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Could you imagine the confusion it would cause if someone not in the know came to camp and there was just a tied up, heavily-drugged Bhaalspawn just sitting there?
Especially if the party lets them know said bhaalspawn is their leader
#dark urge#the dark urge#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#bhaalspawn#im imagining if the prevention of nighttime murders from the companion scene thing continued#i feel like some resist durges would actually prefer to either be tied up knocked tf out or both nightly#out of fear of having a repeat#a member of Elfsong Taverns staff shows up bringing new sheets or something and boom bhaalspawn#lets just say my current durge developed some not so healthy habits as a way of coping with#the revelation she was a bhaalspawn and of her past actions#can't get possessed by your dad and commit sleepwalking murders if youre too drunk to function#or smoking a ridiculous amount or making your cleric gf and druid father figure tie you up nightly#while auntie druid keeps watch#people be like what kind of danger does she pose to deserve this treatmenr#and my durge is over there swearing in 3 separate languages
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So what happened to Gru's eye anyways?
This will be very very tied into my personal headcanons about both Grujaja and a little about the drain so be warned:
info under the readmore for sanity reasons hope u understand<3
My interpretation of the drain is a very bad place to raise someone. The whole place is essentially the slums of a city- though the most dangerous part of the place isn't because of anything living, but because the place is actually crumbling from poor infrastructure. Gruja was from a very low income family that lived in that area; just trying to live like anyone else.
The infrastructure expectedly ended up failing and in the collapse he got cut really badly by some of the resulting shrapnel across his face and left arm. He was one of the "lucky" ones. If you could even call it that.
He sure didn't.
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg grujaja#there u go guys heres the Grujaja lore that's haunted him from the start of the headcanon i made#no big action no attempted justice just a horrible horrible event that destroys you that happens for no reason#and crawling out of it repeating the mantra “I don't want to die." in fear with nothing to live for afterwards#this is why he *tries* to join the bizzyboys and does so later. he didnt have anything anymore and thought it would give him purpose#and i guess you can say it did. he gained purpose but at the cost of barely being anything else besides being a blind devotee for 33 years#This is also why Hector begged capo to let them take him. he REALLY wouldn't have been able to live with himself knowing he left a kid ther#in a situation like that#especially as two people also desperately trying to leave the same situation#hope u got exactly what u were asking for anon im punching the wall insane
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I'll be honest I never really gave Tim a second thought on my first listen through, but on a relisten I've realized that yeah actually that's me. That would be me. I too would get really frustrated and angry and make a million bad sarcastic jokes if I was trapped in The Office That Makes You Die Badly and could do nothing but wait around to die badly in the office. And also still had to fill out timesheets. I mayhaps would also lose my composure just a little actually.
#voidrambles#the Magnus Archives#Tim Stoker#the isolation of Jon in his own fear and helplessness is really getting me the second time around too#but i honestly can't blame Tim for anything#I think the first time around I was kind of frustrated with him for making a bad situation worse by being hostile and sarcastic but#I've since been shown that that is my exact reaction to a fucked up situation I can do nothing about#and wouldn't have known to do any differently if repeated either#like what was he meant to do? Not take the job? Not agree to be relocated to the archives with Jon?#where he knew he could more easily find out info on what happened to his brother?#he did the thing with the worms and pretty much Rambo'd his way through helping make sure everyone lived from that#and yeah it helped with That Specifically but the reward he got was the only other person who could relate being busy having a breakdown#(Very Fucking Understandably mind you but you know. Doesn't change the effect on Tim unfortunately)#And then realizing he couldn't leave.#so yeah I'd also be A Little Bit Cynical About It I Think#he better be enjoying that kayaking trip. he didn't deserve a minute of this shit
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Vr46 academy keychains
Set of five charms that all match in different ways
˚ ✦ . . ˚ . . ✦ ˚
Open for detailed pictures of each one
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ *ੈ✩‧₊˚
ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ
:･ﾟ✧:･.☽˚｡･ﾟ✧:･.:
˖⁺‧₊˚⭒✮⭒˚₊‧⁺˖
. ݁₊ ✶. ݁ ˖ˎˊ˗
I ran out of tags so I'll say it here but i would greatly appreciate a reblog, especially if you share your thoughts on these pieces in tags (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
(Also i forgot that bez have matching part with luca so I didn’t add that to tags sorry
#motogp#marco bezzecchi#pecco bagnaia#valentino rossi#celestino vietti#luca marini#mb72#fb63#vr46#cv13#lm10#vr46 academy#okay so i fear tags won't be enough for me this time but I'll try tell everything anyway#firstly i used nicknames (should have used maro but didn't think at the time) for everyone because it brings more of a family feeling than#when i do initials and that's exactly what i wanted with them. on the same note the wolves#the wolves were tge first thing that started this idea because i wanted to make bez charm and picked one up and then it expanded very fast#because let's all face it - they are basically a wolf pack and it's extremely fitting. also after taking these pictures i found mettalic on#for cele. and it's a huge slay because i really don't like mismatching colours of metal#probably the only one that i did mismatch is vale but amazingly it looks pretty neat. i also put as many turtles as i physically could#also except for wolves he also has matching beads with cele and luca if you can spot them#while cele matches luca and bez#bez matches cele and pecco while pecco matches only bez. it was quite a challenge to find beads that would suit their different#colour schemes while looking organic in keychains#also for bez i used a wrench bc of his family and i think that's pretty neat detail#it was absolute mindfuck to find beads for five different keychains at the same time because of how different they all are but i tried#also put a lot of effort into not repeating myself as much as j could in structures so they all have their own personalities outside of set#also i love that “bez” part looks like fangs icl#if you see bead that stands out by colour from all others in keychain it's probably for their eye colour because i love to add that too#also used old bez livery because what we had this year was horrible#actually i made it some time ago just never had time to post
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not to be myself on main but im still here
#snap chats#sorry not sorry im still obsessed with how big he is. this is peak mags body to me just huge as fuck and solid like a freight train#i hate that charas follow where you're looking because now i feel especially filthy like STOP. i AM looking at your ass i dont wanna hear i#this is why i cant stream me playing 90% of the time i will Not So Subtly just be checking out the modeling of his ass#it aint even a perverse thing im just genuinely mesmerized by the shape and the definition ..... the sculpt ...#i am a very tactile person i love texture and feeling grooves and all that so OF COURSE im gonna be here Forever#yeah they'll never tear this skin away from me. i need to grab him#there is no bounce his ass isnt even big it is hard as steel but idc. let me grab#'snap youve lost the plot' i fear i never had it to begin with the release of this game just made me worse#my favorite thing mags does sometimes is he'll like. raise his leg like some kinda fuckin horse while flourishing his magnetism#for what reason did yall have him do that. im obsessed I Repeat he's like a giant horse to me#ok im gonna stare at him for another half hour like some sicko bye#maybe ill play the game again later but i wanna work on stuff first
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CUSTOM GUITAR STRAPS. I REPEAT; CUSTOM GUITAR STRAPS!
Credits: 📸 Clinton Hatfield
#and don't get me STARTED on how IV looks#I fear I may have a little crush perhaps#but dude they both look so good#yet again repeating I want to have a little munch on them#(both The Lads and the guitar straps)#if anybody knows who made them so I can add extra credits please let me know!!#I don't know if that's info that's out yet but hey my acoustic looks like she needs a new strap anyways 👀#sleep token#st#iv#iv sleep token#iii#iii sleep token
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finals are stupid because obviously one would be feeling the most burn-out at the end of the semester but even if you did excellently for the rest of it you get a bad grade if you can't put your utmost into this one last huge assignment or test which you'd inevitably find absurdly difficult on account of aforementioned burn-out. or maybe i'm just saying that because i don't feel like putting anything even close to my utmost into my finals and i don't want anyone (myself) to be angry at me for that
#melonposting#i want to have done well on them. but i fear i'm running out of motivation to DO well#why should my merit in this subject rest on my ability to bring myself to the verge of insanity over a strange moralistic guilt?#is this what you want? for me to write you an incredibly good essay or ace your exam because i would loathe myself for not doing so?#because i wouldn't be anything anymore if i didn't want to get that A? if i didn't need to?#it's the ouroboros again. the cycle will repeat. i'll succumb to this idiotic logic and thus be at its mercy again#i will only do well on these finals if i think i am nothing if i don't.#and here i am writing this instead of working towards that! ha!#i have to work eventually. and i say that both in that i am obligated to and in that i will#i have condemned myself to this. my survival is dependent on it. if i screw up this last stretch i'll suffer an ego death i've brought upon#i wouldn't be alive anymore. at least not in the same way. i wouldn't be the person you know anymore#and so i dig my pit deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper...#you rid yourself of life to prove yourself worthy of it... ha! and here i was thinking that described henry instead of myself#i need to work on my essay. geez. sorry
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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tagged by @kyleraiyner to list my top 10 albums!
in order: amythyst kiah- dig, coely- different waters, gentle giant- free hand, nubiyan twist- freedom fables, quella vecchia locanda- il tempo della gioia, the walkabouts- dead man rise, todd the wet sprocket- coil, chumbawamba- anarchy, sault- 10, Molchat Doma- Этажи!
honorable mentions are cowboy carter by beyonce, visage by visage, candy-o by the cars, and green by REM!
tagging @surpriserose, @fullmusicbardsquared, @toomanybirdy and @sarahstanky! and anyone else who wants to :) no pressure to do it ofc :3
#twist rambles#tbh tho i love literally every album by nubiyan twist so it was very hard to not put all of them on here. jungle run and their self titled#album are sooo good#you can tell im a prog guy from this alone i fear. and everyone please clap and cheer that i had an album that came out this year and not#only early - mid 20th century lmao. do not get me wrong i also listen to a lot of old jazz/pop/rock. and country... but these are the ones#i have been obsessed w lately and find myself putting on repeat often :) also skeeter davis... love her a lot
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No, not gonna die tonight We're gonna stand and fight forever (Don't close your eyes) No, not gonna die tonight We're gonna fight for us together No, we're not gonna die tonight
#Ronove and Elijah#Lyrics are from Not Gonna Die by Skillet#One of the songs from their joint playlist#This isn't something that has happened to them but more of a nightmare of Ronove's#He already lost Elijah once#So now that he's agreed to try again with Elijah he has this fear that history might repeat itself#At least as long as Alberich still lives#I didn't think about it till today that I should have gotten Ronove his wings for this#But it is a nightmare an his sleeping self might not have thought about the fact that he has wings when he needs them#Ronove did go as far as getting proper armor for their impending fight in the near future#Elijah is learning a new vocation for the impending fight as well#Neither one plans to let the same fate play out again for them
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I saw someone on Twitter talk about how BOTW-verse Zelda wouldn't have kids, which would end the goddess bloodline and now it has me thinking like....did every Zelda...always end up having kids? For thousands of years? Was the bloodline continuous since Skyward Sword Zelda (which has to be like...hundreds of thousands of years AT LEAST at this point). It's interesting to think about in a scenario where a Zelda doesn't manage to have kids....how does the bloodline come back...
#but to add to the first point: i do like the idea of Zelda (botw/totk) not having kids#she would just raise her found family#we know Zelda is good with kids but her own??? idk...i just see it as her being like “the people of hyrule are my family”#link who has been wondering if their kids would have her hair or his hair: hm? yeah? oh okay. sure. yeah. yeah..#(he'd definitely agree with her but i like to think he's often thought about family stuff...he wants to be in his his trad wife era)#anyways just things i thought about thats weird about the timeline and lore#shout out to botw/totk for being inconsistent!#i also think it would be a nice end for her character arc too?#she's been so pressured about goddess's powers#the royal family/line#her duty#etc#it'd be weird if she has a kid (god forbid a DAUGHTER) and doesn't fear history to repeat itself for them#okay rant over bye#is it though#botw#totk#zelda#zelink#because i mention link here KJDBAJK#and my mind will always be on some zelink shit
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I'll be honest I never really gave Tim a second thought on my first listen through, but on a relisten I've realized that yeah actually that's me. That would be me. I too would get really frustrated and angry and make a million bad sarcastic jokes if I was trapped in The Office That Makes You Die Badly and could do nothing but wait around to die badly in the office. And also still had to fill out timesheets. I mayhaps would also lose my composure just a little actually.
#voidrambles#the Magnus Archives#Tim Stoker#the isolation of Jon in his own fear and helplessness is really getting me the second time around too#but i honestly can't blame Tim for anything#I think the first time around I was kind of frustrated with him for making a bad situation worse by being hostile and sarcastic but#I've since been shown that that is my exact reaction to a fucked up situation I can do nothing about#and wouldn't have known to do any differently if repeated either#like what was he meant to do? Not take the job? Not agree to be relocated to the archives with Jon?#where he knew he could more easily find out info on what happened to his brother?#he did the thing with the worms and pretty much Rambo'd his way through helping make sure everyone lived from that#and yeah it helped with That Specifically but the reward he got was the only other person who could relate being busy having a breakdown#(Very Fucking Understandably mind you but you know. Doesn't change the effect on Tim unfortunately)#And then realizing he couldn't leave.#so yeah I'd also be A Little Bit Cynical About It I Think#he better be enjoying that kayaking trip. he didn't deserve a minute of this shit
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Honestly I’ll leave ppl alone. Im the type to message and if I don’t get a reply back I’ll assume you don’t want to talk to me for whatsoever. I’m not the person to pursue anyone.
#I have this feeling that I annoy/irritate the shit out of ppl#and I don’t want to make it worse#also I’ve been ghosted/abandoned in the past so I fear of a repeat of that happening
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tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list
apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it
#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual:#i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode.#noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out#smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back#loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional#love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack#and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant#boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!!#she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear)#little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat.#googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much#jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography.#these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down#white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship#eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise#as for the artist list#norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz#hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless.#NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH#the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her?#anyway. insert closing statements#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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I see people talking about how they want sukuna to have a dead wife and all that but what if it was a best friend who cursed him a little at the very end
#I can't get out of my heaaaaad#my biggest fear is jjk being a story repeating itself bc love can't save anyone#and love is one of the biggest plot inspirations there#love for your friends family partners#it only curses#pls tell me this doesn't have sense#nah I'm out#please gege don't#@meyers#jujutsu kaisen#sukuna ryomen#jjk#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#geto suguru#a parallel lol
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Okay this excerpt is super late night notes and not a narrative at all, so a) don't get hung up on the wording and b) I don't know if this will come across the same way it does in my head -- but this is the latest character discovery in my fic that is making me lose my mind:
(Context: Maris has kicked Niles out for fic-specific reasons, set somewhere in early S2 timeline)
Daphne’s witnessed a lot of men after they were dumped. It seemed one or another of her brothers were always pissing off the woman they were dating or they found out their girlfriend was messing around on them. Regardless of who was at fault, her brothers all reacted the same way: by partying harder, flirting more, and talking shit about the now-ex-girlfriend. Niles doesn’t breathe a word against his wife.
*deep inhale to steady myself* I really like writing Daphne's POV, you guys.
#Now that I'm two thirds of the way through chapter 2 I've learned I do have more Niles POV scenes than I feared#But I still feel like I don't have very many scenes showing him falling in love with Daphne#But since this is fic where we all know he's in love with her#and because we only got Niles's POV on their relationship during the early years of the show#I'm not particularly worried about this#Like would it be nice to have things more balanced? Sure#But I fear I'd be repeating the show too much by adding more of Niles's POV#Whereas Daphne's POV offers me so much room to really dig deep into their relationship#Because the things she notices and how she interprets Niles's actions are so FASCINATING to me#I'm just absolutely loving the character discoveries that come out of writing fic#Because I kind of thought about how Daphne must have viewed Niles's relationship with Maris before#and how seeing him being so loyal to his wife would've been a point in his favor even if Daphne didn't personally like Maris#But taking that and contrasting it with what she would've been used to seeing from her brothers and other guys she knew#and suddenly this really amps up the significance of Niles's loyalty#Because yes you can point out that Niles fell for Daphne instantly and that money played a role in why he stayed with Maris for so long#and neither of those things are very loyal#But Maris also has a very specific hold on Niles that has nothing to do with money#and that also plays a very big role in why he stays with her for so long and tries so hard to make their marriage work#And from Daphne's perspective his feelings for Maris plays the *biggest* role in why he fights to make it work for that long#and that in turn influences *her* feelings for Niles#and idk okay I just REALLY like digging into the why and how of a character#and writing Daphne's POV lets me do that in spades 😍
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