#or maybe im thinking too much and its just a stylistic choice haha

[slyvox]

ok genuine question why do none of the (humanoid) cast have ears?

like carmilla, girl are those earrings just holding onto nothing with magic??

[sanstropfremir]

Okay, time for my weekly rant so buckle up. The vocal stages were okay-I cant really remember them well because I watched them only once so take what I say with a grain of salt. Well I watched the Spark one once and I only got through half of the other one because I can’t stand ballads especially when there’s no interesting movement on stage to keep me engaged. Like it’s no fault of the members themselves or the song (I actually think their singing was incredibly beautiful and Eunkwang always sings like his wife just left him with the kids which is how you know he’s good) but I physically could not pay attention. That’s why I liked the spark stage a bit better-there was enough movement that I was able to focus on it. I really liked the use of the fire and the way they were walking in and out of the frame trading off parts so there weren’t too many awkward moments where the other members where on stage but not doing anything. The opening was gorgeous with each members being lit by the spotlight as they harmonize. So stagewise, I prefer Spark but vocally I think the other group was stronger. I love Spark and Taeyon is such an incredible vocalist (I mean the song is great because of her) so I don’t get why their delivery was, I don’t want to say weak, but subdued might be a better word. The only one that really stood out was Junhoe (but also that man couldn’t not stand out even if he tried, not with that incredibly rasp) and even he seemed to be holding himself back a bit. Though it was a bit slow it built up well to the two last choruses but still the first half could have been stronger. I know they were trying to draw it out to a strong pay off but I don’t really know if it was enough. And yes the suits were *chef’s kiss*. I think at this point in their career the FNC stylist has put SF9 in so many suits they’ve got it down to a science. Also I’m a sucker for those shirts with the triangle cut out and we got not one but two of them here.

Okay moving on, I’m not sure which group was next but I’ll talk about the Ikon stage. It seems like they finally realized that they’re on a performance based competition show so they decided to pull out the big guns. Love the little skit at the beginning (making sure people don’t forget that they’re YG), it was cute and refreshing. I really appreciated how they leaned into the campy acting in this stage (Stray kids did it too-just adding to the similarities between their stages). The song was meh but I also don’t really like BP especially not their recent stuff so it’s not a big deal. I would have preferred if they had gone with another song maybe Whistle or As If It’s Your Last or if they’d done a 2NE1 song like Chanwoo mentioned some point in the episode. I also think the stage would have been way smoother if they’d let Ikon and Lisa interact. Like if the boys appeared in her set after her section and then they all moved back to the first jungle set and then the whole thing turns gold and they did a dramatic outfit change (but with better jackets because theirs look like they came out of Party City). I also get what you mean about the dancers outfits not being that great. I actually really liked the outfits of Lisa’s dancers in isolation but they didn’t match with her or the set so they threw me off a bit. At least with the ikon members they were going for a modern look so the dancers outfits didn’t look that strange in comparison. Do you think it would have been better if they were white? How would you have improved then? The best way I can describe this performance was that it was a stage, stuff happened, I enjoyed myself but I don’t plan to revisit it anytime soon. Oh and we also have to give points for them cursing on national television not once but twice (at this point Jinwan deserves to say fuck).

Now to Stray Kids. So I feel like I need to preface this with the fact that I am actually a stray kids fan (I won’t call myself a stay because I don’t associate with the fandom) and though I’ve been really critical of them and their stages tend to be my least favorite I still have a soft spot for them (I got into this show because of them after all). I loved, loved, loved the intro with Felix (and yes his biggest flaw is that he’s Australian but I forgive him for it) and the way it immediately transitions into the chorus of DDD-the abrupt transition does fit really well with the Deadpool theme and I guess it is the closest they’re going to get to the feeling of yeeting themselves into traffic like in the movie. Interesting choice to start with the chorus. Now that I’m rewatching it I do really wish they stuck with the comic theme. I think that’s my gripe with SKZ-they have a lot of good ideas but they move on too quickly from them. Just pick a handful of things and sprinkle them throughout instead of cycling through them at breakneck speed. Like okay they’re doing Deadpool and he’s a comic character so keep the comic styling (it would have been a good thing to put in the projection behind Seungmin’s scene), maybe in the subway they could have had some fight choreo so the guns coming in at Lee Knows part aren’t out of nowhere (also someone please tell me they were trying to recreate the meme with the cat and the knives, please I need to know). I absolutely agree that them having a goal or an antagonist would have really helped the story along. I mean they literally have a spoken intro so why couldn’t Felix just tell us who they were fighting (and I’m pretty sure in the movie Wade tells us he’s trying to kill Francis in that scene sooo). As always they put more focus on the rappers (please can we get less Changbin and more Seungmin, Jeongin, or Lee Know or at least give Felix more parts). Seungmin was the real mvp of this stage and he had the best outfit (I think it qualifies for Hanya’s best gay little outfit list). Personally I with they hadn’t gone with Gods Menu again. I’ve been hoping that they would perform My Pace (and maybe remix it with their B-side TA off their Go Live album) because that would be such a fun stage. Again, I enjoyed myself but I won’t revisit it anytime soon. At this point the only groups I actually look forward to are BTOB and SF9 (they’re doing fucking Move and I don’t know whether to be excited or terrified-there’s a clip of Taeyang covering Move from a variety show or interview and I think he does it really well so I know at least one of them can pull it off). Again thanks for creating space where I can info dump and I hope I said something of interest to you!

i think you wrote more than me!! i love this, im gonna put my response under a cut im not being super obnoxious on the dash.

i get that the mayfly stage would be not as visually stimulating for people and usually i would count myself in with that crowd because i love a good spectacle but i think because i watched the spark stage first and my colour perception is sometimes weird so when there's a lot of movement with very little colour variation my tiny pea brain loses track of whats happening really quickly. especially with red. so it was kind of difficult for me to pay attention to the spark stage in the second half. also i absolutely HATE watching people flub on stage because it brings up such visceral secondhand feelings that i couldn't even watch the stage when i started the full episode today.

i love a good suit but you know what i would also love: sf9 in more costume variations. tbh im just getting nitpicky about it because im a costume designer down to the core and i got trained by a designer who specialized in doing avant garde costuming so i tend to skew more towards wild than reserved. it looks like the move stage wont be be suits so ill take it, but oh man to do i want to see some really crazy stuff. which i know they'll never do because idols have to be pretty at all times or the fans get mad but oh i want it so badly.

do you mean how i would improve ikon's backup dancers outfits or lisa's? here why dont i do both. for lisa's dancers i would have just done away with that harness shape all together, its almost exclusively a military style. the jackets by themselves would have been fine but really what they should have done was put them in something that matched the gold but contrasted enough to give them shape. by having at least her dancers in all black on a gold stage there was a lot of "haha look at me do a duck walk because lets throw in some voguing for spice." they could have gone with a mesh bodysuit idea similar to what she was wearing or even just different colour coats. as for ikon's backup dancers, firstly pants. not black. or even a longer skirt. genuinely a part of the reason why i dont watch girl group content is because i HATE the hem length of the shorts they make everyone wear. words cannot describe how much i hate that cut. kpop is so obsessed with showing off women's bodies and especially their legs but they do it in the LEAST flattering way possible because it "can't be too risqué," just shoot me now. i hate it. i hate it so fucking much. yea yea everybody was on cocaine in the 80s whatever but at least they were all wearing french cut bodysuits so their legs looked fantastic. stop interrupting the lines!! anyways. pants so the only section of skin showing is thigh to mid calf, especially because they weren't even doing any fun legwork! if they really wanted to keep the full sleeve bodysuits they shout have done them in a fabric with a texture or external embellishments, like a patent/vinyl or sequins/rhinestones. something to catch the stage lights so we can actually see the shape of the limb. but the easiest way to fix it is literally just cut the arms off the bodysuits. stages are lit to show off skin, sometimes the best way to have something be seen is just to have it bare.

i agreed skz cycles through ideas way too fast, they need to just pick a couple and stick them out through the stage instead of just adding more and more different ones throughout. also ok good someone else noticed that there is just...so much changbin. we don't need that much changbin. i know there's other boys in the group let them do something! also im pretty sure theyre not recreating the cat knife meme but actually the promo image from john wick chapter two, which i also could have sworn i saw a deadpool version of as an instagram ad back when movies were happening, but now that im looking for it it doesn't exist so i might be crazy.

im excited for the move stage but im also trepidatious because...its move. i have NO clue what the concept is from the previews so i just hope its weird enough to take it enough out of the taemin context for me to enjoy it.

[greatchaosgentlemen]

I think that its great to enjoy the characters and the stories that are told within the Skamverse. Discovered the OG in 2017 and was like whoah this shit is really  cool. Coming from the UK we already had the tales of Skins (great show check it out for British teenage life) but Skam is like life Monday-Friday and then Skins is more like the intense crazy weekend experience. Sorry if no one gets that analogy.

But basically I just think sure it is fine to comment on the shows and say what your liking and what you most definitely don't. It’s all art and I feel like we should all expect and accept that. But just don't stress out too much guys, sometimes I see so much anger and like i don't know if you guys are actually that angry irl but I don't know i hope not because that shit must be so bad. Skamverse is great but hey remember that these are just fictional characters and we shouldn't be loosing ourselves to them and forget to live our own lives. and of course some versions are better than others with their storytelling, acting, cinematography, score, representation etc. and some are just cringy af. Don't know if that to do with translations (shoutout to all the translators out there, Skam is one big reason that I've gotten in other language films and tv, you all do such an amazing job so thanks). But i just want to say I hope that we all remember that we can be the change and work towards creating the right dialogue in which any tom, dick and harry can feel happy and discover an art form (film, tv, book, poem etc) where they feel represented. 

just basically im just like saying A LOT MORE RESPECT NEEDS TO BE GIVEN PARTICUARLY TO THE ACTORS because some of y’all are T-H-I-R-S-T-Y and it ain��t cute. and like there's a difference being critiquing and being annoyed or being angry and expressing that normally; whereas some of you are just really dam rude to people. 

basically i think we all should just be happy that such a good show exists, and take all the positive and negatives that come from living at such a time where the Skamverse exists ( albeit this time is weird because CORONA !!!! Hope that everyone is safe and is practicing social distancing. We will eventually defeat this). We are all so talented and no matter what I want to reinforce that belief that truly you are loved no matter what your race, skin colour, sexuality, belief in religion, whether you forgot when your uni assignment was due and thought you had a weekend but actually it was due on the Friday so you had to spend 12 hours in the library (whoops just me ?!), thoughts on climate change (im just saying that to be inclusive because the science is there and if you don't believe that well im sorry your being ridiculous and i think you should be concerned about mother nature and that we should be fighting the 1% who truly control everything, your academic prowess and a million more things that frankly i can't be bothered to write down but the intention is there

and heck if you want to vent your frustrations just let them out of course because they shouldn't be bottled in, in my opinion. go and talk to someone irl and say how ridiculous you think this thing is that you think happen. or if you don't feel like you have one then hell message me because i LOVE to talk and in particular at this point in the world i got all the time in the world. personally i also like making my own retellings and writings of the Skam stories where i make it better (hahah ;)) and if you want to do that then heck do that and ill be more than happy to read it 

basically those are just some thoughts i had and because my fingers are beginning to hurt im just going to list what im feeling about the shows 

sidenote - i think capitalism sucks and that money and views have to be taken into account by companies etc because i really think all of the four og stories should just be told automatically by all versions. let them stories and actors shine babyyyy

skam usa - bro like being a fellow english speaker yours is the one i can follow obviously the easiest so why are you just so kinda i don't know different and blah. is skam really just an european thing ? i don't know but i think an argument could be made 

skam og - nei vilde. what a ride and what a vibe. your basically iron man and have spewed the Skamverse. in my opinion great actors and great stories, in particular for me my first introduction to someone who follows Islam. also your soundtrack is smashing. though who is perfect ya know and obviously would have loved for you to have continue up to graduation 

skam france - oooo la la la. i do like the french language so its cool to help me learn and stuff but i really feel like you guys have got hit with a lot of bts drama and rules and order so i just don't know. your original seasons i don't know yet. still its only a story so i mean it is what it is. but like also people around this cast need to be a hella more respective of the actors *sips tea*

skam espana- hola amigos. you the edgy one that got everyone on their toes. I like that and i tip my hat to you. just i don't know sometimes i feel it sometimes i don't. shout out for so far being the only wlw representation (don't know if that's the right acronym, so please don't hate me. but i hope that women found some positives there) and with norando i like totally get it with the story told there but still i love to love and just like sad to miss out on the on screen growth of the relationship but still its cool

skam italia - ciao bella - some of you is hot some of you is not. i think the story is good but i don't know i just want more italian flavour. still thats from a foreigner view and in fact maybe it is very italian. hopefully your season 4 will be good, exciting with all this Netflix additions ooooo 

druck - danke- you cool bro just going powering on through. like your a bit of juggernaut really and im like whoah. actually do like a lot of your vibe and stylistic choices. its tres cool. also very exciting about this new season etc that has broken, really vibing a possible skins similarity with the set up. fingers crossed 

skam nl - eskild you crossover legend - ticking all my boxes just so sad for your premature closure. didn't know much about netherlands so cool to experience language and culture. maybe you'll come back to the skamverse again like Hawkeye as he buggered off for first of infinity war. sending you good vibes 

wtfock- yes yes yes. not going to lie so far you are my favourite.overall good vibes and everything. hopefully its good vibes and the proper belgian kids like it. just good stuff and so innovative to discuss lockdown and everything. exciting times and exciting for season 4 when it drops 

basically all of this came from one beer so yolo, still out here living my best life and one day hoping that the UK gets a Skam version. so many ideas so many possibilities

and like if ive offended anyone then i am sorry wasn't my intention. just writing down my thoughts and im sure you will get over it because were all amazing. Just keep it chill and honestly like i wont give any negative stuff the time of day anyway so don't waste your time heheh *sips tea* 

also most importantly i am very sorry for my grammar and punctuation and everything. honestly i am just being lazy and cannot be bothered to go over and rectify it. also sorry for making a very confusing message that probably really doesn't make sense at all. haha 

still alt er love everyone 

*renegades away from the computer*

[bloody-fists-beating-hearts]

because i have too much free time

I’m going through and taking screenshots of the new Cyberpunk demo and adding my 0.02 cos its a free country

1. Couldn’t get a screenshot but Bridgette says “She will be de first” which I assume means the character (who is fem V in that part of the demo) will be the first one to penetrate the Blackwall? Speculation atm.

2.

One guy fires a rifle at a flying car and there’s what I assume is a Pres Trump reference/ “fake news” joke. Personally I hope there’s not a lot of these but that’s because I’ve had a gutfull of American politics by now and I’d prefer they focus on the 2020 lore than actual events. The flying car had one of those scrolling banners, said “OUR EYES” before the scene changes.

there are floating constructs. I think they are parking spaces or something for the flying cars (like the skyway in back to the future had hovering stoplights?). The models look identical so its possible that they are either static meshes for decoration, or something the player might interact with (i recall some speculation about a flying car game segment, I know we can’t drive them but there’s still the possibility of a rail-shooter type mission at some point). I like how full the skybox is.

the UI has floating numbers/subtitles, however I’m hoping these can be turned off somehow for the people who prefer a “clean” look.

Didn’t see Jackie in this one, I don’t know if it’s because they intended for Johnny to basically “replace” his character as V’s right-hand man (pleas no not my boy) or if he just isn’t in these particular clips. Sounds dorky but I really like Jackie and I’m hoping he wasn’t the “bioware companion” that just gets killed at the start of the game so your character has some kind of revenge motivation

more example of destructible environments - obviously not everything will be breakable but it is a nice touch and gives combat that extra “oomph”. Unsure if you will be able to visit levels after you finish the mission, so there’s no way of knowing if the stuff you broke stays broke or gets “fixed”

default fem V’s look has changed - she has pink hair and eyes and her hand augments are different. Since this is mid-game gameplay it could be a natural progression/cosmetic changes available or just a stylistic choice on the dev’s part.

male V’s look has also changed and he’s rocking a cyber onsie that makes him look thicc af. Again, unsure if its dev changing the look or if they changed the default design. Also he has a magenta light on his head (and i think those are two earrings). Magenta is a pretty common colour in cyberpunk styles. I know they used to use yellow for V’s eyes and jacket. The default jacket’s light colour has changed from yellow to blue. Not sure why, either the colours are customisable in game or they just don’t like yellow, maybe.

My fallout mind has interpreted this as the cyberpunk version of SPECIAL. My take on these: Body = Strength, Intelligence is self explanatory, Reflexes = agility, Technical and Cool I’m unsure of.

the game still has swears and im happy. the cunt in a convent line was comedy gold please never remove it

I have some things to do so I’ll upload more later. My initial thoughts on the demo is that the gunplay looks fun and the environments are pretty, however some complaints I have:

- there doesn’t seem to be much roleplay/dialogue. Possibly because it was explored in the old demo but I’d like to know if the gameplay has gone the fallout 4 route of prioritising the loot-shoot gameplay loop over story and characters or if we still get a good dose of talking and reading for all of us rpg nerds out here. 

- bro wheres jackie haha like hes okay right lmao like...that cinematic trailer was just jokes right....unless??

- the trailer had to be edited for spoilers but a side effect was the editing was kinda janky and made it hard to see what was happening in the video

- no mention of the 3rd class, Techies, just Netrunner and Solo. Maybe they are saving that one for later?

[rqs902]

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LOL MTY AS MA ZHENNAN IM CRYING HAHAHHAHAHA the rap with the hat covering his face and the running around im ded. i appreciate da xi and rainbow’s silliness too but i think mty was just so extra and was so out of his normal sleepy looking state LOL

im just laughing at how much tyler is laughing at everything LOL

aw just seeing tyler’s outfit makes me think that yingge and ruiyang have had a big influence on him haha yingge really looking out for him like an older brother by arranging to have cake to celebrate tyler’s birthday 

L O L liao juntao is comforting szb by telling him to not mind the haters bc he shouldnt care about them, he doesnt even know who they are. and then the next second being like “你就說你愛不愛你哥哥” and being like “HE NEVER SAYS ITTTTT” SMH HAHHAHAHA hes the dorkiest older bro that you can rely on to give you encouragement when you’re down but also will no doubt embarrass you beyond belief in public 

hm :\ i see they tried to address the zhang yang issue concisely. i mean, i guess its better than them completely ignoring the fact that there was an issue. but it seems like they painted it as zhang yang having anger / emotional control issues and they were about to force him to leave but xiao zhi and yang runze begged them and zhang yang felt regret and sad so they let him stay. and he has since started to open up about his feelings more. this feels like such a sterilized retelling of what happened, i still dont really feel like we can actually understand what happened. but from xiao zhi, yrz, and zhang yang’s weibo posts they all insist that theyre being treated well by the show and not to worry, bc zhang yang’s got his feelings sorted out soooo idk but i wouldnt be surprised if that was something they had to do to get tencent to let zhang yang stay on the show tho

surprisingly, or maybe not so surprisingly considering his younger age and personality, yrz’s post is the most direct and he basically just simplified it down to them having worked hard on their composition but the tencent crew told them to change it and zhang yang got frustrated and angry. it got recorded and leaked and blown up so much that zhang yang felt really bad about it afterwards. 

we’ll probably never really understand everything that happened, but i guess all we can do is be grateful that tencent forgave him (bc he probs does not want a career of being blacklisted by tencent... seems like career suicide) even if there was or was not fault on both sides. im really hoping he feels alright. especially bc their group is doing so well on the show, its a good opportunity for them to gain more fans. 

it is so hard to keep track of these kids’ demographic info bc its not on the show’s wikipedia page or anything so i struggle to keep track without a collated place to look up info, but if i remember correctly i believe yrz is like 18? zhang yang was born in like 97? and xiao zhi 95? (could be wrong) but if that’s true, xiao zhi is like 25..... can we talk about this real quick? bc it must be a lot for someone like yrz being 18 to be going through all this, but it also must be real difficult for xiao zhi, can you imagine? trying to be the oldest bro, trying to keep them together, comforting and encouraging, responsible and depended on, and can you imagine the amount of 包容 he must have? and the fact that he didnt even want to be with zhang yang at first but has grown to appreciate him so much and the fact that hes the least popular one out of their trio, but is also the one keeping their whole team grounded? wild. i mean all that considered, i think im starting to be a xiao zhi fan. and a big part of it is the way he performs on stage, so free and with such enjoyment, but honestly this whole thing is a part of it too. 

lol xu yang telling xiao huang straight up “are you really happy? you said you dont get much screentime and now you’ve been separated from xiao li” -- BIG OOF. too real. omg that directness just hits you like a ton of bricks. rip

man i wish xiao huang and xiao li could reunite but also xiao li getting zero screentime when they flash to hyt’s group right after? sad. 

o i heard about yyg leaving the show but i didnt realize it was because he has an injury o gosh i hope he’s okay...... i thought he would’ve left bc he wanted to, but this feels more like hes being forced to, like he has no choice and he didnt actually want to leave his friends :( i was in disbelief that he’d just leave his friends, so i guess this makes sense, its just more sad. 

tbh watching the elims so far, i only cried when yyg was talking about how he couldn’t feel his legs but he still didnt want to leave his friends behind. even when the kids who are leaving were announced, it didnt leave as big of an impact, but maybe its because of the way they announce them all at once. the reshuffling... i feel like its true that things havent been easy for qiang ge, but i also feel like he mightve said he wanted to reshuffle bc it would make jym look less like the bad guy if two of them brought it up instead of jym alone. i guess it kinda makes zk look sad as a result though. 

for one thing, these kids are pretty lucky at least the show doesnt force them to be or stay together. the judges made a suggestion and they were allowed to say no. 

i feel like hyt is just picking kids based on their personalities and i cant say thats a bad thing, but it is interesting that everyone else on his team is gonna sing besides himself then lol 

ljt’s team picking jym? i feel like theyll have a lot of emotions, but maybe if they all respect ljt enough itll work out 

i can see xy being with wx’s team. xiao zhi saying wsh isnt his first choice but he’ll do it for his team to be happy, im a bit concerned, esp bc tbh wsh isnt gonna help them get more votes but i guess theyre not thinking about that. xiao zhi was the only one who didnt even walk over to get wsh, even tho he was the only one that was supposed to, as f-man. we’ll see how this goes... but again he didnt want to pick zhang yang at first and apparently thats worked out well so 

hmm qiang ge’s hesitation being labeled as a sign of lack of confidence, well hes been unconfident that people want his instrument for this whole show, but now he’s also scared that he’s going to be forcing people together against their will. the whole thing between wjy and muji... literally wjy tries to appear like he doesnt care, but muji obviously cares a lot. and the fact that they literally asked muji in front of wjy if he’d be ok with working with wjy, of course muji’s gonna say its fine bc what kind of terrible person would he be if he said no to wjy’s face? ugh obviously theres something going on but qiang ge seems like hes optimistic that he can be the go-between and fix whatever there is, but thats a lot to ask for from a child his age. and then mty also? qiang ge wiping his tears for him was touching but also telling of their relationship dynamic. qiang ge is really signing up for a lot... seems a bit idealistic, but hes popular so hopefully he’ll be okay. LOL wjy awkwardly asking muji if he’ll be okay and muji saying it will and qiang ge running to get in between them. oh man. we didnt get to see it that much but if i remember correctly, wjy just tries to do too much and muji is like no stop and then struggles to get wjy to listen. 

oh rip i feel like the kids who were leftover were some of my favorite kids.......... like da xi and rainbow and even ruiyang and tyler and samhar, i was looking out for them :( im just amazed they eliminated people who have made such a unique stylistic impact on the show. but i guess they werent popular enough. also sad that yyg probably feels guilty that his leaving meant his teammates got eliminated but they also feel guilty that he stayed behind for as long as he did even though he was suffering. 

hm not gonna lie this ep was not as emotional as the snzm elims for me, and i do feel like its prob in part bc im still more invested in snzm and the kids there, but also in part just the way the elims were structured, its not as big of an emotional impact for me. announcing the kids who got eliminated at first all at once, and then the rest are just the rest left behind after the kids choose teams again. its a bit rough bc you know they have to take the instruments into consideration too, not just friendships, which i think made the saving segment of snzm so emotional. it was raw friendship and they struggled so hard to choose, and it was framed as “saving” versus here its just reshuffling. it doesnt hit you as hard that those who dont get chosen are leaving until they start walking away. its interestingly different. its discouraging that kids i liked a lot were eliminated, but theres still a few left that i care about so ill keep watching for now...

[claws-of-fame]

tagged by @idonthaveweedbutihavegarlicbread !!!

RULES: ANSWER THESE 92 STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE

1. DRINK: water hhaha 2. PHONE CALL: my mom lmao 3. TEXT MESSAGE: “i apologize im too crass henlo” 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: let’s make a video -- poppy !! 5. TIME YOU CRIED: idek probably a week or so ago if its actually crying, but if it’s “teared up” probably a few days ago bc i accidentally stabbed my eye with my mascara :’’)

HAVE YOU: 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: no bc i have never dated before 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: do body shots count 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: in what way??? i have tho afaik 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: “been” nah babe im currently being snatched by it 11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: nah not yet. tipsy and almost falling down the stairs tho.... Choices

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: millenial pink, lemon yellow, mars red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yuhhhh!!! 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: yep 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: ye s 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: yeah 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: PRIDEKADA LABYU!!! <33 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: yeah, gotta move on from other ppl yuh 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: yes!

GENERAL: 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: most of em!! 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: 4 (and counting!!) dogs and a bajillion stray cats 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: ye!! but not as much as i did b4 i love my name 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: went to pride 2 days b4 and celebrated with cake in the house on birthday properrr 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 6:50 am 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: listening to music and sharing headcanons lmao 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: love LMAO nah im (kinda) playing i want the Cointadas 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: now haha 30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: idk the more i think abt it the more i feel like these particular events shaped me exactly how i am so idk. probably would try to get myself a boyfriend. 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING RIGHT NOW: sexxx dreams - lady gaga !! 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: yup 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: a LOT dont get me started 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: probably twitter and insta rn

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35. MOLE/S: some scattered thru my whole body 36. MARK/S: yupp 37. CHILDHOOD DREAM: to be a disney princess. and i think i am rn HAHA 38. HAIR COLOR: naturally black 39. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long-ish 40. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yup 41. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: the fact that im hauling my ass through all of life’s bullshit and the fact that i’m an inspiration to ppl 42. PIERCINGS: earrings!! 43. BLOOD TYPE: ..... i forgot LMAO 44. NICKNAME: sam, sammy, samu, sweet potato 45. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single af 46. ZODIAC: cancer!! 47. PRONOUNS: any!! mostly he/him tho 48. FAVORITE TV SHOW: rpdr 49. TATTOOS: soon!!  50. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: rightt 51. SURGERY: i honestly forgot 52. HAIR DYED IN DIFFERENT COLOR: yus!! gunning for steel blue, currently brassy yellow 53. SPORT: does pole dance count 55. VACATION: a lot but tbh i’ve set foot in every continent but africa 56. PAIR OF TRAINERS: yuh i dont use them tho #HeelsOrConverse

MORE GENERAL: 57. EATING: big mac 58. DRINKING: oj!! 59. I’M ABOUT TO: eat 61. WAITING FOR: dream daddy 62. WANT: to have an affordably priced apartment and a healthy relationship HAHAH #PIPEDREAMS 63. GET MARRIED: goal tbh 64. CAREER: fashion designer/makeup artist/stylist/drag queen/part time keytar player

WHICH IS BETTER 65. HUGS OR KISSES: decimate me. just kidding (kind of), kisses  66. LIPS OR EYES: eyessss 67. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller!! 68. OLDER OR YOUNGER: older 70. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms!! 71. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: both LMAO 72. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: decimate my (cannot say for i am family friendly), so basically Both 73. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: both?

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. KISSED A STRANGER: yup (if neck kisses count) 75. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yup 76. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: all the timeeee 77. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: i can barely get someone for me nobody aint asking me shit 78. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: call me Mona Dartin cause “who wants to take my virginityyyyYYyyyYyYY” 79. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: none yet stop dragging my inexperienced ass 80. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: happy to say it’s held on with lash glue ans stitches 81. BEEN ARRESTED: why would i want to do that 82. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yeah 83. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: sadly, yes :(( No Chances

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. YOURSELF: starting to! 85. MIRACLES: i guess? 86. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: idk 87. SANTA CLAUS: yeah probably 88. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: maybe??

OTHER: 90. CURRENT BEST FRIEND NAME: the entirety of the Pridekada 91. EYE COLOR: blackk 92. FAVORITE MOVIE: devil wears pradaaaa

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