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1x20.

shoulder to shoulder.

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1x01.

this hug is both out of nowhere and the most logical thing happening. also, the fact that she just went to him, took her robe off after "i want you to look at something", and he didn't make a single joke, let alone a dumb one.

he even went as far as "you're shaking. <i need to sit down.> take your time."

it's the last thing i'd expect from a dumbass like Mulder, but I guess he doesn't work at FBI and has a strong reputation for nothing. wouldn't be surprised if he's actually a big softie.

upd:

oh Mulder.

upd2: 1x02.

what's with them invading each other's personal space and looking into each other's eyes like they're about to kiss? what's going on here?

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1x12. Jealous Scully is adorable, but also:

Here come the nicknames. :')

upd: Mulder's ex is an ass, but

I see your body languge & hand, Scully.

(It's either I'm bad at following the timeline or they provide extremely little. Mulder and Scully seemed to take off from the get go & were waaay familiar with each other.)

Also, Mulder goes, 'Sorry, it was a cheap shot', but his ex knows about his phobia & still drags him to this thing. Like???

this is the first time she sees him like this, isn't it?

what's with the smile at Scully, Mulder? :') he looks like such a happy, young boy when he smiles. i'm not used to seeing him like this.

his apologizing smile :')

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3x11, part 6, RJK.

That little smile as they're booing him. Imagine not loving this kid. Can't relate.

IT'S BACK.

!!!!!!!!!

I'm so glad they understood that Jamie can't (and SHOULDN'T) play after that. My heart is so full of love for him, I feel like it's gonna burst.

I want to screenshot the entire moment. It's beautiful & I'm crying. THE EYES. I wish we had more episodes like this, but I'm glad we got at least ONE Jamie-centered.

WHAT DID HE SAY TO HIM???

And why the camera kept coming back to Keeley as Roy and Jamie embraced???? And this was her expression????

Can Roy and Jamie fucking kiss already, I am BEGGING.

Jamie is respected and loved and I'm crying again. ;____;

Jamie really is friends with the entire team. And all of that with Fat bottomed girl in the background. I love this show so much.

"The boys look up to you." THEY'VE COME SO FAR.

When is Roy gonna come and sit next to him, the way Keeley did to Roy when Roy got injured? It would looks SO right.

Roy can roll his eyes for as long as he wants, but he's also smiling. Jamie IS amazing, and he's right, and he should say it. He deserves to feel proud of himself. It's the lest he deserves tbh. "The sky is your limit."

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1x09, part 3.

I'm so sad for him. He would literally forgive her ANYTHING.

He's TERRIFIED at the idea of losing her. And he's so right, Vi can't bring back Powder. It was so obvious when Jinx lit a fire & Vi got a taste of what Jinx is like these days. Vi wouldn't be able to control her, nor would she be able to love her when she's like this. The problem is, it IS her nowadays. There is no Powder anymore. It's such a fucking tragedy that Silco dies.

Honestly, say it, Silco. V is into Caitlyn now way more than she is into Jinx. Actually, she's not into Jinx at all. Again, there is NO Powder. Every time Vi calls her that, I cringe. I can't stand that name, it's simply not her. Just like Silco says, "that girl does not exist anymore".

And it's only them, you see? And she's his daughter, you see? ;______; The way he loves her, help. ;___; The look he gives her. It doesn't fucking matter she kidnapped him and tied him up and gagged him, he doesn't fucking care, he only wants her and he wants her to stay with him. ;_____; All the walls around him fall apart for her sake. He's the most vulnerable with her.

"I'll never forsake you." The voice acting. The animation. I feel unwell.

Gods, he's so scared she will leave him. So confused about her dropping her gun.

He's like a caged animal when he grabs Jinx's gun. Vi only made it worse for Jinx. But yeah, just like Jinx said, it's up to Vi if she gets Jinx or Powder, and Vi's shouting and SIlco's death sealed the deal.

She really caresses behind his ear as he's bleeding out. Oh, the fucking tragedy. ;___;

"Don't cry. You're perfect." FUCK OFFFFF. The pain is real and I am feeling it. Like, no stills or gifs can truly makes you feel the same if you don't remember the tone of his voice, the feelings in his voice.

"I hope you know we had everything, When you broke me and left these pieces."

Honestly, the difference between Jinx getting Vander killed and Jinx getting Silco killed is that Vi means it and she leaves her. Yes, they were kids, full stop. She gave into those emotions, though. For the moment, she hated Jinx & she meant it. She can never love Jinx.

Jinx kills Silco? He tells her not to cry. He tells her JINX is perfect. She kills him and yet, she's his entire word. "I'll never forsake you. <...> I never would have given you to them. Not for anything." and he MEANS it. As he bleeds out while she holds his face, he tells her not to cry and that she's PERFECT.

"'Cause I, I was meant to be yours."

Yeah, they can all burn, indeed.

V is so confused because how can her sister feel all those feelings for Silco? How can she cry for him? He's a monster, he deserved to die, didn't he? Yeah, she just doesn't understand. Fuck. (breaks down) I love Silco so much.

"Even though I'm different." That's exactly the problem. Vi can't love her as she is now. Silco could. He did.

I'm going to miss him so much.

I hope she doesn't die in s2 (or turns into something that's completely unrecognizable). I really fucking hope so. ;____; And man, Silco is so beautiful. Was? Anyway.

She's alive! My girl is alive! Maybe she'll take over the undercity without Silco? "What we could've been." right when they focus on her and Silco's empty chair. Gods. I'm hurting. The song at the end is absolutely perfect and I can't stop crying.

Oh, Ekko found himself a friend. Oh, what could've been, indeed. This is such a great alliance because Ekko is somewhat a scientist himself and he's open-minded and he has nothing to gain, so he gladly shares about his experience with Heimerdinger.

The animation is incredible. And Vi still chooses Caitlyn over Jinx. Like I said she would. :(

Even Viktor looks hopeful. Season 2, "Devastating"? "No one is going to be happy after watching it"? Oh, they're going to break me.

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3x09, part 5.

Crying.

IDK but something about Brendan shipping Roy and Jamie and calling them 'the best couple' in an interview all while playing Beard like THAT? It brings character and makes me feel things. He's such a proud inclusive dad. I love this show so much & I'm not ready for this to be the last season ;_;

Also, from an interview with Hannah and Juno, for s2, when Juno said that Jason texted her and told her that he "had something very important/personal' to him and that he'd love for Juno to take a look at it. I can't get over Jason's personality, at least what he seems to be, especially comparing to his ex that cheated on him & the things she herself creates. The differences between them and how it shows!

I think we are absolutely blessed with this show. I love it, despite any possible hiccups. I just love it.

"Captain, count us off."

The look Ted and Jamie share. <3 When is Ted adopting Jamie? Bc Jamie looking up to him like that, definitely a good friend and a father figure. Can't stop thinking about "Way to make that extra pass" and their entire storyline. Also, the fact that the cast said that Phil has puppy eyes and that if anyone is able to convince the writers of something, it's probably Phil. There's so much going on here. Also, Ted being proud of Jamie's "the sky is your limit", for letting Sam do it. I— Do you feel me? Do you???

The best show ever. Crying happy tears. I'm not sure, but it does feel like that moment Phil talked about, "not only the characters, but also the actors feeling ..." I forgot the word he used, sensitive? Vulnerable? But yeah. The feeling of sharing something big together. This love.

I see what they did there & I'll gladly allow it. Colin gets it. When is it going to be revealed (again and louder) that Jamie is bi? Wheeennnn???

Also, Trent's book is gonna be AMAZING. I'd read that.

Colin telling Jamie that he loves him "so much" :')))))) The fact that these two are friends in the show AND irl. I love seeing it.

I need gifs of this wonderful boy.

The real stars of this show.

Almost there, Nathan. Can't wait for this storyline with Rupert to end. Nathan really should have gone with the guys when offered or just go hangout with Jade.

I ship them, your honor. The idea of Trent pining, and pining, and getting to spend so much time with Ted without saying anything more than platonic. *sigh* Yeah, this does things to me. I hope that book is worth it.

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3x08, part 2.

The first thing I notice? Jamie. :) That boy can't sit straight or stand still. <3 (Also Jan, heh.) And Jamie's so fond of Henry. Surprisingly good with kids, yeah, and it's wonderful that Jamie pays him so much attention while being Henry's fav player.

All the boys are smiling and cheering for the kid, this so incredibly wholesome. Even the ones that aren't exactly participating are still smiling. I love this show, man. I rewatched this moment at least 7 times. I would like to be Henry in that moment, please.

I also can't get over the "I got that all covered" line and the cut to the boys just being boys and having the time of their life out on the pitch with Henry. Perfect training & Rebecca being more than ok with that. :') I need gifs of this. I need a cut of this scene only so I can have it on my blog with the boys cheering. I love EVERYTHING about this moment.

Yeah, I'm definitely still in love with her. Queen. Also, the line of this ep so far, "getting engaged".

I know there's no other way to say it, but when characters are on a first name basis with each other instead of their usual nicknames, you know something is up.

WHAT?! I'm not the one who's dating Jack, so: she can go fuck herself. I absolutely hate how toxic they make her and her relationship with Keeley, but I also can't ignore all of this. What. the actual. fuck?????

Either call Rebecca and meet her after or visit Rebecca at work. Because this??? Ughhh. Rebecca would never. Screw it, I'm back on my bullshit. Keeley and Rebecca should have been dating basically from the beginning.

Not in the way I expected, but the tongue returns. He's such a dork & I love him. :') The fact that none of the boys comment on his shenanigans bc they're so used to him just being This Way. <3

A Lynx dealer, I'm screaming. :D Though I'm very happy to see Jamie and Colin interacting. "Smart boy." My heart is soft for this friendship. I need this to be connected with Colin's sexuality and Jamie making a statement as bisexual. If not in the show (shame), then as fanfiction.

Also, the tattoo isn't there, I'm sad.

!!! I like how they keep mentioning how awful The Sun is. Like, it's a thing & everyone knows that & i appreciate them doing that since s1.

Colin, sweetie... I understand why he does that, but I wish he wouldn't and didn't.

My boy gets it. <3 Though the part of "that's why I delete all photos from my phone". Babe, all this stuff is probably connected to iCloud or Google Drive, which is... yeah. Won't help you much. Also, your videos are still somehow on twitter. :D

People said "let us see Jamie's legs" and the creators obliged. Isn't he cold though? C'mon.

Listen.... the path they walked since s1? I can't get over it. The growth!! The character development!!

Boys will be boys. :')

Jamie Tartt, an art and interior design lover.

The fact that that line is cut to Jamie and Roy's reactions. My heart. When you're two men that still love your ex. I am very deep in my feelings here. There is SO much happening here, my goodness.

Jamie watching Roy walking away after he heard about that, and both being deep in their thoughts. This drives me crazy tbh. And Jamie's reaction, his love for Keeley. I'm !!!!! :(((((

I'm sure Isaac is gonna make things right if needed to and he's gonna be very protective over Colin if exposed, but the anxiety in this is real for Colin. I totally get it.

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3x07, part 4.

(In Roy's voice) You're a pretty, pretty boy.

My girls. <3 I find it really nice that even though Keeley doesn't HAVE to be at the match (she's PRing them, not dating Roy or Jamie), she still goes there and watches the entire game with Rebecca. Besties. <3

I see that they're setting it all up for Jamie, but i NEED Jamie to win it for them at this point. I'll be happy for Richmond to win for fucking once, but all this training and talk for Jamie to be THE one seriously HAS to pay off.

Hey, give my boy a break. He's training like none of you before. You're not listening to him.

You? Straight? You better get rid off of that mentality.

Lmaooo.

Nervous self-aware puppy, but i'm fucking screaming from Trent. He's truly a member of the team now.

I love how Jamie started with "you're doing it wrong" and corrected himself with "WE're doing it wrong" and explaining how it needs to be corrected. I still can't get over the fact that since Zava left Jamie is, once again, their best player that needs to score goals & the entire team is aware of that and try to pass the ball to him.

And you ARE. Right in the middle, and everyone is listening to you. I love Jamie so much, I want to cry. My precious boy. I am so fucking proud of him. And Roy nodded to him when Jamie looked around and saw all eyes on him. "Go on, you're right, we're listening." ;____;

I am so proud of Jamie, I'm literally a mess ;_______; Phil is right, the way the writers build up this character. LOOK HOW FAR HE HAS COME SINCE SEASON ONE. LOOK AT HIM GO. ;_____;

I haven't watched actual football since I was a teenager, but damn it, Jamie helping them to score got me screaming in front of my pc. Hell yeah. My heart is full of love.

When you're a senior dog suddenly acting like a puppy. My good. <3

Jamie still has that icon cap <3 And he's wearing a chain around his neck aka jewellery. If I were Roy—

Jamie is at it again. Being the heart of the team. <3

I cried this episode. Jamie has come SO far since s1 & I loved him since the beginning, but s3? My heart is so full of love for this kid. It's amazing. And I love what Phil is doing with him. I do hope we get s4 to see Jamie getting his resolution and happiness.

One of eleven, with a family created on the way, and the sky is his limit.

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1x04.

what's THE REASON for this angle? i'm so not normal about them.

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1x13:

WHAT. IS. T H I S.

i'd expect a hug, a pat on the shoulder, but not this. sure, man and woman can be friends, but this? this is so romantically coded from ep 1.

they don't mess around, either. it's the gentlest touches that you'd least expect to see.

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LMAOOOOO.

upd2:

now, wait a moment. how are Scully and Mulder's shirt connected??? Mulder gives him a piece of his shirt & Boggs talks about Dana's dead father? Boggs?? what's going onnnn.

Mulder is adorable sometimes. x)

upd3:

sure, jan. cool episode though.

upd4:

a little whump and hurt/comfort can go such a long way for me. x)

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3x06, part 4 (oh wow. it rarely comes to so many screencaps from the same episode.)

Bisexual flag colours above Ted's head, hello?

While "Let's get lost. Lost in each other's arms." is playing. Would you like to kiss now? I mean, I'm ready whenever you are.

(the song continues) "Let's celebrate the night we found each other. Oooh, let's get lost." I'm gonna lose my mind, y'all.

<3

Good for him!

Roy and Jamie, obviously. They did get lost last night in each other's arms.

SCREAMING.

I am infinitely in love with this boy. I hope Roy is, too.

Everyone groaning, but both Roy and Jamie giving his the side eyes. Their own night was way better.

Roy is so done with Jamie's infinite energy. Who said Keeley needs to be the only sunshine in Roy's life? Jamie can be the one, too.

Colin and Trent. <3 That was an AMAZING episode. So much to think about. I love it. It was the first ep where I watched the entire credits, too.

I hope they keep it up. Now it's time to win this thing (and let Roy and Jamie kiss). Pillow fight, btw, was exceptionally good!

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4x02. This is a Sebaciel post. :)

Sebastian? Complaining he has a lot on his plate? Careful, friend, you're becoming too much like a human. Also, you kind of signed up for this.

Yeah, the trick is called sell your soul to a demon to avenge your parents' death and your own rape. Easy as that, hope that helps!

...

Isn't this just Grell in a uniform? or the Undertaker?

This cracks me up. Poor Seb. x)

And then they fucked. x)

Hey! Where did *Professor* Michaelis go? Make it kinkier.

Gods. The way they role-play. His real teaching method? SHOW ME. Show me Seb on his knees kissing Ciel's feet and making him blush as he trails up and closer to his crotch.

They. <3

Like? Was I NOT supposed to ship them? The looks that they give each other. And Ciel is so quickly dressed, no doubt by Seb as well. And the way they wish each other a good night at the same time. Yaaanaaaa. These two are married in a way (as in Seb will have his soul & for now there's a contract binding them). Sorry, I'm not normal about them.

The way Seb laughs at his reaction and teases him. This is them. Also, why is Sebastian looking so so slutty this season? The eyes, the hair, the clothes. THE LOOKS he gives to Ciel.

Okay then.

Another demon? Hey, I'm still traumatized by Claude. I don't like where this is going. I probably need to read this arc to be more prepared.

Are they going full on comedy? I mean, that's funny, but not exactly this show's style? Also, can't he just become a big black blob and spy on them? He's literally a big void. Surely it's better than the human's form.

YANA??? IS NOT A SHOTA ENJOYER??? LMAOOOOOO. They're at it again. HE is at it again.

They give the viewer a moment of silence for the imagination to roam. And since the last time I read SebaCiel, it was sex in this thing? And I'm sure it was based off this moment? And when Seb turns someone on, it usually leads to sex? I'm thinking to that woman in the barn that he fucked on what, s1? Yeeeah.

Oh, I have visions and ideas. The growling/moaning during this scene, too? Y e p.

Oh, I'm glad to see him, but why are manga readers sad about his appearance? Tell me all the spoilers, please. Prepare me for the heartbreak, if you will.

Also, I low key expected the ending credits to be something extra and that it'll change, but the fact that it's an ACTUAL ending? Like, Seb catches him in the sky and gazes into his eyes while Ciel gazes back into his and they hold hands? That's gay af.

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3x07, part 3

This is actually hilarious. Will is nailing it.

Jamie has calloused hands, I see. He's also a confused puppy. You don't need switching, baby, because you're GOOD.

Someone is into role-playing, huh? Yeah, the shippers nailed that one, too.

He's the bestest boy, your honor, and I love him.

He's going for it!! Whatever he's onto, I support him!! Honestly, Trent being a member of the team is such a treat. I love seeing it.

Jamie cut his leg near the knee. Yeah, that's football for you.

Considering Phil is into football, it makes me think how it's going for them, filming a show that's about football. They have to train FOR the filming to be able to perform that, but their entire filming day is often just running, and running, and playing, and practicing. Like, that's A LOT of physical activity.

Jamie going straight to Colin. Those two being besties from the beginning aka Phil and Billy enjoying each other's company. <3 Seriously though, there are so many possibilities on what Colin knew about Jamie's bisexuality. They can go with so many things & I hope they execute it correctly.

STOP IT. Stop baiting me giving me hope.

Jamie is asking the real questions. Tbh, I've noticed in the previous episode how, since Jamie is spending so much time with Roy, is not afraid of him and can question him when the rest of the team kinda holds their breath. Jamie silently asking him about the string while the rest are silent is also showing this. "What the fuck, man?" He's literally the only one who's doing that and is on more personal terms and CAN do that.

Jamie being the bossy one, huh? I won't be surprised if he's the one who actually managed to pull this off.

Dani is such a mood.

NOOOO WAAAAY. Roy, I swear to fucking GOD. Look at that excited twat.

Jamie's hands shaking as he checks on his dicks is THE PEAK. Give Phil all the awards, lmaoo.

Roy was so disappointed to see Jamie being ok. Man, you're cruel. What did Jamie do to you? Didn't want to fuck you for once? Fucked you the wrong way?

Tag yourself, I'm Trent. Roy was dropped on his head in childhood or something. Come on, there's SO much to unpack, why are you like this?

Honestly, everybody loves Jamie.

!!! That's the entire topic of this show. "Worse. I forgave him." Season 3 & going strong with that.

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Every time someone asks me how else did I expect the movies/books to end canonically, I'm like:

??? How did you?

It was so obvious to me, really. And I shipped Harry and Hermione very hard in both movies and books. Doesn't matter that the story lives its own life for me for over a decade now (and I have my own ships that would never become canon endgame). If we're talking canon wise, this is how I always thought it would be appropriate to end.

Even now that I am an adult, this can be platonic, but what they had in that movie? C'mon. The lyrics. All the talks about staying in that forest and growing old together. Emma is right, that dancing scene is one of my fav scenes in the whole series. It's beautiful.

Either way,

"And it was non-verbal. It was like the three of us could communicate without even having to say anything."

The love that they have for each other as people is great.

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1x03. MULDER!!

upd:

this is progressing very quickly.

upd2:

The way she touched his arm? That was so soft and gentle. The way lovers might. Honestly, I have big questions to the creators bc it was romantically coded from episode ONE, yet the creators are like, "they're platonic friends". Sure, Jan.

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3x12, Jamie edition, part 3.

You fucking idiots, both of you. "He's fine." I'M GONNA BEAT YOUR ASS, ROY KENT.

Coffee scene <3 Just make out already! Jfc!

Keeley is so sweet & deserves someone new who will take out all the drama of her life and bring only joy and no jealousy. Drop both Roy and Jamie, find yourself some Boss Ass Bitch for your happily ever after.

But hey, at least they're gonna talk! Hopefully. It was due, like, a couple of weeks ago. (Me who actually ships them) DROP THEIR ASSES, KEELEY.

Both? Neither?

LMAOO. She's the exact savage that we need. "Oh, for real? Me? I actually get to choose???" It's like I said, they sat down bickering without considering what KEELEY actually wants. Drag their asses.

TRY-ANGLES. Jamie is so cute, ugh.

The entire episode I'm thinking about Phil's "People might think they're having a wild affair" so I'm more than happy about this outcome. I'm actually ready to accept OT3 or all single, it's all good. Go spend the night together again, just like Amsterdam, but get lost in each other's arms for real this time.

When everybody started barking after Roy asking if he can be a Diamond dog, the door closed, and Jamie got really curious. hehe.

"A care package from Zava"

Heh. Who is that guy constantly next to Jamie? What's his name? They're obviously friends.

Both laughing and crying. Stop it. ;_;

Colin crying, but we know it was emotional for the actors too. The dude in the back is full on wailing.

"Richmond appear to be crying. Interesting strategy." That strategy is called "I love you all very much" ;_____;

Hands off, asshole. Honestly, the rules of football... Barely touching, apparently, doesn't count.

I love watching Jamie play. I love knowing that Phil really loves football and enjoys filming this.

It's the second (or the third?) time this happens this season. When is Ted going to adopt Jamie? ;_; I mean, he already has a stepdad, but he can have two wonderful ones as a treat.

JAMIE STILL HAS THE BOOK AND IT LOOKS LIKE HE READ IT MANY TIMES. Or at least carried around with him everywhere. Weeping.

"And Tartt finally puts it away" I literally started sheering with tears streaming down my cheeks. I feel like only this show can do it.

Henry is me. Henry is all of us Jamie lovers. God, he could've moved to England and have a constant access to Jamie. Jamie would've loved spending time with him.

Not Jamie's leg AGAIN, but that expression <3 Jamie is THE best. And that smile. That tongue. Having thoughts. :')

Jamie giving up the ball, giving it to Dani to score? TEAM PLAYER. My heart is so full of love for Jamie.

Stay mad about it. x)