#my introverted ass needs to get out more 🤣

[kyber-moons]

not me always saying i want to be in a relationship again, but also feeling incredibly anxious anytime a guy looks at me

[hughungrybear]

Me watching Dangerous Romance Ep 5:

1. Wow. Grandma IS aware of Kanghan's issue with his dad. Good for grandma giving Kang the motivation (and inspiration) he needed to improve himself. 😊

2. Kanghan and Sailom testing the bounciness of the bed. I kennat 😂😂😂

3. Oooh, share bathroom and connected bedrooms. So many dirty thoughts forming already lol 😅😅😅

4. Grandma using Kanghan's old shirt to fix Sailom's bag and selling Kang every chance she gets. If she isn't a shipper, I will lose my sh*t 😅😅😅

5. Sailom, why are you behaving like a blushing maiden? But Kanghan, why are you stripping? 🤣🤣🤣

6. Gods, if I was the driver, the bickering at the back will definitely piss me off lol It's hard enough to concentrate on the road

7. Oh, so June (Nabdao) is a trainee teacher? Man, I don't like romance between student and teacher (even if she is a trainee). On the other hand, Pimpah looks fascinated already.

8. What's with Kanghan and his propensity to phone snatching (only applicable to Sailom's device)? 😅

9. Ah, Engineering. Should have known since this is a BL lol But Kanghan not having a dream is just plain sad.

10. The fvck, Kanghan? It's cute he still thinks he likes Pimfah more than just a friend. But I also just love Sailom's sassiness and turning the sh*t around on Kanghan. Introvert, my ass lol.

11. Saifah calling his little brother out lol But I think it hurt my soul a little when Kanghan seemingly not notice Sailom's getup. Also, Pimfah scoring an unintentional date with Teacher Nabdao is smooooth.

12. Well, that lasted about 5 seconds. But seriously, only 20,000 baht a month for engineering jobs? Damn and here I thought earning only 30,000/mo in my home country's currency as a Science grad is effing laughable.

13. Hmm, there are hints of Sailom getting a uni scholarship abroad in future eps.

14. Whaddya mean it's scary? The bearded dragon looked cute. Although, pooping on Kanghan's shirt ain't cool lol

15. Oh, Teacher Nabdao, as much as I agree with you on Sailom's future his present does not allow him to quit being Kanghan's tutor. Romance aside, he cannot afford to lose this job if he wants to save himself from the loan sharks.

16. I'm sure, after some time, both Kanghan and Sailom will be aware that they are wearing a couple's shirt lol.

17. Uhm, pretty sure everybody else is still pumping their partner's chest, Kang. Just CPR, no mouth-to-mouth resuscitation happening in this open house 😳🫣

18. Guy and Nava. Just literally kiss (each other) and make up lol.

19. Oh, so Sailom originally wanted to be a musician/performer, but due to financial reasons, chose Engineering instead? 😭

20. Kang, you do realise this performance fully demolishes your claim that Sailom is introverted lol Also, where is Pimfah? Did she sneak away to find Teacher Nabdao? 😅 <after a few seonds> oh, nvm, there she is in the audience.

21. And here I thought for a hot minute the Kang forgotten Pimfah. Ah, gods dammit.

22. Wait, I'm confused. Does Pimfah like Sailom??? When? How? Why??? 😭😭😭 This is a love triangle that I didn't expect nor need 😶‍🌫️

I hope the preview kiss is not Kanghan trying to prevent the (im)possible romance between Sailom and Pimfah 😑

[bubuthoughts]

3.10.22

Let’s start with something fun

Why not 🤷‍♂️? I mean is Monday we are all lazy let’s do some questions I think maybe that’s fun 🦭 I hope you consider it a bit fun 🫣

How do you de-stress after a tough day?

I like to live on edge HAHAHAH jk jk. I have two options for this one. I really like going out by myself. After a long day of working I would just go out to eat, to a cafe or restaurant whatever really. I love just eating by myself and relaxing enjoying my food. Then I would come home and shower probably get off my phone a bit and watch a movie or something.

The other option is just go directly home, my introvert ass needs that most of the times. Order some take out or depends on how tired I am I would cook not a full meal but probably something small. I would eat while watching TV, I would open a can of beer or open a bottle of wine (beer is more often 🤣). I would talk to my girlfriend until I fall asleep (now I just listen to music and write this silly things until I get tired). I love my night routine Tbh.

What’s your ideal sandwich?

Damn this is a hard one 🤔🤔🤔 I’m not very picky on my sandwhich tbh 🤔 I eat whatever but if I had to pick.

Bread (any bread)

Pepperoni (whatever kind, I’m not picky 😋)

Caramelized onions

Tomato and lettuce (keeping it healthy)

Bacon (keeping it not healthy)

Some nice cheese (I don’t really know the kind of cheeses there are but just some good ass greasy cheese)

Garlic mayo

Try it please, I swear is heaven! I know your tummy will hurt but 🤣 you gotta try

What’s the worst date you’ve ever had?

👁️👄👁️ I’m going to tell it quick but one time in highschool a girl had invited me over to her house and apparently it was a date. Well it didn’t go well cause we ate some chocolate. That specific chocolate got me horrible diarrhea and I spent the whole time at her house shitting my pants out. We never spoke again.

What's your favorite season?

I really love spring or autumn. I love rain and I love when the weather is a bit cold.

Deep dish pizza or thin crust?

Deep dish. I know you hate deep dish HAHAHAHHA but I love it. I like my pizza how I like your legs thick

😤😤😤

What’s your favorite aisle in the grocery store?

I really like the cleaning aisle 🤔 like to know which productos I can use. The washing clothes aisle is so cool too 🤔. Also I really like the snacks and the drinks aisles those four are the most fun aisles in the grocery shop. The other ones I just grab stuff in automatic mode.

Tbh I really wonder what yours are

What shows are on your Netflix queue?

I’m currently watching cyberpunk. So freaking good. I just feel like you will love it. It’s by your favorite anime studio I think. But yeah 👉👈. Also I’m watching all horror movies I can cause well is October 🤷‍♂️ it’s fun. Last night I watched Goodnight mommy, I give it a 3.9/5 it was kinda good tbh. Today I’m probably watching Hush. I will tell you how I rate it.

Is this entertaining? I feel like it’s a bit boring 🫣

What would you sing at Karaoke night?

Any IU song 🤷‍♂️. Any kdrama OST song ever made, I know them all. Oldies but Goodies.

In english probably Harry styles, Sam smith (I like him lately) also frank ocean and I wished artic monkeys but I can’t hit his deep notes 🥲.

If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Is it annoying if I say you? Cause you 😘 I mean I am not even lying at this point 🤷‍♂️.

I don’t really know, all I can think about is deep dish pizza at this moment 🤔 and you also 🤔 ugh hard.

How many pillows do you sleep with?

I sleep with just one 🤣 I’m simple. I Can sleep on the bare mattress 🤷‍♂️.

That’s all :3 I know it was a lot 👉👈 I hope you have a beautiful day today. I’m proud of you everyday.

I love you

Here is the little quote of today: you can’t go back to change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.

[astrxlis-archive]

—This ask is for your reply that was posted on [ March 27 2022 ] !! (i apologize for replying this v late;; since we always tend to have a new topic every reply tbh 🤣)

First of all, i def appreciate you still replying to asks despite your busy sched 😭💖 i'll be always treasuring your messages so your effort wouldn't be wasted 🥰

I do think the reason why it's always mine is because there's a lot of asks that i have sent you with + tagging those posts with my alias— it's still interesting to me even after you told me that 🤭

For fridays, we only have half day classes however it's in the morning (vs. our usual sched in the afternoon) :DD and i'll do my best avoiding not sleeping 🤧 i just happen to not get tired always (but i got drained so fast)!!

i do see your point about xiao being confused that you don't seem to be like the people who goes like "omg an adeptus 🤩🤩" (ngl i cracked up reading this 😭😭) maybe because you treating xiao just like a normal person to talk to will ease his heart 👀

My shyness, hmm it's always been there actually 😌 but i try to not be shy when i have to seem confident. This is one reason why kokomi is quite a relatable character to me?? She's an introvert, however as a leader and divine priestess of watatsumi she have to act confident around her people.

If you do think you need to learn from me on that aspect, i do think i have to learn about how you get in touch with people using your ~emotional intelligence~ which i lack,,😔

Very much relating to how we become a hypocrite of our own words too, but well i think we just don't have enough motivation to be a man of our own words 😩 but it's nice to know that you're still trying your best!! That's one of the things that matters ngl 💗💕

About my diagnosis... I have informed you about this earlier so i see no need to put it here again 😌👌i think you asking more about this isn't intruding since i think you just wanna be more aware you know 😤💕 and thank you for your kind words, Fox!! Around this week, i'm starting to get better too! :D I can function little by little now + i have told our class adviser about this too (bc i think one of the side effects of the meds can cause sleepiness?? + I slept so late that i was sleeping like a log) yesterday since i failed to attend our friday classes 😌 i woke up at 12 nn around that day.

Truly, my reaction to you saying i have a way with words is the first time i heard of that compliment towards me??!? 😤😤😤 So i of course need time to process it and see my self at your own PoV 😅🤭

MOST IMPORTANTLY: when i was reading this message before, i cant help it but smile and giggle(?) due the fact that you said you kinda considered me as a friend echoes in my brain for days 😩 like i was just sitting in piece and then i remembered this part of your message reply— it made me go like "omg,,, they called me a friend??🥺 their friend,,,😳 omg,," i feel so honored 😭😭 i'll do my best as your friend 😤💞

Interesting to know you had a uquizzes phase too 🤣 i feel so sad i have taken almost all quizzes that's interesting to me,,,,, yandere bnha quiz 😱 that's wild 🤔🤣 the description must be very detailed 😰 i'm sorry for finding this funny 😭 hmm i don't draw anymore because... The flame of the candle has long been burnt out ever since. Meaning that my passion for it have vanished, yet i still posseses the creativity skill within me. And i hope the moment i join genshinblr, i would not quit writing too, given the fact that i would usually pick a new hobby then suddenly abandon it <///3 i dont really do fanarts back then but before i do original and half-assed random artworks 👌

i'm also glad that you have read a new take or perspective about noelle's situation 🥰 i do wonder about that too..

it was nice knowing that you're getting comfy with me as well 😌 💖

me 🤝you

Having trouble with the opposite "x" aspect in the "INxP".

Ngl your messages gives me so much warmth (in a good and loving way) like i think to myself how you connect with others 🥺💗

Ooooh pediatrics ?? Now that's another interesting thing,, but i'll be looking forward to what field in medicine you're going to choose in the future !! 😚 Im just here cheering up on u! 🤔 i can't give you any tips in dealing with kids if i were to recollect my hazy memories when i was a kid bc im a well behaved kid b4🤩😭 what i can only remember is that i had tantrums outta nowhere lmaos 😔😭

same with what you said, i think infp and intp are quite a good pair of friends 👀💞✨

Please do share stuff you've learned in your class/es!!🤩🤩🤩 i'm very much in for what you had learned, so you can let your med student self to talk about those :> i, of course, cannot relate much but i try my best to understand it as much as possible :D

Also, don't think about not explaining stuff or defining some words, google got my back !!👌

i definitely enjoy your questions especially that they help continue the flow of the conversation 🥺♥️ it's obvious that in my replies i just really answer your questions and not ask anything 😩 i just have no idea what to ask ;; it may not seem to you that you're thankable for it but i feel like telling you these simple nice things you've done that made my heart so warm <33

here it is again 😩😩 "i like talking to you" guest what, me too!! 🤩😤🥰

Please kindly break it to me about the accounting and business stuff 👀 i wanna know about it more 😩 once again me 🤝 you in terms of getting rich by doing absolutely nothing 😌✨

Also i didn't expect that reply 🥺 thank you for considering my safety and privacy (even if i wouldnt mind but still thank you for being do considerate 🥺)

one thing i have to say about the stroganoff in your reply is that: i dont know how to cook 😭😭 shh i cant also explain why i cant because i also dont know 🤣 but maybe i should overcome my fear of turning on the stove- 😌 idk i always feel like if i handled the stove our house might explode 🤔 and i have experienced being blamed so many times (especially as the eldest) and is so tired of it 😌

i've also viewed the IG acc you follow 👀 the page is full of so many fluffy pets 🥺💞 i get it now why it is named jupiter and friends 😤 idk but,, jupiter surely got so many friends to accompany it😂🥰

thank you for your support too!! I'll be sure to let you know (i might forget btw;;;) if ever i have joined the genshinblr community 😚 let's grow together and support each other!! ♥️

Well i may not be knowledgeable about the html stuff in here,, but i could give you a few ideas based on how you would like things to look like, things you are interested in (like Nier) or your favorite kind of aesthetic and vibe >:3 i remember trying to plan what theme i want my blog to be remembered of, or how can i be unique from the rest of the blogs,, because my theory for this is that if your blog is unique or nice looking you have more chances of getting remembered. 🤔🤔

And yoimiya 😳 (i have to admit i love her as a character ) that's really interesting to me!! 😳 I get your point of associating her with me too, but one thing i could assure is that: im not good with kids unlike her 😂 dont worry about not being very good at understanding, because i feel the same way 🥺and do let me know if you have another character you associate me with!! i'm very curious about it 🤩

I haven't seen turning red yet, but i've seen many people are talking about it👌 i might watch that when i have the time!! Very glad to here that you took a break from studying to watching a movie instead😚🤩 it's like treating yourself too for working hard in your studies💗

Abt that quiz, even if i chose the same answers i have selected before i got jean too(so many times) and idk what on earth happened bc my actual result there was supposed to be diluc- 💀 this is the start where i question if i do kin him 😌

Idk how it is for your sisters but maybe we do relate about being the eldest/elder one 😂

Take care Fox!! 💕💕💕

— 🍰.

hellooo 🍰!!!

first of all, thank you so much for still replying to that 😂 it’s alright if it’s late, so dw!! we somehow keep the conversation going 🥰

yep, i agree with you! it’s probably because of that, but it’s also a comfort to me? like, you’re a consistent person around here and that means a lot. thank you! 💕💕

oh gosh, days where classes only happen in one period are such a blessing. i’m so jealous, even if it’s in the mornings. also, i cracked up too, especially because i keep reading the “omg” like the third vine, so i’m just here like 😂😂😂 anyways… i just want my little xiaoxiao to be happy 🤷

okay so i finally did kokomi’s quest (because the new event MADE me do it, not because i planned to – the things i do for primos and xingqiu istg) and i can def see your point clearer now. maybe it’s a good thing i took a while to reply. she’s also overworked, much like jean, because she has such an important role in watatsumi… i swear i wanted to let her sleep for a while longer 😔 maybe (hopefully) we can teach each other a little bit more about our types of intelligence! ☺️

i was really happy to read you were feeling better, and it still warms my heart to read it again 🥰 i still haven’t checked dan’s blog for your diagnosis, but i will! it’s in my to-do list once midterms are over. i’m glad you told your class adviser! having someone know what you’re going through, even if it’s just medication side effects, can help a lot. and dude?? you absolutely do have a way with words?? like, how come no one has told you this before? 🧍🧍🧍 this fox is too stunned to speak

about doing your best being my friend, all we gotta do is be honest about our feelings and talk things out, you know? i think it’s the best way to support each other! 💕 but let me know what you think abt this!

no worries for finding it funny LMAO tbh i was a bit creeped out by the results and i giggled like crazy bc dang, the person who made that quiz went all out 👀 my uquiz phase come and go tbh 😂 since you sent me those two quizzes i've been sorta checking the website for new ones 🤭🤭

and yeah, i can relate to that – the passion for something burning out. i’m sorry you went through that with drawing, but it’s nice to know you still draw sometimes instead of dropping it completely. and hey, even if you do end up joining and quitting, what matters is that you were here! and i’m sure people would be delighted to have you around as a writing blog as well. 💖💖

about my specialty – i’ll let you know 😂 and thanks for cheering me on!! tbh not even i can give myself advice on how to deal with kids bc i’m not good with them but it makes me so happy when i wave to a random kid and they wave back or say hi fkndkssn 🙈

aw man 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 look, i’m just really glad you take time off your day to come here and talk to me, so like– yes!! please tell me stuff!! related to me or not 💖

so, this is me breaking it out to you: you’re so so so wrong about not having to work in that field 😩😮‍💨😩😮‍💨 THEY WORK SO HARD— listen i took two (2!!) months of business management and i quit because sweet jesus the amount of theory they have backing their practice???? just. no. not for me at all. and sometimes i think people in that field are overworked. but it’s a major that opens doors, absolutely. you can work anywhere. about accounting, my mom has a degree in it and there’s a lot more theory than i ever thought; it’s like business but with math. sorry if i crushed your hopes ☹️

if it helps, i only recently learned how to cook 😂😂 which is why i go to my sister’s for food sometimes. take your time overcoming your fear, though!! the stove is not going anywhere (and it’s not going to explode 😂) and maybe you can blackmail your sibling into cooking with you so if stuff goes wrong you’re not alone 👀

juniper’s account gives me life sometimes 😂 the fact most animals are (unreleaseable) wild animals is very informative about what they’re like too. and i’ll remind you to let me know when you join! consider this your first reminder! 😂😂 let’s goooooo 💖

i’m not very knowledgeable with html either, so we’re on the same boat, but please tell me your ideas!! you’re absolutely right about your aesthetic being how you’re remembered (along your writing if you're a writing blog–)

about yoimiya – getting along with kids was not the first thing on my mind tbh 😂 especially bc i remembered you saying stuff about your sibling 👀 and after kokomi’s quest, i started to see the ways i can associate you with her, but i still need a better grasp on her personality 😅 let me know what you think of the movie when/if you do!

so, as requested, i’ll send any questions i have in my reply for the next ask (probably tomorrow) 😩

i hope you’re doing well, 🍰!! 💛💛💛

[hyunjinz]

Idk if winter falls counts as a bside since it had a whole gorgeous ass mv but rn I’m ADDICTED to it!!!! The melody is perfect the lyrics- the mv- everyone’s voices in it- just everything. I feel like the song is perfect for me🥺😍😮‍💨 OKAY BUT YOURE SO RIGHT!! Debut era is so u n d e r a t e d legit every bside is perfect. well I’ll be honest rock is probably my least fav song of theirs but I didn’t say that n the rest more than make up for that Might be my most fav debuts of all time!!! Even their pre debut is so good😤😤💓💗✊ I became a stay around then too!! Somewhere around my pace and I am you!!!🥰🥰

If I had to list my All Time BSide Favs it’d be insomnia, glow, 3rd eye, 19, phobia, booster, silent cry, question, star lost, b me, pacemaker, sunshine- I legit could go on forever bestie they just make Good Songs!!! N I personally think side effects is the most underrated main track- like I get it’s a lot. But. I couldn’t ask for me for a better title n mv n concept n it can never be replicated😍🙈🥰

q: which member(s) do you relate to the most and why, n for the rest what do you admire about them? (You can do ot8 for both or however you want to do it I just think it’s a wholesome idea) -❄️

hi hi! first of all I'm sorry it took me a while to reply! and second of all I'm gonna put this under read more because it's way longer than i thought it would be jsjdjsjs

OH MY GOD ARE YOU CAPABLE OF READING MY MIND?? hdhdbdh out of the bsides you listed here there's two i don't like that much but the rest are literally all my favs 🤣🤣 and yes side effects is awesome too!! that's one of the few kpop songs even my non kpop friends like lmao but i do understand those who don't like it i see why haha

omg i agree winter falls is SO good 😭😭😭 i knew after the first teaser that i will love it :'))) jisung's songs always hit different 🥺

and yess i wish more people would appreciate their debut era. i think it's a very solid debut album. but omg what is this rock slander hdhdhdh okay I'm joking. I've seen a lot of people who don't like rock so i guess it's just my bad taste because i like it 😂😂

okay i think i relate to jisung the most. he's my virgo brother hsbdbd I'm also an introvert like him you know the type to stay at home and watch a movie instead of going out with friends. and when i read the lyrics to his songs it's always as if it was meant for me because he describes exactly how i feel :')) also I'd like to believe I'm funny but i guess i don't really show that side of me on tumblr lmao but lately i started to somewhat resonate with seungmin. I'm the quiet but savage type even with my friends haha

and for what i admire the most about the boys. chan has amazing leadership qualities and i think it's very admirable how he always looks out for the members and makes sure they're okay and included and listens to them. he has such a calming aura to him and i just love this boy. i think everyone needs a friend like him in their lives :')))

for minho i think he's actually super sweet. i LOVE how he shows his love through small gestures like buying food or something :'))) i can relate to this well because i usually have a hard time verbalizing my feelings. and i also love that he shows real concern like in the haunted house episodes of skz code he always made sure lix was okay and that's just so sweet 🥺🥺🥺

and then changbin. i think he's such an interesting person. i feel like there's definitely more to him than what he usually shows. he gives me mature vibes 👀 he's someone i would love to have late night conversations with and hear his opinion about anything. and i love his confidence so much. like pls can he give some of that to me hdhdbd

hyunjin :'))) such a sweet emotional boy 🥺💖 just wanna wrap him in a blanket and protect him forever. i think he's a good listener, someone you could talk to when something's bothering you. and i appreciate his emotional side too i wanna be sappy together shhdhd and his charisma. i just can't take my eyes off of him he's incredible and talented 😭😭 i have so much love for this boy it's hard to verbalize certain characteristics i love about him djjdjd

i already talked about jisung but i definitely love his sense of humor the most. he's just effortlessly funny and brings up the mood! jisung king 👑

felix 🥺 such a sunshine 🌞 he's so positive all the time and bright and happy and even the smallest things bring him joy 😊 he just has so much love in his little heart 😭 definitely best friend material haha

seungmin! i appreciate his honesty. he just says whatever is on his mind but still not in a rude way. and often what he says comes out so funny 😂 and i love that he's so precise and whatever he does he wants to do it perfectly. I'm like that too but i hope he is not too hard on himself like the way i am with myself sometimes. i just think he's very neat and cool 😎

for jeongin I'd also say his maturity. he's the youngest but it often doesn't feel like it. and i also admire his growth as a person and as an idol. he's growing up in front of our eyes gfhfygh and there's also a sense of independency. like even if he's the youngest he tries not to rely on the others too much. and he's such a bean i love him 🥰

okay wow i didn't mean to write a whole ass novel djsjdbd but i had a lot of fun answering!! maybe a lot of these are just assumptions but.. yeah 😂

also you said your bias is seungmin. why do you bias him? has he been your bias from the very beginning? do you have any other biases in skz?

[mrstransformersfanfiction]

Found my username

It's Estheru2013 for NanoWrimo 📚💜

But to be honest

It's been a very long time since I last log in. I haven't been there for ages. You are welcome to add me there but I haven't been there for a long time so keep in mind which ones are my primary pages. 💜📚

I even forgotten about my old projects I write for 🤣😂 and damn look at the years lmfao

I told you kids that I quit fanfiction for 9 years due to being in Roleplay before right? Then I decided that Fanfiction is a lot better and only write when I do have the muse otherwise I don't bother at all.

But for real I will never go back to Roleplay community. NEVER. I'm too busy to deal with people. People can do it. It's just not my thing anymore. If I want to write

I rather write what I really want to write about because I often find there's a lot of copycat writers in the Roleplay community.

One of the main reasons why I left

Too much full of shit drama that is not needed so I throw their asses out. Don't care if people started crying on being blocked because the shit did the same thing too so that's fair and people are weird as hell because they create and stalk you after. Like get over it man. Who the fuck have that time to do it? It's creepy and obsessive. 📚

Don't call me obsessive when I'm an introvert little shit. Just saying because I only speak to people I'm comfortable and I spend more time to myself because I enjoy my alone time and treasure it.

And why I respected also creative writers

But dude, you gotta respect the boundaries too. I don't care if people don't like me. I don't care if I don't like you either. Because you get to make your own choices in the end

Mental health always comes first. You know you're a good writer when people start to mimic the shit out of you and then steal your shit. No man. I say protect your damn work. Because you didn't write for nothing you write from the heart. 📚✍️💜