#my 35k fic got four comments and 75 kudos and over 1k hits
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#I’m gonna vent in the tags#bc I need and this is my blog#I used to share parts of my writing in the server and get reacts now I don’t other ppl do and it’s silence#I wouldn’t be feeling so low if there hadn’t been a difference#do I think they’re assholes no do I hate them no#I’m just sad#and hurt#my 35k fic got four comments and 75 kudos and over 1k hits#my self esteem is low af rn#I do this for ME bc I love writing stories#but I want validation#not ‘you’re the best writer ever’#but ‘I enjoyed this!’#and there is nothing wrong with that#I’m sad#I still want to write and I will but I i mutes the server for awhile#and I’ll probs stop sharing bits#but like idk what changed#I know ppl like me#I just want ppl to enjoy my writing and tell me#I got three kudos from guest yesterday only THREE#maybe I should be a tumblr funny man only#does any of this make sense?#I hate this#I just want my writing to be enjoyed#someone follows me from the server here so they will see this and that’s fine#I’m not mad or think anyone’s an asshole y’all are great and it’s a fun server#it just sucks and messes with my self esteem#I need hugs#at least y’all care
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