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Shut Up and Kiss Me | Jeon Jungkook One Shot

Summary: You've been Jungkook's best friend for literal decades but what happens when it turns out he wants to be more than just friends... Pariring: Backup Dancer Reader x Idol Jungkook (f2l they're honestly crackheads I love them) Word Count:13.4k (Daym 😂) Warnings: Explicit language and sexual content yup that's it haha a/n: I got way too carried away with this but I honestly wouldn't have it any other way. Let me know what you guys think! Also barely edited but that's pretty much the usual here lol Requested by an anon 💜

"Alright ladies that's a wrap!" the lead choreographer calls out. "Thank you all so much for your hard work these past few weeks. I know this is going to be a comeback that'll go down in history!" he continues and we give ourselves a round of applause before I head over and get my dance bag and get ready to go.

"Someone's eager to get out of here" my best friend/roommate Nari teases. "I already told you I'm headed home for the weekend" I say, sitting down and changing my dance shoes into my sneakers. "Oh right, you should go see your in laws too" she teases, bumping her shoulder against mine while she does the same.

"Hey not so loud! Not everyone knows that Jungkook and I are close like that and I'd like to keep it that way. Plus we're just friends alright" I scold, looking around to see if anyone had caught wind of what she'd said. "I never said anything about Jungkook, you did" she says leaving me biting my tongue and realizing that I risked outing myself all on my own.

"I hate you" I huff and stand up to go but she grabs onto my pant leg to stop me. "No you don't" she laughs. "Be sure to bring back some of your mom's cooking" she reminds me leaving me rolling my eyes at her. "Yeah yeah I know, I'll see you later alright" I say, grabbing my bag and putting the strap around my shoulder while she waves goodbye and starts talking to some of the other dancers.

~~~~~

Walking down the hall I happen to run into Jungkook and Taehyung walking down the hall and I bow politely at both of them and they do so as well before passing each other by. "Check your phone" Jungkook whispers and I nod my head, not turning around in an effort to not cause suspicions.

"Wait is that her?" I hear Taehyung say as they walk away and all I hear moments later is Taehyung crying out in pain when I walk through the elevator doors. Turning back around, now facing them again Jungkook gives me a nervous smile and I laugh in return before leaning over towards the key panel and pressing G for garage.

Stepping out of the elevator and walking up to my car I get an all too familiar chime on my phone signaling a new message and smile once I unlock my phone.

'Working hard today? ' Jungkook sends.

'Don't I always work hard? ' I reply, putting on my seatbelt and starting up the car, making my way to the exit, my drive only being about ten minutes away to my apartment.

'Yeah your cheeks just looked extra flushed and your hair was a mess.'  he teases, making me open my mirror on the sun visor, checking my hair at the red light, seeing nothing a miss with my hair but taking note of those flushed cheeks he mentioned.

'Whatever Jeon. After having seen you walking around with Taehyung definitely brought you down a few points. That man is gorgeous!'  I throw back, knowinghow pouty he gets when I compliment his members. Or anyone else for that matter.

'Hey leave him out of this! I thought I looked pretty handsome today though...guess my efforts were in vein'  he send and I can just imagine the facial expression he's making.

'You did look handsome Jeon but stop fishing for compliments, it doesn't suit you'  I send back, complimenting him while also reprimanding him, a skill I've used time and time again when it comes to him.

Minutes later I pull into my parking spot at the apartments, quickly running upstairs to take a shower and get ready to head out, all the while Jungkook and I have been exchanging messages back and forth, well apart from me being in the shower of course.

As I put the finishing touches on my makeup and check out my outfit one last time I see an incoming FaceTime call from none other than the man himself.

"Hey!" I say, propping the phone up and walking around my room to gather up any last minute things.

"Hey! You look nice, well compared to earlier today" he says, his nose scrunching up, amused by his own words leaving me scoffing at him. "Where are you headed?" he ask seeing as I won't dignify his earlier words with a response.

"I'm about to head out to Busan to see my parents. I haven't been there for a while and my mom has been begging me to come visit for a while now. You know she's still mad at you for stealing me away from them on my birthday right?" I laugh, remembering the look on my mom's face as he was tugging me out the door.

"Yeah but we had fun right? Remind me to apologize next time I see her" he says, rubbing the back of his neck and I laugh at the bashful mannerism.

We continue on our conversation for a while and only when I hear another voice coming in on Jungkook's side do I remember that I've gotta get going.

"Hey! Why are you hiding in here? Our break was over ages ago and we need you to come record some more backing vocals" the voice I can now identify as Jimin scolds getting clearer as he no doubt comes closer.

"I'll be out there in a minute just lemme finish up this call" he says and tries to angle the phone away from Jimin to hide who he's talking to.

"Who's that?" he asks and I can see a slight flush of color bloom on Jungkook's cheeks leaving Jimin laughing when he realizes who it is. "Hi y/n!" he calls out and I laugh after seeing Jungkook roll his eyes at him.

Jimin and I met a while ago when he found out Jungkook was going to Busan and wanted to tag along, not having realized that I was doing the same thing.

"Hi Jimin!" I say happily and Jungkook sends me a quick glare through the phone. "Let's all go out soon! It feels like we haven't seen each other in ages!" he calls out and at that Jungkook starts to shoo him out.

"Alright hyung give me two minutes and I'll be right out" he says, giving him a look telling him to get out or suffer the consequences.

"Bye y/n!" he giggles and I return it saying a quick goodbye and acknowledging his invitation as well. "Bye Jimin! Time and place and I'll be there!" I finish off and he says goodbye one last time before I hear what I can assume is a door closing behind him.

"I should probably get going" I say, picking my up bag and grabbing the phone as well, glancing around one last time before putting my shoes on and walking out to the car. "Are you driving?" he questions and I confirm it as I unlock the doors and get inside, setting my phone in the dashboard mount.

"Drive safe alright! I heard it might get a little stormy out there so be careful" he warns and I nod my head while putting my seatbelt on, smiling at his slightly worried expression. "And how might you know that already?" I tease, surprised at how he could've checked since this is the first time we've spoken about this trip.

"My mom called me to complain about the weather the other day" he groans, rubbing his temple almost as if he was having flashbacks of what looks to have been a not so pleasant conversation.

"Maybe I should stop by? It's been a while since I've seen them" I suggest, remembering how Nari teased me about it earlier. "Sure! I'll let her know that you'll be there for a few days" he says and I nod while turning on the car and pulling out onto the road.

"You should probably get going too though right?" I question, laughing at the fact that he looks as though he's making himself more comfortable on the couch he's sitting on instead of making moves to head out. "Nah I should be good for another ten, they've probably moved onto the next member by now" he yawns and I laugh at his carefree nature.

"Don't you guys have a comeback coming up?" I question, trying to remind him of the responsibility he has to his team. "It's just a single so ten more minutes won't hurt" he winks making me clear my throat and focus more on the road.

We continue our conversation for that ten minutes he was sure he would be afforded before the next member comes in and scolds him, this time being Taehyung. "Who are you talking to?" is all he says before Jungkook says a quick goodbye and hangs up the call. "That man really wants to keep me away from Taehyung" I say out loud, shaking my head at his panicked expression.

Although Jungkook and I work in the same industry he still likes to hide our friendship from the rest of the company and the public in general. He's an idol and I know he wants to protect me but it's still makes me a little sad that I'm not able to meet the rest of his members, or at least not officially.

I've seen them all in passing throughout the building as I'm hired to be a backup dancer in most comebacks but I have yet to be included in one for BTS. I know it's probably for that same reason of him wanting to keep me safe but I wish he wouldn't. 

I want the both of us to work freely and when possible to work together but I'll respect his wishes no matter what. At the end of the day he's the one that'll pay the price if rumors about us were to spread.

He's my best friend and I don't want anything to happen to him so if having our friendship be a secret is the way to protect him then I'll do everything I can to make sure it stays that way.

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As I pull up to my parent's house I see my mom eagerly waiting for me with the front door open and waving for me to come inside.

"Hurry up it's freezing out there, you'll catch a cold from that rain" she call out when I open my car door. "Nice to see you too mom" I chuckle and once I get inside she's already helping me get my rain jacket off. "Let's get out out of these wet clothes right away, I don't want you to spend what little time you have here coughing up a storm" she nags.

Always the charmer that one.

I know she means well but I just wish she would stop worrying so much. I'm a grown woman I can take care of myself. Before I'm even able to say hello to my father she's already rushing me to go into my room and get changed. "Hurry up and get dressed! Dinner's gonna be ready soon" she says while turning around and heading back into the kitchen to finish everything up.

Walking into my childhood bedroom always hits me with a wave of nostalgia especially when I see all of the pictures I have in here. Pictures as me growing up throughout the ages and noticing how Jungkook is in almost every one of them, always making me smile.

We've known each other ever since he moved into the neighborhood. We were about five years old back then and here we are, twenty five years old and our friendship is stronger than ever. 

We met one day on the playground at recess when he was drawing pictures with the sidewalk chalk and I had been playing hopscotch with some of the girls in my class not too far away.

I walked up to him because I noticed he had been all by himself and I wanted to see if he wanted to play with us. He said no because he wanted to keep drawing and so I sat and watched him for a while until I asked him about what he was drawing and from that moment on we became best friends.

We would take the bus home together and take turns going to each other's houses after school and it felt as though my day never felt fully complete if I didn't see him at least once.

We were about eleven years old when he told me he wanted to be a singer and from that day I was his number one fan. Always encouraging him to sign up for talent shows at school and listening to him sing when he wanted to show me a new song he learned and that's also when I started to find my love for dance.

I couldn't really sing, well I could never sing as well as he could so I decided to start dancing. He would sing and I would come up with random routines and it would go round and round like that.

I did it mostly to make him laugh but soon he wanted to join in with me and so we became a duo. We didn't perform for anyone other than our parents when they begged us to so it was almost as if it was our little secret. Just something for the two of us.

When he heard about the show Superstar K having auditions I was the first one to tell him he should try out. He wanted us to audition together but I reminded him that he was the one who could sing. He wanted me to learn but I told him this was his moment and he needed to do it on his own.

I knew from a young age that he was going to be something special and I wasn't going to get in the way of that.

I went with him to the audition and he did amazing but he didn't make it. He didn't have the confidence in himself but I knew that if he just tried his hardest that even if he didn't make it into the show it would still put eyes on him.

When he finished his audition I saw the amount of people coming to give him offers. Seven companies wanted him to audition and I couldn't have been prouder of him!

"How do I even start to figure out which one to choose?" he complained as he shuffled through all the business cards he had been given. "Well take a look at the artists they have under their label, that might be a good place to start" I suggested and that night the two of us spent hours looking up and listening to track after track from all the different groups until our brains hurt.

"This is gonna take forever" he groaned, plopping down on his bed, exhausted after a full day of it and I can't deny that I was feeling the same way. "How about this" I say gathering all the cards up into a stack and fanning them out with the company names faced down so neither of us could see.

"Pick a card, any card" I joked and he chuckles before finally grabbing one and putting it to his chest, not daring to look just yet. I stand next to him and we both take a big breath in and out before he reveals it and the words of what would end up being his future stared us right in the face.

"Big Hit?" he questions having sounded out the english words clumsily, "What does that mean?" he asks, looking over at me like I have all the answers and luckily this time I did. "It means like really popular, like if a song comes out and everyone likes it and they always play it on the radio or something then it's a big hit" I explain and he watches me with those adorable doe eye taking in each and every word.

"So if I want to be a big hit then that means that starting with this label would be a good idea right?" he asks, tilting his head, awaiting my approval. "I mean you would think so right?" I respond and that was the last push he needed to go ahead and audition. 

And thanks to our little nonsensical way of going about choosing he really did become a big hit. It took some time and a lot of effort but he made it!

"Y/n! Dinner!" my mother yells, breaking me out of my walk down memory lane. "I'll be out in a sec!" I yell back and pull off my damp shirt and replace it with a hoodie, which ironically ends up being one that Jungkook let me "borrow" even though he knew he was never gonna get it back.

"Come on y/n it's getting cold" she yells again and I have to shake my head, trying to physically will myself to stop thinking about him now but it's hard not to. Everything about this house reminds me of him, and I like it that way.

~~~~

After dinner and being bombarded with question after question about my life and job and everything the conversation somehow circles back to Jungkook. "How's he doing? He's become such a handsome young man hasn't he?" she says, elbowing my father who gives a slight grunt of approval having been focused on the tv watching some sort of sports game.

"He's alright. I saw him at work when I was leaving and then we talked on the phone a bit while I was packing up to come here" I say and her eyes light up at that fact. "Sounds like you two are still close huh?" she says in a knowing way which makes me groan. "Come on mom you know it's not like that. Jungkook is my friend" I say, taking a drink of water.

"Yeah but friends can become...friendlier" she teases making me choke on my water. "You okay sweetie?" my dad asks, now having turn his attention back to me during the commercial break. "Yeah mom is just teasing me about Jungkook again" I say, taking the napkin he's offered me.

"Well he is a fine young man y/n. Are you guys still close?" he asks and I face palm, both of them being a carbon copy of the other when it comes to him. "Yes dad we're still best friends. Are we done here? I would prefer to keep the interrogation to a minimum while I'm here" I say pushing my chair out and starting to clear the dishes away.

"Oh you know we're just joking. It's nice to see that you're still friends though, regardless of anything else" my mom says while bumping my shoulder just like Nari had. "Me too" I mumble and think about all the memories we've made together since I moved to Seoul.

With all that distance between us while I was living in Busan and even with him being caught up in the whirlwind that is the music industry we never lost touch.

There were times where his responses would be a bit sporadic but it would always be around comeback time when that would happen or sometimes at odd hours while he was on tour but we never went more than a few days without exchanging at least a message or two.

He made that promise to me the day he went to Seoul.

He promised me we would never lose touch and that we would always be there for each other and to this day we've never faltered. I know he's someone I can count on and he sure as hell can count on me too. It's us against the world. It always has been and it always will be.

~~~~

Finishing up the night spending some quality time with my parents was just what I needed. Even with all the prodding and teasing and interrogations it was still something that healed a part of me that I tended to overlook.

I've felt homesick since I left to Seoul and coming back here just makes it even more apparent so that's what keeps me away. I try to convince myself that the longer I stay away from home the better I'll start to feel but that never works. The only thing that does the trick is when I spend time with him.

Jungkook has become my little home away from home and whenever I'm with him that melancholy feeling tends to fade away and I can never thank him enough. I've never told him that but I hope that in some way I could be that for him too.

~~~~

When I wake up in the morning I text Jungkook and ask him if his mom said it would be alright for me to come over and he surprisingly answers right away.

'Yeah she said she'd love to have you and said that sometime this evening would work well'  He relays so I make a mental note of it and spend the rest of the morning and afternoon with my parents before I head out to the Jeon's.

"Tell them we say hello and don't forget to give her the tea that I gave you, and try not to stay out too late, there's a storm coming in and you don't wanna get caught out in it" she calls out to me while I walk to my car. "I'll let you know when I'm on my way home" I say and give her one last wave before getting in the car and taking off.

When I reach their house I'm surprised to see a big black van outside the house but nonetheless walk up to the door anyways and ring the doorbell.

"You're here!" I'm met with a comfy looking Jungkook in a matching grey sweatsuit with a smile painted on his face. "What are you doing here?" I ask, giving him a huge hug right away. It feels like it's been ages since I've actually been able to be this close to him. 

"When I heard you were coming home this weekend I realized that I should come too since I had the whole weekend off" he says, swaying as he hugs me and props his head on top of mine.

"You could've told me! I wouldn't have minded waiting to come up today" I say and he shakes his head chuckling at the suggestion. "And risk making your mom mad at me again? No thanks. Plus it wouldn't have been a surprise if I told you" he says and I lean back to look up at him.

"You know I hate surprises" I say, furrowing my brow and he pokes me in the forehead to make me stop. "Your adorable reaction says otherwise" he teases and at that his mother walks towards us. "Jungkook I told you to let her in, not make her stand in the entryway. Y/n it's so good to see you" she says giving me a big hug and dragging me further into the house.

"Would you like any coffee or tea? It's freezing out there" she says, wrapping her cardigan around herself in an effort to keep out the cold. "Tea would be great, which reminds me my mother told me to bring this to you" I say, handing her the jar of honey yuzu tea.

"Oh we had talked about this the other day! Thank you so much, why don't you go ahead and join the others and I'll bring it out to you in a minute" she says and scurries off to the kitchen. 

"Others?" I ask, turning to face Jungkook who had been trailing behind us. "You'll see" he says with a devious smile and leads me towards the growing noises of a conversation being had in the other room.

"Aye what took you so long?" Jimin says, standing up and giving me a huge hug making Jungkook have to step to the side to avoid being knocked over. "I didn't know that you guys were gonna be here otherwise I would've come sooner" I laugh and Jungkook taps Jimin twice on the shoulder as a clear sign for him to let go.

"Try not to smother her, she wasn't expecting to see any of us" he says making Jimin pull away and give him a wary look that I can't really read but I go on to look around the rest of the room and am met with six more pairs of eyes.

"Oh, um hello" I say as I look around the room and see the rest of the members seated around the room who had been visiting with Mr. Jeon.

"It's been a while hasn't it?" Mr. Jeon says warmly and gives me a gentle embrace. "It has. I'm sorry, I don't come home often and when I do my mom holds me hostage" I admit and him as well as all the guys watching us laugh making me recoil a bit from the unexpected attention and end up bumping into Jungkook's chest.

"Well I'll let you young people have your fun" he says and places a hand on Jungkook's shoulder before making his way into the kitchen to be with his wife.

"You alright?" Jungkook asks and I look up at him and nod, my breathing having gone shallow from our close proximity with my back still against his chest along the 6 person audience we now have. "Just take a deep breath. They'll love you I promise" he whispers and he guides me in the rest of the way and begins introducing me.

"Guys this is y/n, y/n these are my members" he says and is quickly cut off with an arm being thrown around his neck. "Aye! Aren't we more than just your members? I thought I raised you better than that" Jin says while ruffling Jungkook's already fluffy hair.

"Alright, alright get off me" Jungkook groans as he shoves Jin off playfully. "Y/n these are my hyungs" he corrects and at that theres a collective nod amongst the rest. "You already know all of their names so yeah" Jungkook says, scratching the back of his neck and I smile as I see the tips of his ears are getting a bit red.

"Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin and Taehyung I'm one of the backup dancers that HYBE employs every once in a while so I'm pretty familiar with you all or at least I know a lot about you I mean I-" "It's very nice to meet you y/n" Namjoon says, cutting off my nervous rambling right from the start.

"You guys too! Jungkook talks about you all so much that I almost feel like I know you already" I say and they all smile at that. "We feel the same way, Jungkook never shuts up about you" Taehyung says and I can feel Jungkook stiffen behind me and I smile, happy but somehow nervous having learned that information.

"Hyung, a word?" Jungkook says, singling out the one that's closest in age to him and I can see Taehyung's whole body droop before he gets up, realizing the kind of scolding he's bound to get.

Once they leave I'm left with the other five but luckily Jimin is still here so I'm not totally alone. "So y/n Jungkook tells us you've been friends since you were kids right?" Jin asks, starting the conversation off smoothly so as to not put too much pressure on me.

"Yeah! We met when we were about five years old. It really feels like I've know him my whole life" I say, smiling shyly and Jimin takes the initiative of leading me over to sit on one of the arm chairs. "Twenty years is definitely a long time. It's crazy how you guys have been able to stay friends that long with him being an idol and all that" Hoseok says, elbows rested on his knees almost fascinated at the thought.

"Well he made a promise to me before he went to Seoul and promises are very important to us" I say and they all nod, having experienced the same with him since they had known each other for ages already as well. "So you guys are best friends right?" Namjoon asks, leaning forward as well, as if he's working his way up to asking another question.

"I mean yeah, it's kind of embarrassing but besides him and my roommate I don't really have any other friends. Well I mean I have the dancers I work with but they're more colleagues than anything" I relay and they give me a sad smile.

"Yeah that seems to be the case when you work in this industry but hey any friend of Jungkook is a friend of ours as well so you just gained six more friends to add to the list!" Hoseok chimes in.

"Thank you guys that really means a lot to me. I've just been so career minded that I haven't really taken time to make new friends" I say and I'm met with a strong hand on my shoulder making me look up and see a smiling Jungkook looking down at me. "Luckily I'm here though right?" he asks almost as if my words had made him a little insecure.

"Of course! You'll always be my best friend. Nothing and no one will ever change that" I say, placing my hand on top of his and giving it a firm squeeze.

Something Jungkook always seems to need is reassurance about us and that we'll always be together. It might just be because I'm sure he's gained and lost a lot of friends having worked in this industry and seen people's true colors as they started to grow in popularity. 

It's probably hard for him to know who he can and cannot really trust outside of his members.

"Hey what's with that look Jungkook come on sit down there's no need to be so serious" Namjoon says and Hoseok joins in making Jungkook feel a bit more at ease. "Can we sit together?" Jungkook whispers and I nod before getting up and he sits down where I had just been and pulls me down onto his lap.

This isn't an unusual thing between us but from the looks of the six pairs of eyes staring back at us you would think we had done something scandalous.

"Is everything alright guys?" I ask, watching as they collectively start looking back and forth between us before Yoongi chimes in. "Calm down guys they said they're just friends" he says and so eventually the weirdness that had settled in goes away and we continue on throughout the night laughing and talking into the wee hours in the morning.

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"Is it really already two?" Jimin says and at that I jump. "Wait are you serious? My mom is probably freaking out thinking I got caught out in the storm. I need to get going" I say trying to stand up but I'm stopped with a strong arm around my waist, keeping me in place.

"You mom called my mom a couple of hours ago to make sure you were okay and she told her that you would probably just be staying over tonight because of the storm" he whispers and I shudder at the thought.

Jungkook and I haven't spent the night together since he left for Seoul so the thought of doing it now when I'm sitting on his lap and with his hand dangerously close to crawling under my shirt has me feeling breathless. "Oh okay, but where am I gonna sleep?" I ask and he smiles at that.

"You'll sleep with me in my room, you know, for old times sake" he offers with a shy smile and I nod, nervous but not nervous enough to turn him down. It's Jungkook after all. We're best friends right? Just friends...

~~~~~

"Goodnight guys!" I say after the eight of us have talked for another hour or so, Jungkook following close behind as we make our way upstairs. "Text me if you guys need anything but try not to need me" Jungkook says and I see all of the guys give him a knowing smile besides Jin who has been scandalized by the thought of anything happening but it wasn't something that I had caught onto just yet.

"Behave" is all he says and Jungkook rolls his eyes at him before he rushes me upstairs with Jin scolding him all the way but he's quickly silenced by Yoongi, reminding him that Jungkook's parents are asleep.

"They seem really nice" I say once we've gotten into Jungkook's room. "Yeah they're alright" he says, walking over to his closet and throwing me a tee shirt and a pair of sweats, grabbing the same for himself.

"I'm gonna go use the bathroom unless you want to first?" he asks and I shake my head allowing him to do as he says with him closing the door behind him, leaving me alone in his childhood bedroom just like I had been in mine.

It's been ages since I've been in here, let alone slept in here and I feel as though everything has almost been frozen in time. His mirroring mine with all the pictures his mom and dad had taken of us over the years and even a few of his old drawings he had pinned up on the wall.

I start to get undressed and put on the sweats first and when I'm slipping his shirt over my head his door opens and quickly put it on the rest of the way and hear him start apologizing. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry I forgot to knock" he says quickly and when I turn around he has both of his hands over his eyes.

"It's alright no big deal" I laugh and he shift from one foot to the other nervously. "Can I open my eyes now?" he asks and I laugh at his almost innocent nature. "Yes you can open your eyes" I say and pinch his side making him flinch. "Hey!" he says and I shush him immediately reminding him of all the sleeping people on the level bellow us.

"No one can hear us from up here you know that" he laughs, reminding me that his parents bedroom as well as everyone else is downstair on the opposite side of the house. The only things upstairs being his older brother's old room and his father's office.

"We should still be quiet" I scold playfully and he takes that as a challenge. "Oh yeah?" he says taking a step towards me and making me take a step back. "Yeah" I say, less confident in my wording than before leaving him lunging at me and tickling me mercilessly to the point where I can't even breathe anymore.

"J-jungkook stop!" I say between painful laugher and he only stops when I start hitting him. "Okay okay. Truce?" he asks, pulling back and holding out his hand to shake. "Truce" I echo, shaking his hand to seal the deal.

We stand there for a second with our hands still connected and swaying them back and forth, neither of us really knowing where to go from here. "We should probably get some sleep" I offer and he nods his head and leads me over to his bed letting me climb in first and him following soon after since his bed and placed against the wall.

"You need anything else? Another pillow? Maybe another blanket?" he asks after we've both settled in. "With the human heater you are? No I'll be fine" I say and he pushes my shoulder a bit me having faced away from him.

I turn around and realize that that might've been my first mistake of many to come.

"Tell me about the comeback you're working on. Have they been nice to you?" he asks, laying on his side facing me, suddenly becoming a bit serious. "Oh, um yeah everyone is really nice and the boys although energetic and goofy have been very professional about it all" I say in reference to the Enhypen comeback I'm working on.

"What's the name of their title track again?" he asks, settling in a bit and moving just a little bit closer, hardly noticeable unless you were fixated on it like I am right now. "Bite Me. You know because their whole back story for the group is Vampires" I say, laughing it off since it could be interpreted in many different ways.

He hums in acknowledgement lost in thought as he glances down at my lips for a second that I nervously bite in response. "It's a partnered dance right? I've heard about it in passing" he asks and I nod my head, "Who are you paired up with?" he asks, tonging his cheek at the thought of it.

"Sunghoon. He's been very quiet and very respectful. If anything I wish he would talk to me a little bit more so we could feel a bit more comfortable with each other but I'm sure we'll get there" I laugh, remembering how he barely spoke to me when we initially got paired up.

"Does he call you Noona?" he asks and I swallow at the thought of him being jealous because if there's one thing I know about Jungkook is that he get's extremely jealous.

"Um, yeah, they all do. You know I don't like keeping that overly formal relationship with anyone so it's been helpful breaking down those walls and a way of treating them as regular guys instead of idols. I think they get enough treatment like that you know?" I ask and he hums in response, not having much more to ask for a few beats.

"How close do you guys get? Like does he put his hands on you?" he asks, clenching his jaw a bit and that's a dead ringer for his jealously growing. "Jungkook this is a part of my job. He doesn't do more than he's supposed to and same with me" I say and I can see how his mood starts to change a bit.

"Hey, what's got you all upset about this?" I ask, not wanting to beat around the bush. I know better and it's best to just confront these things head on. "I just don't like the thought of other guys touching you. I know, I know it's stupid and it shouldn't upset me but it does" he says, flopping down on his back and throwing his arm over his face.

I sit up and turn towards him, pulling his arm off and making him look at me. "Why does it bother you?" I ask, genuinely curious as to why something like this would make him upset.

"Do I really need to spell it out to you?" he says furrowing his brow as if I've done something wrong. "Well obviously you do because I don't understand why you would care about thi-" I start but he cuts me off by pulling my arm and making me fall onto his chest.

"Jungkook I-" "No, don't say anything. Push me away if you don't want this but please don't overthink it" he says, flicking his eyes between my eyes and lips, looking more vulnerable than he ever has.

I hold my breath, taking in what is happening between us and there's nothing inside of me that doesn't want this and he knows that.

We stay there for another second or two until he puts his hand on my neck keeping me in place. "Last chance" he whispers, his breath fanning against my lips and before I can even second guess myself I'm pressing my lips against his.

He keeps one hand on my neck and the other one has found it's way to my hip, trailing up and down my side and eventually grabbing onto my thigh to guide me to straddle him, making the kiss more intense and full of longing.

"We shouldn't be doing this" I say when I break the kiss for a second but he pulls me back in kissing me again in protest. "Shut up" he whispers as a way to remind me to not overthink it.

I run one of my hands through his hair and grip onto the strands wanting to keep him here and never let him go and that sparks a new intensity to the kiss him now flipping us over so I'm now on my back.

I giggle against his lips and he smiles against mine kissing me more and more into a daze, drunk on his lips and the way he's touching me.

His hands become a bit more bold as one stays on my jaw while the other trails up my shirt, keeping a strong hand against my hip squeezing it as a way to tell me he wants more, wants everything I'll give him.

He switched from keeping his hips hovering above me to pressing against mine, chancing a soft grind against them making me whine at the contact making him do it again earning more soft sounds from me.

Soon he grinding into me, his hard on having been brushing against my clit, the friction driving me mad making me breathe out his name when his lips start to trail down my jaw and along my neck, kissing and sucking and biting his way down while his hips never falter.

"Tell me to stop" he says, pulling away and looking down on me, making me furrow my brows in confusion. "Tell me to stop and I will but if I keep going I don't think I'll be able to stop" he says, his lips wet and swollen, his hair a mess and I would be out of my mind if I pushed him away now.

"Don't stop" I say, placing my hand on his neck and guiding him back down to my lips, needing him like I need air and he growls against my lips, his excitement growing ask he slips his hands further up my shirt, now resting on my ribs, so close yet so far from touching me where I want him to.

I whine and he chuckles against my lips before asking me if he can take my shirt off which I answer by sitting up and pulling it off myself leaving him to do the same. My eyes widen seeing his sculpted muscles being a lot more defined than I thought they would be and he smirks once he sees my reaction.

"Like what you see?" he asks and I hit his chest before pulling him back down. "Just shut up and kiss me" I scold and he does just that.

His hands roam the bare skin I've revealed to him and he starts to trail his lips down my neck and onto my chest where he suck marks on it until he's stopped by my bra. He bites it and tugs on a little to gauge my reaction and I arch my back as a wordless plea to take it off which he does immediately.

He curses at the sight of them before looking back up at me. "You're so pretty" he says before pressing his lips up against mine again. his hands finding their way to my breasts first, squeezing them and toying with my nipples granting him more whines when he squeezes a bit too hard.

"You're so good to me" he says trailing his lips down my chest again sucking marks into me as if he way trying to paint me as his own, leaving me with the proof of what we had done together.

When he wraps his lips around my nipple I know that I'm a goner, my whole body on fire and all my senses trained on him.

Watching as his brows furrow in concentration, hearing as he groans against them, giving both of them the same attention making me lose my mind. Still tasting him on my tongue, smelling the minty flavor as he licked it into my mouth. Feeling his hands traveling lower, toying with the drawstring I have tied tight around my waist.

He lets go of my nipple leaving it puffy wet, hardening even more from the cold air reaching it after having been left the warmth of his mouth. "Can I take them off?" he asks and I nod my head but he shakes his. "Use your words" he says, tugging on the string but not enough to untie it.

"Yes Jungkook please" I choke out, my rational brain having been lost a long time ago. "Can I take it all off?" he says toying with the waistband of my under ware as well. "Yes" I say and he smile from not having to prompt me again.

He looks at me for another second and then he busies himself with taking off the last bits of clothing that was hiding me from him.

Once he pulls it all off he curses from being met with my glistening folds and trails his hands up my thighs and looks up at me wordlessly asking for permission. "Touch me Jungkook please, do something" I groan, getting restless with the pace he's going at.

"Patience princess" he taunts and I hold my breath after hearing that pet name roll off his tongue like that. "You gonna be quiet for me?" he asks, trailing his nose against my inner thigh. "I thought you said n-no one could hear us up here" I choke out and he chuckles dryly, surprised I've still got enough of a clear mind to talk back.

"That's true but it depends on where you are in the house. In a perfect world they would all be sound asleep but if someone was to be roaming around, well let's just say it's best if you stay as quiet as you can" he says, blowing cold air onto my center leaving me flinching at the feeling.

"Me? What about y-you?" I stutter and he tilts his head at me. "We both know who the loud one is gonna be" he says now cocking a brow at me, daring me to argue otherwise which I don't leaving him turning his attention back to what he was about to do.

He looks between my folds for a second almost studying it and I groan a bit, embarrassed at the sight but he simply kisses my inner thigh in response. "Everything about you is so pretty even your pretty little pussy. Even better than I thought it would be" he says and before I'm able to react to that he's already put his mouth on me.

Tracing his tongue up and down my folds and sucking on my clit, taking his time and being gentle with me, learning what brings me the most pleasure from the sounds I'm making and the way my thighs start shaking.

"You're so perfect. So pretty and vocal for me" he growls and I moan a his words of praise. He continues his ministrations until my back is arching off the bed and I'm so close to cumming stopping only to praise me again tipping me over.

"There you go, so so good for me" he says, pumping his fingers inside me to fuck me through my high, only stopping when it gets to be too much. "You did so well. So quiet for me, making sure only I could hear you. Making all kinds of soft sounds for me" he praises before kissing me, making me taste myself on his tongue, moaning into his mouth and never wanting to come back to reality.

"You think you can give me another one?" he asks, squeezing my hip and dragging his eyes down my body again. "Yeah" I whisper, watching as his hunger grows. "You gonna let me fuck this pretty little pussy? Been dying to for so long" he says making my eyes widen, realizing that what I heard before wasn't something I made up.

"You've been what?" I ask, getting breathless at the thought of him wanting me like this. "Haven't you figured it out yet? It's been so hard for me to stay away from you. I just didn't realize I had been doing that good of a job" he says and I get even more confused.

"Jungkook what are you trying to say?" I ask, wanting to get a straight answer out of him. "You're really gonna make me say it...Alright" he mutters to himself and I can see how embarrassed he's gotten all of a sudden.

"I know this has kind of been done backwards but I've been in love with you for as long as I can remember and I know love is a strong word and I know now isn't the best time to say something like this but I-" he rambles but I pull him down into a kiss that shows him that I've felt the same way. I've just been too scared to admit it.

"Just fuck me and we'll talk about this later" I say against his lips, breathless from how long that kiss had gone on. "Someone's eager" he teases and I glare at him telling him to get on with it or stop. "Okay okay" he laughs and strips down and lays between my legs.

My eyes widen at the sheer size of him, he's not too big but definitely bigger than I would've thought based on how tight his jeans have been throughout the years. "It's okay I'll make sure it won't hurt" he says nudging his nose against mine.

"Do you trust me?" he asks and I answer 'yes' without any hesitation. "Tap me twice if it gets to be too much" he says and I nod before he's planting his lips against mine while he rubs the tip up and down my folds making me mewl and pull him closer.

He pushes the tip in and it's already got me close to cumming. After everything that's happened today I never thought we would've ended up here. He presses in further and I let out a high pitched whimper and he stops, breaking the kiss.

"Are you okay?" he asks, looking down on me, mesmerized by the sight of my flushed cheeks and dilated pupils with the fucked out expression I'm already giving him. "Yes keep going" I pant out and pull him back down into a kiss, trying to muffle my gasps and moans against his lips.

Once he's bottomed out he stops, enjoying to warmth of my walls and grunting when he feels how hard I'm clenching around him. "Fuck, are you alright?" he asks, turning his full attention to me, pushing away his urges and making sure that I'm feeling good too.

"So big, I'm sorry just gimme a sec" I pant and he chuckles, placing a soft pecks on my lips. "We'll take it slow" he says and after a couple more seconds I tell him to move. He slowly pulls out of me the slightest bit and pushes back in, inching further and further out making his thrusts go deeper every time.

"Fuck you're so tight" he grunts, biting my shoulder as a way to drown out some of his sounds of pleasure. He's finally able to pull almost all the way out, leaving just the tip in and he looks down at where we're connected and curses under his breath before he thrusts back inside of me, bottoming out and knocking the air out of my lungs.

He settles into a faster pace than before, growling in my ear how good I'm making him feel. "Fuck I've been dying to do this for so long. You drive me fucking insane, making me feel so fucking good. You're so perfect for me" he says, praising me and driving me utterly speechless, not being able to think straight and the only word that falls from my lips over and over are his name muttered amongst other incoherent noises that only encourage him to keep going.

My walls flutter around him and start getting tighter, a clear sign to him that I'm close and he coaches me through it. "I know, I know" he mutters, his forehead resting up against mine as our breath intermingles, getting closer and closer to that high.

"I can't I can't" I cry out, squeezing around him and making him curse, a few tears streaming down my face "It's okay, you can cum" he says and at that I tip over the edge losing myself and forgetting to be quiet, making him throw a hand over my mouth to muffle my cries.

"S-so close princess" he stutters out and I nod, letting him fuck me through my high and he's cumming soon after, smashing his lips on mine, not trusting himself to muffle his own cries.

He continues doing shallow thrusts into me until he's spent, both of us panting and overstimulated and he pulls out of me making both of us hiss at the feeling before he plops down on his back beside me.

We lay there for a second, catching our breaths and when I glance over at him I realize that he's already been looking at me and without saying a word we both bust out laughing.

"Did that really just happen?" I question, flipping over on my side to face him. "Yeah, um I guess it did" he chuckles nervously, running his fingers through his hair. "What's wrong?" I ask, scared that he might've regretted it. "No nothing's wrong! You're perfect, this was perfect I just feel bad about doing this all wrong" he says, overthinking things just like he told me not to.

"Hey, this is us we're talking about. Nothing ever ends up going the way it's supposed to. I don't regret doing it this way. Do you?" I ask, hoping his answer will be no. "I don't regret it I just wish I could've confessed to you properly. You know, asking you out on a date and all of that stuff" he says, more shy than anything.

"Jungkook we've known each other for twenty years. I think we're past doing things properly. Plus for what it's worth" I pause and whisper in his ear, "I'm in love with you too" I say and the next second I'm back on my back with him on top of me again.

"You're just dying to get fucked again aren't you?" he growls, against my lips making me laugh at his change in demeanor. One second he's a shy insecure Koo and the next he's Jeon Jungkook ready to fuck my brains out. I wouldn't want it any other way though.

"Maybe" I tease and and he trails a hand up and down my inner thigh. "What do you mean maybe? Hmm?" he says trailing kisses down my neck this time leaving big smooches making so much noise with each kiss leaving me writhing around, laughing and trying to push him off from how ticklish it is.

After we've both calmed down he gazes down at me, taking in all my features before gliding his eye down my torso to where we're pressed against each other.

"You ready?" he asks, trailing his finger up and down my slit making me shiver at the process. "Still so wet for me" he groans, kissing me and playing with my clit making me squirm. "Please" I breathe out and he lines back up before looking up at me. I nod my head and he looks back down, pushing just the tip in and noticing how I tense up.

"Still sensitive?" he asks, running a hand up and down my side, giving me kisses trying to make me feel more comfortable. "A little. Just go slow" I say and he nods, pushing into me inch by inch taking care to read my reactions and slow down when my breathing picks up until he's bottomed out.

He kisses me on the forehead and rasps a chant of praises in my ear. "So good for me. You're doing so well. You feel so good. You were made for me" amongst other things that give me a fluttery feeling in my stomach and making me let out breathy moans in response.

"Can I move?" he asks and I take a deep breath before nodding and he takes my words from before so seriously. Rocking his hips back and forth so carefully and making my mind melt, feeling every inch and whining when he hits that spot.

"Right there?" he asks, hitting it again and he takes my gasp for breath as a response, getting high from how good I feel wrapped around him and all the reactions I couldn't hold back even if I tried. This pace feeling more intense, more intimate.

As we reach our highs, one soon after the other I find myself slowly losing consciousness and he kisses me until I fade away, loving how slow and lazy they get as the minutes pass by.

He pulls out of me once I've slowly drifted off leaving me mewling in my sleep making him lose his mind and wanting to go again but he holds himself back and chooses to laugh at how adorable he find me. Lazy and fucked out with a small pout on my lips making him somehow fall even more in love with me.

He knows I should pee but he'll let me rest for a bit, going to the bathroom to clean himself up before coming back to watch me sleep before ultimately cleaning me up, knowing that I'll hate the feeling of waking up messy more than waking up to him taking care of me.

I whine in my sleep when he dabs the warm towel around and on my center, apologizing and doing his best to hurry up but still making sure to be gentle with me. Once he's almost finished is when I finally come to and start to open my sleep ridden eyes.

"I'm sorry I had to wake you but you should really go pee before we go to bed" he says and I hum in agreement, taking a second to wake up before reaching out my hand, a nonverbal plea for him to help me up which he does so graciously.

Luckily he has an ensuite and so I don't have to worry about covering up but I still end up grabbing his shirt and slipping it on before having him help me to the bathroom, legs still feeling wobbly as a result of what he did to me.

He laughs at my efforts and decides to scoop me up instead, plopping me down on my feet and leaving the bathroom, closing the door behind him to thankfully grant me some privacy, we're close but not I'll go to the bathroom in front of you close.

I sit down and take a second to clear my head, trying to process everything that just happened.

I just slept with my best friend who has been in love with me for years and I finally admitted to the both of us that I have been too and now...well now what? I take a deep breath and finish up, standing up and flushing to toilet before going to wash my hands, gasping at the sight of my mascara running down my face, it's not a lot but still.

"Why didn't you tell me I looked like this?" I whine, catching him in the middle of changing the sheets. "What's the problem? You look hot" he says nonchalantly. "More like a hot mess" I groan, helping him finish up making the bed.

"The fact that I made sure you look freshly fucked is hot" he says, coming up to me and grabbing me by my hips, pulling me into him and planting a smooch on my pouty lips that I eventually relax and deepen the kiss into a slow sensual one.

"No, not again" I say breaking the kiss and stepping back. "How did you know I was gonna-" "We might not have done this before but that doesn't mean I don't know what you're up to" I say, turning away from him and going back to the bathroom, making sure to sway my hips a little bit to taunt him.

"Keep acting like that and you won't be leaving this room anytime soon" he growls as I slowly close the door leaving it open just enough for me to stick my head out. "Is that a threat?" I ask playfully, loving the reactions I'm getting out of him. "That's a promise princess" he rasps leaving me widening my eyes before closing the door quickly and quietly behind me, still close enough to hear his dry laugh in amusement.

After washing my face and using a new toothbrush I found in his drawer I climb back into bed and he pulls me into him immediately, leaning over me and placing his phone on his bedside table and notice there's somewhat of an unreadable expression on his face.

"What's wrong?" I ask, leaning back to look at him, worried that something might've happened. "Nothings wrong I just think you're gonna get mad at me if I tell you" he says, laying back down and pulling me closer, making it harder for me to look at him but I pull back again.

"Why would I get mad at you?" I ask, now even more suspicious. "A few of the guys heard us" he mumbles and I jump up almost falling out of the bed in the process. "What do you mean a few?" I ask, horrified at the thought. "All of them..." he say, wincing at the thought of my next reaction.

"All of them?!?!? Jungkook you said no one could hear us up hear!" I whisper scream, blushing at the fact that we got found out so easily. "Well everyone but Yoongi. He was the first one to knock out but I'm sure the guys will end up telling him" he relays, mumbling the last part.

"Jungkook" I scold, hitting his chest a few times. "Hey we're adults and we didn't do anything wrong. It's their fault for being perverts" he says, rolling his eyes at the thought.

"What did they hear..." I ask just above a whisper as if the walls had ears. "Nothing too crazy just the bed creaking a bit and some muffled voices" he says and at the I craw under the covers, trying my best to disappear.

"Hey what's the matter" he chuckles trying to pull the blanket off of me but I keep a strong grip on it. "Just leave me here to die" I groan and he laughs again. "Come on it's not that serious" he says, trying to pull them off, this time succeeding.

"Nothing serious? You just told me that your bandmates, that mind you I just met tonight-" "Well technically it was yesterday..." he cuts me off. "Not the point! You're telling me they not only heard us having sex but it was after the both of us swore up and down we were just friends? Jungkook I'm never gonna be able to face them" I say, grabbing a pillow and laying down on my back, burring my face in it.

"Just do it, put me out of my misery" I plead, my voice muffled while I ask him to smother me which he does so for about ten seconds before letting up after I start making noise. "You were really about to kill me weren't you?" I say, sitting back up and hitting him with the pillow before he grabs it and throws it on the other side of the bed and out of reach.

"No...but I do like the idea of breath play" he grins and I tackle him, making him fall on his back and trapping his wrists against the mattress. "This isn't funny Jeon this is serious" I scold and he laughs, enjoying how completely and utterly mortified I am.

"How did they even find out?" I groan, rubbing my temples and sitting back, still straddling his waist. "Taehyung was looking for a bathroom and woke Jimin up to help him find it and when they heard us Jimin woke Hobi up who tried to wake Yoongi up but he just groaned out a cruse leaving Hobi waking Namjoon up who hesitated, but still ended up waking Jin up" he lists off making me cringe more and more as the list goes on.

"That's it, I'm staning Seventeen. My bias is Mingyu and my bias wrecker is Hoshi. Here's my Army card and my light stick" I say, holding out two empty hands and he swats them away, refusing the offer

"Hey! Why out of the thirteen of them does my best friend need to be your bias? Am I not enough?" he pouts. "You're enough but that doesn't mean I can't pick a bias. It's not my fault all your friends are hot" as soon as the words leave my mouth he flips me on my back, glaring at me with a jealousy I've never seen from him.

"Come again?" he growls. "No that's alright, three's good enough for me" I say, teasing him and using an alternate meaning instead. "Ha Ha you're soooo funny" he says with a fake laugh, rolling his eyes at me. 

He gets off and leans up against the headboard, letting out a huge sigh and running his fingers through his hair. "Hey you know I'm just teasing you. You're the only idol, no, the only man I need in my life alright" I say, pulling his face back towards me and kissing him, soft and sweet and he tries to deepen it again but I pull away leaving him groaning at the denial yet again. 

"Nope bed" I say, tapping him twice on the chest and turning around, giving him my back. "Come on please" he whines, cuddling up close and rubbing his already semi hard against me. "I'm tired Jungkook" I say, pushing his hips off of me and he pouts burying his face into my neck. 

"Can I put it in? I won't do anything" he says against my skin, placing a couple kisses here and there leaving me hardly any sanity to say no. "You're into cock warming huh?" I chuckle and he hum in acknowledgment. 

"Come on please" he asks, rubbing it against my ass again until I finally lose the mental battle I'm having. "Fine but I wanna sleep Jeon so no funny business" I say and he quickly takes off the boxers he had thrown on and lifts up the shirt I'm wearing and eases it inside of me, nothing stopping him since I have nothing on underneath. 

I whine a bit at the stretch, this being a different angle than before and he kisses my neck to distract from the pain. Once he's settles in he takes the strong hand he had gripping my hip and slides it up my waist, grabbing one of my boobs and sigh, comfortable and ready to pass out. 

"Who said you could touch me like that too?" I ask and he shushes me and goes quiet, quickly drifting off to sleep. 'This man is unbelievable' I think to myself and try to ease my mind, breathing and trying to distract myself from the fact that I have Jungkook's dick inside of me while he's happily asleep behind me with his big tattooed hand around my breast, occasionally squeezing it in his sleep. 

After coaching myself through it and mentally blocking it all out I eventually drift off to get some well earned rest...

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"Jungkook, y/n breakfast!" is the next thing I hear, Mrs. Jeon calling us to come down and it takes everything in me to not ignore it and fall back asleep. "Jungkook" I say sleepily, still in a fucked out daze with my senses coming back to me one by one and remembering that I still have his dick buried deep inside me. 

"Jungkook your mom made us breakfast" I mumble out and all I'm left with are his soft snores and his hand squeezing my breast, still very much asleep. I take a deep breath and try to figure out my options here and decide to give him a not so rude awakening, fucking myself back against him leaving him stirring awake, letting out breathy moans still not fully conscious of what's going on. 

Once he starts to come to he slides his hand down to my hip, mumbling my name sleepily against my skin. "You're not playing fair" he says, moaning into my ear and only making me need him even more. "They called for us to come down for breakfast" and at that she echoes what she said before leaving Jungkook groaning, hating the thought of stopping. 

"Be there in a minute" he yells, trying to keep his voice level. "That hurt" I complain, scolding him for yelling in my ear. "You'll get over it" he says and bites down on my neck before gripping my hip again. He takes over, thrusting harder into me leaving me covering my mouth, staying quiet as a mouse knowing that for sure anyone could hear us. 

After both of us have come down from our high Jungkook give my shoulder as kiss and slips out, both of hating the loss of contact but knowing we need to stop. He gets up and brings me a warm damp towel and cleans me up before throwing me some new clothes to change into. 

"Can I borrow a hoodie too?" I ask and he turns around, placing it on the bed next to me. We take turns going into the bathroom and straightening ourselves up and I shrug the hoodie on at the end, throwing the hood up, pulling the drawstrings and tying them tight leaving him laughing at the sight. 

"What?" I ask, glaring at him. "You look ridiculous" he snorts and I roll my eyes leaving the bathroom and going back into his room, "I'd rather look ridiculous than show everyone downstairs what you did to me" I say, plopping down on his bed and waiting for him to put a shirt on although I would very much prefer he didn't. 

"It's fine don't worry about it. All the guys already know" he says, throwing on a hoodie on as well after noticing how cold it is. "Yeah but what about your parents! There's no way in hell I'm letting them see this" I say, crossing my arms over my chest and mentally praying that I'll sink into the floor to avoid this interaction all together. 

"They already know that I've liked you for the longest time so it was only a matter of time until this happened" and my jaw drops at the thought. "Your mom knew too? How many people knew before me" I ask, scared of what the answer might be. "Pretty much everyone that I'm close to. Even your parents knew" he says giving me a crooked smile.

"My parents knew?!?!" I gasp in total disbelief that this is happening. "It's not my fault you're oblivious" he say and I wack him in the arm leaving him laughing at, from his perspective my continued adorable reactions. 

"Let's just go downstairs and have breakfast alright. I promise you everyone knew this was gonna happen and they all have been very supportive of it for the longest time" he says, guiding me up and out of his room. "You know this isn't making me feel any better right?" I pout and his only response is placing a kiss on my lips before running downstairs leaving me behind. 

I take a deep breath and follow slowly behind him into the most embarrassing breakfast I'm sure I'll ever have.

"Good morning sleepy heads" Mrs. Jeon greets us as she places a bowl of strawberries on the table along with the other incredible looking food already set out for us. "Good morning" I say and plop down on the seat next to Jimin and across from Jungkook. 

"Did you guys sleep alright" he asks with a knowing smile leaving me sinking further down on the seat and covering my face. "I don't wanna talk about it" I mumble and he laughs but leaves it at that. It doesn't stop the amused glances from the rest of the group and the not so subtle teasing along with it though. 

"You alright there y/n you look kinda cold" Tae says as I take a drink of water making me choke, Jimin tapping on my back as I cough through it and try to catch my breath. "Yeah just a little" I say and glance over at Jungkook who is clearly loving this. 

He winks at me before reaching for my plate and adding some food to it, knowing what I like and don't like and putting the perfect amount. 

You know, I really am oblivious now that I think about it. He's always done stuff like this and has always taken care of me and wants to make sure I'm okay. I guess I always just chalked it up to friendship but again, I'm clearly just oblivious.

~~~~~

As the breakfast continues it goes from harmless teasing to comfortable conversation and soon we're all getting ready to head off. 

Once Jungkook and I are back upstairs I go into his room with the intention of gathering up my stuff but he has other ideas and presses me against the door, kissing me breathless. 

"Jungkook we need to get going" I groan and he kisses me once more before backing away. "Okay I just can't help it" he says, sad as if he had gotten his gameboy taken away. "I'm sure you'll live" I laugh and he rolls his eyes before getting a bag for me to put my stuff in and making sure I find everything. 

"Here" he says, throwing me my bra he found that had some how ended up the opposite side of the room. "Hey!" I yell and he giggles at my reaction before running out and heading downstairs. 

"Is y/n ready?" Jin asks as he looks back up towards the way that Jungkook had just came from. "Yeah she'll be out in a second" he says and Jin nods before smacking him upside the head. 

"Hey! What was that for?" he yells, making all the guys laugh at the interaction. "I told you to behave yet you did the exact opposite" he scolds, reminding him of the warning he gave us before we went upstairs. 

"Yeah well it kinda just...happened" he says shyly. "Uh huh" Jin says, rolling his eyes at him and walking out the door with a few other members. "I just hope you were careful" Hobi says putting a hand on my shoulder. "Hyung" he whines, dragging the word out leaving Hobi giggling on his way out to the car. 

"You gonna be ready to head out?" Namjoon asks when the others have already placed all of their stuff in the trunk. "Yeah but I'm gonna head back with y/n. I'll have a staff member pick me up from her place later" he says and Namjoon gives him a suspicious look before nodding and heading out as well. 

When Namjoon is just walking out is when I just start coming downstairs. "Oh are you guys all heading out?" I question surprised to see them go so soon. "They're gonna get going but I'm gonna drive back with you. Well as long as that's okay with you?" he asks, rubbing the back of his neck again, I swear that's my favorite thing he does. 

"Sure, you can drive back with me" I say giving him a soft smile making him light up. "Awesome! Lemme just go say goodbye to mom" he says hurriedly and rushes to go find them with me following slowly behind. 

"You guys taking off too?" she asks, giving me a hug after letting go of Jungkook. "Yeah I've got a lot of work to do and need to rehearse before I meet up with the artists again this week" I say, pulling back and giving her a soft smile. "Well don't work too hard and make sure to keep an eye on him. And for heavens sake Jungkook ask her on a date already" she teases, whacking Jungkook on the arm. 

"Mom" Jungkook whines and I smile at the interaction. "Don't worry I'll keep him in check" I say and she chuckles while Jungkook glares at me. 

"Where's Mr. Jeon?" I question not seeing him anywhere. "Oh he had some errands to run but I'll let him know that you said goodbye" she says, placing a soft hand on my arm. "Yes please give him my best and thank you so much for everything! Hopefully we'll see each other again soon" I say and she nods and starts to walk us out. 

"I'm sure we will, you've gotta make sure to drag him along with you" she says, whacking him on the arm again leaving him rubbing the area, no doubt a bit sensitive from being thoroughly abused this morning. "I will" I say and we finish up our goodbyes at Jungkook's house and are soon finishing up at my parent's house as well. 

"Ask her out on a date already Jungkook I want some grandkids" my mom not so subtly whispers. "Mom!" I whine, surprised that she would be so bold to say something like that. "Honey you're not slick I promise. I could only imagine the damage that hoodie is hiding under there" she says with a wink. "MOM!" I yell and Jungkook giggles, oh how the turntables have turntabled. 

"Don't worry I've got it all under control" Jungkook says, giving my mom a hug and she's quickly shooing us out, reminding us to drive safe. "Hey toss me the keys" Jungkook says leaving my brows furrowed together but doing so all the same. 

"You wanna drive?" I question and he nods his head happily. "Yeah I don't get to do it often so I like to do it when I can" he explains, sinking down into the driver's seat. "You know that really makes me regret my decision" I say worriedly, doing just the same. "Oh come on I'm a great driver" he says, and I cock a brow at him. "Uh huh" I say, emphasizing each syllable and he rolls his eyes at me, starting the car and backing out of the driveway after we've both put our seatbelts on. 

We wave goodbye to my mom one last time and then we're on our way back to Seoul. 

"You know you better not make me regret this" I warn after we've been driving for a while making him look over at me. "Regret what?" he asks, turning down the music that we've been listening to. "Letting you take my virginity" I say and he swerves slightly. "Hey be careful!" I scold and quickly regains control of himself again. 

"You what? You mean to tell me that a fine ass, driven, mature and independent woman like you was a virgin?" he says, shocked at the thought. "Well it's the fact that I'm so driven and independent that that anything like that was put on the back burner. Plus how am I gonna find a regular guy attractive when I'm surrounded by idols all day?" I say and he sighs and rolls his eyes. 

"Don't get jealous" I taunt. "I'm not jealous!" he refutes. "Oh so you wouldn't care if Taehyung gave me his number?" "He did what?!?!" he says, swerving again when he goes to look at me. "If you're gonna keep doing this when I say the slightest thing then I'm gonna need you to pull over so I can drive" I say while holding onto the handle above the door. 

"It's fine, I'm fine" he says and takes a deep breath, continuing on our drive and the car goes silent for a while. 

"Did he really give you his number?" he mumbles, clearly still jealous. "No, but Hobi added me to the group chat" and he groans at the thought of it. "Great! Now I'm gonna have to pay more attention to what's going on in there" he whines and we continue on our journey laughing and teasing and singing and making fools out of ourselves the whole time. 

I guess some people really are meant to be together. Who knew that that quiet little kid drawing with sidewalk chalk on the playground would be the answer to my forever... 

The End... (lemme know if you guys want an epilogue hehe)

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[svtminji]

𐙚 ‧ jeongmi ─── scenarios

╰ anon request: Your recent blog was so sweet!! It kinda shows us their relationship dynamic with each other. Maybe for another blog it could be “fan favorite moments” with them — ⭐️ anon

I 𝓲. I request ୨୧ jeonghan x oc

❪ 🏹  going seventeen  ❫ as always, going seventeen provides the viewer a comedic setting of seventeen and their idol personas. in this fic, you'll be able to read the jeongmi moments/cuts caught by carats. this is just a compilation of my favorite gose episodes 🥲 not proof-read 😞

﹙  INSOMNIA-ZERO I ﹚—  with seungcheol still in his hiatus, minji was the first person up and she had no clue what she was getting herself into. although there were a few remarks about her snarky behavior when she gets mad and her constant fights with s.coups, she had a clean slate. most of the members mentioned how she was quite literally their mother since they spent most, if not all, their time training. after her time was over, minji had left the mattress with a heartbeat of 98, which was not bad compared to the rest. minji handed jeonghan the heart monitor and sat herself next to wonwoo. 

as many might notice, the 95 line are quite stuck to the bone and minji was not afraid of spilling some secrets about jeonghan. the female member began talking about the "oppa" situation and jeonghan turned to the side trying to forget it. the members, who had already heard this story, continued it with jeonghan's prior remarks about how she would never have a clue. all of the chatter about the two later transferred to jeonghan's more devious plans towards the members; minji sat there in silence just montioring the members. once jeonghan's time was over, his first instinct was to look at the cause of the chaos: minji. 

"jeonghan-ah, remember. once your time is up, you can't defend yourself~"

[forced to be silent]

he gave her the stink eye and handed joshua the monitor. minji scooted to give him space, which he gladly took. the pair sat in silence for a while until he started to open his mouth about joshua. in the camera shots, you could see the small little heart eyes minji gave jeonghan whenever he spoke and would lean into him. it was the small signals that would drive shippers crazy.. though it would soon end after jeonghan was part of the three members that would go home early, minji being tied with another and turned her attention to joshua c:

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 민지 ⠀𓍼⠀⠀⠀𝐉.⠀⠀⠀정한

﹙  TTT 2020 ﹚—  this was the "going seventeen" episode that basically comfirmed the dating rumors between these two. minji, jeonghan, hoshi, and woozi were all in the same car on their way to the rented house. while woozi and driver jeonghan were in the front seats, minji and soonyoung were in the back having fun and giggling to each other. this led to frequent checks from jeonghan through the rearview-mirror only to spot minji looking at him and smiling :3. at their stop to get food, the "woozi cam" captured the pair walking together with jeonghan's arm around her. during the cuts of them eating, a slight drunk minji was basically all up on jeonghan. it got so worse the editors had to cut so much of the footage. 

while being on the losing team during foot-volleyball, minji made her way to the alcohol stand where her worst enemy laid, the vodka mix. offering to drink the member's shots, minji knew she wouldn't remember a thing tomorrow. before she started her third shot, jeonghan looked at her questionably and asked if she was okay doing this. 

"are you sure you're going to be okay? i don't want you throwing up on me later tonight."

"relax babe, i'll be fine! i used to go band for band when i was a teenager, it'll be alright~~"

[. . . . “babe”?]

noticing her slipup of the word "babe", jeonghan knew it was too late. the members just stared at her and hoped it wouldn't make it to the final cut (it did). though like the self-proclaimed pro she is, she raised the shot glass to her lips and threw her head back. the bitter aftertaste of whatever was in that container had left her feeling a little silly, which had meant the real fun had started to begin.

joining soonyoung in the fanatic drunks is minji. as stated before, minji becomes up and personal with the people around her when drunk. although she may have a high alcohol tolerance (thanks to her underage drinking), minji's affections become more and more affectionate when drinking way too much. 

during this time, minji and jeonghan were first beginning their relationship and they did not want to be exposing it right away to the cameras; but pair minji + alcohol and you get a mess that is quite hard to clean up. after she had made dinner, she sat between jeonghan and seungcheol. many fans point out the difference in actions done by the two men. jeonghan was basically minji's headrest and seungcheol was just there to balance her out. 

"hannie.. you look so pretty today.. like a cloud.."

"minji-ah, leave that poor man alone.."

"coups.. you look handsome too.."

coups + mizu + han + shua = the poly couple idc argue w the wall

the day after constant drinking and singing, minji was pretty much hung over #she threw up and spent most of her day taking things slow, especially when cleaning up the kitchen… moving into the car was the best thing she could’ve done. with hoshi taking the driver’s role on the way back, the '95 duo were left in the backseats and spent their time resting (cuddling eachother too bruh).

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﹙  AB-LIB GOING COMPANY ﹚—  the first ‘gose’ episode after the news of the couple… so let’s say the members didn’t quite hold back. starting off with the ceo and the employee relationship ..

[before minji enters (on standby with the "foreign department")]

“have you guys heard the rumor?” seungcheol starts while leaning in to talk with the rest of the ‘employees’. some of them shook their head and leaned in to hear.

“supposedly the ceo and mizuki.. are dating.” seungkwan revealed it. “but that’s just a rumor..”

“isn’t that nepotism?”

“hyung.. that’s when your born into the company..”

minji’s reaction, while on standby, was just her eye-rolling at what they were doing. though as soon as minghao, jun, and vernon started walking towards the rest of the ‘employees’, she followed them.

[staff chwe hansol, doi mizuki, wen junhui, xu minghao come to work]

“oh! good morning mizuki!” seungkwan smiled as he spoke as if he wasn’t talking about her a second ago.

“good morning seungkwan, how’s the research going?”

“research about what…?” minji smiled about his inital confusion and began her snarky comment.

“about my relationship with the ce-”

[ceo yoon jeonghan comes to work]

though she was cut off by jeonghan’s entrance, she just closed her mouth and stayed quiet. after embarking in the classic “content is power!” “sleep when you’re dead!” chants, the day went pretty eventful. not much was spoken about the ongoing question at hand but that was until jeonghan stirred the pot.

“let’s see who hasn’t spoken in a while.” jeonghan scanned the room to which he laid eyes on her scribbling down doodles. “ah, mizuki.. why don’t you share what’s on your notepad?”

seungcheol, who was across from her, snickered then later shook due to the ‘coldness’. minji smiled, stood up, and cleared her throat. “well, it says i’ll like to go home.”

[not taking her job seriously.. pure silence]

“great! everyone clap!” jeonghan replied after a few seconds of silence and everyone had followed through.

“what a guy.. only excusing her just because they’re dating..”

“this has to be corruption..”

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﹙  THE TRUMAN SHOW OF MR. SVT’S WE LIVE ALONE ﹚—  placed into a small room was seungcheol, minji, jeonghan, wonwoo, and seokmin. they were all commentating and watching the “everyday life” of mr. svt, mingyu. soon enough minji’s turn would begin as the new “mr. svt”.

[a good morning for the new mr. svt]

with an airpod in one ear, she knew it wouldn’t end well, especially with that devil in that room as well. the female made her way towards the kitchen to figure out a small snack. although she had eaten prior to the shoot, she thought of her members first.

“make some beef and noodles, minji-ah” seungcheol’s voice spoke within the airpod. minji, in order to pretend she didn’t hear it, thought about what to make for lunch.

“hmm.. beef and noodles seem good right now. i should start making some before my time is gone.”

[4th wall breaker]

as she began getting the ingredients, she paid no attention to the conversation in her ear. though on the other side, the members were complimenting her cooking skills.

“wah, i know it’s going to taste good. who’s next after her?” mingyu asked the question that was lingering in everyone’s mind.

“s.coups is next so he’ll be eating whatever is left..” jeonghan replied as he sighed.

minji, who didn’t want to disappoint her boyfriend, started to placed more beef into the frying pan. she smiled and spoke out loud: “i’ll make more meat for hannie and the rest.”

[thoughtful girlfriend and member]

“oooh~~” seokmin pushed jeonghan slightly at the words that came from her mouth. “don’t pretend to be coy!”

jeonghan became silent for a while, looking down and smiling.

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﹙  CHRISTMAS IN AUGUST II ﹚—  the episode loaded into with jeonghan in the middle of the set, using his food coupon. minji walked in with the rest of the members and managed to stand behind him. placing her arms around him, she whispered in his ear and to which he nodded. circling in the spaghetti with his utensils, he raised it up to her mouth and the female gladly to the bite.

[special privileges]

“wow.. you give her some but it’s the end of the world if you give us any bite huh?” dino spoke as he looked in disbelief.

“yah, she asked me politely. what type of man am i to deny her?”

minji just smiled and listened to the chaos she created. after the rules were explained once again, christmas in august had already begun (even if it wasn't even august 😞). she had small knowledge of horror games and the female would only play them with friends or family. considering this was a one time thing, minji didn’t mind at all. choosing the room that was the least scary led her to be in the room with seokmin, who immediately embraced her.

[a motherly aura enters]

“minji-noona~~ i’m so glad we’re together.” seokmin says as she sits down beside him.

“i was so scared, i didn’t want to choose a room that was all alone.” minji replies as she looks around the dark and empty room. in-front of them laid the gaming computer and she knew it wasn’t going to be an easy game.

after a while, the door opened once again and this time jeonghan entered. both seokmin and minji sighed in relief.

“a-yo, a-yo” jeonghan said as he broke up the silence within the room.

“i’m relieved you’re here” seokmin spoke as he motioned him to sit down.

[not lonely]

“i’m a spy”

“don’t lie” minji warned, she had enough of his shenanigans already.

“okay~~”

“just sit down and be quiet”

[jeonghan joins room 4]

after making jeonghan stay, they all waited for the next member to arrive.

“s.coups?” seokmin question as he saw a figure walk in.

“it’s s.coups? what is this?” jeonghan spoke as him and seokmin grabbed s.coups by the shoulders leading him towards the chairs.

[a full room: three ‘95s, and one ‘98]

“yay~~ it’s coups!! we’ll definitely beat whatever game we’re going to get” minji replied as she got up and hugged him.

“this is why i didn’t want to come.. to where you, seokmin, and jeonghan were” seungcheol finally spoke as he leaned away from the affections.

[sensitive eardrums]

minji pouted in response and got off of him, “you’re no fun at all.”

after the complaints, the group managed to make it throughout the game with barely any problems. although minji had barely touched the mouse and keyboard, she still managed to give in her in-put of where to go. though all that carats could see was her hiding behind jeonghan during the more graphic and intense scenes.

❪ 🐰 ❫ — an

this was originally supposed to be posted a LONG time ago.

i would add more gose but i haven’t caught up at all since the middle of 2023 and i would like to save some for the enlistment period 🥲

i decided to begin where it would signalize when they started to rlly like each other 🤞

[svt-nari]

seventeen reaction to ‘love wins all’ mv !

words: 2k-ish

a/n: not proofread!

nari laughed as she sat in front of the camera, the practice room lighting highlighting her features. the voices behind the camera wouldn’t stop teasing her, doing even more when s.coups joined her. you could hear their hollering from far, the twelve man causing a ruckus inside the big room – that felt far too small from their presence.

“our beautiful couple!~”, teased seungkwan with a following whistle from jeonghan, the others laughing and keeping the mess going.

“let’s just get it over with!”, nari whined. “sit down!”

just like baby ducklings they immediately followed up with her order and sat down behind the couple, politely smiling and waving at the camera.

“hi! we are seventeen!”, they introduced themselves.

“and today these doofus-“, she got many boo’s in response, giggling at it. “are going to react to my new music video… featuring coupsie!”, she smiled at him.

the action caused an even bigger reaction from the other men, the couple rolling their eyes as cheol shushed them to finally start their task at hand.

the production crew got the laptop and table all set in front of the group, nari admiring their moment as they seemed unbothered by the cameras and just kept their normal daily lives. the staff told them to start and nari prepared herself mentally for all the teasing she would get for the rest of her life after this.

“so, let’s play!”, nari pressed the button and the video started.

the clip starts off with the couple running from a flying cube, they were in a forest and desperate to get away from it.

“wait,” dino started, making nari pause the video. “what does that cube means?”

nari smirked and unpaused the video, “you’ll have to watch the whole thing to figure it out!~”

“aigoo!” seungkwan pouted, “you are both bruises up.”

the video continued with the square going over a building, nari tapping cheol’s chest and motioning with her head towards somewhere.

“why did they put a caption there?”, jun wondered. “you can’t talk because of the cube?”

“well,” cheol started, looking over at nari who shook her head and smirked at him. “can’t tell you, you’ll figure it out later. promise.”

as the video kept going, the couple soon entered a building. at that moment, the first melodies of the song started to play.

“wait!”, dokyeom screamed. “why is hyung’s eye blue? are you blind!?”

the couple just snickered and cheol nodded, “yes, i am blind of that eye. later it will make more sense.”

everyone just nodded and turned their attentions back to the video, being even more interested now to find out the reasons behind what they saw in those first seconds.

“why is there a pile of clothes there?”, wonwoo asked silently.

nari shrugged and gave him a quick look, mouthing ‘you’ll see later’ to him.

in the video, the couple was seen quickly hiding as the cube appeared up im the sky through the glass ceiling. they looked shaken up by it.

“this is all so confusing…”, dino scratched his head, nari cooing and ruffling his hair slightly.

as soon as nari’s voice played through the devide with the first lyrics of the song, all chaos broke out, making her have to pause the video once again.

“woah, miss nari~”, jeonghan teased her, mocking her. “dearest darling!~ who was it for, huh?”

the woman just shook her head and hid her face in her hands, everyone still teasing her just from the first lyrics of the song.

“everyone’s quiet and ready?”, she asked them after a few minutes, receiving positive responses from everyone. she unpaused the video.

in the mv cheol was seen picking up an old camera, quickly bringing it over to his good eye and pointing it towards nari. as soon as he saw her through the lens, everything seemed brighter and better than their actual world.

“wait!”, joshua started, the video pausing again. “why did the camera change his view of you?”

nari sighed and smiled, “well, that camera is basically the world before it was ruined and behind the camera is their present. the lenses are basically the filter of love, as it shows the beautiful things in the world beyond the appearance of someone or somethings.”

“woah, you just memorized it all?”, mingyu looked at her.

“no,” she laughed. “i was the one who suggested it, so you could understand that the physical appearance doesn’t mean anything.”

the hummed and nari clicked play once again. as she put the camera to her eye and turned to see him through it, cheol wasn’t blind anymore.

“so for you the fact that he is blind means nothing because you focus rather on his inner beauty?”, minghao asked quietly.

“yes, hao,” she answered. “because it doesn’t matter to me.”

“this is so heartbreaking and adorable at the same time…”, seungkwan sniffed. “you touching his face while looking through the camera because it makes it all look all right rather than reality…”

cheol quickly latched his hand on nari’s, giving it a squeeze. the woman smiled at the action and unpaused the video with her free hand.

the video resumed and the couple appeared sitting together in a table, with cheol using the camcorder to see nari eat in the ‘alternate reality’ while she only could pretended to eat in real life. after pretending, she started to use sign language to communicate with cheol, which made the video be paused again due to collective gasps being heard from behind the couple.

“you are deaf?”, vernon mumbled. “that’s why you didn’t speak and they used the captions?”

“yeah,” nari replied. “not only that but i’m also mute in that universe.”

“oh my god…”, seungkwan breathed out. “this is making me emotional.”

the boys agreed with him, turning their attention back to the laptop. nari quickly clicked play again.

the video showed her with the camera now, using it to see cheol pretending to eat. as she got up to clean his mouth, they suddenly were in the world inside the camera. the couple used that to eat and have fun, the little moment making them forget about the harsh reality behind the camera. while they had fun, the people behind them wouldn’t stop bugging and judging them, but they didn’t care about that — only about one another.

in the next scene they were in a clothing store, soon after appearing in wedding fits. nari with a beautiful dress while cheol had a tuxedo on, smiles on their faces as they were in a photo booth. still in the love filter world.

“you two looked so happy in that reality,” hoshi sighed.

“and the lyrics are so deep, it fits more with the video than i thought…” woozi said softly.

nari only smiled at that, watching the video while imagining their actual wedding – specially now that cheol was dismissed from enlisting due to his injury.

as the photos in the mv came out, instead of being ‘okay’ like in the love filter, they were bruised up like in the real world. cheol with his blind eye and nari still mute and deaf, but looking happy because they still had each other.

the pillow fight scenes and them on the stage singing made everyone smile, thinking how much this resembled the two in real life. as the couple got closer to sing in the mic, everyone ‘ooh’ed teasingly, the couple turning red from this.

in the middle of their fun on stage, the cube suddenly appeared in the restaurant’s door. the love filter disappearing as they ran away from the cube.

seungkwan sniffed. “why did it have to appear now!”

“why is this cube so annoying?”, jeonghan whined.

as the video showed through the cracked wall, everyone gasped at the sight of the many floating cubes and the destroyed city, together with the lyrics ‘destroy me slowly and chilly, ruiner’.

nari paused the video. “i don’t know if you guys got the message yet, but did you understand why we were running from the cube?”

most of them shook their heads to the girl, eager to know about the video’s villain.

“i won’t tell you just yet!”, they all whined. “but in the end i’ll talk about it.” and with that she unpaused the video.

the video came back with the couple in front of the clothes pile and the cube in front of them, nari had a bar in her hands which was quickly taken from her by cheol; who tried to destroy it but couldn’t. he ended up falling down and nari followed suit, holding him close to her as he held her hand in his chest. the couple knew there wasn’t any escape left for them, just accepting their fate and watching their last moments together.

“pause this! i need a moment!”, seungkwan mumbled. “i know this is not real, but seeing you two like this maked me so scared, noona.”

the woman got up slightly to hug him, comforting the boy with her words and actions.

“did you two just accept your fate then?” jun asked her while holding onto his chair.

she nodded, getting away from seungkwan to sit down again. “yeah, we are just accepting it now.”

with this they decided to watch the rest of the video without pausing anymore, just so nari could finally explain it to them.

as the cube turned red, nari looked down to cheol and covered his good eye with her hand so he wouldn’t watch it happening. the boys could all feel their eyes turn a bit glassy from this, some even shedding a tear or two. as the cube got closer they just held each other tighter, nari watching it all unfold in front of her face. before anything could happen the camera focused on the camcorder on the ground, which captured the couple’s last moments together — their feet slowly floating away from the ground as the cube slowly killed them. the camcorder turned black and slowly their clothes fell on top of the many other clothes on the pile.

“this was so sad…”, mingyu pouted.

“just remembering it makes me sad.” chan frowned.

“sorry for this then,” nari sheepishly replied. “i wanted something deep to represent the lyrics. i wrote them a long time ago, around 2021. it holds a lot of meaning to me and i wanted to release it when i was sure i was gonna have my happy ending.”

everyone nodded at her words, some of the boys pouting as they though back on the lyrics. they all knew she wrote it for cheol during their early start in the relationship as he had been by her side since the beginning. it all made so much sense to anyone who knew just a bit of their story, specially to those who understood what she meant by the ‘happy ending’ as they were going to get married.

“but what about the cube?” hoshi asked her.

“the cube is the discrimination going after everyone,” she sighed. “remember that i was deaf and mute while cheol was blind? well, the cube wanted us because we ‘didn’t fit’ and we just didn’t care about that part. we love each other and that’s enough to make us just ignore that.”

“that’s so deep…”, vernon sighed.

after he said that there was a silence, no one saying anything, just nodding. it was broken by nari’s giggles, which turned into a fit of laughter from everyone.

“caratdeul!~”, nari cooed to the camera. “thank you for watching! “

“yeah! hope you liked our acting this time!”, cheol smiled.“we were…”

“seventeen!”, everyone chorused. “bye bye!”

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𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝

𝒏𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒎𝒖𝒓𝒂 𝒌𝒂𝒛𝒖𝒉𝒂 𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐧𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠.

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟗.𝟐𝐤

𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 "𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝" 𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫.

kazuha never liked feelings. 

the nerves she got before performances, the waves of anxiety that came whenever she had to audition, or even the dreadful feeling that suffocated her whenever she didn’t do her best. all of these and more were on the list of feelings she didn’t like.

except you were at the top of that list.

you and kazuha arrived at the dutch national ballet academy in the netherlands at the same time. at first, kazuha was supposed to room with someone else, but the academy thought it would be nice for you two to get closer since you both were foreigners. 

kazuha didn’t like the feeling she got when you shook her hand and introduced yourself. she hated the way her gaze wanted to stay on your figure as she watched you moving boxes in and out of your bedroom across the hall. these small, icky feelings were at the top of her list for sure, even if she couldn’t understand why.

it was really awkward between you two at first, especially since the japanese girl didn’t really know how to talk to you. 

6:00 am was a time kazuha was well acquainted with. the violet hues of dawn peering into the apartment and casting shadows across the place. drowsiness was also another familiar, but unwelcome feeling. but she was used to it.

what she wasn’t used to was the way she couldn’t keep her eyes off of you. 

the white sweatshirt was loose fitting on you and your hair was wet and worn down, a clear indication that you had just showered. your toothbrush moved back and forth as you walked past the kitchen, unaware of the pair of eyes glued to you as you began to get ready.

there it was again, that unfamiliar feeling.

kazuha turned her head back to the half opened loaf of bread that was in front of her before taking a piece out and putting it into the toaster. she reminded herself that she had practice soon; both of you had practice in an hour and a half. there was no time for staring at you right now, especially since she hadn’t even gotten dressed yet.

you continued to walk to and from your bedroom and into the kitchen, still dressed in your baggy sweater and a pair of spandex. once again, the japanese girl found herself stealing glances at you. it wasn’t like you were doing anything special, you were just making breakfast. 

a few minutes later, the sound of the toaster ding prompted her to grab the piece of bread, but her hand halted when she heard you calling her name.

“kazuha?” 

she blinked a few times to bring herself out of her trance, that icky familiar feeling in her stomach as she locked eyes with yours. “yes?” part of her felt a bit embarrassed, and she panicked internally for a moment. did you notice her staring?

your hand stuck out with a bowl of oatmeal. she glanced between you and the bowl, a look of slight confusion on her face. 

“i made some for you, too.” 

kazuha's surprise was evident on her face as she accepted the bowl of oatmeal from you. she had never expected such a gesture, especially considering the initial awkwardness between you two. but there it was, a small act of kindness that touched her in a way she couldn't explain.

"thank you," she managed to say, her voice a little softer than usual. kazuha couldn't help but notice the way you had prepared the oatmeal just the way she liked it—warm, with a sprinkle of cinnamon on top. it was a detail that didn't go unnoticed.

to be honest, the detail almost made her drop the bowl in pure shock. you must have watched her make it when you both moved in yesterday morning. either way, that small gesture made her feel seen in a way she really never had been before.

as she sat down at the kitchen table, a mix of emotions washed over her. the icky sensation she had been feeling had turned into something warmer in that small moment. why did the feeling feel different? you had only made her a bowl of oatmeal, it wasn’t anything extraordinary.

you joined her at the table, attention focused on your own bowl of oatmeal. as you both ate breakfast across from each other, a comfortable silence settled between the two of you. it was as if your small gesture had made things a bit less awkward between the both of you.

kazuha found herself stealing glances at you from time to time, studying the way you ate your breakfast with a calm demeanor. she couldn't deny the gentle warmth that began to spread within her, another new foreign feeling that made her want to vomit.

the taxi ride to the ballet academy was always less than 20 minutes. however, kazuha couldn’t help but feel like it was the longest drive of her life. she was still feeling weird, and she knew that sitting next to you in a car was definitely not helping. 

the subtle bumps of your shoulders hitting each other as the car drove made the japanese girl clench her fists inside her jacket pockets. she stole a glance at you, after fighting the urge to do so for the past several minutes. 

you were looking out the window, the autumn leaves falling in shades of brown and orange, completely distracted to notice the japanese girl staring at you. but kazuha was noticing everything about you, at that moment.

the curve of your jaw, the faint pink blush you wore on your cheeks, the way you smelled like coconut and vanilla, courtesy of your shampoo and conditioner. 

it was as if every detail of you had imprinted itself on kazuha's mind. she couldn't explain why she was so hyper-aware of your presence, why every little thing about you seemed to captivate her. it was frustrating and confusing, and she desperately tried to push these foreign feelings away.

but as the car rolled to a stop in front of the ballet academy, kazuha couldn't deny the fluttering in her chest. she realized that her aversion to feelings was futile, for these emotions had already taken root deep within her, even if she didn’t know what they exactly were.

stepping out of the car, you both walked side by side towards the entrance. the autumn breeze rustled through the trees, carrying a sense of anticipation and change. kazuha glanced at you, feeling a surge of nervousness mixed with an odd sense of excitement.

the familiar sounds of ballet echoed through the academy's halls as you entered. the wooden floors creaked beneath your feet, creating a symphony of anticipation. kazuha tried to focus on the routine, on the steps and movements that she had practiced countless times before. but her mind kept drifting back to you, to the way you had suddenly occupied a space in her mind.

during practice, as the ballet instructor called out instructions and the music swelled, kazuha's eyes would occasionally meet yours in the mirrored reflection. there was an unspoken connection between you two, a shared silent understanding of the passion and dedication it took to pursue your own dreams. 

after all, you both had left home to pursue this path. there was a reason ballet was difficult, and it was because it broke your body just as much as it broke your mind.

since the two of you were new to the academy, you were each paired with a senior partner. kazuha stared at the dutch dancer in front of her, a polite smile on her face as she tried her best to listen to her senior’s words.

however, the japanese girl couldn’t help but feel her eyes wanting to wander towards your figure. only the side of your face was visible, but you still seemed to have almost all of her attention. your brows were furrowed in obvious concentration as you nodded along to whatever your partner was telling you.

in those stolen glances, kazuha saw something more than just a fellow dancer. she saw someone who mirrored her own love for the art form, and who also stirred something deeper within her. it was a mix of admiration, curiosity, and that unfamiliar feeling she couldn’t quite get rid of yet.

later that evening, after hours of practice had ended, you two were once again in the backseat of a taxi on your way home together. 

the taxi ride home was quieter than before. the exhaustion from the day's rigorous training had settled in, and kazuha found herself leaning against the window, watching the city lights blur past. the silence between you two was comfortable, no longer burdened by awkwardness but tinged with a growing familiarity.

as the taxi turned a corner, you shifted in your seat, your shoulder lightly brushing against kazuha's. it was a simple touch, but it sent a jolt of electricity through her. she couldn't help but steal a quick glance at you, wondering if you had felt it too. your gaze met hers briefly, and for a moment, time seemed to stand still.

but as the taxi pulled up in front of the apartment building, reality set in. the moment was fleeting, and the door to the taxi opened, signaling the end of the journey. you both stepped out onto the sidewalk, the cool evening air washing over you.

once you two got inside your shared apartment, kazuha went into her bedroom and shut the door gently. she went into the bathroom and got ready to shower, ready to wash off the day’s worth of sweat lingering on her skin.

warm water fell down her body as she gently closed her eyes, relishing in the comfort the warm shower brought her. usually showers were a place she could clear her mind, but this time it seemed as if you still lingered in the forefront.

thoughts of you swirled in kazuha's mind, intermingling with the steam rising from the water. she couldn't deny the growing attraction she felt, but it also frightened her. friendships were complicated, messy, and she had always kept her emotions at arm's length. opening up to someone meant vulnerability, and that was a territory she had never been comfortable exploring.

as she finished her shower and wrapped herself in a towel, kazuha stood in front of the mirror, staring at her reflection. her heart was conflicted, torn between the familiar comfort of suppressing her feelings and the exhilarating prospect of something new. 

she knew she had to make a choice. she could continue to guard her heart, maintain the status quo, and keep her distance from you. or she could take a leap of faith, embrace the unknown, and allow herself to explore the depths of her emotions.

the decision weighed heavily on her, but deep down, kazuha knew that playing it safe would only lead to regret. she couldn't ignore the feeling in her chest whenever she was around you, as foreign as it was.

with a determined look in her eyes, kazuha took a deep breath and made up her mind. she would take a chance, step out of her comfort zone, and let her feelings guide her. it was a risky endeavor, but she realized that sometimes the most rewarding experiences came from embracing the uncertainties of life.

after she dressed and left her bedroom, kazuha walked toward the kitchen. she took a moment to gather her thoughts and steady her nerves before she opened her mouth to speak, but the words got caught in her throat.

you were standing in a hoodie and sweats, humming softly as you seemed to be putting cut pieces of lettuce into a small bowl. once your eyes caught your roommate’s, a gentle smile formed on your lips as you looked at her in the dim light of the kitchen.

“i made some salad for us. i don’t know if you like any dressing on it or not, but i figured you’d be just as hungry as i am.” you said casually, unaware of the way kazuha’s stomach churned a little when you mentioned once again that you had been thinking about her.

kazuha felt her heart skip a beat at your thoughtful gesture. it was another instance where you seemed to anticipate her needs, and it only deepened this new feeling growing. she managed to find her voice, although it wavered slightly as she responded. 

“thank you, you didn’t have to.” she whispered softly, eyes locking with yours for a moment as you answered her. 

“oh it’s not a problem,” your small smile still ghosted your lips. “i wanted to.”

kazuha's heart fluttered at your words, and she couldn't help but feel a sense of warmth spread through her. it was in these simple moments of genuine care and consideration that her initial aversion to feelings started to fade away.

as you both sat down at the kitchen table and shared the salad, conversation flowed more naturally between you. kazuha found herself opening up about her journey as a dancer, her aspirations, and the challenges she faced. it was as if a barrier had been lifted, allowing her to share her thoughts and dreams with someone who truly listened.

in return, you shared your own experiences, your passion for ballet shining through as you spoke. the more you talked, the more kazuha realized just how much you understood each other. your struggles, your dedication, and the unspoken language of movement that connected you both.

kazuha discovered that talking to you was effortless, as if you were two puzzle pieces that fit together perfectly.

when the dawn broke the next morning, you felt a familiar soreness in your legs, but it wasn’t unbearable. it was the sort of ache you got used to. it was barely 6:01, and as you sat up to stretch, you heard rustling noises from the kitchen. 

confusion laced your features at the sounds. your roommate was awake already? was she able to sleep last night? you rubbed your eyes a little and got out of bed, making your way out into the kitchen.

“you’re up early.”

kazuha nearly dropped the frying pan from the sudden sound of your voice. she turned around, slightly flustered, to find you standing at the entrance of the kitchen, your hair tousled from sleep. it seemed that you had been just as surprised by her presence as she was by yours.

"oh, um, good morning," kazuha stammered, trying to regain her composure. "i couldn't sleep much, so i thought i'd make us breakfast."

a small smile tugged at the corners of your lips as you walked closer, curiosity glinting in your eyes. this clearly was a different side of your roommate. "that's thoughtful of you. need any help?"

kazuha hesitated for a moment, contemplating whether she should accept your offer or insist on doing it herself. but looking into your warm gaze, she decided to take another small step out of her comfort zone.

"sure, that would be nice," she replied, a shy smile gracing her face. "can you pass me those eggs?"

as you handed her the eggs, the two of you fell into a comfortable rhythm, preparing breakfast together. the kitchen filled with the delightful aroma of sizzling bacon and freshly brewed coffee, while the sun peeked through the curtains, casting a golden glow over the room.

the silence between you two was comfortable, punctuated only by the clinking of utensils and occasional soft laughter. kazuha found herself enjoying your company, feeling a sense of ease she hadn't experienced before.

breakfast was soon ready, and you set the table, creating a cozy atmosphere where the two of you could sit and enjoy the meal together. as you sat down across from each other, kazuha couldn't help but feel a sense of gratitude for the connection that was slowly forming between you two.

the conversation flowed effortlessly, touching on various topics as you both shared stories, dreams, and even a few lighthearted jokes. time seemed to slip away as you got lost in each other's company, the initial discomfort and awkwardness long forgotten.

kazuha couldn't deny the growing fondness she felt for you, and it scared her in some ways. but she also realized that she had found someone who understood her, who brought out a side of her she didn't know existed.

it was a small step, but it was a step toward something that she had never done before. and for kazuha, who had always been wary of emotions, it was a significant leap.

as the days went on, it became a small unspoken tradition between the two of you to always make breakfast together. 

days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. kazuha and you grew closer, supporting each other through the highs and lows of pursuing ballet. the once-foreign feelings that kazuha had tried to suppress now blossomed into something beautiful and undeniable.

late-night conversations became a regular occurrence as you both sat on the couch, sharing your dreams, fears, and aspirations. kazuha found solace in your presence, and she discovered a newfound joy in opening up to someone who truly cared. she realized that vulnerability wasn't a weakness, but a strength that allowed for deep connections and emotional growth.

neither of you really knew what to call this slow burning sensation, especially kazuha, but it was something she knew she wanted to feel for a long time.

the more kazuha allowed herself to feel, the more she understood that her initial aversion to feelings was rooted in fear of getting hurt. but with you, she learned that taking risks and embracing emotions could lead to incredible moments of happiness and fulfillment.

you became her confidant, her supporter, and her motivation to push beyond her limits.

it wasn't just about ballet anymore. you understood her on a level that no one else did, and she found solace in the way you listened to her fears and dreams. in your presence, she felt safe to explore the depths of her emotions, even the ones she had long suppressed.

it was your motivated words that made her audition for hybe in december. there had been numerous nights where the two of you talked about how kazuha was losing her love for ballet, and what she should do about it. 

tonight was the night she actually was going to do something about it. 

“come on, zuha.” you whispered softly, holding her phone up ready to record her. the two of you had stayed after hours in one of the practice rooms to film her audition dance. however, the japanese ballerina was suddenly getting cold feet. 

all she had ever known was ballet, and did she really want to leave that behind for a shot in the dark at something new?

a tender smile graced your lips as you reached out to hold her hand, your touch reassuring. "zuha, i understand that you’re nervous. but sometimes, the most beautiful things in life are found outside our comfort zones."

kazuha took a deep breath, her heart pounding in her chest. she gazed into your eyes, finding comfort and encouragement in your support. she felt a surge of courage flowing through her veins.

"remember why you fell in love with dance in the first place," you whispered, your voice filled with unwavering belief. "let that passion guide you and take this leap of faith. i know you have what it takes."

her doubts began to waver in the face of your constant faith. the memory of the joy she once found in ballet, the thrill of the stage, and the desire to express herself through movement flooded her mind. she realized that staying in her comfort zone would only lead to stagnation, while embracing the unknown held the promise of growth and new opportunities.

the japanese girl nodded, a determined glint in her eyes. she pressed the record button on her phone and placed it on a nearby table, framing herself in the center of the camera's view. taking a step back, she positioned herself, her body positioned and ready to dance.

as the music started playing, kazuha immersed herself in the familiar rhythms and melodies. every movement flowed from her heart, a testament to her years of dedication and love for dance. she let go of her fears, allowing the music to guide her as she moved.

in that moment, she felt a sense of liberation. she was no longer bound by the confines of her insecurities and self-doubt. with each movement, she embraced the unknown, trusting in her abilities and the support she had found in both herself and you.

when the dance came to an end, kazuha stood still, her chest heaving, and a mix of exhilaration and vulnerability coursing through her. she glanced at you, a mixture of anticipation and hope in her eyes.

you approached her slowly, your applause echoing in the empty practice room. the pride and admiration in your eyes made her heart swell with happiness. "that was incredible, kazuha," you said, your voice filled with genuine admiration. "you poured your heart into that dance, and it was absolutely mesmerizing."

tears welled up in kazuha's eyes as she realized the magnitude of what she had just accomplished. it wasn't just about the audition; it was about reclaiming her passion, embracing her own potential, and allowing herself to grow beyond her comfort zone.

in that moment, kazuha knew that she had made the right choice, not only in pursuing the audition but also in allowing herself to open up to you and the emotions that had blossomed in between. she had discovered a strength within herself that she never thought possible, and it was all thanks to the support and comfort she had found in you.

no matter what the outcome of the audition would be, kazuha had already won a victory in her heart. she had embraced vulnerability, pursued her dreams, and found a connection with someone who had become her anchor and source of inspiration.

as a few weeks passed, the japanese dancer couldn’t help but feel a bit bummed from the lack of a response from the company. she knew it was a shot in the dark, and that there was a high chance she wouldn’t get in, but she still tried to hold onto that small ounce of faith that you had instilled in her.

in the meantime, you and kazuha had been slowly getting a bit more touchy with each other. 

two weeks ago you leaned against her in the car on the way home. last week, she had her hand on your thigh on the drive to practice. three days ago you two fell asleep on top of each other on the couch after watching “wreck-it ralph” on your shared day off. and just this morning, kazuha went up behind you while you were making breakfast and hugged you, resting her chin on top of your shoulder.

it had gotten to the point where kazuha couldn’t ignore her feelings anymore. and neither could you.

the glow from the living room tv shone over both of your faces. a fuzzy blanket was spread over both of your laps, your head leaning comfortably against the japanese girl’s. kazuha kept her attention on you, eyes tracing your eyelashes and the shape of your nose. 

you felt her burning gaze onto yours, and after a few moments, turned to look up at her. there was a look on your roommate’s face that you had never seen before. concern crossed your features as you questioned it. 

“what is it?” you whispered, making the other girl’s heartbeat pick up. she realized this recently, that you always made her heart race in dangerous patterns and beats. it was part of this new found experience with letting herself feel things fully.

but perhaps the most significant realization for kazuha was that her feelings for you had evolved into something more than friendship. 

she had fallen in love, even if she couldn’t say it out loud yet. it was a feeling that brought her immense happiness, but also carried the weight of uncertainty. she had never felt this way before, and what would happen if by some miracle she got into hybe? would this feeling always feel this way?

however, those thoughts were on the backburner at that moment. kazuha leaned in and pressed her lips against yours.

as kazuha leaned in and kissed you, time seemed to stand still. the world around you faded into the background, and all that mattered was the warmth and tenderness of the kiss. it was a gentle and passionate exchange, filled with the unspoken emotions that had been building between you.

your heart swelled with a mixture of surprise, delight, and reciprocated affection. the taste of her lips, the softness of her touch—it was a moment you had both been longing for, even if neither of you had fully acknowledged it until now.

the kiss spoke volumes, conveying the depth of your connection and the unspoken promises of a future together. in that simple act, the walls that had separated friendship from something more came crumbling down, replaced by an unyielding bond.

when the kiss ended, you both pulled back slightly, your eyes locked in a silent conversation. the room was filled with a charged atmosphere, as if the air itself was buzzing with newfound intimacy and the weight of unspoken questions.

kazuha's gaze was filled with vulnerability and hope as she spoke, her voice barely above a whisper. "you make me feel things i can’t explain."

a mixture of emotions swirled within you—joy, excitement, but also a hint of apprehension. you took a deep breath, trying to gather your thoughts amidst the rush of emotions. but before you could respond, she continued speaking softly.

“all i know is that i want to feel this for a long time."

a genuine smile graced kazuha's lips, her eyes shining with newfound happiness. "kiss me again," you repeated, eyeing her lips as she cupped your cheek with her hand.

in that moment, as you sat there, wrapped in each other's arms and lips locked, you both chose to let your actions speak in place of words. you had each other, and that was enough.

as the glow from the tv continued to bathe the room in a soft light, you both felt each other’s bodies heating up, allowing your lips to dance. it was a kiss filled with promise—a promise to support, cherish, and navigate the complexities of love together.

“zuha,” you whispered softly, breathing against her collarbone as she let her hand wander up your baggy sweatshirt, the same one she had first seen you wearing months ago in the kitchen when you made her that bowl of oatmeal.

kazuha leaned closer to you, kissing the pulsepoint of your neck and brushing your hair to the side so she could get better access to your skin. “i’ve wanted you for so long.” she whispered, admitting that for the first time out loud.

as kazuha's words hung in the air, a surge of emotions washed over you. the admission of her desire and longing stirred a deep longing within your own heart. you felt a mix of elation and relief, knowing that your feelings were reciprocated, that the connection you shared was as profound for her as it was for you.

tilting your head to the side, you allowed kazuha better access to your neck, relishing in the sensation of her soft lips against your skin. each touch, each kiss, ignited a flame of passion and desire that had been building between you. it was as if the floodgates had been opened, and there was no turning back.

the boundaries that had once defined your relationship as roommates were now blurred, replaced by a newfound intimacy that transcended any label or definition.

“come with me.” the japanese girl whispered into your ear, getting off of you and pulling your hand. she hastily turned off the tv and dragged you into her room, shutting the door behind her.

time seemed to melt away as you surrendered yourselves to the waves of pleasure, each touch and caress a testament to the depth of your connection. the love that had blossomed between you had found a physical manifestation, a sacred space where vulnerability and passion intertwined.

whispers of pleasure and sighs of contentment filled the room as you explored each other's bodies, your hands seeking out the curves and contours that had become familiar and yet still held an element of thrilling discovery. 

the next morning, kazuha got the call from hybe.

her phone rang, your head still buried into her bare chest that was littered with crimson marks that you left. she rubbed her eyes and leaned over, grabbing her phone and looking at the unknown caller id. she picked up her phone, answering it after a few rings.

you woke up from the feeling of kazuha practically jumping out of bed, moving you off of her and onto the pillow. “zuha, what are you doing?” you groaned softly, throwing your arm over your eyes.

“i have so much to do, i need to pack.” she rushed out, mumbling softly to herself. “can you go to your room? i need to throw my sheets into the wash.” she added, making your eyes snap open and you sat up immediately.

“what are you talking about?” you whispered, eyeing her with confusion on your face. after what happened between you two last night, you would figure that she would have some sort of different reaction right now.

the japanese girl looked up at you for only a mere moment before she threw a hoodie on. “i need to go somewhere in a few hours.” she said casually, throwing her hair into a loose bun as she rushed around her room.

“where are you going?” you asked, leaning over and putting on your sweater, which was long forgotten last night. “i’ll tell you about it later.” she answered casually, before leaving her room and into the bathroom and closing the door.

you glanced at the clock and realized you should probably use your day off to grab groceries for tonight. besides, you and zuha had agreed yesterday morning to make cinnamon rolls tonight. 

the run to the store went smoothly, and you even managed to get some sunflowers to decorate your living room with. you knew your roommate loved fresh flowers, so you thought it would be a good idea to surprise her with some. on top of that, you even got an extra can of cinnamon roll dough just in case they came out a little too well. (or in case you both messed them up really badly.)

you put your key in the door and unlocked it, stepping inside and startled to see kazuha standing there in the living room with a bunch of bags packed.

as you entered the apartment, the sight of kazuha standing there with her bags packed caught you off guard. the anticipation and confusion swirled within you, making your heart race.

"zuha, what's going on?" you asked, your voice filled with concern. you set the grocery bags down and moved closer to her, trying to catch her gaze.

kazuha avoided your eyes for a moment before finally meeting your gaze, her expression a mix of determination and vulnerability. "i got the call from hybe," she said, her voice trembling slightly. "they want me to join their new girl group."

a surge of emotions swept over you—joy, excitement, and a hint of curiosity. you had known how much this opportunity meant to kazuha, and now it seemed that her dreams were finally being realized. 

however, the thought of her leaving left a pang of longing in your heart. you knew this was coming.

"that's incredible, zuha!" you exclaimed, unable to contain your excitement. "i knew you had it in you. this is your chance to shine."

but as you looked closer, you noticed a hint of uncertainty in kazuha's eyes, mixed with the excitement. "is everything okay?," you asked, your voice filled with concern.

kazuha smiled, but there was a hint of sadness in her eyes. "thank you, but there's more," she said, her voice tinged with apprehension. the idol-to-be bit her lip, her gaze shifting to the floor. "it's just that it happened so fast, and i have to leave today. they want me to start immediately." she explained, her voice tinged with both excitement and apprehension. 

your heart sank as you realized the weight of the situation. the connection you had forged, the budding romance that had just begun to blossom, was now faced with an unexpected hurdle. the thought of being separated from kazuha filled you with a sense of loss.

the news hit you like a wave, and for a moment, you felt a sense of loss wash over you. the prospect of her leaving was a bittersweet reality. you had grown so close, and the thought of not having her by your side every day felt daunting.

"but what about us?" you asked softly, your voice filled with vulnerability. "what about what we have?"

kazuha's gaze softened, and she took a step closer, but keeping distance between you two. "we can’t be together," she admitted, her voice filled with forced honesty. "i can't let this opportunity pass me by. it's a chance to pursue a new dream, and i want to make the most of it."

you nodded, understanding the weight of her words. deep down, you knew she was right. you couldn't stand in the way of her dreams, even if it meant parting ways.

"it’s not you, it’s me. i promise." she continued, her grip on her suitcase tightening. however, kazuha didn’t like the feeling that came after those words left her mouth. this didn’t feel good, but it was the right decision, wasn’t it?

you took a deep breath, trying to process the whirlwind of emotions that swirled within you. "i understand, kazuha." you said, your voice filled with a mix of sadness and acceptance. it felt like your moment last night would only ever exist in your memories now.

kazuha's eyes shimmered with unshed tears as she reached down and picked up a bag on the floor. "thank you for understanding," she whispered as she slung it over her shoulder.

you reached out, your hand trembling slightly, wanting to hold onto her for just a moment longer. "wait," you said softly, your voice filled with a mixture of longing and desperation. "can't we at least try? we don't know what the future holds."

kazuha paused, her eyes filled with conflict. "no," she murmured, her voice barely audible. "this is my dream. i need to do this alone."

tears rolled down your cheek as you stepped closer, only for her to take a step back. "zuha," you whispered, your voice filled with conviction. "i'm willing to stay with you, to support you from afar, to wait for you if that's what it takes."

kazuha's gaze locked with yours, her expression one of determination as she shook her head. "i won’t let you do that," she said, her voice laced with firmness. “i don’t want you to do that.”

your heart shattered as you heard her words, the pain of letting go becoming unbearable. the conflicting emotions within you threatened to consume your entire being, but you understood that you couldn't force her to stay against her will.

with trembling hands, you wiped away your tears and took a step back, giving her the space she needed. "if this is truly what you want, then i won't stand in your way." you said, your voice filled with a mixture of sadness and resignation. 

kazuha's face faltered for a moment, and you could see a hint of internal struggle. a heavy silence filled the room as the weight of the situation settled upon you both. the love you shared was undeniable, but the circumstances had placed insurmountable obstacles in your path.

tears streamed down your face as you mustered the strength to speak your final words. "you deserve to pursue your dreams, and i'll be here, cheering you on, even if it's from a distance."

with a heavy heart, you watched as kazuha picked up her bags, her steps faltering as she made her way to the door. time seemed to stand still as she turned the knob, about to step through when she heard your voice.

"i love you," you whispered, voice filled with profound sadness, and kazuha didn’t like the feeling she got when she heard you. it felt like there was a pit in her stomach.

and i love you, she wanted to reply, but she couldn't. she couldn’t even turn to look at you.

as the door closed behind her, a profound emptiness settled within you. the apartment that had once been filled with laughter and warmth now felt cold and empty. you sank to the floor, overcome by grief and a sense of loss that seemed insurmountable.

the cinnamon rolls and sunflowers you had planned for tonight suddenly were forgotten, just like what you were to kazuha—long forgotten, and no longer something important.

but if only you knew that it was quite the opposite.

kazuha’s arrival in seoul was hard. it was far from what she expected entirely. 

baby, sorry, i left you in the dark

i always reach for your leg over there on your side of the car

the streets were different. the people were different. even car rides were no longer the same. it felt lonely in the backseat of a taxi without you. as a matter of fact, she caught herself reaching for your leg on her left side, only to realize immediately what she was doing out of sheer muscle memory.

the new idol thought she’d grow out of this phase, knowing that she would just adjust like she always did whenever she moved somewhere.

however, she never did.

baby, everything reminds me of you

meeting the other members was something she would never forget. it was a new feeling, but it was a good one for once. feelings like that weren’t common for her anymore. not since she left you, anyway.

good feelings were something she associated with you. but you were no longer here, which made those good feelings feel a lot less enthusiastic.

sakura was her new roommate, and she was really excited to speak more japanese again. the older japanese idol smiled as she walked into the shared room, handing kazuha a roll of cinnamon roll dough.

“let’s make some before yunjin finds out.” she said as eunchae stood behind her, grinning from ear to ear.

kazuha didn’t like the feeling she felt when she saw the can. it reminded her of you immediately. she took a deep breath, trying to push away the memories that flooded her mind at the sight of the cinnamon roll dough. it was a reminder of the countless times you had baked together, sharing laughter and creating sweet memories in the warmth of the kitchen.

she mustered a smile, albeit a slightly forced one, and took the roll from sakura. "sure, let's make some," she replied, trying to hide the ache in her voice. she wanted to embrace the new experiences and friendships that awaited her in this new industry, but the reminders of you made it challenging to fully immerse herself in the present.

as she started to prepare the dough with her other members, kazuha couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. 

she was supposed to be moving forward, pursuing her dreams and embracing this new chapter of her life. yet, thoughts of you lingered in the corners of her mind, reminding her of the love she had left behind.

as the aroma of freshly baked cinnamon rolls filled the air, the other members of the girl group, including yunjin, joined them in the kitchen. laughter and cheerful chatter filled the room, momentarily distracting kazuha from her inner turmoil.

she glanced at the smiling faces around her, realizing that she wasn't alone. these girls had their own dreams, their own struggles, and they were there to support each other. perhaps, in time, they could become her new source of comfort and companionship.

kazuha mustered a genuine smile this time, feeling a glimmer of hope amidst her lingering sadness. she couldn't deny the connection she felt with the other members, and maybe, just maybe, she could find solace in their friendship.

nobody gets my jokes, everyone here thinks i'm fucking rude

the former ballerina did find solace in these friendships, but there was no one who understood her the way you did. she was one of the quieter members, but she became even more reserved after an awkward interaction with a stranger at the convenience store.

there was a man her age, buying sunflowers. once again, she was reminded of you, but brushed it off. he stood in front of her as she waited in line, waiting to pay for the few items she grabbed.

“those are pretty.” she said out loud, making the man turn around. he smiled with his lips pressed. “there for a funeral.” he replied, making kazuha nod slowly. 

“there’s been a lot of funerals lately, this virus is really something else.” kazuha said sympathetically, making the man in front of her nod in agreement.

“people are dying everyday, i can’t imagine how the morgues look right now.” the stranger added.

“i’m sure they’re dying to get in,” she joked without thinking. of course, she immediately regretted what she said as she looked at the man with wide eyes. “i’m so sorry, i didn’t mean it that way.”

he gave her a dismissive nod before turning in front to step into a different checkout line. kazuha was sure she heard him mumbling something not very nice under his breath as he walked away.

the japanese girl felt embarrassed. she could always joke freely with you, but it seemed like she couldn’t do that here. once again, she felt herself missing your presence. 

when i saw you cry, i didn't handle it well

without you here, i don't know what to do with myself

she would never admit it, but kazuha was often haunted by the look of your tear stained face. it was a memory burned into her mind forever, and almost always she could almost hear the way your voice sounded as she walked out on you.

kazuha carried the weight of those memories with her, each one a constant reminder of what she had left behind. the laughter, the inside jokes, and the warmth of your companionship were all etched deep within her heart.

in the midst of her rising fame as an idol, there were moments when the weight of her decision felt heavier than ever. the applause of the crowd, the adoration of fans, and the success she achieved were meant to bring her happiness, but they couldn't fill the void that you had left.

i think about these things at night before i fall asleep

late at night, when the world around her grew quiet, kazuha often found herself lost in her thoughts. she would sit by the window, gazing at the moon, and let her mind wander to memories of you. the tears would fall silently as she clutched her chest, feeling the ache in her chest grow stronger.

she wondered if she had made the right choice, sacrificing love for her dreams. the fame and recognition she had gained paled in comparison to the love and connection she had lost. the path she had chosen was not without its rewards, but it came at a price she hadn't fully anticipated.

in the midst of her internal struggle, the other members of her group offered their support, their understanding, and their love. they became her new family, standing by her side through the highs and lows of their idol journey. but even in their presence, kazuha couldn't shake the feeling of longing for what she had left behind.

days turned into weeks, weeks into months, and the world continued to spin around her. kazuha's star rose higher, and she became a beloved figure in the industry. her smile dazzled on stage, her talent shone through, but deep down, she carried a secret pain.

but as kazuha faced each new day, she found strength within herself. she knew that she couldn't change the past, no matter how much she longed for it. instead, she focused on the present, cherishing the friendships she had formed and the dreams she was living, even if all she could think about was you.

things i wish you said to me

things like, "darling, i hope you know it scared me to death

the night that your sister said that you got in an accident"

kazuha involved in on stage accident, source music confirms her absence from group activities until further notice.

when kazuha got hurt on stage, all she could think about was if you were going to call and check up on her. of course, she left you, so it wasn’t likely that you would do such a thing.

but she still held onto the delusional idea that you would see the news articles and check up on her. she had never changed her number, just because she wanted you to still have access to her if you wanted it.

she wanted to know you still cared, because she did. she never stopped caring.

"and god, i, i'm watching everything that you do

i can't get your songs out of my head or your hair out of my room"

sometimes kazuha thought about reaching out to you instead. however, her own fears and doubts got the best of her. 

would you still be upset? surely you had to be, she left you like you meant nothing to her. 

just the thought of that sentence made the former ballerina feel disgusting. she couldn’t tell if it was shame or denial, but whatever it was, she did not like it at all.

the playlist you made for her was always something she played in the mornings when she woke up. the songs made her feel a little bit of comfort in these fleeting moments where she had nothing left of you but this.

well, those songs and the stray hairs she sometimes found on her old clothes. kazuha had pulled out one of her old hoodies since the seasons were changing and she wanted to practice in something a bit warmer. but the first thing she noticed was the strand of hair on the collar, in the color of your hair.

it was yet another reminder of what kazuha lost; you. 

but somewhere, deep within her heart, she held onto a glimmer of hope. hope that one day, paths would cross again, and the love that was left behind could be rekindled. 

until then, she would continue to chase her dreams, knowing that she had made a choice that would shape her future, even if it meant sacrificing a feeling that had once been everything to her.

i saw you met somebody and i'm jealous as hell

that i can't even stomach loving somebody else

when kazuha saw you had been announced as the newest member of the korean national ballet, she almost ran out of her room. she scrambled for her socks and a sweater, fumbling because she was so excited.

she finally had an opportunity to see you. after all this time, she finally had a chance to tell you how badly she missed you.

however, then kazuha realized why your name was trending. you were rumored to be dating an idol.

as she scrolled through her feed, she felt a feeling she absolutely did not like. jealousy was another foreign feeling for her, because you never brought it out of her. you always made her feel like she was enough.

the thought of someone else, in her industry, feeling what you made her feel made her want to vomit. she couldn't even stomach loving someone else other than you.

the realization struck her hard. it was a bitter pill to swallow, knowing that she had willingly let go of the love you shared, only to see it potentially being rekindled with someone else.

the jealousy gnawed at her, mixing with a sense of regret. she couldn't help but wonder if she had made a mistake by leaving you behind. perhaps she had let go of something truly special, something that could never be replicated.

but amidst the turmoil of her emotions, kazuha realized that she couldn't change the past. she had made her decision and had chosen her own path. 

it was unfair to hold onto expectations or to assume that you would wait for her indefinitely.

i think about these things at night before i fall asleep

things i wish you said to me

as kazuha lay in bed, the memories of you echoed in her mind. the essence of her thoughts and emotions, reflected the late-night contemplations that consumed her before sleep claimed her weary body.

in the stillness of the night, when the world around her grew quiet, she couldn't help but replay memories of your time together. images of shared laughter, stolen glances, and heartfelt conversations filled her mind, intertwining with the bittersweet memory of what could have been.

each night, as she closed her eyes and sought solace in the realm of dreams, the yearning for the words she wished you had said to her enveloped her heart. she longed to hear you express your love, to feel the warmth of your embrace, and to know that you missed her just as much as she missed you.

in her mind's eye, she imagined the scenarios that never transpired. words of affection and adoration danced on the tip of her tongue, waiting to be released into the ether. but reality reminded her that those words remained unspoken, lost in the vast expanse of what-ifs and missed opportunities.

the weight of unspoken sentiments weighed heavily on her soul, leaving an ache that only deepened as time passed. the silence that now existed between them felt like an unbridgeable chasm, with her unexpressed desires echoing into the void.

yet, even in the midst of her longing, kazuha recognized the futility of dwelling on what could have been. she couldn't force you to say the words she yearned for, nor could she rewrite the past.

sorry, that i pulled the "it's not you, it's me"

one day, i'll make sure you get a real apology

the realization of her actions, fueled by the genuine desire to protect you from the sacrifices she believed would come with staying together, now felt like an inadequate excuse. she understood the hollowness of those words and the pain they caused you.

in the stillness of the night, as regrets and what-ifs filled her mind, kazuha vowed to herself that one day, if given the chance, she would make things right. she yearned to offer you a genuine apology, one that would acknowledge the hurt she inflicted and take responsibility for her actions.

she envisioned a future where she could look into your eyes, not burdened by the weight of pride or fear, and utter the words she had been unable to say before. a sincere apology that would convey her deep remorse and demonstrate her growth and understanding.

kazuha knew that actions speak louder than words, and while a simple apology might not undo the pain of the past, she resolved to make amends through her future actions. she would strive to become a better person, not just for herself, but also for you. and one day, when the time was right, she would ensure that you received the genuine apology you deserved.

with the weight of her promise to herself and the hope of a future reconciliation, kazuha closed her eyes as tears fell, and in that moment, she found solace in the possibility of redemption, and she held onto it tightly, knowing that one day, if she had the opportunity, she would make things right and offer you the heartfelt apology you deserved.

i waste my time, i waste my life on idiotic things

“this is so stupid" she murmured, a tinge of self-disappointment coloring her voice. the weight of missed opportunities and the realization of how she had let fear and insecurity guide her decisions began to weigh heavily on her.

no matter how much success she attained or how many fans cheered her on, there was always a lingering void within kazuha's heart. the achievements and adoration couldn't fill the space that was reserved for the love she had lost.

the memories of you lingered in her mind like a haunting melody, a constant reminder of a time when happiness flowed effortlessly and love enveloped her completely. the moments spent together, the laughter shared, and the depth of connection experienced seemed irreplaceable.

as she stood on stage, bathed in the spotlight, kazuha couldn't help but feel a bittersweet ache. the applause, though gratifying, couldn't compare to the warmth of your embrace or the sound of your voice whispering words of  encouragement in her ear, or the way your lips felt on hers the night before she left.

she couldn't escape the longing for the love she had let slip away. no amount of success or adulation could fill the void left by your absence. and kazuha hated that feeling.

the love that once felt effortless now seemed like an elusive dream, slipping through her fingers and leaving her with a yearning she couldn't shake. truth be told, in those moments of solitude, she regretted becoming an idol entirely.

this wasn’t something she wanted to do anymore because it only made her realize that she loved you even more since the day she walked out on you.

being an idol was pointless in her eyes. the money and fame were no longer something that she wanted. as a matter of fact, it took everything in her to not barge into her manager's office and demand to be removed from the group.

except she didn’t because she knew you wouldn’t want her to do that.

disappointing you was another feeling she hated. and as ironic as it was, and as constant as you were in her mind, you were no longer a feeling she despised.

kazuha loved you, and all the things she felt because of it.

but she lost you, and your love, for pursuing her own feelings. and that mere feeling, made her feel useless.

if you were still here to tell her, you’d probably get upset at her for thinking such a ridiculous thing.

instead, you’d make her cinnamon rolls and bring her sunflowers to help her feel better. you’d tell her to keep going, to take care of herself and to always remember that you were proud of her. 

but you were not here anymore. and all kazuha would hear instead, was the imagination of her mind, painting pictures of the words you’d never say to her, and the one’s she never got to say to you.

“i love you too, y/n.” 

like things you never said

things you'll never say to me

𝐚/𝐧: 𝐢 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐧 <𝟑 (𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐥 𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧.)

[skz-sarang]

. . . ♡ you can’t help but become the sun ★ ﾟ๑

ׁ ׅ ୨ ❪Lovey’s relationship with stray kids! ❫ ୧ ⊹

.⋆｡˚⋆☆ Hyung line edition ☆⋆˚｡⋆.

࣪warnings! mention of ED , anxiety

word count! 300+ each

a/n! popularity percentages all above 85%

BANG CHAN + KIM SARANG

CHARANG

popularity : 95 %

⸻ Chan was the very first member to know and meet Lovey; after all, she is at JYP thanks to him. The first thing that struck Bangchan about Sarang was her talent – a voice unlike any he had heard before, sweet, gentle, enchanting, and mesmerizing like the songs of sirens. The second thing that struck him was her eyes – so big and deep, filled with pain, fear, and uncertainties. Too many negative emotions for a young girl like Sarang. Chan took Lovey 'under his wing,' giving her the strength to dream, providing a launching pad through Stray Kids. Chan and Sarang share an unparalleled bond; he saw her at her lowest and brought her back to shine. She sees him as her savior, that glimmer of light in a dark room. He's always there, ready to protect her, shielding her from the world. Chan would give up a kidney for her. The bond between Chan and Lovey is like an invisible thread keeping them connected. Every smile from her is confirmation of the positive change Chan brought into her life. In their relationship, Chan is more than a friend; he's a confidant, a mentor, and a guardian angel. She trusts him completely and knows that he will always have her back, no matter what. Lovey's strength has become his inspiration, and every success of hers is a shared victory. They tend to be very clingy since they are both affectionate. They often spend time together, especially in the studio, as Sarang doesn't want to leave Chan alone to work, and he doesn't want her to go home alone late at night. Sarang always ends up falling asleep watching him work.

fans favorite moment : During an interview, Sarang was asked about her emergency contacts. She took out her phone, a big smile on her face, and showed the two contacts: Jihoon, her brother, and Bangchan. Her explanation was, "I chose these two simply because Jihoon is my family, while Channie - oppa is the person I trust the most." After hearing this, Chan, who was unaware, widened his eyes and immediately stood up from his stool, going near Sarang and engulfing her in a huge hug: "I luv you, bubbles, you're what I hold most dear"

Charang things :

Holding hands while crossing the street and/or in crowded places like airports.

Chan’s goodnight forehead kiss

late night drive

watching marvel movies together

making playlists for each other

LEE MINHO + KIM SARANG

MINRANG

popularity : 96 %

⸻ when lovey and leeknow first met, they didn't immediately hit it off. not because they didn't like one another, but because they're both super introverts that have a hard time talking to new people. especially because lovey was the only girl so he was like wtf??? and minho as an attitude , so sarang was a bit scared of him. but jisung forced them to talk to each other and they were like “oh maybe they're not so scary. ” after that they started becoming really good friends, and really enjoyed one another's company. they could always tell each other just about anything, and not have to worry about judgment. Now, their relationship consists of Minho making fun of sarang embarrassing or flattering her, flirting with her, even in front of the cameras. If you need someone to make her a blushing mess, simply call Lee Know. He loves to tease her, is his favorite thing since he discovered that she gets flustered easily. He loves watching her pink shades cheeks. She lets him do that only because they're pretty close. Minho is quite of a character, usually isn't lovely dovely, especially in front of cams or stays, but has a soft spot for her; out of all them members he's probably the member who looks after her the most. Since he learned about her problem with food, he has always taken care of her, making sure she didn’t skip meals and teaching her how to cook.

fans favorite moment : During “mysterious kitchen” lovey was peeling carrots, but he had some difficulty, and had a pair of cutting himself. Lee know approached her and put his head on the shoulder of the shorter girl. “Don’t you know how to shave carrots?” He asked giggling. Lovey replied with a laugh, shaking her head. Then he stood behind her, hugging her and took knife and carrot from her hands, showing her how to do it. The scene is depopulated sh twitter and tiktok with fans crazy for their closeness and connection.

Minrang’s things :

always there to help sarang calm down when she’s in the middle of an anxiety attack

back-hug while cooking

matching phone cases

tickling her only to hear her laugh

Cat-cuddling dates, whether with soongie doogie dori or snoflake and gingerbread

SEO CHANGBIN + KIM SARANG

SANGBIN

popularity : 87 %

⸻ Changbin has a daddy-like behavior towards her, he always has a hand on her at airports, or puts his jacket on her lap for cover her when she wears skirts or dresses; he just in general keeps an eye out for her. He is like a protective shield, watching out for her and making sure she is safe and happy. He’s also the most likely to voice a concern if he thinks her concept is too sexy, because he honestly treats her like his baby. It’s also not uncommon to find these two up in the late hours having in depth conversations. Whether it’s something they’re laughing about or if it’s a deep and serious conversation. They’re kinda big on communication, especially since Sarang has such a hard time opening up to others. Changbin always encourages her to say what’s on her mind, but he’s never forceful about it. He just likes to let her know that she can say what’s on her mind, and he’ll always be there to listen. Their connection goes beyond the public eye, as Changbin values the depth of their friendship and ensures that Sarang feels secure within the group dynamics. The genuine and caring nature of their relationship adds a heartwarming dimension to their interactions within the group. Despite Changbin's dedication to working out, Sarang, not particularly interested in fitness, joins him during his exercise routines. It's not about the activity itself for her; rather, it's a gesture of companionship. Changbin appreciates her willingness to be by his side, turning their workout sessions into lighthearted moments filled with laughter and encouragement.

fans favorite moment : During The filming of a skz-talk in the promotions of “ Maniac ” ,Changbin noticed Sarang wincing as they walked backstage after the energetic Music Bank stage. He glanced down at her feet and couldn't help but empathize with the discomfort she must be feeling in those high heels. "Hey sweetie , I can see those heels are killing you. Why don't you take a break and let me carry you or something?" Sarang chuckled, appreciating Changbin's concern but refusing to be a burden. "No, it's fine. I'll survive." Changbin, however, was having none of it. He bent down, swiftly removing his sneakers. "Come on, I'd rather see you walking comfortably. Here, take these. I don't mind going barefoot." Sarang stared at him in surprise, then gratefully accepted the shoes, feeling an unexpected warmth in her heart. “Thanks, Oppa. You're a lifesaver." Changbin just shrugged, a playful smirk on his face. "Anything for your comfort, Bubbles. Let's get you feeling better."

Sangbin’s things :

Changbin giving lovey is jacket whenever is cold

trying to get her to workout without results

shooting finger hearts at him from a distance.

messing with her hair

her personal bodyguard

HWANG HYUNJIN + KIM SARANG

SANJIN

popularity : 91 %

⸻ lovey and Hyunjin share a high-energy bond. They bring out each other's playful sides and have a natural chemistry on and off stage. They are partners in crime. Hyunjin likes to joke around with the members but not with her; he prefers having her as his accomplice. He loves her style, and she really looks up to him as an artist. He knows she has low self-esteem, so he's always cheering for her, Hyunjin is her n1 Fan. And god save anyone who criticizes her, because he will be ready to fight. They’re also big goofballs, and can often be seen doing dramatic skits during their variety shows and just being ridiculous. Sarang and Hyunjin share a dynamic where their friendship blossoms into a creative synergy. Hyunjin, known for his playful interactions, discovers in Sarang not just a companion but a muse for collaborative ideas. Their joint goofiness spills over into impromptu moments of laughter, creating a unique and endearing atmosphere within the group. Hyunjin's protective instincts kick in as he becomes a vocal advocate for lovey, showcasing a fierce loyalty that solidifies their bond as not just friends, but partners in both mischief and creativity. Lovey and Hyunjin often find solace in creative endeavors, particularly in painting together. In these artistic moments, Hyunjin takes on the role of a patient teacher, sharing his knowledge and techniques with Sarang. Their painting sessions become a canvas for shared laughter, learning, and the beautiful fusion of their individual styles. Through this artistic collaboration, lovey not only hones her skills but also deepens their connection, creating a masterpiece of friendship and shared passion.

fans favorite moment : During an exclusive music show performance by JYP, there's a humorous moment when Sarang whispers something in Hyunjin's ear. Both burst into uncontrollable laughter, but as soon as they realize they're on camera, they quickly hide, trying to mask their amusement. Fans suspect they might have been teasing the PDnim.

Sanjin’s things :

gossiping at award shows together

hyunjjn using lovey for an “arm rest”

painting together

dancing v-lives

pinky promises

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✶𓏲ּ𐀔.ᐟ ⠀⠀⠀ANGEL⠀ ( 🐰 ) ⠀:⠀ BASICS

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ birth name: Kang Jae-Hwa ( 강나리 )

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ english name: Juliette Kang ( 강줄리엣 )

name meaning: The name Juliette is a girl's name of French origin meaning "little Julia". The name Juliette is derived from the classic name Juliet. The name Juliet is thought to be a form of the name Julius, which was a Roman family name.

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ nicknames: juliet ( everyone ), julie + jae ( close friends ), hwa ( family ), irl angel + sm’s angel + girlfriend ( fans ), my juliette ( lover 🤫 ), korea’s little sister ( fans + korean public )

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ date of birth: October 31st, 2000 ( aged 23 )

zodiac sign: Scorpio

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ place of birth: Busan, South Korea

hometown: Los Angeles, California, U.S.A

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ nationality: Korean-American

ethnicity: Korean

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ physical details:

height: 5'2" (158cm )

weight: 97lbs (44kg )

blood type: A

hair color: brown - black - blonde

eye color: brown

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ gender & sexuality:

cisgender female - she/her

sexual orientation: not labeled

relationship status: not disclosed

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ languages: Korean ( 100% - Busan Dialect ), English ( 95% - American ), Japanese ( 90% ), Mandarin ( 50% - Conversational )

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ claims:

facial claim: mostly park jiwon ( fromis_9 ), other female idols/celebrities

speaking claim: park jiwon ( fromis_9 - Korean & English ), minatozaki sana ( twice - Japanese ), ning yizhuo ( æspa - Mandarin )

vocal claim: park jiwon ( fromis_9 ), ning yizhuo ( æspa )

rapping claim: park sooyoung ( red velvet )

dance claim: kang seulgi ( red velvet ), kim chungha

✶𓏲ּ𐀔.ᐟ ⠀⠀⠀ANGEL⠀ ( 🐰 ) :⠀ CAREER

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ stage name: Juliette ( Jule-ee-ett )

backstory: she chose Juliette as her stage name since it is her English name. though many people pointed out it was also a SHINee song and eventually called her the Juliette.

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ agency: SM Entertainment ( 2010 - Present )

training period: 5 years~

idol debut date: February 14th, 2015

idol debut age: 14

acting debut age: 20

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ representative color: millbrook ( #614834 ), beauty bush ( #f1c5d4 )

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ representative emoji: 💗 / 🍀 / 🐰

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ fandom name: capulets — in Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet, Juliet was born into the House of Capulet. Given that her fandom would be her “home”, Capulets was eventually brought up to lean in the Shakespearian concept.

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ known for: being sm’s angel, korea’s little sister, shinee’s juliette, being an all-rounder idol, her voguing/wacking choreographies, having too many 00z friends 🥲, her halloween birthday and sm’s halloween party, wildin’ after turning 18/21, always with the dreamies or aespa, high-pitched laugh, an idol-butterfly or social butterfly, always yapping 24/7, daughter of the ▇▇▇▇ company, being a supposed chaebol, being a flirtatious person in general

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ signature:

✶𓏲ּ𐀔.ᐟ ⠀⠀⠀ANGEL⠀ ( 🐰 ) : PERSONAL

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ mbti: ENTJ ( Commander ) — a personality type with the Extraverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging traits. they are decisive people who love momentum and accomplishment. they gather information to construct their creative visions but rarely hesitate for long before acting on them.

strengths: efficient, energetic, self-confident, strong-willed, strategic thinkers, charismatic and inspiring

weaknesses: stubborn, dominant, intolerant, impatient, arrogant, poor handling of emotions, cold and ruthless

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ likes: white noise, rain falling on the window, choreographing, non-scheduled days, classical music, indie games, the persona franchise, affection, handholding, her bf, karaoke, anime— kimi ni todoke, nana, a slient voice—, true crime . . .

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ dislikes: loud noises, super crowded environments, affection, feeling weak/overworked, mentions of her family, thunderstorms, horror games, anything creepypasta, racism & xenophobia, the dark, donald trump tbh . . .

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ phobias: atychiphobia ( fear of failure ), nosocomephobia ( fear of hospitals ), nyctophobia ( fear of the dark ), tonitrophobia ( fear of thunder ), lockiophobia ( fear of childbirth )

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ favorites:

colors: white & light pink

season: winter

animals: penguins, arctic foxes

number: 0

⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ immediate family: born into a rich and busy household, juliette had barely any time to spend with her parents and was sent to the united states early on with her aunt. although she did develop a resentment towards her parents, they support her from the sidelines. though she has siblings, she doesn’t speak to them most of the time or rarely sees them due to her work. barely any family photos are shown by the idol, which is the most secretive part about her.

father: kang sanghoon — born 1981 ( aged 47 ) in busan, south korea. works as the ▇▇▇▇ ceo. twin

mother: choi naeun — born 1982 ( aged 46 ) in gwangju, south korea. works under the ▇▇▇▇ company.

sister: kang nabi — born 1997 ( aged 27 ) in busan, south korea.

brother: kang joo-won — born 1999 ( aged 25 ) in busan, south korea.

kang grandparents: kang ha-▇ ( 85 ) & kang ▇▇-hyeon ( 90 ). raised sanghoon and bit-na.

aunt: kang bit-na — born 1981 ( aged 47 ) in busan, south korea. works as ▇▇▇▇ president. twin

▇▇ grandparents: ▇▇ shin-hye ( 87 ) & ▇▇ beom-seok ( 89 ). raised naeun.

chaebol lore drop 😔

[ncts-baes]

[ 🩰 ] . . . jiwon’s profile !

basics . . .

name: lee haneul | 이하늘

english name: mia lee

nicknames: neulna, babysitter haneul, ballerineul, han-bit (rabbit), sky, summer blessing, summer queen, waterbomb goddess, wonienonie, 1st ji.

birth: 1996/08/06 | leo

birthplace: ulsan, south korea

residence: seoul, south korea

nationality: korean

mbti: enfp

blood type: A+

languages: korean (mother language), english (basics-learning), japanese (fluent)

family: grandmother and grandfather

career . . .

stage name: jiwon | 지원

positions: main vocalist, lead dancer, visual, face of the group, center, co-leader

representative emoji: 🩰

debut date: 2016/04/09

debut song: the 7th sense (nct u)

drama debut: 2015/04/09 (exo next door)

dramas she participated: business proposal – 2022 (shin hari), true beauty — 2020 (im jookyung), exo next door — 2015 (ji yeonhee), he is psychometric — 2019 (yoon jaein), my demon – 2023 (do dohee)

appearance . . .

face claim: kwon eunbi (soloist, ex-i*zone)

weight: 46kg (101 lbs)

height: 162cm (5’3”)

body modifications: 4 piercings in each ear and two tattoos – left rib and nape of her neck.

social media . . .

instagram: leemoneul

weverse: I AM 1NIE

facts . . .

– she has a strong gyeongsang-do dialect, which often ends up with the members thinking she’s angry or annoyed by something whenever she talks with her accent (it often happens when she’s drunk or tired, she tends to talk with the dialect then).

– she’s considered one of the most successful female soloists in kpop, seeing as every single one of her solo releases since her solo debut have been trending on and off korea.

– she did ballet at a young age, which helped her during her teenage years as she would teach it for the younger kids as a way to make money.

– haneul tends to ‘mom’ the members whenever she can. even johnny himself once said that she would prepare medicine, cook, do laundry and even tidy stuff after them. during the early days - even now, let’s be honest - she would prepare the younger ones’ lunch for school.

– jiwon became a hot topic after one solo performance at the water bomb festival, as people went crazy with her body proportions and confidence on stage. she was named the “waterbomb goddess” by netizens.

– she’s a brand ambassador for vivienne westwood and people went crazy when she was revealed as such. jiwon really fits the vibe of the brand and people can’t help but be in awe of her whenever she appears dressed in the brand’s clothes.

– she’s currently in a relationship and people love her boyfriend, they are public and their relationship was revealed at the annual dispatch couple reveal during the new year.

– as her mom was never really in the picture since she was really young and her dad left when she was only 17, haneul basically raised herself. she never really mentions her parents and no one really know anything about them. though, haneul’s really grateful for her grandparents who were there for her whenever they could.

– jiwon often mentions that she wishes her childhood was different, which is one of the main reasons why she tries to take the burden off the younger members whenever she can. so they can have a somewhat fun childhood, differently from her.

all rights reserved © ncts-baes, 2024

[theedengirls]

(  𓇢𓆸  )        . . .        𝐀𝐂𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄        𖥻        ᵀᴴᴱ 𝕯𝐎𝐎𝐌 𝑜𝒻 𝐏𝔸ℝ𝔸𝔻𝕀𝕊𝔼

EDEN ( 에덴 ) is a fictional South Korean five-member group that debuted on March 13th, 2018. Once bubbling beneath mainstream media, their cult-like following skyrocketed them into stardom, turning once lovely girls into global stars.

In 2015, U-Sound stood at the edge of the chasm of death: bankruptcy, vermillion spilling from the fissure and lapping at their feet in taunts should they not do something soon. Their survival—fragile, gossamer ligaments holding on for dear life—depended entirely on successfully constructing a new group. With two doomed boy groups beneath their still-callousing fingertips, the decision to debut a girl group was not a choice, it was a necessity.

Of their arsenal, there were but six girls who possessed what they required: the it factor. Of this batch, BOMI was a fan-favoured to debut, and while in rapping she showed just why she would debut one way or the other, the coin tossed for such a skill proved that she would, likewise, lack a certain finesse to public affairs that made even the most hardened of the publicity team nervous. Tentatively, she was made the leader of the trainee group.

The instating of Bomi as leader would prove disastrous. After a controversial post on her online journal, and the rumour that she was spotted with a trainee of the opposite gender at a restaurant, the entire publicity team felt their throats loosen the breath they had been holding since Bomi became a trainee: she was dropped from the label.

The creative team, however, could practically see the crimson of defeat each time they stepped into the building, a future of red ledgers until the entrance above their heads collapsed, as did the rest of the infrastructure.

Upon the official announcement that SILVER STARS—a girl group formed under the TV Show NEXT TO THE STARS—would not have their temporary contract renewed, and thus, they would disband that year, hope dared to itch at their hearts and pockets. In a desperate bid, U-Sound cast their nets out to gather any stray unemployed-idols. Now ex-members HAYUN and YEWON signed on with the company.

The acquirement of two Silver Stars girls birthed rumour of an impending girl group within a year and a half. Further speculation determined that the group would be formed around Hayun and Yewon.

By mid-2017, only Yewon remained of the two, leading to the supposed Leader Curse of U-Sound, which stated that whatever girl was named leader would leave the company within three months. This came in response to Hayun being the third leader to either leave or be removed from the trainee group.

Their debut in 2018 was an instant hit among those who had been following the group pre-debut. Despite praises from critics for their fresh sound, they failed to make any true impact with more mainstream audiences. It would not be until U-Sound was acquired by ARCADIAN ENTERTAINMENT in 2021, would EDEN begin to dominate the music world domestically and internationally.

(  𓇢𓆸  )        . . .        𝐀𝐂𝐓 𝐓𝐖𝐎        𖥻        ᵀᴴᴱ 𝕽𝐄𝐒𝐔𝐒𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝑜𝒻 𝐇𝕆ℙ𝔼

❛  Yewon.       (  1997 ).       leader, dancer, centre, vocalist

❛  Kittiya.       (  1997  ).      vocalist, rapper

❛  Rina.       (  1998  ).      rapper, dancer, face of the group

❛  Yoojin.       (  2000 ).      vocalist, dancer

❛  Maru.       (  2000  ).       visual, dancer, vocalist, maknae

[lesserafim-eden]

( ♡ ) ... 🏹 ⁀ EDEN’S PROFILE ࿐ !

𓆩 𓆪  ࣪˖﹫𓂃⌁. ࣪˖ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓  𓂃𑁍 ࣪˖ ›

𓂃  ✷ ˒  𝙸𝙽𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙳𝚄𝙲𝙸𝙽𝙶 !  𓄹╴EDEN NOELIA LEE

꣑୧ 𓈒 ۫ caught in some traffic, but the radio is blasting 𓂋 💿 ۪

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___.れレ: : GET TO KNOW HER.____

___.れレ: :- BASIC INFORMATION .____

___.れレ: BIRTH NAME: Eden Noelia Lee

___. れレ: KOREAN NAME: Lee Binna

___. れレ: HANGUL: 이빈나

___. れレ: CHINESE NAME: Zhao Meixing

___. れレ: NAME MEANING: The name Eden means "place of pleasure and delight." Binna 비나 This name means “to shine” in Korean. The Chinese name Mei-Xing means “beautiful star”.

___. れレ: NICKNAMES: Dance Queen, International Playgirl, Global ambassadors (as she is the brand ambassador for many brands), Rich girl style, Sold out Queen, Elegant beauty, nation's heartbreaker, 'SM/HYBEs Ace, China's IT girl, Social butterfly (as she friends with everyone) ( used by her fans ).

___. れレ: BIRTHDAY: November 11, 2001

___. れレ: ZODIAC: Leo

___. れレ: BIRTHPLACE: London, UK

___. れレ: AGE: 21 years old ( Korean age ) 20 years old (int.)

___. れレ: NATIONALITY: English

___. れレ: ETHNICITY: Chinese/South Korean

___. れレ: WEIGHT: 49kg (100lbs)

___. れレ: HEIGHT: 5'8" (173 cm)

___. れレ: BLOOD TYPE: AB

___. れレ: REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI: 🐨 ( koala  )

___. れレ: VOCAL(s) CLAIM: Hoody ; BiBi ; Saay ; Nessa Barret ; Silly Silky

___. れレ: RAP VOCAL(s): Kim Jennie ; Yezi

___. れレ: DANCE CLAIM: Mina Young (1 Million Dance)

___. れレ: GENDER: female

___. れレ: PRONOUN(s): she // her

___. れレ: BODY MODIFICATION(s): 12 ear piercings (6 on her left ear, 6 on right ear ) + 5 tattoos, 2 belly button piercing

___. れレ: LANGUAGES SPOKEN: English ( First language ), Mandarin ( Second Language), Korean ( Third language), French ( learned ), Italian ( learned/ Fluent ) Japanese ( learned/ Fluent ).

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___.れレ: : GET TO KNOW HER.____

___.れレ: :- CAREER INFORMATION.____

___.れレ: STAGE NAME: Eden ( 이든; since 2018 ) or Eden Noelia Lee ( since 2022-present )

___.れレ: GROUP(s): IZ*ONE ( 아이즈원 ; 2018-2021 ) LE SSERAFIM ( 르 세라핌 ; 2022-present )

___.れレ: OFFICIAL POSITION(s): Main dancer, Vocalist, Rapper, Visual ( IZ*ONE ) Main dancer, Main rapper, Vocalist, Visual, center ( LE SSERAFIM )

___.れレ: COMPANIES: SM Entertainment (2015-2021), Source Music/ HYBE Label ( 2022-present )

___.れレ: OCCUPATION(s): Singer, Rapper, Actress, Model, Songwriter, Global Ambassador, Voice Actress

___.れレ: DEBUT DATE(s): October 29, 2018 ( IZ*ONE ) May 2, 2022 ( LE SSERAFIM )

___.れレ: DEBUT AGE(s): 15 (Int.) 16 (Kor; IZ*ONE ) 19 (Int.) 20 (Kor; LE SSERAFIM )

___.れレ: YEARS ACTIVE: 2018–present

___.れレ: TRAINEE YEAR(S): 3 years

___.れレ: DOMESTIC POPULARITY: South Korea 95% ; China 100% ; United Kingdom 100% ; Japan 100%

___.れレ: DOMESTIC LOVE: South Korea 89% ; China 100% ; United Kingdom 100% ; Japan 100%

___.れレ: DOMESTIC HATE: South Korea ; 80% China 10% ; United Kingdom 2% ; Japan 20%

___.れレ: DOMESTIC OPINION(s): South Korea ; Eden was exposed to the South Korean public before she debut as part of SM Rookies. When she finally debuted as a member of IZ*ONE, people adored and loved her. They loved her stage presence, one of a kind beauty, and talents. Over time, she garnered some antis and the public didn’t hold her in as high regard as they used. She became too ‘problematic’ for the South Korean public with her scandals, proactive actions, fashion, and her ‘attitude’.

China ; Eden built a reputation for herself in China and became a very popular, and loved idol. The Chinese people love her and are obsessed with her. If anything and anyone threatens her and her safety, you know a Chinese fan will be there to protect her. Badmouthing her is an unspoken do not rule. Eden is very popular amongst high schoolers and many girls idolize & love her and are inspired by her attitude and fashion sense. Eden is a popular name that comes up when talking about celebrity crushes and her beauty and talent are greatly admired. Chinese fans often get into fights with Korean fans over whether Eden is considered a Chinese or South Korean singer.

Japan ; the Japanese people quickly fall in love with Eden during her produce 48 days as she would help the Japanese trainees with choreography, and teach them Korean. The hardest mission in the world is to find a Japanese kpop fan to say bad things about Eden. She is an absolute sweetheart and loved by the public of Japan.

United Kingdom ; When first people heard about an English girl was going to debut in a kpop, they were surprised. But now, Eden alone is more popular in the UK than any other kpop groups and people describe her as a lovely, talented and beautiful girl. Through her rapidly growing popularity, she is even put on par with the British royal family.

___.れレ: INTERNATIONAL POPULARITY: 100%

___.れレ: INTERNATIONAL LOVE: 97%

___.れレ: INTERNATIONAL HATE: 70%

___.れレ: INTERNATIONAL OPINION(s): it’s spilt down the middle & there’s no in-between. You either absolutely love her and adore her or you hate Eden with all the living cells in your body. People love her while others love to nitpick every single thing she does and says. She is very popular. If you go to the street and ask people if they know her or have heard of her name, 80% of the people will say yes.

___.れレ: SEARCHES: 98,876,799,567

___.れレ: KNOWN FOR: Her iconic Performance on Produce 48 covering Britney Spears "baby one more time" Duality, her fancams going viral every time, brand endorsements, small waist, deep voice, good at video games, insane visuals, being the ultimate It girl of her generation, coming from a rich family, going to one of the most expensive schools in the world ; Institut auf dem Rosenberg, amazing fashion senses, dating rumors with half of the 4th generation kpop male idols, very long legs, stage presence, deep British accent, iconic long blonde hair, songwriter, musically gifted, 90-degree shoulders, being photogenic, top model material, everyone’s crush, dancing skills, painting and drawing, sell out power, resemblance to a Disney princess, being hate on for releasing more than her members, her aesthetic pleasingly instagram account, her nail art, almost being apart of Aespa, her close friendship with Nct dream members, IVE’s Wonyoung & Yujin, Aespa’s Karina & Itzy’s Chaeryeong, her rumor, having a high IQ, her being very social and knowing a lot of idols/celebrities, just her.

___.れレ: RESPECT: 94% ; with all of her accomplishments and legacy at a such young age, she knows she deserves it

___.れレ: SKILLS RANKING:

•vocals ability : 8/10

•rap ability : 10/10

•dance ability: 10/10

•visuals: 10/10 ( Korean Standard )

•Stage presence: 10/10

•producing ; song writing ; composing: 9/10

•choreographing: 7/10

•public speaking: 8/10

• Variety show: 9/10

___.れレ: SIGNATURE(s):

«For fans»

«Business»

___.れレ: INDIVIDUAL FANDOM NAME: Prodigies

___.れレ: SOLO DISCOGRAPHY:

•BTBT ; released on May 13, 2022 along with Soulja Boy & B.I

•dying on the inside ; released on July 23, 2022

•hell is teenage girl ; released on September 06, 2022

•No name ; released on November 11, 2022

•Blame ; released on April 24, 2023

•Breathin ; released on June 1, 2023

•Don’t know me ; released on July 23, 2023

•I’m yours ; released on August 01, 2023

•Boyfriend ; released on October 30, 2023

___.れレ: INSTAGRAM: @/ gardenofeden ( personal 46m followers ; 17 following, 330 posts ; E2N2L private account: 77 followers & 50 following )

___.れレ: YOUTUBE: @/VlogswithEDEN (8.9m subscribers, 45 videos )

___.れレ: TWITTER: @/ imnoteden ( private account 23 followers & 1 following, 1,765 tweets )

___.れレ: TIKTOK: @/ justforfun ( private account 12 followers & 4 following, 0 videos )

___.れレ: PHYSICAL: diamond shaped face, tall, lateral flare eyes, hazel green cat eyes, small nose, pouty lips, full eyebrows, pear-shaped body, clear skins, long limbs.

___.れレ: PERSONALITY: ESFP {Entertainer} If anyone is to be found spontaneously breaking into song and dance, it is the Entertainer personality type. Entertainers get caught up in the excitement of the moment, and want everyone else to feel that way, too. No other personality type is as generous with their time and energy as Entertainers when it comes to encouraging others, and no other personality type does it with such irresistible style.

___.れレ: STRENGTHS:

«Bold»– Entertainers aren't known for holding back. Wanting to experience everything there is to experience, people with the Entertainer personality type don't mind stepping out of their comfort zones when no one else is willing.

«Outgoing»– More so than things though, Entertainers love to pay attention to people. They are talkative, witty, and almost never run out of things to discuss. For people with this personality type, happiness and satisfaction stem from the time they spend with the people they enjoy being with.

«Performer»— Not stopping at mere outfits, Entertainers inject artistic creativity into their words and actions, too. Every day is a performance, and Entertainers love to put on a show.

___.れレ: WEAKNESS:

«Sensitive » Entertainers (especially Turbulent ones) are strongly emotional, and very vulnerable to criticism – they can feel like they've been backed into a corner, sometimes reacting badly. This is probably Entertainers' greatest weakness, because it makes it so hard to address any other weaknesses brought to light.

«Easily bored » Without constant excitement, Entertainers find ways to create it themselves. Risky behavior, self-indulgence, and the pleasures of the moment over long-term plans are all things Entertainers get into a little too often.

«Conflict-Averse» Entertainers sometimes ignore and avoid conflict entirely. They tend to say and do what's needed to get out of such situations, then move on to something more fun.

___.れレ: RELATIONSHIP STATUS: taken (unknown to the public) since 2022

___.れレ: SEXUALITY: straight

___.れレ: CONFIDENCE: Eden is a very confident person, especially with her look (you can tell that whenever she is on stage).

___.れレ: FLEXIBILITY: Eden is a very flexible person as she does yoga with her best friend Bella. She can concentrate on many things at once, you disturb her, she goes into flames.

___.れレ: ADAPTABILITY: Eden can adapt to many things.

___.れレ: HOBBIES + SKILLS: learning new languages, baking, drawing or painting, free style dancing, playing multiple instruments, modeling, voice acting, makeup, reading, and making everyone hot and bothered, giving massages to the members when they feeling down.

___.れレ: HABITS: Eating and laughing too much, saying "ah" and "yah"a lot, spacing out when thinking about things, clapping, bouncing, or randomly dancing when she feels excited, sitting in a many ways, pouting when she's sad, getting scared easily, tendency to say what comes to her mind, sarcastic comments, impulsive shopping, tapping her feet when nervous, when uncomfortable she touches her collarbone a lot, working out to relieve her stress, playing with the ends of her hair, sleeping with a large number of blankets, pillows, and plushies.

___.れレ: DISLIKES: Mean people,invasion of privacy, rude/ sasaengs fans, fat shaming, diets, entitled people, fireworks or loud sounds,antis, racism, homophobia, being yelled at, overworking herself, rumors, stalkers, people talking about her family, judging people without hearing their side of the story, Seafood, sleeping without more than two blankets and pillows.

___.れレ: LIKES: makeup,choreographing, photography, painting, playing video games, fashion, snowboarding, watching murder investigations, playing video games, cuddling with special person, feeling powerful/sexy while performing, blinks, Pilates, fairs, flirting with her boyfriend, raping, singing, horror movies, comedy, massages, butts, trying new things, watching anime (mostly seven deadly sins), and Polaroids.

___.れレ: FAVORITE COLOR(s): Baby pink 'cream' purple and teal.

___.れレ: FAVORITE FOOD(s): Tangerines, apples, chimaek, samgyeopsal, instant noodles, avocados, smoothies, Pizza, chicken, blueberry muffins, French fries, mangoes, watermelon, avocados, jjampong, bibimbap, kimchi fried-rice, sushi, any type of cakes.

___.れレ: PHOBIA(s): phonophobia (fear of loud noises), Coulrophobia (fear of clowns), Monophobia (fear of being alone), Entomophobia (fear of bugs), fear of losing her loved ones.

___.れレ: STRUGGLE(s): her fear of bugs, being away from family, not eating enough, dealing with anxiety, feeling insecure about herself, finding hard to control her rest bitch face.

___.れレ: BAD HABIT(s): staying up late, cracking her bones.

___.れレ: FAMOUS CLOSE FRIEND(s): all of ( ITZY ) all of ( Aespa ), all of (G)I-DLE ) Jay & Jake ( ENHYPEN ), Minji & Danielle ( New Jeans ), Jaehyun ( BOYNEXTDOOR ), Yiren ( EVERGLOW ) Gaeul, Yujin, & Wonyoung ( IVE ), Haewon & Lily ( NMIXX ), Hyunjin, seungmin, & Bangchan ( Stray kids ), Shin Eunsoo, Lee Yeon, Jung Dabin, Seol In-ah, & Park Jihu ( Actresses ), Chaeyeon, Eunbi, Yena, Yuri, BiBi ( soloists ), Minhee, Wonjin, Hyeongjun ( GRAVITY ), Hanbin & Jeonghyeon ( Evnne ), Nako, Minju, Haewon ( actresses ), Hitomi ( AKB48 ), Seungkwan & Dino ( Seventeen ), Matthew & Gunwook ( ZEROBASEONE ), Isa & Sieun ( STAYC ), Xiaoting, Hikaru, & Huening Bahiyyih ( Kep1er ), all of ( NCT DREAM ), Choi Hyun-Wook, Park Jihoon, Ryeoun ( Actors )

___.れレ: IDEAL TYPE: Someone who can match her energy, Someone who treats her like the only girl in the world. Someone that she can easily be herself around him. Someone who makes her laugh. Someone who is at least 178cm tall. Someone who seems cold on the outside, but super soft on the inside. Someone she is visually attracted to.

[bp-trio]

BLACKPINK’s Sol Shatters the Internet: Unveils Tech Tycoon Beau on Tropical Getaway

a pairing that transcends boundaries and redefines power couples

JON BLISTEIN

APR 11, 2024 11:17AM EDT

In a move that has taken the internet by storm, BlackPink’s Sol has just given her fans a rare glimpse into her private life. With a single Instagram post, she introduced her boyfriend to the world, and the response has been nothing short of explosive.

The post, a serene picture of the couple on vacation, has already garnered an astonishing 180.8 million likes in just a few hours, making it one of the fastest viral posts in history. This soft launch on Instagram marks the first time Sol has ever publicly acknowledged her relationship, and the revelation has sparked a frenzy of excitement and speculation among fans and media alike.

The mystery man, known only as a titan in the tech industry, is rumored to be a self-made billionaire who founded his groundbreaking company in his youth. His identity has been the subject of much speculation, but this soft launch has only intensified the curiosity.

As the couple basks in the glow of their newfound public romance, the world watches with bated breath. This reveal is not just a milestone for Sol but a testament to the power of her influence. The BlackPink sensation, known for her electrifying performances and fashion-forward style, has now added another feather to her cap as a trendsetter in love.

As the post continues to trend, TikTok and other social platforms are flooded with reaction videos. Fans are creating content under the theme “This is how I want to soft launch my relationship,” inspired by Sol’s stylish and subtle approach to going public with her love life.

Stay tuned as we continue to follow this fairy-tale romance that has captured the hearts of millions and changed the landscape of celebrity relationships forever.

[svtminji]

ᡴꪫ ⋆ ࣪ NANA TOUR ! ˓𓄹 ࣪˖ ─── half-cut episode one.

╰ here comes the 7-day vacation full of laughter! come enjoy italy to the fullest! follow the lead of guide na with seventeen, nana tour with seventeen! pd na, a 20-year veteran of travel entertainment shows, got a new job as a tour guide and became guide na! he's the tour guide for seventeen, who's going on a vacation into the summer in italy!

psa — this is half cut of episode one since the original episode is over 2 hours long 😖😖 part two will be posted soon enough 💆

septiembre ─── tokyo

                it was relatively quiet in the hotel room considering the commotion that was caused by the four drinking members. it begged the question on how the floors above and below did not file a noise complaint. well, whatever the noise was, it did not seem to bother the couple as they were sound asleep in the comfort of each other’s arms.

                not everything was sunshine and rainbows. as soon as na-pd stepped into the staff room, chaos began. na-pd explained to the staff about how he was kidnapping all of seventeen, minus seungcheol, and that it would occur today. minji’s manager had raised a few eyebrows and decided to speak what was on her mind.

“before we move on to the subject at hand, minji has already made her schedule designed to fit along with the rest of seventeen.” the manager explained. “she made reservations at restaurants to eat with her friends and family, so how are you going to break the news to her?”

[…]

                looks were thrown around the room and this started the worried expression of na-pd. he cleared his throat and spoke.

“well i’m sure minji won’t take the news so lightly, especially from me. but i’ll be the one to tell her, along with the8 and jun.”

[minji, jun, the8: their dreams ruined by na-pd]

na-pd recalled his plan with seungcheol and they managed to obtain 11/14 members without a complaint to say the least. the next room they needed to wake up with the news was the jeongmi room. although before na-pd could even touch the doorknob handle, seungkwan stopped him.

[?]

“this is for your safety and the viewer’s safety.” seungkwan spoke before putting his ear onto the door. mingyu, who noticed what seungkwan meant, pushed him slightly and waited for the confirmation. silence was passed around before he nodded. “coast is clear. you may now proceed.”

opening the door and turning on the lights, the group noticed two things. one: jeonghan pretending he was already waking up. two: minji having the blanket over her head. incoherent shouts were heard and it only made minji pull the blanket more to cover herself. just her luck, a group of men intruding her space once again. the members were mentioning something to jeonghan which minji couldn’t bother to hear about.

the female member could only care about two things: why the fuck they were in the room, and how to make them leave. before she could say anything, someone had pulled down the blanket over her head and revealed herself to the unnatural light, cameras, and men. minji opened her eyes and sighed.

[not a good morning]

“look who’s awake!! it’s minji!!” soonyoung spoke beside her while holding down the blanket so it wouldn’t go back up. minji, who could only reply with a glare, tried to pull the blanket back up but soonyoung persisted.

“why is everyone here? it’s not like we’re doing some variety show right now.. especially with the cameras..” minji spoke as she looked around the room, specifically for a shirt to put on, and that was when she saw na-pd.

like a deer in headlights, she laid there in shock. jeonghan, who knew she wasn’t in proper attire, grabbed an old shirt of his and handed it to her, along with her glasses. hoshi lifted up the blanket so nothing would be seen from the cameras, and muttered something which made him receive a slap on the back. pulling down the blanket, minji was dressed and she bowed her head to signal she was saying hello.

“i don’t want to be rude, but why is everyone here?”

“minji.” na-pd sat down on the bed and looked at minji with uncertainty. “remember during super promotions, the group chose ‘one fine day’?” the female member nodded and looked at him to go on. “well, that day.. is today..”

the truth comes out���

“oh..” minji looked at him then towards her members who were nodding to confirm. “oh…”

“it’s supposed to be random and ..” na-pd continued on explaining his initial plan but all minji could do was block him out. she stared at the floor and moved her gaze towards her phone then back at the speaker. “and so what we needed to do was-”

“i’m sorry to interrupt you, but i had already made plans two months ago with my family and friends.” minji had cut off na-pd, and got up from the bed. “i need to call them at this hour and tell them the news. i understand it’s not your fault but just give me a minute.”

minji’s actions displayed that she was displeased with the sudden news. na-pd started talking to the rest of the members as minji continued talking to whoever was on the line. after a while, it had gone quiet and japanese was only heard from the female member. jeonghan went up to her and asked for the phone; minji gave it to him and walked over.

sad minji in the morning..

“he’s talking to my mom right now, but is our passports all together? i just want to know in case i have to go look for it.” minji spoke as she looked at na-pd. her bedhead was still noticeable and some of the members stifled a laugh.

“yeah, all of the staff members have managed to collect the passports and the information needed to land.”

“oh okay, that seems fine. if you don’t mind me asking, where are we going specifically?”

na-pd looked like his mouth was locked and he shook his head. “that’s something explained later on once we have myungho. he needs to hear the news that jun and him aren’t going to their scheduled plan.”

minji nodded then connected the dots. “so.. their original schedule was just a cover up?” na-pd nodded. “ah, good luck with him. he’s kind of sensitive when it comes to lying about those things. pretty sure he had already called his family and told them about it.”

“well. i’m planning on telling him myself and explain to him the circumstances about it.” na-pd explained. “i don’t want to appear as a bad guy in general.”

an. personally.. i think i could’ve written this better.. but oh well🥲🥲🥲 this was in the drafts for at least 3 weeks and i didn’t want to hold this back even longer. pt 2 soon 👍👍

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☆ . . . LEARN THE ALPHABET WITH SAGE!

A is for — “And here I thought Jake would’ve been the first to lose a limb.” Playing COD and other shooting games with the boys.

B is for — "Bitches love me bitches love me-" Jake on live and going to ask Sage if she wanted to join. Only to open the door and hear her screaming the lyrics to a song. Jake immediately slamming the door shut after hearing her.

C is for — “¿Cómo te va? Ten cuidado. No te caigas.” Teagan randomly switching languages when speaking to the boys in a en-o’clock ep and not even realizing it for a good 20 minutes.

D is for — "DEEZ NUTS!...I'm sorry." Her on a live, and letting the intrusive thoughts win, pt. 1.

E is for — “EVERYTIME WE TOUCH I GET THIS FEELING!" Karaoke with Heesung, Jay, and Sage is chaotic to say the least.

F is for — "FUC-FLIPPING FONGTASTIC PENGUINS!" Teagan stubbing her toe on the counter in I-land.

G is for — "Get me out of here.." Sage looking towards the cam during a live, with Niki and Jake, like she's in the office.

H is for — "HEKVSFKJASK-" Her literally getting choked out by Niki when they were roughousing and him dragging her off the side.

I is for — "I’ve accidentally indulged in too much ‘me time’ and must now suffer the consequences." Sage leaving her room after 24 straight hours of gaming and just hanging out and almost falling due to lack of iron.

J is for — “Just take me out! I wanna go back to bed." The group playing paintball while on a variety show episode and Teagan standing in the middle of the arena with her arms open.

K is for — "Kill me and I'll haunt you for the rest of your days, Kim Sunoo." Enhypen playing Mafia together.

L is for — "Likeee- You can’t sit with us.” Enhypen playing a game on one of her vlogs where you have to guess the person they’re pretending to be.

M is for — “MONSTER ENERGY!” Playing that one guessing game with headphones and Teagan being absolutely wrong in her guess.

O is for — “One more week of being stuck here with this *bleeep* cabeza de mierda and you will find a dead body.” Sage whilst on i-land and the boys keep eating all her favorite snacks when she started her period.

P is for — “Please, for the love of Christ, stop throwing monopoly money like we’re in a strip club!” A clip from one of her vlogs on Enhypen's group game nights.

Q is for — "QUACK QUACK HOE!" There's compilation of Teagan accidently cursing in public on YouTube somewhere, I just know it.

R is for — "RAAHHHH!!” Sage randomly using British slang out of nowhere and the boys getting confused.

S is for — “Shit..Oh fuck!…Who said that??” Her in the background of one of the other’s lives and dropping something and cursing.

T is for — "This is our village idiot—" Sage showing off her family pet, Rex, in a vlog.

U is for — "Ur joking.. Ur joe-king." The girl mimicking that one tiktok trend and dying of laughter on live.

W is for — "WAKE UP IN DAY ONE!" Shouting the lyrics to their song during a karaoke challenge.

X is for— "XYNDNDK” The girl falling out of her chair while laughing in an en-o’clock episode.

Y is for — “Yang Jungwon, I know you are not killing people without me!!!” Sage messing/joking with Jungwon when they all played Among Us together.

Z is for — "Zesty? Girl what.." Sage reading comments on live and laughing at goofy ones.

should really be named sage can't stop cursing pt.1

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𝐚𝐡𝐧 𝐲𝐮𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: you thought ahn yujin loved you, but no matter how hard you tried, she never seemed to admit it. it seems as if you are the only one who remembers it, all too well.

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒: multi-media series, kpop, non-idol au, heavy angst, fluff, wlw.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: infidelity, manipulation, yujin being a liar 24/7, gaslighting, toxic relationship, slight age difference, relationship issues, language.

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒: 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞.

00. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

01. 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

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07. 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲

08. 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐬

09. 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐬

10. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐡

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