#oooo my first mutual appreciation post

[bees-in-a-davidbowie-shirt]

3, 8 and 10 for the fandom positivity thing :D

3 - a character that fandom has helped you appreciate - I think that liking Griddlebone is a difficult thing to do since 1-her character barely exists anymore and 2- the song shes in is racist (even if the tune does slap), but ive been consumed by White Cat Propaganda and i think her design is amazing!!! There really wasnt much I knew about her at first since shes not in the 1998 video. I wish she could still be included in some way i want to be able to see her costume on stage :/

8 - you hope more people will come to appreciate ___ (a ship, a trope, an episode, etc) - Ive seen a sudden rise in lesbian tugger enjoyers and i gotta say i can see where its coming from yall. its like. yeah... that sure is a trans butch lesbian. tuggerina t4t. i hope this gets more popular i dont know where the rise has come from in the past weekish but im loving it.

10 - a blog (mutual or one you follow) that has made your fandom experience brighter - oooo theres so many who I see grace my dash everyday i cant choose one so i will say multiple! always happy to see @rice-pudding-slaps with the Santiago Production posting, and @white-cat-of-doom has such cool merch that gets shown off. I think when I first got here i had to have read every single one of @uppastthejelliclemoon s fics, i swear i scrolled down her writing tag forever!

[gayhearteyes]

Thank you all for being here in 2017! I hope we can all continue to grow and become better people in the new year! I’m sending lots of love to everyone!!

Aaaaand one year is over! My official kpop anniversary was just a few days ago so I just wanted to thank all you people for making my year a little bit more.. endurable? (also just a lil side note: the edit took me 3 hours and i literally stayed up all night and i didn’t even sleep so i really hope you all feel appreciated and loved cause that’s what it’s all about !)

key:

💐 = we've never talked but i love seeing you on my dash!! (and if you ever need someone i’m here for you!)

💫 =  we don’t really talk (we’ve talked before though) but i definitely appreciate you!! (+ bolded: thanks for being there for me when i needed it)(+ in italics: thanks for tagging me in tag games!!!)

🌎 = you’re one of my favourites on here and i’d give you the world if i could!!

🎀 = i wrote you a lil sth at the end and you can read it if you like

#-b: @01euphoria💐, @01soft💐, @04yeol💐, @09club💐, @11yoong💐, @1gbt💐, @2dazd💐, @4bcks💫, @4oclockdawn💐, @4yung💐, @aelliseuya💐 , @aesthetically-trashy🌎, @ahjiminie🌎🎀, @aninternationalemo💐, @aurinkoinenvarjolapsi💐, @autumnjimin💐, @babygukk💐, @badlluv💐 , @baekheuyn💐, @baekphia💐, @bangtanimaginesletsgo💐, @bi-jeons💫, @blaine-r💐, @bloodsweatandgay💐, @blvckrvsv💐, @boyhaunts💐, @bubblegumice💫, @bunnyxiu🌎🎀

c-d: @cartooncraver9💐, @catholicslutfrnk💐, @caughtinalies💐, @chansboy💫 , @chanyeolgivesmebutterbutterflies💐, @chanyevol💐, @chanyoelstark💐 , @chimsugababy💐, @choco-penguins💐,��@chokepjm💐, @cimixie💐 , @cuteyg💐, @dadhakyeon💫, @daehyunismybiaswrecker💐, @dazzlynini💐, @dekusenpai💐, @deletaed💫🎀, @demonic-bf💐, @detectivetrabula💐 , @dissociado💫🎀, @donghanes💫, @dopejm💫🎀 e-j: @ereli💐, @feelingviibes💐, @flowerjimin💐, @flxwercafe💐, @gaykpopmoodboards💐, @gaym0chi💫, @gaymyg💫, @gentlejongin💫, @glitzyeol💐, @goldendaeguboy💐, @graysonisgay💐, @gs0uls💫, @hobsbf💐, @hobseoks💐, @holdinghim💫, @hopi-hobi🌎🎀, @hybridplantz💫, @iconicjoon💐, @iisanimelover💫, @incongruentes💐, @interstellaryoongi💐, @je0n💐, @jiminvoce💐, @jinniesloveforjin💐, @jjeonguuk💐, @jjouzoo💐 k-n: @k-memestrash💐, @kaikkim💐, @kaimisutra💐, @kimjonginsmom💐, @kittycatkiy💫, @kokobaekhyun💐, @ksoo-l💐, @lazycupcake🌎🎀, @loeychateau💐, @loeysoul💐, @lofiloey🌎,@luvdae💫, @malenctzen💐, @miniminimochi💫, @mn-yngi💫🎀, @mthlg💐, @mymjustforyou💐, @namjinne💐, @namjooneh💫, @namjoons-boy💐, @neckpillows💐, @nochous💐, @nochujr💫, @nxmjoons💐 p-s: @paniconminsuga💐, @parkchanyuel💐, @pcysluv💐, @pcysnuggles💐, @pcytrash101💐, @peachysuho💫, @pjmlm💐, @punki-cat💫, @rainpjm💐, @rymden💫🎀, @s10bh-n💐, @saewonnie💫, @sahuo💐, @sehunsbff💫, @shitty-bean-boy💫, @sleepyspringday💫, @smoolbunny💐, @softychoi💐, @space-triangles💐, @squishyten💐, @steadyangelnerd💫, @strongjeon💐, @sugakookievevo💐, @sugarbaek💐, @suho69💐, @sunkissedminyoongi💐, @sunknj💐, @sunshinebaekh💐, @syrenhug💐 t-z: @the-third-guy-from-the-right💐, @triptvych💐, @tvehyungs-gf💫, @ufo-boy💐, @vyoongiv💐, @welltakeitslow💐, @wizardingmockingjayintheimpala💐, @writewrotewrittenkpop🌎🎀, @y00ng1s💐, @yconmins💫, @yoonshearteu💐, @zombietwink💐

🎀 ~ @ahjiminie: matt! i hope you’re doing well rn! uni and having a job is probably really stressful rn but i believe in you!!!! you can push through it!!! if you need to rant about shitty people at work (if there’s any) i’m free! thanks for inspiring me to get better at art stuff and thanks for giving me advice in general hihi. i love you loads!

🎀 ~ @bunnyxiu: and let the gayness flow....... i know i don’t really get mushy when we’re talking but this is an official MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST so i just have to say... I appreciate you a lot! I love staying up with you and you know how much i love your art and i feel very special when you share like little snippets of it when you’re in the process of drawing ygm? it’s really cute. and even if you don’t appreciate my jokes.... i really do love talking to you about ANYTHING! heh. and you’re just a very CHILL (BY EXO SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA BABY BABY BABY BABY SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA) person. yup. and i really appreciate your presents. let’s put it that way. love u!

🎀 ~ @deletaed: thank you for tagging me in pcy posts. this might seem really weird that i’m putting you in this lil section but i really am thankful and i really appreciated when you did that. it made my days!!! ( i also remember that one time i was feeling kinda down and the post you tagged me in made me really happy. thank you so so much for that.)

🎀 ~ @dissociado: thank you so much for being there when i needed it. i’m so glad you were there. it really calmed me down. i’m here for you too if you need/want to talk!

🎀 ~ @dopejm: thank you for letting me rant and thank you for reassuring me that everything’s gonna turn out alright eventually. idk if you remember but on one day my dysphoria was really bad and you messaged me and just let me ramble for a bit and you helped a lot. it’s very sweet of you to offer your help and time as well. thank you so much. seriously.

🎀 ~ @hopi-hobi: you deserve the whole world and more!!! the whole universe!!!! and please don’t say you don’t cause it makes me really sad when i read that you don’t think of yourself like i think of you. (i’m also always right and i never lie so that’s that.) and i really hope we get to meet one day so i can take you to the sea! and we’ll watch the waves and it’ll all be calm and nice and ahh.. i really love you a lot. my favourite boy.

🎀 ~ @lazycupcake: do you mean my favourite girl on planet earth????? the best :( i love you so much and timezones rn really annoy me ahh but it’ll soon be normal again right? i really hope you enjoy your time with your family and that you get to have lots of fun. you motivate me to paint! you could say you’re my muse djkhfkjdsh i’m kidding that sounds really weird.. please don’t lose hope and continue to push through because i believe in you! i love you !!!!!!

🎀 ~ @mn-yngi: i don’t know if you remember but in may we talked a little and it really gave me hope and i just wanted to thank you for that cause i haven’t forgotten it.

🎀 ~ @rymden: hi i know we don’t talk much but i just wanted to tell you that i really like talking to you and you’re very nice and soft and everytime i see you on my dash it makes my day a little better. also every seungkwan post reminds me of you and it’s cute hehe.

🎀 ~ @writewrotewrittenkpop: adammmmm! the man with the biggest heart on earth!!!! i just wanted to tell you that i like talking to you even if we sometimes just send each other post. it’s cute. ily! (and i really believe you’ll one day meet your hakyeon/jongdae/baekhyun/yixing/taeyong/minho/mark guy and he’s gonna treat you super well because you deserve it. i can feel it.)

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Hi Steph! Would you happen to have any fic recs that involve John meeting the Holmes family? I always think that's such an interesting dynamic to see! Also, I think this goes without saying but I love your blog and appreciate your contributions to the fandom! Thanks!

Hey Nonny!

Ah, thank you! I’m glad you enjoy my blog!

Oooo! Yes, I love that dynamic too!! ANNNNND!!! You’re giving me the chance to make a part 2 for a REALLY OLD LIST!!! So YAY!!! I found a bunch on a text doc I haven’t posted yet, so HERE WE GO! Hope you enjoy, and as always, everyone please add your own!

PARENTS AND FAMILIES Pt. 2

See also: 

Parents & Family

Meeting the Family With a Fake Relationship

Do You Love Me? by whitchry9 (K, 641 w., 1 Ch. || Friendship, Family, Epic Bromance) – John asks Sherlock perhaps the most important question.

Once Upon A Time by ProfessorSquirrell (T, 908 w., 1 Ch. || Family, Snippets of Life, Romance, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Implied Drug Use, Angst with Happy Ending) – There is a room in Sherlock's mind palace where nothing gets deleted. And it looks like this...

Crisis Averted by Spartangal22 (T, 2,188 w., 1 Ch. || HLV Fic, Missing Scene After Confronting Mary, Canon Compliant, Sherlock Whump / Mary Shot Sherlock, Family / Friendship, Hospitalization, Sherlock POV, Holmes Brothers) – Lying in the hospital, Sherlock receives some surprising visitors, and manages to deal with two problems he's been having lately. A missing scene from HLV about a formal introduction that was never made and a visit that was never shown.

The Only Available Transportation by blueink3 (T, 5,379 w., 1 Ch. || Post S4, Fluff and Angst, Insecure Sherlock, Caring John, Parentlock, Sherlock’s Birthday, Family, Misunderstandings) – It’s possibly the desperation that’s seeped into his voice despite his best intentions, or perhaps it’s just a mother’s intuition, but she knows that whatever he’s calling about is Serious, hangover be damned. “What’s happened?” she asks, tone soft and as comforting as a hot cup of tea on a cold winter’s night. “Mummy,” he begins, voice catching. “I think John may be moving out.”

On the Steadfast Approach of an Oncoming Darkness by 2bee (T, 7,772 w., 1 Ch. || Apocalypse, Minor Character Death, Sort of Parentlock) – The world is ending. Not fast, but slowly, like falling asleep with a fever.

The Name Game by ItsClydeBitches221B (K, 8,958 w., 1 Ch. || Humour, Family, Platonics / Friendship, Sort-of Parentlock, John/Mary, Mary is Nice, Five and Ones, Baby Watson, Mycroft Loves Baby Watson) – The names that baby girl Watson comes up with for her extended family. Or: how everyone—Watsons, Holmes, and others alike— just learned to give up and embrace their weirdness.

The Burning of the Leaves by blueink3 (M, 15,915 w., 3 Ch. || Post S4, Angst, Reichenbach, Parentlock, Past Jolto, Idiot John, Sherlock’s a Mess, Puppies, Fluff, Possessive / Jealous Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Sherlock POV, Matchmaker Sholto, Melancholic Feelings, Emotional Sherlock, Domesticity, Love Confessions in the Rain, Kissing in the Rain, Pet Names) – After the events of series 4, Major Sholto invites John and Sherlock to lunch one day. It nearly proves to be too much for their tenuous relationship as the past haunts the present, putting the future that Sherlock so desperately wants at risk.

Permanent Fixture by vitruvianwatson (E, 18,836 w., 9 Ch. || Post-S4, Parentlock, Slow Build, Friends to Lovers, They’re Good Parents, Blushing Sherlock, First Kiss/Time, Explicit Consent, Sexual Content, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Big Feelings, Crying, First Kiss, Fluff, Anxious Sherlock, Inexperienced Sherlock, Emotional Communication, Love Confessions) – Now, as Rosie sat curled up against Sherlock’s side, John watched and wondered exactly how he had ended up here. Domesticity had never suited him before, not at any point in his life. His disastrous marriage had been proof of that. But somehow, here in the warmth and safety of 221B Baker Street, here with Sherlock Holmes reading medical jargon to his daughter, Sherlock’s bony feet nudging against his leg, John couldn’t imagine anyplace that would make him happier.

Dropping the Act by jadztone (T, 27,258 w., 10 Ch. || Parentlock, Fake Relationship, Mary’s Family, Post-S4, Cuddling & Snuggling, Bed Sharing, Pining, Christmas) – Sherlock and John are quite happy living together with Rosie in Baker St. They might be even happier if they didn’t act towards each other like their love is only platonic. Mycroft brings troubling news in the form of Mary’s parents wanting to know just what their grandchild’s home life is like. The boys decide to spend Christmas pretending like they are in love in order to seem more like a "normal" family. It's easy enough to pretend when all you're doing is dropping the act.

An Acquired Taste by kinklock (E, 31,059 w., 4 Ch. || Vampires AU || Vampire Sherlock, Misunderstandings, Bat!Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Humour, Magical Realism, Fluff and Angst, Blood Drinking, Holmes Family, Slow Burn) – At Montague Street when Sherlock was forced to sate his body’s needs, he was at least able to wander about the flat as much as he pleased. At Baker Street, it was mini-bags in a mini-fridge and bedroom confinement.

Chaperones by MissDavis (T, 34,114 w., 7 Ch. || 11 Years Post-S4, Fake Relationship, Parentlock, Disney World, Bed / Room Sharing, Friends to Lovers, Fluff, First Kiss, Obsessive Sherlock, Insecure John) – Right. Of course. Everyone assumed they were a couple and no one would question it. John put his elbows up on the table so he could rest his head in his hands. "You want to pretend to be a couple so we can chaperone a trip to Disney World with Rosie's class and you won't have to share a room with a stranger?" "Exactly." Sherlock beamed at him. "Don't worry about the cost. The Birmingham case last month paid more than enough to cover expenses for all three of us."

Where The Ghosts Have Voices by HappyJuicyfruit (M, 37,691 w., 12 Ch. || Supernatural AU || Ghosts, Magical Realism, Light Horror, Fluff and Smut, John Can See Ghosts, John Whump, Emotional Manipulation, Dark Magic, Coma, Injury Recovery, Blow Jobs, Anal, Happy Ending, John’s Past, Mr Holmes, Powerful John, Holmes Brothers, Sherlock’s Past, Past Viclock, Drug Abuse, Hair Pulling) – John has lived his whole life as an outcast. It is only when he meets Sherlock, that be realizes being a freak might not be such a bad thing, and that the curse he has lived with his whole life may be a gift after all. (TO READ)

Anchor Point by trickybonmot (E, 49,856 w., 80 Ch. || Truman Show AU || Psychological Drama, Suspense, Slow Burn, Dark Characters / Fic, Alternating First/Third Person, Protective John, Anxious/Worried Sherlock, Tender Moments, Love Confessions, Hand/Blow Jobs, Cuddling, Jealous John, First Kiss/Time) – The world tunes in nightly for Sherlock, the ultimate in reality TV: Sherlock Holmes, a real person with a legendary name, unknowingly lives out his life in a staged setting contrived by his brother. Things get complicated when a retired army doctor joins the show to play the part of Sherlock's closest friend. This fic borrows its concept from the 1998 film, the Truman Show. However, you don't need to have any knowledge of the movie to enjoy this story.

The Hollow Woman by ScopesMonkey (M, 51,335 w., 22 Ch. || Post-TRF, Major Character Death, Mystery, Romance, Friendship, Family, Angst, Crime, Reunion, First Kiss / Time, Nightmares, Doctor John, Jealous Sherlock, Jealous John, BAMF John, Angry John, Dub-Con, Rough Sex, Bottomlock, Possessive John, Villain Mary, Open Ending) – Forced to return to London sooner than expected, Sherlock falls into a case too close to home. Part 1 of the Hollowverse series

Repairing the Broken Things by BakerTumblings (M, 75,252 w., 15 Ch. || S4 Compliant, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Medical Trauma, Hospitals, Big Brother Mycroft, Misunderstandings, Realizations, Severe Accident, John Whump, Pneumonia, Medical Procedures, Bed Sharing, First Time, Healing, Happy Ending) – "I'm calling today to notify you that there's been an accident."

Points by lifeonmars (E, 53,791 w., 42 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || HLV Rewrite / Canon Divergence, Married Life, Pregnancy / Baby Watson, Drinking to Cope, Boxing / Fisticuffs, Clueless John, Angst, Minor Medical Drama, Tattoos, Christmas, First Kiss/Time, Eventual Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Doctor John, Sexuality Crisis, Slow Burn, Case Fic, Drugging, Blow/Hand Job, Emotional Love Making, Parenthood, Passage of Time) – What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other.

The Monument of Memory by J_Baillier (M, 79,663 w., 14 Ch. || Post S4 Fix It Fic / S4 is Canon, Angst, Family Drama, Guilt, Case Fic, John Loves Sherlock, Complicated Feelings, Mentalism / Hypnosis, Murder, Grieving John, Sherlock is a Bit Not Good, Team Work, Trust Issues, BAMF John, Psychological Trauma, Protective John, Autistic-Spectrum Sherlock, Parentlock, John POV) –  A genius traumatised by a past he's only beginning to recall. The psychopath sister that time forgot. A missing woman and a mentalist who may or may not be a murderer. And, in the middle of it all, stands John Watson.

Kintsukuroi by sussexbound (E, 91,823 w., 20 Ch. || S4 Compliant / Post-TLD, Grief / Mourning, PTSD, Internalized Homophobia, Therapy, Past Abuse, Alcohol Abuse, Nightmares, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Depression, Anxiety, Bed Sharing, Love Confessions, Cuddling, Suicidal Ideation, Masturbation, Minor Character Death, Sexting, Frottage, Inexperienced Sherlock, Rimming / Anal / BJ’s, Emotional Turmoil, Finding Each Other) – “I love you.” Sherlock sees the words hit John with almost physical force. He reels back a little, jaw twitching and eyes filling. “I love you,” he repeats, a little softer, a little more gentle, as earnest as he possibly can. Because they’ve been teetering on the brink of this thing for years, and it had become painfully obvious over the last few months that they were at a tipping point. This had to happen. Now it has. Now they can see where they end up. The tears in John’s eyes spill over, and he wipes at them angrily. “Do you even know what that means?”  

The Summer Boy by khorazir (T, 94,706 w., 6 Ch. || Post S3/Post TAB/Alternate S4, Friends to Lovers, Asexual Sherlock, POV Sherlock, Flashbacks, Bullying, 1980′s Kid Sherlock, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Inexperienced Sherlock, Grief/Mourning, Pining Sherlock, Case Fic, Sherlock’s Past, Awkward Conversations, Anxious Sherlock) – About half a year after the fateful events at Appledore, Sherlock and John embark on a private case in Sussex. For Sherlock, it’s a journey into his past, bringing up memories both happy and sad that he has locked away for almost thirty years. For John, it means coming to terms with the present – and a potential future with Sherlock. Part 1 of the The Summer Boy series

The Wedding Garments by cwb (E, 105,390 w., 36 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Alternate Future AU || Alternate First Meeting, Dating / Arranged Marriages, Romance, First Kiss/Time, Heavy Petting, Cuddles, POV Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Idiots in Love, Slow Burn / Falling in Love / Dev. Rel., Nervous/Anxious Sherlock, Jealous/Cranky, Hiking, Vacation Homes / Honeymoon, Sherlock’s Family, Horny John/Sherlock, Patient John, Massages, Hand Jobs, Assassination Plots, Hand Jobs / Oral Sex, Case Fic, Emotional Love Making, Bath Time Fun) – This is the story of a young consulting detective who wants nothing to do with marriage and an army doctor who wants to find true love. It's 2020 post-Brexit England and the British government is encouraging arranged marriages. Candidates meet through state-run agencies and date in hopes of finding love (and tax benefits). Sherlock doesn't need or want a spouse, at least not until John Watson shows up. Hesitant to give in to his more carnal urges because of the way they derail his mind, how will Sherlock progress toward the more intimate aspects of a relationship? The answer lies in a very special wedding gift.

The Bang and the Clatter by earlgreytea68 (M, 137,049 w., 37 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Baseball AU || Slow Burn / Dev. Rel., Possessive/Obsessive Sherlock, Jealous Sherlock, Mutual Pining, Body Appreciation, Depression, Closeted Sexuality, Family, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Ogling Each Other, Anxious Sherlock, Panic Attack, Drunkenness, Talk of Forever, Big Feelings™) – Sherlock Holmes is a pitcher and John Watson is a catcher. No, no, no, it's a baseball AU. Part 1 of Baseball

The Lost Special: Family Matters (As Do Relationships) by ShirleyCarlton  (M, 144,688 w., 40 Ch. || S4 Fix It Fic, Unreliable Narrator, John’s Mind Bungalow, Friends to Lovers, Happy Ending) – Sherrinford is not really the name of some high security prison. That was just a figment of John’s frantic coma dream. And Eurus is not actually Sherlock’s sister. That’s just something random she said to John before shooting him. Sherlock and John were never actually estranged. That was just their act to cover up what really happened to Mary – or Rosamund Moran, as her real name has turned out to be. Sherlock does have a secret sibling, though, and his name is Sherrinford. After finally eliminating Moran – though in a rather dramatically different way than they had envisioned – and exposing the truth about Eurus, John encourages Sherlock to delve into his past and to find out whether the reasons to keep Sherrinford away from Sherlock were the right ones, and to discover what really happened in 1981. Along the way, Sherlock and John gradually, finally, stop keeping each other at a distance, and eventually become a proper family of their own.

Proving A Point by elldotsee & J_Baillier (E, 186,270 w., 28 Ch. || Me Before You Fusion || Medical Realism, Insecure John, Depression, Romance, Angst, POV John, Sherlock Whump, Serious Illness, Doctor John, Injury Recovery, Assisted Suicide, Sherlock’s Violin, Awkward Sexual Situations, Alcoholism, Drugs, Idiots in Love, Slow Burn, Body Image, Friends to Lovers, Hurt / Comfort, Pain, Big Brother Mycroft, Intimacy, Anxiety, PTSD, Family Issues, Psychological Trauma, John Whump, Case Fics, Loneliness, Pain) – Invalided home from Afghanistan, running out of funds and convinced that his surgical career is over, John Watson accepts a mysterious job offer to provide care and companionship for a disabled person. Little does he know how much hangs in the balance of his performance as he settles into his new life at Musgrave Court.

[creepweirdo]

OOOO @newyearknwwme tagged me in this cute little tag game 🥺🥺🥺❤️ it was so much fun ❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU

(ALSO guys im so sorry for the lack of emojis i drafted this in word kjsadfljashdf)

why did you choose your url?

hahahhaha ive been in the habit of saving funny urls ever since tfatw came out jsdhflkjshdf and the “she lived she served cunt then she died” meme was making the rounds and i wanted a url based of that and surprisingly it wasn’t taken !!!! also i’m addicted to changing my url i need help-

any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them

yeah ahahahahahah i have a cdrama/fandom blog @imaprettyboy and then i have a joji blog where i make gifs shkflahsdkjfhskdj lol i am not gonna promo it JKHDLKJH but omg im fighting with the blog at the moment bc my gifs are not showing up in the joji tag :((( it’s a calculated move against me i know it

how long have you been on tumblr?

since the start of 2015 maybe ???? i had another account but deleted it and started fresh on here at the end of 2016. LMAO it started as a twd and yuri on ice blog khjhfdlsh my blog archive is so funny sometimes i look at it and laugh

do you have a queue tag?

hhahaha noooo. LMAOOOOOO vee’s answer is pretty much the same as me sldfhlakjhd i only recently figured out how the even do it and i think i prefer to reblog a million things at once ,,,, however i have been known to schedule things every now and then kasdfhlkjhd

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i started this once bc i think i took a break from tumblr for like a week after i deleted my old one but i missed it AJHDKJAHSjfhkdjhlk

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

omg zuko limp wrist angry gay icon !!! i’ve had this icon for uhhhhh maybe like 2 weeks now ?? originally i think i found the screenshot in someone’s twitter replies but the other day i giffed and coloured the little scene and took a screenshot from that and now this one is a bit more RED !! but yeah leo @thisisagaysonlyevent sums it up when he described zuko as my main girl and yeah <3

why did you choose your header?

omg zuko limp wrist angry gay icon !!! but yeah !! it used to just be that screenshot but i giffed it the other day <3333 i love it so much sometimes i just stare at my blog and watch him move hahaha

what’s your post with the most notes?

oh hahahahah i think its an umbrella academy one about klaus being gay and not being able to drive LMFAO. i kind of hate the post KJHDLJHFJHDskjdh it was a notes grab i will admit

how many people do you follow?

as of 11/6/2021 i follow 389 people kjshdflkjshdfkjhd i used to follow like 1000+ ,,,,,, but i was always missing my beloved mutuals’ posts so i cut it down sjdhflh the only downside is that the dash gets really really dead certain times of the day 

have you ever made a shitpost?

lmao i think it is my brand

how often do you use tumblr?

stop OMG skjhflkjhadskjfh this is so embarrassing ,,,, like a lot. its my main social media hahahah. i used to use instagram and tumblr equally but not so much anymore ,,,,

did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?

LMAO vee’s answer to this made me laugh so hard bc SAME. i have never fought with people online for real but ive had dreams about it to HAAHHAHAHAH i’m crazy

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?

hmmmm it depends – i don’t like the condescending or guilt tripping ones

do you like tag games?

yes i do and i appreciate every single tag ive had but im a terrible person and procrastinate them. ive got a lot in my drafts from like months ago which i will get around to one day im sorry <3

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? 

lmao this year ive learnt that SO MANY of my mutuals are famous kjshdflhsdf its actually so crazy i didn’t know people could have that many followers on tumblr KJKDLJSHFKJHF. also ahhaha vee said that she think im famous which sajkfhdljhdf i will say this year i’ve like doubled the amount of followers i had this time last year but servingcunt is still pretty niche underground if you know you know grungecore pickle rick kafkaesque et cetera et cetera

do you have a crush on a mutual? 

im for real in love with all my mutuals <3 ily

last song i listened to

okay technically it’s the song vee put bc i clicked the link and it opened on my spotify web browser and started playing jkhsfljdhfk but the one before that is the new doja cat song – need to know !!! 

my phone bg and lockscreen

LMAO ill put some screenshots LKJHFKJHD the lock screen and home screen really don’t go together ,,,, gemini moment

tagging

lmao only do this if you guys want to <333

@sluthonorific @highwarlockkareena @beefleef​ (even tho vee tagged you alreadyyy sjkfhjhs) @nicholasbraungf​ @thisisagaysonlyevent​ @roombagreyjoy​ @sharkentine​ @doctorfeathers​ @softpluto​ @bucxkybarnes​ @katsstratford​

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my Thoughts about mcc14, because this is my blog and the official year of no cringe (in that i will no longer regard my interests as cringe and enjoy them wholeheartedly and post about them if i want)

overall !! it was a really fun event, i was watching blue bats punz pov and they popped off so it was a really good watch for me, the updates to the games were sick as hell and i cannot wait to see these get more refined as we go along plus see what they have in store for bingo and sands of time

putting everything else below the cut for the sake of all the mutuals i have on here that have never interacted with a mcyt in their life! 

so. will preface this by saying i’ve watched every mcc live starting with mcc9 and am . just very very into this tournament, i’ll probably do a little analysis post next mcc because i just find it all very fun !! and tumblr is like a void i can scream into and sometimes it screams back so it’s the perfect place to let myself ramble. that being said, here’s my thoughts on this mcc from the blue bats punz pov, with vague knowledge of what happened in a few other povs

build mart: so sue me, i’m a build mart fan. the new map build is INCREDIBLE and i love the choice of elytras rather than the scuffed boats!! the new addition of the golden build is really fun too! not something that could necessarily be changed but build mart is definitely a killer for teams that don’t have good comms and coordination, and having it as a first game can really shake some teams and cause a drop in morale that could affect the rest of their performance in the event. overall, though? im loyal to build mart and i think it only got better with the updates

tgttosawaf: i love how pedantically long that acronym is <3 i think some of the changes really threw players into the deep end, that one round where they had to break the wool in the targets to get through especially, and terra swoop force Definitely threw some players that are otherwise cracked for a loop, especially if they were unfamiliar with the map, but this one was also super fun to watch!! definitely a good game for the first half of the event

sky battle: at long last, sky battle returns <3 as a shameless inniter sky battle is one of my favourite games simply because i Know tommy will always pop off, but it’s also such a fun twist on classic minigames like sky wars and a faster version of skyblockle done super well! i like the new map layout a ton as well, the little towers in the middle ring plus the structure of the innermost ring made for some really interesting plays all around. this game’s another one that can go south really fast if your team comms aren’t great, but definitely more forgiving than build battle, and a hell of a lot more adrenaline-inducing!! in terms of the updates i think this one was probably one of the best, tied with build mart.

survival games: survival games was CRAZY i do think this is one where you need to get good rng with your loot pickups as well as have good team coordination but it’s definitely a really fun pvp game!! only thing i will say is it can be a bit bland next to the rest of the crazy games in mcc but it’s definitely a classic and depending on how its played (cough red rabbits cough) can definitely turn things wayyyy around for a team!! very high stakes in a fun way

hole in the wall: god :sob: the glitch. ohhhh hbomb you and your glitchy ways. this glitch was definitely a new one compared to the usual “spam-space-bar-and-pray” glitch that our dearest tommyinnit has taken advantage of before, but i honestly can’t really blame him too much for using it? it did give aqua an advantage but it’s only slightly different from falsesymmetry using the spam-space glitch to win a few rounds of hitw in a more recent mcc (would have to double check which one, but i do remember hbomb taking note of this when he was reviewing mcc vods the day after). hole in the wall has been a glitchy bastard for as long as it’s been in mcc and it was truly hilarious to see hbomb clip through walls, so - all in all i think if the glitch could be fixed that’d be great but it was still a fun watch! also, pete zahutt is CRACKED.

ace race: whoo boy. ace race. honest opinion? i think the map is REALLY cool and has a lot of potential, but there was a lot of confusion and bugs that need to be fixed for next time - the fact that the players could reset back to a previous checkpoint, the general confusion over where to go which cld mean they need to add more directional arrows. overall i’m really really excited to see how people will perform on this map when they’re more familiar with it and some of the kinks have been worked out on the developer end. i do think scott had a Huge advantage here and it was really prominent due to the fact that this was a new map for everyone aside from him, albeit him seeing a much earlier version that wasn’t the same as the version that existed in the event, and it would definitely be wise of noxcrew and the developing team in the future to be more aware of how much involvement scott has in the gameplay side of testing. the general confusion and checkpoint resetting also did Not help anyone and i do think a few teams really lost out this event because of the issues with ace race, but this map has a ton of potential and im really excited to see what they do with it in the future.

battle box: oooo battle box !! this one didn’t really leave too big of an impression on me but the new map was definitely interesting!! the fact that the way to get to the middle was a bit unclear was ,, definitely interesting to watch :sob: but you can’t go wrong with battle box to be honest. solid team pvp game!

parkour tag: PARKOUR TAG!!! having this as the final game was so fun :] the map they had this time was complicated which definitely comes with its pros and cons: pros being that it creates potential for a lot of really interesting routes and unique usage of the area and environment, and cons being that it can feel really cluttered and overwhelming especially when its your first time playing. overall i liked the fact that it was busier but i think striking a better balance between full and barren could really elevate parkour tag from a good game to a great game

dodgebolt: blue bats </3 they had a fantastic run in the games and had an awful dodgebolt and sometimes that’s how it shakes down !! i always always love the unpredictability to the final winner that dodgebolt gives - the first place team pointswise isnt guaranteed a win, reverse sweeps have happened multiple times in the past, and dodgebolt is always nail-bitingly exciting to watch!

misc thoughts: i do think aqua had an advantage but from the sounds of things scott and noxcrew will be taking genuine criticism into account for next time and have learned from this event, i DONT think that removing parkour warrior was unfair because it wasn’t an event that noxcrew could ever successfully balance by making it hard enough to not have the same guy dominating every event and creating a gap, especially when played later, that no other players had HOPE of reducing and i think parkour tag was a really really fun alternative to it especially since runner and hunter play to diff strengths of the team members and it has a bit more strategy to it plus team comms than parkour warrior did, and i think build mart is a good game and i WILL die on this hill

if you read this far, fantastic, you madlad, i appreciate you

[choicesfandomappreciation]

@ao719 You’ve crushed my soul, shattered my heart and dissolved any faith I had in love—ONLY TO BRING IT ALL BACK AROUND— turning me into a sentimental ball of mush and what’s felt like the truest, true love advocate to walk the earth. You’ve done it countless times...And god, I LIVE FOR IT. Your writing is truly unparalleled and I could rave about how remarkable everything you write is (and how much I freaking love and appreciate ALL OF IT) but I wanted to make these appreciation posts a bit more personal. And there is a particular something I’d like to share that I actually don’t think you know.... When I first joined tumblr, I had no idea what I was doing. I think I was still shocked that this whole place even existed (suddenly, there were all of these people who loved Liam TRR as much as I did)?! Well, you were one of the first people I followed, one of the first writers I read, and one of the first people I sent a message to. I am NOT a shy person, at all. But for some reason, this place was so daunting and I was so nervous I was nervous AF to say anything to anyone. I don’t even remember what I first said to you, but I do remember your response. You wrote me the sweetest, most thoughtful message back and it was at THAT moment I realized that the people behind the amazing words I had been reading were just as amazing. It was at that moment that I decided to stick around and explore this crazy little world a bit further. And because of that decision, I have met so many wonderful people, read more extraordinary writing than I ever thought possible and most importantly, I have formed some genuinely incredible friendships. So thank you. Thank you for being so kind. That message was appreciated more than you know.

And let’s fast forward a bit, to the now— where I am so grateful to know you as much more than just the super talented writer and sweet girl that responded to my first message. YOU ARE AN INCREDIBLE PERSON. And oooo don’t get me going on how happy I am about the mutual affinity we share for so many...ehem..things.... ARMIE, Grey’s, Liam, ARMIE, PLL, Liam, ARMIE...🤣 But seriously, I am so thrilled to have met you. I adore you. And I cannot tell you how much I appreciate you as a writer and YOU as a person. Xoxox

@ao719

[ellovett]

h-hewwo?? 👉👈

loud booming voice: hello :)

1. First impression: you seemed really cool! and your fanfic’s are realllly good ;;;;

2. Truth is: I appreciate you lots for reblogging my posts and for being interested in my crappy shit :,))) it means a lot 

 3. How old do you look: idk actually,,but I assume like,,,,15-16?

 4. Have you ever made me laugh: hell yeah! xD

5. Have you ever made me mad: nope uwu

 6. Best feature: ur ocs :OOOO i love them all thank you- also how sweet and supportive you are :,)))

7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nope!^^

8. You’re my: very cool mutual,,we should really interact more sometime :DD

[solarisetlesetoiles]

oooo (g'morning) #20 or #18? [#20: Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about.] [#18: Do any of your stories have alternative versions?]

Thank you for asking :D 

Long answer below the cut:

To start with question #18: I think the biggest perpetrator of this is my fanfic ‘The god’s tower.’ I’ve said this before, but I actually wrote an alternate version of chapter two, then decided I didn’t like it and rewrote something completely different. 

I haven’t written any Aus of my own work yet, but I likely will at some point. Most likely angst versions because I have a need for sad occasionally, and I have absolutely gone down very dark paths before I was like, ‘hmm, this doesn’t really fit the tone,” and cut the section out.

I have a subsection in all of my brainstorm docs solely for cut sections because it bothers me to just straight up delete things.

The first interlude in ‘For Want of Nail’ was actually much much longer than what I posted because it went through all the scenes with Taek Jegal but did them from his perspective. I got like halfway through it and was like ‘okay, this is longer than some of the actual chapters, I need to cut it down.’

I think for characterizations, I have been slowly upping the chaos of Ilpyo and Hojosa’s relationship. In ‘Being rivals is hard when you’re also soulmates,’ Hojosa is pretty chill. And then ‘The God’s Tower’ Hojosa is a little more exasperated/protective. And then you get ‘For Want of a Nail’ who’s just like: “you sit your punk ass down!” But in all versions, Hojosa thinks Mori is a delinquent and not good enough for his kid.

There isn’t really any canon basis for this dynamic; Hojosa and Ilpyo only speak once in canon face to face, but that one interaction just amused me so much that I spun the Hojosa is Ilpyo’s dad headcanon out of the air. 

Of course, I have one Au (that I will write eventually) where their positions are flipped, Hojosa is a human, and Ilpyo is the Fox God. And oh, how the tables turn. Ilpyo mothers all of the kids (except for Mori), and it is great. Hojosa still thinks it’s weird that Mori and Ilpyo are a thing, but it’s more of a protective little brother thing than a parent thing :D

For question #20; oh golly, where do I begin :) 

Let’s start with Ilpyo I guess? I love his character. When he was first introduced, I was charmed, and I hoped he would be a good character I could get attached too, and boy howdy did the author ever deliver. That being said, I think the ways in which I appreciate him are a little different than a typical response to a favorite character. Whenever I look at Ilpyo, I get the urge to start snickering. My perception of him in the webtoon and anime is that he is a very calm, rational character and most people have a lot of respect for him.

I have no respect for him. I look at him, and it’s like ‘look at this little nerd, I love him. He’s not wearing any shoes XD. Where are your shoes love?” And that bleeds into my writing. My versions of Ilpyo are full of gay panic and sass, he doesn’t know what he’s doing half the time, but he acts like he does. People seem to enjoy the way I characterize him, though, so I keep doing it.

Probably my favorite relationship to write is Mopyo. It’s such a good dynamic. The way I like to describe it is intense mutual affection. They like each other so much, and there is so much trust and respect. I also like the amount of wiggle room there is to play with the specifics of their relationship. In some fics, I have Ilpyo being the more confident of the two, and in some, it’s Mori who takes the lead. 

I don’t really do a lot of symbolism, but I do love sticking in foreshadowing when I am organized enough to plan ahead. I feel like it’s a little something fun for the readers who enjoy looking for it. 

A common trend that comes up in my writing is Ilpyo gets kidnapped a lot. Someone actually commented about it on a fic once, and I was like, ‘am I being called out? What should I do??’ but then I was like, ‘you know what? I do have a thing for it, and I am going to own it.’ Idk he’s just such a pretty damsel XD

My favorite thing to write is Mopyo moments, but because of how my brain works, I always feel the need to give the characters something to do. So for a lot of my longer fics, that ends up being how the plot happens. I basically ask myself, ‘what would be the funniest or most dramatic choice?’ and roll from there.

Thank you for asking! I have so many thoughts that I don’t ever really have a good time to share, so this was a lot of fun to do!