafstruck ~*~

[ The Lurkers ]

And last (but certainly not least), the beans I’ve not really talked to, but appreciate for bein’ around nonetheless! Never be afraid to say hi <3

~*~ @betterhealing ~*~ @tennome ~*~ @hiramekxrei ~*~ @tentaiiled / @sandsharrk ~*~ @dirt-ninja ~*~ @strengthwilled ~*~ @silentyoru ~*~ @blossomfury ~*~ @inotheflower ~*~ @cxmpetitivecaptain ~*~ @malacusleana ~*~ @granddiviner ~*~ @avengeriiism ~*~ @xchidoriisms ~*~

All right, I really hope that’s everyone - my following list is still rather short after the move, so I wanted to at least give everyone a mention and a lil thank you. Here’s to another three years, fates allowing! Thank you all again for your support - it means the world <3

#sylvie speaketh [ ooc ]#three year tumblr anniversary #follow forever #long post #veeery long post lmao #i'm pretty sure that's EVERYONE i'm following (that's an RP blog)#if i forgot you i'm so so so sorry #i got like four hours of sleep so i'm v tired #just poke me and i'll add you!#but i went through my following list so #hopefully everyone is there #and hopefully i got everyone with the same mun laid out right xD #sometimes i forget if muns have more than one bloggu ahaha

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