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All roads lead back to your middle school gymnasium

Fiona Apple/Shauna Niequist/Episode 7, I Am In Eskew/Tim Walker for Vogue Italia/ @mango-season /The Last Scene in the Movie, Eleanor Hsieh ( @wh0rism )/Saint Bernard, Lincoln/Working for the Knife, Mitski/Virginia Woolf/Ocean Vuong

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ms paint eevee doodlee (o´∀`o) 🌈

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Paul Reid (Scottish, 1975) - Pan (2013)

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to be a dog orbiting the earth knowing or maybe not knowing that survival is impossible but you will die seeing things the humans have not, you will have a god’s eye view and you will breathe and then you will not, and all along you will be looking down at those who put you there, missing them, resenting them, losing sight of them, not knowing that in this moment you are the only creature to exist where creatures never have before, just looking for a hug to recieve, breathing borrowed air, wondering why the world is so big and you are so small, yet you can see all of it, and none of it looks very big anymore

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goes back to my kichen like four times to look for any sweets i may have missed or forgotten

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freshwater fishes

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the bisexual urge to gather all my fellow bisexuals into a room and then dump a vat of acid onto us so we melt together into one monstrous blob that is such an abomination and has so much raw pulsating power that no one would dare utter a biphobic comment ever again in fear of our collective gooey wrath

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I know if I try to sleep now, it will only continue to throw off my sleep schedule even further, but I am very tired and also in pain. And I miss my Beautiful Wife.

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i feel like it'd be at least a step forward in destigmatising self harm if more people recognised just how many of their less than perfect lifestyle choices can be defined - and weaponised - as "self harming behaviours"

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Any other disabled people think its fucked up that its up to ablebodied people as to what “reasonable accommodation” is

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calling in to work sick with a “weird dream”

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Diane, I am holding in my hands a labubu, a curious gift given to me by Audrey Horne. While I appreciate the sentiment, there is a sinsiter edge to its smile that unnerves me. I will turn him towards the wall when I sleep tonight.

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I have been tossing and turning for like 3hrs. There's builders nextdoor. I think I must give up on sleeping.

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Victoria Chang, "Green Fields", The Trees Witness Everything

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I had to go digging but I found my dream food recreation :3

enraptured by this Reddit sub called Somnigastronomy where people post about weird food they’ve seen in their dreams (and sometimes try to replicate for real)

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A (shitty) recreation of something I saw in a dream once :3