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toytulini · 5 months

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thinking about that post about keeping a house clean organized w adhd with like dump zones and shit and i need to. do stuff to my room. hh

#toy txt post #they should invent a way to put away laundry that doesnt feel actively hostile and sisyphean #oh i put it in the closet and its so nice and out of the wa-oh i wore it once time to go into the dirty clothes and #get washed and end up in The Laundry Pile where ill wear it like 3 more times and repeat this cycle until i get the power to put away #laundry again ! and its back in the pile #i gave up folding my clothes out of the dryer save for the like printed button up shirts bc half the time they sit in the fucking pile #getting rifled through so long that it feels pointless and the extra step of folding them out of the dryer had me liable to leave my shit #in the dryer for a week if no one forces me to take it out :/#i was interested in sort of an open concept dresser while i was looking for a dresser and ended up not getting that but like! come on #ig incorporating like multiple hampers or smth would be useful but i have nowhere to put fucking anything #ugggggh #and i still need to put the shelf back up and a new shelf and lamps i bought and replace the shelfs i bought for the tank stand plant #stands with something more waterproof and leas ugly (thinking tile could be fun?)#so much to do all the time and im not doing it im just having ideas and rotting and i need a job but the depression is kicking my ass #wahhhhh #okay. okay. im putting down the phone #no longer will the caffeine compel me into Posting

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beef-unknwn · 8 months

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cheerleader gf x player gf

I drew this on my phone because I can't find the time to draw on my ipad

#monster high #clawdeen wolf #toralei stripe #toradeen #I KNOW SHE PUTS HER HAIR UP WHEN IN FEARLEADING UNIFORM I JUST FORGOT OKAY #im so used to drawing her hair down. muscle memory #also i haven't drawn on my phone in forever. sorry if it sucks

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spookythesillyfella · 5 months

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tony prepared the cereal !! sketch added the toppings !! and colin is a coward who won't eat what his partner and his sibling prepared for him !!

★ [ audio from "The Endorsed Frosted Crispy Sweets Prized Pals Commercial" – @/partycoffin on tumblr]

#sometimes i sit . and i think that i should put the phone down and never make content again #the dread of being the only person who cares about my stuff is consuming me every day and i just want someone who would love to hear me –#– rant about the guys for absolutely no reason . no one really has the time for me so i just feel sorta strange #i dunno #i guess venting in the tags of my posts makes me feel better but it just feels like attention-seeking behavior #then again i assume no one reads my tags anyways #whatever #little guys who give me brainrot stuff #dhmis #dhmis art #dhmis au #high voltage au #dhmis sketchbook #sketchbook dhmis #dhmis hv sketchbook #dhmis tony #tony the talking clock #dhmis hv tony #dhmis colin #colin the computer #dhmis hv colin #i guess having some more free time and going to comicon is coming up #so that's neat i suppose #im planning on painting my nails neuvillette color [blue and white] :3 #okay bye-bye guys #drink water #i love y'all #<3

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nappingmoon · 15 days

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ohhh I lied one last thought. nanami kento is a string player. cello , base, violin, you name it he can play it. he spends lots of time in solitude because he enjoys practicing sm. you become his little listener , watching the evolution of the pieces he plays and eventually his muse.

before he knows it, all the songs he plays, every note that rings forth, each tug and caress of the strings, they all exist for you.

#oh now I want to write this #okay gn for real im putting my phone down #.love on the brain #.kento #nanami x reader

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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phone calls my detested

#i had to make a vet appointment and Wow i am not cut out for this whole independent adult thing lmfao #i had to write down a little script for myself...#i feel so bad for the receptionist i was stumbling and 'uhhhhh'ing my way through that call #fuck and when i was supposed to end the call. i didnt realize #I DONT KNOW THE PROTOCOL OKAY #do i hang up??? do i say bye??? she didnt say bye so was there something else i was supposed to say #she hung up so Yay but oughhhhhhh what the fuck #youre telling me people just Know how to carry a conversation? they just Know the routine? sounds fake #i had to rev myself up for the call too #put on a hat. put on sunglasses to trick my brain into thinking we're outside doing things thus fabricating confidence #phone in one hand fidget-dodecahedron in the other. Pacing #my brain is a normal brain that works perfectly fine thanks for asking #absolutely unprompted #i feel so connected to my neanderthal ancestors when i have to make a call #theyre being stalked by a smilodon... i have to talk to a person... same Fear <3 #no but fr whenever i have to talk to someone my thought process shuts down Completely and i forget that im a living human being #fight or flight - neither. freeze and play dead #i think in my next life... i would like to be... a decorative plant #perhaps one of those tall ferns outside a seaside barbecue restaurant #i'd Win at that life. id be so good at photosynthesizing & rustling in the ocean breeze

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justkillingthyme · 24 days

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you okay? /gen

YEP.

sorry guys I did not in fact kick the bucket or smth

#tldr I do not think before I post #various clown noises. sorry guys #I do this funny thing where I assume everyone knows exactly what I’m thinking and sees my vision #which here mean that I’ve made my final post before the queue takes care of the rest #aka also meaning that you are also no longer getting fics weekly #<hence its been a good run #other things happened and yes I am okay and safe. just stupid #sorry to all my haters. xoxo love you too #wrote the post and then put my phone down for five hours (I was at work)#somehow didn’t think that the post could be taken any other way. erm #thasks #thposts #thpersonal #sorry to all the people who dmed. girl im still alive i promise

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naenaex0xx · 5 months

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maybe I'm comfortable with tumblr because I get to say things I don't usually tell anyone

#like how my day is? or what dumb stuff im doing lol #my “safe space” where i got to meet people somehow (and theyre very cool :3c)#well. im happy if i get to do it now #cmon nae! sympathy points wont do you any good !!#okay so. tumblr gets to be my little planner too cause i get to write things in the momoment #so im writing things im proud of!#brushed my teeth for more than two mins today #n i actually washed a lil! its embarrassing writing this here because i dont want anyone thinking im dirty.... since its gross #but anyways.. im getting better at putting my phone down at night!#that means fixing my sleep right? i just have to sort out the mornings since i lose track of time #and struggle to leave bed (its too comfyyyy >.<)#and oh. i want to start going on walks..#itll be hard since the house is getting done n stuff but. anytine if the day. i feel like taking walks woukd be better for me #just to keave the house. my eyes always hurts when i steo outside #n thats not good :<#those are my goals for now. i do wanna get closer to my friends. and actually make friends!#ive had no friendships for nearly a year at college lol #its just been 'oh well' but i have actually felt lonely... oh well-#i guess i wanna get closer to people?#and.. talk to ny old friends too #i feel to guilty #im not good with this stuff. it drains me #but anyways. baby steps right? who knows #maybe ill make a friend on the trip! or next year too! that sounds good #ik nobody'll probably read this cause its word vomit lol #but basically yay yippee im feelin kinds alright #<333 #posts.nae/rambles

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dandyshucks · 4 months

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little man on an adventure :]

#i have wifi for a bit yay #safe traveling so far !! very excited to hopefully get to sit down and break in the new sketchbook this evening :]#Chase and Sunny helped me put together some rly fun outfits so im going to try drawing those #i think partially why im so okay rn is that i barely slept last night so im just kind of floating thru the day in a haze LMAO #i forgot to bring my notebook though so i cant work on writing or worldbuilding unless i write in my sketchbook aheemheem ue ue ue #(i dont like typing stuff on phone fjdkdl my fine motor skills are Not super great irt phone typing)#anyways !!! i hope everyone has a good week 🫶 I'll probably be annoying with photo posting so lemme come up w a tag ummm...#lil guz adventures #<- here block this tag if u don't want to see these kinds of posts !#dandy.cmd

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sparring-spirals · 4 months

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folks. im about to post perhaps the most soapboxy. lengthy. pseudo-philosophical. unecessary essay length answer to an ask i've ever written. i apologize in advance, understand if everyone decides to skip past it, and also request that if you do read it and vehemently disagree, that you do not direct ire towards the asker who probably did not know i was going to compile an essay in response to a single question.

anyway. as always. hope folks are well. also no one let me get on a soapbox again (jk none of you can stop me and i might do it again).

(srs tho i AM a little sorry. oops)

#im mostly just in awe. and tired #spar speaks #the end section especiallg i was lile. hmm #there are More Details this could use? more sub bullets? and then i scrolled up and was likr #okay actually sparring-spirals tumblr user. we're stopping here. put the pen down.#(i wrote it entirely on my phone over the course of a few days and im kind of scared to even view it on desktop so i . havent.)#one might argue that the worst thing about this soapbox is that i said all those words but didnt have an actual opinion on the #current discourse. to which i say. ok fair but listen some day in x years when i catch up and watch im sure ill have fun #SUPER belatedly catching up on the discussion this far 😅😅

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aroace-poly-show · 1 month

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barely fucking woke up and my moms already pissed at me for stuff thats not even my fucking fault this is so awesome

#yes i should be putting my own alarm and waking up by myself but im not allowed to have my phone by me when i go to bed #and its not set before i leave it with my mom bc i dont want it accidentally waking up someone else if she forgets to put it by me #so she puts on the alarm herself and just puts my phone down by me in the mornings #and suddenly its my fault i didnt wake up at the right time.yeah okay.

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bangcakes · 9 months

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#personal #was gonna message today but then i DIDNT. IDK. IT DIDNT FEEL RIGHT. AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.#I KNEE THE TOPIC BUT LIKE. WORDING ?????? WORDS???? IT WOULDNT COME #its okay tho. its okay. i literally have a fuckin note on my phone where i put shid i can talk to him about in the future NDNNDNDJXJDJDJDMD #GOD LMAO. IVE NEVER PUT THIS MUCH EFFORT IN. IM SO......#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its mostly been me messaging first but like he keeps it going....... GOD LMAO #it was like that in person too tho. like we would just stand/walk n not say anything JDJDJFJKFKFJXMXMX GOD #i wasnt made for this oml. i dont even talk to ppl that much. like idk. iDK.#i just... 1. i dont want him to forget about me 2. i dont want him to think i forgot about him #3. i dont want him to think im not interested in talking to him anymore #ok 2 and 3 are basically the same but JDJDJDJDJDJDJDJD #IM SO BAD AT KEEPING IN TOUCH. LIKE THIS IS SUCH A CONSCIOUS EFFORT ON MY PART. LIKE. I HOPE HE REALIZES????#also like. id love if hed message me first. hes done it before. but there was more to talk about while the sem was still going. now its #like... ok we can talk about exams n grades but now its christmas so like ??????#and like. GOD. is it like... is it TOO MUCH??? to say merry xmas to him?????? or would it be normal?????#im just ???????#GOD. i want him to know i like him but i also uh.... DONT??????? IDK IDK #i also kinda wanna see if we can even be friends outside school. but like HHHHHHHHHH i cant take it. I WANNA SEE HIM XJFIRKRIRFDIODDKHDJZJZ #hhhhhh god pls dont let me be the only one feeling this way istg #im just !!!!!@@@ i never expected this to happen to me ok. but if its Reciprocated. like TRULY. i think i'll actually like. break down #crying JDJDJDJKDKDKDKDKDKX #like Happy tears. like.... Disbelieving tears. hhhhhhhh #but..... n e way. i got this far. and when ppl dont like you they avoid you or come up with excuses. but rather hes moving like Toward me.#like i couldnt have gotten this far without him like.... Participatjng #god its all so new and weird. i just #if youve never felt this way. you probably will one day and wont know what the fuck to do. its all just too weird #literally went from like screamin about sj to like. a guy in my class JDJZKDKKZZMZMZ its fjne. its ok #know hes Cute tho.#thats another thing. i never imagined i could like have someone so Cute.... god. i'll die if he likes me back. hes so so Cute. not my usual #type. like. physically i mean. personality wise hes typical of me NFNFJFJFMFDMDM n e way. hit the tag limit 😳

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angeltism · 3 months

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i would NOT be a functioning student at this school

#➳ the fool speaks #sorry i'd get here and the moment this guy would open his fucking mouth i'd immediately jump out of the nearest exist including a window #to escape. because i cant dothis. im not that strong. i cant. i cant do it guys. i keep having to put my phone down. i keep having to put #it down and take deep breaths. guys. guys im not okay

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frogtossing · 1 year

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yeah that little green thing in the corner is me

#my art #fanart #doodle #joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #jan peteh #if i took a shot everytime bojan got down on his knees while performing id be dead #idk if im the only one who noticed that but damnnnn #sorry if the quality sucks ass i had to send this from my tablet to my phone via airdrop #then i had to send the pics to myself over discord so i could access them on my pc #where i then saved them onto my pc and proceeded to post em here #they were put through a lot lmao #anyways i love them #okay ramble over

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truckstoptigers · 9 months

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i remember i'd hear about how my state is one of the most dangerous places in terms of sex trafficking and i would think, what an awful thing. how terrible is it that my state has such an issue with trafficking that it's enough for it to be a well-known, well-documented serious danger/risk area.

and i still didn't think it would ever happen to me.

#familial trafficking is a very real thing and i am not okay :)#i still have a hard time coming to terms w it. i mean. thats what happened. i was trafficked. but it wasnt a stranger.#it was my fucking dad!! what the fuck!!!!!#he wouldnt stick around whenever hed bring me somewhere so it could happen. he literally left me w men he didnt even really know.#i remember one of them asked me once 'think your dad would let me keep you?' and all i could do was cry because well.#what exactly was stopping him from taking me? it sure as hell wasnt the law because me being seven fucking years old didnt matter.#im sure some of them thought about it. i just got lucky. i only got to go back home because of dumb luck. not everyone gets that chance.#sometimes i still feel like shit for using the word 'trafficking' to describe what happened to me because i know thats what it was #but it still doesnt feel like its *my* word to use. like im blowing it all out of proportion even though thats. literally what it was.#i dont know how to talk to anyone about it. just typing this made me have to put my phone down for a minute so i could try to calm down.#and then i also had to set it down for like an hour for the same reason. i just. im gonna go play minecraft for a few hours.#csa vent #trauma vent #actuallyabused #actuallytraumatized #tw trafficking #forgetting about this shit for years and having the memories come flooding back all of a sudden has been. SO difficult.#im so tired of thinking about it but i cant stop.

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delicatetaysversion · 1 year

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bestie is coming home on 1st im having thoughts

#obviously i missed her and would love to see her but seeing her brings so many complicated feelings and i hate it #i realised somewhere in the middle of a metro surrounded by a crowd that my bestfriend loves her boyfriend more than she loves me #i saw them flirt and hug and ive known her since we were 11 okay i had never seen her be so happy and calm and peaceful and CONTENT #and it made me feel yuck disgusting gross that i could never give her anything like this in years of our friendship so ofc she loves him #more than me #i used to be annoyed at her telling me about him what he did down to evey detail but there's one i can remember really well #how she was upset with him and he got angry too very angry so she thought he was breaking up with her and she started sobbing so #uncontrollably on the phone itself because she couldn't lose him and so he at like 11 pm?? he left his pg and showed up at her house told #her to come down just to give her a hug and then they went to have ice cream to make her feel better #and i just.#obviously she loves him more ivy you don't even talk to her unless she talks to you you talk once in like 2 months #she has made me realise so many things about love 😭#i think i get it love means showing up being there when the person you love needs you no matter what #like i get it's not always possible real life problems but #like he did have real life problems going out so late getting an auto not even being sure if she would come down cause she has very strict #parents #he was willing to put in all that effort just cause she was sad and that's why she loves him more than me it makes sense #but this is why i feel so scared im not even 2% of the person he is i always feel she is going to realise im an asshole and leave me #but we talk so less it wouldn't even affect me realistically #but then i would have lost all my childhood friends everyone who knew me when i was happy better than present atleast #i would have lost all friends period since i don't have any irl friends 😭#this is why i feel conflicted 😭😭😭

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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Too emotional to jump back into the fic where I was earlier I’m gonna just bail on this one for now and read if eve ain’t in your garden

#I remember the first time I read ieaiyg Millie a #Millie sent it to me pretty late and I literally stayed up all fucking night reading it. got like a little over halfway thru and had to pass #out then the next morning I literally showered with one hand out of the water holding my phone reading it #like I could not put the fuckin thing down #and every time I read it it still hits that hard like it’s so good #and if u know me at all u know I don’t read long fic fuckin ever I am a short one shots bitch all the way but it’s just so good #I couldn’t stop reading it #anyways off to go think about the guy who peels peoples faces off while they’re still alive teehee *skips away joyfully*#I am like teehee little silly blorbo silly little baby petting zsasz while he tries to bite me and skin meand im still like aww what a cutie #and then black mask low key blorbofied #oughhh and that one part where they’re watching horror movies together oughhhh cidusudjfjejdiicfidksksk hot. okay I have said too much #or not enough idk but I’m gonna go read okay byeeeeeeeeese

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