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dinitride-art · 2 years

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Okay, yeah. I understand what’s going on in season four with Mike and Will. I get it, now.

I get it, now.

#byler #alright #I literally can’t explain what this means without a 6-10k essay #so bear with me right now #and it’s not like I’m saying wow! new theory! Will shock you!#I think it’s just how it is #and it’s not a new concept #or thought that I’m having #I just solidified it #and expanded on it a little bit #my chest hurts a little bit #y’know that soft pain that happens when it just kinda pierces you but you accept it?#so I’m going to cry about this alone until I post the essay #because it won’t be the same #unless I have everything laid out #yeah. okay #I’ll be back in a bit with either updates because I don’t want to keep this to myself or the essay #but yeah. I get it now.

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possamble · 3 months

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Thank you for your fic! I will be rereading dragoness of melini to cope now 🥰

Oh that's actually a great idea since dragoness is supposed to be the far-off followup/part of the same continuity but also more importantly did it hurt. Did it hurt as deliciously as advertised.

#asks #a little creature #sorry i know i said id fuck off for a bit but i saw this pop up while i was answering my friends text cbdnjff #cathartic pain can be such a delight and my narrative sadism is an act of service #heckle me like a villain and let me revel in it i put my whole chest into making this hurt as badly as it needed to

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catamaurrr-star · 26 days

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mann ive been having a kinda problem with breathing recently for like the past 1 or maybe even 2 now months and its really starting to worry me

#for like the first month i was just hoping it would go away on its own. it didnt #1) i cant really take deep breaths with my nose and i swear its getting clogged WAY faster WAY more #2) so i have to do it with my mouth but even that sucks cause its hard to breath like that too and i just keep doing weird half yawns #that dont even work most of the time so i have to keep trying until they do #and 3) a few minutes ago that has Randomly fucking disappeared: trying to do those deep breaths with my mouth Hurt my throat a bit??#oh yeah and sometimes very infrequently that also randomly disappears it hurts my chest a little #like i said.really starting to worry me #maurposting #illness symptom georg over here

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atowncalledher · 21 days

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wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I'm gonna fucking die

I'm too young for it but i check off multiple symptoms of a heart attack (I know them by heart bc my dad almost died of a heart attack and his dad almost died of a heart attack and his dad DID die from a heart attack so yk)

go to the er. not a heart attack. not anything. no one knows what the fuck is wrong with me yaaaaaay

#its been four hours and it only feels like i'm gonna die a little bit now #a normal amount of my body trying to kill me #the fuck else causes random shooting pain in your chest though #like it's not that bad anymore but its been four hours and my chest still hurts jfc #like I've had random flashes of pain around my chest and shoulders and whole upper body area for like a few years but #those usually last a few seconds at most not this long

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antiquepearlss · 2 months

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Man, feeling a long lasting friendship that means the world to you and has kept you going for years, slowly dissipate; and just sitting there unsure whether or not to hold onto it or let it go; is a whole other type of pain.

It’s like being in a pool of water that’s gradually getting cooler and cooler which is just so slightly painful, but you want to stay in because it might get warmer. And you’ve already gotten used to the temperature, even if it hurts. Getting out is scary.

#Both hurt #And I know they’re hurting too but #I’m being very selfish by saying it’s hurting me worse #I’ll delete this in the morning dw I just need to get this off my chest and I don’t have many people I can go to at this time #We’ll go back to my regularly scheduled bullshit don’t worry #Can’t let my followers know I have feelings!!!#Because people can only see the clown persona #Because if I’m not silly and goofy and writing fandom stuff I’m not really good for much else lmao #Anyway I’m going to lurk for a little bit and go to bed and I’ll delete this in the morning so feel free to ignore me #This isn’t a cry for help

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basementxdweller · 23 days

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me when i start hyperfixating on the same shit from my childhood. time is a flat fucking circle and i will kill myself

#talk.txt #i'm so excited about everything i love doctor who i love mlp i love moshi monsters. holy shit #i feel like i will explode and die. oh my god #hyperfixating is agony but also like in a masochistic way. tbh #i love these things so much to the point that if i think about them even a little too much my chest starts hurting a little bit #and i feel like i might doe #die*

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change-the-rules · 3 months

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*grabs your hands earnestly*

it's not about the Canon, that is not to invalidate any feelings that is to say we are fandom, our works are transformative because we take the bits and pieces of a something we love and we break it, take the pieces that speak to us a spin them into something that resonates, it's about the dynamics and the potential and putting characters we adore In Situations because the narrative failed them or it failed us, or for fun or for science or just because it's fucking hot, it's not that serious and it holds a certain gravitas

it's playing in the sandbox, pure and simple, beholding ourselves to Canon is the antithesis of Spirit of the thing

do you see?

#idk #im not tagging this anything #because this is not a call out by any means #its a lament #bc ive seen a few sentiments about how it hurts too much to ship it now #about abandoning intended fic bc the joy is gone #and look i Get that feeling #i was there gandalf #overly invested in nearly every major and minor subtext queerbait bury your gay sweeps week bullshit since 2005 And more retroactovely #im here now #and im not gunna pretend i didnt get zapped of a bit of that uppercase Joy with how certain things unfolded #but the shift in fandom of only shipping with the hopes of canon is wild #i saw the shift happen in real time like i know it was britanna that paved the way for what it is now #because i watched it happen #but despite the ache in my chest i always feel bc i am if nothing else overly invested in doomed femslash #i see such fertile ground to plant art and fic #aus and fix its #angst and canon divergence #the relationship is in ruins but isn't that a delicious place to tell a story from?#this is a fandom that produced 180 fics in a mere month #you all are so cool dont abandon that bc things got a little fucky this season #nows the time to rise gdi #we win by not letting them dictate how we play with their toys #i feel very old man yells at clouds coded rn im sorry

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youjustfeelthemforever · 2 months

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#friend being consistently exhausting and i am a little bit done #i love them but like. cmon #just. *gestures vaguely*#please #and thank you #like it's to the point where they show up and i kinda just want to leave before they do or say something that makes me stop and sigh bc i #don't want to deal with whatever it was #and ive started having this thing where if something upsets me emotionally and im very conflicted about it/it's bothering me but a very #small thing #then my chest starts hurting #and uh. i do not like that feeling #but i cant really avoid talking to them bc friend group #id have to just ignore everything they say while trying to be nice and normal with everyone else #so for now im being kinda distant with the whole group #which is awful i love them #but something is not working here #and uhhhhh it's giving /ow/#so yeah that's fun #mhm mhm #yeah it's not good :(#ann rants

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bluevaractyl · 3 months

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The weather today was insane

#it snowed! in july!! and then there was a triple rainbow!#I only caught the double and you can't see the second one in the picture but it was really pretty IRL #also we played capture the flag and I only sprinted a little bit but my chest has been hurting ever since :(#I caught lots of people though >:)#the sunbeams through the clouds were majestic too. didn't get a pic sadly #blue speaks #hyrule travels

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oh-gh0st · 1 year

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*Nodding he beams, swinging your hands a little bit, as he hums happily.*

.... ok this is nice. really nice actually

#ghost's asks #GAAHHHHH OK LISTEN #i started holding a friends hands a little bit ago because i didnt. fucking realize how nice handholding felt #so like. this is genuinely making my heart hurt in my chest in a good way #good GOOODDD GHOST FINALLY FEELS A LOVING TOUCH AFTER BEING A SHUT-IN FOR A BIT. WOW!!!!#god. i might just draw this. god #after i shower tho cause i have to be up early tomorrow

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skunkg1rll · 5 months

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the anxiety pills arent even working :c

#maybe a little bit actually #before i took it i felt hysterical and my chest burned and i cried #now after a while i dont feel that as much #i just feel empty and hollow #im just so upset and sad #why cant he understand how much i love him and what i'd do for him #or maybe he does understand he just doesnt care about my love?#idk ... maybe i just keep hurting him? idk i jusg wish he'd tell me #and i wish .. he could see that i dont mean to hurt him. but maybe... he wants me to know and not do it? idk #anyway... the pill might've helped a little but i still cant stop thinking about it #i cant believe i was dumb enough to not learn my lesson #and that i kept venting and being crazy and aaying dumb shit #and that some of my mental breakdown vent that i dont even mean hurt him #i should've just stopped using my blog for that from the start #now he doesnt even follow me anymore.....#i know it sounds utterly silly but the fact that im not important enough for him to follow hurts so bad #i feel worthless now why do i even exist if he doesnt see me?#i get why he wants his ex though. she's x10000 better than me in every way #i wish i'd never came into his life and messed with him like that #i dont wanna hurt him and i feel so bad. i should've just left him alone and not caused a meas #mess*#fml i wanna cry i hate myself so bad

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grahammmzcrackerrz · 8 months

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I’m convinced he doesn’t like giving me head and its freaking me out a little

I hate overthinking about jokes people make

#my chest hurts thinking about it #that that burning feeling that happens when you’re anxious #puppygraham rambles :3 #got the autism and ocd combo #probably but I don’t know for sure 🤷#I couldn’t tell if he was joking or not then I obsessed about it for like 2 hours #I still am a little bit I’ll feel better tomorrow when I ask him about it :3 #he’s so kind for caring enough to reassure me for small issues ☹️💗💗💗

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melancholicdesire · 7 months

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#i think i need some time #all i could do this afternoon was curl up in bed and turn the sound off #some health stuff #this will be a little bit of a process #i didnt want #i dont want to lose what i care about because of it #im just afraid me being my best will be too little or too much #i just feel afraid right now #im shaking #and my chest hurts #hah #itll be okay #it has to be okay #i want it more than anything #being okay enough for what i care about #and what cares about me #please #i love too much

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jokerownsmysoul · 2 years

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In this house we love Arthur's brown polo shirt. this is a stan account in case you were wondering

#look. It's too pretty and he looks so soft and cozy in it 😭#this shirt isn't talked about enough and I'm very happy to do that #And once again. I'm a broken record I know but he looks so handsome in brown color I'm in love 🥺#I love how the curves of his lean body wear this shirt and how it fits & hangs from his body #It makes him look so cuddly and huggable istg every time I see him wear this shirt it makes me want to hug and squeeze him tight #This brown shirt is everything #And the lapels of the collar are so huge and the buttons so cute #And the fact that this shirt leaves so much of his chest exposed doesn't hurt 🙇🏻‍♀️😮‍💨#I also love the cute pocket on the side. I would gladly leave a love note tucked in there or a cigarette for when he needs it ❣️#Very tempted to pin this post but sadly I'm too attacked to the one currently pinned #Just for the record this brown shirt isn't obviously the only piece of clothing that we stan in this house #I just feel like this shirt needs just a little bit of attention like the rest of his clothes already have❣️#My edit

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dirt-str1der · 1 year

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yk every time i see a post about somebody wishing bad things on another person i think ‘dirt-strider to kiryu’ you’ve broken me brain

You see a post thats like i want to stick him in time prison so that he gets so bored he starts breaking his own bones to get even a hint of stimulation and its tagged me at kiryu and you scroll down and its a post thats like i want to feed him chips from my cupped hands like a wild stallion and its also tagged me at kiryu also hiiiiiiiii

#Thanks for the ask !#i wont lie to you i want to do yo kiryu what they did to the family in reddot story the pancake family #his life is a bit too easy i want to give him more obstacles thats why im kidnapping him and breaking my little prince’s ankles and #releasing him in a forest in another country altogether and he has to survive with his injuries until they heal and they will heal wrong and #it will forever hurt to walk now and also when he sees another human being now he will always flinch and he has nightmares every night about #being feverish and starving to death and years into his recovery i meet him again and invite him to watch a movie with me but when i put the #tape in its actually just a highlight reel of his time in the wilderness and he gets scared but he cant move and its because i gave him some #tea earlier and oh this ? its laced with drugs. and he sits blearily beside me and im holding his head up so he watches the screen and he #recalls every terrible thing thats happened to him i put the tv on full volume so he can relive the leaves and twigs cracking under his #hands and knees as hes dragging himself across the forest floor and and his clipped shouts of pain whenever his broken bones catch on a root #and his enraged screaming as he grapples foxes and coyotes that are trying to scavenge the food he painstakingly gathered and he can listen #to the way his voice devolves into something unrecognisable and hes wondering how i got this footage but then he realises this scene is #familiar hes on his last legs and he hears footsteps approach not those of an animal but of a person. he looks at the screen and he sees his #own face staring into the camera wild eyed and filthy and that on the other side of the camera is the hitchhiker who ‘found’ him and he #realises it was me who did this. i could have rescued him at any time the gratefulness he feels to that kind samaritan curdles in his chest #it comes with the withering realisation it was all a game and the one who put him through it all was right beside him and i laugh and put my #hand around his shoulder and ask if he liked the movie and he fights his paralysis and he grips me by the neck and throws me to the ground #and he says you .. you ... and i frown apologetically and say That bad huh ? well we can put on another. and he cant even say words anymore #hes so angry that he grips my neck and he strangles me and the whole time my face gets purple im laughing and laughing and laughing at him #anyway thats one of my greatest fantasies its a fantasy because i couldnt do that to the poor guy im not that mean but i do want him to kill #me and for me to deserve it. very important that i started this fight and that he ends it thats what i want to have ... and also to like #cuddle and stuff ... because i like him ...

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katamarigender · 1 year

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I LOVE MUSIC SO MUCHCHHHHHH OURRHGGHGGGG i'm gonna throwuop i want to make things so baf

#my stuff #THE SONGS> AND NOTES AND SUCH. auuuuuuuauaurararrrrrararuauuuarurrrrra #explodes into a fine mist.#ummm anyways Such Great Heights ben folds cover. is what has me making this post. among other things #but like literally i think my chest hurts a little bit. and i want to scream #GUHGGG WE CLOSE OUR EYES? OKAY.#liveblogging my playlist i've already listened to 100000000 times

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