#on the low... ill pay

[snailification]

Is it too much to ask for someone to make a Caitlyn assassin AU?!

[juniemunie]

Anyways *blasts yosuke with the genderbend beam*

[shit-people-probably-didnt-say]

Jesper: Wylan just asked me if I was mad at him for having the flu? Like hon, you were so delirious last night you thought we were late for a council meeting, dragged me into the bathroom and began presenting an idea to your own reflection

Jesper: Im not mad, Im entertained

[nota1eks]

someone needs to tell victor "freakystein" frankenstein that his actions have consequences

+ closeups of the faces bc im proud

[gifti3]

it looks like once u get A* in all ur subjects, skipping school is a good choice?

[orcelito]

Had a moment of listening to music I liked back when I was a teenager (& still like) and having a whole. Realization . That I like myself as I am now sooooo much better than I like teenage me. And I started thinking about Why.

There's a lot to it I'm pretty sure, & most of it centers around the fact that I just... didn't really know who I was as a person. I didn't really have hobbies outside of what I did in school (aka orchestra) and like. Video games + anime. I did creative writing in middle school, but dropped off in high school for... some reason? I still made original characters and played around with them a lot, but it was mostly just in drawing and thinking about them. I never actually *wrote*, and I in fact didn't get back into creative writing at all until I was 23 years old. I was someone who had spent so long hiding behind others and just doing what I was told that I just... didn't have any real direction. I didn't know what I even *wanted*. I thought I knew, but in hindsight, I can confidently say that I didn't. I was just an insecure teen drifting through life and not thinking about things beyond what was immediately in front of me. Which is pretty standard for teenagers I guess, but not all of them. Not at all.

Compared to now, where I have Many hobbies, most notably being writing. As I am now, I am just Intrinsically a writer. And it's weird to remember that I wasn't even really *writing* before 5 years ago (besides text rps, which did a lot for developing my writing skill! But still aren't a replacement for writing individually). As a teen, I wasnt into dnd, I was incredibly out of shape, & I was a lot less aggressive and focused. I was the type to avoid sports!!! I hated them!!!! But as I am now, I Love biking and can easily bike for an hour+ no problem (I remember being a teen and trying to go on just 10 minute bike rides in the summer and just *dying* from it), & I love working out. I wanna be strong!!! I LOVE being strong!!! And I was an absolute mess with things like public speaking & working in groups, vs now where I can do an impromptu presentation no problem & I'm often the unofficial leader in group projects bc im typically the one who does the organizing and allotments of work. A side effect of working as a supervisor and then assistant manager for so long. I have a lot more confidence in my perceptions and judgements, & I have the self-assurance to assert these things. And this is only really the tip of the iceberg with all the differences.

I just feel like an entirely different person, almost. The cores are the same, or at least damn near similar, with the things I want out of life & the sorts of things I enjoy, but it's like. The difference between finding a random rock off the side of the road & then that rock when it's been sanded and carved and decorated to be something individual and unique. You look at them side by side and it's something dull vs something shiny and intricate. The origins can't be ignored and dismissed, & I certainly would never resent younger me for just doing the best with what I knew at the time. But it's just astounding how much difference time and experience will have for growing and developing as a person. Things I consider integral to my personhood weren't even thoughts in my mind back then. We are almost entirely different people.

[skipitty-bop]

GUYS I THINK MY GIDEON EDIT IS DONE HOLY SHIT ITS BEEN SO LONG IM FREE IM FREE

[witch-hazels-musings]

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[pulchriate]

perplexed, heard back from a job. its FAR from set in stone but the interviewer seemingly offered me two positions different than what i applied for, both paying more?????

[kaiserouo]

in hindsight the sancti magistar trade put me at exactly 420p so the conclusion is that fair trade tenno get to blaze it??? 🔥

internet designated funny number ftw lol

[aidenwaites]

Every time someone reminds me that the county I live in is growing at a literally insane rate (one of the fastest growing cities in the US according to some sources) I want to just go lay down in the woods

[end-orfino]

ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it

[oysterie]

should i just spend the 40 bucks and speak to a psychologist or councelor or whatever and get over myself -_-

[bitegore]

getting mental healthcare is really cool, its like asking someone to take a sledgehammer to your self-interest and then saying thank you after because it makes your life moderately easier even though you have to deal with this shit now

[citruscyanide]

just found out i basically wont be able to work anywhere if im diagnosed with nearly anything outside of anxiety or depression👍

basically condemning me to live paycheck to paycheck because no one will hire someone whos mentally ill and basically any job that pays more than 50k will not even let you apply

[tallochar]

One of the quickest ways I can tell whether someone American has written a fic about UK key workers / government workers is if they have someone say that they "used up all their sick days".