#oh ive realized listening to asmr helps too

[ourlittlebitofnothinguniverse]

I'm curious, what sort of stims do yall have to comfort yourselves/self soothe?

[eunsangf]

IM NOT USING ONE RN,,, i feel like i made that much of a jump to kpop on main id lose half my mutuals so theres that. I HAVE FOUR SUMMER CLASSES AND THREE OF THEM R RUNNING RN,, theyre all online luckily. but i have to do summer assignments too liKe. SDFHJF I SAW THAT HES SO FUNNY I LOVE HIM,, n saMe. if im laughing its prolly bc of him n the dreamies. i pride myself in being both an intellectual and a dumbass at the same time!!! i have 3 main types of energy. those n babey (1/?) 🌻🌻

actually i have 4 main types n the last is loving renjun energy! anyway, HDSJFHDS the mafia dance was cute aside from that!! theyre all so funny…. je-nojam is actually funnY OK. AND MARK WAS UNEXPECTEDLY WHEN HE MENTIONED WANNABE DREAMIE LUCAS OUT OF NOWHErE. SDHFJHJDS YEAHHHH NO ASMR FOR RENJUN jeno’s never inviting anyone again! I THINK HE DOES IT ON PURPOSE SOMETIMES I THINK HE KNOWS,, but yeah its also probably his personality too! ehhfjdshf thats valid (2/3?) 🌻🌻dsHKFHSKD weLL i guess that makes sense noW. oHMYgoD I LOVE TAEIL TOO. BUT I GET WHAT UR SAYING. rlly becaue hes so silent and stuff ive never rlly seen him make effort to be funny?? but when he actually does talk its funny in a cute way and its DORKY. like when he talked about his lack of body hair and also when he does those cute little dances. ppl dont appreciate him enough! PREDICTING NCT DREAMS SUCCESS RIGHT NOW,, bls comebackkkk PLEASE. let 127 rest theyRE ALL (¾ sORRY) 🌻🌻INJURED RN?? YUTA LIMPING TAEYONG HAS A NECK BRACE AND ALL THE MEMBERS R TIRED. so just. let them rest and give dream a comeback!!! let them save the music industry!!! SDHJHJHFASD oH see this is what i meant by my dumbass energy…. really…. :)))

NADFKJNSDKFJNDKSNJF omg !! what type of blog are u? aes? general :O im like. aes/kpop on main i love it N OMGGGGG THATS A LOT I CANT EVEN DO THE ONE I HAVE SO FAR DKFNKJDFG omg gl gl gl u n e,,,, we r in the same boat,,, u got this babeyyyy ! ALL UR ENERGIES R SO VALID THATS SO CUTE im jus 3,,,, dumbass renjun n babie,,,, SKDJNFKJNSDFJNK THE MAFIA DANCE IS RLLY FUNNIE DKJFNKDFG SDKFJNKJSNDF I LOVE YUKHEI OK HES HEART EMOJI HEART EOJI ! JENO IS ACTUALLY FUNNIE !! omg im worried abt jeno i heard som stuff abt him 2day n im,,, quite worried for him now SDDKFNKJNSDFKNJSDF NO ASMRENJUN HAHAIHDSKDFNKSNF jeno said im done w this bs. at least let me have my own show skdnfknsdf WAIT WHAT MAKES SENSE NOW,,,,, BLEAST TELL ME,,,,  !!!! yeah !!! thats like EXACTLY what i mean?? hes rlly nice n wonderful i mean he doesnt attempt to be Fake n i rlly rlly appreciate tht abt him i feel,,,, every1 listens to taeil,,, he doesnt talk a lot but when he does (n i mean,, abt advice n things) u like. pay attention. blEASE on this sacred day appreciate n love mr MOON TAEIL ! SIDNFNJSDKJFNKSJDFKJNSDKFJN OMG YEAH THEYRE ALL LIKE INJURED N TIRED N PROBABLY SICK,,,, NGL,,,, I LOVE 127 BUT ALL THESE COMEBACKS,,, SKULL EMOJI I HEAR TOO MUCH ABT THEM KDJNFKJNDSF its 127 this 127 tht n im like,,,, do they get a Break,,,, every1 realizes theye exhausted and worn out n i appreciate the effort but SM is LITERALLY ruining NCT’s concept as a whole by only using one unit??  nct has a lot of potential but i cant help but feel,,, its been ruined a bit bc of how its working out rn,,,, yeah,,, KJSNFKJNSDF ALSO BLEASE UR FINE? omg no angel ur doin great MUAH ! blease ! i was jus wishing u well!! i hope u liked the drawing !!  omg gl,,, i wanna watch the handmaiden but idk where 2 find it,,, GL ON UR WORK !! i, too, need to stop procrastinating,,,, u n me in this together b,,, u n me ,,,

[infinitychels]

How is your day going so far?

Since it’s 1210am technically my day just started and I’m in the bathroom 🤷🏼‍♀️

What are you doing tomorrow?

Walmart, calling customer service 😫😫

What's your favorite color?

"Blue, pink, rose gold

Are you watching television?

"no I’ll watch psych though after this

What are you watching?

"^^^"

Do you watch any really lame shows?

"oh, im shore i do, at least according to SOMEONE'S opinion" agree

Are you a bitch?

I’ll be honest and say I can be a major bitch. I’m also a lot of other positive adjectives too ✌🏼

Is there anyone of the opposite sex that you trust?

My dad, my boyfriend, Todd, best friend Matt

Do you hook up with random people?

When i was single i had a few questionable moments

Are you afraid to fall in love?

"Yes but I do it anyway. I love love.

Do you believe that everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends what they did and their actions. I know I don’t deserve second chances with certain people and I’m learning to accept that. It’s a hard pill to swallow.

Once a cheater, always a cheater?

"if someone cheated a long time ago and had obviously grown and changed since then, then im not going to be the random stranger to hold their past against them. if it seemed like an ongoing pattern, then i would recognize that and jst not get romantically involved" couldn’t have said it better

What kind of mood are you in?

Right now annoyed because my IBS is acting up .

Do you take naps?

"I’m a nap queen 👸🏼

What time do you go to bed?

"Lately it’s been like 3 am and I’m not loving it

Have you ever watched the show 'Bad Girls Club'..?

"No

Are you an optimist or a pessimist?

In the middle but anxiety makes me a pessimist

Do you get jealous easily?

Short answer yes. Abusive relationships, society, and anxiety are the main reasons why.

Have you ever purposely made someone jealous?

Attempted to probably but i don’t know what people have to be jealous of

Last beverage?

"Water"

Quick lyric from the last song you listened to?

"I watched American idol so idk

Do you let things go to your head?

Hi yup that’s me queen of overthinking

What kind of shampoo do you use?

"Aussie

Have you ever felt completely defeated?

"i have definitely felt that way before"

Are you one to just give up?

Unfortunately

Do you know how to let go?

Mm nope definitely not

What is your favorite pair of shoes you own?

"Winter-uggs summer-flip flops

Do you regret anything?

"i especially regret the ways ive hurt other ppl" agree

If you could go back and change 1 thing.. what would it be?

There is one thing in my mind but other than that I believe everything happens for a reason

Do you have your own tv?

Yes

What are you looking forward to?

"Warmer weather and meeting my best friend Chelsea

Is there someone you need to fix things with?

There was for a long time. I think back to the good times and it makes it harder to realize that friendship has sailed. Which is fine by me because the people I have in my life now are the kind of people I want to be around.

Do you have a laptop?

"I do but it’s broken

Are you an outgoing person?

I can be

What was the last thing you purchased online?

I don’t even remember

Quick quote..?

Eggs will take over the world

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

Weird that this was a question. Yup"

What kind of hair spray do you use?

"Spray has a lot of chemicals and I’ve never needed it

What movie/s do you really wanna see?

"Just saw Five Feet Below. Cried. But umm i guess I wanna see dumbo next 😂

Who makes you feel better when you're dying inside?

"parents, cats, best friends, psych, sleep

Is there someone you just can't get enough of?

"My cats 😂

What helps you relax?

"ASMR, reading, massage, snuggling with cats, taking my meds properly

What color is your bra?

"---"

!@$%^&*.. when you see that, what comes to mind?

"curse words"

Does goodbye hurt?

"it definitely can"

[fluffi]

so should i reply in tiny font or just regular font?

hybe should do better in spreading out the comebacks of the groups under them :/ they're already at a huge advantage, might as well use it strategically. AHA streaming mvs is so convenient for a multi. the filler vids i could use in between could be mvs from the other groups that i stan. also you know what, i still haven't watched a single final performance bc im waiting for a friend to watch with me :D

i have a chinese movie recommendation in case you want something to cry over. i still love its ost and it's been months since i watched it. i'm not sure if you watched it already but more than blue. i've never cried over a movie as much as i cried for that one. the angst *chef's kiss*. i'd do anything to wipe my memory of it and watch it again for the first time.

also sungchan is mc-ing in inkigayo every sunday! and honestly, what the hell is nct hollywood :D but a part of me thinks it's just going to be a bunch of asians living in america like johnny that'll be a part of it. just a hunch tho. imagine having all 4 units coming back in a year with like 1 unit per quarter of the year. i'm not sure if sm even has the money to do this, especially when they filed bankruptcy recently.

and i've seen a lot of twitter memes saying taro's ghosted stans T_T alexa play ghosting by txt T_T sm come on give him smth to do, you're wasting talent.

the mall didn't burn down entirely (like from the outside it looked fine). the ventilation system caught fire so it was more internal—ceilings and all that. covered things with soot(?) and ashes so the entire mall was closed for nearly 2 years. and hey, i've experienced a school fire too back when i was younger. i, too, thought it was nothing but a fire drill until i saw the charred remains of the buildings behind our school : D thankfully, no one died.

the new nct track is for a samsung commercial AHAHA it's funny because nearly everyone uses apple TT_TT and the mv screams neo culture tech tho (well as it should lmao). yes, i was talking about that part in hot sauce but yes, it grew on me too.

ateez really know how to do a performance. they put the standard so high for me when it came to performing. their facial expressions and overall stage presence just impresses me. it's been a while since i've seen idols draw me to them by those standards.

ah, the long stan list! good luck in getting through it and i hope you do have fun as you go :] (also you can check out aurora by ateez and whiplash by tbz. the songs popped up in my head as i was typing this reply, you might like them)

ohhhh, what was the pd48 scandal? i don't watch survival shows so i don't know any of the stuff going on. would you care to elaborate? about their disbandment :(( i hope you're okay now tho! are the other girls still debuting in new groups? anyone eyeing an acting career instead of being an idol?

YES, A PATTERN IN THE BIASES (if you count an analysis of two ppl as a pattern, that is.) because it's the same pattern i have for my biaswreckers :D jake & seungmin, not only do they have the same animal to represent them, they have the same 'golden retriever' type of personality that just makes you go all soft. ygwim ;n; i wish i could elaborate but both boys just devastate me in the same level and my friends pointed out that they were quite similar in some aspects.

jaemin used to send really long bbl messages :< like if there was anything he loved most it was nctzens and it was obv in his messages. speaking of dream, album repackage news today! idk what to feel bc my hot sauce albums haven't even arrived yet :D + i'm dead br0ke.

how do you even manage to read 30k TT__TT i cant handle long fics bc of my attention span :D also, yes, i found the user now, i'll check if i'll like their works soon. <33

YES YOU SHOULDVE BEEN THERE T_T what a day that was. i think seungmin is still sweet and active in bbl. not a single cent goes to waste with him. also i think i'll post the drabble some time this month.

and oml seungmin vs jake :o let's see how that goes O.O XDD

clickity-clackity AHAH do you have a mechanical keyboard? :c i wanted one too but i haven't got around to saving up for one. but yes indeed, typing asmr v relaxing \m/

sunny hyuck day, fullsun sunday, fullsunday T_T feels were very strong that day. i kept seeing edits on my twt tl and i would just s o b : D i've only stanned nct for a year but i've seen him grow so much i just wanted to crie i love him sm :') yk my mom didn't cook spaghetti for my birthday, but she cooked for hyuck's? : D

and i checked ur recs blog and indeed, full of nct T_T

also have i mentioned that your desktop thing amuses me so much HAHAH i got confused for a sec if i had twt opened or tumblr. plus, i've been wanting to mention that i noticed that our mobile themes are opposites. black and red, white and blue. it's cute XDD <3

help, people have been telling me that our asks are long but i highkey love it. i added a ‘keep reading’ for the mobile users though, sorry in advance hh.

honestly, both works. tiny font saves space but regular font does more justice for my poor eyes haha. its your call!

hybe comebacks :( yeah enhypen got lucky because they came back right before cb season so they got three wins (yay)! on the bright side, txt just got their first win and bts has six wins, so it all works out i guess. omg yes, the streaming thing is perfect. i stan like 20 groups so i have a never-ending cycle of filler mvs and its always so helpful. ooh for the final performances - you wont regret watching any of them! literally wild, kingdom's budget and talent are wild.

ooh, I don't watch any cdramas lmao. i want to but i can barely finish kdramas. if its a movie ill watch it! ive never heard of more than blue but ill check it out <3 where can i watch it?

yes yes i have just realized that sungchan is yujin's co-mc! i watched their special stage (which is literally adorable) and was today years old when i realized that the dude is sungchan pls. nct hollywood was so unexpected and i still have mixed feelings about it now. LMAO JUST ASIANS LIVING IN AMERICA...help. that would be interesting (?) but the concept reminds me of those horrendous awesomeness tv shows. lets hope sm pulls this off well and proves me wrong. lmao all 4 units coming back would probably happen, but i hope none of them get overworked :( i constantly feel like mork lee has four clones :'( also...sm filed bankcruptcy??? dang, what happened?

ugh omg yeah shotaros talent is seriously being wasted in the basement right now. as for fires, scary T-T i wasnt that fazed by them until the australia wildfires happened, and i learned about the consequences of fire and got really scared. its good that the entire mall didnt burn down though! although its weird that no one is opening it :( schools really need to tell us the difference between drills though, it might be dangerous for those rebellious kids.

yeah i just realized that the nct track is an endorsement which partly explains why i cant listen to it. the mv's visuals are stunning!! the set and people are so gorgeous aa i cant

oh yeah im not an atiny but i have acknowledged since 2020 that they have one of the best, if not the best stage presence and expressions on stage for 4th gen. i think their only worthy competitor would be stray kids actually. theyre truly one of a kind and all of them are cute especially that yeosang guy. i will definitely check out your song recommendations though!

oof the pd48 scandal is extremely complicated. to condense it in a few statements: all of the girls' rankings have been rigged since the very beginning and it was rumored that they already had their end group before the show even started. it was like this for pf48 and pdx101 (group x1) which was why x1 disbanded within a month of debuting, and izone were on hiatus for like 4 months. im not the best at explaining stuff like this haha, but i think you get it. you can check out yt or search up 'pd48 scandal', a ton of articles and videos. as for new groups, nothing has been made clear yet. theyve only made instagram handles for now and appeared on variety shows haha. as for acting career, hyewon was supposed to do acting but was forced to join pd48 so maybe she'll continue acting afterwards? nothing is confirmed yet!

lmao two similarities, its okay it counts. ah, true, i can see their similarities now that youve mentioned it, as well as how jeno is kind of like that. however, i am currently attached to jaemin so we'll see what happens from there hehe. i swerve easily.

jaemin on bubble grr, that would be a whole experience. from the bare minimum of vidoes ive seen for him wbk jaemin is so whipped for czennies. ah yes repackage! i saw the post on instagram and went to the comments to see everything screaming ‘iM bROke!’ and it was lowkey hilarious lmao. kpop is really trying to suck our money T-T.

ope the longest fic ive read is like...40k words i think? and it was by jeonginks. ill read anything eiko produces lmao, theres always so much substance in her work. ooh, tell me what you think of luvdsc’s stuff, i just finished binging their entire masterlist lmao.

seungmin vs jake yeah, i havent been catching up on skz enha content because im still obsessing over the dreamies but when that saga is over then im going to focus on my ults lmao (which might include dream soon, hehe).

yes yes i have a mechanical bluetooth keyboard that i use to connect to my computer! it literally sounds amazing lmao, its only 10am here but i feel like im going to doze off from the clickity clackitys already. i cant wait for you to get one! tell me when you do, we can match hehe.

hyuck is an aodrable brat please. hes like the best comedian of nct at this point, so hilarious and filled with variety i love him. he rose up my bias list pretty fast too. LMAO YOUR MOM IS SO COOL I LOVE HER ALREADY. if only my mom would cook for my ults’ borndays.

yes my rec blog is a mess right now, ill organize it soon haha.

omg thank you and yes my website theme is one-of-a-kind. even i get confused when i open it or edit it, and i constantly get comments about it. also i just realized our opposing theme colors and i love it! its adorable.