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nichoskittycorner · 2 months ago

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I absolutely LOVED how you made my thoughts turn into reality (not) but I also noticed how you were hinting for a part 2(?) maybe? Maybe not?

Anyways, I have another thought that’s been haunting me for the past few days:

Bunny!you are put into a very dangerous situation where wolf!euijoo and wolf!nicho are both in the same place as bunny!you

but now you’re scared because, well they’re wolves, and they find your fear cute,

so they try to take you to care for you

but poor you are too scared to do anything, so they try to make you comfy by well…attending to your needs.

What are your needs? Well it’s kinda mating season and well you’re kinda horny so you just.. ya know… rut yourself into a pillow, but oh wait, wolf!nichojoo see that, so they help you…

take that and run with it bestie, just had to drop it on ya

Love, 🫧

First off, Thank you so much! I'm really glad to hear you enjoyed my mess of ramblings! I wasn't originally hinting at a pt 2 but maybe? Who knows 👀

Well I also love this idea a shit ton! Really hope I do it justice!

>> Bunny!Y/n, Wolf!Nicholas, Wolf!Euijoo, Threesome, double penetration, pretty sure there's more(?) anyway have fun :D

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- Bunny!Y/n who was out at a club with your friends before accidentally getting separated when heading out to the dancefloor. While looking for your friends, you got cornered by some male hybrids who obviously meant trouble and tried to escape, only to end up in a worse situation- Alone in an alleyway with these strangers

-The situation was far from good. You were only a short and squishy bunny against literal predator hybrids. You were as good as dead if they weren't trying to return your wallet to you or something

-The hybrids were getting closer and closer. A dangerous hunger in their eyes. With your back against a corner, all you could do was cower and pray for rescue

-Before you could be hurt or worse, two wolf hybrids approached from behind, their distinct and strong scents instantly making a statement

- "Hey! I think you jerks are prowling the wrong territory. Fuck off before we make this a problem." One of the wolves practically growled as he cracked his knuckles, stark red hair seeming to burn brighter at the prospect for a fight. Sharp eyes honing in on easy prey

-The second wolf looked just as annoyed with the situation. Jaw locked in placed but with his arms crossed, it looked like he was holding himself back from spilling blood. He looked a bit softer but still just as serious

- The wolves needed no explanation, instantly putting themselves in between you and the troublemakers. Things were tense, the air ready to burst into flames at the first wrong move

-Thankfully, the wolves stood their ground and the troublemakers left. Grumbling under their breaths about something you didn't want to hear, just grateful they were gone now

- Your saviors relaxed once the threat was out of range. Almost morphing into different people as they both eased up and offered gentle smiles. The softer looking wolf held his hand out to help you up

- You were still terrified, shaking but accepted his offer. You couldn't help it, they were wolves and you, now a lonely bunny were stuck with them in a dark alley.

-They introduce themselves as Euijoo and Nicholas. Now with names and friendly expressions, they were quite inviting. They offered to take you somewhere safe. But you're basically scared quiet and agree regardless of trying to be calm

-Nicholas and Euijoo take you back to their apartment which oversees the club, probably how they found you so fast.

-Euijoo led you to a room and told you it was okay to get comfortable. His round cheeks looked so soft and pinchable- your heart fluttered slightly as you sat down on the bed. Fingers clutching the sheets for dear life as you kept shaking

- Euijoo wanted to help you relax. You were so cute and looked like you were on the verge of tears since they found you. Fluffy powder tail twitching nonstop, ears pulled back and folding in constantly, watery eyes on full display

-All he was doing was sitting across from you but still, you wouldn't fully relax. Coming into the room, Nicholas had large fluffy blanket in his arms. Wrapping it around your shoulders to keep you warm

-Your hands gripped the edges and held it close to your body. Nicholas and Euijoo looked at each other, both feeling a need to protect and take care of you. But they knew you needed to get home

-They offer to look for your friends. Maybe familiar faces will help you relax and feel safe again

-You give them their names and picture as they didn't answer your calls and they quickly headed out. Urging they wouldn't take too long before leaving

-Now alone, you start thinking and your body starts reacting. They didn't seem to want trouble. Quite the opposite, they both felt so safe but you were too shaken to act accordingly. How silly of your bunny brain to not shake its instinct

-Even though they're wolves, they're were also very attractive! Plus the fact that they rescued you and didn't immediately make you dinner was also a relief, and a turn on

- It didnt help that you this the last night before your heat cycle began, sending you into a horny tizzy for a week until you could be normal again. This night was to just party and relax before that hell and it spiraled out of control

-You couldn't tell how late it was as the hectic night finally slowed down. Allowing you to stop shaking as you laid down and hugged the blanket, one that strongly smelled of those strong and handsome wolves

-You tried to ignore the tingling between your legs. Crossing them and trying to force yourself to sleep so you could ignore the sensation. It only backfired as the friction was adding to your urge

-Face and body heating up quickly as your hips started to move with more energy. The apartment was still quiet and their scents were nowhere close. How bad could getting a quick one out to sleep be?

-You normal brain told you to hold back, that the wolves could come back at any moment and would be horrified to see that. But the other part, the part that was burning and yearning to fuck wasn't listening

-Out of desperation, you quickly stripped your clothing and began touching your body. One hand playing with your chest and the other circling your wet clit

- The relief wasn't enough even after getting a quick orgasm out. Trying again didn't feel like enough, so you took the pillow from beneath your head, folded it and started to hump and rut into the plush fabric

-The rougher motion was more pleasurable, silently pushing you to continue such a lewd and embarrassing act

-Euijoo and Nicholas eventually returned, unable to find your friends. But now they were confused by the overwhelming scent and sounds radiating from the room you were left in

-Peeking in, they find you trying to get off. Crying, whimpering, and desperate. Tiny tail standing proudly in the air with your ass fully exposed to them. Flashes of your wet and hungry pussy graced their vision with each hip movement

-They approach slowly, trying not to starle you but also let you know of their presence. Once again, your instinct is to be frightened. But when recognition sets in, it changes into hunger and lust

-Euijoo speaks calmly, letting you know they couldnt find your friends but weren't listening anymore. Staring them down with a twitchy tail and hung open and drooling lips

-Taking in the scene, Nicholas segways into your situation, pointing out the obvious. That youre naked, humping a pillow and reek of lust. Letting you know they just want to help and despite your fear, you allow it as you're suffering

- How could you resist? Fit, beautiful, wolf hybrids standing before you. You could only imagine how amazing it would be for them to sink their sharp teeth into you or leave claw marks deep in your skin as they knotted and bred you like they owned you

- Your ears swung back and forth as you nodded eagerly as if to agree with their help. And who were they to deny such a cute bunny when you stared at them with pleading eyes?

-Taking the lead, Euijoo hoisted you into his lap and started massaging your sore breasts. His large and warm hands moved in calculated circles, occasionally pinching and tugging at the nipples and making you squirm

-With your legs spread open, Nicholas squatted down in between them, burying his nose in your wet folds and soaking in your heat before licking and sucking at it. Refusing to take it slow and already inserting a finger while teasing your clit with his tongue

- Maybe it was just how desperate your body was to be bred and touched but their efforts had you quaking in no time. Mewling and shaking as your rode out your high on Nicho's tongue

-They're amazing and you cum quickly but beg for more as it's not enough. If anything, that one orgasm sent your body into an even more desperate state.

-You plead and whine and beg for them to fuck you, do whatever they want with your body just make you feel good

-Despite your smaller size in comparison to the wolves, you manage to wiggle free- who knew horny was such a strong emotion?

- With Euijoo still seated on the bed, you straddle his lap. The force nearly knocking him over. Your hands fiddled with his pants before successfully removing them- leaving his red wolf cock exposed and sprang out once freed

-Nicholas was amused at how quick and feverish your movements were, even flustering his friend in the process. As he watched, you wasted no prepping or teasing and inserted his tip inside your pussy

-His girth barely phased you as you lowered your hips and bottomed out until your hips connected. Your dripping pussy aided in such a feral endeavor as you lifted your hips before repeating the process

-You rode his cock without a care in the world, panting and whimpering as his hands dug into your hips to steady you (and maybe himself)

-How quickly you had taken over the situation was both mind boggling but very amusing to the wolves. Euijoo who was trying his hardest to not pin you down and fuck you senseless- and Nicholas who found this whole situation right up his alley

-While riding Euijoo, he decided to also help out. Snaking his arms under yours, one hand holding you by throat, a light squeeze sending a new rush down your body- and his other hand playfully rubbing and flicking at your clit

- Reaching your orgasm was so easy with these two. It's like they knew exactly how to play with your body and made you melt. Your brain going numb as all you wanted was more from them

-To go harder, faster, to stretch you out until there was a permanent mark of these wolves in your body as they knotted you up and maybe even kept you here

-It was completely insane to think such things but when you were in heat, you never were the reasonable or sensible type

- And it definitely felt that way to the wolves who were before you. Taken aback from your original innocent display in a sex craved animal at your core

-After the 3rd time you had cum on Euijoos cock, you started to whine and grind your hips on him. Confused, he asked what was wrong or if you wanted to change something

-Change something? Yes. You wanted more. Not just postions or how fast or hard you were being fucked, you needed more of them. More of their cocks

-Shifting your hips till you were on your knees and only Euijoos tip was still inside, your ass and tail wagging before his friend

-The message wasn't completely clear, we're you asking for his hand? maybe his mouth? Nicholas didn't want to guess wrong. Lucky for him you were impatient and answered the question yourself

-Reaching back and tearing his pants down until his own hard cock was exposed. Taking the hot, thick flesh into your hand and pumped him a few times, earning a groan of satisfaction before beckoning him forward

-Were you going to suck him off? That would seem like a normal follow up to that action but the horny bunny wanted more cock and that's what you would get

-Lining up Nicho's tip at your entrance at well before sliding on it with ease

-It happened so fast, neither wolf had a chance to urge you that it might be too much and you should reconsider. But when the room filled with the moans and groans and satisfaction from them both, the concern was gone

- This, this was perfect now, riding and being fucked by two gorgeous wolf cocks, sending your mind spiraling and your body tingling nonstop- the stretch of your soaked pussy taking them in so easily and yet squeezing so tightly was mindnumbingly deliciously

- Their hands, lips, and teeth were all over you. Someone had pulled you by the ears, while another kissed your neck leaving a trail of bites and marks

-While one sucked on your boobs, using their tongue to tease the nipples, another had his claws dug into your hips and pounding ruthlessly into you

- That's not to mention how stuffed you were with their cum very quickly, urging them for more as you could hear tails wagging against the mattress or skin and their primal growls and snarls take over instead of words

- Just when you would start to think it was too much, you stopped thinking at all as another orgasm hit you. Your entire body overtaken by waves of neverending pleasure as the mess of their sheets only got bigger and so did your desire to be filled with wolf pups

- Time blurred and fuzzed and you didn't care. Even when your phone rang endlessly as the morning sun started to peek over the horizon it was all a blur to you

-All you knew is that you wanted to stay where you were. Being bred and fucked by two glorious wolves who saved you and now you were willing to carry their pups (or maybe that was the heat brain talking)

-Even when their thick knots started to form and threatened to stuff you so they couldn't leave, none of you cared and you welcomed the sensation with open arms

-Regardless, you were their bunny cum slut for this heat cycle, and maybe many more in the future

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daryltwdixon · 6 months ago

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The Heart of Us: Chapter 19

You gasp for air, your throat thick with debris and smoke. The acrid taste of ash clings to your tongue, and every breath feels like you’re inhaling fire. Your hands tremble as you try to push yourself up from the cold cement floor. The sharp bite of glass and debris pierces your palms, forcing a hiss through your teeth. You ignore the sting, the heat radiating through your skin, and force yourself to your knees.

“Glenn? Noah?” you croak, but the sound is barely audible, a broken whisper that vanishes into the chaos. Panic prickles at the edges of your mind, a rush of adrenaline urging you to move. You cough violently, each convulsion tearing at your throat, and dart your eyes around the room. Shapes shift in the haze—shadowy, indistinct. You can hear voices, fragments of shouting cutting through the muffled ringing in your ears, but they seem so far away. You can’t tell where they’re coming from.

Your flashlight catches your eye, its beam weak but steady where it rests among shattered glass. You snatch it up, the familiar weight anchoring you. Swinging the light around, you survey the destruction. Shelving units lie twisted and broken, toppled over like matchsticks by the force of the explosion.

There—movement. The beam lands on Eugene crouched over Tara. She’s sprawled on the ground, blood streaking her pale face, her chest barely rising and falling. Eugene’s hands hover over her, trembling, his expression stricken. You swallow hard, your throat aching as you force yourself to keep moving. The others—they have to be here.

Noah is nearby, propped against a wall. He’s awake but dazed, his eyes glassy as he blinks against the dust-filled air. Further ahead, Glenn is already on his feet, his movements sharp and deliberate as he scans the room. Relief floods through you, but it’s short-lived.

That’s when you see what Glenn is moving toward—Aiden, impaled on a jagged piece of shelving against the far wall. His body is limp, blood soaking through his shirt in dark patches. Your breath catches as Nicholas’s voice cuts through the chaos.

“He’s dead,” Nicholas moans, his tone hollow, defeated.

You try again to call Glenn’s name, your throat too raw to manage more than a rasp. Shaking, you plant your feet beneath you and stand, every movement a battle against the weakness in your limbs. Blood smears the floor where you’d lain, thin trails from the cuts on your hands and legs. Just flesh wounds, you think, trying to reassure yourself. Nothing serious. Not yet.

The snarls of the dead pull your focus. Your flashlight catches their forms—shadows shifting in the smoke, pale faces contorted in hunger. The sound sends ice shooting through your veins. They’re coming. Of course, they’re coming.

Gunshots ring out, and you whirl around to see Eugene fumbling with his pistol, trying to take one down. Your stomach clenches as you spot another walker creeping up behind him.

“Eugene!” you try to yell, but your voice is gone. The sound comes out as little more than a croak. Before you can move, Glenn is there, his blade flashing as he dispatches the walker.

“Get to the office! I’m getting Tara!” Glenn shouts, his voice sharp, commanding. Noah nods and stumbles ahead, his steps uneven.

You don’t hesitate. There’s no time for fear, no space for doubt. You weave through the toppled shelves, dispatching walkers with quick, efficient strikes. Your movements feel mechanical, each kill a necessity, a means of survival. Your throat burns with every breath, but you force yourself forward, closer to the office.

The door slams shut just as you reach it, and for a moment, panic surges in your chest. You pound on it, your bloodied fists leaving smudges against the glass. Inside, the group flinches, their faces twisting in relief as they recognize you. The door opens, and you stumble inside, nearly collapsing as Glenn catches your arm.

“Y/N,” Glenn breathes, his hand finding your shoulder, steadying you. “You okay? You’re bleeding.”

“I’m fine,” you whisper, your voice barely audible. The words feel like sandpaper scraping your throat. “Too close… got thrown back.”

“Shit, your voice—”

“I said I’m fine.” You cut him off, your eyes darting to Tara. “How is she?”

Eugene shakes his head, his hands hovering uselessly over her. “She’s got some serious head trauma,” he says, his voice trembling. “She’s losing blood fast.”

“How do we stop it?” Noah demands, desperation clear in his tone.

“Med kit was in Aiden’s pack,” Nicholas pants, his voice tight with fear. “It got blown to hell.”

“There’s another one in the van,” you rasp, gripping Glenn’s arm for support.

“She’s on her way out,” Eugene pleads, his voice cracking. “We need to get her there.”

Glenn nods sharply, determination setting his jaw. “Alright, we’ll get her there.”

The sound of groaning cuts through the room. You all freeze, turning toward the source. Aiden. He’s awake, his body twitching as walkers close in on him.

“He’s alive?” Glenn says softly, disbelief etched across his face.

“I checked him,” Nicholas stammers, his voice breaking. “I—I thought—”

“We’ve gotta get him,” you say, forcing steel into your voice. Your hands tighten around your knife, the familiar grip grounding you against the chaos.

“Oh, Jesus,” Nicholas breathes, panic overtaking him as the walkers inch closer to Aiden.

“It’ll take at least three of us,” Glenn says, his voice grim.

“Do we have the time?” Noah asks, glancing at Eugene.

“If we pull him off there, we could kill him,” Nicholas says, his voice rising in desperation.

“So we leave him?” Noah snaps, his eyes blazing.

“Go!” Eugene shouts, his voice cracking. “Save him! She’d do it—I know she would. I’ll stay with her, keep her safe. I assure you, I will.”

Your chest tightens as you glance at the others, a silent agreement passing between you. There’s no time for second-guessing. Glenn throws open the door, and you surge forward, knife in hand, ready to cut through the dead.

All of you nod and look between each other. A plan formulates within seconds: Nicholas pulls out his flare, his hands shaking as Glenn flies the door open. You grip your knife tightly, ready to go hand-to-hand with the walkers.

The four of you move through the crowd of walkers, the air thick with their rancid stench and your own pounding adrenaline. Blood pounds in your ears, and every second feels like it stretches endlessly. It only takes a few heart-stopping minutes before you reach Aiden. He’s groaning, his face twisted in agony as he glances down at his impaled body.

“It’s gonna be okay,” Glenn says, his voice calm but firm as he presses his hands reassuringly against Aiden’s chest. “We’re gonna get you out of here. We need you to stay quiet. Can you do that?”

Aiden’s blood-covered face nods weakly, his breaths shallow and erratic. You turn quickly, scanning the room with Noah, flashlights raised and weapons ready for any new threats.

“One, two, three—” Glenn starts, but Aiden’s scream cuts him off as they pull. The sound pierces through the chaos, and your stomach twists at the raw pain in his voice.

“The flare’s burning out!” Noah shouts over his shoulder, his wide, panicked eyes meeting yours. The orange glow flickers, shadows creeping in around you, amplifying the rising tension.

Aiden whimpers in pain, his voice strained, while Nicholas’s panic is palpable. Glenn remains the calm anchor, his tone steady as he barks orders, but the room feels like it’s closing in. Your eyes dart around restlessly, flashlight catching glimpses of movement in the dark. The snarling of walkers draws closer, their silhouettes shifting just beyond the edges of the light.

You raise your gun, the weight familiar but no less urgent in your hands. Each shot rings out sharply, and you wince internally at the noise. The thought nags at you—you should’ve found a silencer for this damn thing. You really should’ve.

Aiden’s screams echo again as they try to pull him free, but Nicholas bumps into you, nearly knocking you over.

“Sorry, I’m sorry!” he stammers, his voice high-pitched and cracking.

You whirl around to glare at him, only to see him dart out of Glenn’s reach, slipping free from his grip. Nicholas stumbles back, his face pale with terror, before he bolts, his footsteps echoing as he sprints away.

“Damn it!” Glenn snaps, his hand grasping at air as Nicholas vanishes.

Anger flares briefly, but there’s no time to process it. Walkers descend on your group, snarling and snapping. You fly to Glenn’s side, helping him try to free Aiden, but the man’s screams make the task impossible.

“Okay—okay—it was us!” Aiden sobs suddenly, his words frantic and broken. “The others before—the last crew—they didn’t panic. We did. It was us. It was us!”

You freeze, the words hitting you like a blow to the chest. The pieces fall into place—the previous crew, the ones you were meant to replace. They hadn’t stood a chance. They’d been left to die.

“It doesn’t matter,” you say, your voice raw and barely audible as you tighten your grip on Aiden. “We’re not leaving you.”

“They’re here!” Noah shouts suddenly, his voice sharp with panic.

He grabs both you and Glenn, yanking you back just as the walkers close in. You stumble, your boots slipping on the blood-slick floor, and your heart lurches as you see the horde descend on Aiden.

“No!” you shout, your voice cracking with the effort. Your chest tightens as you watch, helpless, while the walkers tear into him. His screams rip through the air, raw and agonized, before they’re abruptly silenced.

Glenn turns to you, his hands firm as he pushes you ahead. “Y/N, go!” he yells, his voice snapping you out of the moment.

The three of you sprint out of the room, the snarls of walkers nipping at your heels. The sunlight ahead glints off the large glass doors, but your relief is short-lived.

“Nicholas, stop!” Glenn shouts, his voice sharp with authority. You’re just behind him, your gun raised as you reach the building’s front. Large glass windows let in the harsh light, the sight of walkers outside a grim reminder of the danger on every side. He sprints for the revolving door, but as he steps outside he must realize there's far too many to take on alone, and scrambles back for the doors.

Inside, you’re still far from safe.

“Heads up!” Noah calls, and the three of you turn your focus to the walkers advancing inside. You work quickly, taking out as many as you can. The deafening click of your empty gun makes your heart sink, cold dread seeping into your bones.

“I’m out!” Noah yells, frustration and fear blending in his voice as he runs out of ammo too.

“The doors! Go for the doors! I’ll draw these ones away!” you shout, your words rasping painfully in your throat. Glenn and Noah freeze, their eyes locking with yours in disbelief.

“Y/N—”

“Go!” you snarl, brandishing your knife. “And if you don’t find me—get the hell home.”

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Your legs burn as you take off in the opposite direction, leading the walkers away from Glenn and Noah, back into the dark but into another section of the building. Each breath feels like fire scraping your lungs, but you push forward, dodging between fallen shelves and debris. The dead are relentless, their snarls and the scrape of their feet growing louder with every second.

You glance back for just a moment to make sure they’re following, and your heart seizes. They’re close—too close. Their rotting hands claw the air, reaching for you as you dart through the tight aisles of the warehouse. Your knife flashes as you take one down, the blade sinking into its skull with a sickening crack, but there’s no time to stop. Another walker lunges, and you slam it back against the edge of a shelf, grunting as you drive the knife home.

“Come on,” you mutter under your breath, more to yourself than to them. Your body screams at you to stop, to rest, but you can’t. Not now. Not with this many.

A sliver of light catches your eye—an opening, just ahead. You make a break for it, slipping through a gap in the wall into another room. It’s darker here, quieter, but the sound of walkers isn’t far behind. You force yourself to keep moving, clutching your knife tightly as you scan for another exit.

The sound of voices pulls your attention. Glenn. You can barely make him out over the groans of the dead and the pounding of your heart, but you know he's close, and you wonder for a moment where Nicholas and Noah went. Regardless, relief floods you for a brief moment as you pick up speed, heading for the direction of their voices.

But just as you round the corner, your foot catches on a piece of debris, and you stumble hard. Pain shoots through your knee as you hit the ground, your flashlight skittering away into the shadows. You scramble for it, but the walkers are already on you, their snarls deafening as they close in.

“Shit!” you hiss, twisting onto your back and slashing out with your knife. The blade catches one walker under the jaw, and its weight collapses on top of you. You shove it off, gasping as another reaches for your ankle. Kicking hard, you drive the heel of your boot into its face, sending it reeling backward.

Panic claws at you as you make your way to your feet, dragging yourself back toward the faint light of the warehouse’s exit. You can see the shadows of your group just outside the doors, their figures moving frantically as they deal with the horde outside.

“Glenn!” you rasp, but the sound barely carries. You push forward, slashing and stumbling as the walkers close in from every side. The exit feels impossibly far away, the distance stretching out like a chasm.

Finally, you break free into the open, the sunlight blinding as it hits your face. For a second, you think you’ve made it. You see a bloody Glenn just ahead, the van in sight…but no Noah. Nicholas is already climbing inside, his wide-eyed panic clear even at this distance.

But then the snarls surge behind you, and you realize the horde has followed you out. They spill into the open, pouring through the doorway like a tide, and you barely manage to stay ahead of them. Glenn turns, his face twisting in horror as he sees you.

“Y/N!” he shouts, his voice sharp with fear.

You try to push forward, but one reaches you with his clammy hands from behind, and your legs give out as the weight of terror crushes you. You fall hard, the impact jolting through your bones, and the knife slips from your grasp, skittering across the concrete just out of reach. Your breath catches in a broken gasp, and you claw at the ground, trying to scramble for it, but more walkers are on you. Clawed hands grab at your arms, your legs, their growls and snarls a deafening roar in your ears. Panic overtakes you as you struggle, kicking and thrashing, but their grip tightens, dragging you down.

Your throat burns as you try to cry out, but nothing comes. The screams are stuck, swallowed by the suffocating weight of fear. You smell the press of cold, rotting flesh flooding your nostrils, the sound of gnashing teeth and ragged breathing as you fight them, pushing and shoving and kicking.

“Y/N!” Glenn’s voice cuts through the chaos again, sharp and filled with raw desperation. You hear it, faint over the snarls and groans, and it only makes the ache in your chest worse.

You open your mouth, trying to call back, to scream for them, but no sound comes. Your throat feels like it’s closing, the air ripped from your lungs as you fight against the swarm. His voice echoes in your head, but you can’t see him anymore—only flashes of his face behind the horde closing in.

The last thing you manage is a weak gasp, your vision narrowing as the walkers drag you down completely. You catch a glimpse of the van in the distance, the engine roaring as it speeds away. Through the blur of panic, you see Glenn leaning out the window, his face twisted in horror, his mouth still moving—still calling for you.

You can’t hear him anymore.

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the-babygirl-polls · 1 year ago

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Babygirl Polls Lineup: Week Two

Hello everyone! Here is the lineup for the second week of the Babygirl Polls! Thanks to everyone for their submissions!

Grim Reaper (A Date with Death)

Dazai Osamu (Bungo Stray Dogs)

Lucius the Eternal (Warhammer 40k)

jerma985 (Twitch)

Knock (Nosferatu (1922))

Buggy (One Piece)

Eustass Kid (One Piece)

Amos (Rewritten)

Dr. Boris Habit (Smile For Me)

Uchiha Madara (Naruto)

Klaus (Rewritten)

Morgan "Mac" Macallister (Rewritten)

Dr. Nightshade (Rewritten)

Rosamel (Rewritten)

Hunch Curio (Mentopolis)

Augustus Sinclair (Bioshock 2)

Daniel Fucks (Mentopolis)

The Fix (Mentopolis)

Laurance Zvhal (Minecraft Diaries)

Alex Cabot (Law and Order: SVU)

Doppo Orochi (Baki the Grappler)

Dr. Josef Heiter (The Human Centipede)

Seam (Deltarune)

Norman Osborn (Spiderman (2002))

Ruby Knowby (Ash Vs. Evil Dead)

Vincent Valentine (Final Fantasy VII)

Kaoru Hakaze (Ensemble Stars)

Idia Shroud (Twisted Wonderland)

Lucifer (Obey Me)

Aziraphale (Good Omens)

Aang (Avatar: The Last Airbender)

Ghirahim (Legend of Zelda)

Flora (Winx Club)

Hayato Inui (Etsusa Bridge)

Darcy (Winx Club)

Ahzek Ahriman (Warhammer 40k)

Tsukasa Tenma (Project Sekai)

Angron (Warhammer 40k)

Chrom (Fire Emblem Awakening)

Jurgen (Warhammer 40k)

Damian Tenma (Ace Attorney)

Steve Harrington (Stranger Things)

Wei Wuxian (The Untamed)

Bucky Barnes (Marvel)

Alec Lightwood (Shadowhunters)

Ianto Jones (Torchwood)

Obi-wan Kenobi (Star Wars)

Simon Blackquill (Ace Attorney)

Louie (Pikmin)

Phoenix Wright (Ace Attorney)

Kaveh (Genshin Impact)

Peter Stamatin (Pathologic)

Copycat (Venture Bros)

Macaque (Lego Monkie Kid)

Solid Snake (Metal Gear Solid)

Xigbar (Kingdom Hearts)

Chuuya Nakahara (Bungo Stray Dogs)

Jean Pierre Polnareff (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Subspace (PHIGHTING)

Karl Weissman/Charles Whiteman (Bodies)

Edward Teach (Our Flag Means Death)

Tianlang Jun (Scum Villain's Self Saving System)

Bolearis (Xenoblade Chronicles 3)

Arthur Lester (Malevolent)

Ashley Joanna Williams (Evil Dead)

Mason (Roblox)

Firebug (Town of Salem)

Willow Rosenberg (Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

Loki Laufeyson (Marvel)

Vriska Serket (Homestuck)

Jennifer Check (Jennifer's Body)

Harrowhark Nonagesimus (The Locked Tomb)

Dennis Reynolds (It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia)

Zim (Invader Zim)

Jon Arbuckle (Garfield)

Hikaru Gero (MarriageToxin)

Eichi Tenshouin (Ensemble Stars)

Tiw (My School President)

Richard Karinsky (Caroline in the City)

Francis Rawdon Moira Crozier (The Terror)

Daan (Fear and Hunger: Termina)

Joe Hills (Hermitcraft)

Feng Xin (Tian Guan Ci Fu)

Professor Hershel Layton (Professor Layton)

Seon Ahyeon (Debut or Die)

Tena Sorimura/Phantom Solitaire (Deadmount Deathplay)

Yotasuka Takahashi (Blue Period)

Nicholas D. Wolfwood (Trigun)

Park Moondae (Debut or Die)

Ulysses S. Grant (American History)

Cardinal Copia (The Band Ghost)

Raphael (Baldur's Gate 3)

Captain John Hart (Torchwood)

Narciso Anasui (JoJo's Bizarre Adventure)

Seteth (Fire Emblem)

Link (The Legend of Zelda)

Soren (Fire Emblem)

Roland (Library of Ruina)

Tohru Adachi (Persona 4)

Ryotaro Dojima (Persona 4)

#poll lineup #week two #the babygirl polls

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weirdestbooks · 8 months ago

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The Death of Unity (Wattpad | Ao3)

Death of the Korean Empire, requested by Violetsaredancing

August 22, 1910

“If you think I will be surprised by this, I am not,” Korea said from his seat on the floor. He refused to die with dishonor or cowardice. Japan would be the one to kill him; he had known that for a long time, but he refused to let himself stoop to her level.

He refused to show her fear.

Japan had been killing his country for a long time. She was like a disease that infected and killed those around her, an insatiable hunger for power, leaving her ruthless and deranged.

She was a powerful enemy, but one with no sense of humanity.

Korea didn’t know how things had gotten bad so quickly.

He had tried to be neutral, to stay out of world affairs. His neutrality was recognized by many countries, and Korea had foolishly assumed himself safe. Although he would not deny his close friendship with Russia, things had been good. He was working on reforms, on modernizing his country. He had been hopeful for the future.

Everything changed when Japan and Russia went to war. Japan, against all odds and expectations, won.

Then, there was no one to stop her from slowly taking over.

First, it was the Eulsa Treaty. Korea hated that treaty with every fiber of his being. It made him a protectorate of Japan and, more importantly, allowed Japan to start the process of isolating him from all of his friends and allies. Korea was no longer allowed to speak to other countries, to write letters, or do anything the likes of an independent country should do.

He was Japan’s now, and it was Japan’s job to take care of all that for him. Which, of course, meant he could no longer have any countryhuman friends and could only speak to Japan.

His people were not happy with the treaty either. Many of his politicians had committed suicide over it, and Emperor Gojong had helped to lead resistance. Korea had sent secret embassies to plead for his independence in other countries, while their cowardly governments began to pull out their embassies from Korea, leaving international matters in Japan’s manipulative hands.

Nicholas II and Russia had given Korea and his emperor a bit of hope when they secretly invited them to the Hague Conference in 1907, but their emissaries were denied access, Korea was prevented from leaving his home by Japan, and the Japanese Korean Amry crushed any public dissonance.

And crucially, Emperor Gojong abdicated, leaving Emperor Sunjong to take the throne.

Things only got worse from there.

After that, Korea was forced into signing another treaty, with Japan practically holding her sword at his throat as he did so. This treaty of 1907 was even worse than the one that took away his nationhood, as it allowed Japanese officials to be employed in his government. And if that wasn’t bad enough, any Japanese who served as advisors to his government were made a part of his central government.

Japan wasn’t just controlling his external affairs, but his internal affairs as well.

Korea only felt weaker and sicker after that. Like he said, Japan was a disease, and the symptoms of her presence were only getting worse.

She garrisoned her focus in the palace and began disarming regiments of Korea’s army, including his elite Pyeongyang Jinwidae.

“You don’t need this silly army,” Japan had said happily as she dragged him out to watch the disarming, leaving him helpless to assist his people and ashamed that he could not do more for them. “I am your protector from those European colonizers. I will keep you and your land safe. You don’t need to worry.”

Korea didn’t believe her. Japan was one of those people who talked a lot about who she was and what she did, all while choosing to remain blind to her own faults. Korea would not believe her because he was no fool.

Japan soon began dissolving regiments of his army, leaving Korea with no way to defend himself from her. Even the handpicked guards who had watched over his home for years were dismissed and replaced by Japan’s people.

Korea’s people did not just take that lying down, however, and many began to fight back. But it was hopeless. They simply did not have the manpower or ability to fight off her army. They would not be able to win.

When Japan told him, a sick sweetness in her voice, that she had suppressed that last of the “rebellions,” the last of the righteous armies fighting for his independence, Korea had begun preparations for his death. There was no one left to fight for him anymore, and Korea knew that it was only a matter of time before Japan’s bloodlust called for his death.

He had gone back to his home in Seoul and prepared for his death.

He cleaned his home and set aside precious artifacts and personal items from his human home to his small place in the Land-In-Between, something for his descendants to one day find. He had passed along the message of their location to Russia, the only person he trusted, the only one who really tried to save him from Japan.

The one who lost the war.

“I will keep it safe,” Russia said, gently taking the letter from him, a small smile on his usually emotionless face.

Then Korea went home, and he waited for the inevitable, which brought him back to the moment Japan entered his home.

“Chōsen, it is time for you to sign the new treaty between our countries. Our people are waiting,” Japan said. Korea stood up and turned to face her.

“I will not sign your treaty. I will not sign away my life for you. If you want to take my kingdom and my people, if you want to force them into your country, then you will kill me yourself. You will look me in the eyes and see me die and live with that guilt forever.” Korea said, voice even and steady as he looked Japan straight in the eyes, looking the killer disease that had haunted him for the past five years in the eyes and daring her to do what she had been attempting for years. Japan smirked viciously.

“Fine by me.”

Then, there was a flash of a sword, and Korea knew no more.

#countryhumans #oneshots by weird #historical countryhumans #countryhumans japanese empire #countryhumans imperial japan #countryhumans korean empire

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disabled-characters-showdown · 2 years ago

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Disabled Characters in the Showdown Currently

Notes:

1.) This list is subject to change, so if you see it off a reblog, please check the link to this post here. At some point this will probably stop updating, as we tend to forget to. Before we kick off the showdown there will be another post. Characters are under the cut, the list is currently unorganized, but might get organized later.

2.) If you see a character on here and you want to submit propaganda for them please feel free to, there is no submission limit or character per fandom limit. Here is the link to the submission form. Characters from the prior round of this showdown are fair game except Toph, Toothless and Hiccup. Additionally, most characters from @gay-disabled-characters-showdown are also fair game.

3.) The amount of submissions will not affect how likely a character is to get into the showdown. If you submitted a character and they are not here, we probably just haven’t gotten to verifying your character yet. If it’s been more than 3-4 days since you submitted the character you can shoot us an ask as to why they are not on the list, it might be an error on our part.

4.) When will submissions close? We have no fucking clue. At the earliest sometime October, as we are still working on setting up over @gay-disabled-characters-showdown which is still accepting submissions here. Additionally, as we need to write image descriptions it takes us a ridiculous amount of time to get set up.

5.) If you think a character doesn’t qualify you can send us an ask or leave a comment, and we can show you the explanation we have for the character as to how they count.

7.) If there is a character or media on here you think is problematic you can send us an ask and we will evaluate. That being said it’s not about being the best most perfect representation.

Tougou Mimori- Yuuki Yunna is a Hero

Olivia- Fear and Hunger 2: Termina

Edward Elric- Fullmetal Alchemist

Takashi ‘Shiro’ Shirogane- Voltron: Legendary Defender

Narti- Voltron: Legendary Defender

Shirou Emiya- Fate Stay Night

Red Haired Shanks- One Piece

Neil Watts- To the Moon/ Finding Paradise/ Imposter Factory

Harrowhawk Nonagesimus- The Locked Tomb

Wei Shi London Arelius- Cradle

Clint Barton- Marvel Comics

Barbara Gordon- DC Comics

Anna Tromedlov- Hench

Chirrut Îmwe- Star Wars: Rogue One

Imperator Furiosa- Mad Max: Fury Road

Long John Silver- Muppet Treasure Island

David- Four Weddings and a Funeral

Kaz Brekker- Six of Crows

Wu Zetian- Iron Widow

Cassandra Cain- DC Comics

Entrapta- She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

Bran Stark- A Song of Ice and Fire

Heart- Moonlight Chicken

Wen Kexing- Faraway Wanderers

Hartley Rathaway/Pied Piper- DC Comics

Wen Kexing- Word of Honor

Zhou Zishu- Word of Honor

Baiken- Guilty Gear

Draal the Deadly- Trollhunters: Tales of Arcadia

Petra- 1992 Summer Paralympics/ Cobi Troupe cartoon series

Twyla Boogeyman- Monster High

Kaladin Stormblessed- The Stormlight Archive

Nath- 100% Orange Juice/Sora

John D. Cort- Baywatch

Ming-Hua- Avatar: The Legend of Korra

Takane Enomoto (Ene)- Kagerou Project

Sylvette Suede- Tegami Bachi

Sunny- Omori

Basil- Omori

Stone- ONE by Cheesyhfj on YouTube

Parker- Leverage

Eustass Kid- One Piece

Fujitora- One Piece

Nog- Star Trek: Deep Space Nine

Ashton Greymoore- Critical Role

Geordi La Forge- Star Trek: The Next Generation

Nicholas Benedict- The Mysterious Benedict Society

Hermann Gottlieb- Pacific Rim

Johnny Joestar- JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure

Linh Cinder- The Lunar Chronicles

Percy Jackson- Percy Jackson and the Olympians

Genya Safin- Grishaverse

Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd, Fire Emblem Three Houses

Wylan Van Eck- Six of Crows

Jesper Fahey- Six of Crows

Havelock Vetinari- Discworld

Stiles Stilinski- Teen Wolf

Charles Xavier- X-Men

Hitori Gotoh- Bocchi the Rock

Vash the Stampede- Trigun

Gintoki Sakata- Gintama

Big Boss- Metal Gear

Black Raisin Cookie- Cookie Run Kingdom

Daan- Fear and Hunger 2: Termina

General Amaya- The Dragon Prince

Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader- Star Wars

Sir Alastair Hammerlock- Borderlands

Alinta- DC Comics

Norma Khan- Dead End: Paranormal Park

George Mullner- Stardew Valley

Rani- Disney Faries

Joey Wilson/Jericho- DC Comics

Pit- Kid Icarus

Chai- Hi-Fi Rush

Sarah Sharpe- The Sea Beast

Gregg Lee- Night in the Woods

Arthur Lester- Malevolent

Kim Kitsuragi- Disco Elysium

Zee- Total Drama Island Reboot

Ignis Scientia- Final Fantasy XV

Komugi- Hunter x Hunter

Cheza- Wolf’s Rain

Maedhros- The Silmarillion

Ballister Boldheart- Nimona

Doom- Mashle: Magic and Muscles

Ianthe Tridentarius- The Locked Tomb

Talbot- Curse Words: Spellcasting for Fun and Prophet

Aka Ashi no Zeff- One Piece

Charlotte Webber/Sun-Spider- Marvel Comics

Zolf Smith- Rusty Quill Gaming podcast

#polls #disability #poll #fandom polls #disabled characters #disabled characters showdown

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sir-silly · 1 year ago

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my faves

Below are all my favorite medias, as well as my favorite characters from them in parentheses ().

My favorite movies are The Chronicles of Narnia (Lucy, Edmund, Peter), Pirates of the Caribbean (Will, Elizabeth, Jack), Winnie the Pooh Heffalump movie (Kanga, Piglet, Pooh, Roo, Lumpy), Tangled (basically all of them), Mulan (Mulan, Mushu, Cricket), and The Darkest Minds (basically all of them).

My favorite shows are The Walking Dead (Daryl, Beth, Connie, Carl, Judith, Aaron, Rosita, Siddiq), Fear the Walking Dead (Alicia, Daniel), The 100 (Clarke, Lexa, Bellamy, Murphy, Raven, Miller), Grey’s Anatomy (Mark, Lexie, Jo, Callie, Maggie), Station 19 (Jack, Ben, Vic, Dean), NCIS (basically all of them), and The Last of Us (basically all of them).

My favorite video games are The Sims, The Walking Dead Game (Clem, Lee, Luke, Louis, Mitch, Carley, Doug, Katjaa, Gabe, Ruby, Aasim), Until Dawn (Sam, Mike, Matt, Chris, Josh, Beth), Minecraft, Planet Zoo, Papers Please (Jorji Costava), and Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage (Kanade, Saki, Tsukasa, Shizuku, Kohane).

My favorite books (which I don’t remember all my fav characters from, but I’ll do my best) are the Edge of Collapse series (basically all of them) by Kyla Stone, The Darkest Minds series (basically all of them) by Alexandra Bracken, Kindred Spirits (basically all of them) by Rainbow Rowell, Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberly McCreight, The Hunger Games series (Peeta, Joanne, Finnick) by Suzanne Collins, Cold River by William Judson, Eleanor & Park by Rainbow Rowell, Elsewhere by Gabrielle Zevin, The Darkness After series by Scott B. Williams, Fangirl (basically all of them) by Rainbow Rowell, Girl Underwater (basically all of them) by Claire Kells, Hatchet by Gary Paulsen, A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle, Calendar Papers by Cynthia Voigt, If I Stay series by Gayle Forman, Look Again (basically all of them) by Lisa Scottoline, One by One (basically all of them) by Ruth Ware, To a Young Jazz Musician by Wynton Marsalis with Selwyn Seyfu Hinds, The Fault in Our Stars (basically all of them) by John Green, The Map of Salt and Stars (basically all of them) by Zeyn Joukhadar, The Orphan’s Tale (basically all of them) by Pam Jenoff, Trapped (basically all of them) by Michael Northrop, Two by Two by Nicholas Sparks, Winterdance (basically all of them) by Gary Paulsen, When (basically all of them) by Victoria Laurie, and The 100 series (Bellamy) by Kass Morgan.

My favorite YouTubers are Markiplier, Crankgameplays, Lordminion777, Muyskerm, Jacksepticeye, CallMeKevin, AmazingPhil, and Daniel Howell.

My favorite ships are Will and Elizabeth (Pirates of the Caribbean). Rapunzel and Eugene (Tangled). Daryl and Beth, Daryl and Connie, Carl and Enid, Aaron and Jesus, Rosita and Siddiq, Rosita and Eugene (TWD). Clarke and Lexa, Clarke and Bellamy (The 100). Tony and Ziva (NCIS). Jackson and April, Jo and Alex, Mark and Lexie, Teddy and Henry, Callie and Arizona (Grey’s Anatomy). Vic and Dean (Station 19). Clementine and Louis, Mitch and James, Lee and Carley (TWDG). Sam and Mike, Sam and Beth, Matt and Jess (Until Dawn). Hannah and Liam, Reynoso and Perez (Edge of Collapse). Ruby and Liam (The Darkest Minds). Katniss and Peeta (The Hunger Games).

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soldieryaoi · 2 years ago

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>makes the decision to save pav >complains the entire time

oh yeah they take him to the speakeasy instead of the train

#pav fear and hunger #levi fear and hunger #nicholas fear and hunger #funger oc #fear and hunger termina #f&h2 #f&h termina #fear and hunger 2 #my art #pav f&h #f&h pav #levi f&h #f&h levi

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girlfictions · 2 years ago

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hari need to know your thoughts on the succession finale once you finish it 🙏

i’ve genuinely been in a state of shock since i finished the ep so i’m probably going to ramble terribly bc my brain will explode otherwise.... thoughts under the cut!!! and massive spoiler warning obviously 💪

OKAAYYY in no particular order:

greg getting whacked was beautiful i wish he'd been stomped into a pulp honestly sorry for not being able to separate the art from the artist but nicholas braun is a weasel and i hope he gets hit by a car

that being said tom and greg's interactions this ep were top tier i'm not a tomgreg enthusiast like That but i think every scene of theirs was hilarious as it was twisted

tom this whole episode... phenomenal. matthew is just a cut above in terms of acting he embodied tom's hunger and desperation and patheticisms so perfectly i really felt more and more unsettled by him every appearance

i do wish we had more stewy screentime but i also wish that for every single episode arian moayed is so freaking talented and charismatic and amazing and he ate up every second he was on screen

speaking of stewy. "you kiss guys on molly" <- BITCH.....? i actually don't know if i've mentioned this on tumblr but i'm a kenstewinator for life and frankly this was confirmation that they explored each other's bodies at college idgaf what anyone has to say about it

ohhhh my god the fucking "meal fit for a king" scene. i can't even find the words for it. seeing them all so happy and having so much fun with each other in that moment was just so heartbreaking bc i KNEW it wasn't going to last 😭 like my mum and i literally checked how much time was left in the episode after that scene and looked at each other like Wellll something terrible is going to happen isn't it.

kendall My beautiful baby boy kendall IM SORRY I WASNT YOUR MOTHERRRRRRRR . i could honestly write an essay about kendall in this episode alone i have never seen such a tragic crumbling of the self maybe ever. him sitting at logan's desk thinking he's finally won... his reaction to shiv betraying their deal... him attacking roman like i was seriously breathless my god that entire sequence was fucking crazy

and to be quite honest if i was kendall in that situation well i would have killed myself in that damn board room and changed the trajectory of all those old hags lives forever . like "i'm a cog built for one machine" And now he has nothing no father no siblings no wife no kids no company my fucking goddddddd 🤦‍♀️

i started chanting "please please please dont kill yourself" out loud in the final scene and i'm dead serious the kendall water motif HAUNTS ME and i was so freaking scared . but that final frame is honestly equally awful like kendall alone with colin in the background him basically becoming logan with none of the power this is seriously the worst possible ending for him.....

shiv doomed to repeat the pattern of being under a man's thumb is genuinely so deeply demented jesse armstrong sleep with one eye open. and i hate it so much because it makes so much SENSE like yeah she's lady macbeth she's caroline she's the wife she's the mother and she will never be anything else okay OKAYY.

like that scene w her and tom in the car where he waits for her to hold his hand was so fucking spine chilling also the ambiguity of us not knowing whether tom knows that shiv was the deciding vote in his favour is crazy <- i do think it makes sense that he would know but just shiv having that as a bargaining chip so they can sting each other over and over again like its all about the cycles i fear

roman being so resigned to it all by the end was sick like ok that comment about kendall's kids was evil but i still felt for him howeverr i do think out of the trio he will be objectively the most okay in the future... like he's free from it all in a way shiv obviously isn't and kendall literally can't be

honestly i'm struggling to articulate anything more i'm still so overwhelmed by how it came to a close.. never have i watched a show that left me so heartbroken and hollow but also absolutely satisfied narratively like succession is going down in the history books FR 😭

also they're def going to sweep the emmys and it will be so deserved i seriously think they need to invent a new rule to allow for a tie because i cannot imagine how they're going to decide between kieran and jeremy for best lead... <- i do lean a little towards jeremy bc i'm a biased kendall girl but kieran's performance esp in the first half of this season was just jawdropping so who knows

this got really long i'm so sorry but i feel like a crazed woman what a fucking show what a fucking ending i will never be the same after this SUCCESSION YOU WILL ALWAYS BE SO FAMOUS !!!!!!!!!!!!

#succession #succession spoilers

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sparklee-selfships · 1 year ago

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F/O list!

okay with sharing except for the highlighted ones!

🥀 Lawrence Oleander (Boyfriend To Death 2)

💉Daan (Fear and Hunger 2: Termina)

🔶 Albedo (Genshin Impact)

🖌️ Hwei (League of Legends)

🔪 Andrew Graves (The Coffin Of Andy and Leyley)

🤍 Griffith (Berserk)

🖤 Simon Henriksson (Cry of fear)

🛑 V2 (ULTRAKILL)

💌 Chae Yul (Secret Alliance)

🚩 Kayn (League of Legends)

🌙 Aphelios (League of Legends)

🦊 Ahri (League of Legends)

✝️ Nicholas D. Wolfwood (Trigun)

🐰 Sigewinne (Genshin Impact)

💟 Qiqi (Genshin Impact)

✒️ Rohan Kishibe (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure)

🎠 Lucy Steel (Jojo's Bizarre Adventure)

💡Niko (One Shot)

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nicholas-wolfwood · 2 years ago

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Waiting... (pt. 2)

Okay. So, he fucked up somehow, and Punk abandoned him. He wasn’t coming back. He might as well accept it. That was fine it wasn’t. He can manage. He hasn’t had the luxury of being able to rely on someone as far back as he could remember, so why would that change now? He’d thought Vash would be different. Stupid. Weak. Wishful thinking of a naïve child; grow up!

He made the mistake of trying to take a breath to steady his nerves, instead coughing up another lump of half-old blood. Thanks to his enhancements, even without the medicine, simple wounds like this wouldn’t kill him. That didn’t mean they didn’t weaken him; he could feel the strength leaving his body, and after several days of being unable to stomach food or water, and losing a fair amount of blood, he wasn’t recovering like he should be.

What was worse, the bastards that snuck in had latched and locked the door behind them, and with nothing he could use to pull himself up that high, he had no way of opening it. Not until his strength returned. Beyond that, any noise he tried to make in an attempt to get someone’s attention had thus far been ignored, and even then, if he couldn’t rely on a companion for help, how could he trust strangers? No, that wasn’t an option.

He’d have to get his strength back, first.

It was almost frighteningly easy how quick his mind was able to slip back into survival mode, shoving the hurt and fear aside to be dealt with later. He’d torn part of the inn’s sheets for a makeshift bandage to at least try to stem some of the bleeding before it slowed. It wasn’t the best, but it was the only thing there.

Next. Water. He’d been feeling his thirst coming back, hunger as well, and by now was nearly dizzy with it. He’d long since drained the glass left at his side before Vash left, and as weak as he was (with no use in his legs), the trip to the kitchen might as well be a hundred yard crawl. Steeling himself, Wolfwood used his arms to drag himself to his destination, leaving smears of blood leading into the kitchen, and red hand prints where he’d clawed his way there. The upper cabinets were a moot point (even if they DID have extra food in them), so he focused on the sink. He just needed water. The counters were a problem. Same as the door, he tried using his arms to pull himself up, but between the blood loss, hunger, dehydration, and the exertion it took to even get this far, what strength he had left slipped away and he fell back down with a bitten-off cry of pain as he felt the stab wounds tear open again.

“FUCK!!” Cursing, Nicholas furiously clawed at the wood, trying desperately to pull himself up, and leaving more bloody tracks as he did, but it was no use. He couldn’t get high enough.

He was breathing heavily by the time he’d been forced to give up, leaning his forehead against the damn wood, trying to think. Water. He desperately needed water! He couldn’t reach the sink, let alone the cabinets, so he’d need to find a lower source.

His eyes strayed to the bathroom. Desperate times called for desperate measures. He only hoped he had enough strength left to reach the toilet for what little water was in there.

#ic status #event: aftermath #AND ON THE OTHER END OF CRACK #event: severed spine #he is NOT doing well #v: stampede #long post

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raven-undergrove · 3 months ago

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Welcome

Raven. 25. She/Her.

☀️Gemini 🌙Taurus ⬆️Gemini

Neurodivergent. Feminist. Bi.

INFJ (The Advocate). 4w5 (The Bohemian).

I am an aspiring indie author and I hope to share my first book soon!

I am a universalist pagan & an eclectic witch. I am Hekatean, as Hekate is my patron goddess, but I honor and worship many other spirits and deities, including Kali Ma, Lilith, Nicnevin, Freyja, Loki, Dionysus, Artemis, Apollo, Aphrodite, Medusa, Isis, Sekhmet, Bastet, Ma'at, and Seshat.

On this blog, you may find posts about writing, books, witchcraft, vampires, feminism, human rights, astrology, mental health, politics, art, mythology, dark academia, fandom content, etc.

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Blessed be!

. FAVORITES .

Movies: Wonka; Wicked; Cats; The Lord of the Rings; The Hobbit; The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes; The Maze Runner; Nosferatu; Fear Street; The Greatest Showman; Captain America; Black Widow; The Marvels; Wonder Woman; Man of Steel; Red, White, & Royal Blue; My Policeman; The Craft; The VVitch; Star Wars; Aladdin, The Little Mermaid; Poor Things; Barbie; Swiss Army Man; The Woman in Black; Dune; Hocus Pocus

TV Shows: Roswell, New Mexico; Dead Boy Detectives; The Sandman; Constantine; Lucifer; Young Justice; ATLA; Daredevil; Shadowhunters; Queen's Gambit; Alias Grace; Legacies; The Vampire Diaries; Interview with the Vampire; First Kill; Hannibal; Teen Wolf; Rings of Power; Supernatural; Stranger Things; Shadow and Bone; The Haunting of Bly Manor; Criminal Minds

Books: The Six of Crows Duology; Ninth House; Hell Bent; Red, White, & Royal Blue; One Last Stop; The Simon Snow Trilogy; The Hunger Games; The Red Scrolls of Magic; Ghosts of the Shadow Market; The Lord of the Rings; Ocean's Echo; She Drives Me Crazy; Life and Death; The Vampire Armand; The Vampire Lestat

Female Characters: Elphaba Thropp, Lucy Gray Baird, Katniss Everdeen, Johanna Mason, Galadriel, Eowyn, Claudia Eparvier, Inej Ghafa, Nina Zenik, Jane Su, Sarah Fier, Juliette Fairmont, Malia Tate, Natasha Romanoff, Yelena Belova, Wanda Maximoff, Carol Danvers, Michelle Jones, Sharon Carter, Koriand'r, Raven (DC), Cassandra Cain, Caitlin Snow/Killer Frost, Josie Saltzman, Hope Mikaelson, Ariel, Kate Sharma

Male Characters: Armand, Legolas, Bilbo Baggins, Aragorn, Kaz Brekker, Simon Snow, Alec Lightwood, Jem Carstairs, Prince Henry, Michael Guerin, Will Graham, Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Willy Wonka, Castiel, Jack Kline, Steve Rogers, Matt Murdock, Peter Parker, Loki Laufeyson, Eros/Starfox, Dick Grayson, Tim Drake, Barry Allen, Clark Kent, John Constantine, Edwin Payne, Morpheus, Cal Kestis, Landon Kirby, Stefan Salvatore, Enzo St. John, Aladdin, Zuko, Ian Gallagher

Ships: Captain Swan, Zutara, Devil's Minion, Lesmand, Claudeleine, Gigolas, Kanej, Darklina, Snowbaz, Malec, Everlark, First Prince, Jane/August, Malex, Hannigram, Calliette, Damie, Sterek, Stalia, Sameena, Sarah/Hannah, Destiel, Gallavich, Romanogers, Staron, Spideychelle, DickKori, Timbern, Clois, Snowbarry, Batstantine, Harlivy, Catwin, Dreamling, Deckerstar, Handon, Posie, Stelena, Bonenzo, Merrical, Gelphie, Fiyeraba

Authors: Leigh Bardugo, Casey McQuiston, J.R.R. Tolkien, Mark Waid, Suzanne Collins, Anne Rice, Rainbow Rowell

Actors: Assad Zaman, Misha Collins, Cameron Monaghan, Aria Shahghasemi, Orlando Bloom, Dylan O'Brien, Freddy Carter, Michael Vlamis, Chris Evans, Tom Holland, Nicholas Galitzine, Timothee Chalamet

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ultimatepowaa · 1 year ago

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Media cowardice in comparison to Kingdom hearts.

Watching the Nicholas Cage movie "Renfield" immediately after finishing Kingdom Hearts 2 laid bare the lacking nature of media. I was interested in this movie because Nicholas Cage films tend to be unapologetic about their campyness and after playing Kingdom Hearts we were hungering for bravely authentic things.

Modern movies have a problem where they cannot submerge themselves in their own fiction, always sprinkling a "WHOA THIS IS WEIRD" or highlighting its own melodrama as a butt of the joke. These invalidations ruin the media and take away the value of many pieces of media. Barbie was celebrated in 2023 because of this authenticity that was lacking in so many pieces of media. Renfield had a scene where two characters are having a discussion designed as the "heartfelt" part of the movie, but because it fails to truly dive into his emotions it just feels stapled onto the story.

Renfield starts off strong, absorbed into its own fiction and really experiencing it and prepping us for emotions within its world. But slowly as it becomes unconfident in being earnest it becomes a parody of the recovery from abuser story it tries to tread, as the character spits therapy affirmations incongruent to the actual nature of the combat that is happening, lines that could have been used in a different manner more powerfully were turned into an insulting joke. In doing this it invalidates its own fictional statements by exposing the fictions absurdity, but on real issues it hides from authentic statements by applying a repetitiveness and shallowness to them and applies them in methods which invalidates their power. This movie has the cloak of meaning in reality to justify itself, but it consumes it's own meaning in cowardice. And this is what a lot of media does.

In contrast Kingdom hearts however is a piece of media that would be incredibly constrained from even discussing analogies about any real world issues no matter how small. A reactionary could never accuse Kingdom Hearts of "wokeness" because it has zero relation to anything real, analogies usually so easy to apply to many many pieces of media cannot be applied here. Any yet this peice of media still says so many things. It builds a world of life and death and inbetween, of pieces of one's self. It's physics are strictly different to reality. And it takes that on authentically. to the characters, the world is real and the stakes are real. It creates its own philosophical questions about existing in that world and then forges moral standings on how to navigate that world. You can learn things from this media, even if it doesn't take a stance on literally anything real. You could say the absence of encompassing capitalism makes this inherently leftist, an imagining of a world without capitalism (supposedly meant to be impossible) due to nobody really owning much at all and nomadism being the norm, but really it isn't even that, because its not highlighted and purely accidental, simply just an inevitable symptom of avoiding all calls to reality. (Highlights interesting points about the Overton window but that's another discussion)

What kingdom hearts says about isolation causing dark things, the value of emotion and the power of courage can be taken as meaningful reminders of our morality set (or at least morals appreciated incredibly widely).

Kingdom hearts isn't a cowardly piece of media, even within its political boundaries. It builds a framework for meaning inside itself and shows you the depth of those questions. And it really shows what is lacking in many movies and tv shows due to the fear of camp and the fear of political un-relatability.

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