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mmm i have idea but I can never actually use it cuz i'd have to set it up and also it sounds weird but im puttin it here with all my other weird thoughts
so like what if in a 'you bring the boys home dynamic' we have a y/n who they discover is not nearly as energetic as they are at work. Like, this y/n is usually upbeat in the daycare, constantly talking and laughing and messin around with the kids. And now the boys are just tryna fit that picture into the tired, mentally drained, accidentally put milk in the pantry person in front of them.
And sometimes they do, they do see that old excitement on your face, they notice your short bursts of energy where you talk enthusiastically about something with them. But the tiredness is just as instantaneous: you could be laughing and making jokes with them one minute, and the next you've gone quiet with that thousand yard stare in your eyes.
The boys find this sudden shift in attitude...unnerving. It's not like you, you don't act like this. You're always bubbly and cheerful and full of life! Seeing you like this just feels wrong to them, like they're watching something they're not really supposed to be seeing.
So they try to figure it out. They drag you out of the house more, try to steer you away from using your phone. They start insisting on going to the store with you, and then try to make the trip more fun. Peeking through clothing aisles and surprising you, grabbing something you need off the shelf..the little things. And it does lift your spirits a little, but you still revert to that sad little shell eventually.
They learn to accept is as simply a part of you that they cannot change. They do try to help in any way they can, except for Moon who masks his care as messing around with you because he can't deal with emotions and 'pshh no i didn't make breakfast with you because it was fun i just got tired of the smoke filling up the house cuz you don't know how to turn on the airhood don't start getting ideas'. But they'll do their part in their own little way. Sun might join you on the couch and fish the remote out of your hands to switch the the kids channel. Moon challenges you to a game of Monopoly at night and you win (he let you but he'd never admit it). And when you're feeling down, they're there with you, draping a blanket over your shoulders or pressing a cup of tea into your hands or letting you slump against them when it's inevitably too much and you have to drown out the noise in your head in their hoodie as they run their fingers through your hair silently.
They don't tell you it's going to be okay. They don't like to make promises they know they can't keep. So they just stick around until your mood brightens and you decide to get off the couch because you need to do something with your hands so that you don't go insane. They'll suggest that batch of cookies that you tried to make last week, because those didn't turn out too bad even if you did add a bit too many chocolate chips and then you'll shoot them that incredulous look they love so much and reply with much more confidence that no you added the perfect amount you can never have too many chocolate chips and they'll let you have it because they enjoy the back-and forth banter just as much as you do, they're just as relieved for the company as you are, and so the three of you can be heard bickering about proportional amounts of chocolate for a little while until you're feeling much better.
So no, it's not okay. But you're all getting there.
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todayisafridaynight · 2 years
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happy late valentines day or somethin bye
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smolpout · 6 days
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pls 4giv me if im xtra soft n mushy n talkativ tonite (aka if i send lovey asks 2 moots) ,, i had a panic attack n like frantically took 3 of my emergency meds instead of 1 bcus i felt so bad. uhhh babie is accidentally high  ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -。꒱ྀི১
genuinely not saying this in a like kinkyy intox bait thing , i just feel so lovey n soft n little n im worried i might accidentally spam moots or send little asks and embarrass myself bcus i tend to do that when i accidentally take too much idkidk .
but ilu all sm and i hope ur taking care of urselves, u deserve it ! i know it can b hard, if u ever need someone my dms r open  ♡
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sycopomp · 4 months
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Why is there a stigma against being inspired?
I've seen it said, "This character's creator will never do them as much justice as some fans," and I never thought much of it. But tonight it crossed my mind, and I thought,
"A character is a really personal thing though, no one should be told their creative vision shouldn't even be theirs."
So instead of trying to CPS someone's character, just... be inspired by them. It's okay to be inspired by media, people, or ideas that you don't think highly of. Art is meant to inspire! And you don't even have to admit that you were inspired by it, if you really don't want to.
I personally like looking back and seeing where the characters, stories, and ideas that I created and love have changed from their original sources of inspiration(s). Unrecognizable, I say! But no less a product of the wonder that is art inspiring art.
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skyeateyourdonuts · 1 year
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weeoo
#this is gonna be me talking in tags today#ive been rather sleep deprived lately trying to keep up with everything around me#and its been taking a toll on my health like#if i go too long like this i tend to feel more lethargic and my allergies kick in#i got a sore throat bc my room has been Freezing and then i get headaches way way easier#often times my face will flush but its just my nose and idk why#well anyways lmao i just aint feelin great due to lack of sleep#so i emailed my teachers and stayed home and others might say this wasnt it#but i can barely get to sleep at all these days and just bed ridding myself#seemed like the only way for my body to be like#'fine 🙄 u can sleep' lmao#thats actually one of the worst symptoms is im restless i just Cant grt to sleep no matter how hard i try#ive had a couple days where i was running on 2-3 hours bc i spent even longer Laying there#anyways i hope this makes a difference im tired of feeling tired and shitty#luckily my mood has weirdly been high#its just my sleep and health that are low#i think when the sleepiest soldiers are unable to get sleep thats when u know smths wrong#i think also so much is happening and me trying to keep up is taking more outta me than i expected#im a gal who gets overwhelmed easily even if im happy w whats happening lmao#tho im not Happy im more In a Good Mood lmao#side tangent but i HATE being an adult who doesnt have like idk Help lmao#like my dad was so nice to me sometimes and helped me sometimes#i could go a whole day sleeping bc id be fucking exhausted#and hed qake me up and ask me when i last ate and if i couldnt decide but itd been too long#hed make smth for the both pf us or hed make it For me and id just be able to like recover lmao#ah adulthood is hard lmao#alright im done#gata#no need to read <3 yall
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ninemelodies · 11 months
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had a thought about how i relate to donna by way of feeling trapped and useless in your own life and how awful it must’ve been for her to realize that’s what she was going back to when ten took her memories
the worst part? she doesn’t even realize what it is she’s lost
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octoooo · 1 year
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more doodles of little guy bc i love him very much<3 also gl w/ ur homework!
A YOU,,,JM
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wabblebees · 1 year
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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian
#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work#where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched#swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free#& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao#but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk#knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs#cest la vie i suppose#after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao#was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later#its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling#definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm#anyway. wheres that post#''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case#mwah. mwah mwah mwah#<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful#and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3#godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao#bee speaks
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barnabybrainrot · 6 months
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so many boops!! thank you <3
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yuukimiyas · 11 months
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૮꒰ྀི ⸝⸝´ ꒳ `⸝⸝ ꒱ྀིა hiii!! happy monday!! im off work today!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*。 i got some errands to run but i should be on more this evening!! have the best new wk ever!! <33
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wraithsoutlaws · 7 months
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#feelin weird. feelin real weird. in a bad way? no i guess not but more like im a haha wtf is happening here?#like i should maybe track my mood just so i can be like wtf is this? more bc i think its interesting#bc like i mean im spending ~11hrs in the lab and the stress has been real high and ive not been sleeping well#but like currently? i feel like i wanna run a mile. like i wanna run around in circles and scream and laugh until i cry#too much energy. too much energy. but y? where is it coming from? its weird#its like the edge of a headache. the cusp of turning. it doesn't quite feel bad yet but like i woke up at 4#and was insane until 6 when i had to get up and then i was in the lab all day until 6.30#and immediately i went for a run like empty stomach. i need to run now. and i still feel like that. like i need to run and run and run#but like y am i not exhausted? im not even tired? im vibrating#i watched the new successi0n episode twice and im losing my mind abt it#so its weird and i dont understand. but its not bad. it feels out of control like it feels fucked up but im not being like irradic#like if i was standing beside someone i dont think theyd notice. except maybe my sister bc i think if i talked id be noticeable#energetic. idk maybe im just exhausted and brain is pumping me with stress hormones so i csnt stop but i also csnt feel it#but i suspect its something to do with estrogen and progesterone levels changing which isnt great bc ive got a cycle that borders being#concerningly short but like idk rn its fun. im sure itll break and ill split apart but rn everything feels hilarious#its also weird bc im always like: y do i have so much energy after i dont sleep? is not sleeping thr answer. and today i was like hm#maybe i cant sleep bc i have too much energy. hm. idk its not bad. it doesn't feel bad#it just feels interesting and notable so im noting it. weird stuff. hopefully it pulls me thru tomorrow#bc my back fucking hurts lmao and its monday so ppl r back in the lab as i stand around for 11 hours#unrelated
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stillcominback · 2 years
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! 💖 🎀 🎊 🥳
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nyankojin · 1 year
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summertime? more like... summerslime
Original slime variant post by @ancient-cats-unite
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mariusroyale · 2 years
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Okay this isn't like probably something worth your time but I wanna say it cause it is about Raph and I talked to my brother about it yesterday and thought you'd like to hear it
So as far as I've seen, in Rise, Raph seems to have a hard time with animals, or at least that's what the fandoms given since Mayhem didn't or isn't a fan of him (excuse me if I'm wrong, it's been awhile since I've last watched rottmnt and my memory is always funky, I just remember based off the first episode)
Anyways, I had this realization (and it's not a first probably, but y'know), that a reason animals don't like him/attack him is because they see him as a threat. He's an alligator snapping turtle, that's enough reason alone to get hostile, but being a mutant on that? We've seen him ofc, he's huge, to animals he's a predator of all sorts!
Poor guy loves them and they're afraid cause to them, he might just eat them
It's not some analysis work, honestly I'm probably thinking too hard considering again I've only seen what the fandoms done and Mayhem attacking (and that alone could be because they were afraid entirely cause, well, the entire episode they're being chased), I also guessed it was suppose to be some joke considering 2012 Raph is great with animals, but my nd brain can't sit still on the little things without wanting to add to it, so ig technically knowing it's probably just the fandom doing it's thing rather than canon, that this is my take on the idea (not original, I'd add, haven't seen anything on it having to do with what he is but I ain't taking chances/lh)
oh yeah I’ve seen this before!! i also think it’s interesting to note bc in the first ep he’s literally cooing over mayhem (guhhh i love him so much *sobs*)
and then proceeding to b like “what? animals love me” i think i don’t remember the line exactly
but still
the thought of him being like aaa!! cute animal!! and then said animal growling/being hostile with him bc he looks so threatening even without meaning to (LIKE. SPIKES. BEEG.) makes me a bit emo ngl
also. any raph ask while I’m in this fandom is absolutely worth my time. i can talk about this big ass turtle and how much i adore him for hours
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pierswife · 1 year
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Mmmmmm naptime
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