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vanillabat99 · 9 months

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My legs (mostly my thighs and hips) are hurting pretty bad right now. They've been hurting a little bit throughout the week, but it's really bad tonight. I just took some acetaminophen but I don't have high hopes of it doing anything, it rarely does. I'm hoping this passes and doesn't become my new normal ._.

#every time things get worse i worry they will be like that forever #i miss my prescription painkillers 😭#they gave me ulcers so i cant take them anymore but nothing else works :((#voltaren hurts to apply because it is cold and idk how to warm it up beforehand and it also doesnt really do much for me either ._.#ive also been having a migraine on and off all week 😭#now that the barbie hype has left my body. all i have is the agonies. woagh.#idk if i can do dance on tuesday if this keeps up :(#i see my doc soon to go over my (STILL OCCURING AND UNDIAGNOSED) heart problems.#hopefully she has good news about the cardiology referral. its been months of silence and theyve already rejected me once ._.#ive had a rough week. even though i live with my family i dont get a lot of help because they are all busy all the time #and i dont qualify for home care. ive tried.#im so exhausted physically and emotionally. i dont even care if im sick forever. i just want help ._.#also my family has gotten lax about masking and staying home and ive been sick for weeks. just a general sick. not covid or even a cold.#im so tired ._.#it is 4am so it might be the late night blues but man. its rough rn.#batty blogging #text

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