#or i just need to lock things down nd isolate 4 a while until whatever tf this is stops
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like i just straight up don't kno wht's going on at all ever anymore
#just been oscillating between great and fucking awful#nd the intervals have been getting increasingly shorter#like i was hungry for once in my life when i got home nd i made a bunch of food#nd the switch flipped before i even finished the rice#i didn't even get to eat my soup :(#nd i'm trying this instead of dumping my shit on other people#esp my one friend#so we'll see how this works#i either need to figure out a way to get my phone away from me the second i feel anything even start to go weird#or i just need to lock things down nd isolate 4 a while until whatever tf this is stops#bc for some reason i can't write like i normally do????#idk wtf is up w tht#i've been wanting to make plans w people 4 th last few days bt idk if that's a good idea rn#nd i figure this'll work bc talking in tags or in the descriptions of my playlists is smhw satisfying nd#writing in my notes/a google doc/a notebook doesn't work???#talking in my playlist descriptions is fine bc ik ppl won't see those#idk abt this bt tumblr's algorithm is fucked enough tht i doubt it so i can say what i want#plus i add 2 many tags 2 things 4 anyone to read anyway#i made a crack earlier abt wrapping myself around a tree nd sm1 told me tht no i needed to hug a tree nd i said yea w my car nd no1 laughed#nd i was mad like tht was a quality fuckin joke nd none of you fuckin appreciated it like it deserves#i need 2 find some people tht r like#12% more unstable to sit w @ lunch bc then i'm funny as hell#ik tht gabe would've lost his shit bt he dropped out nd i haven't seen him since 10th grade#also i got like 900% worse after coming out?????#like literally everyone else ik who's out says it's great nd i was sick+freaked out by excited for like 3 hours#nd thn it just sucked nd has continued to suck since#which is fuckin dumb bc my parents r chill
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