#my head is about to explode

[sunlit-mess]

iwannahidelikeasnail

[yourreflectioninthelake]

rewatching s4, and still mad at this notebook. Only because I DONT KNOW WHATS IN IT. every time i watch this scene, my head is literally racing, trying to figure out what could possibly in the book. I will not rest until i know.

[voolion]

Aquarium date :3 💙

[barely-functioning-being]

[damnedrainbows]

massssssive migraine y’all

dunno if it’s a sensory headache or just a fibro thing but not gonna be on too much tonight

you might see me on discord more

[charliethinks]

i’m so tired

[florencewellch]

I need to shower and sleep, but my parents are arguing in a coat store....

[letmebite-you]

it’s that time of the year, i’m losing my mind again

[harold-world-domination]

this was a pain in the ass to make (first drawing in my new phone, no reference images or anything by the way)

ITS FUCKING 6 AM AND I WOKE UP TO POST THIS

[riewritten]

country roaaaaaaad kono michii

zuttooOOOoooo 

yukebaAaaAaaahHHHHHH

 ano machi niiiiiiiuiiu

tzuzuiteruuuuUUu

ki ga suruuUUUUUuUUU

country rooooaaaaad 😊

[gummywurm-gaming]

Ooougghh

Brain is exploding at maximum levels

[whats-in-a-username]

disquiet

A piece of me is always missing, Like the last block of lego that I can never seem to find One empty space right in the center of the jigsaw puzzle. I'm not sure if I lost it along the way. I'm not sure if I'm yet to find it. But lately, the gap seems more blatant. I'm anxious that it's visible to the people around me. That when they look at me, they see half a person. It's almost like I'm mimicking a being While I'm on the quest for the missing elements.

Sometimes, everything is wholesome! Golden skies, daisies, moongazing, Dusty libraries where ghosts of dead poets linger, Tight hugs, acts that mean "I'm thinking of you.", I look at my picture with my friends, smiling ear to ear And the jigsaw puzzle is complete. (or it was, then.) Some memories in me are so perfect that, The missing lego piece starts to feel like an extra piece From the table, you're trying to put together. It works fine without it, and there's nowhere to put it.

Then I'm back in my bed, back in my head. And I cannot remember how to be a whole person again I eat chocolate until I'm nauseated Or I never draw the curtains open and let the light flow through. I want to live life to the fullest, I never want to be seen in public again, I want all-consuming love, I want to believe I'm worthy of it, I want to feel complete when I'm alone, I want someone to feel complete with.

I want and I want and I want… Socrates said, (Yes, I went there) "He who is not contented with what he has, would not be contented with what he would like to have." What about, She who is never content with who she is? What about me?

[minbinchan]

I've been feeling like shit all day today 😞

[arlo-has-descended-to-dirt]

All the hyper-fixations are hyper-fixating, my brain is so busy help

[drakonovisny]

we had 3 more people move in with us today...

[mostlykind]

was about to text my boss “sorry for the inconvenience” about being ILL then realised wtf am I doing ????? it’s not my fault I’m sick and he should care more about my well-being than potential inconveniences 😤😤😤😤😤