#my 3rd song is hit me with your best shot because thats my song for Fives im so sorry lmao

[cc-kote]

Really what the fuck did I expect lol.

[spyoikawa]

Peonies for Goshiki Tsutomu, you can write the confession however you please.

@2-player-game yay, another new character! Thank you for this request!

Also, I would figure people would know this seeing its goshiki, but just in case, ⚠️spoiler warning for the karasuno vs shiratorizawa game⚠️

Rion's Flower Shop: Peonies

(Goshiki Tsutomu)

♡romantic♡

Goshiki was REALLY clueless when it came to having a crush. And it didn't help that all his senpais had different ideas on how to woo a person.

"Do it in the spring with cherry blossoms, I see that in manga a lot!" -tendou

"Try writing a song or poem, thats something they can treasure forever, and its made just for them" -semi

"Just tell them, the worst that can happen is a rejection" -shirabu

He wasn't sure who's advice to take, so he ended up pushing it away for a while. He had to focus more on his volleyball matches anyways.

But thats harder to do than he thought, seeing how you never failed to miss a match.

Everytime he looked up, he could see you in the audience, watching the match as intently as possible. And if he was completely honest with himself, thats where it started. When he sees you watching the ball, and the players, and the court with a passion and support for your school.

And it was after one of these games, that goshiki spoke to you for the first time. Or rather, you spoke to him.

"Hey!" You piped up, "Goshiki!"

He nearly dropped all his stuff right then and there, and it took everything the team had not to laugh at him.

"Y/N! I mean- y/n, did you need something?" He stammered out

You grinned, happy to see he was willing to talk with you. "Yeah! I just wanted to let you know, you did great back there! The line-shot was incredible, and you looked so confident, like you knew you were gonna hit it no matter what! It was amazing!"

*goshiki.exe has stopped working*

Well what does he say now?! His crush is right in front of him, and they just complimented his play-

"You could be the ace someday!" You interrupted his thoughts.

That's it. Nope. Goshiki was a goner.

"Give me one second" he silently said to you, before whipping around, dragging his teammates around the corner. Everyone was a little confused at this.

"Um... goshiki...? You alright there?" Semi asked, "you look pale and red at the same time, I dont think that's norma-"

"WHAT DO I DO" he cut through his senpai's sentence, "I dont know what to do- I mean I know I could just tell them, but that seems to basic doesn't it?"

Shirabu rolled his eyes at this, "dude. Just do it. Or don't, if you dont feel like doing it, then say 'thanks for the compliment yada yada' move on and leave, not that hard"

Goshiki sucked in a breath, knowing he was right. "Okok, I got this"

He walked around the corner, facing you again.

You tilted your head a bit, "you ok? You look pale and red at the same time? You don't have a fever right?"

*cue muffled laughter of tendou and semi*

"I'm 100% a-ok, I am good, thank you for the compliment, and thank you for coming to our games, have a good day" he stated before walking away, leaving you to stare in confusion.

And now comes the hardest part for the both of you. The avoidance.

He really didn't want to go through that experience again, speaking to you, he felt like his heart would leap out of his throat and he doesn't want to be caught like that.

His solution? Don't speak to you for months. It was rough, seeing you enjoyed chatting with him about random things and volleyball. And it was rough on him to have to avoid you, simply because he didn't know how to handle this sort of thing. And he went all out to make sure you didn't cross paths. He would do a full 180 in the hallways, even if he was talking with someone else or his class was in the other direction, after practice he would clean up at speeds that freaked out the team, and did his extra practice someplace else, knowing that you come to the gym after school.

Time passed, and soon came the next game, against karasuno.

It was rough on everyone, the team fought so hard, only to be swept down by the new team who came to the top out of nowhere. It was crushing to everyone, the 3rd years played their last game and they were so confident in winning.

Goshiki was by himself, packing his stuff before you came up behind him.

"Goshiki?" You quietly asked.

He jumped slightly at this, and panic flooded his senses when he realized you were here.

"Y/n- what are you doing here? The game ended ages ago, why didn't you go already?"

He was nervous, but he'd be damned if he showed it.

"I wanted to speak with you," you started, "I'm really sorry about the game, I know you were excited and ready for it"

He sucked in a breath, not ready for the pep talk that would allow the fact that they lost to really settle in.

You continued, not noticing, "and the thing is, you did your absolute best, so it doesn't matter! Because I know that despite the outcome of the game, you are the better volleyball player, and- wait are you ok?"

You had paused when you realized he was looking up at you. And before you knew it, he was hugging you.

"Please stop," he barely whispered, "please don't say that. Just let me have this and it can be said without you speaking"

You loosened your body, releasing the initial tension that took you when he embraced you.

"Right sorry, I'll be quiet now" you whispered.

After what felt like ages, he released you and wordlessly gathered his stuff. You walked beside him in comple silence to the bus stop.

"Hey... ive gathered my thoughts now" he mumbled, voice raw from the earlier game, where he had used so much breath and yelling.

You looked up in curiosity, "what are you talking about?"

He inhaled sharply.

"Im sorry for avoiding you for a while, and I'm sorry for telling you to stop talking earlier. I was upset. I was so focused on volleyball and what would happen, but the season's over now. So I guess I can say it now"

The bus he would take pulled up, interrupting him for a second, opening the door.

"I like you, and I wasn't sure what to do"

And with that he pecked you on the cheek, and walked into the bus without another word. Leaving you stunned.

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

*across the road*

"👁👄👁"

"👁👄👁"

"👁👄👁"

"😐"

"D-did he really just do that?" Tendou stammered out in confusion.

"I guess so...?!" Semi's eyes were wide open, watching your shocked figure, still frozen at the stop after the bus had left.

"At least he did it. Horribly. But he did it" Shirabu sighed, "what do you think senpai?"

Ushijima looked over, realizing he was being addressed, before shrugging.

"Im glad he did what I told him to do" he stated simply before walking away.

"WHAT-"

I'm sorry if this was bad, I'm really not familiar with goshiki, but it was still fun to write! If you want me to try again, let me know and I will fix it!

God I really feel like I messed up sorry-

But still, thank you again for the request, it let's me try new things! And to those of you who aren't aware, this is a part of my event, so go check it out please!

[cyndagoaway]

I’d Do Anything To Make You Happy (Hardzello)

warnings : MCD, public shooting.

word count: 2.3k

theres an alternate ending for this if yall want it

joe's pov

"aannnnd! open! we're here!" ben removed his hands from my eyes with a big smile on his face. we were stood in front of the London Eye. i stared at it in awe for a second before turning around to give ben a hug. "thank you, ben." ben hugged me tighter. "i'd do anything to make you happy." ben smiled and pulled away from the hug grasping my hand. "okay now lets go before the sun sets!"

ben pulled me towards the line to the ferris wheel, his fingers interlocking with mine.

we stood in the line chatting about nonsense, moving up in the line every so often. then it hit me, this feeling i couldn't shake. "are you okay?" ben broke me out of my thoughts. "i have a feeling." ben looked back at me. "i get those, if you wait long enough it passes." he pressed a kiss to my cheek and intertwined our hands again. it still wouldn't go away. 

i brushed it off for now as we stepped onto the ferris wheel. 

ben and i sat on the same side as the capsule started moving. he grabbed my hand again as we stared out into the sky in comfortable silence. "i love you." i said kissing his cheek. ben looked at me lovingly, "i love you." he replied.

we enjoyed the rest of the ride to the top, occasionally pointing out things that the guide told us was there. once we reached the top the ride came to a stop, just us and the world. 

"let's be cliché for a second." ben whispered and leaned in to kiss me. our lips met and it felt like the first time, it always did. we kissed softly and slowly, no urgency in our actions. we pulled apart and he leaned his head on my shoulder. 

 the ride started moving again. ben nuzzled into my neck more, i wrapped my arm around his shoulders pulling him closer. 

we touched the ground again about five minutes later, we stepped off the ride and we joined hands again. "are you hungry?" ben asked and looked to me. i just shrugged, "i know this awesome place not too far from here, my parents took me to it a lot when i was a kid." ben squeezed my hand before dropping it to pull out a cigarette from his packet. 

thats when it happened. 

the first gunshot rang through the air and we were both frozen in place. when the second one came we started running. i grabbed his hand and we ran through the panicked crowd. people were shoving us and falling to the ground as we heard the gunshots get closer.

ben was running towards an alleyway between a restaurant and some kind of antique shop. we were almost there when a pain shot through me, a pain not like anything I've ever felt before. 

i can't breathe.

ben turned to look at me with a terrified expression on his face as i collapsed to the ground. ben scooped me up with one arm behind my back and one under my knees. 

we made it to the alleyway and ben carried me behind a dumpster. i couldn't feel anything but ben seemed really shaken up. he had tears running down his face and he was saying something to me, I couldn't hear him though. 

he put a hand on my face and tilted my chin to look up at him. "joe! joe can you hear me?!" the pain shot through me when I came back to earth. my breath hitched and I looked down at my chest. 

I could hear the people running around, they were still screaming and shots were firing. I tried my best to tune it out and focus on Ben.

I got shot.

I got shot.

I got shot in the left side of my chest, explains the trouble breathing. I probably punctured a lung. "Joey, baby, please listen to me." ben started hastily taking off his jacket. he pressed it to the wound and an unbearable pain shot through my body. 

I screamed and Ben's face dropped and he started frantically apologizing. I pressed my hand to his cheek and made him look at me. "I love you." I said, tears were rapidly running down both of our faces at this point. ben shook his head and pressed down harder on my chest, causing me to grunt. "no, you don't get to do that. because you're not dying." I ran my thumb over his cheek. 

"Ben," he stopped what he was doing and looked at me, "I love you." he broke down in sobs and put his face closer to mine. "I love you, I love you I love you. I love you so much." 

"I'm scared, ben." he let out a sob and pressed a kiss to my lips. "I know, joey, I know. god, this is all my fault. we should have just stayed in tonight-" i cut him off. "no, don't you dare even think this was your fault. i had the best time today ben. any day is going to be amazing with you regardless. this past year has been the best time of my life. i found my true love, ben. that's more than i could have ever asked for." 

3rd pov

joe closed his eyes for a few seconds. "i love you." he said again. he coughed violently and ben cradled his head in his hands, being careful to keep the pressure on joe's wound. "when we get home, can we watch that new episode of that one show you like? i can't remember what its called but there's new episodes on Sundays." ben cried harder. "y-yeah, we can do that if you'd like." joe was pale and shaking at this point. his breathing was sped up drastically.

"ben?" joe asked quietly, ben pulled himself together and looked at his boyfriend. "yeah?" joe hummed and tried to breathe in, "'m cold, ben." ben nodded and pulled joe's top half into his lap. "i know, baby." 

ben's tears fell on joe's forehead and joe reached up to cradle his face again. "there's a ring, it's in our sock drawer. i stuffed it in those blue pair with the polka-dots on them, the ones you hate. i was going to propose next week but it's okay if i have to do it here." ben nodded and pressed a kiss to joe's lips. 

he pulled away and let out a broken laugh. he pulled the black box from his pocket and opened it. "great minds think alike." he whispered. he slipped the ring on joe's finger and intertwined their hands again. 

joe let out a tired laugh and squeezed ben's hand. he was extremely pale and his breathing was slowing. "i love you, ben." joe whispered again. "i love you too, so much." 

"can you sing to me, ben?" joe asked as his hands' grip faltered. "what do you want me to sing to you, babe?" ben's voice was cracking, he wasn't sure if he would be able to sing but he would do anything for joe. 

"that one song by billie eilish? the soft one that was one of the singles?" he nodded and left a lingering kiss on joe's lips. 

he breathed in deeply and started to sing. the sun had set by now, the streetlights turning on and leaving a yellow glow around them. 

"don't you know im no good for you, I've learned to lose you cant afford to." he let out a quiet sob at the lyrics. 

"tore my shirt to stop your bleeding, but nothing ever stops you leaving." 

joe's eyes fluttered closed and his mouth turned up into a small smile. ben's hand gave joe's a small squeeze. "joey baby you can't go to sleep. help is gonna be here soon. you're going to be okay." ben brought his hand up to joe's face and tilted his head to look at ben. 

"'m so tired, ben. can't keep my eyes open." joe's eyes opened to look at ben. "i know joe, you have to stay awake though." 

joe's breathing hitched and he squeezed Ben's hand once more. "i'd do anything to make you happy." he smiled softly.

"i love you." his breathing slowed down and his eyes shut as he passed out. "i love you, i love you, i love you. i can't say it enough i love you." ben was sobbing as hard as ever now. 

he rested two of his fingers on joe's pulse point and felt his heart stop. he placed a kiss on joe's head and glanced at his watch, it was half covered in blood but he could still make out the time. 

21:19

it was two hours later before the paramedics found them. ben was cradling joe in his arms, his entire top half almost completely covered in the blood of his boyfriend. he was talking to him like he was still there. 

the EMT shined a light on them- him. "are you alright, kid?" the paramedic asked his voice soft. ben shook his head with a sad smile, a few tears falling down his cheeks. "we were going to get married, have all our friends and family there. and it would have had to be something extravagant because that's just how he is." ben let out a quiet, pained laugh. "he died two hours ago." ben said in a soft voice. 

the paramedic moved to take joe away from ben and he just shook his head and pulled him into his lap. "i can't let him go. im sorry." the paramedic shook his head in understanding and stood up, a silent signal that ben could carry him. 

"what's your name?" the EMT asked. "ben jones. the wonderful man in my arms is joseph francis mazzello the third." ben lightly chuckled. "he's got a mouthful of a name but i still love him." 

the paramedic led them out of the alleyway, bright lights of police cars, ambulances, and firetrucks alike lit up the night sky. he led them to an ambulance and convinced ben to put joe on the stretcher. 

the paramedic zipped up the body bag and placed the stretcher in the ambulance. ben sat on one of the seats as the rig started moving away from the scene. 

ben looked up at the paramedic, finally noticing his name tag. 

Matthews.

"how many people died?" ben asked quietly, tears brimming his eyes again. 

matthews sighed looking down at his hands. he took a deep breath in, "twenty-seven." he said simply. ben nodded, "did they get the guy?" the paramedic nodded and the car was filled with silence again.

they arrived at the hospital and wheeled joe into a room with no bed. they gave ben a bag to put his clothes in and a pair of scrubs to change into. they left him alone with joe after.

he walked over to joe's body and unzipped the bag so he could see him again. he fished around in joe's front pocket, his fingers grazed his phone and he pulled it out.

gwilym

missed calls (3)

gwilym: did you hear what happened? 

you weren't there, were you?

joe?

can you answer me if you're okay, please?

Momma

missed calls (7)

Momma : voicemail

ben swiped to call her back.

"joe? oh my god you had me so worried! i was watching it on the news and i was so scared!" ben had tears running down his cheeks again. "virginia." he cut her off. "ben? where's joe?" ben broke down in sobs and tried to explain. "w-we were at t-the london eye, a-a-and he got shot in the chest. y- you should come down here, virginia."

she hung up shortly after.

ben sent a text to gwilym from his phone. 

Benny: we're at St. thomas'

Gwil: where's joe?

seen

Gwil: ben where's joe?

Benny: just get here, please.

gwilym got there about twenty minutes later, he asked the receptionist what room he was in, but didn't get an answer. he pulled out his phone and texted ben. 

Gwil: what room?

Benny: floor 3 room 502

gwilym knocked on the door, he heard a broken 'come in' from the other side of the door and walked in the room. he immediately froze in the doorway. he covered his mouth with his hand, "oh my god."

"he proposed before he died, i proposed too. thats why the ring is there if you were wondering." ben was sat back in the chair again when gwilym walked in. he looked down and his body was overtaken with sobs. 

gwilym rushed over to him, tears running down his face, and hugged his body tightly. 

ben returned home late the next day. the morgue had taken joe's body as they waited for his mom to get there. 

he walked into their shared bedroom and collapsed on the floor in sobs. he cried until he couldn't cry anymore. he sat up and looked around the room. his eyes locked on to the dresser. he walked over to it and pulled open their shared sock drawer. he dug through it until he found the blue socks with polka-dots on them.

he unfolded them and there it was. a black leather box.

he opened it and stared at the gold band sitting in the box. he carefully took it out of the box and examined it, there was an engraving on the inside. 

My Treasure.

ben fell to the ground again as he slipped the ring on his finger. his pressed a light kiss to it and tears started to flow freely down his face again. 

"i love you, joey."

[missjackil]

A Dose of SPN Positivity!

For those who know me, they know I love this show.... flaws and all! im critical sometimes, but not overly. Bottom line, I am addicted to the story and Im in love with Sam and Dean.  With Season 14 about to start, and we’re all getting antsy, too much negativity has been flying around, so I want to share some things i love most about the show, and maybe make some of you reflect for a moment and think “Yeah, that is pretty great” and smile.  Supernatural has been referred to as “The Little Show That Could” and to me, its such a fitting description. Logically, on the surface, it looks like it just can’t. I mean, how can a fantasy/horror show, survive with such a low budget, light special effects, and not very scary most of the time. I mean hell, they dont even have that many monsters that look like monsters, so why has it lasted longer than a season or 2? Let alone, 14 seasons with no signs of stopping yet. First and foremost is obvious. Sam and Dean and the actors who play them.  This essay will be full of gushing about these boys, so if you dont feel like enduring such a hardship, scroll on past. if that interests you.....

Yes these 2 fabulous men are the life blood of this show. Without them, we’d have nothing. THEY are the reason, this little show can, and does. Even those who like one and not the other, even if they dont realize it, the one they prefer is who they are because of the other. Both of their qualities and flaws can be directly linked to their influence on each other. If for some reason the other was gone for good, the one left will change drastically. As we see when one is dead or in grave danger, albeit temporarily, the other changes. Sam is no longer sweet, laid back and practical, and Dean is no longer funny, charming, and nurturing.  In fact, they both seem to become an amplified version of their brother. When Sam dies, Dean gets quiet, sometimes too quiet. He also gets methodical and focused. You may get lucky and just get shot in the back, but if he chooses to speak, he chooses his words to let you know shits gonna hit the fan. “You have my brother, and you have one chance, just one, to hand him over, and if he isnt in one peice, when I find you, and I WILL find you, I will take you apart” Sam on the other hand is boiling over with emotion. My boy becomes savage. He doesnt always choose a lot of words to say, he gets his whole point across most of the time with “WHERES MY BROTHER???!!!!” This... my friends, is good stuff! These things couldnt be done with such beauty without Jared and Jensen. Their offscreen relationship, whatever it may be, is wonderful. Theres no denying the love and respect they have for each other. They are very supportive of each other, and help make the other better at their job. They’re not typical actors who have a work relationship but otherwise spend time with each other. They genuinely enjoy being together, and this shows on screen. When two people are this good at their jobs, and with each other, you just have to keep watching. Other things I love about the show, are kinda small. Some maybe youve never noticed, but maybe now you will and enjoy them too, like... Brains vs Brawn: At first glance, we all go Sam=brains, Dean=brawn right? But thats not actually the case. Dean is far from stupid, and Sam is nowheres near a wimp. Dean teases Sam about being a nerd, and Sam doesnt mind, he kinda wears his nerdiness like a badge of honor. Dean will never admit to being a nerd, but he is. He’s read Vonnegut, knows every old west cowboy statistic, and likes LARPing. Sam, though a bookworm, is one tough mofo. hes tall and muscular and has shown to be a little freakishly strong. He can also take a great deal of pain. And though Dean is known more to be the fighter, he can be very warm and nurturing. And nerdy Sam can make you shit your pants with just a look if you piss him off just right. I absolutely LOVE this balance!! Its one of my favorite things! Old school vs New; A lot has changed in 14 seasons. The brothers have grown, as well as the story, but their roots are never forgotten. They’re still driving around in the same car. Hell. Baby has become the 3rd lead! Even though they have mom back, they never forgot her, or dad, and both were spoken of often throughout the series. They refer back to old days often, so we can all get a feel of nostalgia when we remember too. Most episodes bring the deep past up in one way or another, I love this! Loss and Death: I know so many of us complain that they die and come back too much, but I have a real appreciation for it, The circumstances are always different, and so are the methonds of coming back. Sometimes the death isnt serious, or they dont “seem” dead, like in First Blood or Dark Side of the Moon, when there may have been an initial “wtf?” we got to see them in heaven, and in first blood, they came right back. However there was deep seriousness in All Hell Breaks Loose, No Rest for the Wicked,  Do You Believe in Miracles, Swan Song, Red Meat and Beat The Devil that you felt the dying brother’s physical pain, and then the emotional pain of the surviving brother.  No matter how many times they die, they still hit these types of episodes out of the park. WE may know theyre coming back, but they dont. it still crushes them and I love this! Sam and Dean’s Sexuality: I love that their sexual natures are different, but theyre both okay. Dean is sexually active, enjoys porn and vocalizes some fantasies, Though Sam can tease him a little, its just brotherly ribbing, its not judgemental or trying to make Dean feel bad. Sam isnt overly sexual, he’s gone many seasons without sex at all. He doesnt appear to enjoy porn, we know he doesnt like strip clubs, and its NOT because he’s unattractive!! Dean teases him but he doesnt try to make him feel bad. When he has heavily suggested that Sam get laid, its just because he wants him to have fun. Dean even said he appreciated that Sam wanted to stay pure and waited. Otherwise, its okay that Sam is (at least kinda) asexual. Neither are shunned or judged because of their sexuality. Winsync: This is one of the greatest things. if they didnt do this, we wouldnt care, we would never say “It would be a much better show if the brothers mirrored each other, or did the same thing at the same time” but for whatever reason, TPTB wanted this, and it works so well! Its an intimacy we can see without the show going OTT bromantic. Its the connection, the closeness, and being soulmates. I LOVE this! Soulmates and Brothers: Normally a show will make soulmates out of lovers. It’s not often they do it with siblings. It helps justify their deep love and devotion. It adds an additional layer to their relationship. It makes them so tied together that they will share eternity in heaven together, and not just in their memories. This was a very good decision made by Kripke and crew, so we will all know they cant live without each other, even if they just lived in different homes. I love this! Meta Madness: Though I dont like all the meta episodes, I do love the fact they can do them, and DO do them. Because the whole premise is the supernatural, nothing is impossible, even AUs and cartoon worlds. Sometimes I might roll my eyes, but its awesome to me that they can experiment this way and see how it goes. I Love this!! The Bros are Oblivious: Sam and Dean have been through basically everything, and have seen and done everything, yet they seem shocked when people say theyre famous, or when they heard people tell stories about them. Occasionally they grasp their importance, like when they tell people they save the world, but they were impressed that Asa fixed killed 5 Wendigo, and had an Angel Blade, and Father Luca met the Pope. I mean God hung out at the bunker and made them pancakes! Their Heads Dont Get Too Big: Every once in a while, TPTB make sure we, and the boys, remember that they are only human. Even if they lock away Satan, kill Death, save God’s life, they’re just men. Remember when Bobby died and Dean was sure he wouldnt because “its just one bullet!” ? I can see how it would seem so silly to Dean, and even to us, that someone who has lived through so much, could die from a stupid little bullet. I think that one of the smartest things the show has done in ages, was to have Sam tortured by Toni and friend. Sam was so bold and cocky (and need I say sexy?) telling Toni he’d been tortured by the devil himself, and what could she do to him... He soon learned Hell torture or not,  cold showers still suck, blow torches to the feet still hurt like hell, and a mortal human can still fuck with his head. And Dean, well he can still be put on the injured reserve list from a jacked up leg. IMO S12 was great for re-humanizing the Winchesters. I love this! Comedy to Tragedy: Some of the best episodes, started out funny and ended in a tear jerker. Mystery Spot, Just My Imagination, and Beat The Devil top my list. I love the emotional rollar coaster, Coming away exhausted from an episode is the bestthing I can ask for! They havent tried it the other way around, tragedy to comedy, and thats good. If you are crying at the beginning and laughing later, it doesnt justify the grief and you may feel let down and hollow after. SPN is great with having some humor in even the most depressing episodes, but they know when using it and leaving it out is best. I love this! Brohugs: My #1 favorite thing, aside from the hug in 6.1, they have all been beautiful. Not once, have the boys lost the love, or even repeated the same hug. Each one conveys a different message, a different emotion, but all say “I love you more than everything” and I wont ever get tired of them! I would do anything for a single hug in my whole life that had such love in it, as any Winchester bro hug! I.LOVE.THIS!! Now I hope if you read this far, you got to smile a few times, and a spark was added to the fire that you fell in love with 14 seasons ago. Here’s to S14, i hope its filled with all of these wonderful things!

[katurdayss]

It’s Friday, which means episode 2 of The Falcon and the Winter Soldier. And yes, I am going blind react/ word vomit my reaction below the break again so consider this your SPOILER WARNING.

Are Sam and Bucky gonna finally meet up? Is someone gonna punch fake Captain America in his face? Is the government gonna get called out for stealing the shield from the museum and giving it to another white dude after Steve Rogers clearly gave it to Sam Wilson? I’ma say no, cuz Marvel sucks at addressing society issues in their media. Which is weird because if you listen to some of those 90′s disney song lyrics you’re like damn disney kinda hit the nail on the head but maybe thats because Alan Menken was in charge of like every soundtrack.

I digress! Onward to the episode!

Sometime later.....

Overall review. YAY BANTER. Also I really like seeing more of the day to day vibes of the world. Feels a little bit lived in maybe a little grime-y. Like a warn in pair of jeans that could use a wash. Kinda getting sanitized The Boys vibes a little but it is Disney. This world feels way more disillusioned that anything I’ve really seen from the Avengers world yet. Which makes sense given who Bucky is and the aftermath of ‘The Blip’ (stupid name, I like The Snap better). I also like that therapy plays a role. I don’t know if its portrayed well, but at least it gets people talking about feelings. Men talking about feelings. Let’s normalize that shit please and thank you.

WHHHAATTT is this 90′s ‘Previously on’ recap!? Holy shit, your first episode was all set up. nothing really happened Disney, I don’t need a recap. shit.

Is it me or is this sound horrible and muted?

OOOOO, slowly descending zipper....my first thought is Bucky Barnes + the sexy but knowing disney its probs like a bag or something

flight suit? who is this guy and why is he fondling lockers? OH its Faker McFakerson. Fuck this guy dude. ARE YOU SERIOUS? He has a black supporting best friend? Could this scream rip off any more? UGH

“You can’t just punch your way out of problems” LOL Steve Rogers got in FIGHTS IN BACK ALLYWAYS. Like punching your way out of problems is a corner stone of Captain American. He’s mister “I can do this all day”. 

Hey it was a bag. Nailed it. Also thats a stupid ugly suit, so there Fake Captain America.

Wait so he just signed a toy. Is he signing Captain America? or like his name? why would anyone want this weird dude’s name and what if the signatures don’t match Steve’s handwriting, doesn’t that devalue the signature? Oh he took the mask off, that like, answers all my questions.

NOOOOOOO BUCKY you look devastated dearheart. Get this man a couch and a hug. 

also that apartment is hella empty 

OOO confrontation. ouch. 

lol, in 1937 when it first came out. Bucky pulling out the hipster creds. Bucky looks so tired and annoyed.

That line has annoyed me SO MUCH since the trailers. I have a bunch of people who call me a nickname because we’re CLOSE. They’ve earned that nickname. Its a sign of intimacy for me, and I’d feel violated af if someone I was only kinda friends with just assumed they could call me my nickname.

Bucky doesn’t need a parachute?! DUDE he just pulled Steve! You can’t just rip the arm of a jacket with a human hand, thats not how that works.

Yikes, ouch. how is he relatively okay? like a serum only does so much.

man has been a p.o.w for 70 years and has a metric fuck ton of trauma, maybe don’t mess with him sam.

YAASSSSS, buddy cop vibessssss.

THE FUCK WAS THAT RUNNING?!?!?! Could steve do that? did he get a booster shot in wakanda or something? wat. even.

how did the truck in back not notice?

WHAT THE FUCK DOES EVERYONE GET SERUM NOW? WHAT.

yay fake captain america showed up -_- 

his friend has a matching uniform? what is this x-men?

aww Bucky shield interaction! so nonchalant too!

How did you think this would go John? cuz I mean, look at who you’re talking too. read the room...well road.

LOL the staring! I feel like thats gonna be like a 3rd character.

Uhhhh something is wrong here. Well shit thats not good.

Bucky is angry and yet so done with everyone. It also looks like he’s wearing his dog tags?

Who...? HOW DOES NO ONE RECOGNIZE BUCKY. 

So wrap a history already fraught with medical experimentation with super soldier experimentation and add some racism. Oh boy.

Well Bucky got arrested. Because of therapy. Wow.

LOL. Litteral LOL. Look I don’t know if she’s a good therapist but this scene is FUNNY. GOD, I love this buddy cop banter.

Bucky, baby, muffin, darlin’. Steve wasn’t wrong about you. *where the fuck are the tissues*

How the fuck do they know they’ve been found? what tech are they using that the governments don’t have?

ZEMO! DANIEL BRÜHL!

[yixingminseokjongdae-archive]

hey, sorry for coming back so late. i havent had a great weekend. my anxietys been so so bad and i just been.... not okay. idek why im telling you this uh so anyway, i hope you had a great day- and about my last ask,, my fav song from lose control is probably relax, i think it such a beautiful song where yixing put his all in the lyrics, i love it a lot. and from sheep... mask and boss but also i need u. i dont think sheep sucks, i dont hate it like most ppl lol ++

but i dont think its one of his bests songs though. the mv was a total mess lmfao. the song grew up on me, i can listen to it but… the hype he gave that song was not right, he tricked me haha. looking forward to his 3rd soon to see what new sounds hes going to pull off tho. have a good week!!! -💘

oh. i think i forgot to say who i was in the first ask, sorry! -💘

HELLO BEAUTIFUL!!!! all the hearts for u okay

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜❣️💕💘💖💗💓💞💝💟❤️🧡💛💚💙💜❣️💕💘💖💗💓💞💝💟❤️🧡💛💚💙💜❣️💕💘💖💗💓💞💝💟

i’m glad you feel comfortable enough to tell me tbh i want to be there for u!!! and love and support u!!!!!! and tell ur anxiety that its dumb and youre wonderful because thats what i know is true

anyways

relax is gorgeous it’s on all my sleep playlists because i love it that much. and yes to boss omg its so lkasjhgjlashflkjsadfh i love confident yixing!!!! and GOD HOW COULD I FORGET I NEED U THE BOP OF THE CENTURY WITH ITS STUNNING AF MV AND HIS GRANDPARENTS AND I C R Y

fun fact i speak french so when i watched the i need u mv for the first time i honestly started crying i was so happy and shook that he shot it in paris and used french in the beginning and just all the shots of him walking around paris alone in the early morning GOT ME because that’s what i did a bunch when i went to paris and idk it just really hit me in all the feels

also i agree, i don’t think sheep is one of his best but it goes hard and i think that’s what he might have been going for? idk but yeah you’re right all his hype about 2nd son was… Something. im so excited for his third album its unreeeal!

i hope you have a better day today and tomorrow 💕💕💕💕💕💕