#people who struggle seem to have general difficulty with impulse control + thinking forward in multiple steps + critical analysis

[pancakeke]

why do so many people in amazon reviews want product instructions spelled out with words. most of the time when I see these complaints, adding text to the illustrated instructions wouldn't add any additional clarity.

I get that some people might process information better in the form of text but there comes a point when a matter is so simple that reading any amount of words is more complicated than seeing a visual. like if a coffee table arrives as a tabletop with four pre-drilled holes and four screw on legs what the fuck are these people doing leaving a review saying "garbage instructions don't explain anything". like how did they even figure out how to buy things online.

though I guess these are probably just shit-stirring "this is america and everything should be written in american" types.

[creacherkeeper]

hey same anon from before!! and yeah i meant general headcanons/ aelwyn + the bad kids dynamics/ honestly whatever fh headcanons you have so lmao you’re good. if you have any more know i would LOVE to read them but no pressure of course!!

oh okay dope ^^ thank you for clarifying. but ...... while we’re here ...... MIGHT AS WELL TALK ABOUT SOME ND HEADCANONS EHH??

of course disclaimer that these are just my own reading and everyone is entitled to read it differently, but i’ll try to back up my takes as much as i can

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adaine (autism & panic disorder) - detail-oriented problem solver, thrives under the structure of school but doesnt do well with overwhelm, organized, seems sensitive to noises (like if the bad kids are being loud or rowdy), extremely earnest and forward even in situations where its inappropriate and doesnt always understand when its actually hurting her goals (see: every time an npc has to go “whats your deal? can i help you?” to adaine), tends to fumble some spontaneous speech (come backs in fights or like. the WHOLE thing with the innkeeper), very knowledgeable and skilled in a specific area of interest (divination magic), thrives with an emotional support animal, possibly ace (for sure not all autistic people are but we tend to be in much higher numbers), vibes with ayda almost immediately (by like. just straight up asking if she wants to be friends), very direct when talking, strong sense of justice and morality and gets very frustrated when things dont work how she thinks they should

riz (autistic) - hyperfixates on cases (both in the ‘losing track of time’ and ‘has trouble thinking of other things while out and about’ way), odd sense of fashion, has trouble making friends and understanding relationship dynamics (him thinking he was friends with the popular kids in ep1, being obsessed with finding penny who was his babysitter but then they dont really hang out after, being very verbal about fabian being his best friend even though fabian is embarrassed), ace, detail-oriented problem solver, sleeping issues, CAN lie but tends to be very direct to the point of being rude and abrasive at times, very defined moral code and strong sense of justice, easily frustrated in certain situations, intimidated by social interactions (especially with people he doesnt know), struggles with self-care and self-maintenance, i dont know exactly how to categorize the hissing but im throwing that in here too, doesnt always have “average” emotional reactions (like being really excited about the video of his dad instead of upset), very mature interests for his age

gorgug (autistic) - trouble with communication (putting his thoughts into words, tends to speak very slowly with a lot of pauses, doesnt always know what to say or what the average person in his situation would say), has a hard time making friends, struggles with emotional regulation (you can read barbarian rage as this in general but im also thinking of him getting mad at the high elves and just having to run around to calm down), very emotionally intelligent but doesnt always come across that way because of communication struggles, understands the value of having things explained in a simple and accessible way and does so without judgement or embarrassment if others need him to, thinks in a different way and comes to conclusions others dont seem to (sometimes he’s completely correct and other times .... dad!?), uses sensory input to regulate emotions (mostly music/drumming), screams when overwhelmed, doesn’t always ‘get the point’, is a very good friend but is so with great intention and care

fabian (adhd + dyslexia) - doesnt enjoy school, has some Very Bad Rolls when it comes to books and reading, doesnt think he’s as smart as his friends, struggles with a disconnect of identity (how he sees himself and his family vs how other people see him), very physical and physically active, tends to default to loud and “rowdy” (as adaine put it), struggles with emotional regulation, very sensitive but would NOT admit that, doesn’t always understand social cues or when he’s being rude, struggles with impulse control

fig (adhd + autism) - sensory seeking (especially music & the physical element of playing music which can be read as stimming, as well as smoking cloves), disconnect between how she sees herself (mysterious closed book) and how others see her (incredibly open and earnest), feels like a social chameleon and slips into roles very easily but has trouble feeling like and understanding herself; very excitable, engaged, reactive, and verbal; runs away when she feels uncomfortable or overwhelmed, tends to wander from the group a lot, admits several times that she wasn’t paying attention or doesnt remember key info about the plot, builds an identity around deviation from societal norms, big emotions, lots of energy, cares very deeply but actively works on understanding boundaries, doesnt always pick up on social cues

kristen (cptsd) - discussed in this post but can be summed up as issues with affect and emotional regulation, cognitive/executive functioning issues, difficulty with boundaries, struggles with impulse control, goes from VERY self-restrictive to VERY loose with sexual activity, drugs, alcohol, tattoos, etc; struggles with self-concept, doubt, and trust issues; possibly has dissociative and/or depersonalization tendencies with her cleric abilities 

so 8))))) yeah. bad kids neurodivergence headcanons ahoy

[astrologysvt]

Chart First Impressions: Jihoon

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ugh jihoon you stress me out 

so here is the huge astrology debate on whether or not cusps actually exist. can we technically be both signs?

i feel like recently the consensus seems to be that no, cusps definitely do not exist. 

yet at the same time, you pick up any astrology text and often times they’ll include cusps in some what shape or form. 

the way i do readings i really only take a cusp into account if 1) i don’t know the birth time or 2) it’s relevant to that specific reading. 

even then, i don’t particularly view them as “cusps” more as just acknowledging that either or could be an option. 

to me, even if you are born just a minute before the sun enters another sign, your natal chart will tell you the one definitive sun sign you were born under. 

if you relate to traits of the sign you’re technically a cusp of, there is more than likely other, more specific influences in your chart that you can attribute that to. 

not only that, but many people believe that the influences of the sign are the strongest towards the cusp. for that reason, if i know the birth time, i really don’t give them much thought. 

so that’s my stance, generally.

but we dooon’t knooooow woozi’s birth time which makes things much more complicated. 

we’re also dealing with two signs (sag/scorpio) that can kind of present themselves very similarly??? 

they’re both very straight forward people, sag for the sake of simplicity and honesty and scorpio for the sake of brevity and impact.

they’re both very take it or leave it signs as scorpios simply wont tolerate what they don’t like, and sagittarians are very quick to move on from unwanted situations as they’re good at redirecting their attention. 

so this kind of muddles how i would categorize what i’d say are jihoon’s identifying personality traits for being this very candid, decisive guy.

not only that, but he’s got a lot of fire in his chart to begin with that makes it hard to discern whether it’s his sun that’s contributing to those energies or not.

the sun went into sag at 9:50 am on his birthday exactly so now we just gotta sit and wait and hope that someone asks him what time he was born and he somehow knows. 

i really go between the two, but I feel like recently i’m leaning more towards thinking he’s a scorpio. 

he’s certainly a fiery guy and I see that in his humor, creativity, and how active he is. 

his sag mercury can make someone very antsy like gemini placements can, and his aries moon is constantly looking for new ways to release all that pent up aries energy. 

so it could be those energies that i’m reading that could be mistaken as being a sagittarius sun. 

it’s also hard because he’s said before that he likes his job as an idol because he gets to do a bunch of different things from composition, singing, dancing etc. etc. 

having a sag in mercury could still make this true if he were a scorpio, especially since mercury would directly correlate this energy with his hobbies/interests. 

with that being said, that sentiment in and of itself is a huge sag sun identifier. 

but if we look at him as though he’s a sag, i hit three walls that really prevent me from believing it fully: 

1) with a sag sun, aries moon, sag mercury -- that’d make him a super impulsive and hot-headed dude. his ability to to get distracted would be unmatched and these placements in particular are infamous for starting projects out of passion and then dropping them the moment they get bored. 

not to say that this is the one definitive trait all sagittarians must have and if you don’t have it ur kicked out of the sagittarius club, but it just doesn’t sound like him. 

sagittarians can easily get caught up in these big projects and surely enjoy them as they are out of passion, but the moment you introduce a sense of responsibility/work/obligation, it takes away that bit of passion that allowed them to work so diligently without thought. 

it makes them overly aware of the energy they’re exerting and the freedom they’re compromising on, and without a lot of time and growth, a lot of young sags may deem it not worth it. again, the situation wouldn’t be helped with an aries moon either.

because of that his energies read too stubborn and enduring to match what i would typically associate with his chart. 

i know a lot of really successful sagittarians, but their journey to success wasn’t nearly as steady and unrelenting as the path jihoon has taken with seventeen where it’s been work, work, work, work.

not only that, but he really doesn’t have a whole lot of aspects that may contradict this flightiness. 

his saturn IS well aspected, but keep in mind his saturn is in aries which could add a sense of difficulty in asserting himself in a path his sag sun and aries moon may have felt restricted by. 

with this placement you are pairing this super high-initiative, go-getting sign with a planet that’s incredibly cautious and calculated so they doubt themselves a lot and generally feel pretty inhibited. 

it certainly bodes well for success in the long run as they learn to balance these energies and let their confidence and competence stand for themselves, but him having been so young at the start of his career it doesn’t 100% add up for me. 

the only other aspect that may counteract this is his virgo mars that has a very similar antsy energy but directs it in the complete opposite direction his sag sun/aries moon naturally leans towards.

he’d want to take all of his fidgety energies and put it into his work and this could certainly make him a workaholic, but that wouldn’t particularly nullify the fact his sag sun may want still to apply that to a bunch of different things without restriction.

it’s certainly possible that he’s a sag sun and still achieved these things, i just think he’d struggle a lot more in his position in his career if not for a (supposed) scorpio sun. 

without a scorpio sun i think he would have gotten too antsy and too unhappy in a career that is as all-consuming as the one he’s in, and his aries saturn would have more than likely gotten a lot more trigger happy at some point and would have taken his sag sun/aries moon cue to dip when it felt the most overwhelming. 

whereas a scorpio would feel comfortable and would even thrive in these circumstances.

2) he’s too shy. his personal planets, as they are (except maybe that virgo mars), don’t just have extravert tendencies, they’re KNOWN for being extraverts. 

life of the party guys who NEED attention and communication. 

again, i think jihoon is much more outgoing than his image connotes, but he’s certainly not what i’d associate with a sag sun, aries moon, sag mercury, libra venus. 

like if i think about those signs and jihoon i laugh a little. if his sun his definitely in sag then my god his houses must really offset his other placements.

but this is what leads me to believe that there’s a wall/blockage preventing these energies from manifesting how i’d expect in a sag sun. 

a scorpio sun would make him more reserved, more secretive, more calculating while maintaining those talkative and energetic woozi-energies. 

3) sag suns are open-books. again, i think there is an aspect of woozi that is very straightforward but that is certainly something that would come through with a scorpio sun. 

Sag suns are known for being those sincere, tell it how it is guys. you trust them because they’re so optimistic and open, and not to say that woozi isn’t, but there is a reason people are slow to get close to him. a scorpio sun would make him more calculated with who he lets in. 

not only that but in my experience with scorpios, people tend to have a lot of pre perceptions about of them REGARDLESS of how candid and honest of people they actually are once you get to know them.

it’s a common scorpio experience to learn after the fact that the person you just became friends thought you were gonna be totally different even though, in all actuality, you’ve been nothing but nice and open with them from the start.

it’s because of this scorpio veil there is that brings this sense of control they have over their image, and this command over themselves and people. it’s their desire to appear a certain way so people can’t mistake them as being vulnerable or gullible.  

you also tend to get the impression that they’ve got an agenda because they are so purposeful. 

on top of that, you don’t really doubt with scorpios that they have depths and layers to them from the moment you meet them, where as other people may instantly feel easy, simple, potentially superficial (sagittarians can certainly appear this way).

for scorpios this depth can add this doubt in your own judgement of how  you see them because it’s so hard to gauge what’s going on underneath EVEN THO THERE MAY NOT BE ANYTHING GOING ON.

this is something scorpios tend to get very frustrated with as people tend to doubt their intentions. 

with that being said scorpios are so straightforward people that, even with these vibes, developed scorpios are incredibly trustworthy, thoughtful, and attentive people so there isn’t any actual concern to be had.

But really scorpios are the type of people who give an impression of fluidity and depth and this is what makes them so magnetic. 

i feel like a lot of woozi’s fans love him because he is that tsundere character and that concept of being someone super dynamic/complex underneath the image they project is inherently a scorpio trait. 

i could go on for hours. i def think that woozi is far too clingy to be a sag and far too emotionally intuitive NOT to be a scorpio. 

also, sagittarius are known for loving travel???? he literally doesn’t even leave his house????

for me it really comes down to whether or not im reading more of a fixed, or mutable energy. right now i’m feeling more fixed.

he’s a steadfast guy and his persistence speaks more for him than any one of his single actions. 

he can do anything and he projects such a strong sense of purpose and integrity of character that you’d simply trust his track record and habits before you trusted a random act. 

not to say that sag’s don’t have a integrity of character, but if they do something random their blunt and sincere actions would lend you to think, “oh, they’re just doing this now” as opposed to thinking that action was just an outlier.  

and honestly he just reeks of the “don’t even try and test me” energy that a mutable sign wouldn’t be so privy to. 

i’m almost super convinced but i also totally reserve the right to change my mind lmfao

mainly because his ascendant and houses could attribute to his not-so-sag qualities if he WERE still a sag sun. 

i don’t particularly like trying to “decide” what his sun sign is, even though i so desperately want to figure it out (if that wasn’t obviously enough).

mainly because it goes against how i prefer to do readings, in that the person comes first and the chart is secondary. if i’m trying to figure out a sun sign, i have to work solely off of stereotypes of the signs when we’re obviously more complex than that. 

trying to figure out sun signs is always going to be contradictory because astrology is allowed to be contradictory because we are contradictory. 

ugh it hurts my brain sometimes. 

with that being said, let’s actually look at his chart as it is REGARDLESS of his sun. 

libra venus is adorable.

he’s a romantic guy. 

his chart is very intense and straightforward in literally EVERYTHING except for love and affection. 

he’s gentle in how he expresses his appreciation, and very traditional in how he’d approach romance.

this is what softens what i’d consider one of the most extreme and fierce charts in seventeen. 

he loves gaining approval from the people he cares about and loves simply being around loved ones as they joke around as he sits back and watches. 

feeling that sense of harmony really feeds him, which is why you see him in the background just laughing and enjoying himself.

virgo mars furthers this people-pleasing aspect of his. normally he’d really and sincerely comes across as a “take it or leave it” kind of guy, but when it comes to his loved ones he wants to make things work. 

at the same time this is the aspect, kind of paradoxically, that makes him pretty picky and hyper critical. 

the moments you see woozi truly angry are when people try and get him to do things he doesn’t want to do, do things differently from how he wants them done, or simply offends him and his preferences. 

as i mentioned briefly before this also makes him the perfectionist/workaholic he is. 

not only is he persistent in his work, but he genuinely feels listless unless he’s actively working on something. 

for him, work heals him which he why he’s able to blur the lines between work and art and still enjoy it.

there’s really so much to unpack with jihoon, i have to stop here because this is getting too long and once i start talking about everything else i wont be able to stop and i’ll end up with a novel. 

but my god. 

if i ever manage to get my hands on his birth time. 

bro. 

it’s over. 

[smartbutuncertified]

Movie Review: NoBody’s Perfect (2008)

I watched the movie noBody’s Perfect, filmed in 2008, by Niko Von Glasow. The main stars are Fred Dove, Kim Morton, and Bianca Vogel. It’s about a man who has a major birth defect due to Thalidomide trying to find others who have a Thalomide birth defect to make a nude calendar. The film largely concerns body image issues, but also touches on the idea of disabled people being whole and how abled people often disregard disabled people’s privacy and dignity for their comfort and curiosity. The act of participating in the calendar seems to be a large step forward for many of them, to seeing their bodies more kindly. It also has a large section devoted to discussing how little responsibility was taken in Germany by the company who distributed the drug, and continued to do so even after they knew what it did to fetuses.

It talks a lot about acceptance of your body and your differences, a subject that is very topical in our airbrushed world. Having a major birth defect is about as far from classical beauty as can be, and yet they find beauty and joy in themselves. So as a member of the general population living in the same cultural climate of our bodies never being good enough, it connects on that level. “My (short) arms are a part of me, they’re a part of my life, and that’s all right. But I am not ‘short arms’.” Sofia declares.

It hits home in a closer way as well. I also had a birth defect. Like a terrible country song, I was born with a broken heart. It was entirely internal, but saving my life left me with a distinctive scar on my chest nearly a foot long, distinctive enough that people who work in cardiology sometimes ask what I had fixed. I don’t think about it too much, but sometimes people mention it when I wear a top that shows where it starts. Perhaps I should be prouder of it. I survived.

Then there’s the abled people feeling like disabled people have some sort of duty to disclose their disability, another personal sore spot. Fred Dove, while being interviewed on a radio show, had his disability disclosed to all the listeners by the interviewer as a bit of -  color commentary. I cannot politely express how livid that made me, but I wholly understand why Fred only spoke about it for a few seconds before changing the topic.

Sofia, an actress, recounted a disturbing event from her childhood where she was often forced to strip naked in front of a number of doctors, usually male, for inspection. “It was awful. I was surrounded by about 20 white coats” This reinforced my belief that it’s incredibly important to preserve the privacy and dignity of disabled people, children, and disabled children. There is no reason why a child not having an immediate medical emergency needs to be stripped naked in front of so many adults at once.

It’s stunning that Kim’s mother up and left her religion entirely when the minister refused to have Kim in church due to her visible disabled status. That shows remarkable integrity. It also illustrates a much larger dynamic present throughout the film, the importance of the individual over the system. Systems are useful, but if they no longer serve their intended purpose, for example, a holy place turning away an innocent child for looking odd, they need to be abandoned for the sake of those they should have helped, and didn’t. This aligns wholly with my view of how our relationships with institutions should work.

It’s notable and painful how differently the Vogel siblings were treated by their families, with the one not affected getting much more attention and praise from their grandparents. However, this doesn’t seem to have affected their relationship, they seem quite close. This defied the general narrative of the spoiled child becoming cruel to the maltreated one, and makes me wonder how much truth there is to that idea.

About forty percent of the way through, they reveal a horrifying fact. The company that made the drug knew what it did in 1961, and still kept selling it. Even worse, the pioneer of the drug knew that one of the ingredients was of a group often referred to as “monster makers”. The company compounded the error by having no female trials before releasing it to the public. The company has also never even apologized to the victims, let alone settled with them. One interviewee puts it best when he says “[…] let’s call them criminals, who committed their crimes in the greedy pursuit of profit.” I absolutely agree with that, the film is not the only thing making me want justice for the models.

I’m not sure how I feel about the constant presence of smoking in the film. Since it’s reality, it’s important to represent honestly, but I wonder what this says about addiction among the disabled. Either that, or smoking rates are much higher in Europe. That would have to be a whole other paper, honestly. I don’t agree with smoking, but vulnerable people pick their pleasures where they can get them.

I take exception to one interview where they talk about how when they talk about their issues in a public forum, the issues become detached from them. The interviewee seems to feel that in order to express oneself clearly, detaching yourself is the only way to do it. I would argue that this in fact muddies the issue, making it less about what is important: the people.

I was surprised by the interview with the gardener, which talked about another of the disabled models sexually assaulting women, and about him beating up kids his own age and older in school. It’s generally not considered that the physically disabled are also capable of assault, but they are whole people in every way, not just the positive ones.

I have very mixed feelings about the astrophysicist who reportedly grabbed women’s chests being presented sympathetically. I’m aware that this was a single report from another person, and that that isn’t the whole of who he is, but it still discomforts me that the film seems to brush over what it’s reported that he did. The film mentions that Thalidomide disabled about 7,000 children, surely there weren’t exactly twelve that were willing to pose nude?

It must be mentioned that nobody from the drug company was present in the film for any significant part, but that was not for want of trying on the director’s part. He did his best to loop them into the film for their side of things, and they refused to participate.

It addressed the whole topic of body issues incredibly, letting people speak for themselves about what made them uncomfortable and what didn’t. As one interviewee put it, “[My insecurity] is in my mind, it’s not in your perception, is it? It’s like, you look fine to me, but you’re probably unhappy about something that I don’t care about.”

The presence of ableism is felt throughout the film in many of the conversations and in how several of the models think and behave in regards to themselves. All of the models have varying levels of comfort with themselves and their disability. The director, Niko, is one of the least comfortable. It was interesting to hear that for Doris and Niko, they stayed away from other Thalidomide children for quite a while because they didn’t want to see themselves in them. They didn’t want to relate to others who were clearly different and know that they were just as different. It’s also mentioned that several of the models have had difficulty with romantic relationships because of their disability. But there are only two shown incidents. A child making fun of a wheelchair using model and a man and the end who is being interviewed on the street about the art installation saying that it’s “tasteless” for a disabled person’s naked body to be shown in public. Thankfully, both of these are framed with an immediate counterpoint by people who weren’t hired by the producers, showing that times are changing. These scenes were handled with care.

There was an interesting conversation where an interviewee that uses a powered wheelchair admits casually that he’s considered killing himself. It’s moved past quickly, but there’s something about the framing that makes it feel less like they did it to dismiss it, and more like they don’t want to dwell over it and overshadow the other complex facets that this person has. As someone who has struggled with suicidal impulses, I loved that.

The inclusion of the lesbian art teacher served as a pointed reminder of the intersectionality of disabled issues. Past the obvious, she also mentions founding a group working to protect disabled women and girls from sexual violence, something that’s not often thought of as an issue concerning the disabled specifically. But they are a uniquely vulnerable population to predation.

It passed the “who cares?” test with flying colors, framing the issue as one of pain and justice that crossed communities. I would say that it said that “who cares?” ought to be everyone who wants the world to be a safe place, for companies to be held accountable for their mistakes and “mistakes”, for people to be able to not fear what others think of them for things that are out of their control. Of course, the film may not hit like that for everyone who watches it, but it was good enough to win the German Film Award of 2009, so it’s clearly not just me.

The film opens on a scene of a man talking candidly to his daughter about being afraid to be naked in front of anyone because of his malformed arms. It was a good tone setter for the film, encapsulating the main issue, the joking, yet honest air, and how these people are not curiosities or strange creatures, but humans with lives and families. It was a beautiful way to ease into the film, and it flows well from there.

The theme of showing these people as complex and whole is possibly the strongest one in the film, arguably the film’s thesis. It was hard to hear that some of these people, as babies, were taken away from their mothers by the doctors with no explanation for days. One for two, one for six, and we don’t know about the others. I would understand wanting to monitor babies with a severe birth defect for further issues, but it isn’t that hard to keep the parents in the loop. They chose not to.

The film was art, but not art that is intended to make the viewer feel good. The art is put into making you understand, as much as you can, what happened to these people, and how they have continued on with what they have. You are allowed to have whatever feelings you like, but you must understand that they are whole human beings. They look incomplete to people who don’t know them, but they are anything but. You don’t need a certain amount of body mass to be human.

I must disclose that I personally watched the film largely in 20 minute increments, but that was largely because I kept stopping to note things down so that I could write this as well as possible, with plenty of accurate examples. If I was watching this for pleasure, I would absolutely have gone through it twice over without pause. I may very well do that at a later date.

Add to that that this film launched a successful campaign to increase German benefits for Thalidomide victims, and it’s done the thing all art sets out to do- made a notable mark on the world. I hope that all of the models benefited from this, as it’s hard to find out what happened to people whose last names you mostly don’t know. However, it was easy to find out that Niko is still thriving as a film director.

I thought that this film was stunning. I would view something by these people again in the future, because I love how things were addressed. I loved how they presented everything, how compassionate and thoughtful their framing of delicate issues was. But I would only recommend this to individuals above the age of fifteen who were okay with artistic nudity. There is explicit nudity, which may make some individuals uncomfortable, but it isn’t pornographic, just beautiful people being brave and naked. If you’re at all interested in disability issues, body issues, corporate accountability, or even all three, I would highly recommend this film.

[goldentemplariumcrow]

Character Study: Natal Chart

Sun in Pisces (7°33'12") SEVENTH HOUSE

The sun determines your ego, identity, and "role" in life. It's the core of who you are, and is the sign you're most likely to already know. Your Sun is in Pisces, meaning you are fundamentally dreamy, insightful, and in your own world. You exist on a chaotic plane of the divine that is not at all material. Your rich imagination endows you with a strong intuition for hidden emotional currents. When you take offense it is deeply, and you aren't necessarily interested in reconciliation. It's in your seventh house, meaning you feel the need to distinguish yourself from others through close relationships and long-term partnerships.

Ascendant in Leo (27°35'54") FIRST HOUSE

Your ascendant is the "mask" you present to people. It can be seen in your personal style and how you come off to people when you first meet. Some say it becomes less relevant as you get older. It changes every two hours, so if it doesn't make sense, text your mom to confirm your birth time. Your Ascendant is in Leo, meaning you come across as bright, good-natured, and magnetic. Your energy makes you seem either like a know-it-all or the life of the party—but always the center of attention.

Moon in Leo (10°0'6") TWELFTH HOUSE

The moon rules your emotions, moods, and feelings. This is likely the sign you most think of yourself as, since it reflects your personality when you're alone or deeply comfortable. Your Moon is in Leo, meaning your emotional self is dramatic, proud, expressive, idealistic, and somewhat self-centered. You need a lot of love, care, and validation from other people. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you find security and safety through privacy, secrets, and introspection.

Mercury in Pisces (4°37'31") SEVENTH HOUSE

Mercury determines how you communicate, talk, think, and process information. It also indicates how you learn. It is the mind's planet. Your Mercury is in Pisces, meaning your intellect is emotionally-driven, dreamy, and a bit in the clouds. Your imagination and intuition keeps you open to other people's ideas. You are a good listener, though you may have a tendency for white lies. You prefer face-to-face communication. It's in your seventh house, meaning you are curious about and inclined to analyze your closest relationships and how they affect you.

Venus in Aries (5°17'6") EIGHTH HOUSE

Venus determines how and what you love. It indicates how you express affection and the qualities you're attracted to. Your Venus is in Aries, meaning your romantic side is enthusiastic, impulsive, and direct. You fall in love quickly, and out of love just as fast. You tend to be forthright and direct with your crushes—even if you haven't confessed, you make a lot of inside jokes, touch them a lot, and maintain eye contact. You alternate between seeming demanding and disinterested in the relationship. It's in your eighth house, meaning that for you, love is often expressed in darkness, taboos, rebirth, sex, and transformation.

Mars in Gemini (12°38'46") TENTH HOUSE

Mars is the planet of aggression. It determines how you assert yourself, take action, and the energy that surrounds you—particularly in your sex life, your ambitiousness, and when you're angry. Your Mars is in Gemini, meaning you assert yourself in a way that is quick and heady, and you push things forward with lots of energy, though sometimes without focus. It's in your tenth house, meaning you put a lot of energy into career, goals, success, and responsibility.

Jupiter in Leo (5°7'25") TWELFTH HOUSE

One of the two social planets, Jupiter rules idealism, optimism, and expansion. It's also very philosophical. Your Jupiter is in Leo, meaning you grow and find understanding through magnanimity, inspiring confidence, thinking big, and feeling good about yourself. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you find success through privacy, secrets, and introspection.

Saturn in Aquarius (2°11'48") SIXTH HOUSE

The other social planet, Saturn rules responsibility, restrictions, limits, boundaries, fears, and self-discipline. Your Saturn is in Aquarius, meaning you struggle with obstinacy, a superiority complex, and being overly detached. It's in your sixth house, meaning you have had difficulties with your day-to-day routines, work, and bodily health.

Uranus in Capricorn (12°44'47") FIFTH HOUSE

Uranus stays in each sign for seven years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules innovation, rebellion, and progress. Your Uranus is in Capricorn, meaning other generations are shocked by your generation's sense of responsibility, seriousness, rationality, and hunger for power. It's in your fifth house, meaning that for you, this manifests in rebelling against dated expectations about romance, self-expression, creativity, and pleasure.

Neptune in Capricorn (16°3'30") FIFTH HOUSE

Neptune stays in each sign for around fourteen years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules dreams, imagination, and the unconscious. Your Neptune is in Capricorn, meaning your entire generation finds inspiration through hard work, responsibility, seriousness, and ambition. It's in your fifth house, meaning that for you, this manifests in your ideal—verging on unrealistic and impractical—about romance, self-expression, creativity, and pleasure.

Pluto in Scorpio (20°21'50") THIRD HOUSE

Pluto stays in each sign for up to thirty years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules power, intensity, obsession, and control. Your Pluto is in Scorpio, meaning your generation's psyche is comparatively passionate, intense, serious, private, self-obsessed, and perceptive. It's in your third house, meaning you personally are transforming outdated knowledge and played out familiarity.

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SUN

TAURUS, 22°51'43"FIRST HOUSE

The sun determines your ego, identity, and "role" in life. It's the core of who you are, and is the sign you're most likely to already know. Your Sun is in Taurus, meaning you are fundamentally stable, deliberate, and practical, though somewhat stubborn. Your sensual side takes comfort and pleasure very seriously—you appreciate nice things when they're useful and meaningful. People appreciate how reliable you are. It's in your first house, meaning you feel the need to distinguish yourself from others through your self and self-image—and, because it's your first house, your Sun in Taurus is hyper-present in your personality.

ASCENDANT

ARIES, 29°50'44"FIRST HOUSEY

Our ascendant is the "mask" you present to people. It can be seen in your personal style and how you come off to people when you first meet. Some say it becomes less relevant as you get older. It changes every two hours, so if it doesn't make sense, text your mom to confirm your birth time. Your Ascendant is in Aries, meaning you come across as independent, energetic, and direct. You seem to move quickly, sometimes with the appearance of more haste and impulsiveness than thought, patience, or follow-through. Sometimes your forthrightness comes off as conceited or rude.

MOON

SAGITTARIUS, 18°11'5"EIGHTH HOUSE

The moon rules your emotions, moods, and feelings. This is likely the sign you most think of yourself as, since it reflects your personality when you're alone or deeply comfortable. Your Moon is in Sagittarius, meaning your emotional self is restless, self-questioning, optimistic, and independent. You may hide your sensitivities behind an interest in finding new ways to feel. It's in your eighth house, meaning you find security and safety through darkness, taboos, rebirth, sex, and transformation.

MERCURY

ARIES, 28°15'22"TWELFTH HOUSE

Mercury determines how you communicate, talk, think, and process information. It also indicates how you learn. It is the mind's planet. Your Mercury is in Aries, meaning your intellect is quick, independent, impatient, energetic, and direct. You think fast and start conversations with enthusiasm. You're likely to yell. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you are curious about and inclined to analyze your secrets, dreams, and mental health.

VENUS

ARIES, 11°23'1"TWELFTH HOUSE

Venus determines how and what you love. It indicates how you express affection and the qualities you're attracted to. Your Venus is in Aries, meaning your romantic side is enthusiastic, impulsive, and direct. You fall in love quickly, and out of love just as fast. You tend to be forthright and direct with your crushes—even if you haven't confessed, you make a lot of inside jokes, touch them a lot, and maintain eye contact. You alternate between seeming demanding and disinterested in the relationship. It's in your twelfth house, meaning that for you, love is often expressed in privacy, secrets, and introspection.

MARS

TAURUS, 22°36'54" FIRST HOUSE

Mars is the planet of aggression. It determines how you assert yourself, take action, and the energy that surrounds you—particularly in your sex life, your ambitiousness, and when you're angry. Your Mars is in Taurus, meaning you assert yourself in a way that is practical, concrete, and relaxed, and you push things forward stubbornly. You rarely make the first move. It's in your first house, meaning you put a lot of energy into your self and self-image—and, because it's your first house, your Mars in Taurus is hyper-present in your personality.

JUPITER

PISCES, 21°53'26"ELEVENTH HOUSE

One of the two social planets, Jupiter rules idealism, optimism, and expansion. It's also very philosophical. Your Jupiter is in Pisces, meaning you grow and find understanding through empathy, dreaminess, and compassion. It's in your eleventh house, meaning you find success through social status, including platonic and casual friends, along with your hopes, wishes, and dreams.

SATURN

ARIES, 27°6'58"TWELFTH HOUSE

The other social planet, Saturn rules responsibility, restrictions, limits, boundaries, fears, and self-discipline. Your Saturn is in Aries, meaning you struggle with aggression, impatience, defensiveness, hastiness, and conceit. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you have had difficulties with privacy, secrets, and introspection.

URANUS

AQUARIUS, 12°44'19"TENTH HOUSE

Uranus stays in each sign for seven years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules innovation, rebellion, and progress. Your Uranus is in Aquarius, meaning other generations are shocked by your generation's unconventionality, intellectuality, and detachedness. It's in your tenth house, meaning that for you, this manifests in rebelling against dated expectations about career, goals, success, and responsibility.

NEPTUNE

AQUARIUS, 2°8'23"TENTH HOUSE

Neptune stays in each sign for around fourteen years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules dreams, imagination, and the unconscious. Your Neptune is in Aquarius, meaning your entire generation finds inspiration through detached analysis and intellectual pursuits. It's in your tenth house, meaning that for you, this manifests in your ideal—verging on unrealistic and impractical—about success and responsibility.

PLUTO

SAGITTARIUS, 7°4'42"EIGHTH HOUSE

Pluto stays in each sign for up to thirty years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules power, intensity, obsession, and control. Your Pluto is in Sagittarius, meaning your generation's psyche is comparatively positive, free-spirited, curious, optimistic, forward-looking, independent, and confident. It's in your eighth house, meaning you personally are transforming outdated taboos around darkness, sex, and transformation.

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—    SUN      ╱     ARES, 0°18'14" FOURTH HOUSE.

The sun determines your ego, identity, and "role" in life. It's the core of who you are, and is the sign you're most likely to already know. Your Sun is in Aries, meaning you are fundamentally assertive, and persistent, and courageous. Naturally competitive and fiercely independent, you push things forward with energy and enthusiasm and persevere through anything. You need to learn to understand other people as complex wholes. It's in your fourth house, meaning you feel the need to distinguish yourself from others through your home and family.

—    ASCENDANT      ╱      SAGITTARIUS,  6°15'52" FIRST HOUSE.

Your ascendant is the "mask" you present to people. It can be seen in your personal style and how you come off to people when you first meet. Some say it becomes less relevant as you get older. It changes every two hours, so if it doesn't make sense, text your mom to confirm your birth time. Your Ascendant is in Sagittarius, meaning you come across as independent, optimistic, and confident, though sometimes overly blunt or critical. Generally a charming conversationalist, your free-spirited approach may come off as restless or easily bored.

—    MOON      ╱      PISCES, 4°21'19" THIRD HOUSE.

the moon rules your emotions,  moods,  and feelings. this is likely the sign you most think of yourself as,  since it reflects your personality when you’re alone or deeply comfortable.  your moon is in libra,  meaning your emotional self is balanced,  harmonious,  sees both sides of every situation,  indecisive,  relationship-oriented,  and desperate to please.  you can be a little self-obsessed,  but tend to hide your feelings and needs.  it’s in your second house,  meaning you find security and safety through money and material possessions.

—    MERCURY      ╱      PISCES, 10°25'43" THIRD HOUSE.

Mercury determines how you communicate, talk, think, and process information. It also indicates how you learn. It is the mind's planet. Your Mercury is in Pisces, meaning your intellect is emotionally-driven, dreamy, and a bit in the clouds. Your imagination and intuition keeps you open to other people's ideas. You are a good listener, though you may have a tendency for white lies. You prefer face-to-face communication. It's in your third house, meaning you are curious about and inclined to analyze how you communicate, whether you really understand something, and all the things you don’t know. .

—    VENUS      ╱      ARIES, 18°9'52" NINTH HOUSE.

Venus determines how and what you love. It indicates how you express affection and the qualities you're attracted to. Your Venus is in Aries, meaning your romantic side is enthusiastic, impulsive, and direct. You fall in love quickly, and out of love just as fast. You tend to be forthright and direct with your crushes—even if you haven't confessed, you make a lot of inside jokes, touch them a lot, and maintain eye contact. You alternate between seeming demanding and disinterested in the relationship. It's in your fifth house, meaning that for you, love is often expressed in romance, self-expression, creativity, and pleasure.

—    MARS      ╱      CANCER, 14°32'35" EIGHTH HOUSE.

Mars is the planet of aggression. It determines how you assert yourself, take action, and the energy that surrounds you—particularly in your sex life, your ambitiousness, and when you're angry. Your Mars is in Cancer, meaning you assert yourself in a way that is emotional and somewhat passive-aggressive, and you push things forward only when you feel safe and secure. It's in your eighth house, meaning you put a lot of energy into darkness, taboos, rebirth, sex, and transformation.

—    JUPITER      ╱      LIBRA, 11°0'40" TENTH HOUSE.

One of the two social planets, Jupiter rules idealism, optimism, and expansion. It's also very philosophical. Your Jupiter is in Libra, meaning you grow and find understanding through harmony, balance, and seeing both sides to a situation. It's in your tenth house, meaning you find success through career, goals, and responsibility.

—    SATURN      ╱      AQUARIUS, 25°28'27" THIRD HOUSE.

The other social planet, Saturn rules responsibility, restrictions, limits, boundaries, fears, and self-discipline. Your Saturn is in Aquarius, meaning you struggle with obstinacy, a superiority complex, and being overly detached. It's in your third house, meaning you have had difficulties with the things you know and are familiar with.

—    URANUS      ╱      CAPRICORN, 21°37'57" SECOND HOUSE.

Uranus stays in each sign for seven years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules innovation, rebellion, and progress. Your Uranus is in Capricorn, meaning other generations are shocked by your generation's sense of responsibility, seriousness, rationality, and hunger for power. It's in your second house, meaning that for you, this manifests in rebelling against dated expectations about money and material possessions.

—    NEPTUNE      ╱      CAPRICORN, 21°50'4" SECOND HOUSE.

Neptune stays in each sign for around fourteen years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules dreams, imagination, and the unconscious. Your Neptune is in Capricorn, meaning your entire generation finds inspiration through hard work, responsibility, seriousness, and ambition. It's in your second house, meaning that for you, this manifests in your ideal—verging on unrealistic and impractical—about money and material possessions.

—    PLUTO      ╱      SCORPIO, 25°22'19" TWELFTH HOUSE.

Pluto stays in each sign for up to thirty years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules power, intensity, obsession, and control. Your Pluto is in Scorpio, meaning your generation's psyche is comparatively passionate, intense, serious, private, self-obsessed, and perceptive. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you personally are transforming outdated expectations of privacy, secrets, and introspection.

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SUN

GEMINI

29°46'55", FIRST HOUSE

The sun determines your ego, identity, and "role" in life. It's the core of who you are, and is the sign you're most likely to already know. Your Sun is in Gemini, meaning you are fundamentally dynamic, quick-witted, eclectic, and curious. Fascinated by everything, your childlike energy is often scattered in a million directions. On a social level, this may come off as gossipy or flaky. It's in your first house, meaning you feel the need to distinguish yourself from others through your self and self-image—and, because it's your first house, your Sun in Gemini is hyper-present in your personality.

MOON

GEMINI

10°31'2", TWELFTH HOUSE

The moon rules your emotions, moods, and feelings. This is likely the sign you most think of yourself as, since it reflects your personality when you're alone or deeply comfortable. Your Moon is in Gemini, meaning your emotional self is often restless and unsettled. You're extremely adaptable, which sometimes makes you feel pulled in too many directions. You are easily bored and need to feel like you are free to be creative and create meaning, which can make you feel like you're in a constant identity crisis. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you find security and safety through privacy, secrets, and introspection.

ASCENDANT

GEMINI

17°53'24", FIRST HOUSE

Your ascendant is the "mask" you present to people. It can be seen in your personal style and how you come off to people when you first meet. Some say it becomes less relevant as you get older. It changes every two hours, so if it doesn't make sense, text your mom to confirm your birth time. Your Ascendant is in Gemini, meaning you come across as quick-witted, chatty, eclectic, and fun, though somewhat inconsistent. In conversation, you seem probing and curious.

MERCURY

GEMINI

16°37'15", TWELFTH HOUSE

Mercury determines how you communicate, talk, think, and process information. It also indicates how you learn. It is the mind's planet. Your Mercury is in Gemini, meaning your intellect is dynamic, quick-witted, and eclectic. You're deeply curious about everything, and your energy is often scattered in a million directions. The way you speak is articulate and witty, but you're likely to talk behind people's backs. It's in your twelfth house, meaning you are curious about and inclined to analyze your secrets, dreams, and mental health.

VENUS

TAURUS

25°45'10", TWELFTH HOUSE

Venus determines how and what you love. It indicates how you express affection and the qualities you're attracted to. Your Venus is in Taurus, meaning your romantic side is oriented toward comfort and stability. You move slowly and deliberately at the beginning of relationships; that timidity sometimes comes off as intimidating. You just want something sweet and simple. It's in your twelfth house, meaning that for you, love is often expressed in privacy, secrets, and introspection.

MARS

ARIES

15°16'20", ELEVENTH HOUSE

Mars is the planet of aggression. It determines how you assert yourself, take action, and the energy that surrounds you—particularly in your sex life, your ambitiousness, and when you're angry. Your Mars is in Aries, meaning you assert yourself in a way that is to the point and impulsive. You love to make things happen and you push things forward with energy and enthusiasm. You have a short temper, but are quick to forgive. The bravest sign of the zodiac. It's in your eleventh house, meaning you put a lot of energy into social status, including platonic and casual friends, along with your hopes, wishes, and dreams.

JUPITER

CANCER

17°10'57", SECOND HOUSE

One of the two social planets, Jupiter rules growth, expansion, and progress. It's also very philosophical. Your Jupiter is in Cancer, meaning you grow and find understanding through emotions, intuition, and care. It's in your second house, meaning you find success through money, material possessions, and security.

SATURN

CAPRICORN

23°39'34", EIGHTH HOUSE

The other social planet, Saturn rules responsibility, restrictions, limits, boundaries, fears, and self-discipline. Your Saturn is in Capricorn, meaning you struggle with your sense of responsibility, ambition, conservatism, repressed emotions, and obsessions with money and power. It's in your eighth house, meaning you have had difficulties with darkness, taboos, rebirth, sex, and transformation.

URANUS

CAPRICORN

7°55'20", SEVENTH HOUSE

Uranus stays in each sign for seven years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules innovation, progression, rebellion, and change. Your Uranus is in Capricorn, meaning other generations are shocked by your generation's sense of responsibility, seriousness, rationality, and hunger for power. It's in your seventh house, meaning your generation rebels against dated expectations about close relationships and long-term partnerships.

PLUTO

SCORPIO

15°16'51", SIXTH HOUSE

Pluto stays in each sign for up to fifteen years, meaning it rules a generation more than a person. It rules power, intensity, obsession, control, and transformation. Your Pluto is in Scorpio, meaning your generation's psyche is comparatively passionate, intense, serious, private, self-obsessed, and perceptive. It's in your sixth house, meaning you are transforming outdated approaches to day-to-day experiences of work, routines, and bodily health.

Significant Events

Opposition- Sun Opposition Uranus (8°09’, Applying)

This aspect creates people that are too individualistic, selfish and eccentric. They are very independent and they guard their independence carefully. They are not always considerate towards other people and they sometimes suffer from mental exhaustion. These people have the need to be different and they want to show their uniqueness. They want to be teachers, mentors and examples to others. These people are willing to go to the extremes in order to show their originality. They have trouble accepting authorities. They use rebellion as means of attracting attention of other people.

Conjunction- Moon Conjunction Mercury (6°05’, Applying)

This conjunction multiplies the effect of harmonious aspects. These people have a sense for poetry and the ability to understand others. Any problems in the emotional area can be solved by clear thinking and accurate analysis. They need to have close contacts with their loved ones. The negative effect of this conjunction is the tendency to gossip. These people are very intelligent.

Sextile - Moon Sextile Mars (4°45’, Applying)

This harmonious aspect create constructive and practical people. They are able to solve problems at home easily because they are good willing and prepared to compromise. They are open and they express themselves with seriousness. They are great hosts.

Sextile - Mercury Sextile Mars (1°20’, Separating)

This harmonious aspect strengthens thinking and gives these people the ability to act and think fast. They are analytical and they are often excellent researchers. Their thinking is fast and practical.

Trine- Venus Trine Saturn (2°05’, Separating)

This harmonious aspect brings responsible and reserved behaviour in most of emotional and social activities of these people. They are very faithful, conventional and stable. They need a strong and stable relationship that gives them confidence and ability to trust. They have hidden fears of rejection, and their self-confidence in their relationships is too low. Older and reliable partners give them confidence. They are careful and responsible with things they are entrusted with.

Square- Mars Square Jupiter (1°54’, Applying)

This aspect causes reckless and extreme reactions. These people are also relatively persistent in their activities and they often do not perceive the impact of their actions on their immediate surroundings. There are two developmental branches of this aspect- one leads to the desire for property, money and power, and the other focuses on idealistic movements and groups. In any case, this aspect also raises the desire for travel and adventure.

Square- Mars Square Neptune (1°42’, Separating)

This aspect is great for mysticism and it reinforces imagination and fantasy which these people often prefer to reality. Their practical approach to life is also greatly suppressed. They often combine feverish activities in order to promote themselves through illusions of their unrealistic ideals and fantasies. These people are often chaotic.

Opposition- Jupiter Opposition Saturn (6°29’, Applying)

This aspect gives people somewhat contradictory possibilities and because of that they constantly have to decide whether to make important changes or take a risk and follow a good opportunity. If they manage to find a reasonable compromise, the result is often great.

Opposition- Jupiter Opposition Neptune (3°36’, Separating)

This aspect may give people restless soul and a tendency to wander. They do not like to settle down and they do not have clear goals in life. They are able to make big sacrifices for their ideals, but they should be careful not to be naive and not live in their fantasy world. In a better case scenario, these people fanatically push higher universal laws into the existing world order; in the worst case scenario, they work around the secular law with the help of higher universal laws.

Trine- Jupiter Trine Pluto (1°53’, Separating)

This harmonious aspect gives people persistence, decisiveness and desire for self-realization. These people often become rich when they become adults.

Conjunction- Uranus Conjunction Neptune (5°38’, Separating)

This conjunction is responsible for urge for changes. These people tend to change their lives and to interfere with political affairs that they are never satisfied with. If they are publicly engaged, then their reformist efforts have some chances to be successful, otherwise they live in discontent with the circumstances all their life. This conjunction gives people immense originality, intense creative abilities and innovative inspirations.

Sextile - Neptune Sextile Pluto (1°43’, Separating)

This harmonious aspect is long-lasting and it affects peace-making attitudes. In connection with other aspects it further enhances peace-building and transformative actions on global scale.

Other aspects

Conjunction - Ascendant Conjunction Moon (7°22’, Separating)

The positive thing about this aspect is that it gives people adaptability and mental balance. However, it also causes instability and these people can be influenced very easily.

Conjunction - Ascendant Conjunction Mercury (1°16’, Separating)

The positive thing about this aspect is that it gives people vitality and curiosity. The negative side of this aspect is that it may cause distractibility and restlessness.

Sextile - Ascendant Sextile Mars (2°36’, Separating)

The positive thing about this aspect is that it gives people assertiveness, abundant energy and physical resilience.

Trine - MC Trine Sun (2°26’, Applying)

This aspect indicates the ability to succeed using own means or with the help of others.

Square - MC Square Venus (1°35’, Separating)

The positive thing about this aspect is that these people are popular at work. The negative side of this aspect is that they tend to be jealous and dissatisfied in their work environment.

Trine - Node Trine Moon (1°08’, Separating)

These people have an instinctive urge to set out on the path shown by the lunar node. They intuitively and partly unconsciously perceive and exploit the possibilities associated with the house and the sign of the lunar node. Their emotions are in harmony with their focus.

Square - Node Square Pluto (5°54’, Separating)

The positive thing about this aspect is that it gives people great and fascinating energy that leads them to the focal point of their life. The experiences of power and powerlessness and the encounter with their own Shadow helps them overcome their life challenges and find their life path.

The negative thing about this aspect is that it causes inner tension and feelings of obsession because strong forces drag and pull in a different direction than towards the focal point of life. These people often have the feeling that they are the prisoners of misconceptions.

𝙄 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙣-𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜!

𝘐𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘴.𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰-𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘺 𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘦.

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Attempt to fire powerful NY prosecutor appears to be latest move to protect Trump.

(CNN)The Trump administration's attempt to oust one of America's most powerful prosecutors raises fresh and glaring suspicions about its assault on the independence of the justice system and its respect for the rule of law that underpins constitutional governance.

Attorney General William Barr's declaration he replaced Geoffrey Berman of the US Attorney's Office for the Southern District of New York renewed the debate over the extent to which Barr is acting on President Donald Trump's interests rather than the nation's. The office of Berman, who is refusing to quit, is leading a probe into Trump's lawyer Rudolph Giuliani and associates and has also indicted a Turkish state-owned firm involved in an Iran sanctions-busting case which Turkey's President Recep Tayyip Erdogan has raised with Trump.

Scores of former Justice Department officials had already called for Barr to quit over a series of interventions that appear specifically designed to benefit Trump politically. Berman's refusal to go quietly meanwhile set off a new crisis and governmental showdown for an already reeling administration that is struggling to cope with a pandemic, a consequent economic crisis, and a national reckoning on race. The President had been thinking of removing Berman for two years and believes that the investigation into Giuliani is an attempt to damage him politically, two sources told CNN's, Kevin Liptak. But Friday night's dramatic events stoke fresh intrigue of exactly why Barr and Trump are suddenly so keen to oust Berman -- a Trump donor who was installed by the Trump administration in 2018 -- less than five months before the election. Berman, before walking into his office in downtown New York Saturday morning, told reporters, "I issued a statement last night, I have nothing to add to that this morning. I'm just here to do my job."

Fundamentally, the episode reveals the extent to which a President with authoritarian impulses, who has worked constantly to challenge the justice system's independence and sought to force it to act in his own personal interests, is prepared to act with impunity in the wake of his Senate acquittal by fellow Republicans on impeachment charges of abuse of power and obstruction of Congress.

In recent weeks, Barr has ordered the clearing of protesters from Washington's Lafayette Square minutes before the President's controversial photo-op at a church. His department ditched the prosecution of Trump's former national security adviser Michael Flynn -- who twice admitted lying to the FBI -- and attempted to reduce the sentencing recommendation for political fixer Roger Stone, another prominent Trump associate. One year ago, Barr may have saved Trump's presidency by shaping an impression of special counsel Robert Mueller's report in a way that was favorable to Trump -- before anyone could read the report. The President has meanwhile gutted top leadership of the FBI and the Justice Department in a way that suggests political motivation. More recently he has threatened to send regular troops into the streets to confront anti-racism demonstrations. And he has conducted a purge against inspectors general who is independent watchdog officials in government departments. The Berman controversy came at the moment when the President kicks his 2020 reelection campaign into high gear with a rally Saturday night in Oklahoma before a big crowd that defies Centers for Disease Control and Prevention recommendations on stemming the pandemic. A 'Friday Night Massacre'? Extraordinary events over the fate of Berman were the latest disturbing echo of former Richard Nixon's "Saturday Night Massacre" when the then-President ordered his attorney general to fire special prosecutor Archibald Cox at the height of the Watergate scandal. Late on Friday evening -- the traditional dumping ground for controversial news stories --, Barr issued a press release announcing Berman's sudden resignation that said that he would be replaced by Jay Clayton, the head of the Securities and Exchange Commission, who has never served as a prosecutor. On its own, Barr's move was shocking since the Southern District of New York is one of the most prestigious and independent prosecutorial perches and typically handles highly sensitive financial, politically sensitive, and terrorism cases.

The fact that SDNY also investigated and convicted the President's personal lawyer Michael Cohen and is currently looking into Giuliani's financial and business affairs immediately raised the suspicion of conflicts of interests and political interference as well as new scrutiny over Barr's conduct and motivations. Adding to the intrigue is that Giuliani was the top federal prosecutor in New York during the 1980s. The New York federal prosecutor's office is also working on a number of cases to which it was referred by Mueller when he wrapped up his investigation into whether the Trump campaign knowingly cooperated with Russia's election interference operation. It named the President as "Individual-1" in its case against Cohen saying he directed campaign finance offenses related to the paying of hush money to several women who said they had affairs with Trump. The attempted firing of Berman ignited another conflagration in Washington with House Judiciary Committee Chairman Jerry Nadler, a New York Democrat, immediately announcing a hearing for Wednesday and inviting Berman to testify. "America is right to expect the worst of Bill Barr, who has repeatedly interfered in criminal investigations on Trump's behalf," Nadler said in a statement. CNN legal analyst Laura Coates said late Friday that if it looked as though Barr was facilitating actions that would "undermine the expedience ... or going forward of any cases it adds another log to the fire for people burning about their problems with this attorney general and his inability to boost or really contribute to morale and career prosecutors' ability to do their job." Berman refuses to go An already massive confrontation exploded further when Berman, in a stunning move, issued his own late-night statement rebuking Barr over his decision to oust him and refusing to go, arguing that since he was technically appointed by a panel of judges on an acting basis in 2018, Barr has no power to force him out and that he would continue to serve.

"I learned in a press release from the Attorney General tonight that I was 'stepping down' as United States Attorney. I have not resigned, and have no intention of resigning, my position, to which I was appointed by the Judges of the United States District Court for the Southern District of New York," Berman said. "I will step down when a presidentially appointed nominee is confirmed by the Senate. Until then, our investigations will move forward without delay or interruption," he said. The chances of a new US Attorney for the Southern District of New York being confirmed much before the election seem slim and there is the possibility of legal battles over Berman's tenure. CNN legal analyst Paul Callan said: "I think the President is going to have a great deal of difficulty in forcing Mr. Berman out of office because he came in under strange circumstances." Berman's reference to those investigations immediately posed the question of whether he was speaking specifically about the general work of his department or to any cases that might interest Barr and Trump specifically.

His defiance left next steps unclear but at the very least spoke to the remarkable chaos unleashed in the Justice Department under Trump which has intensified ever since Barr took over. CNN has reported rising tensions between Washington and Berman's office, including over some cases including the indictment of Turkish bank Halkbank. In his new book, former national security adviser John Bolton said that Trump told the Turkish strongman he would take "care of things" when he had replaced the prosecutors in New York with his own people. The Justice Department and Berman did, however, bring a case against the Turkish bank in October 2019. The administration discussed replacing Berman with Ed O'Callaghan, a senior official last fall but the move was put on hold after prosecutor's indicted Guiliani's associates Lev Parnas and Igor Fruman, sources said.

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Astrology Chart: The Impassioned Archer Archetype

December 10th 1993 Numerology Associations: Forest and Healing Tarot Associations: Sun and Star Animal Associations: Stag and Bear Deity Associations: Dionysus, Artemis, and Zeus Mercury and Fire Dominant Key Personality Traits: Strong, Adventurous, Creative, Honest, Gregarious, Compassionate Sun Sign: Sagittarius Shows: The Basic Personality  He is on the move, maybe a bit restless. He may use humor to disguise his true feelings. This person likely has unusual choices and enjoys “taboo” things. Love may be confusing to him, however he can turn from hot to cold in a relationship. Moon Sign: Scorpio Shows: The Emotional Aspects, The True Soul    He isn’t necessarily intensely emotional, however there is something very intense here. He can see beyond facades and cut right to the core of a person. There can be a deep-seated need for transformation and rebirth that can manifest itself in different ways. This person seems to attract emotional upheaval, however this doesn’t need to be dramatic or overwhelming. In some way, he will seek out intense experiences. There can be an unconscious need to test his own strength. High energy of self-awareness exists here. Doing things halfway or having meaningless relationships simply doesn’t fulfill him. He may often have a strong fear of betrayal, thus he will seek out commitment. Once committed, he can be the most loyal and protective partner.    This person spends a lot of time controlling and mastering his emotions. His intuition is outstanding, although it can be self-serving at times. He radiates strength. Even in the absence of experience, he may “just know”. It would be difficult to shock or scare him away in the face of emotional honesty. Some people instinctively want to lean on him. This ability to understand human motivation and nature can be too close for comfort for some, and very comforting for others. Mercury Sign: Sagittarius Shows: Communication Style, Intelligence    He communicates in an optimistic, forward-looking manner. His ideas are generally very big. He has visionary tendencies. He may prefer to expand his mental horizons through thinking and reading about subjects, like philosophy. His thirst for knowledge can be insatiable, but he has little to no patience with dry academics or cold, hard facts. Organization, too, is not a forte of his. Bluntness of speech is a trademark of his. He may get impatient with indirectness and beating around the bush. He does not appreciate mind games. Venus Sign: Sagittarius Shows: Relationship Style, Values.    He stands by his beliefs but is incredibly open minded. He’ll always listen to what you have to say and take your experiences and opinions into account. This sign has an inner free spirit who needs to be nurtured. He seeks lightheartedness and freedom in connections, where there is a kind of kindred need to collect knowledge and wisdom, a constant adventure. intolerance will not be tolerated, but he admires the comedic and inspiring traits of others. He likes to learn new things all the time, and when he is in a relationship, he will want someone that will help them grow. Idealistic, he may want a partner who appreciates all the things hes does, his beliefs, his goals, his visions. Both lighthearted and serious, he  can be a bit confusing at times. He may let others down sometimes, but it isn’t on purpose. He can be a bit of a dreamer, and may not be big on follow-through. New interests can easily eclipse the old. He loves philosophy, religion and art. People find him easy to be around. He is happy entertaining, telling stories, performing in theater, music or comedy. You name it, he is most likely good at it. He will make for a  great teacher that students love, because of his talents for combining the intellectual with humor. Mars Sign: Sagittarius Shows: Sexual Desire, Energy, Action   He is most impressed with a partner who is playful, fun, intelligent, and honest. He wants to have a good time, and to have long conversations with his lover. He may not be especially attracted to lovers who are overly groomed; generally doesn’t care too much for “decoration”.  A tousled, casual appearance is just fine with him. A partner’s social status is not of huge interest to him - he would look for honest partners whose egos aren’t tied up in what they do for a living or how they look.   He quivers his bow and arrow toward the bursts of stars in the distance, his vision is tremendous and his dreams are far ranging and enterprising. Jupiter Sign: Scorpio Shows: Sense of Purpose, Reactions to Difficulty   His natural magnetism can be used to enrich his life. He can handle intense energy and turn it into a healing force rather than a destructive force. He is excellent at empowering others when he chooses to do so. Saturn Sign: Aquarius Shows: Responsibilities, Commitment , Serious Nature   He is responsible, loyal and impartial. He is stable. Uranus Sign: Capricorn Shows: Self-Discovery   He is ambitious and enterprising. He can be very serious minded with a strong sense of responsibility. Neptune Sign:Capricorn Shows: Dreams, Idealism, Illusions  This is a person who dreams of stable home life, most likely desiring to be a spouse and parent. Pluto Sign : Scorpio Shows: Self-Empowerment  He may be drawn to activities that will involve him emotionally. Intensity is the key word. He knows how to bring things that are hidden out into the light. He fights for human rights and has a talent for helping the unconventional become accepted. There is a strong sexual aura here as well. Lilith Sign:Aries Shows: Dark-side   He fears unworthiness and failure. Icarus Complex, Impulsive, Independent, Passionate, Rebellious, Fierce. He can be prone to compare himself to others. To overcome this, he should not measure his own success by other peoples, but to value himself as a unique individual and realize that he is in the process of doing a lot of good for others.  Houses: 1st: Neptune Shows: First Impressions  His approach to the world is often dreamy and visionary. His personality holds a poetic flair to it. He’s kind and humble. There might be a confusion to his personality, or people get the wrong impression from him at first glance. 2nd:Mars Shows: Environment, Money, Work, Values  This native is driven toward material gain. He may be impulsive. There is an assertive driven energy towards establishing himself within his values and stability in the physical world.   3rd: Venus Shows: Communication, Siblings, Friends, Community  Ever-flitting, ever-flying; so envied and admired, artistic thinker. 4th: Mercury Shows: Home, Family Homely, Strong Memory, Chatty. 5th: Moon Shows: Emotional comfort  Having fun and going out or staying in with a close friend, paradoxical in nature in terms of emotional comfort. 6th: Sun Shows: Pride  For him, pride stems from service. The identity is shaped by how the individual can contribute to society and directly to those around them. He must assist others in order to feel fulfilled and confident in himself. 7th: Mercury Shows: Marriage  Analytical, Productive, Competitive. He may feel incomplete without romance in his life, as well as being hesitant to think about the future 8th: Venus Shows: Relationships   Gregarious, Resourceful, Deeply committed, Over-thinking tendency  9th:Pluto Shows: Morals,  He can search intensely for the meaning of life, and is a  strong believer in the phrase “Knowledge is power”. This individual may can feel greatly impacted by his higher education opportunities. He is stubborn in his beliefs as well. Midheaven: Jupiter Shows: Career  Travel Agent, Tour Guide, Politician, Teacher, Artist, Director 11th: Saturn Shows: Social Life  He has a fear of failing friends, family, and loved ones. He may have a fear of having all his dreams and aspirations remain unrealized. 12th: Uranus Shows: Endings, Healing  He has a fear of loneliness, has self-doubt, a fear of not leaving an impact, fear of, in his own mind, being worthless . However due to the nature of the other signs in his birth-chart, this is an individual of immense strength that many most likely look up to. It is important to not forget that even Atlas, the titan who held the earth, struggled at times, however he was nonetheless remarkable and impressive.