#my brain feels like goo. mush. applesauce
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hello hi howdy what do u do when feel ur like brain deteriorating asking for a friend
#if it weren’t for autocorrect the only word I woulda spellled right including tags is howdy#its bad#but yeah can barely hold a pencil can barely talk#having a hard time reading#do I have any reason not to blow my brains out like. is this going to pass?#perhaps I need to like look deep into myself at my internalized ableism but holy shit I feel so gone#my brain doesn’t usually feel like this after being gone a day#sentences don’t make sense#my brain feels like goo. mush. applesauce#I can’t draw I can’t hear I can’t see#the fuck is wrong with me. bars#I recognize this incoherence. and it scares me not like literally I just wasn’t my brain to be mine#I don’t want my thoughts to be scrambled and for people to not understand me#I don’t understand me#I definitely need to unpack my internalized ableism#is it bad to not want to have symptoms that will ruin my life??#they’re entirely neutral I just don’t want this I already struggle with my brain#fuck
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