#nikolaj gogol × reader

[long-life-to-bsd]

Exam season

Pairings: kunikida, dazai, ranpo, nikolai × reader

Tw: mentions of having to do an exam🥲, slightly suggestive, Dazai

Unfortunately I'm writing this to cope with the fact that tomorrow I start a very bad exam session... Yeah, let's go

KUNIKIDA

He was a math teacher and that would be very helpful because he would be super serious about you doing good on this exam.

He asks you to repeat everything out loud to him and prepares tests to help you.

He would be very strict (because he knows from his experience what his best for a student). But the second he realised he had been to harsh with you he would immediately apologise.

Lots of compliments and kisses every time you do something good

He will make sure you follow an healthy routine during exam season: prepares you healthy meal and snacks, makes sure you get at least seven hours of sleep (mostly because he loves sleeping with you)

Helps you dealing with stress and anxiety

Would also be very gentle and caring and would make the day before and after the exam just about you.

He would be so so so proud of you (and happy that you are a cultured woman)

Thanks to his help you would never fail. He would start preparing you months before. But absolutely no cheating.

Going to give you the a very nice reward😏

DAZAI

Slightly annoyed by the fact you cannot give him all the attention he wants.

But he likes the fact that at least one in the relationship has a better education (truly concerned about bsd characters education, like... basic human rights where?)

Would randomly close your book or interrupt you for a kiss

Or would say something "Why don't we continue in bed? Every time you are right I will make sure you'll fell soooo good!" ""Sure Dazai, like you know the difference between-every topic you want-?"

Makes sure you are not to stressed or tense: he gives you the best massages ever.

Great support the day of the exam: like, he would be outside waiting for you with giant posters and other members of the agency.

Would not help you actually studying. Absolutely not.

Does not know a thing about the topic you've being studying

Finds you sexy between all those books and paper and would let you know.

He makes sure the professor knows he better not let you fail.

RANPO

He would always make sure you have a sweet snack while studying.

Would be silently keep you company while he eats them.

He gets bored easily but if you want to repeat everything to him he will listen.

Doesn't find what you are studying interesting, but honestly do you?

Would immediately understand when you are to stress and help you with that.

Very supportive and proud of you. Moreover he loves seeing you studying like that because you look smart and loves to be in a power couple: you to could easily destroy anyone just by looking at them.

Lots of hugs

Would suggest you to use sweets as rewards to study more. Even though he would prefer another kind of reward.

If you fail (which is not going to happen) he'll ruin the professor reputation telling his darkest secrets.

NIKOLAI

(Don't ask me way, I just thought he could be nice, I would want him during my exam season🙃)

"Dove, don't worry, if you fail you can always work with me!? You don't need to study Russian literature to be a terrorist!!"

Would randomly close your books and guess what, it's quiz time

Would actually prepare little quizzes just for you exam even though he really doesn't understand why you do that (really why are we doing this)

He your answer is incorrect well, you just choose death. Everywhere you go you would find the right answer written on a sticky note. He would wake you up in your sleep and asks you that.

Special rewards (and punishments). Would use the exam as an excuse for this. Like you have time

You could never fail this exam. He made sure of it, he personally threatened the professor and their entire family just for you. How sweet.

[long-life-to-bsd]

Free time

Pairings: fyodor, nikolai, ango × reader

Summary: some not so long headcanons about how those very busy men would spent their free time with you

Warnings: some suggestive content (but really nothing to much), Fyodor

FYODOR

Doesn't have a lot of free time: obviously he is busy doing his rat things.

You can sit next to him though, just be quiet. If you annoy him while he is working he will find a way to stop that and it's not a nice one.

But sometimes he has normal free time to spend with you and he likes doing that, it's relaxing.

You would definitely play chess. And you always loose, sometimes even on purpose. That one time you won he questioned his tactics for a week, rethought every second of the match only to conclude that you cheated. Which didn't make him happy and he ignored you till said sorry (for something you didn't do)

Or you would play an instrument. He would love to play the cello while you play the piano slowly entering in a competition, trying to prove his superiority. But he would always applaud once you've finished your piece.

NIKOLAI

Has more free time than Fyodof

He definitely teaches you some magic trick. Like little kids you would prepare a little magic show for Fyodor (who isn't a big fan).

If you don't want to learn them he can either force you to try them or you can also just watch: remember to applaud though.

Dressing up with theatre clothes. He likes inventing the dumbest stories for you two to play.

Also circus tricks. They are more difficult to teach you but he always has fun seeing you falling. He also gets a bit handy when trying them, but it's not a big deal (for him at least).

ANGO

"Free time?" Just joking, since he is in a relationship with you he' trying his hardest to be there with you.

When you are together phones are forbidden.

He does love doing creative stuff and funny dates with you to build special memories (and to forget the atrocities he sees every day)

I feel like he loves building Legos with you. Would buy those gigantic sets or those little flowers one.

Cooking sessions. You often try new recepies and he loves bringing the leftovers to work: he thinks about you while eating and he brags about you.

Doesn't mind reliving all the stress in the old fun way: since he is rarely there better use all the time.

[long-life-to-bsd]

It's for your own good

Pairing: fyodor × reader

Warnings: fyodor, toxic and abusive relationship (we're talking about Fyodor so...), drugs

You could not describe how annoying he could be. He is one of the most intelligent men on hearth and yet, here he is, acting like a stubborn five years old. Why does he think he can hide everything from you? You always have to find out things thanks to the people that work with him.

That morning while you were peacefully reading, you were abruptly interrupted by one of his dearest collaborator: Nikolaj. Working with Fyodor and later having a relationship with him brought you closer to his collaborators, or wathever he thought they were.

"Do you want to know a secret, Y/N? Oh, I'm sure you want. Ask me, come on." He said while walking around you, with his typical smirk. "Of course Nikolaj, tell me. As if you wouldn't tell me anyway..." you replied, annoyed. You learned the hard way that ignoring Gogol was much worse. Most of the time he talked about the dumbest things on hearth, but sometimes having some patience could be very rewarding. He knew so much about Fyodor to the point sometimes you felt jealous.

" Do you want to know why Fyodor, your little dove, your sweet boyfriend, the love of your life, wasn't in your bed last night? Do you want know? He's sick, very very sick. Poor Fyodor..."

Jumping around he revealed to you why your boyfriend had being ignoring you all day. Of course he was sick. And obviously he thought he could hide it from you. Like always. You still weren't sure if he felt unbeatable or if he just never grew out "the doctor fear". But it wasn't only this. He never asked you for your help, he never told you when something is wrong. And you tried to understand all of this, but it hurted. Being always left out hurted.

"Poor Fyodor all alone, without his beloved." He cried out, having the time of his life, looking at your worried and annoyed face. Fyodor wasn't the healthiest man, even a fever was hard for him Especially because he never wanted to rest as you suggested. But he was also a grown up men and seeing him acting like a child was annoying. It wasn't difficult to read on your face you irritation.

"Oh, he was a very bad boy. Go and scold him, Y/N. Why don't you spank him like the child he his?" The clown continued with is rumbling. He found your relationship very amusing. He loved more than anything watching you and Fyodor fighting. He clapped his hands when you first slapped Fyodor, he cheared when Fyodor grabbed you by the shoulders and scolded you.

"Sure Nikolaj, if you want to see me dead. But really" you added whispering, leaving the room "He would deserve that."

Fyodor and you had already had some big fights about his health. He never thought about resting or taking a break. He could go for days without a proper meal. The only problem with fights was the fact that getting Fyodor angry isn't the smartest idea. Obviously you were right, he even admitted it, but the times you risked your life for this..

It happened more than one time that fights between you ended in a violent way. And sometimes while you felt his digits pressing around your neck, you saw in his eyes the desire to end everything. You know how dangerous his hands are: a touch can mean your death.

Before entering in his office you had to calm down a bit. You had to remind to yourself that your relationship is not a normal one.

"Fedya, someone told me you are not feeling to well." You sweetly said walking towards him. You gently kissed his forehead feeling him burning for the fever: oh, how bad you wanted to start screaming at him, ordering him to rest immediately.

"Dear, you're burning. Don't you think..." He abruptly interrupted you, harshly telling you he was fine, you didn't need to worry. "And now go away y/n, you know I hate when you interrupt me." He said to end the conversation.

He looked very pale, more than usual, and from the way he was squinting his eyes you could tell how tired he was. But asking him to rest would have just meant having you two fighting. But you were his girlfriend, not a common woman. You were with him for a reason. Probably a normal person would have never thought what you were thinking at the moment. And a normal person would have never been in a relationship with Fyodor for sure.

"Sure Fyodor, I know and I am sorry, but I was a bit worried. Would you mind if I bring you a tea? I know you wouldn't rest, but maybe it can help." You softly whispered in his ear, while gently massaging his shoulders. He liked when you were this gentle, but more than anything he liked when you did as you were told. "If you think a tea can help, fine. Even though I doubt it. But sure, if that can you make you happy..."

He was smart, and definitely, he was smarter than you. But this gave you a great advantage: he thought he could easily manipulate you. And yes, I was true, you found your self multiple times doing things you would have never done otherwise, but those other times, when you were able to understand his plan, outsmarting him was much easier. Because let's be honest: you were a manipulator too.

So no, he didn't suspect a thing while drinking his tea. He just thought that finally his girlfriend ha learnt not to fight him. He didn't even noticed you, standing in the back of the office. Only when his eyes started to get heavier, he realised that something was wrong. That his beloved, his darling, his love had just drugged him.

Getting closer, you carefully took the cup out of his weak heand and gently pushed him down on his chair. "Oh Fedya, don't make that face. It's for your own good. I did it because I love you and it's painful to see you in pain." You said with a soft smile, caressing his hair. "You understand, I love you, I was worried. It was the only way to have you resting, my love." But you couldn't do anything else but gasping when his hand firmly grabbed your wrist.

"You... I trusted you. I thought you could be smart enough not to do this... If when I wake up sometimes went wrong, you're dead. Dead. And you know I'm not kind with traitors. So you better start praying." His last words were nothing but whispers. And even if you barley heard them, you know he was saying the truth. But it was to late to regret your choice.

Using all you strength you took him to bed, took off some of his clothes and closed the curtains. He looked so normal while sleeping, and yet you were ready to bet that in his dreams he was plotting against the world. You wanted to seat next to him, but you knew better. All you did was leaving a soft kiss on his dry lips.

Walking towards his office, fear started to take over you. This wasn't like the other times. What you did was an actual betrayal. And what follows a betrayal is a big fight that ends with him slapping you while ordering you to get away from his sight. What follows a betrayal is an execution.

And sitting in front of the monitors, you started praying.