#oh my fucming god what happened

[theworstcreature]

Guess who’s like not fucking ok at all after tonight’s Loki ep

MAJOR MAJOR LOKI SPOILERS DO NOT CLICK IF YOU HABENT SEEN IM BEGGING YOU

OH MY HOLY CINNAMON TOAST FUCKING FUCK I AM SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING ALSO

MOBIUS MY BELOVED I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE A JETSKI SALESMAN I LOVE HIM SO MUCH SJFJJAHEHFUSUEUHEJDJD

ALSO I think he would be the parent that has the house his kids friend group always choose to stay at.. idk I’m just getting “house that always has the good snacks” vibes

ALSO SYLVIE AND LOKI HAVING THAT CONVO IN THE BAR HE LOVES HIS FRIENDS SO MUCH I LOVE YOUR FRIENDS TOO BBG (and his unofficial husband yes I rEfuse to believe Lokius isn’t canon) IFDKJWJEJKEIWBTHWJ THAT WHOLE SCENE OH MY LORDY LORD HOLY FUCKING JESUS IN A DEEPFRIER

SOMEBODY PUT ME IN A COMA TILL NEXY EPISODE I WILL ACTUALLY NOT SURVIVE

AND THERE WAS SO MICH SPAGETIFICARION I NEED TONKNOW HOW ANS WHU THIS IS HAOPENING TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT THE HELL IS EVEN HAPPENNG

LOKI OMFG MY BABYGIRL HE DOESNT NEED TO HET BRUTAKLT RIPPED OUT OF TIME AT RANDOM ANYMORE!!!1!!1!1!1!1!!!1!!1!1!!1!

ALSO OB OB MY GIRL I LOVE HIM SO MICH HES A LITTLE GUY LOOK AT HIM AND HIS LITTLE SCIFI NOVEL LOOK AT HIM HES SO SPECIAL TO ME I LOVE HIM HES SO BIG BRAIN AND I ASPIRE TO BE LIKE HIM

ANYWAUS MOBIUS US JUST A SINGLE MOTHER AND I LOVE HIM GODNIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

[poggermilo]

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

The king (ep 20)

Killing myself after i listened to this one holy shit

Well, ig we're going into the city now.

Got dang! Dead bodies!!!

FAROE?? PLAYING THE PIANO??

No..?

Oh shit

Hes so silly a silly guy

Hes actually so me fr

Love him dearly

Hes funny as hell

kayne is a new favorite wtf

Toodles

Oml arthur is laughing agai n 😭😭❤️

Oh?

Oh.. John..

OH JOHN IJJBHUS 😞😞

(Had to pause to cry)

What.

Oh no

No

LILLYYY

LILLY NOOOO ☹️☹️

OH MY FUCKING GOD JOHN SOUNDS SO FUCKING SAD AND DESPERATE WHATTT 😭

What the shit bro

LIFE IS LOSS

(This is how i feel every time i listen to malevolent. I also had to pause again to cry)

Oh..

OHH JOHNN 😭😭😭😭

(Had to pause AGAIN to fucking cry after lilly was put down)

(Looking through the transcript and ARTHUR SAID GOODBYE FAROE IM ACTUALLY GOING TO KILL MYSELF. FUCKK)

(Listened to it 3 times and cried my eyes out every time)

Got damn..

Going to the plateau..

huh?

Oh.. a poem

OHHHHHSH 😭

THIS TOO SHALL PASS WHATSYDGHDHAVDV

(After arthur's poem i had to sob again)

Fuckk youu Harlan 😭😭😭

Oh shit wbere are they

OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS THE KING (hey bbg)

Oh there goes john.

DONT LISTEN TO IT ARTHUR

FUCK YOU YOU CANT BREAK UP ARTHUR AND JOHN

"SO LOVINGLY CALL HIM" OUAUHSHVSVSV

"And yet, you love him." "I suppose so." WHAT THE FUCKKKKK (HAD TO PAUSE TO GATHER MY BEARINGS WHAT THE FUCM)

OH ARTHUR, LOST EVERYTHIBG AND

HE LOVES JOHN SO MUCH IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF

personal pet is crazyy 💀

OH MY GOD ARTHUR HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK

STOP IT HOLY SHIT

NO

JOHN

OH MY GOD THERES SO MUCH HAPPENING

(Had to pause)

JOHN PROTECTING ARTHUR OH MY GOD IM KILLING MYSELF

OH MY FUCKING GOD. ARTHUR. DONT KILL YOURSELF. IM SUPPOSED TO DO THAT

ARTHURR

OH MY GODDDDDD

JOHNN

OUUHH

Once it ended i went crazy

[jinleebelee]

God fuckinf. ALL DAY ALL FUCKINF DAY WITH THIS TK SHIT WHAT THE FUCK INF FUCK IM NOT HAVING ANTHOR MIKEY HOUSE BULLSHIT MOMENT. SO HERE I AM ON FUCKINF PINTEREST AND LOAD AND BEHOLD THAY ONR FUCKINF TK AHIT AND I JUST SIGH THEN I SCROLL DOWN THE SAME FUCKINF IMAGE CAUGHT ME TWIXE. I SCRILLED TO GET AWAY FROM THE JOJO SHIT AND THEN IT CAME SCROLLINF OUT THE FUCKINF GRAVE SHOWING MY FACE.

AND THATS NOT FUCKINF IT THATS IS NOT A FUCKINF IT. FUCKINF TUMBLER HAD IT OUT AND HAD ME IN A FLUSTER MESS- AND MY TK DREAMS TOO AND MY FUCKINF JOJO OC WITH HER FATHERLY FIGUEE FUCKINF AHHHHHHHHHHHH

And then guess what fuckinf happened. I go on fuckin MY FRIEND CALLS ME AT FUCKINF 3 AM TO FUCK WIRH ME AND THEN TELLS ME I SHOHLD GO TO SLEEP AND STATTS FUCKINF WIRH MY HEAD WIRH TK AND IM GONNA GET YIU

CAUSE SHE KNOWS WHEN SHE SAYS IM GONNA GET U FLUSTERS THE BALLS OUT OF ME. I CAN REMEMBER WHEN SHE CONSTANRLY SAID AND I HAD A WHOLE FLUSTER BREAK DOWN. I'm so glad none of the tk friends saw that- cause it was just Fuckinf FUCK.

AND THEN OH FUCKINF THEN THEN IT REALLH HOT THE FUCKINF SPOT. I GO ON FUCKINF DOSCORD AND MY FUCKINF FRIEND SENDS ME A GOD DAMN FEATHER CHAINSAW THINF AND KM LIKE IM A ORAYINF POSTUON

I say dear god please for I have fuckinf sinned on my god damn ass with the tk gods will you stop making them get me TODAY- PLEASE- THANK FUCKING GOD AMEN.

Right as i did thay I thought hey maybe it's over maybe NOPE FUCKINF NOPE MY FRIEND SHOWS ME THE FUCKINF SOCKS THEY BOUGHT AND IT- it had a certain saying AND MY FRIENDS LIKE YOU WOULD TOTALLY WEAR THAT AND IM LIKE FUCKINF HELL NO I WOULDNT

ME OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE ME WOULD WEAR A FUCKINF AOXK THAY DIRECTS TARGET TO MY A FLUSTER SPOT B VERY SENSTIVE SPOT C FLUSYER FLUSTER SPOT AND D FUCK NO. AND THEN THEY FUCKINF LAUGH- I TELL EM IT AINT FUNNY. I JUDT GOT A FUCKINF TEXT SAYINF IT IS

NO IT FUCKINF AINT NO IT AINT THIS BULLSHIT WHY THE FUCK AM I GOING HAVINF THIS TK GOD SHIT PN ME AGAIN WHAY THE FUCK DID I DO. I DIDNT DO JACK SHIT AND THIS IS WHAY I GET. MAN FUCM YOU PINTERST FUCK FOR THAY FUCKINF ATUNT YOU BULLED ON ME THAY IS THE LAST GOD DAMN TIME.

[ilovemccafferty]

i dont know what is wrong with me ok i just need to rant i know a lot of these words wont make sense im just copy and oasting messages i sent to my friend because im to lazy to type also bad grammer

bro i cant physically exist without pain what the fuck is wrong with me why am i like this oh my fucking god everything is so loud what the fuck why can i hear every single little noise why is everything screaming at me what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what theufjc fufikc fuck fuck fucj fuck why is everything so loud why is everything so loud why what the fucj also dont force yourself to rwply if you dont want to im just ranting because idk what else to do

omfg im gonna claw out my arms and lefs i swear to fucking god why am i always in pain

i hate laying on my back but if i lay on my side i have to keep switching everytime bc it starts to feel wrong and yneven

and anytime something brushes against me on an uneaven wag i freak out and irs so overstimulating

also impulsive thoughts fucking shck

its so bad when im overstimulated to like rn i cant look at things that are uneven ir it just bothers me i cant explain it but wtf

om js severely overstimulated, but im not overwhelmed and im rlly tired but i can sleep bc my brain is hyper and idk what to do or how to explain my deelings

bro i fucking hate impusive thoughts or iust existing because i was on a boat today and i had to close the window because all i could think about was theowinf soemthing important out the window or jumping out thw windoe anns i just couldnt mi dont fucmign know

everytjings so overstimulateding i dont know khow to deel with my problems

it feels like wverythings against me right now and i have the cinstant feeling of dread or if i an going to dies oom pleade i dont want to go please o dont want to fuckig die im scared to go to sleep because what kf i dont wake up ive been fucking forcing myself awake skmetimes because of the dread that im not going to wake up im afraid of death what the fuck is going to happen i dont know whats going on anymore why cant i lige in the moment why id time moving so fast why id everything going on i cant keep uo with everything im not okay rnw im not ok what the tukkf isngoing on on in onj dont know wholw to express my feelings or thoughts so im just typing wverything i tuonk without tmaftially thinking because i dont fucking care rn i jutst doknt knkw what to do im sfared i feel like something is out to get me i feel like imm trapped and alone o feel fucking lsot what is going on i sont fucking knkw im sfated scared who am i because i dont even fucming know am i actually real pr is thos all a dream becausre i dknt wevn fucking knkw at rhis point im so fixking scatd that egeruthing js fake and all these memlries lf existinf is fake im here right now but what jf im jot what if indont fucking know SHIT THE FUCK UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SUIT UP SHIT UP SHUT IL O AHYE THESE THOUGHTS I DKNT WAKNT TO THINKA BOUT DEATH OR WHAT HAPPENS I JUST WANT TO BE FUCMING NORMAL WHAT THE FICK IS WRLNG WITH ME.

also 4 the ppl ik irl/online on here plz dont he worried about me im ok this happens a lot i just need to sleep and calm down and shit ok jm ok these are just my constant tjought (om pretty sure a lot of this is caused by ocd i was told) also i am safe and im not gonna act on any harm against myself or anyone else bc its all impulsive thoughts and ik im not gonnq do anything

[justawholebunchofrandomnumberan]

genuinely how the fuck do u comfort people. like how. i just can't do it. my friends come to me woth troubles and i make a complete fool of myself and they leave feeling worse. i see them talking in a server about it and i just can't go in and say anything cos i know I'll just make it worse. like i just. what the fuck do i say????? it's ok??? they know it's not. it'll get better???? they don't believe that. like i mean. not to like be a huge cunt but . auugh. is this a deeper problem where I'm looking at social interactions like a puzzle. is that what this is.. i just haven't experienced enough people venting to know the solution to that puzzle. am i just stupid. people comfort me when I'm down and they're just like miraculously good at it and it's like wiah holy shit but when i try and do it it's just like. an overbearing feeling of "I'm making their day worse by speaking rn" i just cannot. there is no way to go about comforting people. i can't handle it or something lik. fhcks sake. I'm so pissed off at myself for this. I'm so fucking mad. i should've said something. i should've just sguck mt ugly ass face in and said hey bestie it's ok i believe in u. if i had been on the recieving end of that god knows it wouldn't have helped but it would've bbeen fucking nice to see yk. just like oh this guy is also here and she cares. that's nice. I'm a fucming idiot. what am i even doing. what's the fucking point. I'm so fucking mad this is the one thinf i can't fucking do. u spend all these fucking years tryna figure out how to navigate social interactions and ofc there just has to he one aspect of them u can't manage and it just happens to be one of the most important ones. fuck off with that. fucking bullshit. whatever man. fuck this. next time I'll say something. i swear on my fucking life. even if it's only sending one message and being like. i believe in u. or it's ok. or just something man. i love these people i can't keep making new friends and then ditching the group chat temporarily whenever they start pouring their heart out about something. i hate this so fucking much it's so fucking stupid. fucked up and fucming stupid. fuck everything

[incorrect-clone-wars-quotes]

fuck fuck fuck fuckFUCK (7.10 - Phantom Apprentice)

phantom apprentice?? any relation to phantom menace?? hmmmm

UHHHHH MY BOYS ARE IN THE THUMBNAIL AND I DONT LIKE IT

god the new intro 😩😩😩

UHHH FUCK THIS MUSIC

wtf

they’re gonna make a movie cut of the siege of mandalore i can feel it

WHAT A COOL SHOT TO OPEN W EEEE

yhhhhhh this is tense as fuck

fuck off maul

he knows her name 😳😳😳

fuck you

does he have the dark saber 👀

REX UHHHH FUCK DONT GO IN THERE

someone’s going to die this episode

“the moment may be upon us” THE FUCKING. WHAT

rex i am begging you. TURN AROUND

cause she’s a bad bitch 😳

UHHHHHHHH FUCK ORDER 66

SHUT THE FUCK UP MAUL

AAAAAAA

YEAH!!!!!!!!!! i mean go but YEAH

goddamnit

obi wan jesus look 😳

they don’t even KNOW DARTH SIDIOUS FUCK

they. they know he’s behind everything?

OH FUCK WERE IN REVENGE OF THE SITH NOW

Dew it anakin. kill him

bUt ItS nOt ThE jEdI wAy

fuck

he’s falling!! to!! the dark side!!

ughhhhhhhhhhhbhhhb

AAAAAAA WHAT

is he gonna tell ahsoka abt.... you know.....

paranoid ass

AH FUCK

fuck fuck fuck

i hate how much this is lining up with rots

his true intentions are to FUCKING RULE THE GALAXY

speak with him ahsoka. SPEAK WITH HIM.

damn right they’re not

fuck the council

why is obi wan talking so cryptic and weird

“tell anakin-“ “i will” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

oh this is uhhh. gruesome

oh fuck

WHAT

what

JESSE

NO

nono o o o ononono

FUUUUUCK!!!!!!!! LOOKED INTO HIS MIND???

HE TOOK JESSE HES GONNA CATCH THSEE FUCKING HANDS

who are these mandos i feel like i should know them

SHUT THE FUCK UP MAUL

order 66 he’s talking about order 66 FUCK

what’s w that hand shot

god his teeth are so gross

saxon?? fuckin white lady ass name

FUCK.

FUCK FUCK FUCK

FUCK!!!!?????

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUCK

haha get fucked

a strange sense of dread??????

SOMEONE ELSE?????

don’t say anakin skywalker fuck off

“help him remember”

oh fuck

FUCK!!

a vision of WHAT

what FUCKING NAME

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god ducking damn it

DONT PLAY IMPERIAL MARCH IN THE BACKGROUDN FUCK OFF

Hope th ere was no one in that elevator 😳

SHIELD OO

ohfuck BO GET IUT OF THERE BO

BAD BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIFTING THE ELEVATOR!!!!!

aw busted jetpack

who the fuck are all these people

ah the syndacite leaders

fuck

FUCK!!!!! FUCK OFF WITH THIS ORDER 66 BULLSHIT!!!!!!

i do not want to be reminded of my pain :)

uhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH

cult vibes

this is uhhhhhh. sad

i kinda hate this?

Fuck

JESSE

FUCK FUCK FUCK

ok but that was kinda cool how he moved the lasers

FUCK!!!

fuck you!!!!!!

jesse jesse JESSE OH MY GOD

what

JESSE FUCK

THAT WAS A BIG EXPLOSION WTF

Fuck

fuck!!!!!

HES TRYING TO GET YOU ALONE AHSOKA

FUUUUUUCK

willhelm scream ayyyyy

oh this is uhhhh VIOLENT

shut the fuck up maul

SHUT THE FUCK IP MAUL!!!

i mean you’re right but DONT MANIPULATE HER!!!

fuuuuuuck

crazy ass

yeah it’s too late

FUCK HES RIGHT AND I HATE IT

WHY IS HE RIGHT

fuck off maul

don’t be tempted by this BULLSHIT AHSOKA

i’m getting kylo ren “take my hand” vibes from this and i do NOT!!!! LIKE IT!!!!

FUCM YOU!!!!!!!

oh this is like. a war front

ok but the lighting in this room rn 😩😩😩

OH FUCK THAT WAS A COOL SHOT

slo mo??? HELL YEAH

ahsoka!????!?????????

UES PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME

Fuck

FUCK!!!!!!!!!

fuck fuck fuck

she can’t believe it but it’s TRUE FUUUCK

YEAAAAH FUCK HIM UP GIIIIRL

OH FUCK

badass on both sides

FUUUUUUUCK

WIAAAAAAAH!!!!!!

yeah you’re lucky

“you’ll find i have many qualities for you to dislike” DAAAAMN BITCH!!

rex please don’t get shot

WOAAAAH

the mark it left in the glass lmao

FUCK I HATE THIS

MANDOS FROM THE SKY

it’s raining MANDOS!!! HALELUJAH

the music omg

are they... winning? 😳

YEAH RETREAT YOU FUCKERS

maul ain’t gonna help you now bro

FUCK HES GONAN ESCAPE

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA GET FUCKED MAUL

“you are difficult to kill” SHES GOING ALL AT IT W THESE QUIPS AND I AM LOVING IT!!!!

FUCK OFF MAUL

LUKE IN CLOUD CITY VIBES

ugh fuck off

please tell me that’s bo katan tricking him

k but like why’d they pick the worst fucking place to fight

FUUUUUCK!!!!

OH FUCK

fuck fuck fuck

the lightsaber is gonna fall at rex’s feet you cant prove me wrong

it’s gonna happen

FUCK OFF KYLO REN ASS BITCH

where’s her other lightsaber did it also fall

LET HIM GO AHSOKA

fuuuuck

SHOOKOT HIM

YEAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok that’s a beautiful shot

WHAT THE FUCK

[sovengarde]

i hate to vent in public but at this point my notes app is filling up and i have no where else to let this out

i really fucking hate being mentally ill. i fucking hate that i blow up at small things and push everyone away. i always fuck everything up, one way or another. everything is always my fault.

my mother has a friend she wants us to stay with but i hate it over there. im trying not to sound like some stoner cali dude but literally the vibe there makes me physically sick. by the time we're leaving, or fuck even before then, im just so drained of any energy it's not even funny. like i cant fall asleep to save my life but as soon as we get home im passed out, provided i didnt do that in the car.

but because the situation at home isnt great either she wanted us to stay with her. and normally i just say no i dont and it never really escalates but when the whole fight that happened last week between my mother and grandfather that denial was fought by her. i told her i didnt want to go into detail and she got upset but i figured it wouldnt be a problem like any other time.

so she leaves for a week to spend some time there and i locked myself in my room for the week. it felt nice to be by myself and not on edge all the time. because being around her is also draining. fuck she even said she had an amazing time. i've been trying to convince her to go back next week lol.

i walk on eggshells around my own mother. anytime she does anything remotely wrong i have to just sit and take it, because god forbid i bring up any concern to her. she shuts down and then a few hours later im being guilt tripped into apologizing. lather rinse repeat for the 19 years ive been alive.

honestly i wouldve rather have been raised like she was and not allowed to talk about anything at all. rather than her telling me i can talk about anything and when i actually do she throws it back into my face and blows up at me.

i have so many vivid memories of her losing her shit over things ive said. like the time i first came out and she screamed at me that i wasnt transgender bc i didnt fit the fuckin description of the 2 episodes of i am jazz she watched.

or when i told her about my suicidal thoughts and i had to coax her into the driveway bc she was standing in the street saying stuff like "well i should just let a car run me over!"

oh and then the time where she was screaming though the walls of my bedroom that "you should just get emancipated! how about you just fucking leave!" i used to have a fuckin recording of that but when my fb got closed i lost it.

just recently with my new psychiatrist i told her about the bpd diagnosis, side note i fuckin knew i had it since 10th grade, her gut reaction was "yea well i have all kinds of cancer! sorry go on" she fuckin """""""apologized"""""" after that. that literally told me her actual thoughts on my mental health, and that either she doesnt believe me or just doesnt fucking care

and then if i bring it up and she gaslights me telling me that shed never say anything like that. listen idk if you know this but traumatic events kinda stick in your brain for your entire life. i can hear her screaming at me when i think about these times, i can almost see it, it's like im actually there again.

but of course it's always my fault. shes on the phone with my aunt i think talking about "well that plans just not gonna happen." so blatantly in front of me. sitting in the bathroom of her office building damn near nauseous from the stress and then were gonna go home and shes either gonna keep being angry or try and act like itll never happen.

shit like this is why im constantly high now. because at least she'll leave me alone when im high. honestly with how things are going my racist, transphobic, and man baby grandfather starts to look less horrible compared to her. because at least he wont fuckin allow me to let my guard down and then spit in my face.

im so fucming exhausted, im quite literally at my wits end. ive only been in such a deep depression in highschool and i tried to game end myself. literally what the fuck am i supposed to do. i only have like 1 friend i can talk to and i hate putting shit on her, shes got enough on her plate as is. i dont have a therapist anymore. my psychiatrist doesnt like to talk about what's going on bc hes afraid of weed and only schedules meetings that are 30 minutes long.

worst part is i cant fuckin cry. i wanna let these emotions out but after years of pushing them down my """""""normal""""""" is unbareable numbness. i dont feel anything whatsoever. i react inappropriately in most situations. im just in a constant detached state, when i finally see through my own thick shit im terrified of who ive become, that is if i can even recognize my own face.

but from a very early age it was beaten into me that showing weakness to anyone will get me hurt so i stopped. moms even commented that i dont react in normal ways. shes told me she doesnt believe i have panic attacks as often as i do because im not outwardly freaking out. firstly theres multiple kinds of panic attacks. secondly everytime im shaking and suffocating i get yelled at. told im making too big a deal out of what's going on and that i need to stop. so i fuckin suppressed it.

but of course it's all my fault for being actually unable to regulate my fucking emotions and for being so distant and unstable all the time. it’s funny when im not making up my own problems actual issues destroy me. idk man im just. im really tired. 

[avenging-fandoms]

riverdale 3x08 reactions and opinions (spoilers)

- mmm look at my vixen GIRLS

- OH MY FUCJING GOD

- WHATBTHE FUCM HELP

- my poor betts

- omg i’m gonna cry jughead SMILING

- ugh i love choni i love love love them so much

- STOP THEYRE SO IN LOVE

- i wanna take care of V my poor girl

- BITCH HUH??? MY BABYS NOT LEAVING FYM

- mmm ronnie and reggie yes PLEASE

- yes you GET IT BABY

- i will never like gladys she ABANDONED her child. fym

- SHE THOUGHT THEY WERE TOGETHER LFNDKDJD

- fuck alice please get her away

- ugh i love betty so much holy fuck yes yes yes

- OMG BETTY I LOVR HER

- ethel deserves it lmfao bye

- ugh betty is so smart i love her so much she deserves the world

- kind of want to hug ethel

- i love veronica and cheryl together tbh lowkey my ship

- who tf are those bitches

- reggie is so pretty i love him so much

- i love how penelope is acting like she cares lol fuck you bitch

- god shut UP hiram

- DAMN MISS VERONICA SNAPPED

- shut the fuck UP PENELOPE PLEASE DIE

- mmm cheryl YES

- damn i say penelope die and she drops to the floor

- cheryl rolled her eyes LMFAOOOOO

- jellybean having a crush on archie is a mood

- GET HER JUGHEAD. fuck that bitch. roast her like that pig

- DAMN HE WENT THERE. HAH. FUCK YOU GLADYS

- PENNY WHAT TE FUCKDKBSOSN

- YES JELLYBEAN SAVE THE FUCKING DAY

- LMFAO PENNY WILL GET CUT UP FOR THE SECOND TIME SJHDLEBD

- ew i will kill hiram

- damn jughead was once again a dumbass

- BETTY AND VERONICA SHNDJSLSKS

- did i mention that i love veronica and cheryl

- BETTY HDODNSKSNSO

- jughead looks so good in that tank top mmMM YES

- damn archie a snoop

- archie wait what no please don’t leave jughead he’s your best friend

- guys i’m sobbing they’re breaking up my brotp

- WACK someone better shut this place down

- kind of sounds like AHS asylum

- THEY POURED HER IN SYRUP LFNLSNDLDNS

- guys i’m lowkey starting to like ethel but i don’t think it’ll last

- oh my fucking god fred i cried no no no

- JELLYBEAN SNAPPED. THATS WHAT I DO LMFAO

- i don’t want that bitch kissing my man fp ANYMORE

- MM YES CHERYL THAT WAS SEXY

- miss betty snapped

- MMMM HE DYED HIS HAIR YUMMMMYYYYY

- oh my god i’m literally sobbing fred is going to be so alone oh my god no

- the fuck are those sirens

- is it the purge

- uhm HUH???? QUARANTINE???????

- IM GONNA SCREAM

- I DID SCREAM

- VERY LOUDLY

- WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING

[moonraccoon-exe]

More thoughts about DA: I so far!

I said I’d do this like a week or two ago but lol. Have mercy on me ;u;

But yeh! Just a lot of random thoughts to share about my experience so far:

EPIC

SO FUCKING EPIC OH MY G O D THIS HAS TO BEO NE OF THE MOST EPIC STORIES I’VE PLAYED OR SEEN/READ, THIS IS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOL

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

*HYSTERICALLY SQUEAKING*

Honestly from beginning to the point I’m in, it’s so EPIC, like- the SUMMIT of epic!!

The story and the lore and the world are all so vast, so impossibly vast, it’s mindblowing. The writers of this are true masterminds and I must applaude all this work, they created a full whole new universe that’s real and breathes and lives. Holy. Fuck. It’s truly mindblowing and mesmerizing, I can’t even put it into words so I won’t even try.

Leliana and Cassandra, though? FUCK ME, THEY’RE GLORIOUS.

I’m SO in love with this game’s portrait of women, because there are SO MANY, and all in actual PRACTICAL and realistic armor! Like, no giant anime tiddies protected only on the nipple, it’s full armors not even shaped to make them look attractive or “like women”. And not just your companions; throughout the story, you find women enemies and allies in armor, it’s AMAZING.

I love Cassandra’s accent/voice color. I want her to fuck me. But DAMN me, I went with female elf in the end, after SO MUCH thinking about every choice (as in, gender, race, and class. I took SO LONG picking one of everything).

DO WE AGREE THAT COLE IS A MISUNDERSTOOD SOUL AND HE  NEEDS PROTECC AND I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY AND SO MUCH HE JUST WANTS TO HELP DEAR COLE I LOVE YOU I’D TAKE A BULLET FOR YOU

Blackwall is charming? Like...I don’t know. I didn’t like him in a beginning but then he just. Went and spoke and FUCK HE’S CHARMING.

I really feel like praising more the lore and story-telling/writing but there’s just no putting it into words goddammit.

THE WHOLE SCENE OF THE ATTACK ON HAVEN AND THE ESCAPE TO SKYHOLD THOUGH?

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

E P I C

LIKE SOOOOOOOO EPIC THERE ARE NO WORDS ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE IT!!! BEST, MOST EXCITING, MOST EPIC CUTSCENE SO FAR AND ONE OF THE MOST EPIC I’VE SEEN LIKE HOLY SHIT, IT WAS GLORIOUSLY EPIC!!!!!! BEYOND WORDS! I STILL THINK ABOUT IT AND STILL GET ALL HYPED AND WORKED UP AND AKSLJDFAKGLJ

From the moment the attack starts I was like HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO COOL

Watching Cullen in action was GREAT, too! He gets so little screen time (in my opinion), like, he could have been given a bigger role, it’s sad to watch all his potential just standing there doing nothing. What I would give so he was a party member! But yeah, that’s why it was so cool to watch him act in that part.We’re used to Cassandra and Leliana by that point, so it was good to see Cullen in charge for once. Watch him give orders, raise the voice, command the army, GAWDS, IT STILL GIVES ME CHILLS

Surviving the whole thing was AMAZING, the thing with (I forgot the english word lkasjdlakdg) “bombing”/attacking the snow mountains to Mulan the whole thing and bury the bad guys in the avalanche was SO GLORIOUSLY EPIC.

And then Super Bad Guy appears and I was like ZOMG FUCK I AM GOING TO DIE AHA HSADJFAHDGJAD ZOMG THIS IS SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

I couldn’t save the people of Haven, though! I saved...the lady in charge of the...the one table that requests random things. Lady in armor? Forogt her name. Also saved Adan, I’m SO happy he made it!!! But Minaeve died lmao aah :’( And I think I lost someone else, but not sure who.

AND THEN WHEN YOU DECIDE TO GO BACK AND GIVE TIME FOR THE PEOPLE TO ESCAPE??? OMG CULLEN BEING THE ADORABLE MATURE IDIOT THAT I LOVE AND ROLLING WITH IT AKLSJDADKLGJ

AND THAT WHOLE SCENE WITH CORIPHEUS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*EXPLODES INTO A THOUSAND SNOWFLAKES*

AKSLJF KAL GJAILSJF ALKJF ALKJGALDKGJADLGKJ

SO

BADASS

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*HYSTERICALLY SCREECHING*

IT WAS SO EPIC! SO SO DAMN EPIC OMG IT WAS SUPER COOL!!!

I wasn’t too scared of him, like, the design doesn’t look that scary. But he’s got a nice air of villain! And the way he grabs you and picks you up, and then when you fire the thing to cause the lastavalanche?

I WAS LIKE

ZOMG

HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE OH MY G O D NO WILL I JUST RUN!?!? PLS RUN LITTLE ELF YOU CAN DO IT I BELIEVE IN YOU

AND THEN YOU JUMP INTO THE GROUND AND YOU 

YOU ACTUALLY M A K E IT

AHA SADHGAD

*FANGASMS*

AND THE WHOLE WALK THROUGH THE SNOW DESERT episode Prompto anyone I WAS LIKEK OMG YES THIS TROPE I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS ABOUT THE HERO SURVIVING, BUT NO ONE KNOWING, AND MAKING IT THROUGH A SNOW DESERT ALONE BARELY SURVIVING BUT KEEPING ON

AND THE TROPE DIDN’T FAIL THE “HERO COLLAPSES WHEN THEY SEE THEIR FRIENDS AND THEIR FRIENDS YELLL “THERE THEY ARE!!!” AND RUN TO GO PICK YOU UP AND THEN

FUCK

FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

LIKE THE LORE AND WORLD AND UNIVERSE WASN’T MY JAM ALREADY

THEY THROW THIS AT ME!?!?!??!!?!?

PERFECT

BRILLIANT

GENIUS

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS ONE BIT, I HAVE A SAVE JUST TO REPLAY ALL THAT SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE, THIS IS SO E X Q U I S I T E

And the best part personally is that it’s Cullen teddy bear who spots you aaah ;A; <3

And the next bit? When you wake up and the advisors are arguing. So you decide to chime in to try and ease it. But you have no idea what to say, so Mother Giselle comes in and starts singing?

And then Leliana joins?

And then Cassandra

And then CULLEN

AND THEN EVERYONE

AND EVERYONE IN CAMP GATHERS AROUND YOU AND SING THE MAIN THEME OF THE GAME AND YOU DISCOVER “OMG IT’S THE MAIN THEME OF THE TITLE SCREEN, OMG IT HAS LYRICS” AND THE WHOLE VISUALS LIKE AFTER THE TRAGEDY EVERYONE THAT SURVIVED GATHERING AROUND YOU AND SINGING AND SOLAS WATCHING IN ADMIRATION EVEN WHEN HE DOESN’T BELIEVE IN ANDRASTE/THE HUMAN RELIGION AND

GOOSEBUMPS

LITERAL GOOSEBUMPS AND CHILLS ALL OVER MY BODY, LIKE A DAMN BOLT, OM HY GOD THAT HAS TO BEO NE OF THE MOST IMPACTING SCENES SO FAR, IT JUST GIVES ME SO MUCH GOOSEBUMPS AND MAKES ME GO AKSLJF AKLGJADFLKA

*FANGASMS AGAIN*

OKAY BUT I FORGOT

THE WHOLE TIME TRAVEL THING WITH DORIAN!?!?!?!?

*sHRIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK*

So I went mages instead of Templars. Because ya know, it felt better? Like, yes, I know mages have done bad things before, but templars are hunting for them like they’re “things” or beasts, so I felt that it was best to support mages instead of Templars.

Okay but sidenote; I thought Cullen was going to be upset at me, like MAD. Because, you know, he used to be a Templar, and he still is so in love with the Templars and always talks so nicely and excitedly about them, and tried to encourage you to go with Templars. So I chose Mages thinking he was going to rage at me.

And what did he do? “Oh well, yes, the mages are good, they may be able to help us close the rift. They’re good allies :)”

AND I LOSE IT

CULLEN. MY DEAR. MY LOVE. MY STUPID IDIOT, I LOVE YOU.

Seriously, I’m SO IN LOVE with how mature he is. That and his shyness are what convinced me to romance him. He took it so nicely, like, he doesn’t throw tantrums or argues; he knows what’s at risk, he wants the best to turn out of everything, and when things happen, he knows to just get over it and take it to his vantage and see it in a positive way and fUCK GODS HAVE MERCY ON ME, IT WAS GREAT

OKAY SO BACK TO TPOIC

MAGES

SO YOU GO TO THIS CASTLE and well I guess you know the whole thing already lmao, SO THAT TIME TRAVEL WITH DORIAN? 

FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IT WAS THE SECOND OR THIRD MOST EPIC THING IS WEAR TO THE HEAVENS DEAR LORDS AOVE IT WAS GLORIOUS!!!!!!!d

Exploring the castle alone with him wasamazing (gotta talk about orian ina sec). And when you learn you were transported a  whole year into the future? I was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL TRY WAITING TEN (was definitely thinking about FFXV OTL these poor babies waited so much... :( ). I felt bad finding Cassandra and Varric poisoned/consumed by the lyrium, but when you find Leliana?

LIKE HOLY FUCK WHAT DID THEY DO TO HER ZOMG SHE AGED LIKE 90 YEARS IN JUST 1 IT WAS INCREDIBLE

AND THE WHOEL SCENE OF YOUR COMPANIONS DECIDING TO GIVE THEIR LIVES TO GIVE YOU TIME!?!?!?

SO EPIC. SO FUCKING EPIC GAWDS DAMN ME, ONEO F THE DEMONS CAME THROUGH THE DOOR WITH VARRIC’S CORPSES AND IT STILL HAUNTS ME

FROM AMONG EVERYONE THEY KILLED DEAR VARRICAND I DIE

AND THEN LELIANA...PROUDLY STANDING THERE, FEARLESS, BRAVE, SO BADASS AND SO COOL, SHOOTING ARROWS WHILE PRAYING AND GIVING YOU TIME

FUCK ME

I WANTED TO GO AFTER HER BUT I ALSO KNEW I DIDN’T HAVE TO FUCK UP BUT LIKE IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

EPIC

*sHRIEEEEEEEK*

*EXPLODES AGAIN*

AND DORIAN!?!?!?

FUCM KE M Y HEART HE’S ADORABLE AND I’M SO ABSURDLY IN LOVE WITH HIM

I had regretted making a female avatar int hemoment I learned  Cassandra doesn’t romance female. But I moved on. But when I learned Dorian only romances male??? INSTANT REGRET.

DORIAN THAT FUCKING IDIOT, I’M SO IN LOVE WITH HIM. There’s somethingabout the “guy that loves himself so much, it’s narcissistic”, because they’re fun. And like, eh’s not selfish, just narcissistic. Loves himself, but is kind and supportive. He’s so intelligent, wise, he’s so kind, he’s lots of fun, damn me, he’s elegant, and he’s a MAGE. I LOVE MAGES.

I love his voice, too. All of him is GREAT and I love him. Sassy little shit that loves himself, GAWDS. I have to romance him someday!

Also loved the whole thing with Solas when he’s like “I just casually happen to know this huge abandoned castle nearby here, maybe it can be of use c:” Solas you adorable idiot. But honestly, watching the Inquisitor and Solas lead the way to Skyhold was PHENOMENAL and so beautiful. I’m in love with snowy scenarios so I truly loved it, and Skyhold? MAGNIFICENT. A PIECE OF ART. SO BEAUTIFUL SUCH A BREATHTAKING SIGHT AKLSDJFAKDLGJ ALKFJA

The game sort of tried to incline me to romance Solas multiple times, and I for sure will do that in a second playthrough, because GODS HE’S CUTE. I love how profoundly wise and mature he is. And he has an air of melancholy that sort of attracts me, not like “ooh sexy!” but like...I want to comfort him, and love him, and clean him. He feels like such a melancolic character. Even Cole says Solas is sor tof a “sad creature” or something. It breaks my heart when Solas says bye because he says it so sadly like omg no pls ;A;

I LOVED going into the dream with him. It was just natural to go and kiss him but I didn’t aksldjdagk, I wanted to romance CUllen so badly XD But it was amazing!! And the way he asks the next day if you enjoyed your dreams, it was so cute. Solas is such a good and nice friend!!

I loved his quest rescuing his spirit friend. I felt sad in the conversation afterwards because, as I didn’t romance him, he ended the conversation with “It means I respect you profoundly, Inquisitor. And that I’ve taken too much of your time already” and left I was like NO SOLAS DARLING PLS I SWEAR INA  SECOND LIFE I WILL LOVE YOU AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

But yeh. Solas is amazing.

Also, Iron Bull and Dorian are flirting and I love it. There was a point, Dorian tried to argue with him about the Qunari attacking Tevinter and he was like “So would you prefer to see me ona leash?” to which Iron Bull replied “I’d take you out for dinner first”.

Omg Bull. Omg IRON BULL OMG THAT IS PRIVATE XD And today Dorian was like “Can you PLEASE be careful with that pointy thing and not direct it towards me?” and Bull was like “Lmao kkinky”, so Dorian was like “JESUS CHRIST, I meant your weapon!”

I WANT THEM TO FUCK. if I can’t fuck Dorian, then may the Bull fuck him for me DAMMIT

Josephine is adorable and so kind. I almost romanced her, too. Talked with her at the balcony and she was all gratitudde and joy ad shyness. 

Also Vivienne? First time we meet her I was like OH MY GOD SHE’S SO BEAUTIFUL. OMG SHE’S GORGEOUS. SO FIRM, SO REGAL, SO MIPOSING, SO INDEPENDENT, SO BADASS.

Then at Haven when she’s finally off-mask I was like omg she’s bald AND SHE’S ROCKING THAT LOOK OMG SHE’S SO GOROUGES, LOOK AT TAHT SKIN COLOR, IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL, AND HER WHITE DRESS AND OMG I LOVE HER

And now it’s like “omg Vivienne cAN YOU PLEASE STOP! >:’(” because hahaha, BOY! She’s gorgeous and strong, but so difficult!! We just disagree morally. I’m all hero-like regarding “Everyone deserves peace/a chance/freedom, love and peace, do the right thing, spirits are friends” and Vivienne is all “WE NEED TO BE STRICT. LIKE IRON FIST STRICT. TELL THAT SPIRIT TO FUCK OFF. KILL THIS PERSON. FUCK THE MAGES” and like nooooooo!!! Vivienneeeeeeee, that’s not how you show mercy!!!!

I think she’s the only one I won’t be able to befriend...she’s disapproved of almost all that I’ve done... OTL

MORE NOTES

FIRST OF ALL

WHY THE FUCK CAN’T WE ROMANCE CULLENW ITH A MALE INQUISITOR!?!?!?! WHY. THE. FUCK

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

IT WOULD BE SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE

Also WHY CAN’T WE ROMANCE LELIANA!?!?! THAT IS A PUNISHMENT FROM THE HELLS, SHE’S AMAZING. And gay.

Also WHY THE FUCK CAN’T WE ROMANCE CASSANDRA WITH A FEMALE!?!??!?! ;^;

Also, why can’t weromance Varric with ANYONE? Honesly, he’s one of my favorites! He’s so charming, outgoing, so lighthearted. He’s so understanding and mature. I love that he has the heart of an artist and dedicates to writing. I love how he doesn’t take things personally. I love his sensibility. Honestly, he probably would have been my option 1 of romance if only he was romanceable. I’m so upset he’s not an available option!

SPEAKING OF ROMANCE

I JUST ROMANCED CULLENT ODAY AND 

HONESTLY I REGRET NOTHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING

IT’S SO ABSURDLY ADORABLE, SUCH A VANILLA LOVE OMG IT WAS SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The reason he was my first option was because of that first reaction you get at Haven. When he goes all excited talking about protecting the weak and innocent and saving the world then he is like “Haha, sorry, I ranted and you’re not here so to hear me talk :)”

And you go “But I like your enthusiasm”. I picked that because I REALLY thought his enthusiasm was nice.

And his reaction??? HIS REATION!?!?!?!?

Like...you look at him. And you think “Oh, it’sa pretty boy. Charming and outgoing. He’ll probably just laugh it off, your casual, stereotyped Romeo”.

But???

TURNS OUT HE’S A DORK.

A DORK MADE OF SHYNESS THAT GETS EASILY FLUSTERED AND HAS NO IDEA HOW TO TALK TO OTHERS

THIS

ABSOLUTE

IDIOT

AKSJDFA KLGJA SKLDJAGL KAJDGALKDJA LKSJDA

THAT IS WHAT GOT ME

IT JUST

GOT ME

IT GOT ME SO BAD, I WAS ISNTANTLY HOOKED AS SOON AS HE CAME OUT AS THIS SHY DORK.

BECAUSE HONSTLY

THAT IS SO CUTE

I HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR SHY, QUIET PEOPLE BECAUSE IT CAN BE SO CUTE AND CULLEN DIDN’T DISAPPOINT.

The way he just stared at my elf like .____. *brain death* zomg what do I do what do I say pls halp I’m lost and he just stuttered and went shy and looked away and PANICKED

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HE’S SUCH AN IDIOT

I LOVE HIM

And all throughout the courting process with him, he’s all shyness and adorableness, I swear to the gods, I AM SO WEAK

I think at some point of the War Table, he’s staring at the Inquisitor? Like, before you are the Inquisitor. Because Leliana goes “So, you were telling us.........Cullen?”, and Cullen goes all “HM? OH- AH-...YES- AH...”and talks about something else, so like. Was he daydreaming OR was something in sight range, hm?

And then at Sky hold? That ADORABLE conversation when he’s staring and staring and tries to not say bye and right before you walk away he goes with what he has been containing about “You stayed behind, at Haven. You could have...” and then he swears it won’t happen again and he’s there for you AND I DIE, GIVE ME MY FAIRY TALE VANILLA LOVE, I LOVE IT.

And stuf stuff blah blah, AND WHEN YOU FINALLY ROMANCE HIM?

HONESTLY I’M JUST SO HAPPY BECAUSE HE’S THIS SHY STUTTERING IDIOT, YOU WOULD EXPECT HIM- LIKE YOU KNOW, strong warrior archetype, with the big armor, strong and badass, you would EXPECT him to be charmming, confident, utgoing, charming, flirty. But instead? Stuttering shy idiot that gets nervous. AND HONESTLY THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO HAPPYAND INLOVE WITH HIS CHARACTER GAWDS DAMN ME IT’S SO CUTE

So when you ask him to talk alone with him, is he confident now?

NAH MAN

He just stares away, gets nervous, and stutters” I-IT’S A NICE WEATHER, ISN’T IT? AHAH” like bruh. You nervous, anxious idiot PLS KISS ME ALREADY.

And that almost-kiss. IT WAS ADORABLE. And then the kiss-kiss. EVEN MORE ADORABLE. And they even give you soft piano music, aaaahhhh, I DIE ;A;

SO YEH. LOOKING FORWARDS TO MORE, BOTH ABOUT THE WHOLE STORY AND THE ROMANCE WITH CULLEN.

I could make the one quest...Wicked Hearts, something Eyes (I’M NOT PLAYING IT IN ENGLISH I’M SORRY), I think you go to a ball? But I have this habit of trying to complete as many sidequests as I can so you know. I’m taking long and doing it slow OTL

But enjoying it!!! And anyway, I spent too long writing this and now I feel guilty alksjdfkladjga

But yeh! My experience so far! C:

Thanks for reading!