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#now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default
welcometoteyvat · 11 months
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jing yuan and yanqing are giving zhongli and xiao if the latter’s canon relationship was Actually fanon’s made up father figure/adopted child dynamic
#idkkkkkkkkkkkkk who looks at zx and is like 'you know what. this is a healthy parent child relationship'#like girl by fitting them into father son boxes you are actively making their relationship imbalance Worse#if you do that and dont shy away from it i respect that but if you say dad/son makes their relationship more wholesome or whatever like WHY#now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default#also because i think father son makes people actively Try to make their relationship something that its not and it erases a bunch of subtlet#subtleties in it. it's the nuanced r/ship -> entirely unproblematic and flavorless r/ship that i hate#also the number of people who'll block if you ship zx. like damn thats crazy you guys really think theyre father son (fake)???#at their peak they're like. 4000 year old guys who have too much history and repression and some weird entanglement of 'nah im bothering him#too much' and 'gotta protect him w my life' complexes. and then this devolves into theyre never gonna kiss until 3000 more years have passed#listen they just Contain Multitudes idc if you dont ship it just dont make it into dad and son and we will be so gucci#jing.yuan and yanqing are like different i think mostly bc yanqing is actually like a minor and jing yuan is also a normal ish person#plus the light cone and the abouts?? yeah this is an actual like adopted parent/child thing#also good or bad news i caved and am now playing hsr. the plan is to pull yanqing and then go on infinite hiatus in the game 👍#JWKFLJWEK i dont think theres really any draws for me besides him. personally neutral on turn based combat and the open world isn't giving#the only saving grace i have rn is 1) ive gotten to the part where bron.seele is real and man theyre gay 2) trailblazer trio 3) tall female#mc 4) everyone has way better emoting abilities than genshin 5) su.shang's really cute <3#the story doesnt really interest me though its like cool but not mindgrippingly interesting#tbf i think genshin is the same way storyline wise (at the beginning) but the difference is that turn based combat isnt really my thing LMAO#ramblings!#zhongxiao#if you want to filter it out ??
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africanuniverse · 5 years
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Voice of Melanin in all shades
I've discovered history within my heritage while reading interesting books along the way.                       We've been called darky and every other word familiar to everyone using the word Negroes. Never the less we became prey with the white supremacy and yes, sometimes it's fair to a lot of people. I can speak on that which is the reason for a lot of signs and a lot of marching. Not just with the legendary Martin Luther King Jr.  We’ve been marching after those years, so it's like we're not able to have equality with the white, simply because we were of color. We all must shine brightly. Does anyone tell you that your melanin is not broad enough or it's not dark enough? Just because someone made a bad outlook on the color of your skin, no matter how dark, light, pale, bruised, or cut it is, you're still in African-born a queen, born a king, with as many flaws as you can count. That's only one crown and the crown speaks. Your crown can be your voice, your crown can be your ears to listening, to speak, and all other senses within the human body that requires you to be active and inactive. Lose yourself and you can lose your mind, your spirit, and your heart can stop beating. 
Which comes to another conclusion that you have to be able to know yourself before you can take any kind of self-motivational self-inspiration. Yes, you can grasp motivational speeches if you can give inspirational speeches. This is quite similar to other people, but taking it in won't be 1% useful into your life not knowing yourself or how to grow from your past. Having a plan, a destiny, over that steep hill that you're trying to come over. Everythings the same hill that your ancestors came over. The same hill the whites the Latinos came over. The same hill the aliens from out of country overseas came over. Just to get to where you are today, you'll think that you are in an economy where you can't be yourself or in a society where you can be yourself. 
Thinking that you're too poor, just because I have $5 in my pocket that I can't make it in this world. Spending your last $20 on food because you can't afford it or was denied from the government help systems that are already in debt. The number one moment in your life is possible if they can use the weak-minded to betray this image. Sad and true, but never limited. The biggest,  and saying biggest I mean you have to be this pure person all the time, all the time you can't have any feelings, you have to agree, you have to worry, you have to have shine off of your clothes that you just paid with your rent money. 
Could you have gone and paid down on your next bill?  
If you knew that you paid this whole outfit with your rent money to pay for this whole outfit, you really wanted to mess your income stream up. 
Do you really want to spend? Do you really want to go to the club? Do you really want to go out with your friends instead of going with the inside of yourself (your gut feelings) that is telling you to do like I said before? 
In your pockets, there is a savings account, give it to your son or daughter. Have your lights off so you wont to be in a world where you can go pay a bill so you and your family wouldn't have your lights bill. 
Be in a world where you look at others strange simply because you don't have what they HAVE. No sir/ma'am. What NEEDS to be done is that you NEED to get what you can get or what you already have GOTTEN. If you decide that you don't have everything that you want out of life in general or everything that you NEED simply because I WANT is deprived from temptation, and wants to get very expensive, cause debt, so getting the things that you NEED helps people because they NEED food, they NEED shelter, they NEED clothes, they NEED help. I WANT diamonds, I WANT a sports car, I WANT the name brand clothes, gimme gimme gimme! That is probably the most YES you can do toyourself like the people around you who probably influenced you in the first place. Talk about under pressure. Create I WANT this so you'll get that.... yeah... You got that but what's after that? Your friends now? They WANTED it but now that you've GOT that you start to see betrayal, envy, greed, the truth fading from conversations. Now you're betrayed from that relationship with broken families torn. If everything goes smoothly still, what's happening in depth? See how everything goes in circles? Review everything that goes in a circle and where you think you're going. 
Are we moving forward? 
Is this path of getting everything you WANT and not what you NEED? He/She WANTS to be like everyone else instead of finding that 100% niche. 
Find yourself before you think you know someone else! Knowing someone else before you know yourself or you thinking you know him or you think you know her at the end of the day, she doesn't know you as well as you know yourself because you don't know yourself so therefore you can't possibly know her, because if she doesn't know herself and how in the world are you going to know everyone else!
 I don't think that that is a forthcoming from a world where we were enslaved.
 Do you think? 
We were definitely packed like sardines on the ship, and those sardines were naked, very sweaty, bruised, itchy, tears on our clothes, tears on our skin, cuts on our skin, feces everywhere, boils on our feet around the ankles so that we wouldn't go anywhere, or should I say move to the side like horses in a stable. Don't forget the tears that no one saw since the salty tides were washing them away. Who cared about what we WANTED or NEEDED. Now just look at what we're doing. We all want the biggest sea in the stores as long as the gold. 
As long as it's silver right? As long as it shines. What do you think we would do if the sun was gone right now? In complete darkness will I still be able to shine? 
Shining is not a visual only spectrum, you can shine with your eyes closed, shining come from inside. Nothing has to be in order and under specific control for it to shine. One can shine regardless whether you wanted to or not, it's going to shine. 
But what do I mean by shine? 
Put it like this, the more you learn from yourself, with every Good Morning and Good Night, the longer you have peace with yourself. These daily methods are nothing like yanking him, being torchered, enforced upon the white supremacist, far beyond that this is me speaking on knowing you for who you are virtually. I can say I am a very intelligent African male. That should be an example of compliment you can give to yourself. Start treating yourself with words not just valuable things.  People were seasick from the shores, slaves, like that very inch of freedom was in their faces but cuffed to the touch. The bodily juices, nasty, salty water, splashes of feces mixed in with all of the natural condensations. Stripped us and bought us. Believe it now, we're trying to buy into their company after we were bought. The human body now reacts to the white 500 Fortune companies. They are saying, “I'll buy you again” and we don't even realize it because we sit here paying everything off, you could watch things unfold for you but then turn around in need something after that. 
Why? Is it because you put one mindset first didn't you? Giving them what they wanted, didn't you? Didn't give them what they needed or give them what they wanted?
The thing is they can get what they need just like you can. There's no reason for you to go out of your way, out of your pocket, out of your home, out of your car, just to get the things that you want especially watching from somebody else point of view which on hand can determine or alter your road in life. Everything you need right now, where are you staying, where you sit, where you lay, Where you walk, where you speak right now you have everything within this present moment right now. You have the right to do so. Everything might not always seem right. But doing right can be righteous. Write it down if you have to, take notes and make scratch-offs.  Materialistic things are giving off about her kind of shine that can wear off light a light bulb that needs changing. She buys you a gift, this time the first thing you should say is thank-you. Appreciate this week. What's going on behind your back is useless. 
Here’s an example of how life cycles in society works.
Saying things like I don't want anything green to eat, or I don't want any fruits, everything else gets into the food in restaurants that you don't see. Getting food processed, nothing you can do about getting chemicals into the food, unless you just have chemical remover for the fruits when fruits are from store-bought items that have chemicals in it, which it's not really good for you, but you wanted it since you can't see where it came from, or how much it costs the farmer, or how well it was grown on the trees, or how stressed the shippers were when handling the boxes because his aunt passed away from food poisoning, or her little cousin had his first food fight at school. Is all of that stopping you from sitting down and taking a plate in the comfort of your home? Something home-cooked may be simple by someone who you know that is a family member. Turn it down because going across seas and giving a helping hand with the same dish, in the same plate, with the same bowl crafted by a homo-sexual being teased at college, the same fork used to feed a sick child in the hostpital, the same knife that if turned down by you not wanting to help dad cut the steaks, out of stinginess and laziness, could lead to a robber picking up the same knife to stab someone that just left the grocery store trying to put food in the fridge for his 9 children so they won't starve to death, since mommy is out of town trying to make ends meat planted in a garden before her grandad passes away just so she could have lunch for work when she gets home to see her children stealing lunch from other kids in class because dad got stabbed and couldn't be there to feed them, so they turn into the same man who stabbed him in the first place. All it costs at first want the same thing it cost for the medical bill simply because of WANT.
So... Say your grace, before you eat their food, if they could prepare it with their hands, they'll go out and buy whats NEEDED because they needed it. You sat there and said you didn't want it, you could have wanted what I want but since I don't want it I won't get so you turn it down because following and not taking the lead for yourself made you the hungry guy in the bed. They have a full stomach snoring loudly. You have an empty stomach that is growling loudly. It's okay though, go get that Happy Meal. 
Is this what you want? 
The green money you needed, the spinach you needed, the vegetables I have from you Fortune 500 company.  This your money and you were confident you worked hard for it. 
The processed food? SMART
Is eating natural grown home cooked meals effecting the way my body reacts to good decision making and spiritual connections to be inspried while living life without any junk or bad vibes? DUMB
(Would have had that money still on the shelf getting those good vegetables boiling in that pot your grandma gave you for Christmas.) This person cooks for you every day so you won't go hungry. 
The restaurant chains still on your feet?
I'm also talking to the people who can afford it all. We have bill's now, yes we have to do this now, we have holes in our belts keep our clothes on. 
Why do most people, white, blue, or any other race in rappers do what they do?  
They are already where they NEED to be. If it was a WANT they might be somewhere they have no business being. They felt the NEED for their passion so they succeeded. Tell you the truth the clothes and jewelry still doesn't fall too far from the tree branch. We're always held up with our hands whether its police violence, robbery, or swinging fists at one another, now we're holding pants up with our hands. 
To this day you have belts, now you want to go back in time to slavery? 
They didn't have belts back then to give to the slaves. Their clothes fell off loose like a nail about to fall out of a wall. I can't imagine being in a world where my sister and brothers society is crumbling like the crumbs from cornbread on my dinner plate.  
Moving forward, all of this equals not knowing yourself. First, before you go out and think you know others, not just people, places, lifestyles, best believe that considered to be is considered to be everything under the sun. the word for that or everything I just discussed, something that you need to take into consideration every day. Forgive your people. Say I forgive him/her even though it took me a year to fully understand everything else. Call first this time. Study yourself, then everything else which is why I know what I know now will rise into place. By knowing something you haven't studied, if you haven't studied it you don't know it, you don't really know studying requires knowing, knowing required everything else that is studied. Say again to yourself, “I know my skin has medicine, I know that I have to study, I know my heritage, I know where I stay, I know this area like the back of my hand.” I grew up here because you really grow up here. Embracing the area you are now and completely cleaning your living environment to stay sustainable. 
Who is everyone else? 
Staying within a week of no inspiration, no motivation, not believing in your dreams, Saying the wrong things about life because at this moment you feel stress is in the way of your feet! Stand up and walk, walk around to learn, get a piece but a whole piece of mind to know. Once you make a plan you wont feel the need destroy someone else's property. 
Could you determine what to say on the news when something goes down in my area?  I should know exactly what to say. You don't know until you study your surroundings, your area, and the people you bring into the life that are better than you. Second, do what no one does because what is this power of shiny things? These are your shiny things, this is what allowed the light of your journey to shine. We have this thing where we see the now shining, but it wouldn't be shining at all because if this WANT that is the base of all bad seeds from the garden of bad fruits and vegetables. The brain starts to realize, your melanin starts to itch with discomfort telling you its time to move forward and take the big step. Talented, gifted, things that you can possibly have on this Earth to live by should not be the same things blocking your path to success.
I pray every day for as long as I need to. I meditate whenever I choose to have alone time for peace and the divine energies from Jesus, which I call my "Holy Chakras". (which also is the tilte of one of my articles). If you don't have religion out there, The only way I can recommend is that you follow Christ. That is all. When you do this, you are guaranteed a life of fruitful and healthy lifestyles. Stop questioning yourself and others. Give yourself a prayer at something you've never done before. Something you've always wanted to do. Something you NEED in life. I'm going to wrap it up with that this being said, I won't raise my fist now, I will raise my hands only for the one and only Lord Jesus Christ himself who has helped me knock down all walls or a stressful lifestyle. It's time for you to get to know your culture and your heritage, however, religion plays a big role in mines, and it could in yours too. Africans, Hispanics, ect.. whatever your ethnicities are, just be yourself, stick with God and you'll never go hungry again, you'll never WANT what is not for you. God placed you on this Earth to follow him and you will know everything else under the sun, you'll shine brighter than your past. Good job fellow reader, you are on your way to shine, this is my Black Voices blog that I dream to be shared with others who might need the same helping hand. START NOW. Have a nice night, and a nice morning, and a nice day. Take care!
Milz L Mayhorn
Twitter: @Thatshim4real
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