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eyes-like-the-night · 1 year

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I spent the past few years trying to have a better relationship with my dad and it’s currently absolutely in shambles

(My mom is kinda thriving though because she hates my dad and I get it now so when I’m really frustrated she listens and reminds me that yeah he hasn’t changed since she divorced him)

#so many times lately there’s things said and nothing more #or actively pushing against #im barely working #having to pull $900 out of savings in 10 days because health and now im actively missing out on work #dad said he’d cover it #oh but bc it’s out off network but all he’s ever told me was send an itemized bill #but NOW won’t pay it because of that #only got told YESTERDAY they won’t help if it’s not through insurance #so im fucked on That #oh and that $900 is normally dropped I’d say week to two week basis by my dad on comics #like it’s pocket change #also been asking for a digitizing program for sewing #have not gotten it #instead got me something off Amazon that I can’t even use #‘well you didn’t tell me what specifically’ I have and I was also very sick when you asked and treated it like that was my only time to #give a response when he KNEW I was sick #’oh you’re sick all the time’ YEAH I GO OUT AND HAVE A LIFE WHEN I CAN #I feel like I’m being punished for not moving completely across the country after having just moved under a year ago half across the country #I moved Kansas to Florida my dad wanted me to move all the way to Seattle area because at the time I was stressing about potentially having #to move out #moving back to a parent isn’t what I want #it would feel like admitting I couldn’t be away from any family #like pushing constantly and saying it’s an ‘option’ even when I said multiples leaving the area wasn’t an option #oh also initially said he would help me get a place out here #then took weeks of being evasive before I had to ask if I was getting help but no because ‘the market isn’t good’#I had to pry that answer out #like also telling me tanz wasn’t a good use of money #I apparently cant go through scary health time without having some mental thing too #all I can is say I’m greatful for my roomie doing the most to help me rn with all this #this isn’t even the time he casually said I was an accident or brushes under the rug how severe the family mental health is

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