#padang today

[fake-protagonist]

Kita ni lebih senang minta maaf dengan manusia sebab takut dengan penilaian mereka, tapi sikit pun tak takut dengan penilaian Tuhan, just because we have this mindset where, dosa dengan Tuhan boleh diampunkan, tapi kalau buat dosa sesama manusia? merangkak lah kau kat padang mahsyar kalau mereka tak maafkan.

Sedih, but this is our society mindset today, kita ni lebih rela hilang Tuhan dari hilang likes, hilang kawan dan segala kemewahan, padahal semuanya pinjaman, tak ada satu pun yang abadi melainkan, perbuatan kita tu sendiri. Sama ada ia sarang pahala, ataupun dosa.

Tapi kita? masih lagi pandang benda ni sebelah mata. Konon Tuhan tengok hati bukan masa silam kita, tapi sikit pun kita tak berganjak untuk memperbaiki diri kita. Dan sepatutnya kita malu dengan Tuhan, bukan malu dengan manusia.

Allahu, I couldn’t agree more with “memang hijrah tu senang, tapi yang susahnya, nak istiqomah”. Perit, bila kau cuba bermati-matian tapi iman kau selalu kalah, bila kau dah lari sejauh mungkin, tapi dengan satu bisikkan, there you are! back to square one. Letih? yes. But I’ll do it all over again in a heartbeat, for Him.

Agar setiap apa yang menjadi takdir aku, semuanya dengan redhaNya, meskipun harus merangkak, dari mula.

Journey kita ni bukan hanya dari satu fasa ke satu fasa, journey kita ni sebenarnya, dari Dia, ke Dia, dan selamanya untuk Dia.

[bikebound]

Moonshine: 1978 Suzuki TS100 by @houseofcustomland x @minority_custom, with @ido.ins hand-lettering. Built for their kustom kulture mini-museum in Surabaya City, Indonesia, and nicknamed “Padang Bulan” (Moon Shine). Full story today on BikeBound.com! ⚡️Link in Bio⚡️ https://instagr.am/p/CeBVZxRujEW/

[fustaann]

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[fatorangepoo]

16th July 2022

woke up at 7:05, brush teeth, change, eat. gather at padang,, they gave a bottle o water, gardenia bread, oat crunch and cream o...! They did the zoomba and liting was leading , we danced to wakawaka eh eh shamalamila eh eh, a maroon 5 song and did starjump. typical teacher made us do 3 times because we "werent coordinated"!

me valerie asli aishua gather at middle of starting line. valarie said we can be "runners" quote unquote then we wrre like sure!!! then when we joking about stuff i saw cikgu hisham hand was like 3.. 2.. then FART and we were like omg! omg! Then valerie run and ditch us and me asli run to find her and only found her at mrt there

after we reunited with mrs ferari I ditched asli and i run!!!!! I said hi to my form3 pss teammate in the camp, i jog again, slow walk sometimes also, said "Hiii!!! Shi ying~~!!!!" then we chatted for a while then i jog away. She was like "O ziqi ah, ziqi ziqi!" today. so funny but im kinda scared to make conversation with her.

when passing by the puay chai 2 nasi lemak guy he chinese and his wife malay ma then he was like "NI MEN BU HUI PAO DE LA, ONLY KNOW HOW TO WALK EYEROLL EMOJI" THEN WE ALL STARING AT HIM. Matthew run past me at nasi lemak stall 🤬🤬🤬🖕

At 1u traffic light there i was balancing on the sidelanes and i wa sjogging on it idk how i tripped bro i was perfectly balanced, it was like i was walking regularly and then my vision just tilted sideways then my palms were on the sidelane and my feet were on bicycle road, then i was like omg so sandy! then ran. near the school gate i speed walk and today we never enter school using normal gate we use the teacher car gats and we still have to run to the startng line only finish.

i was at transporter parjing there then my form 1 friend in front of me run already so i was like omg fine i speedwalk but cikgu fakruddin was holding camera and noone was posing everyone walking so i ran for him and he took a shot and i ran until the finish line (technically starting line)

when i reach i thought can rest already but the girls on the side of the school road were like NOO!! RUN!! UNTIL STARTING LINE!!! THEN I RUN IDK WHY BUT I WAS EUPHORIC IT WAS SO FUN RUNNING LIKE THIS WHY DIDNT I RUN THE WHOLE DAMN TIME 🤬🤬🤬

Liting and i grabbed orange juice in canteen, seniors were surrounding it. I still got a place near the orang ejuice cylinder with 200ml of juice left and they were fighting for it.. Litjng was like, "OMG THATS UR SENIOR!!!" then i was like whart???? "IN FRONT OF YOU LA" THEN SHE WAS ACTUALLY IN FRONT OF ME OUR FACES WERE LIKE 20CM APART 😍 Then liting brave she ask the other senior to "let her la!" then when he finish taking he gave me the ladle! i accidentally took a lot bc liting tilted the thing sideways so i could take more.. Then we queued for milo.

Liting bought me to BP room, tharun sister is actually a pengawas! then sofee and her were talking there and liting and i were looking at her (lt) spotify profile. Then a senior oengawas come, "she not pengawas?" then liting brought me out! then we Only take milo actually..

Zhen hin took some photos, just remembered right now, i forgot to ask him for it. I probably look bomb in it. 🥺

In award ceremony got one dude win second place and bought his phone up the stage. He held it diagonally to the audience and it was a huge text saying "EZ" while the principal gives him a medal. that was jerky but funny.

When we got home i showered and we left for hometown! Down the lift my mom said she'll take the next one since ours was packed. when we arrive at LG1 floor an uncle was standing facing the doors of the lift and my dad was mad bc he was in a rush then they almost bumped into each other, he didn't even say sorry, so i smiled and nodded slightly at the uncle and he smiled! good mooOooOod~~~

Bought filet o fish, fries and cheeseburger. 10/10. In ipoh ate chicken rice.. i ate mostly tauge and rice. 7/10

ah ma made boiled buns it was mediocre, don't wanna Hurt her feelings though.. >-<

[sumbartodaynews]

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[j-amir-09]

"My Ramadan Activities 2024"

1. Sahur sendirian bersama Bakso So Good dan stay at home, berbuka dengan sop & makanan tambahan dari warteg, tapi ke N1 dapet bakso di malam thunder storm.

2. Sahur alone again tapi jam 1.30 (kemarennya jam 2), sop perkedel kentang dan roti daging cincang HB, roti tawar mesjes dan segelas kopi, berbuka dengan kangkung & dadar jagung plus kopi Alfamart, pastry ayam HB... today jalan ke warteg di siang yang windy...

3. Sahur sendiri lagi with nasgor bakso, kejutan dapet kartu Flazz dr Maltha tudei, cuacanya hari ini mendung, angin, gerimis full day. Buka puasa dengan berbagai gorengan takjil, kopi dan ikan.

4. Sahur ditemani hujan petir, bakso, bihun, roti cukup menghibur hati, jadwal cek kolesterol lalu hang out ke BX, ternyata semuanya kecuali Max Sinta, Mama kumpul bareng di BX, setelah itu di ajak liat apart baru Lia.

5. Sahur sendiri tapi masih pada melek yang lain nya, Indomie gr + bakso menunya, buka dengan seblak setelah kehujanan. Stay at home full day, mager banget. Malming ke Alsut lewat doang... udah balik ke rumah lagi.

6. Sahur masih sendirian dengan telur dadar, di buka dengan takjil sus soergawi, UC 1000, ayam emados.

7. Masih sendirian, sahur dengan nasi padang, today ketemu Maltha, Max dan Afifah (for the 1st time...) liat NC Band di SMS... so happy and sad at the same time

8. Sahur masih alone, otak2 & steak ayam made by mom, buka dengan gorengan, yasmine sakit today

9. Sahur with steak ayam made by mom, sore ke Rumah Buah, Superindo. Lots of takjil "buka puasa" for today... Gak makan nasi jadinya.

10. Sahur with bakpao ayam, Indomie bakso. buka puasa at N1... es jelly

11. Sahur alone with vegetarian food (sayur sawi, tahu, tempe... tiba2 ke BX, AEON, buka puasa di Solaria Mall Alsut, dapat gift dr Universal Studio kaos abu2.

12. Sahur alone with captjay, buka with Tahwa from sinta, malam hujan, kopi dan roti gambang

13. Sahur with paru goreng, bebenah kebun...

14. sahur with mie korea pedas, ke Siloam klinik buka es campur made by mom, pepes tahu dan dibeliin onde2 sama Sinta (25/3/24)

15. sahur masak nasgor sosis buka es campur lagi...

16. Sahur steak ayam made by mom... bukanya pake puding coklat, es campur... ayam mentega

17. Sahur with ayam mentega, buka with puding coklat, es nata decoco, ayam perkedel kentang dan sambel gr kentang

18. Sahur menunya sama = buka puasa kemaren buka with puding coklat, lasegar, sop bakso dan malemnya kopi, roti bandung.

19. Sahur Indomie goreng, bakso, teh manis dan berbuka dengan puding coklat, nasi telur dadar udang, coca cola dan roti.

20. Sahur with sop bakso sambel gr kentang... buka nasi padang, teh manis hangat, coca cola, kusuka sapi lada hitam.

21. Sahur Indomie gr jumbo, bakso, sosis, telur masih single fighter... trus ke IGD anter Mama... buka somay ayam wortel.. Dan ada Maltha bawa McD

22. Sahur ayam McD, buka wingko, singkong gr, lumpia semarang, nasi fuyunghai tjaptjay, jelly... ampir kena geledek

23. Sahur fuyunghai, bukanya wingko, perkedel kentang, ayam kecap, kangkung, bolu gulung keju, kurma, teh sosro, las segar leci, kwetiauw goreng, telur... puasa sendirian lagi today

24. Sahur perkedel kentang, seharian bebenah di N1, buka ayam geprek, es teh manis...

25. Sahur captjay bakso, pangsit Loky keujanan, bebenah rumah, ke siloam klinik... buka di bubur ayam melia, ati, telur puyuh, usus & jeruk nipis madu

26. Sahur Indomie gr, bakso, sosis, 2 martabak manis, Nutrijell strawberry, buka combro, misro, sempol ayam, bihun gr... teh yong dji ke Pasar 8, flavor bliss, LW

27. Sahur kue talam singkong, ketan, awuk2 dan Natsbee. Bihun & bakso. Buka kolak singkong, kurma...

28. Sahur indomie gr sosis, buka di Des and Dan jus madu lengkeng, Chaterise

29. Sahur opor sayur lodeh, brownies kukus dan talam ketan, buka ketupat sayur lengkap,bolu amanda, pudding coco longan dsb

See you Ramadan

[verinarin]

Bless today for giving me free nasi padang

[40sandfabulousaf]

大家好! 4 January 2024 marks 6 months since I ate fastfood, the last time being 4 July 2023. This milestone shows that replacing unhealthy meals with moderately healthy ones is possible and sustainable. Ads showing gooey melted cheese don't make me drool when I associate it and other overly greasy foods with after-meal sluggishness. Soup noodles OTOH... 🤤🤤🤤

Pa wanted chicken rice so we ate some. Tender poached chicken breast (no sauce), blanched veggies (no sauce), no chilli nor dark soy sauce, white rice for him and chicken rice for me. It was plain, it was moderately healthy and it was extremely enjoyable because I got to eat this with my favourite makan kaki (dining partner). I spied more food stalls to try on weekends, WFH days and when there's time. Variety keeps me from being bored, so I welcome local favourites in different versions!

I visited another nasi padang (Muslim version of cai fan - mixed dishes and rice) stall and opted for a quick and simple lunch of 2 veggies, fried egg and rice. Some of their vegetable dishes are quite similar to cai fan ones, i.e. so delicious, I had no problem finishing them! I'll try to have some Muslim food when I dine out until the conflict in Gaza ends. Over 20,000 Palestinian civilians have died; meanwhile, the suffering of the living continues to horrify me. I still pray for a ceasefire, a two-state solution and an end to their immense suffering.

Onto something cheerful: on a whim, the office had a potluck breakfast. Colleagues brought bread, luncheon meat, ham, hotdogs, canned tuna as well as tuna mayo, cheese, salad, fried eggs, cut vegetables and jam. It was like having a mini buffet spread and we had fun! Adding to the celebratory spirit, the CEO announced that we could take the afternoon off yesterday, the last working day of 2023. You have no idea how much we appreciated the perk!

Today, I catch up with LL, my expat friend from China. Tomorrow, i.e. New Year's Eve, I catch up with Grace and Douglas, as well as Pa. Pa will usher in 2024 with me as we carry on leading moderately healthy lives and merrymaking. May the next 12 months be peaceful and stable for the world and may the conflict in Gaza end. 下次见!

[kapowsandinterrobangs]

It's December again,

which meant that Jeap's in town for Christmas and New Year's.

We met today for a damn good nasi padang meal at Hjh Maimunah and to catch up as usual. Jeap was only craving begedil and lemak siput sedut (water snails cooked in coconut gravy), and I wasn't in the mood for beef rendang, so today's choice of dishes were evidently a lot more modest than usual.

We also drank teh while spilling teh about work, life, love, privacy and data protection (Did you know that apps requiring facial verification are likely to have started recording your phone screen even before you took the verification selfie? Or that in order to train their algorithms and models, private companies can obtain data about real people from governments and it's all perfectly legal? Well, now you know).

One of the things we talked about were how our relationships with our parents have evolved over the years as we grow older, and part of this relationship is the unspoken understanding that for kids like us, we are our parents' retirement plans. And it starts off with the household financials gradually becoming ours to shoulder as well.

As an example, I've sort of reluctantly taken the financial responsibility of paying for my sister's math tuition classes to the tune of $360 a month. My recent raise was about that much and a little bit more? So you can guess where my raise is going every month.

And it's something that I'm still wrestling with. On one hand, that's actually a lot of money committed that could have gone to my savings or something else (a Polène maybe?).

But on the other hand, this is me paying it forward. My parents did let me graduate debt-free and paid for all my sec sch, jc, and university tuition fees. Ibu baked over the weekends so they could afford extra money to send me to uni. Ayah worked day and night, every single day, driving on the roads of Singapore. All the sacrifices made on so many fronts just to make sure their firstborn had everything she needed to start her life in the real world. So this is the least that I should do to give back right?

I think the work that I need to do is to do it with sincerity, and to change the way that I think about this. It takes a village to raise a child, and of course that village includes me.

And one more thing that Jeap and I talked about is that because they spent their lives, energy, and money in bringing us up to the point that we were able to start our lives debt-free, they really don't have much left for themselves in old age. And who else can they depend on in old age if not us, the children that they've worked so hard to raise? This is just a small example of the growing expectation for me to pay for a specific thing in the household. Sure, I've been giving my parents a filial piety contribution every month which is most likely used to pay bills. But with this, I think it marks the start of bigger, heavier responsibilities ahead.

Anyway, adulthood am I right?

[kl-foodie]

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Penangites must be familiar with this popular pasembur stall located in Medan Renong foodcourt near Padang Kota Lama, Penang. The queue for a plate of their pasembur is always insane, however deemed worth the wait by their customers! Hussain Pasembur King is already a familiar name to not only locals, but also to tourists from across Malaysia. They have been operating for over 70 years today and…

[teacherlailiatschool]

12th week at SEMEWAH <3

(16 October - 20 October)

Monday: No English classes today, so I just rolled into my relief classes. Surprise, surprise – the weekly assembly got the ax thanks to a downpour. First, they tried moving it to the dewan, but that was a no-go. Ended up back in the classrooms, and every class teacher had to stick around. Here's a quick vid of everyone shuffling back to their classes after the assembly got the boot.

Tuesday: Double trouble with two English classes – 2 Aura and 1 Amal. Had a spot of observation action with my mentor in 1 Amal, and, Alhamdulillah, it all went like a charm. Dished out the wisdom on "Life on Earth" for Unit 4. Students were all in for it during the observation, big thanks to them.

Wednesday: Hung out with 2 Aura for class – taught them the ropes of "Take Care" in Unit 9. They were buzzing about the new topic. After the bell rang, they begged me to snap a pic of them. Classic. Later on, got tapped to sub in for Cikgu Bola Tampar during a photography session.

Thursday: Photography session part two – had to stand in for another teacher. Also, had a relief class with 2 Adil. They were all about heading to the padang, kept asking to go to PJ. Ended up making it happen.

Friday: Crazy news shook up Sewemah – turns out there was a biawak (monitor lizard) chilling in the women's teacher toilet. Massive thing. I'm officially spooked and scarred for life. After that ordeal, no way I'm hitting the bathroom solo! 🚽😱

[cwy-jcm-alumniindonesia]

HE Ambassador Al Busyra Basnur on his duty and dedication between Indonesia to the world global embracing connections November 2023.

Today this morning, Friday 17 November 2023, I delivered Motivational Speech to around 600 youth in Gondar City.

Last month, October 2023, Gondar City and Padang City (Indonesia) signed LOI Sister City during the visit of Hon. Bayouh, Mayor of Gondar City to Indonesia, I myself accompanied him.

Thank you my dear Friend Honorable Bayouh and Dr. Girma to make this event greatly happened with excellent outcome.

Gondar City is now becoming a golden bridge connecting Ethiopia and Indonesia toward a better and stronger relations through the city cooperation program.

[the59er]

19 - 25 Jun 2023

19th Jun 2023, Monday Listening: Sunny Sloth, Monster Rally

Temperature has gone down but I still got myself a couple of Alltest just in case. Tomorrow Mom's getting admitted to the hospital so today I tried to do as much office work as possible, fuelled by some serious snaccs that I bought on impulse while we were at bens the other night, as motivashe :p

I also forgot that in the midst of my fever yesterday, we had a small dins for Dad's day.

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20th Jun 2023, Tuesday Listening: Lovelovelove, Flea

Mom's day 1 at the hosp. Dad took the morning "shift".

In the meantime, I had to settle house things. Went out to get myself lunch since Dad told me to makan sendiri. Zuls took me to mega ceria, nasi padang supremacy! He also made me try popia for funsies before I finally head off to the hosp.

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21st Jun 2023, Wednesday Listening: Just a Phase, Incubus

Kat's birthday! One of my fave high school friends, for sure. Though we don't hang out these days, something about Kat just radiates warmth and sincerity. Every year I will try to make Brandon Boyd-related birthday wish for her 😂

Aside from that, I went to the hosp again for Mom. Her actual surgery is tomorrow. She looks nervous, but that's perfectly normal.

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22nd Jun 2023, Thursday Listening: Cherry, Ratatat

Mom's surgery day. Went for my post-op "shift" but got shoo-ed out by the nurses because it wasn't visiting hours, eventhough I was the caretaker. Meh.

So to kill time, I went to 2121's working ground for my super late lunch after realising that my last meal was merely oden from famima in the morning. (It was also my first time!)

It's very comforting. Anyway, it's always very cute to see zuls on "work mode" hehe.

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23rd Jun 2023, Friday Listening: Don't Cry, Deerhunter

Had to take additional EL because Mom is still at the hosp so I had to settle home stuff. It's very tiring, I dont know how people do it on the daily.. Maybe this is an indicator that Im actually not ready to have my own family? Or maybe I just need a better family dynamic. Idk. Because it feels like my work is neverending. Ive got home stuff, and office stuff, it's crazy. Mad respect to all working Moms (& Dads) out there.. I got so frustrated I just had to go out and take a breather (whitebox) later in the evening.

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24th Jun 2023, Saturday Listening: Pork & Beans, Weezer

Mom is home, hamdulillah. Couple days ago I learned of the word "gedebe" and for some reason I decided to google its origin and I stumbled upon this Italian brand lol:

Petang; teman-ed 2121 on his break at taman tun where I had a nice sirap bandung. I love sirap bandung. Obsessed. Afterwards singgah yush and I squealed at the sight of Jamal after not seeing him in awhile!

K.O-ed early because I was just too exhausted by house work.

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25th Jun 2023, Sunday Listening: Layla, Eric Clapton

Went on my morning walk. Mom also asked for bread, so, okay.

Petang met up with zuls, I can't remember where we went, maybe we went to yush? But I do remember we stopped by grocer's to get yakult. And today I learned of a treatment called "fasyu".

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Ok yet another week of June, done and dusted. Im just grateful that my Mom is ok.

[holidayspackagesglh]

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[704goomy]

sunday, 11 june 2023

Hi, it's me again!! i'm the king of consistency...

For real though.... Maybe this is the day i can turn my life around, somewhat. If i could really stick my mind to it.

Today I woke up pretty early, early enough to do a 1 hour walk around the neighborhood (impressive for me who's lived a sedentary lifestyle for almost 5 years now). I just started back on my diet yesterday, so I think if i can keep up this, the exercise and the diet, that's kind of a leg up (real) from my usual state... (I also have ringfit adventure collecting dust because at the time, I had been obsessed with splatoon. currently i'm not anymore so yknow, maybe this is the right time to replace my gaming addiction. i've just forced myself into recovery from corekeeper)

But anyway on to the thing that made me come back here in the first place.

Somehow between the 2(is it 2?) years since I left this blog to mold, 2 miracles happened.

I got a girlfriend, long distance. Haven't met her yet. She's so cute tho. I love her. I was someone who believed myself to be aromantic, and it's the first time love happened to me. It's wonderful. It's great, even tho my life and future is all weird and I fantasize about disappearing from my parents' general conscience so I can have the life I want with her. It's the first time heartbreak happened to me too, because I discovered recently she has some form of depression (an assumption bc she says its not rly, but I kinda feel like it's something similar), and it hurt that much to know that I can't do anything to help someone I love. God. It was terrible. Like, when I was thinking about it, it hurt physically. But that's why I'm here lol, bc I realize I can't count on her to be an outlet for my entire existence while she's in such a fragile state. I really hope she feels better.

Yuutsumu. It's a ship. It's a ship that I ship like never before. What makes it so special is: its an oc ship which is pretty unprecedented in Snuby history. It's me and my girlfriends' and I think the way it happened is as magical as the actual relationship. There's so much I want to say about it, they're always in my head and I'm always thinking of what more to do with them. It might need a separate post. It might need books, novels, doujin, a game...

I think this writing thing must be relaxing because even tho I'm still kinda crying I already forgot what I was doing here lol. But yea, it's therapeutic. Up until my early uni days, I kept a diary and I think I just really liked writing in it.

But anyway, I was thinking maybe this should be a daily log of what I did during the day, what I plan to do, and how I'm feeling.

This morning I found out I was zoning out last night and threw out a caesar salad that I was looking forward to having :( Mom got me sate padang tho. So i ate that with a banana protein shake. I'm still drinking the shake. These things are kinda hefty.

But anyway. Maybe midday or evening ringfit sesh? I'm thinking I should get about 2 hours of exercise every day, so one in the morning one later. I don't know what I'll have for lunch yet, but I really want carbonara ramyun lmao. so it'll be that, and veggies in the evening.

As for my gf, I want to keep talking to her as normal and as unconditionally as I can. I hope that it can be a reminder that I still love her and think about her and I won't stop ,...

To a kinder and better world tomorrow, cheers <3

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00.08, another hectic week krn Ibu sampe ga ngepel nyapu kamar ada kali seminggu😂 Hamdalah masih dikasih rezeki untuk bisa tinggal sama ortu, meskipun sebagai keluarga baru dan berdikari #ea adaaa lah pasti rasa-rasa inginnya punya rumah sendiri, atau at least tempat tinggal sendiri yang bebas atur apa-apa. Tapi berhubung Ru sampai sekarang masih no nanny, orang serumah bersedia banget membantu gimanapun sikonnya, kalaupun bener-bener lagi ngga ada orang banget Mba Tuti pun masih one call away dan dia sayang banget juga sama Ru, ga sembarangan, mau ikutin apa kata gue si Ibu baru ini, plus kayanya memang budget hanya mencukupi kalau apart-rent atau ya bisa aja sih kayak KPR gitu tapi rumah kecil atau ya, lagi-lagi apart, tapi saat ini memang masih ada cita-cita besar yang bikin kami belom bisa tinggal sendiri pisah sama ortu, jadi yaudah this is by far the best decision. Entah ya tahun depan akan gimana. Haha

Gue ada banget tuh bingungnya kalau NANTI (penting banget dicaps lock) tinggal sendiri dan gue hectic gini gimana yah?! Lé hubby sih bantu banget ngapa-ngapain, tapi seperti laki-laki pada umumnya beliau ga bisa multitasking, jadi ngga bisa nyambi ngerjain ini sambil ini, terus memang dari nikah sampai sekarang kerjaan rumah yang dia kerjain yaa yang simpel-simpel: buang sampah, urus mobil, sampai jebret Ru lahir jobdesc terbesar hidup rumah tangga dia adalah ngurusin Ru. Kalau bersih-bersih ga pernah samsek jadi sampai sekarangpun memang ga gue suruh bersih-bersih, karena yaa gitu, pas ada momen dia di rumah yaa dia megang Ru gue yang bersih-bersih atau apapun yang harus dilakukan saat Ru sama dia, atau yaa dia gue bebas tugaskan karena harus istirahat total, most of the time kalo lagi dapet jadwal jaga tektok malem ke malem dan malem pertamanya hectic😂 bener-bener Ibu wise kan. Kalau punya rumah sendiri kebayang berantakannya kayak apa wakakak, sekarang baru paham pentingnya Go-clean dan sebagainya. Oke fix kalau punya rumah sendiri NANTI, Go-clean dkk to the rescue ya kan, apalagi kalau lagi ada kunjungan Mama Papa or mertua wkwkwk

Kerempongan minggu lalu diperpadat dengan adanya tukeran shift terus jadinya kebanyakan jalan-jalan (bayangin 2 hari berturut-turut gue ke Jakut, day I masih sama lé hubby karena dia ada event di RS tempat kerja dan gue-Ru nongki di MKG, day II bela-belain abis praktek sore ke Gading lagi buat… makan domba Afrika yang ngidam udah lamaaa banget tapi selalu ngerasa kejauhan dan ribet bawa Ru, akhirnya ini dinekatin karena kebetulan sama-sama abis dari kerja shift pagi Senin yang hectic🤣). Selanjutnya rapat BPJS yang ga jelas, di sini ga jelas bukan karena BPJS nya ya tapi karena kayaknya gue salah diberikan tugas oleh Bubos, masa rapatnya ngomongin kapitasi dan SIP karyawan ya menurut lo kan si paling paham gue hitungan jasa tiap bulan aja boro-boro dicross check ulang, masih gajian on time aja udah bersyukur😌 Untung pulangnya dapet banyak goodie bag termasuk nasi padang yang prohenya 3 wakakak. Selanjutnya santuy sebenernya tanggal merah tapiii kemudian rapat akreditasi yang mana gue blank parah. Pas ketemu bimbingan sama 3 klinik lain langsung melek bahwa anjir yang mesti dilakuin masih buanyak banget, dan lagi-lagi komunikasi sama Bubos yang tidak jelas membuat gue jadi bingung jobdescnya apa. Terus waktu yang sempit juga jadi dipakaaaaai terus tiap hari karena tiba-tiba anak gue mogok karbo! Saban hari dikasih ayam ga pernah ada bosennya, ini nasi mingkem, kentang mingkem, pasta ga abis, oatmeal tergantung topping. Ga mingkem sih technically karena dia sudah ga terlalu mau disuapin jadi udah full makan sendiri, tapi ya gitu karbonya dicuekin. Jadi hari-hari mamak muter otak masakin karbo apa lagi. So far ternyata mie approved 🙏🏽 gue lupa juga sih kapan terakhir masakin mie, makanya mungkin doi lagi BM mie tapi ga dikasih-kasih mie deh nih makanya mogok makan. Today nasi+lele goreng (tapi full disuap karena mamak insecure takut ada tulang lele ketinggalan meski lele yang dihidangkan sudah dalam bentuk disuwir) sih mangap aja ternyata!

Oh iya dan updatean kemarin meriang lagi karena clogged ducts lagi dan lagi, terus Lecicaps kehabisan. Untung baru gajian sumpah tuh barang ngalah-ngalahin citonya tabung oksigen lo tau ga sih (dan mahal mayan untuk gue), tapi official storenya bahkan ga ada opsi pengiriman via ojol 😤 definisi mau mati ga tuh. Beli di yang bukan official store kebanyakan jual perbutir dan lebih ke… takut banget aja palsu sih gue, verifikasinya bingung karena ini bukan dari Indonesia kan, udah mana ga tergolong obat karena kayak herbal gitu, jujur kita angkat tangan wakakak. Untung setelah disusuin lebih sering kondeannya agak release dikit, cuman ya gituuu, lo ngarep apa juga kan dari anak almost-17 bulan yang nyusunya udah seperlunya dan udah pinter pindah-pindah, kanan belom abis dia udah ke kiri lagi dan bolak balik terus sampai ketiduran. Ini juga sih kayaknya faktor clogged lagi padahal udah usia segini. Tapi yaudah mesti semangat, kalau supply drop lagi anggep aja memang H-3 hari menuju menstruasi kalo di kalender😂 24 bulan masih lama dan sejujurnya gue nikmatin banget sih nih menyusui, meski ada pegel badannya kalau lagi DBF anak ketiduran tapi tetikedi lo mesti tetep nyumpel mulutnya, enak dan praktis aja buat mamaknya karena sempet inget dulu adek bungsu gue bayi tuh bokap nyokap ada banget kebangun nyeduh sufor tiap berapa jam haha. Barusan juga anaknya diafirmasi lagi jawabannya: geleng kepala. Okelah Nak, masih lama juga, take your time.

Minggu depan sepertinya masih urusan akreditasi yang perlu gue crosscheck sana sini terutama dengan bubos yang komunikasi efektifnya 💯 dan minta bimbingan ke klinik lain supaya lebih terarah karena jujur ini blank banget mesti ngapain sih gue hiks. Wish me luck, semoga minggu depan gaada yang mogok makan lagi.