#now i just see that they dont rlly cara abt me and my feelings and prob never did at all & that hurts the most
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#was rlly scared i was being abandoned#like rlly scared and anxious. but i kept telling myself that no im just anxious and it's all in my head#bc i had reassurances from them i kept repeating to myself. r they rlly abandoning me if they said that they cant see us stop talking soon#or that all of these thing they said to me#but turns out..... i wasnt wrong#still. they havent told me directly yet & im scared they'll just ghost me#and im also wondering if all of those things they said was just bullshit or a lie. ??? was any of it true?#damn i hate trusting and opening myself up just to get fooled#i just need to know explicitly. not having a direct end is so anxiety inducing#like yeah i just need to know so i can know how to proceed#i think i'd feel better if there was a communicative & nicer ending. i'd still be sad but it'd be easier#now i just see that they dont rlly cara abt me and my feelings and prob never did at all & that hurts the most#care** not cara lmao
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