my heart has not gone under 120bpm in about twenty minutes and laying on the floor has not helped i fear it may be my time
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I'm probably gonna have seizures today cause I only slept like 3 hours and drank a lot of caffeine but fuck it we ball
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Being chronically ill is just having one good day every once in a while, coasting as just fine for a bit, and then being plunged into the depths of oh God my body hurts I'm sick again please make it stop. Rinse and repeat
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hey here’s a tip don’t take tylenol and caffeine at the same time or else you will feel like you’re dying
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I have the overwhelming, soul crushing urge to just start sobbing. My head is a mess and only got worse last night. I'm tired of being the emotional doing ground for everyone. I'm tired of the one hugging everyone when they cry and vent. I'm tired of holding everyone. I want to be the one hugged while I cry. I want to be the one held. I just want to be taken care of the way I do for others. And for fucks sake, I wanna know what's so wrong with me that that can't fucking happen. God I hate it here man.
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can't focusssssss on anything all the text is just a jumble think it's time to pretend in the void until I fall asleep
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Hmm my anxiety is bad and I'm not sure what to do
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You've heard of cuddling for warmth, you've heard of cuddling to stop bad dreams, now get ready for: cuddling so you have sth to hold and don't curl up like a shrimp in the night making your chest hurt in the morning
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