#ok like one my RAPIST dad fucking DIED

[kaelthas-dickrider]

yall im getting at least 200k inheritance

[least-carpet]

Jin Zixuan, Jin Guangyao, and their Opposite Trajectories

Listen, I never thought I would give a shit about Jin Zixuan but apparently I have Thoughts and I'm tired of this post sitting in my drafts. (This was literally the first MDZS post I ever started writing.) I give up.

The thought is (loosely) that their tragedies are opposite, not in source (piece of shit rapist dad, the Evils of Society, etc.) but in the like... the shape they make? I'm using the word "trajectory" but it's not quite right either.

Firstly, I'm reaching the point where I hate it when Jin Zixuan gets blamed for his own death. Being a dickhead as a teenager should not make it OK for your wife's sect brother to kill you with a zombie, even if that sect brother is much more charming then you.

Like he's not very nice and honestly the ass-kicking he got from Wei Wuxian in the Cloud Recesses was fully deserved. But a lot of the stuff we see him do in the background indicates that he values integrity and is trying to work out what it is and how to do it (badly)—even Soup Drama is about giving credit correctly. (Does it reflect badly on him for him to have been engaged to Jiang Yanli for so long and not know jack shit about her interests? Oh yeah. Is it him fucking up a social interaction trying to do the right thing? Also yes!) So he has zero social graces and is a big loser BUT from what he does he seems like a big loser trying to figure out how to be a good person in a hot mess of a sect.

There's also no reason to assume that he didn't sincerely love Jiang Yanli, given that he dies still trying to fulfill her desire to see Wei Wuxian. Who kills him!

Jin Zixuan's tragedy is that his actual promise—not the handsomeness or the wealth, but his ongoing semi-pathetic attempts to become a good person and do the right thing—is never fulfilled because he's cut down at, like, 20. By someone he's trying to do a favour for, to add insult to injury.

Jin Guangyao on the other hand...Jin Guangyao's tragedy is it seems like he starts out pretty decent and then gets all fucked up.

One of my Jin Guangyao frustrations is the way people who hate him read his future behaviour into his past behaviour. (This also happens to Jiang Cheng.) I don't think MDZS's final version of Jin Guangyao, who during his evil monologue announces that he has committed ancient Chinese peak crime bingo¹, is the same person as the Meng Yao who enters the narrative. He gets loaded up with formative trauma, exposed to a wild amount of violence, and then enters the Jin sect, where up is down, his "family" hates and abuses him, and he's only rewarded when he does evil deeds for his shitty dad, while publicly maintaining a facade of goodness and justice. That is a scenario designed to pickle this guy's brain in evil! That's a scenario basically designed to pickle anyone's brain in evil! He gets ping-ponged furiously from one trauma engine to another and comes out all fucked up and paranoid.

Anyway if he'd died at 20 instead of Jin Zixuan, he would have died lauded as a hero. Instead he's going down in sect history as the creep who murdered his father and married his sister, and it'll be blamed on his poor mom, who he revered and loved.

I guess the uniting factor is maybe the ways in which their promise was squandered by their father and their sect, although the specific details are different. Man, the Jin sibs are all so depressing. (I include Qin Su and Mo Xuanyu in that statement.)

Footnotes:

I don't know that we're meant to take that completely literally—like some of the stuff he claims to have done he didn't do—but he certainly committed at least some of them. And omitted some other stuff that's also pretty bad, to be fair.

[doodlegirl1998]

I think I figure out WHY the "Shig's reveal" and "dabi's reveal" makes me frown. Its bc Hori is shitting on Nana in a subtle way.

And before anyone says "I'm tripping" I can explain my case.

Look when we see the Dabi reveal, it was a result of foreshadow and was meet with importante for the story (😒alledgly as you know Hori...) so it was indeed a big moment. And note how it was Dabi who said who he was.

Now Shig? He is the grandson of Nana Shimura. What we know about Nana? 0. We do know A LOT about Endy, he is present figure in the narrative but...Nana Shimura? NOPE.

It was afo who told am who shig was(when Shig wasnt present) and again, what we know about Nana? What was foreshadow?

Look in my fics I do make the Shimuras be seen as quasi-royalty! But in canon....who fucking knows? No one seems to give a fuck when they died. Only AM cares for Nana's death and at the same time...he is ok in letting bk mock her(yes. Hori but please this is so insidious...bk is mocking the only female user. One who had a sad ending and...is being mocked by Hori's lover)

This should have been Shig's moment. After some development...after foreshadow and we see how the Shimuras were a big deal for the story/society...he reveals who he IS. But nope.

Hori:😍my lovet bk needs screentime.

Sigh

Hi @mikeellee 👋,

I feel like this links back to Hori just not really giving a shit about One For All or any of the holders except for the barest hints of plot.

Similarly, Shig Hori doesn't care all that much for in my opinion which is why we don't see too much in the way of development. Shig and his family should have got more focus, his orgins should have been built up and hinted at till we got given the pay off due to a flashback during the MVA arc. That would have made it much more impactful.

But Hori actually cares for and likes writing Bakugou and Endeavour who have less importance to the story and are his favourite "redeemed" abusers that he likes to glorify.

All this stuff about Endeavor, his backstory, his past - yes it gives him a reason for being the way he is 'obsessed with strength' but is it needed? No. Some people are just egotistical and driven - that's all Endeavor needed to be. This to me reads as Hori trying to excuse Endeav's behaviour to his family by saying "See look he's traumatised! Feel sorry for him!" when

There's no excuse for being a domestic abuser.

There's no excuse for engaging in a quirk marriage.

There's no excuse for beating and neglecting children

Or having children for the sole purpose of fullfuling his goals!

Or for pressuring a spouse to produce children until she gives him Shoto. (Rei literally said "No" to anymore children after Fuyumi and Endeav disregarded her wishes and made her have Natsuo then Shoto... That act literally made Endeav a rapist. So why is this still so up for debate among the fandom and why is Hori intent on redeeming him?!)

Also the translation of this is a bit up for debate so I'm not 100% on this - but if it is actually Enji's Dad who died trying to save a kid, that's some irony there since Endeav was trying to kill himself with Touya a while ago!

As for Bakugou, he has a plot armour on the level of a fucking Gundam. Logically, All Might would be furious at Bakugou disrespecting Nana that way and not just shrug it off. So to see All Might actually shrug off the insults to Nana in canon creates a very weird cognitive dissonance - isn't this someone All Might loves / cares for deeply? Wtf?

TLDR: The Shimuras, Shimura Nana, Shig and the One for All Holders deserved much more screentime, development and build up than they got.

Whereas both Bakugou and Endeav don't deserve all this focus.

[autismnation]

ok so i just watched the movie split. and wow. what a shit show.

like it had a strong start, it seemed pretty interesting. im very glad 2/3 girls werent idiots and actually did what they could to escape. but the other one casey (idk if thats how u spell her name but im spelling it like that) was SO ANNOYING. idk it was probably her trauma or something but why did she literally not do anything??? she was all like “oh its not gonna work” and then as soon as she was on her own she got her ass in gear. what a team player 🙄 /sarc

speaking of her trauma, what even was it? i think she was raped or sexually assaulted by her uncle and then had to live with him after her father died, and she started self harming, i think. i understand that through the flashbacks but what were the other flashbacks even about? i know it was about hunting but considering the fact she didn’t even use the advice her father gave her, what was the point? like you really don’t need to show her love for her father because it’s a fucking given. maybe to show how innocent she was? idk still a given fact. like every child is innocent, most children love their dads. unless you specifically show her dad being an asshole, we’re gonna know she loves him.

on one hand, (i might be reading too deep) but it is very interesting to read this in an abused/abuser way. like the beast in kevin’s body is the abuser and hedwig, patricia and dennis are the abused and cling to the abuser because it makes them feel protected, even though the beast/abuser is doing harm (by fucking eating people). and then ofc casey, despite doing everything to survive when she was kidnapped and also running away from home, still ends up with her abuser (rapist uncle). that’s a cool thing to think about. i wish they went down that road instead of ‘ahhhh people with DID are big scary beasts!!!!’

and also i knew that this movie would not be respectful in any way possible. i didnt even want to watch the movie because i knew it would portray people with DID as monsters (crazy how i was right! /sarc) but my dad forced me to watch it lol. and like not only is it so disrespectful and contributes to the stigma around DID, it was so…lazy. like i thought it would be interesting to have the alters inside kevin fight or whatever (like some alters send the emails) and then at the end, the girls escape and kevin gets help. which i know is too hopeful of an ending. but it’s way better in my opinion from having some weird ass beast. why was it strangely catholic? its like the writers didnt know how to end it and just were like hmmm ok supernatural beast it is. and i spoke to my dad about this and he agreed that the beast thing was too predictable because they spoke about the beast too much. and what even was the beast. it was just the same guy but had like black contacts and prominent veins and blood from his teeth. not scary. i had to try hard not to laugh at some scenes because they were just so ridiculous…

also what was that weird thing where they mentioned dennis was a pedo then just…didnt bring it up again. dont get me wrong i do NOT want a movie about a pedo kidnapper, but this whole movie seems like a mess so i had to comment on how strange this is. like theres a few more details that are just mentioned then left and ignored but this is the one that irks me the most. oh, also the beast only left casey around bc it saw her self harm scars. what if she didn’t have any scars ?? big plot hole or the beast is just supposed to be dumb or something? like its all like “oh yeah everyone has to suffer to be ‘pure’ but if it doesn’t leave scars ur not valid and ill eat u 🤬🤬”

idk weird movie. only good part was hedwig because he’s funny and i feel bad for him. everyone’s acting was super good too. overall i would give it a wtf/10. jk like a 4/10, maybe a 5. also i hope its not just me who thinks this movie is crap. it had potential and it was thrown away.

[notasapleasure]

Doctors season 10 run (2008), part 2/3

Actually I think these four remaining episodes will be crunchy enough for two to a post...warnings for rape, drugs, gun violence, you know...standard daytime TV fare.

(also help how did I think the policewoman/bartender was called Jess this whole time, her undercover name is Jill, real name Eva)

Episode 16: Anger Management

Callum is passed out in a pile of coke and guns in the bar and doesn't want Jill's help. Are we supposed to think he's only how he is because of Jack? His dad beats him up and tells him to fix the day's business - which has been placed in jeopardy by teen mum Poppy missing the drugs drop.

Matt just tries not to look too pleased that Callum has fucked up.

Ah eww, Callum is now coercing Poppy into sex, like that's going to fix anything. Like yikes Scoob. Gun-waving coke-snorting rapist on daytime TV.

OH lmao Jill shot Callum!

Ruh-roh!!

Come on Matt, choose your side...

YESSSS FUCKING HOTTIE

From "Poppy! SHAHT AHP!" to telling Jill to help out so Jack doesn't find out how his shithead son died. I knew my feelings weren't misplaced :')

He's right this IS the best thing that could have happened.

Episode 17: The Last Time

There there boss, he was a nob.

Well Jack isn't happy and he can't believe there was nothing Matt could do. Matt promises to kill the guy who did it and uhhh sets it up as a gangland thing. Jill looks terrified.

The face of a man who's just been asked to perform a 'private burial'.

She just can't understand why he's covering for her!

Matt (ripping down curtains with a sigh): "You say whatever you like, Jill. I'm the one with the body to deal with."

Ok boss let's go and bury your kid.

Uh oh, Jill's concerned doctor friend is here pretending to deliver the citrus for the bar. And like all men in her life, he assumes she needs help/pulling out as she casually mentions killing a guy, but he's making life much more difficult for herrrrrr....

Oh look who's here to check on her as she takes receipt of the fruit...

Ugh he’s Eva/Jill’s doctor boyfriend. Which makes his ‘I am going to do something about this’ expression about a million times more annoying, fuck offff little man.

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TBC: I think there’ll be enough stuff in the last two episodes for another post. My predictions are that Matt won’t survive this - particularly if he finds out about doctor boyfriend. I think my early diagnosis of Hunk with a Heart will stand and he’ll sacrifice himself for Jill (best case scenario is jail ig, but this show has already proved itself utterly deranged, so he’ll probably go down in a blaze of glory).

[ziracona]

I know Saw 4 is your least fave of the series but Rigg is honestly one of the more likable heroes, especially compared to Jeff and Bobby the hack. Plus if I had to give the Jigsquad any credit, most of the people getting trap-mangled in this one are genuine scum(r*pist, pimp who grooms young girls, abusive dad, the lawyer who defended them, maybe Cecil).

Oh 4 isn’t my least favorite, Jigsaw is. I just don’t even count Jigsaw. Sure a lot of the people involved in that one actually suck, but it’s the fucking stupidest because Jigsaw repeatedly is like “He he better get there in 90 minutes or your friend dies!” & then is like “Toh Ho how foolish for you a man in traumatizing situations suffering under pressure not to read my mind that ‘find him or he dies’ really means stay away and don’t open the door! You’re such a moron! Hahaha” like ok bitch baby. And Rman like so many people is targeted for literally no reason, just a made up ‘too into work’ excuse. He was fine, but tbh a lot of the reactions were hard to believe and mostly it’s not the script, it’s the execution that’s bad? Like on paper the plot is fine but watching it feels like : / to me personally. The one big plus to me was Strahm and Perez, and the iconic “how much do you know about the Chinese zodiac?” “no, JILL, NOOO” despair scene because that is a god-tier Saw moment. It can’t hold a candle to 5 or 6 though. But yeah, it’s not my least favorite, I just didn’t think it was good. Had nothing to do with Rigg though like he wasn’t a personal fave but he was fine. & re: the victims, I think one of the big benefits of the good Saw films is reflecting on the dark side of vigilante justice. Like even when it is against someone ‘bad’ there is for sure a level where it’s too grey. Like William Easton is easily one of the most likable and well written saw protags, but is he at start /any/ better than the lawyer from 4? Really than a lot of those victims? No. But humans are disgustingly and infuriatingly complicated. Like did the rapist have it coming? Imo, very much so. But once you start hitting grey-er areas, or even grey contexts, you start hitting the reasons we have justice systems, and I really like the Saw films that lean into that like 5 & 6. I speak as someone all into vigilante justice, but like, you have to take killing another human critically seriously, because it cannot be undone. Not only to them but to their family and friends. And sometimes the right thing is very much still kill, especially for heinous crimes, but it’s not something to jump to, and Justifiable Homicide is a court ruling for a reason; the parents in NoES2010 were right. But that’s a dangerous walk to lean too far into. And 4 wasn’t like “haha Jigsaw is right” like, well, Jigsaw the film was, but I still didn’t get as much of a kick as I do both of the ones where the victims don’t deserve it at all (70% of Saw), or the ones where they are bad but still don’t (20% of Saw). It was pretty neutral on most rulings narratively but that’s just not as interesting to me? But it wasn’t about not liking Rigg.

[misterbitches]

Dude yong jie’s character is literally unbearable this is like how not to write a vharacter 101

Our first intro to him is stalking, then PUNCHING someone in the LIVER bc the person he “loves” was fucking drunk and he blames his best friend? Then his mom is like “lmao actually um hes psycho” so anything they try to do retroactively like how they peppered in HIS DAD DIED A BLOO BLOO but previously it was also his OWN MOM going “im afraid he’ll lose his humanity” so not only was there no breathing room then it’s bumrushing him into their lives as best friends and it doesnt work. This dude sucks and he isnt even fun to watch. You know how breaking bad has one of the most abysmal main characters of all time but all of us were fucking ENGROSSED but the show made it clear that every enemy he faces, even the DEA, we want THEM to win (it is also a class analysis but woreva) so i am like wtf they show us literally nothing here. He’s just there. Wasting space and being awful. What is the purpose of his character in ssu’s life? Once you rape someone it is fucking over full stop but he didnt even fucking manage to start off in any compelling fucking way. Absolutely bonkers dude Esp bc theres at least a base moral code ie DONT HARRASS GIRLS UR “INTO” and thats why mei fang the absolute mad lad beaut was like “lmao nah i hate u”

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo?????????????????????????????????? WHERE IS THE WRITING HERE? WHAT IS THE SCRIPT? awhat is the PROGRESSION? This is such an insanely fucking dumb plo5 point i rly cannnnjnnntoeiwijshsgsgsgsgsgsgeggwiwowiw GORL

Lets talk abt the good things in the characters (theres none for yong jie hes just there being a little bitch)

Li cheng - himbo dumbass “manly” cutie and the manly stuff is fun cos it gets heaped on and yet every bit of him can be extremely “feminine” and jubilant. Great.

Muren - seems >:O but i rly like that hes actually pretty open in his own way. Side note: he is so thin and willow-y i rly loke tall pretty boys (and all women lmao) and he doesnt do it for me but He suits the character like his body and the way his character is. Also u gotta be weird and he is

Hsinng ssu (girl im never gonna learn how to spell their names it’s too much work cos the eng alphabet andnromanization is terrible) - mild mannered, good son, a homosexual confirmed confirmed g”(awesome!) great friend, good brother (and i guess his reward is being raped, great message!) and someone ppl like

The establishment of the three of them and their distinct personalities happens within minutes and then we meet

Yongjie - what about him? He may have an MI, okay, but we dont know for sure and oh gee that doesnt matter actually bc u have to get urself treated and also not be terrible. Not even psychopaths do the shit he does BC THEY HAVE TO GET HELP. Why the parents didnt get him help and are just realizing their son is terrible? Who knows . His purpose seems yo be “boy obsessed with brother like his actual brother” i dont care id they arent related in that way bc that’s not the fucking crux of incest and it is so insanely Fucked every thing to do with incest is almost always a disgusting powe r issue. WHAT PURPOSE DOES HE SERVE? WHAT DO WE ONOW ABOUT HIM OTHER THAN HE IS A FUCKING JERK AND AN IDIOT AND SUCKS AND I HATE HIM AND THAT HE WANTS TO STALK AND ATTACK THIS REALLY AWESOME FUCKING DUDE OK

There’s no returning point deom rhe line they croased byt theyb set him up for failure. Even in the fight hes a fucking cheater hes a goddamn immature rat they know he fucking sucks but he just sits there and waits for everyone else to move around him. A fucking selfish prick with nor edeeming qualities snd hes also a violent rapist stalker. Really great that thry have no clue how to make this dude actually have any humanity or likeability. Hes the man from 365 days basically except not even that hot and at least he kidnapped her but “WAITED” for “CONSENT” but in that movie’s world nothing mattered and it was bad and the point was to have a horny movie. But this show is for younger ppl and also IT HAS RULES AND IT KNOWS WHAT BAD ACTIONS ARE???? Soooooooooooooo in all these other dumb salacious books there seems to be just a mutual agreement that it’s fucked up but totally normal i their movie’s universee (it isnt and it is still just bad filmmaking)

Also it is up to yong jie to figure put how to get over it and understand that his brother is concerned for him. Bc it is. His brother. There’s a reason that incest is never advisable and thays bc there is no way in that situation that people aren’t somehow being coerced. There has to be a sort of split in the pursuer and the person being pursued bc one person is not thinking that way. (This is why people who find out they are related after the fact and havent grown up together is something thatms really unfortunate. They had no idea and they have to grapple with that but that is another scenario and it happens bc THEY DIDNT GROW UP TOGETHER.) i have experienced this from a (not immediate) fam member and i was the vulnerable one, had less powr, that is how it must go.

Thats why the power imbalance is scary and none of this is acceptable but it begs the question how did they get to this point? But the show doesnt even address that bc they cant bc theyre not original. And power imbalance does not mean automatic absolutely not territory. Theres things we dont like (in my casee i hate age gaps a lot) but i will avoid that.

I havemt seen “right or wrong” and i have no desire but from what ive garnered from ppl i like who liked that episode, the show outlined the moral issues with it. Idk if they did it in a way i would have preferred (again no desire) but at lesst from what ive heard it...tries? Idk i dont see the need for these if they dont give us a reason why these ppl should be together and there’s several lines that cannot be crossed that were. Basically it’s like stockholm syndrome now and there’s no choice for him, it goes beyond power imbalance and “legality” so to speak and now it’s just entrapment.

Theres not even avoiding or enjoying. Even for MODC as stupid as i found the secondary rship and negligent even like ok. Fine. Whatever. His boyfriend is 100 but at least it was semi agreed upon. It is what it is, go forth. I will criticize it but at least it was the story and as stupid and gross as i think it is and they will probs break up (idc what the show says) at least there are set ups that can make us see “why” it works and oh, gee, their whole rship relies on a different fucked up but at least at some point it could possibly be transcended. The foundation of youngjie is “rape entrapment and aw now they are in lvoe” BITCH NOOOO???? Where is the REASON? And why should we root for them? (There is none and when the Thing happens it is now impossible for that not to be absolutely foundational to their rship lmao and that is never something that goes away.)

I would like to say theres nothing romantic int he flashbacks i know thats what theyre trying to twll us but the actor is 30 and that child is like 8.

Im not missing the point bc i see it with my eyes and it sucks. If you cant even write the character well then how do you interest something heavy and work out the links? The only solution is yongjie dying i mean fucking off forever and hsing ssu not letting him into his lifeXni doubt we will get that but at the very least they cannot end up together and that will be their crowning fucking achievement over the waste of time bullshit plot this was. Imagine actual conflict that wasnt so deeply fucking traumatic and, oh, again WHERE ARE THE PARENTS? They fucked up SO FUCKING BADLY. This gives people the wrong idea about how these things work. God he is truly a shitty character and his ass isnt even fat so wtf bitch why am i here!

[artificial-ascension]

I’ll bite tell me about Ryan

Oh boy oh boy ok.

Aight, so for starters my boy Ryan's real full name is Ryan Taylors II (he was named after his uncle Ryan who died before he was born) and he's one of my Death Note OCs I made for a fic I'm writting. He's a serial killer and I heavily based his case of Jack the Ripper. He kills prostitutes, not because he has anything against them but because he knows the cops don't really care. He does this because he think violently mutilating people is fun. There's something very wrong with him. I tried to emulate every serial killer ever while still making him unique.

He had a shitty childhood. His mom got disowned by her mom for running drugs for the mob and she had to live her shitty boyfriend. He raped her and that's how Ryan came to be. Happened again and that's how he got his little sister. His dad was an abusive dick head and when Ryan was 9 he had enough so he just fucking killed the guy. When he want to court he got of with no punishment because it so insanely obvious that his dad was an abusive rapist qnd Ryan was a little kid so the jurry decided he was innocent. From age 9 to 15 he enjoyed not having a father until his mom got a new bf and he was an ass. Then when Ryan was 16 he officially could not handle it and snapped and killed someone. He enjoyed it like alot and after some moral debating with himself he kept on killing people.

Anyway to backtrack when he was 7 he met a guy named Jessie who's dad owned a bar and they became friends. Jessie had a kid his age (actually it was just a random orphan he found and adopted but still) and that kid was named Jerimiah. Ryan also had a friend named Courtney from school and Ryan, Courtney and Jerimiah all end up going to the same school after awhile and Ryan and Jerimiah date. Ryan also runs track and he's like really fucking good at it. He set records. Ryan also joined a gang when he was 7 because his neighbor was this sweet old Chinese lady who would babysit him and teach him Chinese (Ryan's part Chinese, it's never relevant except for the fact that he joined a gang when he was 7, which is mostly a joke thing) and her grandson was the leader of a biker gang and when they would come over Ryan would hang out with them and at some point they were like "hey your cool wanna join our gang?" And Ryan said yeah so he was in a biker gang when he was 7. They didn't actually do anything they just rode around and looked scary and Ryan doesn't know how to ride a motorcycle nor is he allowed but he's still a member and has his own bandanna all the gang members have. The gang thing is never important it's just a little joke to make Ryan seem tough.

Speaking of which Ryan is constantly trying to look tough. Ryan grew up in Compton in the 90's so he's constantly surrounded by crime so he tried to be as intimidating as possible and he is actually very intimidating. He's 5'11 and 180lbs, super aggressive with the knife skills to back it up and dresses in all black. He's already scary and 100% a true gangster qnd he doesn't need to pretend but he still has issues with intimacy and being nice. He's cold and apathetic all the time. He wishes he wasn't but he has a hard time finding things to be passionate about. The few things that do bring him joy include bread, horror and action movies, Sonic the Hedgehog, Transformers and exploring abandoned buildings. He's very shy about showing when he's actually happy (which is a shame because he has the cutest, sweetest nost amazing and gorgeous smile in the entire fukcing world.) The reason for his apathy is because he's got ASPD from all the abuse. Everyone says he puts the antisocial in antisocial personally disorder and they're right. His symptoms mostly include apathy, violent outbursts, recklessness and self degradation. Pretty much he's quiet and reserved and doesn't like people. He jas very little self confidence and doesn't care much for others unless he really knows them well and actually likes them. If he does consider someone a friend he's very protective and somewhat nice. It takes alot to deal with him but he's really a great friend.

Really he's an amazing guy who went through alot of traumatic shit and had been unfortunately fucked up by his shitty circumstances and has choosen to deal with it in the worst possible way: muder. Ryan absolutely loves to blame his problems on other people and for the most part he's right (it's not his fault he had to go through all that) however him choosing to kill people was 100% his thing and he can't really blame it on his childhood considering there's 100 different ways to deal with that stuff that don't involve killing people HOWEVER Ryan ignores that because he's a fucking seril killer and has no remorse for his victims. He is the epitome of "I love my garbage son who belongs in prison" because he does but he never gets caught.

There's two different ways Ryan's life goes and it depends on the fic I put him in. In the everyone lives one, he marries A and B and joins the mafia with them. He does repent for his crimes but has to live on a short leash (he can't have cash, he has to travel with A or someone qualified to babysit him, he has to keep his ID on him at all time ect.) Because the government doesn't want him to kill people anymore but wants to see if they can actually rehabilitate a fucking serial killer + A knows people *cough cough L* and will be very pissy if they put his boyfriend in prison. Ryan gets therapy and reconnects with his family and also he's set to die at like 87 here.This is the good ending.

In actual cannon, Ryan and B are friends with alot of homoerotic tension. Ryan and B are partners in crime for awhile but after B dies Ryan continues on with his life (Ryan is a massive crime buff and wants to be a forensic pathogist and that happens in both endings) but after awhile he decides life isn't worth living without B and goes on a full rampage through LA before writting an increasingly cryptic suicide note and slitting his own throat. He choose that method because in all his killings, he cut the vocal cords of his victims so they couldn't scream while he mutilated them (witch gave him the nick name the Silent Ripper, though he's more commonly the Los Angeles Ripper) but he'd usually end up slitting their throats in the process, so the most commom death for his victims drowning in their own blood, so he felt its how he should go out. This is clearly the bad ending.

Anyway yeah. There's him. If you want anything spicific please ask ms because once you tell me to write about my OCs suddenly I don't know them.

[plainvanillapotato]

the 100 diaries S1 E3

quarantine diaries: may 22 2020

first off thank you to y’all that like/commented/reblogged my other diary posts i really didn’t expect anyone to like or even care about my weird little thoughts :D

also imma try using bulletpoints cuz maybe it’ll look better but idk

soo... the 100 season 1 episode 3: Earth Kills

lemme...let me just start off with the title. the previous episode was titled Earth Skills now this episode is titled Earth Kills. wooooooow this show really has some peak writing. they really went like “Earth Skills” now this is really some deep stuff

Glad to know that baseball football is still america’s/the ark’s favorite pastime

a child? bitch what really was the ark thinking sending a little girl down with these criminal teens. but then again that what’s worse than a rapist...a child

that puke yellow fog that is also toxic...hunger games catching fire vibez 

atom is not dead? and he is still loyal to bellamy even after that? ok sure

“pound town” there has got to be a better name for that. i bet it was because the CW was like no cussing for you. perhaps the fact that i have not heard one single cuss word among this large group of teens is the most unrealistic thing about this show. 

or maybe among the space blob cussing was all around abolished and these poor kids were never taught so they have to resort to using “pound town” or whatever instead

you know what else is amazing...clarke just takes on the role of doctor even though we are not provided any proof that she has medical experience other than her mother is a doctor. like honey your mother had medical education you on the other hand did not. I know that she probably would be the most medically competent of the bunch but still i watch grey’s anatomy and my dad is even a doctor but that don’t mean that i would know medical shit. 

“Garden of Eden this ain’t” -Finn (7:21) finn a poet? finn writing a new book in the new testament?

bellamy really be cock blocking atom and octavia. smh like i know its his sister a girls go needs to

this trip with Wells, Clark, and Finn...strong Finn, Rey, and Poe vibez

“This is earth clarke. anything is possible” -Wells (13:10)... the american dream is still alive thank god

wells really said automobile. not car. these kids are from a different world.

Fucking charlotte is annoying me. like i know she’s a kid but come on not all kids are this annoying so no i do not like her. also bellamy did you really ask a little girl if she’s killed anything before? what if she said yes then what?

why is bellamy promoting and enabling violence for this little girl. he won’t even do this for his little sister. I mean at least stay consistent

“This is earth, everything is toxic” -Finn (19:10)...yess finn you preach about those social media influencers 

so the back to the fog... is diffusion like not a thing because honestly how did Bellamy and Charlotte survive in that cave cuz wouldn’t the fog diffusion down into the cave if there was no covering

ok ok ok this little convo between bellamy and charlotte was cute

the part where bellamy gives charlotte that knife reminded me of zuko from atla giving that earth nation boy in “zuko alone” his knife/ teaching him how to use dual swords

side notes: who else is rewatching ATLA? cuz you know i am

ohmygosh...clarke’s mom was the one that gave away the father wasn’t she

poor atom. poor gross atom. compliments to the special affects team tho

charlotte really said “don’t be afraid” wtf little girl

but also like i wasn’t that attached to him so i wasn’t that sad when he died

bellamy being amazed/kinda turned on by clarke killing atom. that jaw clench tho. if this isn’t love than idk what is

i guess i’m also starting to ship bellamy and clarke but like bellamy and wells tho i still can’t get over that one scene between the two in the first episode. you can’t lie to me and tell me that there wasn’t any sexual tension between them

poor octavia all she wanted was love. atom’s comment earlier about how much time they have is really ironic now

the real character development of this episode was murphy’s knife throwing skills. in the beginning he couldn’t even impale a tree but bitch later in the episode the little debacle with bellamy over octavia the first thing he did was impale a tree. the writers were really out there planting 

clarke really watched with her own two eyes watch her father get floated like really she should have looked away.

wells is too nice of guy letting clarke hate on him to protect her...SIMP

jasper lives

i love the bromance between jasper and monty 

FUCK YOU CHARLOTTE!!!! THIS IS NOT WHAT BELLAMY MEANT!! And right after clarke and wells made up too huh :(

they really did the black dude dies first (at least of the main characters) trope smh. Wells had so much potential as character and they just killed off ugh just ugh. there goes my bellamy x wells ship **huffs** 

yeah i want charlotte gone. please tell me that she isn’t a recurring character.

.... i guess i was right when i said a child is worse than a rapist 

[justinstolemybike]

sigh. season 3. here we are. 

i watched the first five episodes and... i felt so uncomfortable. it was bad. not all bad but... pretty bad. so bad, that it wasn’t enjoyable for me and i didn’t care to watch it all the way through, so i read other spoilers and i am not sure if i will watch the final season. but with it being said that i did not watch the whole thing, this can’t be a full review. so, here comes my first glance. spoilers obviously. 

instead of weaknesses and highlights, lets just say likes and dislikes. likes first.

LIKES

- tyler’s storyline. last season, i was skeptical of how they would handle his rape and emotions about it, but i am relieved they gave his character proper care and devin druid did a magnificent job. my only gripe is that i wish they had him do something other than boxing to channel his anger. like, i understand why he would be learning self defense but i would like to see him do something less violent?? 

- jessica’s reclaiming of her body. at first the whole intro to the sex toys was weird but it actually was really touching (no pun intended) to see jessica begin to love her body and love sex again after what she’s been through. also, female masturbation is so underrated. nice to see it encouraged. know your bodies, ladies. 

- the classic jensen tour. i’m surprised they still allow him to do the tours. like, none of the exchange students from the last time reported him? oh.

- chloe and the abortion. as a character, i don’t care for chloe, i’m sorry. she’s not a character to me, just a plot device. also, she gets no cookies for lying for bryce in the trials (i know abusers and victims have a twisted dynamic and that’s why that happened but nah chief) but i do like how they showed that some pro-life clinics will mask as abortion clinics and manipulate women into coming and trying to get them to keep their babies. totally real and fucked up.

- bryce was held socially accountable (kind of) and i think that makes an interesting point about rape culture. in the real world, jail doesn’t scare men in power because they can buy their way out. they don’t care about women and what they feel, obviously. what’ll really fuck sexual assaulters up is when they have no friends and no one likes them. that’s what they (kind of) showed with bryce this season. and he died which, yes fucking rad awesome wow.

- i know that justin also had a kind of darker storyline (with seth, i think? you can tell me if i’m wrong but don’t be rude) but he was a lot of the comic relief it appears and brandon flynn was great at it.

- alex and jessica broke up. hallelujah.

- justin is a abuse survivor. makes sense with his background. 

- monty died too AND went to jail. cool amazing beautiful.

- tony is still ferociously loyal and apparently there was a scene where clay and tony said they loved each other. rise clony. rise up from the ashes.

- “i write fanfiction” - clay jensen.

DISLIKES

-ani. ani, ani, ani. i can understand why people find her annoying and she was probably the biggest reason i was uncomfortable watching but i didn’t hate her. she just... didn’t make sense. the things she did,the things she said, how she was involved and everyone just takes to her and loves her immediately, no questions asked, no buildup necessary... none of it felt natural or believable. a new girl comes in and it’s just a coincidence that clay gives her a tour and she decides to go up to jessica and says shes amazing and lives in bryce’s house and connects herself to the house of horrors that is the tape club (which was so dumb on the tape club’s part by the way, as she could have snitched and destroyed them all) instead of just finishing out her high school career in peace considering she moves around a lot and she starts college in a year and half and probably won’t talk to any of them after that. no, she’d rather potentially go to jail for a bunch of fucking strangers and criminals and rapists. sure, okay.

and for someone who just fucking got there to basically insert themselves in the traumas of these kids and make things worse in some respects and do some fucking shitty things (not listening or caring when she heard about bryce being a GODDAMN RAPIST, accusing jessica of SLEEPING WITH HER RAPIST, accusing clay of being the killer, yelling about chloe’s pregnancy in the street, the list probably gets longer) and think they’re allowed to pass judgment when THEY JUST FUCKING GOT THERE. LIKE, WHY IS SHE SO INVESTED? WHAT DOG DOES SHE HAVE IN THIS FIGHT? DOESN’T SHE NEED TO STUDY OR SOMETHING? WHY IS THIS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING ELSE SHE HAS GOING ON IN HER LIFE?

now, i get what the show was trying to do here. they wanted another, fresh perspective/narrator and i guess a love interest for clay (a wayyyy too convenient love interest, ‘she loves robots and drawing and not minding her business too! swoon!). but they could’ve had both of those things without adding someone to the payroll. honestly, i don’t think they needed a narrator at all but if they really wanted one, they could’ve added an ACTUAL ADULT detective, with no biases so they can be completely reliable to the audience and their investment would be justified. for love interest, yall already know how much i love and miss sheri. she could check clay without sounding patronizing and had chemistry with him and actual nice, romantic history. she could have been his second cop and they could have reconnected and become a couple and... we could’ve had it all, rolling in the deeeppp. 

it’s like with ani, the show wanted to kill two birds with one stone but they missed them both and i think the backlash on her character says it all. i’d just like to remind everyone to give the actress who plays ani respect and courtesy because it’s not her fault. 

- was it just me, or does it seem like the tape club has learned nothing from what they went through? they’re still keeping secrets and trying to hide shit and keep it all inside and i’m like..... but.... this behavior is what got ya’ll fucked up in the first place? and i totally understand it’s about protection and whatever but.... it also feels like an excuse to not be held accountable for wrong doing. like, alex killed bryce. although he had all the reasons to do it and i’m glad he’s dead, he killed someone fam. that’s not okay. and his dad is wrapped up and it’s just... i just... i dont know. then, there was the whole “let’s not tell on tyler so he doesn’t go to jail” thing and i have mixed feelings about that. i think they should’ve turned him in and got clay’s mom to rep him for rehabilitation and therapy instead of a jail sentence. they’re hiding the guns and trying to trust tyler and luckily that worked, but how long? what if someone fucks with him again and it’s too much for them to help him with? 

- speaking of help, clay needs it. oh my god, does that boy need it. they were so focused on getting tyler professional help but, clay’s out here putting guns to his head and having night terrors. he needs therapy more than anyone. honestly, what i would have liked to see, wayyy back in s2, is as soon as justin saw that, he wouldve went to clay’s parents and got him back on his meds and seeing a counselor. he’s been through so much trauma and guilt and he’s tired of his own fucking hero complex. it’s enough man. 

- they tried to have their cake and eat it too when it came to clay stopping tyler from shooting up the school. they tried to be like, clay shouldn’t have done that but oh, he was so brave and what a great guy he is for doing that. no, that doesn’t work. clay should not have confronted tyler in that situation. period.

- zach was disappointing because i agreed wholeheartedly when he said that they should have called the cops but... he didn’t. he was blaming them for letting tyler go free but he was too. damn, zach.

- it’s like they give clay a new lackey every season and.... ok, i guess.

- i also thought it was kind of weird that after everything they’ve been through, they still walk on eggshells with each other? like i guess because now we’re dealing with murder but... i would think they would trust and care for each other a lot more than to accuse each other and spy and interrogate and not just simply ask... like... this season made me not understand the tape club’s relationship. like are they friends? allies? allies trying to be friends? friends out of necessity? do they know? 

- bryce does not deserve to be humanized. that’s all.

- monty does not deserve to be humanized. that’s all. also, it’s so disappointingly predictable that he’s closeted. 

- the new characters (ani, caleb, chloe, winston, cyrus ) i still don’t care about. plot devices, all.

i may edit and retract some things, should i decide to watch all the way but i’m tired.

[greatfay]

The fosters 😏

Ohhhhhh my godddddddd I’m gonna diiiiiie. Ok let the memories resurface, this may take a minute.

my all-time ultimate fave character:

Stef. I just really liked her arcs, how straight forward she is, etc. Classic ISTJ tbh... cautious, reserved, protective, methodical, quietly affectionate. Like at the end of the day, I think she’s my fave. The kids go through so much ups and downs and Dumbass Moments that none of them can be my fave, and Lena is a close second but the writers only gave her one strong arc, and that’s when she tried to have a baby and that was so painful.

For several seasons I used to say my fave was Mike because he was Prime Dad Material. Like in the very first episode, he comes off as this douchey, entitled, deadbeat asshole who oversteps boundaries, right? Classic switcheroo. You find out this man is a saint, this man oozes emotional sensitivity and communication and affection, this man is also a dilf with eyelashes longer than should be legal. When he fostered AJ (I’m crying right now). Getting Ana through rehab??? Fighting his own alcohol addiction and not breaking once. Like the only time he ever let me down was his reaction to Dani MOLESTING Brandon, but he realized like whoa wait a minute... Brandon’s been taken advantage of and if Brandon were a girl he would see it different... Like all of Mike’s mistakes were temporary mistakes, he recovered quick and tried to do the right thing. If only his son was as quick on the uptake 😒

a character I didn’t used to like but now do:

Brandon. It took five seasons for me to like Brandon. You know how many seasons this show had? Five. And it’s because he’s pulled through the ringer of Suffering™ and it’s almost ALL his fault so that by the end when he’s doing the right thing again and again for the first time ever... and meets that super sweet girl... and then she DIES 

a character I used to like but now don’t:

Jude. He was such an intuitive, intense child, with wisdom earned from awful trauma, and watching him slowly assert himself was a wonder to watch. I do think the writers got lost with him, because his second love interest was a bore, his pothead thing was awful to watch, and when he became a twitch streamer with Taylor—WHAAACK. By the time of Good Trouble (which takes place years after The Fosters, so Jude is a sophomore/junior in college) Jude is drinking a LOT, partying a LOT, and fucking!!! a LOT!! Makes me concerned. Idk, it just felt like he lost his intuition halfway through the show and kept doing dumb stuff.

a character I’m indifferent about:

Every ex of the family lmao, idr them and I was not too fired up about any of them except maybe Emma. Like all of Jesus’ and Brandon’s exes I can’t remember.

a character who deserved better:

I’m just gonna make a list

AJ. Literally just him and Mike are just the cutest because of how earnestly the actor plays AJ, you know I love found family tropes and stuff.

 Mat. Such a sweetheart, the most accommodating and supportive boyfriend. So talented. Gorgeous hair. Mariana didn’t deserve him.

Cole. This boy fought SO HARD to be recognized for his gender, organized an LGBTQA prom for all his classmates who were rejected from their school’s prom, had to get hormones off the black market, and was so intuitive and loyal... honestly I loved Cole.

Aaron. SUCH a confusing end. Out of all the love interests, he and Callie popped with the most chemistry. The shared quest, the rides on the motorcycle, pictures at the beach, his great college advice. Their fight at her prom was so left-field and upsetting, and we know it’s because they wanted Callie to be single when the series ended so she could be free to date in Good Trouble. If I’m not mistaken, theirs is the first trans/cis relationship portrayed on network television... ever? And I mean a relationship, not a hook up.

Wyatt. Another sweetheart, what happened between him and Callie wasn’t really about him, it was about her and it was definitely about legal issues, and she was right to set her boundaries, but ouch that hurt. Gorgeous hair.

Notice how most of this list either dated Callie or crushed on her lmao except for Mat. Also

Rita. The woman lives and breathes childcare and youth advocacy. Let her win.

DAPHNE KEENE. She had her daughter with her in the series finale but I haven’t heard mention of her yet in Good Trouble, she’d better have custody and a job salary over 70k for what this show put her through.

EMMA. This poor girl was practically torn in two between the twins, from Jesus’ messy/horny ass to Mariana’s bossy controlling ass. She should be president.

a ship I’ve never been able to get into:

Most of Jesus’ relationships. He’s a fuck up so all of them are basically waiting for a train wreck. His most healthy one was with Emma, who was too good for him, and the one with most chemistry was with Lexi, but she was messy af too so that wasn’t going to work.

a ship I’ve never been able to get over:

Jude/Connor. It sailed and sunk in two minutes. So apparently, Jude/Connor have the youngest LGBT kiss shown on television. This show really made history, huh. They were adorable, they literally struggled to be a couple (since Connor’s dad is homophobic) and then after being a couple for like 2 episodes, Connor’s dad walking in on them kissing and basically blowing up was so traumatizing for the kid that he moved in with his mom in LA to get away from him. They try to do the long distance thing but they're middle schoolers... and it’s their first relationship each... and both of them are just now figuring out that they’re gay. it doesn’t work out. Would love for Connor to come back in Good Trouble and try to woo Jude or something (cuz Jude...???? he’s just FUCKING... ALL the time. Like one second he’s the adorable 12-year-old you just want to shield from the world, and then it’s like TIME SKIP, he’s a college frat boy now and he fucks “straight” boys every weekend).

a cute, low-key ship:

Lol this show didn’t do low-key ships, everything was loud.

an unpopular ship but I still enjoyed it:

Stef/Lena; because they’re the main couple on the show and yet we as the audience forget that they’re even an option as an OTP. These two are marriage goals. They fight, they argue, they have conflicting viewpoints, but they always sit down and talk at the end of the day, and they pull it together because of their love for the kids and each other. I live for them, I seriously wanted them to adopt me. I’d cook for the family so they would be an ounce less stressed. They’re such great moms and they try SO hard to be there for the kids, who each come with truckloads of baggage and problems all befitting network TV teen drama protagonists.

a ship that was totally wrong and never should have happened:

BRALLIE. They’re SIBLINGSSSS AHHHH. “But they’re foster siblings” I DON’T CARE. This is not a damn Victorian novel, it’s gross. Maybe in season 1 it wasn’t as bad since Callie had zero intentions of staying with the Adams-Fosters family and was used to being bounced around in foster care, but after bonding with them all and truly believing they wanted her, season 2 onward Brallie disgusts me.

Mariana/Nick. Let’s talk about his actor for a second. Louis Hunter played a teenager in The Secret Circle back in 2011 (don’t @ me but I loved that show) and guess what, friends, he was TOO FUCKING OLD to play a teenager THEN. That opinion stands 7 years later. An absolute creep who traumatized Mariana, the girl had to go to THERAPY. She went to THERAPY because of him.

Lena/Monte. UGHHHHHHHHh this made me so mad. Monte was being so gross and inappropriate, like not only is Lena her employee/subordinate... but Lena is a WOMAN. She’s grown as hell and confident in her identity and has a whole ass wife (a WIFE) and a family to take care of, and here comes Monte with her weird ass flirtations and stuff. She could NEVER. Lena is a goddess and Monte but an ant crawling on the sidewalk outside her temple.

my favourite storyline/moment:

When Stef confronted her internalized homophobia and misogyny during his breast cancer scare and she cut her hair to symbolize her ownership of her femininity. That was POWERFUL. Stef actually had so many great emotional arcs throughout the show; losing her father (who never really “got” her “lesbianism”), her mother’s breast cancer scare, HER breast cancer scare, her fight to become a detective, maybe it’s Teri Polo but Stef is such a stand-up, rigid character with such a strong moral center that watching her trudge through emotional trauma every gd episode was riveting.

Jude’s selective mutism. I remember this out of nowhere, but Jude went mute?? And he had to see a therapist, who deduced his problem and attributed it to an anxiety disorder and advised the family not to stress him out or pressure him to talk, and he went like this for a couple episodes. Like this boy went through so much trauma that it took like one thing, one little thing, to make him shut down. And Callie like patiently waiting for him to speak, and then her seeing her rapist and the only person she wanted to talk to about it was her little brother and he still wouldn’t talk, he just sits there playing video games, and she sends him a message on Xbox Live saying ‘Please talk to me’ and he ignores it then she sends another message “I saw Liam today” and he just looks at her as tears are falling down her face and places his hand on her arm in support. I. CRIED. Even after that moment, like in the next episode he’s still mute and Callie reminds him again that he’s been so strong compared to her that he’s “due for a breakdown” and not to feel any pressure to talk before he’s ready, and they fucking plant flowers together for Lena (I’m covering my mouth with one hand to keep from crying, I’m getting old feels. Remember when we used to say ‘feels’?). Ok I’m done.

Ok the storyline where Brandon is caught cheating for people on the SATs and won’t be able to go to Juilliard was POWERFUL. I loved that Brandon and Lena had a lot of bonding moments, and Lena was honest with Brandon in a way no one else was, she was like these are the consequences of your actions. You had decisions to make and you made the bad decisions every time, and now you’re here. Remember when you selling fake IDs for that dealer ended with your hand getting smashed so you can’t play classical music any more? Did you learn from that? Clearly not. POWERFUL. Lena scalped me on that day.

a storyline that never should have been written:

Most of Brandon’s storylines lmao. Him selling the fake IDs, him taking SATs for other students, him dating that 21+ woman with a kid and deciding he has to drop out of school and get a full time job to take care of her??? I love how Stef had to pull him aside and tell him “You’re Captain Save-A-Ho! And I know this because you got your Save-A-Ho gene from me!!” Brandon was MESSY. Despite being the typically “boring” of the kids in that he didn’t party or drink, he had interest in typical teen stuff, he was also impulsive in the worst way with his relationships and would get tunnel vision. Remember when Stef and Lena had to pull a restraining on Brandon for Callie??? My godddddd, a MESS. We’re not going to talk about how he finally fell in love with the right girl and she fucking dies.

BRALLIE. That bit where Callie didn’t think she was getting adopted so she FUCKS BRANDON, I’M NOT OVER IT. AHHHH.

Jude becoming a pothead. It was really dumb. I’d have been happier if the focus was on his anxiety and how it helped him.

Everything Monte related.

The time Jude downloaded Grindr and met up with a guy in his motel room?? And the guy was a grown man?? And of course he freaks out because Jude is a kid and tells him to gtfo??? That made me SOOOOO uncomfortable, which is why I hated it. BUT, I liked how the moms handled it, because obviously he’s a boy who’s curious and he’s surrounded by other kids—especially his four siblings with their tumultuous whirlwind of relationships—who are constantly making out with this person and hooking up with that person, and because he’s gay... and has this limited dating pool... and his first love moved to another fucking city to escape his homophobic dad... how does he get to explore his sexuality? who does he get to kiss at a party? This was so relatable, so many lgbtqa youth deal with this everyday, this sort of social pressure and FOMO as the cis straight kids around us are hitting all these romantic and sexual milestones while we’re sitting on an island. And obviously Stef and Lena sympathize, but then empathize how incredibly dangerous it was because Jude could’ve gotten hurt, there are guys out there who could do terrible things to him and he has to think these things through, not to mention the guy in question could’ve been just a normal dude trying to get it on and that he was put in danger—and this was the same season that explores how Jesus and Mariana’s birth father ended up on the sex offenders’ registry. It was handled well but remembering this storyline gives me anxiety.

The Jack storyline. I forgot this kid’s name and what happened to him so I had to peruse the wiki and I fell down a rabbit hole. Basically, this is a kid who was in a privatized group home, during a season in which Callie does volunteer work with a woman, Justina Marks, who is trying to pass a bill to reform child social services—only to discover that she wants to privatized the foster system to make money off of them, which of course makes Callie like do a BUNCH of risky stupid shit to take her down. So Jack gets temporarily moved into the Adams-Fosters home, proving to be a very quirky, quiet, sensitive boy, he kisses Jude after Jude’s breakup with Connor? Then reveals he’s not actually gay, he just wanted Jude to be happy? And it’s really fucking sad because he has this bleeding heart and this need to make everyone around him happy because he sees himself as this burden. Then he gets placed into a new foster home, despite Stef and Lena wanting to keep him around... and he gets put in the same foster home with the same man who abused Jude in the show’s pilot—and like the inciting incident for the show itself (Callie destroying his car to distract him from beating her brother > her going to juvie > her getting beat up in juvie > Lena seeing this poor bruised up girl and thinking “she’s my daughter now”). So Jack ends up being fostered by the horrible, abusive man who should never have been allowed to be within feet of a child again, and Stef just so happens to be one of the officers nearby when a domestic disturbance is called in, and when she arrives at the house with her partner she’s like “bruh I know this house” and when she goes into the kitchen she steps on something: a pair of glasses. Whose glasses???

JACK’S. And she quietly lays a sheet over his dead body. His foster father, who’d already been arrested once for beating Jude, shot him in a drunken rage. And CALLIE LATER FINDS OUT JuSTINA MARKS SET IT UP TO USE AS HER FACE CASE IN SUPPORT OF HER BILL.

my first thoughts on the show:

Literally the first time I heard the theme song when I randomly decided to watch it on Netflix in like 2014 (2015? I can’t remember, I don’t think season 3 was out at that point so it might’ve been 2014) I was like oh this is going to be the crying show.

my thoughts now:

I was right. I would not rewatch this show lmao, but I’m fond of it. I did randomly decide to start watching Good Trouble and surprisingly I like it and I missed the characters. I can look back and appreciate how this show handled a lot of tender topics as tastefully as they could, and examine them from a lot of different angles.

Ask me about a tv show/movie/franchise/book!

[whimsically-ominously-auspice]

Me: I just don't understand how you're gramma ---

Gramma: oh don't worry about me kid, the second I die he loses everything, he's not in the will

Me: gramma is a genius!

Me, gramma & Matt: so he will have to kill prostitutes!

Gramma: he won't be able to afford them!

Developments upon the Murder Mystery have occurred. I'll apologize to Jesse whom said "in my heart I knew she was right and was gonna get it, but in my mind I wanted to stab her"

I was able to connect murders as in who done it, except I didn't know who done them and I only knew that Jesse was always there when one happened.

And Jesse just took the blame. I suppose it was alot like survivors guilt and his way to protect me from a seriously horrible person. I know in 2011 I quit talking to my mom, separated from my ex for 2 years, kicked my cousin out of my house, etc, so my kid was all "you're the problem, mom" like in my face yelling. I just told her "ok and I'm sorry, do you want to have me cook dinner?" What? I had to tell her how horrible people are so she just listens to what everyone says and is pushed around or let her see in time that I can be trusted and that I am right about people? She was literally in the safest place in the world, my ex wanted me back and my mom was afraid. Now guess what? I'm the best mom ever and my kid can't stand my mom or her dad and she never liked Tracy.

I don't think Jesse was v trying to protect me as much as he was trying to protect Matt. If Matt listens to the truth and reality, it will work out. But for now, at least we know where the players are on the checkerboard and it seems we are all safe.

Jesse did a good. I'm sure his wife will tie him up and spank him if he asks politely not that any of that is any one's business because it isn't.

I watched a thing on West Mesa Girls again last night. I was gonna change the channel and watch something different but it was a hard reach to attempt it. I was tired and my entire right side had been cramping when I moved after I got my dirty clothes off my floor, stuffed 4 pillows, & fed the cats. So nope. It has been cramping like a week when I wipe my ass or other random times. It happens but usually it's my left side. Maybe I should exercise, idk. But it hurts so I'm not gonna. #tiredofpain

Anyways I apologize to Jesse and say fuck off and burn in hell to grandpa. And pray for gramma whom is in a wheel chair. And pray to/for the cops to get shit done right.

I know there is way more than what the show last night had. I just wonder where they are.

So one amazing thing I saw last night is that they took satellite photos of the west Mesa in 2002 then they took older photos and then looked at the differences and could see tire tracks to the Graves and see the actual shape and location of the Graves. I hurts the heart but it's awesome that they were able to find the girls buried out there. Dude just drew them a map.

I kinda knew Jesse didn't kill the West Mesa Girls. But I knew I knew who did them. Crazy is that my daughter was born the same year the murders began or I was pregnant. I was tired last night and literally fell asleep during the episode.... only during the commercials...

But I know that Jesse and I were in the same room as a dead prostitute in NYC and that's why it linked to West Mesa. Because also he was there when Matt's parents died and my kids --- not necessarily there but in the aftermath and he has similar hair, skin, eye colors to the killer. Except there's like a foot difference in height.... actually I really don't know... the last two times I saw him we never stood up at the same time.i just feel he's shorter. But really I have nothing to compare to.

He said, you live in a small town that has generations of families, so girls will run into the family members that raped them at walmart, it's normal.

Except it's not. I'm a run away and I'm military. So no. If I lived in the same town as a rapist I would try to find a way we weren't both in the same town, and so now I will. Question is, who is gonna move first? Me or him?

I'm gonna Google states we can kill trespassers on. Where a person can just kill them for fun or just because they're trespassing. Because that's me. I'm not a coward that is Gonna hide a dead body. Maybe I'm lazy cause I don't wanna dig a hole....

..... what if you picked up a hooked and told her you wanted to shore her how beautiful Albuquerque Is at night so you go to the West Mesa and have her dig her own hole? In my mind that doesn't work cause some bitch ass mother fucker told me to dig a hole I would be all nah, fuck you. You do it. But I suppose if I was told th a t a private detective had found out where and who my family was and told me they would only be safe if I dug then maybe but in reality if I kill him then I got myself a new automobile and a great site to see the city in.

The girls had been talking about how girls got their heads chopped off or sliced up and buried in the West Mesa before anything had ever really been found out. So obviously he had been bragging to the other girls and also threatening them to get information on the other girls.

I don't think he would use weapons. He's more of a "I can do it myself and better than the best" type. I'm that way also but he's a bare hand strangle or kicking a pregnant lady type. Having a weapon unless you can make the weapon become an extension of you, becomes something in the way of your power.

I will use a vibrator so obviously i can weild the power. He needs flesh. He can't power a weapon. Probably why one of his virus phone hacks attacks the battery. A tale tell extension of self. However his power/ego says it's about how he murders -- kills the power supply. Just death in general.

Boring shit.

One time I was talking to this guy about murder then Jesse walks over and said to me, "I know you and I have something in common that's very sad and difficult to deal with" dude I was just told I had amnesia and had killed someone when I was 16. Really so linked that link incorrectly. Since then Jesse has been swimming in a pool of death. That had also happened in Houston .... ever clean off a table by pushing everything to the floor? So say the whole puzzle was there and Someone dumped the puzzle back in the box. Some pieces stay together some fall apart and sometimes one ends up sideways all jacked up into the wrong piece. That's my memory.

But slowly the pieces grow legs and walk them selves to the correct positions in the quiet darkness of the box. And no one really knows, but i do.

So then think of the legs as roots, dendrites3 and the like.....

[mic-and-cheese]

for the numbers ask - 6, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 18, 19, 20, 24 (sorry to send so many numbers i'm just curious!)

Ohohoho I get to be extra salty today!

6. Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?

Nope, next question.

9. Most disliked character(s)? Why?

Evelyn. She’s just... a really bland and confusing character. I mean, she hates superheroes because her dad decided to call superheroes for help during an armed robbery rather than running to his safe room despite the fact that he of all people would know it would be immensely difficult if not impossible to be saved by a superhero and ended up getting his dumb ass killed? Like ok sure, I see how she may have been irrational with grief to the point of hating superheroes if he had just died, but he died 15 fucking years before the events of the movie. And what, Evelyn just let her murderous tendencies fester all that time? I mean I know Syndrome did that too, but the difference is that Evelyn would have had to have been a full grown adult, and a very wealthy one at that, with a supportive family in Winston and her mom (up until she died anyway) and you’re trying to tell me she never sought help from anyone?

And then her plan to get rid of supers is to make supers look good by setting up crimes for them to foil (crimes that risked the lives of and likely killed at least a few innocent civilians, by the way) then hypnotize them to doing evil stuff to make them lose the public’s trust despite the fact that the public already knows there’s a villain that uses hypnotism running around, on top of the fact that she only put the final stage of her plan in action AFTER superheroes were literally made legal forever?

And her plot twist as the villain could be seen from a mile away, I mean, there’s just... there’s no creativity in her character, and her very existence spits in the face of the “these aren’t cartoon villains” message of the first movie. I know I tend to exaggerate in order to get my point across, but I am 100% literal when I say that Evelyn’s character is a disgrace to what made the original I/ncredibles such a classic movie.

10. Most disliked arc? Why?

The last thing I watched with any sort of arc (besides individual character arcs) was probably Danganronpa 3: The End of Hope’s Peak High School and that was like a year ago and nothing arc related stood out as particularly bad to me soooo

11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

Take a wild fuckin’ guess.

I mean I don’t expect Syndrome to be well liked, but the fandom’s hatred for him is just excessive. I mean they will find a way to hate him over damn near everything, even stuff he never did like calling him a homophobe/rapist/incel etc (and those are legitimate examples I have heard btw). I mean I’ve heard people say that he was always destined to be evil, even as a child trying to help people, and then they turn around and demonize him for ya know, actually being evil as if they even believe he had a choice in the matter if he’s apparently destined for evil? And that’s just the surface level of the shit I’ve seen. It’s just some really over the top shit.

12. Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

Pretty much the same answer as number 10

13. Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

Teruteru is a deeper character than just a creep, Buddy is a deeper character than just a villain, and he’s not evil because he’s an entitled brat, he’s evil because his trust in others has been completely destroyed (and no, not just because he was rejected once, his persistence in still trying to get Bob’s attention after being literally thrown out of a car is proof that he’s used to having to go through extreme ways of being noticed) and he believes that nothing he does will be good enough to be recognized in a positive way, so he feels like he has to force his way into the spotlight.

Buddy could have been a great person and superhero had he had an actual support network to encourage him and provide him with healthy coping mechanisms. Saying someone is destined for evil is fucked up.

Also he’s handsome as fuck. Fight me.

14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

Everyone knows the fandom is filled with assholes. The unpopular opinion is who the assholes are, and newsflash it’s literally everyone save for like the 5 people I’m chill with.

18. Does not shipping something ‘popular’ mean you’re in denial and/or biased?

It doesn’t even have to be shipping!

19. What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

Sorry, I only answer this question in increments of at least 5 complaints. See above for details.

20. What is the purest ship in the fandom?

There’s not one. Interacting with this fandom is an act of self harm. Good night everybody.

[winmance]

Let me start with, I do not hate Castiel BUT I keep re reading this brilliant fic by Nisaki which has unrequited!Destiel and I have such a hankering for Wincest where Dean is so totally gone on Sam and I mean completely and utterly and Cas is jealous. Sam may or may not know of Cas' feelings and Cas may or may not turn out to be a negative character. AU or not. I'll leave all the details to you of course but unrequited Destiel with Wincest. (Works with Misha and J2 as well.) Thanks~

Ok so I had so much troubles with this one, because I didn’t know if I wanted it to be Wincest or J2, AU or not AU. So anyway, here’s a wincest au, because… Because. I hope you like it, if you don’t, send another ask and I’ll do another version ;)

The first time they met, Castiel wouldn’t have think for an instant that they could be friend. Dean Winchester was everything he hates: He kept talking, making unfunny jokes, and, most of all, putting the attention on himself. Not that he could blame anyone: Dean was glorious. The most beautiful man he ever seen.

How fair is it, to find someone you hate so beautiful?

It was their first day ate college and when Castiel found out that they were sharing a room for the next of the year, he wanted to call his parents to pick him up.

But Dean, beautiful, funny, and interesting Dean, turned out to be everything Cas wanted, and needed. He took Castiel to the club for the first time, then he made him drink a beer for the first time, and before he was aware of it, Castiel wished he would be his first time, too.

The second year, they shared a room again, much to Castiel happiness.

That’s when things went bad.

Because the second years of college was also the year Sam Winchester came to live with them.

Of course, Dean would talk about Sam sometimes, and maybe if Castiel hadn’t been so busy looking inside his beautiful green eyes, he would have seen that something wasn’t right. But he didn’t, not until it was too late. Not until 15 years old Sam was walking in their room, a bag with all his belonging inside, tucked under Dean arms like a scared puppy.

“He had a fight with our parents. My dad and him never got along, and our mother in law just want him away, you know? I can’t let him go back”

“Hey, your family is my family, right?” Castiel said, his hand resting innocently on Dean knee.

Maybe somewhere in Castiel brain, he thought that he could buy Sam friendship, and that Sam would recommend to his brother. “Hey Dean, I think you should bang your best friend”

But this idea died after the first month that Sam spent with them.

Dean would dedicate all his days, minutes, and seconds to Sam, day and night. Even after Castiel suggested that one of them should sleep on the coach, they still chose to sleep in Dean single bed, forcing them to sleep as close as possible.

When one was taking a shower, the other would go in the bathroom to make sure they were still able to talk.

When Dean had to study at the library, Sam would go with him, always sitting next to each other, until there wasn’t any more room.

It was stupid, to be jealous of Sam. He was Dean brother, he was having a hard time, and they always been close.

“Do you think that things will get better between Sam and your parents?” He asked one day, trying to sound as casual as possible.

“I don’t know, man” Dean licked his lips uncomfortably. “I mean, probably. But I… I don’t want Sam to go. I missed him so much last year, he’s a part of me, the other side of my soul. I can’t… It was hard enough to leave him the first time”

It was stupid to be jealous of Sam until he wasn’t. Until Sam, slutty little Sam with his too short t-shirt and his too long legs, walked in front of Castiel with hickeys on his throat. He didn’t leave their room. Castiel did, but Sam and Dean spent the weekend here, all by themselves.

That’s when he started to notice the way they would look at each other, how Sam looked at Dean like he owned the moon, and how Dean would look at Sam like he was the moon. It was the little touches between them, just a brush of the hand sometimes, too much times. It was the way Sam would always, always end up into Dean arms, and even on his laps sometimes.

“Dean? Are you sleeping?” Sam whispered

“I was” He said, groaning “What do you want?”

“Nothing, I just… It’s cool that I stay here, right?”

“Yes, why?”

“I don’t know, Castiel… Castiel doesn’t seem to like me”

Castiel couldn’t help but smiled. Of course, he didn’t like him. How could he? Sam was the bitch who was trying to steal what was his.

“Of course, he likes you, Sammy. How could he not?” Dean voice was softer than anything Cas ever heard. It was like a sweet melody that you can’t stop listening, angels rubbing your ears. He closed his eyes, picturing Dean talking to him instead of Sam. “You’re perfect, Sammy”

Sammy. Always this stupid nickname. While Dean would shorter his name, reducing it to Cas, his buddy, he would make Sam’s one longer, Sammy, my Sam, the one that deserved that he takes extra time to say his name.

He hated him. Hated him with all his soul, all his body.

So, he started to fight back. He wouldn’t leave them alone, not a single minute.

When they were watching a movie, he made sure to be right between them, preventing Sam to put his head on Dean chest and his legs on top of his, like he did so many times. When it was time to sleep, he would stay awake as much as possible, knowing full well that Sam wouldn’t do anything as long as he was awake.

But nothing worked. Dean would still smile for Sam, would still cock his favorite food, even if it was vegetables and that he hated it. He would still to Sam with the same interest, his eyes shinning with love and proudness.

Oh, how he wished they could go back to how things were before. When they would spend their days together, talking and laughing, and when Sam was just a face on Dean’s phone and pictures. Sam and Dean used to text every day, but between school and homework, Castiel never played that much attention. He wished he had.

He spent the weekend with his parents, trying to clear his head and to think of a way to have Dean back, to show him that he was there, ready for him, his best friend, his buddy, and not his fucking brother.

But when he came back to the room, confident as ever, he found himself in front of Dean beautiful ass, trusting in and out of Sammy, whispering loving and sweet things in his ear while Sam was moaning like the little slut he was, begging Dean to please go stronger, deeper, faster. Dean would do anything Sam asked him, as always.

It was a bad accident, but maybe not. Because this, this was the proof he needed.

One call. One single call, and Daddy Winchester was here, dragging his youngest son away from his pervert big brother, ignoring the way they would scream, the way Sam would fight back, or the way Dean face was painted in blood.

“He can’t do that, he can’t, I didn’t force him, I didn’t Cas, I didn’t” Dean cried, his head on Castiel lap

“I know, Dean, I know” He sighed, trying to hide his smile as much as possible “Come on, let me clean your face”

Maybe he shouldn’t have try to kiss Dean this fast, maybe he should have been patient. But the little slut was gone, and he wanted Dean back, wanted him for himself.

Because no matters how hard he cried, how he begged, how he told Dean he loved him, that he did this for them, for him to be happy, and loved, and Christ, can’t he see that? Can’t he see that everything he did was for him? But Dean wouldn’t even look at him.

Next time he saw Dean, it was on the missing news, with John Winchester telling the world how his youngest son just ran away with his rapist of big brother, with nothing but a bag and Dean’s impala.

If Castiel could go back in time, he would poison the little slut during his very first night here.

[soltwater]

stuff

Last night as I was falling asleep, I tried to list the things Brendan did to me to make whatever that was as traumatic as it was.  

It’s hard because he really, really hurt me.  And it’s easier to think he’s a piece of shit, forever.  And I think there’s no harm in me thinking that.  But when I list out what he did, and understand that no one else could see it, I understand how people chose the side of indifference.  But that doesn’t undo the trauma it did to me anyway.  They weren’t in charge of how I reacted, I understand that, and as an extension, they don’t get to try get me back into their lives when I want them far, far away.  I feel crazy, I feel so sad that this one boy broke me in so many ways.  But I think, three and a half years after the fact, maybe I can write it down with an air of facuality, and stop my heart and my anger from getting in the way of writing this all down.  As a catch-all for if I ever want to reconnect with people I left behind, or if I want to explain why I can’t.

This still makes me want to cry, it feels like my brain is giving birth because even beginning to try and process this is so much.

- The first instance of abuse:   The first time I got drunk at a party.  I had never held hands with a boy, let alone kiss them.  He tried to walk me home, took me the wrong way and fingered me.  He then started bawling and saying sorry.  The next day he asked me what I remembered.  Was this a rapist trying to see what their victim could recall or was it a teenaged boy having hormones, not hearing a “no” though I was drunk and couldn’t consent, was it a mistake?  I don’t know.  I don’t know which one hurts less.

- The second instance: a couple of weeks into being ‘interested in each other’, Brendan found out I cut myself.  He would cut himself if he saw any cuts on me, but he would cut himself deeper.  He would one-up me, his reasoning being so i could “see how much it hurts him to see me like this”, but whatever his reasoning, he made something that was personal into a thing about him.

- He wouldn’t call my period a period.  It was ‘gross’ and I ‘was gross’ if I was on my period.  He wouldn’t see me when I was on my period.  Retrospectively, I don’t know if this is because I pushed him away because i felt ashamed of menstruating or because he was genuinely repulsed by it.  It’s been easier to just imagine he hated me and wanted to throw me away when I was on my period.

- He would stop talking to me if I upset him.  I did this, too, though.  

- He wouldn’t often have time for me, and I missed him terribly.  But again, this wasn’t abuse even if it hurt me very badly.  What was abuse was that if I didn’t leave my weekends open to him, and instead made alternative plans, especially with other boys, I’d suddenly get a flurry of messages that he missed me and wanted to hold me and why wasn’t I there?

- We had anal sex once and he liked it.  Then, months later, we got drunk and he wanted it again.  I said no, until he started begging me, nearly crying, so I said yes.  I wasn’t “clean” and spent the next three days in agony in embarrassment and questioning if that was rape or not since I did say yes.  I repulsed myself. 

This is pulling teeth.  This is going slowly and forcefully.

From this point, Brendan started to fall in love with Sam, a girl who had won the same scholarship as him.  The scholarship itself was an ugly ordeal.  I couldn’t be happy for Brendan like a partner should because I was poor and so anxious about funding university, but I knew he already had an excess of funds and didn’t need this.  I wish I could’ve just been supportive - but I wish more that I wasn’t fucking poor.

Sam lived in Christchurch, a flight away from Brendan and I, but he talked to her on facebook daily.  

-Brendan would come to my house and ignore me and message Sam instead.  I started to resent her.  When I told brendan I didn’t like her / I was scared of her, he told me I was being crazy.  The line he used that hurt the most was that i was ‘acting like my mother’.  

- I don’t know how actively he did this, but he pushed my mom and I so far away from each other.  And my friends were pushed away too because I only ever wanted to spend time with Brendan.  I found myself on an island, literally (we lived on an island) and metaphorically.

- When we found out I was going to get dux, not him, he acted immaturely.  He said that dux was stupid and didn’t mean anything.  But I was immature, too.  When I overheard him telling this to the most beautiful girl at the party we were at, I went and kissed one of my female friends in public.  It was blatantly to show I didn’t care about him, when obviously I did.  

- When we were breaking up, I asked him again to just tell me he had feelings for Sam.  He didn’t.  A few weeks later I cornered his best friend into telling me the truth, and Sam and Brendan were together.

The moment that I found that out, I remember how hot my body was.  I felt worse than if something had died - it would have hurt less if I died at that second.  I spent the last months of our relationship convincing myself I was a maniac when I was always right.  At the time, and for years after, the anger was just at brendan and at sam.  But now I wonder if some of that was at myself, because I knew that I was right but I didn’t protect myself because I was too busy being so, so in love.

This says nothing about what happened with friends afterwards.  Brendan sent a message to the “friend group” saying he felt excluded because he wasn’t seeing them.  He framed it as I was forcing people to not be with him.  I was proactive in organizing events ALL THE TIME because I couldn’t bare to be alone.  Because I was doing that, people felt less need to organize their own things.  But I did make it clear that if Brendan was invited to something, I wouldn’t come.  I don’t think I presented it as an unkind ultimatum, but honestly maybe I did.  I did push his friends away from him, but i did it cleverly.  My impulse is to immediately add here ‘he deserved it’.

Then one day Brendan had a fight with me on a boat commuting from Waiheke to Auckland.  I have no idea what the story was that got out, but I was aware I was painted as the ‘bad person’.  

It was something like a 9am boat.  I told my friend Sean I could take that boat, but I didn’t want to sit next to brendan.  Sean said that was great, he wanted to sit with me anyway, and I should still get this boat instead of waiting an hour later for the next one.  Brendan was, as we guessed, on this boat.   When Sean and I went to sit down at a table, Brendan asked if he could sit with us and Sean asked if it was ok if it was just him and I.  Brendan called me a bitch, or said “don’t you think that’s a bit unfair?” I don’t remember.  Eventually, my friend Bella and her dad also showed up and we all sat together.  Brendan eventually came to our table to yell at me, say that I was taking his friends away from him, etc.  Bella’s dad had to tell him enough was enough and he needed to sit down.  He sat on a table in clear view of us and began bawling.  We sent Sean to sit with him.  

After that, a group chat went silent.  It consisted of myself, Maya, Maia, Rina and Elle.  They were all my friends, but they have known brendan since he was five.  Maia has also been in love with Brendan.  So I had the traumatic boat experience, and then was left with no communication, and could only guess what happened because I didn’t feel like telling anyone what the fuck happened on the boat because it wasn’t their business.

I was so, so fucking tired.  It was the middle of my first year of university.  I don’t know how I finished that year.  I was in a daze of sleeping pills for the most part of it.  I would have violent, constant nightmares about Brendan.  I still do, three years later. Nowhere felt safe.  The boat was a constant source of terror, and so was my island home.  I’m shaking typing this and revisiting those feelings of trauma.  I couldn’t ever be alone, I needed an escort anywhere I went to even pretend to feel or be human.

So that’s where that is.

A side note that is sad but not relevant to any of this, was he was the only sex I have ever enjoyed.  Which also adds to my sadness at the way things went so, so wrong.  I’ve recently had a sexual encounter that was so forced and scary, I feel very fucked up about sex.  I hate that Brendan was the only sex I’ve had and really enjoyed.

[lonespektr]

Starting back Vikings again randomly........

blue eyes still hasn't fucked that priest

When's he gonna bang the priest, he doesn't like his new wife 🤷🏾‍♀️

Rollo needs a win/ cmon lady archers

Stop listening to random men, every main character gets bad advice from randos

Very deliberate word choice

Blue eyes is do butthurt his boyfriend is not coming with him priest is literally staying for you, you blockhead

Men are idiots

Tomgirls trying to sit still and look pretty when they clearly want to punch people

They keep using attempted rape for her power ups and they could do literally anything else

Glad the mrs is back

She's worried about jr but it looks like he can fight brother still absolutely in love with the mom cause she's a bad bitch

But he would have cheated too soo 🤷🏾‍♀️

He's big but it doesn't look like he hits hard, he's moving frantically, he doesn't lean into his hits??

The bows are used in short range i feel like it's that accurate??!!

Nobody is hyped the mrs is home and i feel like that was a wasted opportunity

Priest is attracted to bad people

Everybody got a shower

Who ever is subing the sound effects is a fucking poet Every grunt has a adjective

Always gotta upstage your brother just fukkkin relax

He's rejected the sacrament dunt dun dun!!!

Cheese and crackers woman how many boys you churnin out

What's the science? Boys are faster swimmers so short vagina?? I forget

She's gloating

Yea no shit. He don't even like that other future telling bitch

Rollo just stick with old girl u are bad at politics

This is a very sexual prayer priest

You tryina get what by the holy spirit??!! Save that for blue eyes

Thorvard big as fuck

That boy ain't got no right being that big his parents is normal sized

If i wanted to say it in private i wouldn't fucckkin come down to long house

Who's fuckkin army is that , just her homies?? She got warrior homies?

Ah she just wanted to threaten the general community that if anything happen to hey son it's they ass

Yea those'r just her homies

Another sexual assault threat but in an unexpected turn is events his kinsman ain't down with that shit and backed her

Infamous wings pf the vikings

More sexual assault threats

Whoever is writing these subtitles is a fucking legend

Priest new boyfriend is in wooing his old boyfriend's ex wife and he has to be an awkward translator

Wack what a serious waste of ambition

Them two rando little boys already died they really gotta take the one bitch was leadership vibes

She threw away throne thrown for dinner snot nose kids

He play too much, but they are great together

Preist done diddled that brown hair plain and not blue eyes

Vikings does appear to have a strict all rapists must die policy (marital rape excluded- even that's appears to have consequences)

Surprised they let siggs go but i think she landed a better role, shes a bigger actor then all em

I still don't know which god he was supposed to be. Guess i gotta brush up on my norse history

What's rollo gonna go without his political advisor

That guy coulda had a bigger role but this was 6+years ago and he was not as big then so..makes sense

Preist talking shit about women knowin damn well he just left a perfectly boring one to be with sky eyes

Hypocrisy , ungrateful ass volunteer to help the mother of your child

Screw everybody and they mama, leave yo wife month at a time with no backup booty

Why you only slept with yo wife once? 🤨

Seer tied of yo ass

Sky eyes just move to Paris with the preist

They are doing a sharp turn with him that is uncharacteristic, they haven't done a power corruption thing or anything to transition him from opportunist to greed

Also wtf boo /This is your earldom ??? You just gon stand there?

Still holding with the rapist get stitches law

Burning cross bit heavy handed

Bjorn tell your wack ass absentee father to back your mom

Yea we have been here before, cause your dad keeps fucckin up, you forget last time you left with her cause you knew he was wrong

Blue eyes has become a kind of apathetic shell without preist and wifee no1

Um wtf was that with the 👀

Just fuck already

Can the women have a story not around babies

Where rollo headed?

This is evidence of a turning point we should have gotten a half step before this

Except she was taking care of the one kid you ignore and you know damn well that priss don't do no work and her servants watch her kids anyway

Lol whut person or persons unknown, but you have evidence?

King got plans on plans on plans

Do they just not know what to do with the preist anymore??

Hey least he said it

That was the least intimate interaction he's had with anyone

Disrespect on disrespect

I think they are going to do something stupid with her 🙄 looking forward to that

Woah full stop yikes 😬

Another unforced error. I knew they were gon do some dumb shit with her, no he actin stupid too

This really there seasons about an unrequited love story

It gets boring when the main character is white male tyrannical and off his rocker - when he's not a zealot

Mentally ill opportunist are not very complelling

I'm annoyed blondie is really confessing to a man who has been treating her like shit for the past decade because a first good decade

Unforced errors and making her stupid is something shows love to do with women

But they gave her so much pride it doesn't make sense

I thought maybe they all knew, but it's just bjorn

Blue eyes was hoping for a confession

Why do you tear me away from myself

Trojan horse is the only thing that ever made sense with impregnable walls even with that hint he still couldn't figure it out, he had to almost die

Rollo is out here now? Why doing what?

I mean tbh is a really good idea to get away from your brother

Oh so the King isn't a complete idiot, just a coward

Another betray your brother situation 🙄

Just let rollo needs live

All our protagonists are isolated

He still didn't get that confession

Oh he just said it

What was the point of that Christian coming to visit?

Lit of obsessive unhealthy male relationships

Floki/Ragnar

Althestan/Ragnar

Ragnar/ rollo

How would rollo even convince the remaining vikings to go against their own

Now we must be subjected to this embarrassment

Co Earls, this guy is a not confused about his endgame

He should have just married her when she asked

There is one asian

If this the season where the non whites enter? They should have done that in Paris

He's an absentee father but he's annoyed his kids are stupid

Floki bb hella cute

It's odd the show has isolated everyone

He's such as gaslighter

The only stable relationship is the ones between the mentally unstable people

The two best pairings were both uneccesairly antagonistic towards each other

What's rollo doing

Le sigh she's smiling because she thinks he backed her , finally someone did she deserves to be supported

But he only backs himself

Time inside learning could be useful for him

Even rollo is not this stupid soooo 🤷🏾‍♀️

Blue eyes mad that his wife doesn't give a shit about him, knowing damn well he don't give a shit about her

Rollo 👏🏾 isn't 👏🏾 stupid👏🏾

He also wouldn't ally himself with strangers 🤷🏾‍♀️ it's a repeat pattern of making the wrong allies but this don't make sense

Hopefully bjorn gets more interesting

Or another woman character not attached to a damn man comes in

1 poc is already gettin eyeballed by ol blue eyes

What old lady would be concerned with getting revenge on is wessex king who raised her new settlement to the ground

There's that projection again blue eyes

The rollo situation is getting close to puppy punching

He looses his accent a lot

Blue eyes has odd codependencies

Man has no loyalists but strong affections that look like loyalty from afar

Why are they all obsessed with this fucking guy

Predatory men who pretend to be small and unassuming to trick women

She choked those words out, I wonder how many takes they made her do before they went with that one

This descent into madness isn't nearly as entertaining as they think

That's the first time he's called her by her first name

Curious move bjorn /curious situation they pulled moms into

They make women look stupid by having them smiling the whole time while men who are being equally deceived look suspiciously but they are tricked just the same

Once again he just identifies foreigners as roadmaps to conquer new lands

Gaslighter all these men are gaslighters

All these braids and this is the first time i've seen one of the man brushing they hair

It's going to be four full seasons of wounded mentally ill drug addicted blue eyes??

there it is, that was his dream, not the crazed ambitions of winning for winnings sake

Opportunistic and talented or rather lucky is different than tyrannical and that's what they are playing him as with no foundation

I know she tired of these dirty whites raggety ass wash rags she want a real bath with soap

Random edge play over the top hair cutting symbolism

That bb old enough too...ok

The girls were ready. And he even ain't mad because she told him straight up she was going to kill him

She doesn't want to remarry, she's better boss ass bitch but it's fucked up she can't just have a decent man partner and equal but these men are trifling they may as well get her a girlfriend

Is the seer dead?

It's 13 right?

Heavy handed women freedom theme happening