#my tutor friends took all the writing tutees tonight. one did it with me barely having to ask
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i am so loved. i am so so loved.
#one of my best friends who is also one of my roommates made me dinner tonight#didn’t ask if i wanted dinner. just said what she was thinking of doing and then made it happen. i didn’t need to make a choice or do it#my tutor friends took all the writing tutees tonight. one did it with me barely having to ask#he just made eye contact with me and i said ‘please?’ and he said ‘of course’#and then he made me laugh a lot later#my professors have all sent me really nice emails back#last night when i said it out loud—‘my grandma died’—my roommates hugged me immediately#just. immediately. they held me.#my favorite high school english teacher texted me today for the first time in like a year and a half#to say she’d heard and to say she was sorry#so yeah. grief sucks. i hurt a lot right now. i’m weirdly better in some ways than i thought i might be#but it’s not linear and it’s hard in other ways i didn’t think it would be#and also like she had dementia and she’s been in decline for a long time and it wasn’t totally unexpected#it was unexpected specifically yesterday. i kind of figured there would be a few more months at least. but no.#ouch. ouch ouch ouch.#but i have so many people who love me#and i am so grateful for them#personal#hannah does college
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